#thankfully we're watching it just out of interest not out of support

[danielnelsen]

we have the coronation on (a family decision, not mine) and bleh the homily is making me gag. 'righteous power and authority' stfu

[julianalvarez9]

firsts / christian pulisic

face claim: hailee stenfield

request: Hi, first off i wanna say i love your blog! If you’re still taking requests, could you do one with y/n and christian being a private but not secret couple? (y/n is a famous actress) they get super shy when asked about each other in interviews and dodge the questions but social media gets to see a sneak peek of their relationship because they are always supportive of each other

author's note: tysm for your ask!! <33 sorry that it took me this long but i didn't know how to portray this in a way that i liked but i think this is it 🤍 hope you like it!!

| FIRST TIME YOU TWO MEET

christian was never one to attend parties without his friends, and every time they decided that they'll go out, it took a large amount of convincing for him to go with him. but today, luck seemed to be on their side and christian accepted the invitation rather quickly. on the other hand, you were at every party. being a rising actress, you knew how beneficial it was for your career to mingle with new people, not that you had to force it, it came naturally to you.

your friends had insisted you go to this particular party because they wanted you to meet someone. you weren't looking for a relationship at the moment given how busy your schedule already was, but you were surprised when you met christian, and you two hit it off from the start. never an awkward silence between you two, not just because you were joined with your group of friends, but also because even when it was just you two speaking, everything just felt good.

at the end of the night, you two had exchanged numbers promising to meet again, and both your friends couldn't be happier to see their matchmaking skills becoming a reality.

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| FIRST TIME INTERACTING ONLINE

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| FIRST TIME YOU MENTIONED HIM

"so, who are you supporting for the superbowl this year?" simon, the interviewer, questioned, after extensively talking about the role you were playing in your next movie. "well, the rams are my favorite team but they're obviously out, so i'd say the eagles" you joked, knowing that they were one of christian's teams apart from the jets, who hadn't reached the conference finals either. "caught me by surprise there!" the man who was in charge of your interview said, giggling a bit while the public cheered. "yeah, i caught my boyfriend watching a game recently so i guess that's who we're cheering for" you smiled, instantly going red at the mention of your partner. your manager had listed the topic of relationships off of every interview you had given in the past month, and you knew that by bringing it up yourself you were giving the green light to receive questions about it.

"that's new, y/n! do we know this lucky boy?" simon asked, clearly interested in getting the headline that would be all over the news tomorrow morning. "he's certainly not joe burrow!" you said, laughing about the bengals' quarterback who you found incredibly pretty, but who wasn't your boyfriend. the public laughed at your joke and thankfully, you got out of the topic without having to reveal the secret identity of your partner.

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| FIRST TIME THE FANS SUSPECTED ABOUT YOU TWO

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| FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKED HIM ABOUT YOU

christian was busy shooting a video for a random magazine. it was one of those where he read questions asked to him through social media, and he got to answer on camera. it made him a bit uncomfortable, seeing as there wasn't a real person asking the questions in front of the camera, it was just him before the lens. he started to read one of the last envelopes he still had left, that said, "we know you're a very private person and we respect that. in the past few months, we saw how close y/n and you are. what do you think about her?"

"well" he laughed, clearly uncomfortable about the topic, seeing as his cheeks reddened just by hearing your name. "she's incredibly nice. i think she's the nicest person to be around, honestly" he gushed, still trying to calm his thoughts so he could answer correctly, without giving too much away. though it would be hard, considering how many great things he had to say about you, his girlfriend.

"we're pretty similar actually. she might be a little more extroverted than me and i might be better at playing soccer" christian laughed, remembering how angry you got while playing football -as you liked to call it to annoy him, even though you were american too- with him. "i think we work well together, we're a great team".

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| FIRST TIME YOU POSTED EACHOTHER

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[legendofmorons]

HELLO I HAVE RETURNED

can i request for a oneshot of reader having a bad mood throughout the day (due to stress/overthinking thoughts) while time notices their bad mood but doesn't want to interfere because he doesn't want to make their mood worse but at the end of the day the reader goes to time and they open up to him about the negative thoughts they've been having while time listens and comforts them (romantic)

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Bad day (Time)

Of course! I'm always glad to do hurt/comfort things. And goodness this is an idea!

Pairing: Time x reader

Rating: T for cursing

Summary: When you have a bad day, you choose to see your boyfriend about it. He's supportive as always.

Warnings: None

Other: If I missed anything, please let me know

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You can admit you haven't been doing great lately. Between stress, questing with heroes, and your geneal unease about things, you're irritable.

The weather only makes it worse, gloomy drizzels have been happening all week. You can't get dry or warm. Your clothes cling to you uncomfortably thanks to the rains.

Despite your best efforts to be nice and to play it all off you know you're failing.

It's all a vicious loop that keeps getting worse.

You can feel Time watching you, he has been since last week. He's watching like he knows something is wrong but he dosen’t want to push.

You can't decide if thats annoying or sweet. But you're starting to think both is the answer.

After the shit show that was today, you sit yourself down by the fire, blanket draped over you shoulders to fend of the chill of the autumn air. The fire is starting to truly light and put out heat.

Thankfully, no one seems to interested in dragging you into a conversation. So you just allow yourself to get lost while watching the fire.

You hear more than see someone move to sit beside you. Based on the steps you'd guess it's Time.

He's got even and very quiet steps, but he makes sure to be heard around you and the others. He's very considerate like that.

When you look over you realize it's not Time though, it's Warriors.

Well shit. You really are out if it. Aren't you?

We're ignoring the fact that you're upset that it wasn't your boyfriend and instead focusing on whether or not you want to go see Time or if you want more space.

You decide after a moment that you do want to go see Time. Maybe he'll have some ideas? At least you'll get some affection.

So you nod to Warriors and push to your feet.

You look around, finding Time leaning against a tree a few feet away. He's polishing his shield.

You walk over to him, drawing the blanket tighter over your shoulders.

"Hello, (Y/n)."

"Hey Time." You say with the start if a smile gracing your face.

"How are you feeling? I know today had a lot of running."

"It was- okay I guess. I'm still kicking aren't I?"

Time frowns at your answer. He knows your beating around the bush. He just dosen’t know why.

"You don't have to talk about it.... but please don't pretend to be okay. I worry about you, dear."

You can feel your shoulders relax a little at that. Time is such a sweet heart. He's always so understanding!

"Okay. I'm sorry, Link. I'm just- stressed out and tired."

You watch his face go soft, his brow relaxes and his eyes start to get the look they always get around you.

You've never had someone lobe you so much you could genuinely see it in their eyes yourself. Sure others could see it- but for him to be so in love with you even you recognize it in his eyes? It always makes you melt.

"Is there a way I can help you?"

"Would- Would it be okay if I vent?"

"Of course, dearest. "

"Thanks." You say.

Time sets his shield aside and sits down, patting the spot beside him in invitation. He figures you've been on your feet long enough and that you more than deserve to sit for a while.

You sit down on his right, taking his hand in both of yours as you trace the knuckles and scars on it.

"So... I've been stressed... I'm worried about everyone back home. And what if I get us all killed? What if my family needs me and I'm not there?" You ask, worries falling out one after the other now that you've set them free.

You continue to vent, still tracing Time's hand. Your words grow more tired with each one but you keep talking.

You allow yourself to vent until you feel light. Until you've said everything and then even found worries you didn't know you had until you said them.

And Time? He just listens, occasionally nodding or throwing in an encouraging phrase. He doesn't push you or ask you to stop.

He wishes he could fix all of your problems, but he's more than happy to let you take space to vent. He knows how important that is.

Once you're done venting, you take a deep breath to re-center yourself.

Then you look to Time gently, finding him to be looking right back. "Thanks for listening. "

He smiles, pressing a kiss to your forehead. "I'll always listen to you, dear. You mean the world to me."

"I appreciate it. I love you, you know."

"I love you too."

"Good." You say, letting your head fall onto his shoulder gently.

You realize that you feel better. By a lot. You can't say it's all Time, but some of it certainly is. But venting definitely helped.

"You know, you're really good at taking care of others."

"Thanks." You say, but you get the feeling Time isn't done talking.

"You're allowed to take care of yourself too. I hope you remember that."

"I'll try."

"Good."

"You have to take care of yourself too."

"I know."

"Can we just stay like this?"

"Of course, (Y/n)." Time says, removing his hand from yours.

He then wraps an arm around your shoulders, kissing the top of your head. "For what it's worth I think you're doing everything you can in all respects. I understand that you are stressed but I hope you know I believe you'll succeed. "

"Oh." You manage, his words sweet and unexpected. "Thank you."

"I'll be here for as long as you need me. Okay?"

"Okay. I'm here for you too."

"I know you are."

"Good."

"You can rest you know, if you fall asleep I'll wake you for dinner."

"You don't have to tell me twice." You say with a smile.

You close your eyes, listening to the others talk, laugh, and move. But the whole time Time just whispers sweet things to you and occasionally calls you pet names.

It's nice.

[roguemaki]

Hey! I hope your week is going great :)

Like everyone else, i wanted to send you a heartfelt thank you for your immense efforts and time that you take out of your day to translate and type set these interviews and videos.

It always brightens my day when i get a notification from you and i know I’m in for a treat so it’s really truly appreciated from our end 🙏🏼

I was also wondering that when the asticassia school assembly BD comes out, if you could consider uploading it somewhere so that people who can’t purchase it would be able to watch it as well? I was really looking forward to seeing the VAs performance on stage and also some of the comedic moments like Suletta rapping but unfortunately, money is a bit tight for me right now. 😞

If you could consider it that would be awesome but if you rather not do jt, that’s totally fine as well :)

I also wanted to ask for your advice regarding learning japanese. I took some classes in college but haven’t kept up with it. Do you know any resources that you felt were really helpful to you when you were learning the language? I really want to dedicate myself to it this time! I’d really appreciate any tips, thank you! :)

Hey hey~ I actually got some fantastic news at work, so my week's off to a great start. :3

And you're very welcome! Thank you for enjoying and supporting my TLs.

I pre-ordered the School Assembly BD and am planning to subtitle it in parts, similarly to how I'm doing the Ep 24 Character Commentary… but for an upload of the full thing, I have to be more circumspect: I'll post when the rip is available and give contact info so interested folks can reach out directly. Just trying to avoid getting Eye of Sauron'd by Bandai-Namco, lol.

Regarding Japanese study: we're in similar boats! I also took classes in college and got back into serious self-study after not practicing for a while.

Here are some self-study resources I find useful:

For daily Japanese practice…

Renshuu for vocabulary and grammar. WaniKani for learning kanji. Ringotan for kana and kanji writing practice.

Renshuu is a site (also available in convenient app form) for building up vocabulary and grammar with quizzes, games, and community activities. It's by-and-large free - premium provides some enhancements (like more listening/pitch tools), but isn't necessary for most of the content. WaniKani is a fantastic resource for learning kanji. They use some truly memorable mnemonics to teach radicals/vocabulary and schedule lessons/reviews in a way that promotes real retention. Give Levels 1-3 a try since they're free, and if you like the teaching method, a lifetime premium sub is reasonably affordable when it goes on sale (like on Black Friday). I use Ringotan, a free phone app, to supplement WaniKani (which is focused on reading/recognition) with writing practice.

Other resources/tools...

Install Yomitan, an in-line dictionary extension, on your browser.

Dokusho Bookclub is a site for finding reading materials targeting specific JLPT levels.

Out of the many resources available on YouTube, I want to highlight Kaname Naito's channel - he teaches in depth vocabulary and grammar used in actual conversational Japanese.

I have a routine of always doing my "dailies" and just try to read/watch/play as much Japanese media as possible... Thankfully there's so much good stuff available online nowadays. :>

Hope you find something useful for you in this list. Good luck with your studies!

[peachymilkandcream]

Break Me Slowly|Part 10|Yandere Levi x Evelyn

A/N: It's so crazy to think that we're already at 10 parts, you have no idea how happy it makes me that people are actually interested in this short story of utter filth XD, I love the support so much and all the oneshot requests!

WARNINGS: noncon, dubcon, manipulation, domestic abuse, yandere themes, forced marriage, forced pregnancy, stockholm syndrome, violence, mind breaking, misogyny, etc.

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Levi props himself up with one elbow and stares down at Evelyn, she was still embarrassed because of her behaviour earlier, she had promised not to let Levi know that he could make her feel good. His fingers caressed her cheek, a soft smile playing on his lips as the high of sex still filled him.

"For someone who hates me so much you sure you had no problem taking my dick."

Evelyn glares at him with indignation but he can't take it seriously with her deep blush.

He chuckles and kisses her forehead. "Maybe now that you realize what I can offer you won't be stupid and try to escape again."

"I won't Levi-" She says quickly.

"Don't play dumb, I know you would try in a heartbeat, which is why in the morning you're coming with me to work. If a fortress can't keep you in check then my boot will." He let that sink in a moment before pulling her close to his chest and falling asleep.

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The next day Levi struts proudly into his office, his wife on his arm, he enjoyed all the looks others gave him. He enjoyed the whispers of people who were curious as to who it was married to the famous Captain Levi of the Scouts. To those who knew who Evelyn was it swelled his ego that everyone knew she belonged to him. She was his.

He kept her in check by the firm grip on her arm, and the gear her wore under his uniform. One false move and he would at least threaten to end her life. In reality though he would simply cause her immense pain. Thankfully he didn't think he'd have to do this since she seemed to get the picture. When he brought her into his office he sat her on the small sofa, she was dressed up only for him. Her maroon dress was cut just low enough he could get a glimpse of her cleavage but no one else could, the half sleeves hiding the worst of his bruises, as well as the tea length. She was stunning as always.

After an hour or two he glanced at his watch and then up at her, she was staring at her hands, not daring to move out of place. His chest swelled with pride at her obedience.

"You've been so good," He waves her off nonchalantly. "Go make my tea, no one has been able to replace you in that regard."

Evelyn seems surprised that he would allow her to do that but she didn't need to be told twice. She slowly rises from her chair and exits his office, making her way down the halls to the small officer's kitchen.

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Petra had entered the kitchen to start Captain Levi's tea and was caught off guard by Evelyn there beating her to it. Her looks hadn't changed in the slightest, but something in her manner and the way she carried herself definitely had. She wasn't as happy as she used to be, optimistic, and her ever present smile was gone. If this was the case then it made sense why Levi had shown no interest in Petra, clearly Levi desired that moody and brooding personality more than a cheerful one. Although it would be annoying now that Petra would have to change her personality again to match Evelyn's in hopes of getting Levi's attention.

Since Evelyn wouldn't strike up conversation first like she normally did Petra was forced to at least try and be polite. "I can make his tea."

"No thank you, I've got it." Even Evelyn's voice was quieter, like she had closed in on herself. This could be a good thing though, a boring girl would never keep the Captain's interest.

"Since you retired I've kind of taken over doing it, he's very particular and I'm sure you don't remember how."

"I didn't retire Petra, I've just been taken temporarily off active duty. Which means, I still have rank over you and can decide who makes Levi his damn tea."

Goodness was she infuriating, it was if she knew deep down what Petra was planning.

"I just think you should relax and not exert yourself, I don't think you know how much he cares about his tea."

Evelyn places the cups on the tray with a fake smile. "Oh trust me I know."

Petra feels herself losing the argument so she grabs the tray. "I insist, let me." She tries to hold back the venom in the words.

"I said I've got it." Evelyn tries to pull it back a little but not enough to spill it.

"It's easy Evelyn, just give it over-"

Evelyn huffs and pushes the tray towards her. "Be my guest, you can have him." She turns on her heel and walks out.

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Levi looks up as Petra enters with his tea, confusion coming to his face. "Where is my wife?"

"Evelyn said she just had to go to the bathroom so I made your tea for you so it wouldn't be late."

Levi picks it up gingerly and tastes it, maybe Petra had been paying attention finally since this time it tasted like it should. "Thank you Petra."

Part of him worried what would happen if he wasn't watching Evelyn, but he was sure she wouldn't get into too much trouble.

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Evelyn hurried down the halls as quickly as her high heels could carry her without looking suspicious or tripping. Thankfully she had been down these halls many times and knew exactly where she was going.

She knocked urgently on Erwin's office door, not letting up until he opened it with his one arm, looking at her surprised.

"Evelyn, this is a surprise, won't you come in."

Evelyn hurries inside, sitting down and collecting herself and catching her breath.

Erwin closes the door and strides back to his desk. "Now. How can I help you? Would you like some tea?"

"No, thank you, I just need to talk."

"Yes of course, what is it?"

"It's Levi, Erwin I don't know what happened to him but he's nothing like you know. He's lying to you, he lied to us both about this marriage. It wasn't just a sham, he consummated it, he made me consummate it Erwin. I didn't have a choice. Since then he's kept me locked away and forced himself on me time and time again. He's obsessed with the idea of getting me pregnant and loses his mind if anyone who's a man looks at me. I tried to escape once and he threatened to beat me senseless. And while he hasn't done it to the point of senselessness he has beaten me many times if I "talk back" or "misbehave". I need help Erwin, and you and Hange are the only ones I have to turn to. I know Hange can't do anything but as Commander of the Scouts you can, you can arrest him, court martial him, the whole nine yards. Please Erwin, I need you to help me, I'm begging you to believe me. I know it sounds crazy from the Levi we know but I'm telling you it's true. Please just, believe me."

Erwin is silent for a long moment, so long Evelyn's heart is pounding in her ears. The silence stretches on longer still until finally Erwin straightens up and leans towards her over the desk.

"I believe you." Was all he said.

Her eyes brighten. "You do? You don't question it? Oh thank you Erwin- thank you so much-"

He nods, standing. "I think I know what's best for you. If you follow me everything will be alright."

Gratefully she stands and follows him, trying to be as inconspicuous as possible to avoid drawing attention to herself. She puts her trust in him completely.

Finally they come to a door and he opens it, making Evelyn stop in confusion. "But wait this is Levi's office-"

He looks down at her coldly. "Yes it is." He says before shoving her inside.

Levi looks up with first confusion and then annoyance. "What is this?"

Erwin blocks her escape. "It seems we weren't clear in our deal Levi, control your wife. She came to my office begging for freedom. Control her or lose her." He turns quickly and leaves.

Levi turns his attention to her. "What am I going to do with you?"

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[cosmic-chelonian]

Thoughts on the new Who episodes

The Good

Ncuti. So charismatic and watchable, captures that zany Doctor energy. His episodes so far have been very light-hearted but in the moments where it's been required so far it seems he can do serious and lonely well too. I love how the character seems to be trying to be upbeat but when he goes quiet and serious you get a glimpse of the burdens he is carrying inside. Amazing

Millie. Ruby's character is very likeable and her dynamic with the doctor is a joy to watch.

The mystery!!! Ruby, the Toymaker family, Susan Twist... I love theorising and speculating and am excited to see how the puzzle fits together.

Jinkx Monsoon. Was initially afraid she was going to be annoying (the Toymaker started to grate on my nerves a bit) but i soon found myself loving her deliciously over the top evil. And she actually felt scary, unlike most of the classic who overacting villains.

The Bad

Plot? What plot? These episodes just sadly felt like a lot of whiz-bang spectacle plus exposition supported by just enough story bones to keep then standing. I am here for the interesting stories. Thankfully the next episode looks like it has a bit more room for a story.

No meaningful side characters. I liked Nan-E so much because much of the joy of Doctor Who is him interacting with side characters. We meet this week's relevant people, get to know their motivations and see them decide whether to trust the doctor. These people are flawed and self-interested but the doctor has to win them over and make them do the right thing. Unfortunately these stories have so far been Doctor- and Ruby-centred. It feels like the settings they travel to are just backdrops for their shenanigans because they don't interact with the setting's characters in a meaningful way. They don't encounter any difficulty in blending in to the new environments they enter. The conflict between the Doctor's interests and the problems posed by the physical or social environment of the time/place they are in is what makes the setting relevant and interesting. The Devil's Chord could just as easily been set in the present day without much change.

Changing rules. I know Doctor Who is hardly hard sci-fi, but now we're bringing gods and laws beyond the universe into it, it feels like it changes the way we see the threats. If suddenly we rely too much on solutions like 'the power of song' or fairytale logic to defeat our big bads, the villain actually seems less scary because we have no rules within which to quantify the threat posed. If a big space monster is coming to eat your ship, you know exactly what is required to defeat it: enough fuel, piloting tactics etc. And thus by making those things fail, the writers can effectively give a sense of the desperation of the situation. With the kind of threats presented in these new episodes, however, the key to defeating them is just working out the narrative meaning of the threats. The doctor has to work out what the point of the story he is in actually is. (Children need stories? The love of sharing music is the greatest power?) And because the viewer is aware that this is a story, having the resolution of the conflict hinge on the fact that stories have a point and an ending makes the defeat of the big bad feel like an inevitability. It makes it hard for us to have the same suspension of disbelief that we entertain when the resolution of conflict is rooted firmly within the reality of that episode's setting.

That dance number. Ohhh no. I can appreciate goofiness in my silly show, as long as the writers at least give some kind of in-universe explanation for why loads of randos suddenly joined in for an impromptu Strictly session. I need at least some sense of logic to the show's universe. My only explanation is that this season is so deliberately meta and 4th-wall-trampling because the fabric of the show's universe is being torn apart by the Toymaker's lot? I just want some recognition by the characters that this is all a bit weird, to confirm that this is a choice rather than a very unfortunate new direction for the show. If you make your characters somewhat self-aware you have to acknowledge that this will affect the way they act. I want the Doctor to notice and be worried by these developments.

I love that RTD is trying to explore social issues like abortion and the refugee crisis, I think sci-fi is perfect for that kind of thing, but it feels like he is slipping them in haphazardly without really making a point. "People still care more about the idea of life than the people born" "people don't care about refugees until they're their problem" we know these things are bad! But why not be brave enough to have a story that more directly deals with people's reasons for acting this way, that shows the trauma this treatment can cause, that shows what leads people to treat others this way. This is all still possible to do delicately and kid-appropriately. Sci-fi doesn't need to be intelligent all the time but it shouldn't pretend to be just because a character says 'abandoning babies bad'.

[mod2amaryllis]

...ok. i really didn't wanna admit this but it's driving me nuts and i have to go public.

........i did watch the r*ngs of p*wer NOW,,.

HANG ON. gimme a chance. so,

jose and i love lord of the rings. it was the first thing that brought us together. watching it with our highschool friends was our meetcute of "omggg u also have appendices memorized??😳!" i was convinced trop was gonna suck also fuck amazon but jose's the most give it a chance man on earth like this dude loves everything but he especially loves lotr. he will take whatever he gets. so i was like sigh.... ok. you're gonna watch it anyway, I'll sit in, I'll give it a chance. to support my husband who i adore.

it's important to me that you understand this. that i was, definitively, NOT hate watching. i was going in with as open a mind as i could muster. and guys?

that shit sucked so so fucking hard.

ita bad! it was really really so bad. and i had to acknowledge that, ok, we will never get another good lotr trilogy. the formula that enabled the lotr to be such a gorgeous passion project will never come together that perfectly ever ever again, so i don't really wanna compare it to that standard. but this was like.... just bad television. just deeply unlikable stuff.

as i slowly started to pick up hints that even my loves-everything husband was, thankfully, not enjoying himself, i prodded with a, "i think the actors are doing their best with very very little to go off of" and he considered this, nodding and admitting, "yeah it's just okay." this, from jose, is about as scathing as it gets.

right away, the writing. it's bad. at times unbearably so, ranging from bursting out in laughter at the middle school level moments of triumph to looking away with literal nausea at the emotional beats. it's like a group of 19 year old male business majors minoring in anthropology got together and competed to see who could write the most moving speech, and there's your script. every word, delivery, expression is like they're saying the most dire thing that's ever been said. sometimes you get attempts at friendly banter trying too hard for charm, or commonfolk wisdoms, but mostly it's so so so serious guysss this is SERIOUS definitely the stakes are soooo high can't you tell by the way the actors' jaws are always clenched? nothing in middle earth has ever been so serious.

there's a boy and his mother (who's embroiled in a human/elf romance that lacks any of the tender, captivating distance between aragorn and arwen, but based on the music, we're definitely supposed to think it's on level). at one point when things are, again, Getting Serious, and she's like remember when you used to have nightmares as a kid? remember what I'd say? I'd say: In the end, this shadow is but a small and passing thing. There is light and high beauty forever beyond its reach. Find the light, and the shadow will not find you. ok, 1) did you? did you say that whole thing to your kid? yeah i bet you did sure bronwyn, and 2) this illustrates the most annoying pattern in every filmed lotr property beyond the original trilogy, which is the attempt to top the original trilogy. oh did you like that thing gandalf said? then you're gonna LOVE A THIS.

and galadriel. ohh galadriel. they girlbossified galadriel so hard I'd call it character assassination. it's egregious. personally insulting. galadriel is an interesting and powerful character who's simultaneously ethereal, feminine, calm and soft with moments of fury. well the trop writers saw that they were like hang on... she can't be powerful AND gently feminine that doesn't make sense. no. she has to be PISSED the HELL off!!! she's not like other elves. she's tough, she's gonna show these BOYS how to sword fight. also there's a hot MAN she's gonna have DYNAMICS with because, can't stress this enough, she is not like other elves.

they keep trying to make another "into the West" or "edge of night" like SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU WILL NEVER BE BILLY BOYD. YOU WANNA BE BILLY BOYD SO FUCKING BAD IT MAKES YOU LOOK STUPID. ENOUGH. the credits song on the final episode is just someone singing the one ring poem. literally. like it's the one ring to rule them all poem word for word set to a painfully obvious into the west copy.

there's so much more. and i swear on GOD i was trying to give it a chance. my mistake. i shouldn't have done that i was wrong i messed up by watching the r*ngs of p*wer i wish i could take it back.

but nobody else waste your search analytics. nobody investigate. just look at this tumblr post and know: it was as bad as you thought it'd be like don't even sweat it.

[leviadraws]

Since everyones asking for your thoughts, and I do like to hear them- what do you think of the idea/au where SDRA2 Yuki brings back everyone who died in the simulation w/ his newfound luck? i think its cool to think about cause theres just so much to conseptualize but what're your thoughts?

Ahh I'm glad people aren't getting annoyed by my silly thoughts <3

Under cut as usual, SDRA2 spoilers

So obviously, I'm all for an ending where everyone lives (if DR2 can have it so can we, Yuuki's divine luck is a decent explanation for this too! Linuj just wants us all to be miserable).

So! We're assuming that Yuki still lost his body, and that the initial events of chapter 6 still happens so Yuuki uses the divine luck to escape. So why don’t we say that the divine luck brings everyone back, their pods start opening and he uses the distraction to escape.

So, Sora remains with him in his head, and we could potentially extend that to include Utsuro too. It would make further interactions real interesting, especially with Shinji, Yoruko, and potentially Tsurugi too

Most of the cast would be immediately arrested by Tsurugi lmao. All the voids, Kanade and Hibiki (Tsurugi would see Hibiki as an accomplice), Yoruko, Syobai, Kokoro, and if the events of the sim are seen then it’s possibly Teruya would hand himself in too. I’m not sure if kinjo would outright arrest him tho.

Speaking of Teruya, I think the events of the game will have had a lasting effect on him. At the very least he would have problems with food for a while, but having everyone see his lowest moments would probably make him pretty uncomfortable.

Rei and the rest of the kisaragi foundation would be ecstatic that Teruya and Setsuka are alive. Setsuka would likely jump straight to it and defend Hibiki and potentially some of the voids? I think Shinji would try to appeal to Hajime too, try to make him a better person.

The voids have effectively succeeded in their plan, divine luck has been restored and by extension so has their luck. So it doesn't take long to break out of prison and get into hiding. They take Syobai with them but they split with him pretty early as he needs to cut some old ties as his betrayal gets out.

I think Kanade would be very quiet, she’s a clever girl, she knows when to watch and wait. Judging by the void theatre, and the “real” Shinji appearing in Yuuki’s utopia I think even people who died before chapter 3 would know what happened, and so everyone is cautious of her. I’m gonna go as far as to say even Yuri, for all his thoughts on women, would not defend kanade, but especially since hibiki is a victim of her.

Speaking of Hibiki, I’m unsure of what state she would be in. I’d like to say divine luck gives her some independence/freedom so she can think for herself a bit but there’s a good chance she’s not quite all there. She can now start healing, but she has a long road ahead of her. Thankfully Setsuka and Yoruko step in to get her all the support she can get.

Shinji would spend a lot of his time trying to keep in contact with Yuuki, it's weird for a bit while he has the body of Akane/Sora. But he's determined to adopt that poor kid.

Mikado is fated to stare at a windows “something went wrong :(“ screen for all eternity

[the-autistic-duck-fan]

Alright, first analysis and we're starting with Season 1! Also I'm still finding my style, so sorry if my analysis seems strange.

I quite like season 1, it's a great start to the incredible legacy and franchise that it would become later. There's definitely some awkwardness and growing pains to it, but there's bound to be, it's season 1. And there's still plenty to like about it.

Season 1 is actually a bit hard for me to talk about. (I've tried to write this analysis three times). I'm not 100% sure why this is, but I'm trying my best here without copying others.

First thing I wanna get out of the way. I like both the Ringo Starr narration and the George Carlin narration for this season. I actually grew up with a bit of both. I can't say I think one is better than the other, they both have their own feel and their own strengths in my eyes. Ringo's monotone also makes me laugh in some spots. George Carlin does a good job of giving characters different voices.

Watching it, you can tell they definitely weren't used to the models yet. Things are more static and less detailed in this season in comparison to the following seasons, but it's not bad. They just needed some time (and a bigger budget) to improve the sets. Another interesting thing is the way it's shot, oftentimes with objects in the foreground and engines in the mid or background. I don't know why it's shot this way, but it's not bad, it just caught my attention. I'm no expert on cinematography though, I can't explain it. It kinda feels like photography sometimes (I mean, I know videos are just many pictures being taken all at once, but still), especially with the more limited motion for the season. I think overall they managed to balance it between taking enough time to tell the stories and moving along enough to keep the children's attention, seeing as the show continued on for a long time.

Another thing I like are the mini arcs for the characters. The one that stands out most to me would have to be Henry's. I actually didn't like Henry as a child and I don't really know why. Now that I'm older, I can relate to him actually. Not in the first part of his arc where he's afraid of rain and goes into tunnel, mind you, but once we get to the second part of his arc, where he needs special coal and needs to be sent to crew. I am someone who struggles with chronic pain and autism. I spent a lot of my life being told that I didn't try hard enough or that nothing was wrong with me except me being lazy, much like Henry. (I've learned to cope much better now, thankfully). Seeing Henry get the support he needed just felt nice and I was rooting for him (despite the fact I know exactly how his arc goes). I've heard others say that The Flying Kipper is their favorite episode and I have to agree.

Another smaller arc I like are Gordon and Thomas' shared arc, where both end up in disgrace and the two agree to work together. It ties up the season in a nice little bow, since the season started with Gordon teaching Thomas a lesson.

James' introductory arc was the one I remembered watching the most. I also remember his rather snazzy theme very well. James was my first favorite character. James entered with a spectacular crash and through a few misadventures learned his lesson. (Well, somewhat, but not really). Despite how many times I watched the James episodes, I don't have much to say about them.

I used to never think much about Toby, but I definitely like him more now that I'm older. He's kind and polite, but also takes no shit. I also like his musical theme.

For now, I don't have much to say about Percy, but I'll definitely have more to say about him later on, since he was introduced late into this season. I just wanted to make sure to note that I didn't forget about him. I do like his cheek though, like when he calls out Gordon for saying he's never had an accident or scares Henry with his wheeshing (is that how it's spelled?)

Season 1 overall is a good start to the series. It's definitely iconic and has made a lasting impact. It's not my favorite season, but it's always fun to revisit. Hopefully I could do it some justice here. I actually enjoyed this analysis, even if it took three tries to get anywhere.

[maisaelim]

Bits and pieces and the magic from the hand, we're makin' weird science ⤵

Name: Mai Saelim Age: 28 (April 19th, 1994) Species: Human Occupation: Supernatural Biologist Gender/Pronouns: Cis Female. She/Her Sexual Orientation: Panromantic Asexual (She's down for romance with anyone just as long as it means snuggling and watching bad movies. Romance isn't something she seeks out.)

From a young age, Mai Saelim didn’t want for anything. She didn’t come from a particularly wealthy home, but her family raised her to appreciate the little things and showered her with love. Mai was a happy and curious child, always trying her best to understand how things worked. Her family encouraged her curiosity despite it sometimes causing her to break things in order to test its functionality.

It was when Mai started school that the direction of her life began to shift. She made friends easily with her bubbly personality, but soon pushed them away when she told them how much she loved to watch the colours dance to songs. Suddenly, she was alienating herself and she didn’t understand why. That was when she learned that she saw things that the rest of the world didn’t. Chromesthesia, they called it. Thankfully, it didn’t happen all the time, and Mai could sometimes pretend she didn’t have it at all. Unfortunately, children were cruel and would treat her differently. She tried to hide it, but she’d already spoken about it once and that was all it took for word to spread. Suddenly, she was the weird kid, she was ignored or teased by the others. Sometimes, the rumours would shift to her being a witch and that being the reason she saw what she saw.

Despite the things that people said, Mai’s family was always supportive of her. They reassured her that being different wasn’t a bad thing, that she was going to do great things. Home became a sanctuary. It was the one place in the world that Mai was able to be herself completely authentically. Whenever she left those walls, she attempted to hide who she was and got through the days by counting down the minutes until she got home.

She started to hear more and more about supernatural beings as she got into her teens. They were always mocked and ridiculed. It sparked something within her. There were people in the world who experienced the same ostracism, just for different reasons. Her curiosity kicked in and Mai was soon studying everything she could about every supernatural being she could. She found it fascinating, found them so interesting and exciting, but hated hearing about the pain that they had experienced. In comparison to their hardships, her life had been a breeze. By the time Mai finished high school, she knew what she wanted to do with her life.

Mai was only a little bit surprised that her family remained supportive. She had heard everyone say bad things about supernatural beings and thought that maybe her family wouldn’t be immune to the poisonous words of others. In reality, they had reassured her that her condition had only taught them not to fear the things they didn’t understand and were in full support of her studying Supernatural Biology. The end goal was Astoria. Mai desperately wanted to go there and work on the Helios Project along with her own projects to better the lives of supernatural beings. She wanted to meet them, to become friends with them, to live in a world where being different was celebrated rather than ridiculed.

[linawritesocs]

hayden's voicelines + lesson chats!

IT'S HIS TIME EVERYONE. it's our silly little cult member's time!! i'm so sorry, my son, i was supposed to finish working on your voicelines and chats much earlier, but.. the masquerade event happened. yeah.

also, @scarabiaa, your son is here! hayden and onyx are finally interacting!

[ hayden's voicelines ]

if you choose to hold his hand (tutorial):

"hey, are you okay? you must be so scared, all of this is new to you, after all.. just take some deep breaths, you're gonna be fine."

level up:

"hehe, thanks for helping me with this. i don't know what i'd do if it wasn't for you."

"wow, you're much smarter than i thought- ahem, i meant that i already knew you're smart, but i didn't expect you to be such a genius!"

"oh, you don't have to help me, actually, i can- i see, so you're still gonna try to help me." *sighs* "thank you, i guess.."

level up max:

"i thought i can do just fine without your help, but.. it looks like i was wrong, haha. thank you for supporting me all this time, it really means a lot to me."

episode level up:

"i don't get it, why do you want to know more about me? like, do you need something from me? a favor, maybe? "you want to get to know my real self"?.. i don't get what you mean by that."

limit break:

"no, this won't be enough. i still need to try harder and work more, so that they can notice me.. who are "they"? oh, sorry, i was just thinking out loud, don't mind me."

groovy:

*laughs in an evil way* "now, it's time for me to show you what i'm actually capable of! prefect-san, i hope you're watching!"

lesson lines (before lesson):

"what subjects i'm good at? hm, i'm actually good at most of them, really. so i can help you with anything you want! except p.e, haha.."

"what's your favorite subject, prefect-san? you want to learn more about this world, don't you? oh, i have an idea, what if i answer all of your questions and you tell me about your world in exchange?"

"don't you think you're taking a bit too much time? we're gonna be late if you don't make a choice, you know. and i most definitely don't want to be late, that would be bad for my reputation."

lesson start:

"you can ask me anything you want, prefect-san!"

lesson end:

"finally, it's over. i just can't bring myself to love this school.."

battle start:

"i don't really like fighting, but it looks like you're too stupid to have a proper chat with you."

battle win:

"if only there was someone out there who could have helped you."

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[ hayden's lesson chats ]

[ the tale of a two-faced prince ]

".. you really want to know more about my family?"

"i have no idea why you're so interested, but i guess i could tell you something."

"so, i don't remember if i told you this before, but i actually have twelve older brothers-"

"your reaction is understandable, but please, don't interrupt me like this. that's how people always react when i mention my brothers, though.."

"my oldest brothers are already married and some of them even have kids.. to be honest, i feel like i'll never be as good as them. it's quite hard to impress your parents when you're the youngest child, especially when you have so many siblings."

"it was also hard for me when i was younger, i always felt left out and.. i even thought that i didn't belong, haha.."

"however, thankfully, i managed to find a role model who had the same problems as me. he went through the exact same thing, he even had twelve older brothers as well!"

"when i read about him, i felt like his story was written for me. it just felt so.. personal, like someone created his character to help me feel understood and less lonely."

"but he wasn't "created" by anyone! he was real! he actually existed, there once was a person who faced the same struggles, acted and thought just like me, like-"

"like i was "based on him" in some way."

"..."

"oh, sorry, that probably sounded weird. haha, i was supposed to tell you more about my family, but i ended up talking about my childhood idol."

"but he really does mean a lot to me."

[ why do you care about me so much? ]

"okay, i think i'm done with this task." *sighs* "i feel so tired for some reason.."

"wait, you heard that? oh, um.. please don't worry about me. yes, i'm tired, but i'm still doing fine."

"i think you needed help with your homework as well? let me see.."

"huh? what's this?"

"what do you mean, we can take a break? i'm sorry, prefect-san, but we have to-"

".. you asked trey-san to help you bake cookies for me?"

"t-thank you, but i don't think we can take a break right now. i doubt that you will have the energy to do your homework later."

"you're more worried about me than your homework? really, you shouldn't say things like that."

"we can eat these later, after we're done-"

".. okay, that was scary, prefect-san."

"fine, fine, we'll take a break, but only if we eat these cookies together. you have to try them as well, you worked so hard after all!"

"and may i ask, why you baked them? why would you want to do something like this for me?"

"BECAUSE I'M CUTE??"

"i-i will never understand how your logic works, prefect-san. i thought that you'd have a deeper reason for that.."

[ what kind of a person am i? ]

"what is it, prefect-san? why are you staring at me like this?"

".. you can't understand my personality? what do you mean?"

"ah, it's because i tend to act differently around other people? but isn't it natural to act that way?"

"you also act differently around other people, prefect-san. when you're with people you like, you can't stop smiling, you keep making jokes and you may even try to flirt with them."

"but when you're with people you dislike, you're much more rude and you don't care about them at all. and you can even be.. kinda mean, honestly." *laughs*

"hm? it's not the same as my behavior?"

"ah, i think i get it. you don't understand why i would act like someone who's more playful and extroverted when i'm with people like cater-kun and kalim-kun, but then i act like someone who's more quiet with people like leona-san and jamil-san?"

"well, you see, prefect-san, if i want to make friends in this school, i need to know what kind of people these students would never hang out with."

"i don't want to annoy them, especially people like sebek-san, leona-san or floyd-kun, so i need to be careful and i try to act like their perfect friend would."

"you do the same thing when you want to make someone like you, right?"

"you want to know what my true personality is like?"

"hehe, all of those personalities can still be considered my true self. i just show a different side of myself to every person i meet."

"i still can't figure you out though.."

"oh, it's nothing. i just want you to know that i'm not lying or "being fake". and yes, i'm showing my true self to you as well."

"how is this personality different from my other ones?"

"well.." *laughs* "i guess i can be a bit softer with you sometimes."

[ if only this guy wasn't my boss.. ]

azul: "thank you for agreeing to help out after classes, hayden-senpai."

azul: "you really didn't have to work at mostro lounge, but you still said yes.. you truly are a perfect octavinelle student."

hayden: "ahaha, now, don't say things like that, azul-san."

hayden: "though i have to say that i'm honored to be in a dorm like octavinelle. and i'm glad we have such a responsible dorm leader as you, azul-san."

azul: "i'm the one who should be honored to be in the same dorm as you. i wonder why you're not our dorm leader, haha."

azul: "though my grades are still better than yours.."

hayden: "i heard that, azul-san."

azul: "y-you did?"

hayden: "and i don't disagree with you. i still have to work harder if i want to be a better student."

hayden: "and i doubt that i would ever be a good dorm leader." *laughs*

hayden: *thinking* "it's not like i even want to become a dorm leader."

azul: "now, i'll be waiting for you. come to the mostro lounge when you're ready."

hayden: "okay! i have some things to do, but i'll try to come as soon as i can."

hayden: "..."

hayden: *thinking* "i think i have to go and break something. maybe that would help me calm down."

hayden: *thinking* "i hate this guy so much! i agreed to work with him and those twins only because i knew that would make him like me more!"

hayden: *thinking* "okay, hayden, breathe. you're doing this for your mission."

hayden: *thinking* "that's what your family would want you to do."

[ please, teach me how to cosplay! ]

hayden: "merrill-san, i need your help with something."

merrill: "oh, really? if someone like you is asking for help, then it should be something serious."

hayden: "y-yeah, it is serious, haha.."

hayden: "you see, i accidentally broke my phone and-"

merrill: "oh, sorry, i'm an ignihyde student, but i'm actually not that good with technology."

merrill: "i just know a lot about social media, that's all."

hayden: "i'm not asking you to fix it. i actually need austin-san's help."

merrill: "then why are you-"

merrill: ".. oh, i get it now. austin-chan would never help anyone just because they asked him."

hayden: "yes, i know that well."

hayden: "and i have an idea how to make him help me, but if i'm going to do that.."

hayden: "i will need to discuss something with you."

merrill: "tell me about that idea of yours then."

hayden: ".. this is gonna be embarrassing."

hayden: "please, teach me how to cosplay, merrill-san!"

merrill: "..."

merrill: *laughs*

hayden: "this is serious, merrill-san! i know that austin-san likes anime, magical girls and all that stuff, so i thought that maybe i can try and cosplay one of his favorite characters.."

merrill: "no, actually, this is a very good plan. it will definitely work if you do it right."

merrill: "i'm just trying to imagine you do cosplay and.." *laughs*

hayden: "merrill-san, please, can we talk about my cosplay already??"

hayden: *thinking* "at least he doesn't know that i broke my phone while trying to take a picture of a butterfly.."

hayden: *thinking* "he wouldn't stop laughing if he knew."

[ you're just really important to me, that's all! ]

hayden: "onyx-sama!!~"

onyx: *SCREAMS*

onyx: "uh, h-hi, hayden.."

hayden: "how are you doing today, onyx-sama? do you need help with anything?"

onyx: "i'm fine, thank you, you don't have to worry about me, haha.."

hayden: "but you're so important to me, onyx-sama! you have no idea who you were based on, but i know who you really are! i have no choice, but to worship-"

onyx: "b-based? based on what?"

hayden: "never mind. forget about that part."

hayden: "so, are you sure you don't need any help at all? i can help you with anything you want! your homework, your friends, your relationships.."

onyx: ".. relationships?"

hayden: "sure, i can be your matchmaker, if you want!"

hayden: "now, who should i match you up with.."

onyx: "actually, i already have someone i like-"

hayden: "who should be that lucky person who will be worthy of your love? hmm.. i feel like no one here deserves your love, onyx-sama."

onyx: "HUH??"

hayden: "n-not because you don't deserve to be loved at all!! it's just.. you're so great, i don't think anyone in this school would be a good partner for you."

onyx: "oh.. you don't understand, i actually like someone a lot and i thought you could-"

hayden: "no, onyx-sama, even i don't deserve to be loved by someone like you! but i promise, i will find a perfect significant other for you!"

hayden: "now, where should we start?"

onyx: *thinking* "he won't listen to me.. you know, he keeps saying that he worships me and all, but it's kinda funny that even though he's my fan, he refuses to listen to anything i say."

[ i'm glad we can still talk like this ]

hayden: "angel? what are you doing here?"

angel: "hayden-chan!! ＼(≧▽≦)／ "

angel: "oh, don't worry, i don't think nrc students have noticed that i'm here. <(￣︶￣)>"

hayden: "you shouldn't visit me like this. you know that nrc and rsa students' relationship is.. not that good."

angel: "hey! i don't care about that stupid school rivalry! <(￣ ﹌ ￣)> i want to talk to my friend and hang out with him even if we're from different schools!"

hayden: "um.. thank you, i guess. i missed you a lot too."

angel: "!! did you just say that you missed me?? (⊙_⊙)"

angel: "aww, hayden-chan!! (´,,•ω•,,)♡ i love you so much!"

hayden: "uh.. m-me too.."

hayden: *thinking* "they really are just like prefect-san."

angel: "so, how was your day? tell me all about it! ( ´ ▽ ` )"

angel: "and i will tell you about my day too! (つ≧▽≦)つ you won't believe what bunny-chan said today!"

hayden: "oh, yeah, how is blythe doing? i hope she's not too tired."

angel: "hm? why would she be tired? (•ิ_•ิ)? you know she loves being the vice dorm leader!"

hayden: "she sure does.."

hayden: *thinking* "i'm surprised that they still don't know that bunny actually hates her dorm."

hayden: *thinking* "and ashley is not even dumb or anything like that, they're actually very smart."

hayden: *thinking* "well.. i'm still glad that i can spend time with them like this. ashley and blythe are my only friends after all."

[casspurrjoybell-33]

Wreakless - Photography Exhibition

*Warning Adult Content*

Emmett Locke

We're having a perfectly nice meal on Thursday evening when I mention the exhibit that's being put on tomorrow. It's been on my mind all week but I'm ready. 

The canvases are all dropped off and I can finally look forward to it instead of just being nervous.

Strike that, I'm still nervous but there's some excitement along with it instead of just fear.

There are two other people the class that I'm really excited about seeing their work and even if the exhibit tanks... I have learned a ton.

"Tomorrow?" Finnegan gasps, then pulls his cell-phone from his pocket.

"I thought it was Saturday. What time?"

"Three to six, why?"

What is that look for?

"I can't with you sometimes, Emmett. Why?"

This boy really knows how to scoff.

That is a massive eyeroll.

Looks painful.

Oh.

"You don't have to come or anything, darling."

Again, a look.

Oooh, his nose is into it now, he's squelching it up at me and those eyes are not happy.

What?

"Do you not WANT me to come?"

No, no.

"You're welcome, of course Finnegan but I know you're starting production Monday and I remember what happened last time so I don't want you to worry about it."

"I'm worried because you're telling me this now. If you had mentioned it before I could have scheduled around it. I'm gonna tell Megan this is your fault."

Anything but that... I need Megan on my good side so that I can sneak into his office for fun lunches. Yesterday was really, really nice.

"Finnegan, really, you don't have to come."

"Because? No, no, don't answer that. I'm coming."

"It's just photography, Finnegan."

I know how he feels about it and museums so I don't expect him to be interested.

"Just because we're together doesn't mean you have to do shit you don't enjoy."

He reaches out and grabs my hand.

"I don't care if you're smearing shit on the walls and setting it on fire, Emmett Locke... this is your thing and I will support your thing."

Okay, he's scary now.

"You ever watch dance moms? You're scaring me, darling."

"No, I have no time for foolishness. And for the record... I enjoy your photography quite a bit. Is this about the 'art' comment at the Walters? Look, I apologize and even if I don't think it's art, that doesn't mean I can't appreciate it. I don't think golf is a sport but I have no problem with people playing it, Emmett. You can be really good at something that's not... Okay, bad example but whatever. Ugh, you. What is with you tonight?"

Then he mocks me, faking my voice.

"It's only this hugely important exhibition that I've been wanting to do for years. Why would you, my boyfriend, want to come?"

I'm laughing, I can't help it.

He even pushes fake hair out of his face.

I get up and take our dishes to the sink.

"Oh stop."

"No, you stop. I'm coming no matter what you say."

Now it's his turn to blush.

"That sounded SO dirty."

"Yes it did and I may have to teach you a lesson, darling."

When I turn around he's smiling and walking towards me.

"I love lessons and I'm sure you have some pent up energy with tomorrow and all, don't you?"

"I do. We can't have me going into the exhibition all pent up, as you so eloquently put it. We're gonna hammer some of that out right now."

Finnegan Walker

We have a fault on the line and the circuit boards aren't passing.

I wanted to be out of here ten minutes ago to head over to Emmett's exhibition and instead I'm on the floor talking to my engineers.

They seem to have a solid plan, thankfully.

"Look, tweak it and run it again. I'll be back."

I've never been to this campus but the building they're holding the exhibition in is massive and there are a million cars here.

I'm way overdressed so I lose my jacket and take off my tie.

Better.

Still, better to be overdressed than under although it's getting really hard to be under dressed anymore.

Seriously, the things people wear outdoors shocks me.

I wouldn't wear half of that in front of Marten, much less other people.

I sign in and go through the double doors and am taken aback.

It's fancy and really well done and there's a ton of variety.

I pass by six large photographs of faces but they've been edited so all the colors are strange.

It's hard to describe.

A section of small black and white cityscapes ends abruptly and the next student's photos are all of nudes.

Everything is covered, mostly but I'm struck by how angry all of the subjects look.

I see Emmett's now, he has the large corner at the end of the first path.

"Hi, darling."

He gives me a hug and I know he doesn't mind me being here. 

It makes rearranging things today more than worth it. 

"Thanks for coming," he whispers into my ear.

The first picture I notice is my car.

Well, my old roadster.

The bumper and headlight is smashed in and there's no doubt that he took this right after the accident.

"You photographed this?" I ask, reaching towards it.

"Don't touch the photographs," a guard yells and I yank my hand back.

"Sorry."

Emmett just puts his hand around my waist to reassure me.

"I did. The before and after. That's the theme of my collection," he tells me.

I spend a few minutes looking at all of them and though I recognize two, the rest are all new to me.

"These are really good, Emmett. Not that I'd know but..."

"Thank you. I actually talked to a guy, he wants to buy the rights to the beach one. They supply hotels and doctor's offices, stuff like that."

He's smiling and sounds really proud of himself.

I don't know exactly what that entails but...

"Congratulations, Emmett." 

I'll get my lawyers to look over whatever they send him.

"Thanks. He's talking a ridiculous amount of money for a photo. Maybe I can go down to part time at the garage and have more time to take care of you and do some photography."

"More time for photography definitely sounds good to me and I'm not gonna argue with the other part either, Emmett. I'm behind you one hundred percent, do whatever makes you happy."

My cell-phone chirps and I have to check it. 

Looks like we're up and running. 

"Crap, it's work. I really need to go back soon. I'm sorry."

"Don't be, I didn't expect you at all, really."

I've circled back and I'm staring at the wreck that started it all.

"At the exhibit or in your life, Emmett?"

"Both but I'm really glad you're here. Who knew that you turning on red would be such a good thing for me?"

"It was yellow," I hiss

"But you're right, it was definitely worth it... air bag trauma and all." 

Someone important is trying to get his attention and I step back.

"I'm going to go. I'll take you out to dinner to celebrate."

"That sounds good...and darling?"

"Yes?"

I love when he calls me that.

I love that he does it in public.

I love that he loves every single part of me.

I'm a lucky, lucky man.

"Drive safe."

I always do.

**** THE END ****

[non-binaryzombie]

𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔰𝔦𝔠𝔨

Summary: Jake is a little bit obsessed with you, he needs to know more about you, going beyond what you show on the internet, but his biggest problem now is making you understand that he owns you, and that no one is taking you away from him.

Characters: Jake x reader (a little bit of Darkness too cuz, you know that I love him)

Warnings: Yandere Jake, stalking, possessiveness, lovesick, obsession, not exactly a happy ending, angst, language, use of straw (sorry turtles)

Word count: 2672

A/N: Here it is! I hope you don't hate me for it, I changed the name to fit more with the story, but the context is the same :)

(Most of my pics/gifs come from Pinterest, if I use a photo that belongs to you and you don't like it, please contact me and we'll take care of it)

Fascinating, that's the word Jake would use to describe you if he had to, he could spend hours trying to decipher you, trying to understand how are you able to like him without even seeing his face, without even knowing who he really was? You just know what he allows you to, but you've never been nosy, if you ask something to him and he says that he can't tell you, you just put it aside, not wanting to bother; and that's one of the things he most admires in you, the fact that you're so curious and yet, when he doesn't want to tell you something, you just try to let it go, making a mental note about the things you shouldn't ask, at least not over the phone.

Ever since you helped Jake to find Hannah, he've been more and more interested in you, how did you manage to help him to find his half-sister, and at the same time made him fall in love with you? Something he never thought would happen, suddenly from a time to another, he saw himself in love with someone who he thought be just someone that would help him to find his sister, just a means to an end.

But now, here he is, watching you from the window of the café you're in, he knows that he shouldn't, what would you think if you found out that he've been following you? He is pretty sure that 'happiness' would not be the right feeling, but he had no choice, he wanted- no, he needed to know more about you, and this time the internet wouldn't help him, for some reason you're really reserved, unlikely the most people at your age, you have social medias, of course but you rarely post something about yourself at them, the most interesting thing that the hacker could find about you was your school records and not surprisingly your track record is perfect, you never got bad grades, you never got into trouble, you are simply flawless. It makes him question, it's impossible for someone to be so perfect, you're sweet, kind, innocent and you always want the best for everyone no matter how bad someone has done you; you always forgive them. But you have flaws, everyone has, and that's what he's trying to find out, what are you hiding from everyone? And how are you so good at hiding it?

His blue eyes getting darker when he sees you hugging a man, who is he? And why do you look so happy to see him? You two talk a little before sitting down in one of the tables close to the window, the waitress soon come and both of you place your orders. The black-hair boy on the outside quickly grab his phone, sending you a message, just a 'Hi Y/N :)' waiting to see if you're going to answer him, he sees you pick up the phone and look at it for a few seconds before putting it back in your your pocket, did you just ignore his message? Okay, now he has no other choice then go inside.

And there he goes, entering the place and thankfully he could seat somewhere that you couldn't see you, but he could listen to everything, pretending to be doing something important on the phone. He orders a black coffee, nothing more. Soon you and the tall man started to talk while he paid attention to every single word.

"I am glad that we were able to meet, Y/N" he says with a grin on his face

"Wow, you really talk like this even in person, I thought that it was just you way to text" a giggle escaped your lips

"What do you mean?" he tilted his head

"You just, talk like you are in a really important dinner with the queen" you say resting your cheek against your hand while looking at him

"I think I never stopped to notice the way I speak, is this a nuisance for you?" he asked and you quickly shacked your hands

"Oh, no! That's not what I meant, I happen to like it, actually" he looked relieved

"You are really observant aren't you?" you smiled

"You'd be surprised how many times I've heard this" the girl came back with your orders and you thanked her with a gentle smile

"So, I haven't seen you in the forum lately" he took a sip of his latte

"Of course you've noticed" you giggle playing with your milkshake straw "I should have predicted" he let out a light laugh through his nose

"Is there a especial reason for that?"

"Well if I am being honest, lately I have been too tired to even scroll through the forum" you looked down playing with your fingers on the table

"It’s okay, you don't have to talk if you don't want to" he said putting his hand next to yours

"No, it’s just-" a sight left your mouth "Do you ever feel that everything around you is slowly becoming tiresome? How if the slightest effort to follow your routine makes you tired?" he nodded, you are not sure if he really understands you, or if he is just trying to make you feel better, but you continue "But for a few seconds, something makes you step out of your comfort zone, makes you hope again, but then it ends and everything becomes monotonous and boring again" you didn't even realized that your fingers are now entwined with his, you feel your face turn red and quickly let go of his hand "I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bother you" the hand that was holding his is now between your legs pressed against the soft upholstery of the seat you are on, and the other on the straw of your milkshake bringing it to your mouth.

"You don't have to apologize, Y/N, it’s okay you know that you can trust me" he said straightening his posture

"Yeah, I know, Dark, and I thank you for that, but I don't really want to bother you with this, we're here to have a good time" you smiled, and he nodded

"Let's chance the topic then. How about the guy you told me about? Are you two a couple?" you felt your face turn red again

"Jake? Well, not exactly, it's complicated" 'Not exactly? Of course, we are a couple' the hacker thought with himself

"Complicated?" Darkness asked encouraged you to continue

"Hum, none of us really made a official dating request, y'know?" Jake never thought about it that way, he really has to put a ring in your finger for you to know that you are his?

"But you like him, don't you?" he looked straight into your eyes, like he was trying to guess what was happening in your head

"Yeah, we haven't said 'I love you' yet, but, I really like him, and I think that he likes me too, it's just..." you paused lettings out a sigh "He is not really good at showing how he feels, he is not good at talking at all" you giggle

"Then why don't you take the first step?" he asked confused

"I'm afraid of being rejected." the man sitting in front of you looked surprised, so did the one sitting behind you

"Why would he reject you? You are amazing, anyone would be lucky to have you." a shy smile appears on your lips

"I just, don't think he has time for a relationship, he's constantly busy and moving, because of work" you completed

"Well, this is really a misfortune, but you know I'll always be here for you, don't you?" he said picking your hand

"Yes, I know, and I can say the same to you" he gave you a smirk "Why are your hands so big?" he laughed

"You really know how to change the subject very quickly don't you?" you smiled at him.

The man sitting in the table behind you got up putting the money on the table and got out of the café as fast as he entered, what made him bump into someone that he quickly ignored making his way back to the motel he was staying at, he was angry, how dare this random guy even touch you? Say that he's going to be there for you, you don't need anyone else, you have him, you may don't know it, but you are his, he always makes time to talk to you, and now you say that it’s not enough? You even dare to consider that he's going to reject you? What more he needs to do for you to be sure that he wants a relationship with you? When he finally arrived at his room, he slammed the door shut, sitting in front of the computer, trying to calm down, breathing heavy. He knows exactly what he must do for you to know that you belong to him.

You threw yourself on the bed, with a smile on your face, the day with Darkness was better than you expected, he is not all serious personally, or you just have the ability of making him less keyed up, your phone buzzed on your pocket and you grab it quickly not so surprising it was Jessy 'Hey, how was your little date?' you giggled after answering her 'Not a date Jessy, but it was really good to be honest' Jessy was incredibly supportive when you said you were going to meet your forum-friend 'I'll want to hear everything about it tomorrow' ' Don't worry, I'll tell you everything'. Soon you remembered that Jake texted you early and dialed his number wondering whether or not to call him, you bite your bottom lip before working up your courage, clicking the green button and bringing the cell phone to your ear, settling down on the bed, you start to wonder if this is a good idea right away thinking about just hanging up and pretending it was an accident, but as soon as the call is answered you feel your body tense up.

"Hum, hi" you say shyly "Sorry I haven't texted you earlier, I was kinda busy"

"It's okay" his deep voice make your whole-body shiver "How are you?" he asked

"I'm good, how about you?" why do you feel so awkward?

"Good" he says and keeps silent 'god, why is it so hard?' you thought while trying to think something to say

"I-" you are interrupted by his voice

"What were you doing?" he asked, and you frowned your eyebrows

"What?"

"You said you were busy, what with?" you blinked a few time before answering him

"I went out with a friend" you said and heard a 'hum' coming from him on the other side of the phone "Are you mad?" you asked apprehensively

"Why would I be?" his voice makes you feel butterflies in your stomach

"I don't know, we haven't talked the whole day, and you seem, rough" he sighed

"It wasn't my intention, I’m sorry"

"Don't worry" you heard someone knock at the door

“Oh, wait a minute there’s someone at the door” you said getting up, and walking towards the noise opening it, just to see a black hair boy standing there, with his phone on his ear

"okay" he said before giving you a little smile, your eyes widened and you felt your body freeze

"Jake?" you ask and he nods, that's all that he needs to do to see you quickly hug him tight, he looked a little surprised but then he just wrap his arms around you, feeling the good smell of your hair, you two stayed there for a while hugging in the doorway.

When you finally looked up at him your eyes were full of teas, happiness tears, but that didn't stop Jake of push the tears away

"What are you doing here? I thought you were with Lilly" you said pulling him inside and closing the door

"I've come to see you" he said looking at you

"You could have warned me, you know, I would have at least organized this a little bit" you say scratching the back of your neck shyly

"Then it wouldn't be a surprise" he says putting his backpack on the sofa "And it's not that messy at all" you two sat on the bed, your face is so red it looks like you're going to explode

"I have something for you" he says taking a little box of his pocket, opening it and revealing two rings your eyes widen and you quickly look up at him

"Are you serious?" you ask and he nods

"So, what do you say?" he smiles

"Jake, I-I don't know..." his smile disappeared and he looked at you confused

"What?" that's what you wanted a ring, an official request, wasn't it? Then why are you rejecting him?

"It's just- I like you, I really do!" you say as you see his reaction

"Then why don't you want to be with me?" he looks sad

"That's not what I said, I mean, you're wanted Jake, by FBI and by another hackers, I know that there's a lot of things that you don't tell me, I know that you're just trying to protect me but, I can't keep in the dark just trusting that you are doing the right thing" no, he's not sad, he's angry, he closed the box tightly, making you flinch

"Okay, look I don't need a fucking ring to prove that we are together, I just bought it because that's what you wanted, you are mine, and I don't care who the fuck is coming after me, I won't let anyone be on our way, you don't have to worry about it" you blinked a few times trying to process what he just said, he sighed putting his hand on your cheek "I love you, Y/N" he smiled again

"I'm not a pet, Jake, you don't own me" you took his hand off

"I think you should leave now" you said looking away

"I won't leave you" he said firmly

"Are you even listening to yourself?!" you said getting up "This is not love, Jake" he got up standing in front of you, the difference between your highs makes you feel intimidated

"I am lovesick, Y/N, can you blame me?" he says getting closer making you step back "I can't stop thinking about you everything that you say or do makes me love you more, I want you, I need you, why can't you understand that?" you now see yourself trapped between him and the wall behind you

"You're not lovesick, you're just sick, you are fucking obsessed! I would never be with someone who acts the way you're acting right now" instant regret

"If I can't have you, no one can, and I'll make sure of that, my love" he muttered taking his cell phone out of his pocket and showing it to you, your eyes widened

"What the fuck is wrong with you?! Let him go!" Darkness was tied to a chair with a cloth over his mouth, he didn't look hurt

"I'll let him go, when you accept to stay with me, otherwise, I'll kill him." you can feel the tears wetting your face

"You sick motherfucker" he pretended to be hurt

"You better choose your words better Y/N, I can kill him in just a snap" you looked at the picture again

"Fine, just let him go" he grinned as he put his cell phone away, he took the rings again and offered them to you, you looked at him before picking the ring and put it on your finger, he did the same

"You won't regret it, my love" he says pulling you closer and kissing you 'I already did' you thought with yourself.

[bondsmagii]

hey if we're talking about exes with weird fetishes, i had a boyfriend who was obsessed with al capone. like, the mobster. it started off as an innocent interest of his that i supported because i also found american mafia history interesting, but it got out of hand WAY too quick. all he ever wanted to watch was stuff about al capone. he got a tattoo of al capone's face. he bought a life size cardboard cutout of al capone. his place was an al capone shrine. and finally he did ask me if we could roleplay in bed where he got to be al capone. it was fucking insane. i managed to get out of the relationship because i had to move away for work reasons, and i'm really reluctant to badmouth the guy since he was actually super nice and never treated me badly. but like. al capone. what the fuck.

I'm honestly fascinated by people's hyperspecific fixations. like. I get it. I do. I mean, I've never been interested in something to the degree that the wires in my brain devoted to it get crossed with the wires in my brain that connect to anything remotely sexual, but that might just be because I am not interested in sex at all. I see things like this and think there but for the grace of god go I. if I was a little hornier maybe I'd be out there asking my partner to idk, let me roleplay as a tornado or something. thankfully that's not a question I have to ask myself.

anyway, to return to the point, this is just fascinating. I have to wonder what it is about these specific things that just grabs somebody's interest. Al Capone is interesting. that period of history is interesting. I can see the appeal. but what about it made your ex-boyfriend go so wild? what is it about these things that just makes a person latch on and go insane (affectionate)? I know about special interests and stuff, but there still remains the question -- what is it about the special interest that makes the brain slam the "oh fuck yeah" button to the degree that this level of passion and devotion is possible? I love trying to work this out, and seeing people with really specific and niche interests like this genuinely makes me happy. the fact that there's so much information out there, and so many subjects and topics, and I know that there's at least one person in the world obsessed with it? I love it. like, right now there's someone whose passion in life is the London bus route system and that's brilliant. your ex might be chilling with his lifesize cut out of Al Capone and that's also brilliant. someone somewhere is on IMDB making an entry in the "goof" section of a film because it was set in 1989 but the casing of the traffic light seen at 00:43:27 was first manufactured in 1997, and therefore the dates cannot be correct. I love it! incredible!

this is weird but it's like, fun weird. if he was good to you then I sincerely hope he's out there living his best Al Capone sexual roleplaying life. hopefully he's toned down the shrine a little, though. I like to think he has room to move freely around his house, and that going to the kitchen for a drink doesn't result in a domino effect of falling lifesize Al Capone cutouts.

[pbandjesse]

I did a little better today. But I was also visibly tired for a lot of it. I tried to feel normal. And do normal things. But it was still a little tough.

I didn't sleep that bad. Getting to sleep was a little hard. But that was fine. I was supposed to get up at 7 and drive to work with James. But Jessica had given me the option of coming in later, so I decided to take advantage of that and get a little more rest.

I felt alight when I did get up. Not amazing. But fine. I liked my outfit, though my hair wasn't sitting right. I made a pink drink and would stop for donuts at Royal farms. I did get stuck in the foyer of our apartment for 5 minutes because the door was stuck. And that was scary but I had to figure it out. Once I was free I tried to wake myself up. Because I had to lead a cannery today.

I was not thrilled. But the support staff was all new people and honestly that took away a lot of my nerves. And thankfully we had a tour first so there was no rush.

I just watched the new girl Aubrey's tour and she did a good job! She speaks multiple languages apparently and used that skill on her tour to make the kids understand an immigrant's experience. And while she nervous laughed a lot, she had great stories and that was excellent. It was interesting to see a tour so by the book and thing so haven't seen people do for years. But she was certified by Jessica so it makes sense. I was certified by John and he does it a little different. No one is wrong but it was interesting, and maybe a little jarring, for sure.

The cannery went really well though we ended like 10 minutes early and I can't figure out how. But I think it was one of my best canneries I have done so far. It was a lot of fun and went much smoother then it has in the past so that was really cool. Even if we ended weirdly early.

We had a debrief after the group headed out. Jessica is very pleased how good everyone is doing and it was just a nice way to end the day. But I had an appointment so I headed out.

I had my little acupuncture meeting. And while they were really nice, I really feel like the whole thing is. Silly. Like I'm sure it helps, but she talked about like woowoo magic and inner heat and stuff. And I was ready to try it. But then she said she want me to do a 6 month, 3 times a week program. With a 45 day elimination diet, herbs, topicals, and '20 needle' acupuncture sessions. For $7000. I almost laughed out loud. While she was very nice this was an absolute no.

And honestly I don't even know if that is a fair price? So I texted Kim, since she does that kind of thing. And if I'm going to do woowoo magic stuff I'm gonna give money to someone I already like and trust. And she said she would do it for me to try it and we're going to make a plan soon. Because she's the best.

The meeting put me in a weird head space. I felt like, embarrassed? It was a beautiful day and I had a stomach ache from nerves. And I needed to do something normal.

I drove out to value village. And I got some soft shirts because my clothes have been bothering me a lot at night. But I mostly just liked walking around. I felt guilt about buying stuff. Even if I had a coupon. I would go get a taco and fries across the stress at taco bell. And then headed home.

I got back here and had a little head ache. I took a shower. And laid in bed enjoying the breeze. I put some stuff away. And when James got home they helped clean. They also got on a call with their fraternity friends to celebrate 4/20 together. And then we got a package!

It was our wedding rings. And they are so lovely. It's a puzzle ring and it's so smooth and I am so happy with them. We are going to wear each other's and trade them on our wedding day and it feels so special. I loved the braided rings, but those have become almost like a promise ring, and the texture is something that hurts my poor psoriasis fingers. So this new set of rings is perfect. And I feel really happy.

James made us pizza. And I laid in the hammock with a little headache. But I would be okay.

James and DND. And I would try to do art but I wanted to see and had some trouble with needles breaking and got frustrated so after a little but I gave up and returned to bed.

Which is where I am now. I am sleepy but not as miserable as I was yesterday. And I am very excited I have tomorrow off!! The group canceled. And I hope to do art and work on my book stuff and just have a good day. I hope you all have a good day too. Sleep well everyone. Wash your hands!!

[amane-by-together]

Hanafuda || Amane Yugi

(Part 2 of 10)

genre: fluff, school, slice of life, modern au (where all wonders live)

warnings: cursing, grocery puns

summary: amane yugi spends his school days skipping classes until he meets [name] [surname], a student from the other class, who was also skipping classes and eventually the two of them formed a platonic friendship. cutting classes and playing hanafuda together strengthens their friendship but soon unexpected feelings blossom between the two.

[name], for the first time in weeks, finally decided to take just one class for the sake of her attendance. In Amane's case, he almost forgot where he was seated but thankfully he remembered that he sat behind Yashiro Nene.

“Why the hell do I have to go to class, cheese and fucking fries.” [name] grumbled under her breath. “Just one whole class for this day and the rest I'll skip,”

“[surname]-san!” [name] frowned at her guy classmate (or does she even remember him) who was standing in front of the entrance blocking her way. “It's a rare thing for you to come to class.”

“Mind your fucking business you person I don't bother to remember.” [name] wore a distasteful expression to the guy so that he will know that she ain't interested in playing with him. “First thing in the morning and I'm already pissed as hell.”

[name] lazily made her way to her designated desk and sits down. Everyone stared at [name], who was currently confused why they had their eyes on her. She suddenly became uncomfortable. “What?” she said in a cold tone. “The fuck are you all looking at?”

In fear, everyone turned their heads back and continued what they were doing. [name] rolled her eyes, she didn't have any time to deal with their shit.

‘I'm gonna go out after lunch, I hope Amane-kun was there, otherwise it'll be lonely...’ [name] rests her cheek on top of her palm, looking at the board with an unamused expression. ‘I've been hanging out too much with Amane-kun, if only we're both classmates—’

“[surname]-san.” [name]'s thoughts were interrupted by her teacher's voice. She tilted her head waiting for another word. “Someone wanted to see you.”

‘Who tf—?’ The annoyed female stood up from her chair, she let out a small sigh. Who would want to see [name] in the middle of the class? Well maybe that someone would return something to her, the thing is, she didn't lent anything amongst the hundreds of students in the school. Then, who could it be?

“Sir, may I ask who?”

“Yugi from Class A.”

[name] blinked. “P-pardon?”

“He wants to give you something.” [name] swore she saw the teacher smirk at her. The whole class looked at [name] again but this time they were mentally teasing her.

Tsukasa's eyes widened in pure shock, he glanced over to [name] and smiled brightly. “[name]-chi is Amane's girlfriend?”

And soon everyone started to fangirl loudly. [name] facepalmed really hard muttering “Shut the fuck up.” under her breath multiple times. Her ears started to burn because of embarrassment. “You all must be mistaken.” she chuckled nervously. “We're not dating.”

“Hmm, then explain why I always saw you two together during lunch?” Tsukasa asked with a teasing glint in his eyes. [name]'s eye twitched in annoyance now that the younger twin seems to be supporting the idea of she and Amane being together.

“Uh, can I go now?” [name] pointed at the door wincing to escape the situation. “I can't let him wait that long.” She walked out of the classroom and saw Amane waiting for her outside with his hands on his back. Was he hiding something?

“Amane-kun.” The said boy had his head perked up to her direction, [name] went over to him and shot her hand up. “Yo.”

“Why is everyone staring at us?” Amane pointed at his finger towards the group of classmates peeking over to the two teens.

“Don't mind them.” [name] swats her hand. “Anyways, why did you call me?”

Amane gave her a small paper bag. [name] blinked twice and gently grabbed the bag. “What's this?”

The choppy haired boy's cheeks turned red and started talking in pout while looking away. “It's a bracelet...” he murmured. “They're matching bracelets, I'm currently wearing mine.”

“You bought this for me?” [name] resisted the urge to hug Amane, if only her classmates weren't watching her. She smiled, pink dusted upon her cheeks. “Thanks Amane-kun.”

“I-It's no big deal, really, but I'm glad you like it.” Amane sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck while grinning.

[name] placed her hand on his shoulder, stood on the tips of her toes slightly and whispered something on his ear. “By the way do you want to skip classes after lunch?”

“I kinda plan to do that so I guess it's a yes.” Amane whispered back at her.

“Yeah, we're definitely skipping again.”

The two of them broke down in a fit of giggles as they pulled away from each other. “Hey [name], do you have plans later?” he asked.

“Not really, why'd you ask?”

Amane's cheeks started to burn again, he gained a little confidence and looked at [name] in a flustered state. “Well, why don't we go somewhere else after school? Just the two of us?”

“Of course.” [name] answered. Amane let out a sigh of relief and smiled back at his female friend.

“I gotta go back to class.” Amane patted her shoulder before dashing off towards his classroom. “I'll see you later!”

“You too,” [name] had her hand slightly raised up. She let out a small chuckle and looked at the paper bag. “Amane-kun, you really are a wonder...”

She quickly switched back to her aloofness and glared at her classmates. “The fuck are you all looking at?” she asked as her classmates hurriedly went over to their desks. “Honestly, when will they learn not to meddle in a private conversation.” she murmured right before she entered the classroom

“I don't fucking get this projectile motion.” [name] was in a state of existential crisis remembering the physics lesson that they tackled during class. “Did I really skip that much?”

“In my case I only understood Earth and Life Sciences.” Amane changed his school shoes and placed them inside his shoe locker. [name] waited for him, placing her hand on her waist and whistled a little bit. After that the two of them started to walk next to each other. “[name]-san, did you notice that everyone was staring at you?”

“You didn't think it was you who they were staring at?” [name] scratched her head, her silver bracelet was twinkling against the sunset.

“Nope.” Amane answered. “It's definitely you, must be because you're pretty.”

[name] lets out a weird sound of disbelief and shock. Amane stopped on to his tracks as he realized what he had said. “I-I mean, yeah you are pretty, n-not gonna lie t-though.” he stuttered with a blush forming on his visuals.

“S-sorry.” It was [name]'s turn to blush, she looked down on her feet as her bangs were covering her eyes. “I-It's just no o-one h-has ever called me p-pretty before.”

“I-I always f-find you pretty so...” Amane can feel his whole face burning like embers. The two of them made eye contact and it felt like time had stopped between them. “If you like, I'll gladly call you pretty everyday...”

“Amane...” [name] covered her whole face to muffle her words. She felt so flustered and she didn't know what to do. Amane averted his gaze from her and blushed. “Screw you—”

“I'm sorry but I'm not lying.” Amane cleared his throat, an evident blush was still on his cheeks. “Let's go to the mall, do you want to eat some donuts?”

“Yeah dude!” [name] tries to lighten up the mood so that it wouldn't be awkward anymore. To be fair, Amane was on the attractive side in her opinion, she doesn't really find herself pretty but people have different perspectives anyways.

[name] wouldn't deny it though, Amane has nice visuals and...hands, they looked really soft and warm, she sometimes imagine what would it be like if they held hands. Other than that, he is an affectionate and sweet, then he turns into a sadist and a tease sometimes. “I never got to ask you this [name]-san but are you going out with someone?”

“I never had a boyfriend or a girlfriend.” [name] replied. “No one really confesses to me at some point so basically I'm single, must be nice having one though..” she mumbles the last part.

“I guess everyone must be blind...” Amane muttered to himself before walking ahead, leaving [name] clueless, and then she catched up next to the choppy haired boy.

“Amane-kun, I hope you don't mind but I'm gonna buy some groceries along the way.” [name] puts her hands behind her back. “After that, we can get some donuts and roam around.”

“Sounds like a great idea.” Amane reluctantly agrees with her. [name] wrapped an arm around his shoulders and grinned as he uttered an 'oof' from his lips.

“I love your gift by the way.” [name] raised her wrist in front of Amane to show her that she's wearing the bracelet. Her eyes widened in joy and pointed out the matching bracelet around his wrist. “And we're matching~!”

But then [name] flicked his forehead. “Ow!” Amane held his forehead while slightly whimpering. “That hurts.” he pouted. [name] let out a plfft sound from her lips, she reached over to rub his throbbing forehead.

“That's for excusing me out of class and my classmates started to tease me that you're my boyfriend.” she chuckled, then she switches to an annoyed tone. “Then your brother called me Nee-san just to tease me.”

Amane stifled a laugh. [name] puffed her cheeks at him angrily. “Oi! It's not that funny!” she harrumphed. She looked like an angry pouting mochi rather than an angry person.

“Hmm~?” Amane cheekily smirks at the latter, he leaned next to her to continue teasing her. “Nee-san~?”

“Don't call me Nee-san you idiot!” An irk mark appears on the side of [name]'s forehead as she reached over to pinch his cheek. “Honestly, you're such a tease.”

“Only for you~” Amane ruffles her hair making it messier than it is. [name] sighed asking how the hell did she end up being friends with Amane who is one hell of a tease.

After a few minutes of teasing and cheek pinching, the two teens arrived at the mall. [name] and Amane went to get some groceries first. “All of these bananas but you can't even notice my peelings.” [name] faked a sniff while putting the bunch of bananas inside the basket that Amane was holding.

“I don't understand why you needed six cans of sprite, can't you buy 7up instead?” [name] silently wheezed as she smacked his shoulder, earning a laugh from Amane.

“Shut up, I don't have—thyme for that.” [name] puts some spices inside the basket. She grabbed some bread from the bread aisle. “I also knead bread too.”

“I also have a grocery joke but aisle tell it later.” Amane added while laughing. [name] bursted out giggling, clutching on to her stomach. “Okay we better stop, the old couple beside us were giving looks of suspicion.”

“O-kale then.” [name] and Amane entered one of the aisles. “Grate minds think alike.”

“Do you live alone [name]?” Amane asked all of a sudden. He doesn't know any much about [name]'s family or background, heck, he doesn't even know if she had siblings.

“I live with Yako-neesan and my little brother.” [name] places some products inside the basket. “Why?”

“Just asking.”

“You seem curious about my family background.” [name] laughs softly while putting two carton of milk in the basket. “My parents are both abroad, my little brother and I lived in Yako-neesan's apartment, which is our cousin.”

“You're an older sibling?”

“Well yeah,” [name] beckoned Amane to follow her to the next aisle. “Maybe you can come over and play with him, he doesn't mind talking to older guys.”

“Did I mention that he wanted to meet you though?” [name] tilted her head towards his direction with a pack of strawberries on her hand. “You two will definitely get along.”

“What was Tsukasa like in class if I may ask?” Amane asked again, sure, even though the younger twin has a life of his own, he can't help but to be concerned with him.

“How the fuck should I know?” [name] raised her eyebrows and tossed the pack of strawberries in the basket. “I skipped a lot of classes so I didn't really pay attention to Tsukasa-kun.”

“It's like you skipped a lot than I did.” Amane sheepishly chuckles but he deadpanned afterwards. “But I can't get a damn thing about Maths.��

“I think we crossed the whole list.” [name] tells Amane with a thumbs up. The two of them went to the lane with few people. [name] whipped out her wallet when it was her turn to check in. “Omigod. Do I really have to carry them all?”

“I could help you carry them.” Amane suggests. [name]'s heart suddenly skipped a beat, she nodded slowly meaning that she needed his help to carry them.

“There sure were a lot of people in the donut shop.” [name] sighed in a low spirited tone while holding the paper bag filled with donuts. Currently, Amane and [name] were eating donuts with their backs against the wall. “Here's yours Amane-kun.”

Amane took a bite of the plain donut and started munching on it. They were freshly cooked so that's why it tasted good. “So [name], are you going to class tomorrow?”

“I was gonna plan to attend one whole class in one week.” [name] answers while eating her cream-filled donut. Truth to be told, she didn't feel guilty about skipping classes, it was only her escape from pressure and stress in school. “How about you?”

“I guess I'll skip tomorrow.” Amane took out a piece of his donut and showed it to [name]. “Want some?”

“Sure. Thanks.” [name] opened her mouth waiting for Amane to plop the piece of donut inside her mouth. He blushed at the thought of his fingers might brush against her lips. Amane plopped the bite inside her mouth which [name] ate it gratefully. “Here have some of mine in exchange.” she says while handing him the donut.

Amane takes a bite of the cream-filled donut. He glanced over to [name] and saw that there's a bit of cream near her lips. “Hold on,” he pointed at her face. “Um, you got some cream on the side of your lips.”

“Huh? Here?” [name] pointed at her face. Amane shakes his head since she can't see where he was pointing. He sighed and reached over to wipe the cream off her lips using his thumb and quickly licked it.

Amane smirked slyly at her. “The cream does taste good.” he said in a playful way. [name]'s face grew red at the sudden action that he did, he decided to tease her a little bit so he moved his face closer to hers. “You seem a little flustered~ hmm~?”

[name] leaned back and averted her gaze from him. “Well, that looked like an indirect kiss.” she protested while pouting slightly. Amane let out a light chuckle and smiled.

“Sorry, I can't help but to tease because you're so cute.” He said with a slight smirk and he reached over to lightly pinch her cheek. “Your cheeks are red~”

“Ok, that's enough.” [name] pried his hand off her cheek and rubs it a little. Amane stares at her in a lovestruck awe, the way she blushes and pouts made him feel like he just wanna hold her protectively in his arms. “I finished my donut, let's get going now.”

The two of them got out of the mall. The skies were as pink overlayed with an orange color that the sun was setting. Amane stared at [name]'s hand, he blushed at the thought of hold it. “[name]-san...” he came to a halt.

“Yeah?” [name] said.

“Can...I...?” Amane looked down while mumbling incoherently. [name] tilted her head in confusion as he waits for him to speak. Amane must have looked like a strawberry right now. His eyes meet hers as he gains a bit of confidence. “C-Can I hold your hand?!” he asked with a hint of embarrassment.

[name]'s cheeks turned red at the sudden request. She stared at her own hand and then his hands, for some reason his hand looked warm. “T-that was a strange thing to ask, I'm sorry—” Amane swats his hand in denial.

“Sure...”

“I'm sorry, what?” Amane's eyes widened. [name] turned away from him and blushed intensely, he looks at her hand. “You don't mind right? Me holding your hand...?”

“Mhmm...” [name] brushes her hand against his so that Amane would know that it's okay to hold her hand. Amane laced their hands together, tenderly holding her hand. [name] can hear her heartbeat hammering inside her chest. “You really like being coddled, huh?”

‘Her hand feels soft.’ Amane looked at their hands linking with each other. ‘They fit so perfectly with mine...’

“Shall we continue?” Amane asked with a shy smile. [name] hummed in agreement as the choppy haired boy gripped on to her hand softly, grinning at the female. “Let's take you home then~”

The two teens started walking together hand in hand, feeling each others warmth till the tips of their very own fingers. Amane mumbled something under his breath.“I love you,”

“Eh?” [name] didn't quite hear what Amane just mumbled.

“I meant your hands!” Amane blushed that he accidentally slipped that out but thank god she didn't hear it. “I love your hands——They're really cute!”

“Well your hands are pretty much gorgeous than mine, you have long fingers...” [name] raised their intertwined hands together in front of Amane and smiled softly. “See, our hands pretty much fit together.”

“Yeah...” Amane smiled contently, hoping that this moment will never end. If [name] continues to act like this around him,

Then, he would most likely to fall for her even more.

-end of part 2-

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