#i just wanna sleep tbh

[the-kipsabian]

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[theemporium]

i am being dragged out tonight and i truly cannot be arsed🥲catch me hiding in the corner of the club writing eddie smut

[vinetae]

IM SWIMMING IN UNFINISHED SERIES AND FICS I GOT CATCH UP IN THINKING IT WAS A GOOD IDEA BUT THEN DROPPING IT WHENEVER I FELT LIKE THE SOTRYLINE WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH-

h-HALP

[kenchann]

i wanna fight him

[napping-sapphic]

i’m so tired….i want someone to lay next to me so i can cling onto them like a koala

[arom-antix]

I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff

[wardingshout]

Family for day 6 of SpeSilverWeek! Edition uuh found biological and crime I guess...

[b4kuch1n]

about ready

[intriga-hounds]

god it was so peaceful for 3 weeks while baz slept in the pen. now he’s back to trying to crush me every night.

[urhighnessbitch]

Urge to interact with your mutuals more vs. fear of annoying them: fight

[pup-pee]

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i havnt drawn in a little

[takitori67]

In spite of everything,

[millennium-queen]

No I don’t want to do anything today I just want to sit and think about Everlark finally getting to make out without an arena or war hanging over them thank you

[vinetae]

Phew....

Okay so I think I've finally got all my previous postings sorted and organized. Now, (sighs) time to work on the actual fics i've -bₑₑₙ ₚᵣₒₘᵢₛᵢₙg fₒᵣ ₜwₒ yₑₐᵣₛ -

Lots of things had just gone down in my life.

𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝓉𝒶𝓁 ♡𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒

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Requests are open!

[melit0n]

Hands down, Give is one of Sleep Token's yearn-iest songs. Ever. It's not on par with TLYW, Jaws etc. (because that's a whole different layer of Sleep Token's yearning onion), but it's got a kick to it.

When I say that song is the epitome of desperate, I mean it.

Without thinking about it too much, the first time I listened to it my first thoughts were 'ah, okay, wanting to give all for your lover and be able to trust them, got it', but then I thought about it a bit more.

Like with all Sleep Token songs, it has a bit of an eerie undertone, which borders on slightly obsessive, depending on who you're talking to, with the lyrics. We have "I picture you when you are all alone", "I am the shadow, you're a passenger", "I'll be the limit of your light again" and, of course, "give me all that you can give" with "and if you want to give me anything, then give (give in again)".

Vessel is describing himself as literal darkness; he's a shadow in the gloom and whoever this is is a star glowing in the darkness. A light he aims to dampen because he wants a taste of that light. A taste of them.

However, it's this desperation for attention that gets me. "Give me all that you can give" is an easy example; he's desperately giving all he can possibly give in hopes of getting the same, or more, back. It's repeated over and over, half begging half demanding with soft dulcet tones and promises that he'll be watching for their enemies, to let them know that they contend with him etc.

Give becomes this two-faced thing of someone giving with all their might to someone who is afraid to trust, bringing up empathy from us, and someone who will not accept anything except everything. It's this sexually charged fight between who is a victim (or if there really is one here) and who is the abuser.

Further, to "give in" is to 'cease fighting or arguing; admitting defeat.' It's something primal and angry hidden under, or rather, mixed with passion, and it's incredibly well hidden.

[triona-tribblescore]

Little wip of my boys being cute n in love and stuff <3

I have a lot of wips atm to be honest, but just crazy busy, Hopefully posting stuff will be easier once college is over for the break in two weeks :')