#th11Spo

[antifoodish]

rah, feeling like a failure type beat

I like ranting on Tumblr because journaling is too private, and ranting to friends makes me feel like a burden. having a silent audience witness these feels somewhat real, and like someone is listening sans the mental load of being perceived.

I was doing so good early this year. so good. but I lost vigilance and therefore discipline. I need to do better. I know I deserve better. recently I have been manifesting F1 WAG lifestyle and one of the things all those girls have in common is being skinny and having good skin. I always have good skin when I am skinny so I guess that boils all my problems down to one root cause.

I know I sound a little crazy but I do believe in the powers of manifestation. as the great pearl once said: I will not accept a life I do not deserve!

it has to be me (and my best friend).

anyway.

~ thinking skinny, thinking rich xoxo

[kawaiinight-20]

My anorexia playlist (spanish and english): Documentaries, movies, music:

Enjoy 💕