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piracytheorist · 1 year

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I GOT NEWS

I GOT JOB

it's a little far but at least it's accessible. a bit in the middle of nowhere but I'm a bit closer to Athens (meaning easier transportation in general)

BUT I GOT JOB OH MY GOD

one part of stress left and another came up. I've GOT TO PACK! I'M MOVING! I GOT JOB

I still don't know how many hours I'll have each week or how much I'll get paid, but it's JOB and quite possibly very close to what I want to do

It's still early I might actually go for a supermarket run and ask for cardboard boxes afahffhahdgsda

#anyway yes #I'm still reeling omg #the next week is gonna be INTENSE #nette speaks

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cupiidzbow · 4 months

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im doing something different for commissions this coming time

#i have to cleanup/line/color/ the last of the work I have to do #and then im gonna take a break for a week or two #for the next batch it’s gonna be different I’ve decided #im probably going to make them ko-fi 6 or 8 slots first come first serve #im gonna raise my prices too. im sorry if this an inconvenience #im not going to get too personal but there like rough changes happening in my life and i feel very physically sick rn #i feel very ill and im feeling so intensely ever since being off my meds. I don’t want to make it anyone’s problem #im SO greatful to the people who want art from me. and im so greatful for the commissions i get.#I think I worked myself to the point of misery . im feeing the physical effects of it #im just physically exhausted and I don’t want to burn myself out #I can barely respond to people and I don’t want to have others deal with it #I have no other ways of getting money so I physically depend on these #I don’t want to feel like im only good for making art . i don’t want to make it seem like im lazy when im working everyday #hopefully I finish the rest of my work in the coming week. I appreciate everyone whose supported me and my art #and im sorry for being a bit of a downer. I’ll get back to regular posting 🧡#txt

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mispronouncing-michaelangelo · 1 year

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nausicaä neck tattoo letsa gooooooo

#gonna get it coloured in 3 weeks weeee #dis meh #personal #I FUCKING LOVE THIS TATTOO SO MUCH HOLY FUCK AHHHH #cute nb tattoo artist with adhd ahhhh was tismin' out so hard with them #they also offered to do my next tattoo too weee!! im getting a good grade in getting tattoos #but fr fr i love this tattoo so much its so fucking pretty and they did it so well #they also fucking choked me when they went to do my neck haha #them: this might be a little intense okay? it can be alot #me: okay ^-^#them: -puts there whole fucking bodyweight onto the side of my head and my neck-#like okay! thought you meant pain wise but nope!! its cause im gonna die!!#fr fr i was like 'oh shit im feeling light headed maybe this neck tattoo is gonna be too much for me owo'#and then i realised there was no blood reaching my brain haha

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hatake · 4 months

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fucked things up with a person i was starting to like and have been sad about it all week :(

#eh.txt #got triggered really badly a few weeks ago due to a family thing #and basically told them hey i like u but i am too emotionally damaged and don't want to catch feelings fr #and they were kind and understanding #and then i regretted it the next day and was like hey jk sorry for being crazy #and they said they've been busy but intended to reply #and then five days passed so i was like don't worry about it sorry for putting u in a weird position #lololololol #it's no biggie i just feel things so intensely and the moving process has been so stressful #cried all throughout yesterday #i hate how intense my emotions get and also how i just replay situations over and over again in my head #and my stupid brain is like ''maybe they will message u back actually''#when it's like girl we crashed three whole planes into the building it's over 😭😭#next psych app i'm gonna ask if we can up my meds bc clearly i am still a nut job :')❤#wish i had the kind of personality that was loveable but alas lolololol

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patpran · 2 years

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putting him in my MOUF

#guys who's gonna hold me back when i see him next week .#gonna run on stage and bite him #this is all /j in case u couldn't tell but it's also very tenuously so #i'm like vibrating intensely as i stare at pics of him #jeff satur

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firebird-nonnette · 11 months

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I never post, but just finished Loki s2e4 and.... what the hell?

Rant in the tags...

#loki spoilers #spoilers #like i can guess that this is leading up to some kind of TVA timeline branch #where they can get another shot at this #but everything was so choppy and scenes lacked progress or cosnequence #they were only exclamated by intense and disappointing gore or hopelessness #a real tough watch and tougher on suspending disbelief #and im nitpicking but it was only a 'magic dampener' that was keeping magic from being real in the TVA?#seems a little eh... like are infinity stones powerful now?#i had loved the idea of the TVA being a place without magic simply bc it was mysteriously separate from the rest of reality #anyways i just had to rant #old-man-yells-at-cloud style #im hoping that wasnt the end of Timely #i knew something bad was gonna happen to him when he had his cocoa #they only make characters do something that cute if theyre gonna suffer #im banking on next weeks ep being about going back on the TVAs timeline #the TVA used to be timeless but now that timeslipping is possible in the TVA i imagine that meand the TVA is now a part of 'time'#just kinda disappointed in the writing for this episode #but most marvel shows tend to have a episode 3-5 dip in quality for some reason #oh well

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tendebill · 1 year

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[wip]

school's been killing me so i've been inactive and will continue to be inactive in the nearest future. i can barely find the energy/motivation/time to draw for myself, but here's a little seph wip ive started today out of sheer desperation to draw SOMETHING lol

#anyway to draw this i had to ignore working on both of my diplomas #+preparing for next week overall and an animation assignment :3 #gonna lump all of my responsibilities on tomorrow and hope i can do it all in 1 day #also i hope im not sick #would suck if i was sick #i might be getting sick #the only thing ive been capable of is playing ow2 and writing gay fanfiction for it in my spare time #cuz even if i have a less intense school day im still exhausted cuz of the public transit #not to mention SHOUT OUT TO WEDNESDAY I LOVE WEDNESDAY #I LOVE HAVING A 1O HOUR SCHOOL DAY MHM #7am to 4pm that shit must be violating some regulations or rights idk #but the people in charge of our schedule are basically like lmao cant do anythin about that sorry #deal with it #and also this is the lite version of my schedule #cuz i have 3 hrs less than im technically supposed to have cuz the fucking photography teacher wont show up for work #and im lowkey hoping they cancel photography altogether this year for my sanity #also ive been kinda artblocked since the beginning of september #also also im lowkey hating my own art again #im just unhappy with my art #i wanna enjoy drawing and i wanna draw a lot but i just cant #plus ive been having trouble with drawing anything besides faces #like my anatomy is outta wack and its messing with me #i cant even draw characters without getting frustrated that its either just their face or a shitty attempt at a cool pose #everything i draw feels bad or uninspired #anyway #wip #tendebill ocs #tendebill art #personal #life update

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chronicillnesscaneffoffplease · 16 days

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I’ve had a few “whoops this thing I stopped doing is actually helping me” moments recently.

I’ve felt wretched and like I was coming down with the flu recently. It felt more than my normal PEM symptoms, and I was really concerned. And then I realise it’s spring, a bunch of stuff is blooming, and it’s been sooooo windy. And I stopped taking antihistamines and my nasonex sometime last year (antihistamines bc we thought it might have been causing some side effects, nasonex bc I hate the sensation of nasal sprays and need motivation to use it). Pesky hayfever. Needless to say I’m feeling much better having restarted my regimen. I felt a bit silly that I could have avoided feeing miserable though.

I went out for an appointment yesterday in my “knock about the house” shoes that are podiatrist loathed (nil ankle support, nil arch support, worn down), rather than my lace up shoes with my orthotics. After that appointment, I thought I’d check out a new store that’s opened at the shops nearby. I ended up doing a LOT of walking at the shops and today my ankles are sooooo painful and my hips been acting up. I guess it’s good to know that my shoes and orthotics are doing good things in terms of symptom prevention (as well as better longer-term outcomes) but damn do I feel ouchie.

I’m framing it as “yay negative data also tells us important things” because I gotta remember it’s not my fault when these things happen but it is good to try learn from them. And frankly, when there’s so many things going on with your health and condition management as a disabled person, it’s okay when things fall through the cracks. It’s gonna happen. Especially when there’s lots of non-disability stuff going on too. It’s okay.

#the ups and downs of chronic illness #disability #chronic illness #okay it’s been hectic recently #I had to travel for a funeral recently #and travel always fucks me up a bit #a close family pet also passed away 4 days after the human family member #that makes 4 deaths in my family in the last 12 months and it’s been a bit rough #get back home after the interstate funeral #next day is my ridiculously early class and then a long day #Friday also long with physio appt thrown in #weekend I catch up on life chores and attempt to rest #Monday I start an intensive course for uni #it’s 5hr day 5days per week and while it is an amazing class and I am having so much fun #and the teacher has been great about accomodations #I am also exhausted #I’m also making travel prep for in a few months #and this weekend especially after my shoe oopsie yesterday #I’m just feeling like death #first time in a while that I’ve needed to spend a significant chunk of time in bed #I’ve also had 2 migraines this week which is it’s own kind of warning system #but I think I’ll make it through #as I said I’m having so much fun with this class #which is learning how to do linguistic fieldwork #in a really hands on class where we work with a speaker of an underdescribed/underdocumented language #it’s so so fun and our speaker is fantastic #he’s picking up on linguistic stuff and it’s really cool how much we understand after only 5 days #and I’m getting to use some non-English lingua franca skills as well #first time I’ve used them in a non languge learning environment #unforchies I’m not gonna mention the languge we’re working on or the lingua Franca I mean bc that would lowkey doxx me

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uitzinnigmp3 · 27 days

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#honestly what is going on with me #i hate being so tired . this shit sucks #and like . logically i know that i did a lot of things today and despite the 2 month holiday i have been generally pretty busy #so why does it feel like i've done nothing at all in the past two weeks !!!!#today i did 2 loads of laundry i went grocery shopping i cooked dinner i went to my piano lesson #and yet my screentime is still at eight hours . im gonna kms #i feel so useless . what am i even doing #i should be applying to jobs but i'm not . i should be preparing for uni starting next week but the thought of opening the course schedule #already fills me with dread #i cannot wait to go back to a scheduled week but i'm already scared of the way uni is gonna fuck me up this time #like . the executive dysfunction is not going to get better ! and my courses are only gonna get more intense !!!!#fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 #its fine im fine . i Will be fine i always am #but god . this sucks #also my body feels like it is constantly deteriorating . so thats fun !!!!!#today it was my knees . why were they suddenly fucking up ?? beats me !#can everything just be normal . for once . thatd be nice #ughhhhhhhhhh #whatever #s.txt #vent

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g0thsoojin · 2 months

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#it is so difficult bc EVERYTHING reminds me of him #like every single thing....#when the sun hits in a certain way i 'remember' daydreams i've had where we walk together in the sun #like my daydreaming world is very vivid and big..#so it's very intense for me :/#and when it rains and thunders i ache bc one ofmybiggest daydreams #was to be held & also ofc have sex with him while it rains and thunders outside early in the morning...#i have built up and dreamed an entire life for us in my head #and i truly for the first time in my life WANTED it and was willing to be brave enough to do whatever it took to get there #and make it real!!!#but i felt so rejected by him time and time again after out first 2 months of intense contact every day #and when i told him i was in love with him and wanted to work it out #he didnt tell me anything of his feelings only that he had sm other things going on and he had no idea how to give me attention etc etc #or like give me anything bc he was so caught up in the chaos of his life. which i understood and wanted to give him space #and i didnt dare push it and just be like hiiiso iwanna move into u next week if i can ok bye #then iwaited and waited to just talk about it #and then he suddenly.... has a gf.....#and it just hurts so fucking bad and i wanted that reality with him #it is the ONLYYYYYY thing in my life that had made my heart come alive and now i have to let it go #i dont know how bc onlyholding his hand is smth i'd vhoose over like winning the lottery and getting rich #i want HIM so bad and i love HIM sm im gonna die

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dandelion-and-the-sharks · 2 years

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WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK THE OWL HOUSE

#the owl house #the owl house spoilers #toh #toh season three #BITCH WHAT THE FUCK.#HUNTER MY SON I WANN HUG U SO BAD #CAMILA THE BEST MOM #IM CRYING FROM MY ENTIRE BODY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK #FIRST DEAD END ENDS WITH ONLY PAIN AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT A WEEK FOR THE NEXT OWL HOUSE EPISODE #I FEEL ILL #IM GONNA THROW UP #LUZ MY DEAR I FEEL YOU SO INTENSELY I NEED TO GIVE YOU ALL THE HUGS MY GOD #I FEEL PAIN EVERYWHER #I WILL NEVER RECOVER FROM FLAPJACK

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toastsnaffler · 4 months

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love my leather boots sooo much.. polishing them at weekends is my favourite chore by far I always look forward to getting to do it :-)

#just re-lacing them rn so theyre ready for work tomorrow theyre so shinyyy muah #when my next payday comes around im gonna get a second pair so im not putting as much strain on the leather by wearing them everyday #but i think im gonna go for a different colour to my standard black.... ik solovair do similar ones in burgundy or bottle green hmm #well i have a month to think abt it before i decide!#red is my go to accent colour but green would probably fit better with my work wardrobe... and i do wear work clothes 5/7 days a week #anyway.... i need to meditate and then sleep. i usually settle down for bed 9:30 but im a little wired cuz new med change #so ive been putting it off until i feel actually tired so i wont stress abt not being able to fall asleep and then make it worse #i will probably feel pretty tired at work tomorrow but thats okay i dont have anything taxing scheduled #feeling so much better now this weekend is behind me. ik next weekend will likely be difficult again but im more prepared for it #i need to book myself this trip as well before train tix get too expensive so i have smth to look forward to next month....#just debating whether i actually want to invite other ppl or not. itd be rly nice for everyone to come but with recent events i feel-#a little delicate abt social stuff and i dont want to stress myself out and get insecure bc its meant to be a treat for me #like if i invite other ppl itll become their trip and suddenly im in the backseat third wheeling them all #and ill wish i had uninvited myself so they would enjoy it more etc but the POINT is its smth i wanna do!!!! for me!!!#we'll see how this week goes. i dont rly feel ready rn to unmute their server yet tho bc ill just make myself upset abt next weekend #letting sleeping dogs lie for now... ill come back around eventually it always takes some time to recover from mood swings that intense #okay now goodnight! xoxoxoxooxo #.diaries

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akkpipitphattana · 1 year

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DRAKE RETURN???

#SLAYYY #next week is gonna be intense #liz watches only friends #liz consumes media

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takeyourpillsbitchh · 2 years

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Galladrabbles: Kindred Spirits 🥂

I love when the @galladrabbles prompts are something with personal meaning, I love it @suzy-queued thanks for the prompt!!🖤 In the middle of a 15 hour drive because we’re moving…again. So I decided to post these now. I love you all, have a wonderfully fantastic day!!

Kindred Spirits🥂 Read from beginning here!

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“Sure, it’ll be real fun, buttercup,” Mickey rolled his eyes. The fuck does this guy think he is right now?

“You really wanna pretend like you don’t know me?” The ginger growled, stepping closer to the bar, sneering, “Gonna pretend like you weren’t whimpering for my cock as I fucked you against my hotel wall last week?”

Mickey’s knees felt weak, feeling hot at the memories that flooded his brain—the dirty talk, the hair pulling, the way those large freckled hands wrapped around his throat.

“The fuck are you even doing here?” Narrowed eyes.

Ian smirked.

“I own the place.”

#dun dun dun!!!#so they DO know each other!#we love when the boys have complicated history don’t we?#so Ian is the boss and Mickey is the son of the rival. BUT neither of them knew that and they’ve been gettin it on😉#now that they know who the other is what do we think is gonna happen?#is it gonna make Mickey pull away?#or is it just gonna make the passion that much more intense?#NEXT WEEK we find how exactly WHO Ian is 😘#galladrabbles #mickey milkovich #ian gallagher #gallavich #chey writes #kindred spirits #chey drabbles

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izzy-b-hands · 1 month

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My doctor messaging me at 12:30 in the morning to tell me she wants to do a telehealth visit abt the side effects I'm having with my new Lamotrigine dose (including worse insomnia than my usual insomnia, as u may have guessed lmao) is. something.

#text post #like i know why i am awake babe why are YOU awake this late #and god why do we have to do another visit #they aren't bad enough to make me stop this dose and i haven't been on the new dose long enough to let it even out #can i not just Not have to do another uncomfortable visit where even if things turn out okay after #i later feel like I'm still not being wholly trusted/treated like i know my body and how i feel #i had worse side effects restarting this med months ago and we didn't have any additional visits for that #they fucking forgot to even book me for a f/u and i had to call in and beg for one basically #and then they misbooked it for the wrong reason and with the wrong doctor #and made it out like it was my fault when i made clear i begged and told the receptionist i spoke to to book said appt #that it needed to b with my doc for the Lamotrigine and that i hadn't been told when to follow up so i was just. doing it #bc she said i needed to but then didn't say when to book it #they're trying hard and im trying to give them grace but then this shit happens and like #im tired. makes me want to go into my new doc like nah never mind im fine. don't ask me nothing and i won't bug you with anything #unless im dying or nearly dead already.#would suck beyond believe attempting to raw dog life mostly again but goddamn. im so sick of this lack of stability with my care #anyway. probably an appt next Tuesday which is great #that's the week of the weekend that i work again and the week before my bday #(a bday I'll be working now which I'm not normally irked abt but. i am a bit rn)#so cool. yeah. let's stack anxiety and fear over a medical appt on top of everything else for that week #and that's not counting that this weekend I've been tasked with buying and getting signed a v expensive and rare figure #for my mum's bf and I'm kind of terrified im gonna fuck it up #he paid for tickets to the con the figure will be sold at and that the person he wants to sign it will be at #so if i fuck this up he'll want (understandably) to be paid back asap for that #and that's money i don't fucking have rn #i really wish she had waited till the actual day proper to contact me bc i couldn't sleep before this #and now i definitely cant bc like #it's dumb. but what if she takes my med away. it isn't perfect but it works better than any other med I've tried #what if she wants me to try a new one. i cant do that and b dealing with major side effects during the intense work schedule #that'll be happening for me v soon and then into November

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sydney-carton-of-sour-milk · 9 months

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gonna be on a bit of a brief hiatus for this week and probably next as I sort through life-business and do the last couple steps for the big project I’ve been working on for 2024! 👀👍

#heads up #gonna try to make time probably next week to get everything situated!#I’m hoping the whole thing can be finished in one intense half-week or so #it’s so exciting I can’t WAIT to debut it!

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