#that dull ache

[sophsicle]

me going into the chapter: hehe chaotic party chapter what’s the worst that can happen

… ah

mmhm mhmm yes

this is the feeling precisely

[pesky--dust]

A friendly reminder that after the last supper in “Mizumono” we never see Will eat again, and in “Primavera” Rinaldo Pazzi states that Mr. Graham is already dead himself. Moreover, according to the script, in “Dolce” Will moves behind a starvation cage, appearing as though he's trapped inside.

Because he feels the same ACHE as Hannibal, do you get it? :)

Yes, I'm making myself feel unwell because of that thought almost daily.

[thebirdandhersong]

ladies and lads I would deeply appreciate prayer for a conversation I have to have in about 4 hours……. I have prepared well for it and thinking too deeply about it makes me sick to my stomach and sick at heart, but it is a conversation that must be had and I would love to approach it with wisdom and gentleness and sincerity, and not fear and anxiety and self-absorption.

[oatbugs]

left the screaming crying shaking stage and also left the im happy everything is fine stage now entering processing stage very not fun

[rarilight]

Eight months in after trying to ignore the chunk of my heart I lost earlier this year and now starting to quietly wonder if maybe all there is to do is accept these phantom pains, let them be, let them breathe, and god maybe one day let them leave

[suchawrathfullamb]

(via: @hughdancybabyface)

I decided when I heard his voice.

What am I doing? I don't know what to do. My heart's racing, pumping in my ears, my mind's a blurry chaos, my throat is closing up, my head feels airy-

"Hello", and nothing matters anymore. I want to run to you. I want you to run to me. I want us to leave. I want to fade away, with you, into you. I ruined it. I ruined everything.

"They know."

[firstmatedville]

fresh tattoo on my leg feels exactly how it felt to scrape my knee as a kid, a sensation I didn't realise I had gone so long without and didn't know it was possible to miss. there's a poem in there somewhere for sure

[like-red-lads]

Hey it's crazy but 1929 chicago case was Sonetto's first storm field case isn't it? Does that make Schneider her first lost?

[pygian-weapon]

I understand why it takes at least 9 years for people to become doctors, because if it were up to me my solution would be find a sharp stick and scratch scratch scratch until the pain goes away

[mrdyketator]

pro tip to literally anyone : do not fuck ur ex. very very very bad idea😭

[doom-dreaming]

Thanks for fourteen years of being the little animal that lived in my house. I'm going to miss you begging for eggs in the morning and sitting in boxes that were too small and curling up by my pillow.

[caffeinatedopossum]

Being an adult and still having to get everything from someone else is so devastating to my self esteem

[oh-katsuki]

its very strange losing a friend because there are moments of clarity and moments of overwhelming grief and moments of a very unplaceable pain and sorrow. it dredges up memories of friends you may have lost before or the people who left this world sooner rather than later. and you just sort of ache for them and for their pain… what they must have felt to want to leave so suddenly. even if you hadn’t spoken in a while, or if you spoke every day, or if you’d promised to speak but always forgotten. your heart just sort of longs for them. for the ability to do so.. and it just sort of comes up empty.

[puppyeared]

can someone come over and step on my tailbone

[aq2003]

does anybody else's knees just ache for fun