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lotus-pear · 1 month
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Hi! Your art is really really pretty
I was wondering if you have any tips for shading? I always struggle with that🥲
SHADING………….oh. hmm. ok so the first thing i always tell myself is not EVERYTHING requires shading. you don’t need to shade under every little strand of hair. that looks rly unflattering. instead, just choose large chunks of hair that can be darkened to convey the lighting youre trying to get across. OH YEAH MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS HAVE A PINPOINTED LIGHT SOURCE. ermmm what else….OH ik ppl say don’t use purple to shade or wtv but they’re wrong literally use wtv color you want. i use a tan/beige on a separate multiply layer but it’s rly up to you
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goldenhypen · 6 months
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hi there can you recommend me some enha writers please.
hiii OMG YES OFC i love this questionnn
(listed in alphabetical order, also disclaimer, there are sooo many enha writers i wish i could include and still wanna get to know better. this is just who i can think of on the top of my head atm):
@atrirose - seiu is such a legend and everybody loves her works. owns some of the most iconic enha work to exist on this sight 😌🤭
@boyfhee - cae is suchhh a talented writer omg so if you want well written work and good plot or just fun works to read, this is one of the ways i recommend going 😌 she’s also a super fun and funny person so 12/10 recommend 👍🏻
@delcakoo - i literally strive to be ema omg her works are so fun and creative and so well put tgt. i’ve enjoyed reading every single one 😭 missing new works from her (she’s on hiatus rn if you didn’t already know) but i hope she’s happy rn and is doing well <3
@heeracha - (rey imy 🫶🏻) there’s a reason why heeracha is so popular (even tho she’s ghosting 90% of the time 🙄 /j) it’s cuz rey’s works are so genius and so entertaining and creative and cute yet heart wrenching and the slowburn in a lot of her works just has you hooked in a way that is not easy for writers to do but she does so effortlessly 😔
@isoobie - if you want a go to for cute works i def recommend ri <3 also her aesthetic is always on point so 😌 she’s also super friendly and nice. def someone i recommend <3
@jaeyunverse - pls sage has some of the best works on here no joke. her plots are so genius and her works are so entertaining to read and so well written. go check her out fs <3
@jayflrt - one of the first enha writer’s i read for even before starting this blog,,, so you can kinda say it’s thanks to alice that goldenhypen even exists sjsnd and i think that alone says enough 😌
@sungbeam - beam currently isn’t writing for enha (← beam, correct me if i’m wrong djdjdj) but she has a bunch of enha works for you to check out. and i highly encourage you to bc her writing style is honestly one of my favourites i’ve ever found. she’s sooo talented and so hard working 🫶🏻
@tyunni - also such a legend. one of my fav ppl <3 and i’m not just recommending may cuz i’m being biased. no she’s sooo talented with some of the most fun and entertaining works on this site <3 all of her works are a must-read tbh sorry i don’t make the rules 🤷🏻‍♀️
and some bonus honourable mentions <3:
@byhees - sooo many cute and fun reads here. every time i read smth from violet i always leave kicking my feet and giggling to myself :’>
@heeliopheelia - ahh carly’s works are so well written and put tgt, enjoyable and (most of the time) fun to read (if not fun then heart breaking,, but in the best ways possible omg) def a writer you need to check out if you haven’t already <3
hope this helps anonnie and to anyone who wants to find some new writers to read from/support! ^_^ <3
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yesitsmewhataboutit · 2 years
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Hi :) your fics give me so much life😭😭😭 Not sure if you're taking requests atm but do you think you could do an omega reader taking care of sick alpha todoroki🥺🥺 I'm such a sucker for hurt/comfort but thank u!!!! Ur writing rocks❤️❤️
Anything For You
Alpha!Shoto Todoroki x Omega!Reader
Omegaverse Key
Masterlist
Warnings⚠️: pain, blood, needles, angst
»»——⍟——««A/n: Bro stawppp thats so sweet🥲 also I woke up at 5am and saw this and immediately started writing. I’ve lowkey been wanting to read this kinda fic so sorry for the trash grammer cuz I’m writing it on my phone but alsooooo I hope this what you were looking for <33
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You and Mina laugh as she tells you yet another story from patrol, for whatever reason she always had crazy things happening while out. You guys had made the joke that she has more stories on weird situations than actually saving people.
You and her walk up to your home, bags in hand, and start fumbling with your keys to unlock the door.
You and her had successfully went shopping. Not for clothes, but grocery shopping since you and Shoto had been so busy the past few days you didn’t have time. Mina had offered to go with you, and of course you weren’t gonna turn her down.
You get the door unlocked and push it open, but before you can even look into your home you’re hit with a very unwelcoming scent.
Your mouth is in an immediate frown as you look up and around your home, your eyes falling on a familiar blanket covered lump laying on the couch. You set your bags down next to the door, instinctively going straight towards what you know is your alpha.
As you get closer his scent gets stronger, having an overwhelming layer of distress and pain all through it. It smells like garbage right after it rains, soggy and moist, but still having the garbage smell.
You round the couch and immediately crouch down, your hand instinctively going into his hair to slowly massage his scalp. He looks terrible. He’s pale, sweating, completely curled up on the couch with a blanket pulled to his chin, and his eyes closed.
“Sho? Alpha, what’s wrong? What happen?” Your voice is quiet and gentle, but as seconds tick by you only get more worried.
He doesn’t answer, so you move your hand to his forehead to feel it, and he feels hot. Very hot. And it’s not a healthy hot with how he naturally feels due to his quirk.
You can’t do much but frown at him, seeing how weak he is. You know he’s awake, but he’s physically incapable of even trying to give you any kind of response.
You glance up, momentarily forgetting about Mina and your groceries, but you can see her just finishing moving and setting all the bags down on your kitchen floor before heading back toward the front door. She gives you once last look, you mouthing a quick “sorry” and she responds with a nod and wave before closing the door.
You turn your attention back to Todoroki, still looking over his features and condition. “Ok, c’mon Sho, let’s get you to bed, ok?” you say gently, moving your hand and rubbing your thumb in small circles on his cheek.
You move to push the blanket off him, getting a glimpse of his hero suit that he still had on. That only makes you frown, thinking about how this morning he’d got up and left without a problem, but also thinking about the fact he must’ve been feeling so bad he came home and immediately collapsed on the first thing he could.
You try to wrap your arm around his, wanting to help him try to get up, but his body is complete dead weight on the couch.
This isn’t super out of character. Whenever he gets sick his body always goes into over drive and shuts down, making moving and doing simple things even harder, but something about this was still different and you could tell.
Even when he was sick, he’s still be somewhat responsive and cooperative. But now, he’s complete out of it.
You look at his face, seeing his mouth slightly agape as he takes in labored breaths, and hard to tell, but his eyes are actually slightly open.
While looking over him you notice his scent glands. More importantly, you notice the way the top of his hero suit is shrugged off, almost like specifically for his scent glands, like somethings bothering them. While you tried to move him you’d managed to turn him on his back, so you can see both of them. They don’t look too good.
They look puffy, strained, almost blue, if not that, definitely red. Plus, the texture didn’t even look like his skin. They looked weirdly moist and “soupy,” like they felt prickly or squishy. You knew that couldn’t be good. You knelt down again, reaching your fingers out to try to graze and feel them.
It’s an immediate reaction from Shoto when you come into contact. You don’t even get a split second to comprehend how it actually feels before he yells, growls, at you.
Honestly, you don’t know what the sound is he makes. It’s a combination of a loud growl, plus a intense scream of pain. Not even to mention the jolt his body does, plus the way his eyes snap open and he bares his teeth.
It makes you jump back away from him several feet. Your own instincts not even knowing how to react. Part of you wants to comfort the alpha in pain, but the other part is scared. Scared from the alpha’s reaction, your alpha’s reaction. You barely even notice the few chirps the leave your mouth as you jump away from him, fearful tears filling your eyes.
None of the emotions you feel last long though. The violent, loud growl from Shoto slowly turns into desperate whimpers as he curls back into himself, feeling the after effects and sting of his scent glands.
The first thing you can think of is to get your phone and call Recovery Girl, asking her to come quick and check on him.
While you wait, you move closer to the couch again, sitting on the floor but settling your hand on his head. Your body is working hard to make your scent overpower his, but it’s no use, it’s too strong.
However, it’s still there, and you know he can smell it, so you don’t miss the way his breathing seems to slow, getting less forced and strained.
Recovery Girl makes it in about 15 minutes. You get up and let her in, explaining what happened, and how he’s not responsive at all, except the one response he did give when you touched his scent gland.
She pulled out her kit and looked over him, and it didn’t take long for her to conclude he’d gotten an infection in the scent glands on his neck somehow.
How it happened could be figured out later, right now though, she had to treat them cause that’s the only way they’ll get any better.
“Would you like to change him out of his hero suit before I treat it?” she asks as she conjures up something from her kit.
“Uh? Should I? I can just wait until you’re done.”
“Well, yeah, you can, it’s just that after I treat it, there will still be some intense pain. He’ll be capable of moving, but I doubt he’d want to. So if you can, I’d suggest doing it now.”
You nod and get up, moving to your bedroom to get some sweats for him. You don’t bother getting a shirt, since you don’t want anything additional against his scent glands to irritate them.
You walk back out to the living room, getting down next to Shoto again and talking gently. “Alright, need you to work with me, ok? Gotta take this off.”
It takes some effort, but you’re able to get the full top of his hero suit off, the bottom half being a little easier. You slip the sweats on his body then take his hero suit and throw it in your bedroom for later.
Recovery Girl is finishing up just as you come back. “Alright, I’m gonna need you to sit right here and hold him up, preferably keeping him as close to your scent as possible.” You’re a little confused, and she can tell. “I have to drain the glands first, and then I’ll give an additional shot that should help the infection, plus some gel to rub over the gland. Judging by what you said his first reaction was, to get this fully done having you, his omega, near is probably the best course of action.”
“Oh…ok.” You’re not thrilled from the knowledge that your alpha is about to be in intense pain she just explained, but you know it’s the only way to help, so you have to ignore the weight your heart feels toward putting him in more distress.
You do as she says, using all your strength to lift him into a sitting position. You straddle his lap and tuck his head into your neck, letting your scent flood his senses.
It’s the first time he’s given a real reaction not due to the pain, but he weakly wraps his arms around you, his head snuggling just slightly deeper into your neck. It’s almost nice, sensual, but you know it won’t last.
“Alright, ready to begin?” you hear Recovery Girl ask from behind you.
“Yeah,” you respond.
She stands, looking over your shoulder to his, lifting her hand with the needle she’s going to use to drain his first gland.
You close your eyes the second the needle comes into contact with the sensitive skin. Shoto’s immediate reaction is the same. He jolts, but you hold him, cooing and purring in his ear as you use a hand to run through his hair, trying to calm him.
Tears fill your eyes as you feel his mouth instinctively open and bite onto you, his teeth digging deep into your flesh. You’re not sure what hurts more, his teeth digging into you, or his nails into your back. His hands had been rested around you, so when she touch him they immediately closed, his nails growing as a defensive mechanism.
Recovery Girl moves as quick as she can, pulling the syringe and draining his gland. Once it’s fully drained she sets it to the side and grabs the second one, ready to start again.
Just like the first time, it’s the same, only this time since he’s already attached to you, he only digs deeper, and you can’t help but let a few chips slip past your lips, trying not to let tears spill from your eyes.
“Are you alright, Mrs, Todoroki?” Recovery Girl checks.
“Y-Yeah. Yeah, I’m fine. You can keep going,” you say, trying not to let your voice be too wobbly.
Recovery Girl continues to work, draining the second gland, then getting the separate syringe and needle for the shot.
When she sticks it in his first gland and starts injecting the liquid, Shoto can only whimper and shake against you, his body try to fight off the pain, but not being able to.
“Shh, its okay alpha, it’s okay. Almost over.” You coo to him and rub the back of his head, holding his body against yours and trying to make your scent as strong as possible for him.
Once Recovery Girl finishes the shots, she puts the gel on each one, then bandages. Each time she came into contact, Shoto’s grip on you got tighter, and you know by now your blood is in his mouth and on his hands, but still, you don’t care. He’s your alpha, and you need to do this to help take care of him.
“All done,” Recovery Girl sighs as she pulls away after putting the last bandage on. You start to pull from Todoroki, trying to remove his mouth and nails from you.
When he detaches, you help him slowly lay down, looking at his face and seeing his eyes open. They’re still only half way, but that’s the most they’ve been since you were there. You give him a smile and lean to kiss his forehead. Even though his eyes aren’t fully open, you can see the tears in them, you know he’s in way more pain than some teeth and nail marks.
“Would you like me to treat that?” Recovery Girl asks, referring to the marks.
“No. I’m be fine,” you assure her.
She nods. “Ok. If the infection comes back or you have any other problems, call me again. These are the pills he should take, 2 a day, morning and night, for 8 days.” You agree, taking the bottle and both say your goodbyes as she makes her leave.
Once she’s gone you quickly excuse yourself to the bathroom, checking your back and neck for any dripping blood. You clean up and change your clothes, grabbing your favorite blanket from your nest and wrapping it around your shoulders, joining Shoto back in the living room.
His scent still isn’t normal, but you can smell more of his natural misty peppermint scent then you could before.
You join him on the couch, slowly lifting up his head, earning a few grunts and whimpers, and you slide under, letting his head come back down and rest on your stomach.
You purr and run your fingers through his hair, the rest of the night being the two of you and his recovery. Even though things didn’t go anything like you planned for the day, it’s ok. Anything for him. Anything for your alpha.
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twinkodium · 5 months
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ok this is going to sound so weird, but I kinda want to see Oscar after getting his wisdom teeth removed, he’s probably going to look like a hamster and soo cute 🥺 this is mean though, isn’t it? =(
barely 2 days into the winter break and I’m already losing my mind 😅😭
Anon, kinda mean but same?? 🥺🥺 like swelling of his cheeks would really make him look like a cute little hamster 🥺🥺 mind you, I’ve never had my wisdom teeth removed (don’t even think I have any yet 😂) but they sometimes use sedation anesthesia to help the patient feel more relaxed during the procedure and it could some dizziness and confuses the mind 😩 imagine him being a little woozy and trying to collect his thoughts but actually saying things that shouldn’t be said in public 🤭 LIKE OMG can’t help but imagine Lando taking care of him after, making sure he’s all okay and literally helping him the best he can. 😌😌😌 (just my delulu Landoscar thoughts sorry… 😩😩)
Hilarious enough how this video showed up on my TikTok fyp and I literally laughed my ass off thinking how Oscar would say it to Lando and he’d be flabbergasted at first then doubling over and end up in a fit of laughter 😭
Tell me about it 🙁 I’m actually doing great atm, still didn’t kick in yet, but I’m sure I’ll be mourning soon for a few days before moving on and being overly excited about every content we get 🥺
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spiteless-xo · 7 months
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IM GONNA RAMBLE!! im so glad sasha was asking the real questions 😭 thats why she should’ve been there earlier 🤨 but anywho.. djshdh i was wondering since there’s 5 chapters left are we going to find out who she’s with on the final chapter ? idk i feel like based on this chapter it kinda sounds like it’s gonna be eren? but reader is so unpredictable it’s still not obvious to me.. OR WAIT 💡☝️ i don’t think you’re gonna answer that question so i’ll just theorize LMAO ok so i’ve seen other people mention this but maybe she IS gonna go on that little trip or vacation and then there’s gonna be a time skip because i do think at this point, the three of them need space from all this drama and to work themselves out. like maybe she shouldn’t be jumping into a relationship rn? IDK I THINK THATS WHAT’S GONNA HAPPEN. maybe that’s also why eren didn’t answer, like she took too long deciding and he’s gonna be taking a break for himself too to actually work on himself.
i think throughout the story i started off as team eren and then i kept switching until the both of them made me go like 🥴. but that doesn’t mean i loved your writing any less. i think once i stopped being on “teams” lol i still appreciated that you made everyone with a lot of flaws and drama. eren would’ve been perfect minus the whole misogyny thing obvi. and if i HAD to choose only between him and jean, the only reason why i would choose jean rather than eren is because he at least wasn’t doing what eren was doing. but that’s the ONLY reason. jean just isn’t as charming or romantic 😭 he’s too dry for me (i’m sorry)
if this was real life, i don’t think anyone would ever forgive eren even if it was in the past or if he “changed” but bc it’s fiction i guess that’s why some people are being more lenient? omgjfgk but i wishh sometimes that we could have had a story with eren except not with this type of drama LMAO you wrote him being romantic TOO well. like i was in love *twirls hair, kicks feet* ANYWAYS GREAT CHAPTER AS ALWAYS tuesdays are my favorite days because of you! 🤍
omg ty so much for sending this in!! hehehe i loved reading all of it 🥰💗
tbaw ramblings below
yes, you'll find out in the final chapter! the final chapter is also ridiculously long in order to flesh out the endings for everyone. i thought about splitting it up into two chapters but there's not really a good "cut off" point. and i don't want to drag out the ending.
to me, it's like when the final episode is an hour-long special or whatever for the finale lol that's like the final chapter of tbaw. atm it's a little bit longer than the jean fucking kirstein chapter.
forgiveness is a really interesting concept to me. it doesn't really help the person you're forgiving (in this case, eren), because they still have to carry the guilt of what they've done, but it kinda frees you, in a way.
you can forgive someone without allowing them a place in your life. it doesn't mean you trust them or you like them or whatever, it just means that you're not going to let what they did continue to hurt you.
forgiving eren doesn't make him a good person. it's what he does and how he lives the rest of his life that determines whether or not he's learned from his past and reader doesn't necessarily have to be in his life after she forgives him.
idk if that makes sense? i'm also a generally pretty forgiving person, so i'm pretty lenient lol but i also understand that there are things that are completely unforgivable, but i'm just rambling now so i'll stop lol
anyway i'm glad you're liking the story!! 💗💗💗
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imkittyjustkitty · 2 years
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For the st concept (the jane doe thing) it's really cool! Im invested too 😭😭 i do have a few questions:
(1) is the fic gonna be set canonwise or are u gonna do it outside of that(-canon, battle, dark stuff)? (2) And how would the characters react to the reader's existence?(i feel like they'd be bothered and surprised but "hey a headless, talking, human? Isn’t the weirdest thing we've encountered")
(3) how tall/big are they? Are they the size of a doll? (Im sorry idk what/who jane doe is 😭) (4) how old is the reader?
And for name suggestions, Hiram would fit bcs the reader borrows the head of a doll, and "hiram" is a word in filipino which quite literally means "borrow", But it would depend on if another character would be the one to give them a name.
And for their relationships with the other characters, i think it would be cute if they were all someone protective of the reader.(But at first they are obviously freaked out.) For love interests, i think it would depend on the age of the reader. Buuut i think a found family trope would fit a little better? Steve’s the mom, of course. Nancy's the dad (who teaches reader about all kinds of stuff, and scolds anyone who is scared of/insults the reader) and el would def be really curious abt the reader, and protective, too :P overall ur idea is so cool and cute i love it
ahhhhh omg yes hi im so glad ppl r loving this like i am !!!
under cut is a bit of season four spoilers bc im discussing when it might be set ! <3
(1) i was thinking its set season four because that has the dynamics between certain characters which i like, things like steve isnt awful and we have robin & eddie etc. ive been leaning towards moving away from canon and having less of the plot with the upside down/vecna/etc. (id also be fine with season 3 just bc id love for everyone to hang out at starcourt together)
but i was also thinking it would be cool to involve reader in all the events, and reader could end up helping them. im going to this with the idea that reader doesnt stick around in the end, and hopefully finds out who they are, which now im thinking about it could in some way be via being vecna'd, i dont know the specifics on how that would work for reader but its an idea that could be cool !!
so to answer the question im happy with leaning either way, id loooove to do it with everyone all happy and everything so we get cute dynamics with everyone hanging out together, but sticking with canon for the most part could be rlly interesting so yeah !! im open to both sides atm i havent decided
(2) i feel like at first their reaction would be like 'wtf am i seeing' honestly bc yeah theyve seen alot, i think it depends on when its set, bc if its set in s4 i bet at least a few ppl would be like 'thats wild am i being vecna'd rn?' lmao. but yeah i dont think most of their worlds would be like rocked or anything bc atp theyve seen so much they cant be toO like terrified
(3) im giggling at the thought of reader being doll sized omg /pos
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these are some photos of jane in the show (shes the blonde one just so theres no confusion lol!) she has doll-like make-up and such, and she also moves a bit robotic like a doll. i would ofc describe reader far more vaguely for appearance so everyone can read this and see themselves in it, but this is the girl who inspired this whole idea :D !!!
in ride the cyclone, jane doe is normal human sized, and her doll is normal doll sized (its a porcelain doll but like where are we gonna find a porcelain doll in hawkins lmao so thats why i went w some sort of babie or other day). in ride the cyclone its kind of just one of those things no one explicitly brings up, someone gets a lil creeped out by jane's headless doll but thats about it, so its one of those things without like a full explanation, but i think its such a cute way to give them a head.
so reader would be like normal human size and everything, and the doll head and the fact that reader might talk to the doll is something everyone is kinda just like 'ok yeah i dont have the energy to unpack whatever's happening there'. ooorrr we could always add some sort of explanation if we wanted to which i wouldnt be opposed to :DD
also above ties into that this isnt going to be 100% serious dark angst etc, ride the cyclone itself could be quite heavy if it werent for the fact that its a funky lil comedic thing as well, and i think thats a fun vibe that ill probably try to stick to a lil with this as well
(4) for age my original idea was that reader is around robin/steve/nancy/eddie/etc's age, early 20's or like 18-19, this is bc id like the dynamic between reader and other characters if reader was around this age. and also i dont want this to be like a shot-for-shot remake of when the gang found el in the woods, so making reader like dustin's age is less appealing to me.
omg i love that name idea and i loovveee how it ties back to the doll bc ik the doll wont actually talk back but i think its such a cute thing to include so i just gotta. so far ive been suggested gn variations of jane doe, but i also love this definitely putting it on the list for name options !!
and for relationships yess i agree !! i asked what people thought for romantic bc i was interested in what ppl thought but i am leaning towards stuff like yeah found family !! i cant explain why but i would loooove nancy and reader's friendship in this just soemthing abt it i love !! and omg yes ofc dad nancy and mum steve .
also i can totally see reader and el bonding over how el can relate to reader not rlly knowing anything about the world and how things work and such !!
for context, jane doe in ride the cyclone can speak and all (which i might alter a bit for reader bc depending on how long reader's been alone/in a purgatory kinda place in the upside down then they may be a bit out of practice with speaking) but doesnt actually know what most things are, bc she learnt what they were during her life, which ofc she does not remember, so yeah !
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m1ckeyb3rry · 2 years
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baeeee idk how to use tumblr i hope this is one of the things u answer but anywaysssss i found you on ao3 and binged all ur stuff and wanted to say ur writing is so good it’s so hard to find fics like these with long plots and good chars so please keep writing omgggg all of them are my faves like endure and ship and swear 😍i’m loving those can’t wait to read more chapters whenever you post and maiden tag is also p good 😋😋
AHH YES IT IS SORRY FOR THE DELAY I’VE BEEN TESTING FOR TWO WEEKS AND WHEN I WASN’T TAKING AN EXAM I WAS STUDYING 😭💔 I’m finally finished though!!
Thank you for reading!! I’m glad you liked everything so much :) it means a lot. I love when fics have long plots but there’s not a ton of them out there (which is understandable, they take time and effort to write) so I’m happy to fill the niche.
ENDURE SWEAR AND SHIP ARE MY FAVS TOO!! They’re so much fun to write and even though endure is finished I always have so much fun whenever I go back to write bonus chapters. It’s my longest work (as of now, I think ship and maybe swear will end up longer) and I wrote it during a tough time during my life so it’s just very close to me. Sometimes I go back and read earlier chapters and cringe but that’s a part of growing as a writer. It’s also the only one of my works that’s gotten popular and I can attribute a solid majority of my reads even on other stories to how big it’s become, so I’ll always be thankful for that! It makes me so happy that so many other people love it the way I do. Also comments about how the story made someone cry always make me laugh lol.
Ship in the Harbor is honestly really fun too, it leaves a lot more room for creativity which I enjoy even though it does in a sense make the story more difficult to write. Half of my writing time for that story is just researching to make sure stuff is accurate 😭 Colt as a character is unfortunately pretty underrated so I don’t expect much to come out of that fic, which is almost nice in a way because I can really focus on doing whatever I want with it. Those who do read Ship always leave the sweetest most thoughtful comments though!! I love all of my readers very much ofc but it always makes me especially happy to get the comments that are like mini-essays hehehe.
Maiden Tag is just me writing whatever I feel like. It’s not at all a serious story so it’s pretty far from what I normally write, which makes me wonder if my pacing and development are fine, but at the same time it’s really more of a destress/therapeutic story that doesn’t take much effort on my part — which isn’t to say I’m not trying with it, because I am of , but I’m not worrying about constant plotting and foreshadowing and getting every detail accurate and meaningful the way I am with swear/SitH.
NOW THAT MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY DONE I CAN WRITE SM MORE 😍‼️ hopefully updates soon on everything…school burnt me out so much but now that I won’t have homework and whatnot I’ll be able to really just enjoy writing again. I’ve also been debating starting another au story just because they’re so fun and now that summer’s almost started I’ll have a lot of time 😩 ofc I DO have like 5 stories going on atm but what’s one more 🤤 it’ll be a lot but it’s honestly kinda helpful to have so much going on at once because I can procrastinate writing one story but writing another and that way everything gets done. Because sometimes I just want something light and fun like Maiden Tag or Eren’s All That, sometimes I want to do something more serious but am bored of canon (battle for trost is my enemy. I CANNOT write that arc fsr I just hate it so so much) so I’ll work on SitH. And when I’m missing canon and especially Eren I’ll write for Swear. Then I have a story for JJK which is separate LMAO.
Thank you again for the ask and sorry for the long response 😭 if you want to stay anonymous but also would like to send in more asks you can assign yourself an emoji (or not, it’s up to you!)
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duexdub · 2 years
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Hi! It's me again ^^ I really enjoyed what you did with the Itto x Reader x Thoma request. I'd like to thank you for that. ❤ I hope you don't mind me asking, could you do a reader x Baizhu? Perhaps it's a night after collecting herbs, and reader loves on Baizhu to help him relax. You don't have to if you don't want to.
Glad you liked the other fic! And so sorry ive been dead to all of you and so many of you liked that Itto and Catboy reader one😭 700 notes!! My highest atm.
Dom!Baizhu X Male Reader.
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It was an evening in Qingce Village, you were down in the fields picking herbs from the Village, Along with your boyfriend, Dr.Baizhu. You both loved each other dearly and helped each other when it was needed, didn’t matter what it was. You were bending down picking plants, and across the field was your boyfriend and a little girl, Qiqi. You both treated her as if she were your daughter, spoiling her to bits. You saw her help around, picking herbs and glaze lillies. It was growing late and around sunset, your back ached, and you can tell his did too. Letting out a small groan every time he bent down to rip a herb out of the ground. “I think this is enough for you today, Qiqi.” You told her, seeing as she looked more tired than usual and went to give you the plants she had collected. “Okay, Qiqi will go rest.” You heard from the tired and monotone sounding voice. “I think this is enough for me too.” You heard from across the field. Baizhu cracking his back and his arms, “My whole body feels exhausted!” He whined to you. He started coming your way and hugged you from behind, resting his head on your shoulder. You both stood there for a bit, you feeling relaxed until you felt his hands move around your torso, gliding and rubbing your waist. You could feel his breath get hotter, feeling it on your neck. “Lets continue herb picking tomorrow..” you said leading off, getting out of his grasp and walking towards the steps that led you to the village you two currently rested at. On the way to the small house you two were bothering, you saw in the courtyard Qiqi playing with the other kids there. You walked through the door, taking your shirt off, seeing the swear drip down your body. You started to take off your pants, leaving yourself in your underwear to cool off a bit. You laid on the bed, getting your hands on a book you were reading, laying in a seductive position, your ass facing the room. You heard the door open and close, the sound of the steps getting louder and louder. “What a nice surprise.” You heard as you bookmarked the book and put it back on the night stand. You stood up from the bed and went to the edge of it, where Baizhu was currently sitting, you dropped to your knees, and put your face in front of baizhus crotch.
You stuck your hand down his pants and underwear, fishing his dick out. You heard a relived sigh come from him. You spit on his dick, and quickly stroked it to make it wet. You opened your mouth and quickly started at it, moving your head up and down quickly, hearing the moans from him fill the room. You moved a hand to fondle his balls, feeling him start to tremble. “Haah~ (y/n)~” you heard him slur out, as his head was up, and his hand in your hair, the grip tightening every second. “Isn’t this relaxing” you told him, moving your mouth off him. You heard him lightly whine. You moved your hand onto his dick and started quickly stroking it, “hngh!” You saw him jump up a bit, a hand going over his mouth. You noticed his hips start to buck into your hand. Soon feeling the warm liquid squirt all over your face and chest.
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How long has it been.
And my thoma and itto fic flopped so badly🤦 cmon yall 💔
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riniackerman · 3 years
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Hii! So wanted to ask you if you could post if the aot boys found out their s/o's sh scars
S/O WITH SELF HARM SCARS
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author's note. hii anon! i am so sorry this took a long time i rlly have no excuses 😭😭 dealing with loads of works atm... </3
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pairing. aot men x gn!reader
with. eren yeager, armin arlert, jean kirstein, erwin smith, levi ackerman
content warnings. dark content is present. blood, scars, self-harm, blade, knife, mention of suicide
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EREN YEAGER
you and eren were patrolling the scout hq. you tilted your head back to gaze at the summer night sky. it was beautiful, the moon and the stars, glazing in lines and glistering all over the black sky. but eren’s eyes were on somewhere else. your sleeves. he always wanted to ask you but didn’t have the guts to ask you. but eren himself couldn’t bother to not ask things he needed to know for weeks.
“baby why do you only wear long sleeves? isn’t it hot?” he tosses, it was a simple question but it made your heart sink. “oh- um, i don’t really feel comfortable wearing short clothes…” you were obviously seeming unusual, he could tell by your trembling looks.
“don’t lie to me” eren lets out a loud sigh. you pause for a second but smile at him, patting his back to comfort his worries. “it’s nothing. really”
“then show me your wrists.” he demands, making you stiffen on the spot. “wh-what?” you stumble at his order. you didn’t know he would be this bold.
“eren, it’s nothing like that” you chuckle once again, wanting to let the situation slide. but this made eren despair the fuck out of him, he didn’t hesitate to bring his hands over to your wrist.
“eren!” you yelp when he snatched your wrist and pulled up your sleeves, exposing the scars on display, eren’s eyes swelled when he saw the scars, yes he did expect to see scars but not like this, this is literally telling him that you didn’t want to live anymore. this was too much for him to handle.
“eren- don’t cry…” you say it with an unsteady tone when you noticed tears dropping on your wrist. all he was saying was repeating your name under his shaky breath.
“eren…” you whimper, his heart started to pound faster, he started to pant out by thinking he is going to lose another loved one from his life. you quickly hug him, to tell him that you are still here beside him.
“eren… i’ll talk to you, you can do that for me, right baby?” you smile, allowing eren to relax from his rush. he once again brings your wrist to his lips and whispers onto it. this was the moment when you realized eren was much more than you thought and imagined. this boy could dedicate everything to see his soulmate happy. “yes baby, i can do that. always… and forever”
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ARMIN ARLERT
“[name]? what is this?” armin drops few flowers onto the floor when he entered your dorm while you were changing. he clearly could see the scars on your thighs and legs, he couldn’t think straight.
tears started to pool out when he realized you were hiding all those pains behind your smile. how torturous could that be? you quickly grabbed a towel next to you and wrapped it around your hips, hiding the scars from armin.
he slowly made his way to you, his shaky arms wrapped around you slowly, he pulled you closer to himself and embraced you with comfort. you wanted to say something, anything, but all you could do was cry on his shoulder. felt thankful that someone had finally noticed your pain and felt guilty, sorry for armin at the same time.
“i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry” he apologized over again and again, because he couldn’t notice it before, if he had noticed some time ago he sure could have helped you, stopped you from doing this.
your tears left damps on his chest, soaked in tears and you rubbed it off with your palms in guilts, felt so sorry for him because you knew he would blame himself for you to be in this state.
“armin, armin, armin” you shakily call out his name but he denies looking at you. he couldn’t handle the effort to look at his soulmate in tears of blame and pain. “armin, look at me” you whisper ever so softly in his embrace.
he slowly pulled himself from you and looked at you in your eyes, but as expected he shed tears, started to cry even more than you. you were shocked to see him like this, you quickly wrapped your arm around his back and his neck, patting on it to comfort him.
“armin, oh armin” you tiptoed to hug him tighter, he just stood there, buried his face down to cry on your shoulder and neck.
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JEAN KIRSTEIN
“wh-what?” jean’s shaky voice behind the doors made your heart sink to the buttom of the ocean. you were alone in the canteen, taking your stress off blading your wrists, letting drops of blood fall down your elbow and onto the floor.
jean hurriedly runs over to you, snatching the knife away from your grip and throwing it onto the floor audaciously. with his bare hands, he hemostasis your wrist to stop the bleeding, his hands are shaking, so fast that it was hard for him to pressure the bleeding. “fuck, why did this happen” was all he repeated.
you just sat there looking at the panic on his face, started to go zone out, and realize what you have done to your boyfriend. “j-jean” you whisper, wanting to apologize or say anything would stop worrying you but nothing could stop him right now.
“shhh don’t say anything, i’m here, everything is okay now” he hugs you while still pressuring you bleeding arm. his shakily pats the behind of your neck, making you shed in tears. “sorry. i’m sorry, i’m sorry” you whimper in surrow.
“it’s okay, don’t be, we can figure this out. alrighr babe?” he pulls you away and you see your blood is all over his hand, wrist and his clothes. blood everywhere, yes you could feel the pain on your skin but nothing came across your mind. all you could think was jean, only him.
seeing how panicked jean was acting and how worried he is to you made your heartache so much, so much you couldn’t handle it anymore. drops of tears fell from your swelled eyes, you could only mouth ‘jean’, ‘i’m sorry’. as much as you wanted to use your voice, you just couldn’t.
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ERWIN SMITH
“[name] commander wants to see you” you turn around when you heard moblit across the hall. you found it weird but didn’t complain since you wanted to see him for the whole day. you nodded as an answer and headed to erwin’s office.
you creak open the door and saw erwin sitting on the couch, the back of his head facing you. you carefully go over to the couch and took a seat next to him. erwin looked frustrated and worried. “erwin? is everything okay?” you quesrion.
“are you okay?” he asks, for no reason, this made your heart to ache so much. it was just a normal question. “huh? yeah, i’m okay” you forcefully let out a smile with a shaky voice.
“no you’re not” erwin suddenly hugs you, making you drop few tears on his shoulder in disbelief. how did he know? were you that obvious? every day you tried to hide your pain from everyone else, scared if it was going to bother them.
“yeah erwin, i’m totally not okay, i’m really hurt, i don’t know what i’m doing.” you sobber in his brace. letting your sorrows all on him. erwin says nothing but pats your head and your shoulder, trying to comfort his soulmate shaking in dread.
“it’s okay sweetheart, i’m here, everyone is here for you” erwin helps you to sit on his lap. he lifts your shorts and reveals scars on your thighs. he smooths your scars with his palm.
seconds later he looks up at you, his blue crystal eyes met yours, you tried to smile while you were crying which made erwin’s heart to break apart.
“you look so beautiful sweetheart” he smiles, your eyes swelled at his words. “but you would look much more beautiful without them, can you do that for me? can you show me how beautiful you would look without those? i’ll be waiting” erwin smiles, letting you scatter tears, you are ashamed of yourself, shame that you didn’t open up to him a long time ago.
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LEVI ACKERMAN
“what the fuck?” levi hisses when he noticed scars showing between the folds tightened in your wrist. you always had a cloth around your wrist. levi only thought you did this for some kind of a make-over, never though there were pains underneath.
levi stumbles his way to you across the hall. he snatched your arm and unknots the cloth, letting it fall on the floor, finally revealing the scars at sight. he got mad, he went insane, he wasn’t mad at you. he was mad at himself. mad that himself for not noticing it before, he treated you so bad and rough while you were dealing with something worse.
he felt so guilty and sorry for you, if he knew what was going on, he could have treated you better or comfort you despite he didn’t really know how to.
“levi???” you snatch yourself from his grip, he tilts his head at you, completely zoned out at what he just saw. “wh- what the fuck is this?” he murmurs, desperate to know who or what made you to this to yourself.
“levi no it’s nothing like that” you tried to comfort him but it wasn’t helping. levi was already lost in disbelief. “who, i mean, what did this to you? do i-” levi rushed himself, he was ready to kill anything or anyone that was hurting you.
“no no no levi, calm down. i’m sorry, i’m sorry” you apologized, which made him mad even more. why are you apologizing? “[name], don’t do this, thinking fucking straight. if you kill yourself i’m going to kill myself. i can’t lose anyone now, i’ve been through so much. please. don’t do this” a single tear dropped down from his drifted raven eyes.
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plutouran · 2 years
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HEY I saw you were doing matchups and thought it would be fun to join :)
I'm bisexual w a slight preference for guys, IDK IM REALLY CONFUSED ATM DONT TAKE OT TOO FAR INTO CONSIDERATION LOL
He/him 😁😁 if it matters which I doubt it does
Oh and just FYI for the headcanons ONLY CAUSS THIS HAPPENS SOMETIMES I prefer to not be the really... feminine one in a relationship??
IM SORRY LOL THIS IS PROBABLY REALLY AWKWARD FOR U TO READ but I hope u get what I'm saying??
My love language varies a lot, but I like quality time the best. Nothing is quite like having a conversation on a kitchen counter at 11 at night IM TELLING YOU
I'm extroverted but perfectly fine with alone time as well.
I don't think I could date someone super active anyway 😂 I also couldn't date someone super smart sorry 😭 but not dumb either, SORRY FOR BEING SO PICKY
Also nobody mean 😂 I'm admittedly kinda sensitive
What I'm trying to say is I'd like someone somewhere in the middle?
As for any good traits I have, I think I'm really smart, I think I'm good at keeping up conversations, and I hope I'm funny 💀
For an ideal date maybe I'd like to take someone out to a sports game?? I think it sounds fun. But if they don't like sports that's fine too, I also like the idea of going to comic book stores together and all that kinda nerdy stuff
SORRY FOR THE COLLEGE ESSAY I did the format I did the other times I requested matchups :D THANK YOUU FOR DOING THIS ❤️
a/n: okay this will be my last request for today but i had to do yours! because i totally get you! questioning your sexuality is a big fat mood. don’t apologise tho. everything is ok!
you have been paired up with…
— shoto todoroki and jean kirschtein
your song with shoto: cloud 9 by beach bunny
your song with jean: hey lover by wabie
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shoto!
(god i started writing this and then i forgot to save. help. but this was easy to decide!)
shoto for sure isn’t someone who brags about his brains and is also someone who makes mistakes. he def is your beloved middle.
also, i think he needs someone who is a little less reserved. it will help his socially awkward ass.
sometimes, though, he just wants to enjoy his time with you in silence. i’m sure you can do that. just chilling with him. being his emotional support.
on the other hand, he will always listen to your problems and ideas. he loves listening to your voice. you‘ll calm him down whenever he is worked up.
i guess that’s really adorable tbh!
and yes! take him to watch sport games! he will practically do anything you like. he doesn’t complain. so go all in!
like i mentioned earlier, he likes spending time with you in silence but bear with him until he talks nonstop. i’m sure if it’s the right person he even has moments where he becomes super talkative.
like you said, he‘ll definitely spend his sleepless nights with you! eating soba or playing games late at night until you two get too tired to go on.
sir, what if he falls asleep on your shoulder while he was about to tell you how much he loves you. (god i’m soft)
okay okay but! he will definitely bottle things up to the point where he breaks down. he needs to talk about things or he‘ll become really moody.
he absolutely thinks you are funny!! he might even laugh at your jokes! yes yes!
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jean!
(this was harder to decide though. i kinda felt like going with eren but i feel like he‘d kinda annoy you lmao)
ok so so so! jean completely is the middle of being not too smart and not extremely dumb. that’s kinda why i chose him haha
but it just fits! he‘d fall hard for you and likes your jokes. i’m sure that’s refreshing to him: someone that can make him laugh.
you said you‘d want someone that wouldn’t be too mean. and i know jean can be harsh sometimes but similar to how he treated marco, he‘d go easy on you
would be the kind of person that thinks of everyone around him as idiots besides you
and show him how smart you are! he‘d be really flustered by someone smart. you challenge him with your brains.
also, he‘d probably be annoyed by someone who brags about being extremely clever but i think you are not that kind of person.
what jean graves the most is some alone time with you! his life is hectic so he‘d do anything for spending long comfortable evenings with you, cuddling or eating snacks.
he‘ll always let you know how much he loves you through words of affirmation and quality time! and god, this man will show you off because he is just so proud to be with you.
jean would surely be super cheesy sometimes when it comes to dates. but will mostly let you decide:)
ah! hope this makes sense. i’m super tired. i will check on spelling mistakes first thing tomorrow but enjoy!
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