#tbh im just tired i just wanna sleep
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I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff
#some viktuuri for the soul!#my blorbos are always in my mind even if im not creating for them in that moment#they never leave <3#their eepy leepiness is a reflection of moi and i love their eepy leepiness for them i hope theyre getting some great naps#just some calm and quiet#love that for them#also this isnt the first time i draw in like two months what are you talking about?#the last art i posted totally wasnt from the 14th of march shhhhh the date on the post is definitely wrong source trust me#no but like i have been so dead for months#dont expect to see much art from me before july when my break starts and i can stop being stressed out of my mind#now i can be one of those tortured artist types except i havent done any art to communicate how sad i am#tbh im just tired i just wanna sleep#am i gonna? youre funny of course not but now i can at least pretend my awake time was vaguely productive#yuri on ice#yuri on ice fanart#fanart#art#arom antix art#arom antix#viktor nikiforov#kastuki yuuri#viktuuri
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i’m so tired….i want someone to lay next to me so i can cling onto them like a koala
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#cant stop thinking about this lately#like let me hold onto you so tightly with all my limbs#sorry you are Not allowed to escape#like i wanna cuddle but like in a ‘i want you stuck with me forever’ kinda way#in a you try to get up for one second and i hold you tighter and make sad eyes at you#sorry im tired and feeling clingy for once😴#just come closer everything is fine *with the intention of trapping you with my full strength for as long as possible*#romance to me tbh#im gay and i like sleeping
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aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little
#I 4GOT CISSIES EARRIGG BG S#HITS TVSLE AAAAAAAAAA IM 2 LAZY 2 GO BACK IM SRRY GORLIE :(((#just a kint of konbart as a treat 4 me ig#4every piercing kon has; the more pronouns she attains#if i explained my thought process whenever i draw kon it would just be hehehehehehheehheheheheehe#heart glasseess!!!! i need 2 find more fun glasses shapes 2 draw her in tbh tbh#i did light shading & my head starts hurting godAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i havent been on ib like a while & theres sm posts omg yummy im looking @ all my moots & kickin my feet omgg tehe#i need 2 try 2 sleep get rid of this headache b4 i continue 2 stare @ my screen tho….. i prolly wont i wanna talk im tired of bing sad LMAO#more kart 2 day ((literally prolly tmr))#ive been thinking about aus sm this is so its so woahhhh#kon el#kart#puppee art#GAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA EXPLAIN MY STUPID HCS 4 Y I DRAW KON LIKE THISSS#i dont bc im 80% sure ill b ripped apart but like i love talking about them i love talking about kon sm#@ least i do 2 my doggie
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Little wip of my boys being cute n in love and stuff <3
I have a lot of wips atm to be honest, but just crazy busy, Hopefully posting stuff will be easier once college is over for the break in two weeks :')
#ngl college and work and everything is crazy at the minute#non-stop stuff istg#i just wanna drawwwww#literally wrote 17 pages yesterday for an essay like-#LET ME DRAW!!#/lh#tbh im just tired and wanna sleep a ton~#anyway!#if you see this remember to take care of yourself! Especially as the days are so dark and cold <3#take extra time this part of the year to do something special for yourself each day#it will help i promise#MWAH! <3#tribbletalks#anlfm#a ninjas life for me#rottmnt leo#usagi yuichi#wip
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that viva thing is gripping me like nothing else. here's a thing. blood and implied injury tw
this is super vague and literally JUST to get it out of my system. i'll prob work at smth more permanent later. sorry viva i love u viva
#sketch's sketches#trolls#trolls viva#trolls poppy#sometimes u gotta do that oldschool angst for the sake of it yaknow#buh#im already like ''uuuuugh this suuucks i wanna make it betterrrr'' but like. im tired ive been up all night this is just to get it out#of my brain so i can sleep and/or come up with more details#this feels like smth i would make when i was 12. ugh#might delete it later tbh
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Fake manhater moment but if it wasn't for bf idk if I'd have made it this far 👍 anyway its 3.30 am yknow. And I don't wanna sleep to be honest. But I will take a quick nap soon
#like tbh it helps that hes so innocent. i already scare him sometimes. i cant give in and start doing drugs again#or abusing meds. hell just be scared and sad id never do that. i remember how i felt abt junkies when i was very young#id never want him to see me like this. and even worse i wouldnt wanna be the person who makes him realize junkies arent like. aliens.#yk what i mean?#anyway gonna smoke maybe and drink some tea and do some sewing nd then sleep#wait ill continue i wouldnt want him to see me and realize 'oh this could happen to anyone it doesnt happen to bad people only#that sorta thing#im tired... nearly 4 am after all. ughg
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i feel actually sick rn like i can’t keep my eyes open, i feel like im boutta pass out and i almost vomited but hey all in a days work.
#skipper speaks#tw sickness#tbh i’ve learned to stop giving a shit when i’m sick#i don’t even know if i am sick so idk what im complaining about#i dunno i kinda just power through it#fr tho the minute i get home today im gonna pass the fuck out#after hw because unfortunately i needa do that#but i just wanna go to sleep and like…snuggle smth#im so tired mate
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i have a headache :(
#i wanna go on a walk but my anxiety is through the roof and my head fucking hurts and i just want to sleep#im so fucking tired#i really want to go out but my fucking head hurts#my fucking head hurts and im so pissed off at everything rn#i need alone timeeeeeeee#i really need alone time#and some quiet#and a shot of tequila tbh#anyways#im gonna try and not lose my fucking mind while i lay in my bed and try and ignore the sound of the electricity#im so fucking done with everything tbh#everything is falling apart atound meeeeeeee#i just fucking hate my body ngl#like to the point where i feel like people would like me more if i was a pile of gore on the ground#idfk#im sorry#im a fucking mess rn...i just want to turn back time or fucking sleep until everything is ok#i would like to be put in a fucking coma please#yk just wake me up after this hell is ove#wake me up when im ok again...wake me up when the world finally gets its shit together so i can get my shit together#i wish life was nicer to me...#im prolly just gonna take a nap and then go on a walk...or ill just rot away in my bed all day...#idfk i just wanna go home...but i am home...i know when i want to go home i usually am longing for comfort and shit you associate with home#but like i just want to go home...home to my brother home to my loving family home to my dogs#yk? like i am home right now but i want the feeling of home back...the feeling of love in a place that is just our own...this place seems...#idfk...almost feels empty...like im in an abandoned house and watching all the memories in this place replay over and over...#i feel like im laying in the rubble of everything...#idfk...im just sad for some reason and i dont fucking know why...#it feels like im a ghost in someones memories of this house...
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okay … this is random af but … does anyone happen to have a (free) pdf of tbosas? yes yes i know i should’ve read it by now but tbh … i’m notoriously terrible at reading spin-off/bonus books for fandoms i’m in. like i’ve not read a single one for twilight, never read harry potter & cursed child … & i like i didn’t anticipate it was gonna get this big & become a movie & everything & nowww the urge to read it is very strongly there …
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#( mobile )#(tbh apart of me was also like ‘it’s snow’s backstory why would i give af abt that’)#(bc like i didn’t KNOW what all it was at the time - & tbh there’s a lot of info abt it i’ve only learned very recently)#(& even then i still only know the very basics but i watched the can’t catch me now mv so confused tbh)#(so now i just - rlly wanna know everything & have all the info)#(sooo if anyone can hook a planet up that’d be appreciated. & if you can’t it’s cool too i can try to go to the library sometime this week)#(ANYWAYS ALSO IM GONNA MAYBE BE HERE TONIGHT AFTER MY SHOWER)#(if i’m not incredibly tired bc i got a shorter amount of sleep than im used to today)#(ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THESE LONG ASS TAGS BUT YE ILY ALL MWAH MWAH)#long tags tw
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#another pain day. didnt fall asleep until like half ten and now im barely awake at 5pm#im so tired. plus yesterday took a lot out of me mentally#i just wanna sleep tbh#night is an absolute mess on main
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Dropped my gorgeous girl (my bike) off at the shop to get her basket installed & fix the pedals. Apparently it just needs a part replacement, so I should have her back in a few days hopefully
Stopped by the shop I wanted to go to yesterday since it wasn't far out of my way & picked up a new deck of tarot cards. As much as I love my first deck, it's a very average starter deck, & I wanted smth more personalized. So now I have one. Gonna have to break out those puppies sometime soon
#speculation nation#i also got a box for it. bc i wanted one and it wasnt that expensive.#maybe if i keep it within easy reach i'll use them more than i have been my first deck lol#now im home. sitting. contemplating doing dishes. i really do need to.#and. of course. listening to trigun ost. rn it's playing 'july city' which is one of my favorite tracks in general#knives' piano. vash's theme. Worm Attack. the sand gang track. and july city. those are my favorite tracks from the ost#oh and Luida's decision. i love that one too.#i love a lot of them tbh. hard to choose.#i.. am so very tired. i got maybe 4 hours of sleep & it was completely my fault.#spent the day dancing and reading things not suited for work. and now i am home. and i just wanna sleep lol#in a Much better state of mind than i was last monday tho i will tell U that. jesus fuckin christ lmfao#just happy sleepy rn. much better than the vibrations under my skin urging me to do bad things#stress. all stress. supposedly.#i dont rly wanna do my dishes but i really really need to. ive been putting this off for weeks now. it's not getting any easier.#but... after i sit for a bit maybe...
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at this point being tired is a personality trait
#coffee doesnt work like i just drink it for the flavour#and not even that much tbh#being constantly tired yawning and wanna go to bed is like a part of my life now#but when its actually time to go to sleep its like im wide awake#so many things to do but its bed time now#and then my parents ask me why i study late at night and not wake up early#like i literally cannot sleep at a normal 10 or 11o clock its gotta be atleast 1 am#is this insomnia??? anxiety??? who knows#i just know i wanna sleep
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man . today is such a day hmmmm
#i feel terrible#im on my period and the cramps were so bad last night it took me a long time to be able to sleep#and theyre not much better now tbh#im really tired and just wanna lay down#but as much as im suffering rn this is good bc this means i wont be feeling like this on sunday#which#could you imagine? thatd suck sooo much#anyways i think i may get paid today? hopefully . ive been thinking abt commissioning more art and have two ideas in mind#will decide once i get paid#thank god i dont have therapy today and im just going straight home after this#need a hug#cami.txt
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i love staying up until like 8am cuz i was doing stuff with a friend ;__;
bless, that is not sarcasm i am super serious and i want everyone to know i would (and HAVE) trashed my sleep schedule for my friends, any day of the week. absolutely zero regrets.
#delete later#im tired tho brain mush#doing this reminds me of better times tbh and it's really nice#i dont even care if it makes me sound stupid or weird - if my friends actually wanna do stuff with me im like... that's my entire day man#i dont wanna go sappy or whiny on ehre tho i just... idk#i don't appreciate my friends enough and I really should#but now im gonna go and like probably sleep in until 3pm or smth#while thinkin about the android AU cuz it lives rent-free in my head permanently#between that and Bloodborne crossed with Castlevania (dont ask) and terraria lately... that is my entire personality#the whole vibe#anyway i#gonna go sleep ilu guys#the fact almost 400 of u ppl thought i was worth following is like... woah#(except i think most of u are from my RWBY days but that's okay)#I'll try to post stufffffff more often#tumblr wanted to auto-fill that as a 'popular' tag and now im embarassed#okay bye have a good dayyyyy#<3 <3
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i haven't been able to get much done over the past couple days because i've been too tired, and i've been too tired because i've been staying up too late, because i am a fool. i am in a hell of my own making. what else is new
#ray speaks#just a little bit frustrated with myself lol 👍#im also holding myself to a higher standard than usual tbh#yesterday i worked and washed a lot of dishes and took a shower and installed a new cpu cooler in my pc and went for a walk#that's pretty damn good!! yet im beating myself up because i need to go shopping for hiking shoes before my upcoming trip --#-- and i havent been able to drag myself out to a store to get that done.#i also wanna go out and buy a few food items but uuuugh i just dont wanna go shopping.#too tired to leave the house for anything more than a lil walk around the neighbourhood#and there are also a few more things i gotta do around the apartment and i dont wanna do those either#long story short: i have too many things to do and i don't have the energy to do them all because i havent been sleeping enough#and it's my own damn fault :/
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#ughhhh i started writing a quick bro / dave for todays date but im def not gonna finish in 45 minutes nooooo#its my ki.nk and i wanted to savour what i was writing by dragging it out hffffffff#wish i thought to start it before last night ughhhhh#but ughhhhhhhh dudeeeee its hapeninggggggggggg#god im so fucking thorsty for it#no one writes it the way i want it#and now ive gone and made it silly by trying to do it for today#but i cant just take those parts out bc they're so... baked... into the plotline#hfffffffff why didnt i just make this its own thing ughhhhhh (bc dave would never wanna do that sober thats why)#hffffffffffff screams#writing sm. ut is so time consuming for me#(tbh writing is on its own lol)#but to write. my fave thing. for the first time. its a lot of pressure for a fic that was supposed to be a quick joke#bro ended up being fucking smitten as hell too bc thats how i feel abt this ki. nk lmao#i dont think im even gonna get hi tonight lmao its okay a holiday doesnt mean shit when its something i do on the reg#im so tired hhhhh im just wasting more time typing out more tags bc im too tired to write fic words lol ugh#delete later / /#maybe i will so i can just go the fuck to sleep rn and write more when im more awake. date be damned. im not finishing in 30 mins lol#and even if i did finish in 30 mins i sure as hell aint proofreading and posting within 30 mins#ok yeah gonna get ready for bed and set the writing down for when im not gonna write something rushed ill regret and have to undo later
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