thinking about how silver knew or suspected that thomas might be alive almost from the beginning of season 4 and still didn't tell flint like
Flint: Do I need to be concerned that you took almost two hours to tell me about it?
Silver: We are at our least rational... when we're at our most vulnerable. If nothing else, this is a good reminder that without a doubt she is the point at which I'm my most vulnerable. The thought of losing her...
I see.
Silver: If we assume... that we are on the verge of some impossible victory here, a truly significant thing... if we assume that is real and here for the taking... wouldn't you trade it all to have Thomas Hamilton back again?
Flint: I think if he knew how close we were to the victory he gave his life to achieve... he wouldn't want me to.
Silver: I see. Though, that wasn't really what I asked, was it? Assume his father was just as dark as you say, but... was unable to murder his own son, assume he found a way... to secret Thomas away from London...
Flint: He didn't.
Silver: Would you trade this war to make it so? It is some kind of hell to be forced to choose one irreplaceable thing over another.
LIKE PERHAPS THERE IS SOMETHING ELSE YOU SHOULD BE CONCERNED HE IS NOT TELLING YOU
Flint: I know what it's like... to have lost her. And then seeing a way to have her back. I understand what that must've felt like. You asked me once what I would do, what I would sacrifice if it meant having Thomas back again. I honestly don't know... what I would've done. I honestly couldn't say I wouldn't have done what you did. I told you I'd see you through this. Put things back together again so that we can move forward. I meant it.
And then again he still doesn't tell him because he can't, not until he's certain he won't have to use it-not until he's certain he'll have to End Flint because he doesn't want to but he knows (has known this whole time) that he will be the end of him so he hid this Massive Thing from him even after he knew what it was like to lose Madi he Still hid it (this is of course assuming that thomas is still alive and that wasn't just a lie to madi or a justification to himself and flint to make sending him (flint) away to live the rest of his life in chains doing labor seem like it wasn't so bad really (and also ignoring the fact that miranda who was arguably more a catalyst for flint's war than thomas was is still dead and not even silver can bring her back from the dead))
it's just really funny idk what to tell you
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I've been tracing bird photos to try and get a feel for how Feathered Wings work, so here's some doodles I've thrown The Windwalker onto since I'm also not sure what type of wings I want to give them.
By nature of the wings being traced I almost certainly won't ever make these more than sketches (though I may re-use the main body pose of the last one) but I figured I'd chuck them up here regardless since I don't have much to post.
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tw i got triggered as fuck
i had a shit sleep and then on top of that this morning, like only 20mins after i woke up, my sister's partner suddenly exploded in anger, because my dog barked at our other roommate (who my dog is scared of). and i know sudden loud noises are a trigger for him (the partner) who also has PTSD but then he just, yelled and slammed doors and stomped around and. everything that triggers me, he did. and i know it wasnt to purposefully trigger me of course, and he's stressed and sick and overworked, and i know it's probably not really about my dog. but trauma doesn't care about the details, it just goes yelling angry man = dangerous = triggered as fuck. so i escaped and hid in the backyard and calmed myself down from having a panic attack... by dissociating lol. but thats what dissociation is, a protective (if at times maladaptive) coping strategy. and then eventually i went back into the house and hid in my room, thankful that the door locks (though I also know im not in any danger, he's not my stepdad). music + weighted blanket + comfort toy + dog + self soothing skills. feeling better but this is just gonna ruin the next few days for me, and I'll have nightmares tonight. my sister was also triggered, but she apologised on his behalf (annnnnd thats also triggering, it's too much like how my mum constantly was apologising for my stepdad....) and told him to talk to someone today, while he's gone (he left, thank fuck).
and its not even lunchtime 😞
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NINA IDK IF U TAKE PINTEREST BOARD SUGGESTIONS BUT IF YOU EVER GOT TIMW YOU SHOULD MAKE AN IKE ONE I THINK THAT WOULD BE AWESOME
hi, baby!
i TOTALLY take pinterest board suggestions! all kind of suggestions actually. i just don't accept demands or take kindly to people trying to coerce me into doing something i don't want to do with my fanfic.
sorry to rant, it's a bit of a sensitive spot for me. but your suggestion was lovely & i am quite happy to oblige you!
i made an ike section over here.
i Also made firkle a section here because i wanted you to see the important distinctions between the two of them.
because ike believes in vigilante justice, enjoys the stick it to the man energy of punk rock music, pierced his lip and bleached his hair as a form of rebellion against that system & wants to change the world.
whereas firkle is fucking frightening, skips class to smoke cigarettes and drink black coffee, hates fucking everyone but ike and thinks the world is a bleak, barren hopeless place and ike is wasting his time.
tldr: ike wants to better society, firkle would rather watch it burn.
yeah...yeah?
-uncle nina, side character enthusiast
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anyway who else said the truth for the first question in kafka's game and then misunderstood mc's internal questioning as them giving their final answer thus cheated in the game's opinion but not in your own (or the opposite, said something you didnt believe in instead of cheating)? cause i did 😃
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it just sucks bc part 2 lowkey did kinda suck. with the inclusion of a new confusing love interest that would last like 8 fuckin episodes when breagan was the main ship literally more than half of the fandom vied for. it’s like wow maybe if they didn’t include the unnecessary and boring love interest of ron and just kept going with the story as intended, they would’ve maybe gotten the green light for a second season but no
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i need to work on the bios soon buuuuuut
margaret is trans ( trans woman )
benson is trans ( trans man )
em is trans ( trans man )
fanny is trans ( trans woman )
penny is nonbinary ( genderfluid )
neu is nonbinary ( unlabeled )
rigby is trans ( trans man )
and pops' gender is ?????
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