#the only other servers im in are me + 1 friend or me + 2 of my friends‚ friend servers

[nomairuins]

i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is

[skunkes]

i dont mean this in a rude way at all and its more coming from somebody who has always struggled socializing even online but when ppl have asked me if id ever make a Skunkes Brand Discord Server...its like... 1. No 2. asking me that alone is already very showing of us being two extremely severely completely different people

*spongebob flying ice cream truck* this is not me being mean about ppl who do make servers looking for ppl to discuss their own art and interests with

[nomaishuttle]

worst day ever

[ghastbutlikegay]

i still regularly think about that time someone in a discord server, upon meeting me for the first time, said some shit like "heh. why do you always hurt me?" and i was like what. and then they said "oh. sorry. i.. mistook you for someone else" and every time i remember that i temporarily think maybe i should name myself something other than Cupid because people LOVE to be cringe about my name

[nordarknessdimsthesky]

A linguistic analysis of tumblr hyperbole in the tags

This post expands my previous analysis of hyperbolic reactions to cluster tags by themes. There were too many themes, some of them overlapping, to create a cohesive graph. Instead, I present several overarching themes from a data set of 50 tags observed and documented in various corners of tumblr.

1. Feeling Normal™️

Tags within this cluster profess Normal feelings (read: extreme excitement, enthusiasm, obsession, derangement, etc.).

#mmmmrrrghuhhhhghhh #I'm so normal about it teehee #absolutely not rending my clothing #feeling very normal and not feral at all #i will simply never recover #gif sets sent to personally destroy me #i can't cope #the eyes #i'm a puddle #i am INCONSOLABLE #i am DISTRAUGHT #IM NOT OKKAAAAAAYYYYYY #FEELING TOTALLY ONE HUNDRED PERCENT NORMAL

2. Feralness

The following data points conjure animalistic behavior. There’s a non-zero amount of biting and chewing involved.

#chomping biting barking #biting my arms off #rattling my cage #[incoherent biting noises] #chewing glass #chewing through wood #*shaking the bars of my enclosure* HELLO!!!!!!!! #climbing the walls #biting gnawing chewing #im gonna rip off my front door and eat it

3. Noisy Emotional Outbursts

These tags encompass crying, screaming, yelling, and other loud reactions.

# shaking sobbing crying #SCREAMIIIING BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL #*no thoughts only wailing* #i am SOBBING #IM CRYING LIKE A BITCH #*just fucking yelling* #S C R E A M #screeching into a pillow #brb sobbing for 5-7 business years

4. Throwing

All of these tags except the last one involve being thrown instead of throwing things. I, personally, am entertained by the range of places/situations people are throwing themselves into.

#i am going to THROW MYSELF into the SEA #hurl me into the sea #hurl me into the sun #trebuchet me into the sun #hurl me straight at europa #vent me out of an airlock #slam me against a wall #put me in a box and throw me down the stairs #throwing myself into traffic you know? #just defenestrate me already #defenestrate me #absolutely hurl me through plate glass #i'm going to start tossing furniture

5. Bodily Harm

There’s a good deal of overlap with the previous theme. Nearly all of the tags involving throwing would result in varying degrees of bodily harm. Here are the tags outside of the Throwing subgroup.  

#im going to throw upppppp #tearing my hair out #banging my head against the wall #SCREAMIIIING BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL #biting my arms off #microwaving myself #crumple me up and microwave me

6. Absurdism

My personal favorite cluster. The imagery conjured and resulting comedic hyperbole is just [chef’s kiss].

#im gonna rip off my front door and eat it #crumple me up and microwave me #put me in a box and throw me down the stairs #defenestrate me #absolutely hurl me through plate glass

7. Keysmashes

These tags center less around meaning and more around style, so they form the last group. A handful of these could fall under Noisy Emotional Outbursts because they represent reaction noises. In my linguistic judgment, keysmashing increases the hyperbole – consider augh versus aughfhghghghhh – the latter reads as prolonged and more intense emotionally.

#aghdjakgsjadhjaka * #hrhrhrhgnnnghhhhh #aughfhghghghhh #mmmmrrrghuhhhhghhh #I'm so normal about it teehee #waughfhghghh #oughhhhghghhh

*one digression in a friend discord server was how people interpret keysmashes in their minds. Some hear the first couple letters and then some sputtering, others hear static. It’s a common joke that you need a minor in linguistics to understand conversations in this friend group. Such is the nature of things when the chaos linguist energy is strong.

[sereh624]

@plaqying, the dear host of redacted awards 2024!!

reasons why you should vote me for the the ivan fan!!

i dont really post about ivan because of the reaction it usually gets me on tumblr!! but i can post about why im his no#1!!!!! for others seeing this please be nice!! im a real person w real feelings

ivan was the first redacted boy i'd listened to, and literally instantly i was hooked. i spent like, i'd say maybe five nights in a row pulling all nighters to binge his playlist and learn his story, and even to this day i'll automatically gravitate to his playlist to listen to whenever i'm doing something and need background noise.

i really love to do analysis on his character, like, all the time. i usually dump it in my me-only server, but occasionally i do do it w my friends in my redacted server!! even though i'd say i'm well=versed in his story, more than most people, anyway, it took a while for me to learn about vega and his side of ivan's story.

for smaller, more insignificant reasons why i'm 'the' fan, i have 2-3 drafts breaking down ivan's storyline and vega's influence in the situation, and what exactly occured when he was with baby ( thank u vega fan moots 4 helping!! ), i cant really prove this without posting it but i fear the wrath of hateful anon redactedtumblr so i'm hoping my word proves that? i can also send you my thoughts in dms if it's something you want to know/prove.

most importantly of all, i own this image ( that was my discord profile picture for a while )

the ivan fandom is scarce and i'm the president!! also, side note about that, me being his fan doesn't mean i condone what he did to baby, and now that i've had a chance to learn about vega too, i think while there is a part that should acknowledge vega's influence, ivan can be held accountable for a lot of the stuff that happened. i just have a really big interest in his character and i've always loved yandere characters ( omg freeak!!! )

@miya-akiko can vouch for the times i've said "im listening to ivan" or "im gonna listen to ivan"!! many . many times.

if you don't like it / find it weird i'd be happy to explain what stems my interest! i think more people in the redacted community should get off their moral-high horses and be less judgemental, and i'd like to be a catalyst for that.

uhh uhh yeah . thats it . i dont really mind if i do or dont get the "award" or not but it'd be pretty cool!! :3

[pastara-cell]

Me when someone willingly asks me to drop my hyper fixation head-canon list: (im so normal about them i swear 🙏)

Okay so, i’ve found out that despite these being rather new headcanons (made within the last 2 months) they’re rather outdated 😔. I based a lot of them on a story i made for them, which i now see as SUPER ooc, so i’m sharing around 2/3 of my list now, and dropping the other 1/3 when its updated to fit more towards the actual characters, rather than based off my silly little daydreams

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General story headcanons:

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>They started talking to eachother after school, because sean stayed after school to clean the music room, and drew had detention. They both left around the same time, which meant they bumped into eachother. Drew wasnt too outwardly hostile to sean (considering that sean’s older, and the only music club member he doesn’t actively tease), so sean took some time to question him on stuff. long story short, they had a heart to heart, figured out they didnt hate eachother, drew started staying after school to hang out with him, and they got together after a while (I have a whole ass story but this is a summary of it)

>The relationship is kept rather secret from the music club and the dromies. (Music club because they dont necessarily love drew, and the dromies because they’re little shits and would tease Drew endlessly/pos)

>Sean’s helping drew out on his redemption arc. they talk a lot, sean makes sure he isnt overthinking or blowing situations out of proportion. Drew’s extremely grateful for it, and as a result, is a lot less stressed out. (We love communication and healthy relationships 🙏🤍)

>They bonded a lot over shared home-life issues, specifically with parents and no siblings. Drew and sean both shared their experiences with being the authority family-figure in their friend group (sean being the ‘big brother’ of the music club, and drew being the ‘dad’ of the jomies)

>Drew’s love languages are quality time and giving gifts, while sean’s are quality time and doing acts of service. Safe to say they both love spending time together, and do it often

Random ass headcanons that are canon because i said so/silly:

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>They play Nintendo games together, VERY specifically Nintendo games. Sean likes the soundtrack and the controls, and Drew is down to play literally any game ever so long as he’s spending time with him

>Sean stays over at drew’s house a lot when things get rough at home.

>When sean comes over on rough home nights, Drew cooks for him and absolutely pampers the shit out of sean. Heated blanket, meals if needed, snacks, gifts, and lots of cuddles and hugs. Sean enjoys it, but makes sure that drew sits down and just spends time with him without overworking himself

>Neither of them are big on kissing, not that they’re necessarily against it, but they prefer holding hands, cuddling, or handshakes. They have the most epic handshake ever actually, the most ever one to ever exist and its theirs

>They both love toread e-books, so they tried to do it together one time, but sean takes his time and drew is a speedreader. Safe to say that it was a one time thing

>Drew and sean have a joint minecraft server together, they both live in the same house. Drew does all the fighting, and sean does all the building. Neither of them can do redstone

>Sean calls drew “beau” as a petname, drew calls sean “babe”

>They text a lot, but due to their relationship being secret, they have eachother saved as ‘Jimmy’ and ‘scott’/ref and say that they’re just friends in seperate states. (I love you flower husbands…)

>Drew helps sean clean out the music room occasionally after school, but is EXTREMELY wary of his surroundings, just incase anyone would walk in. Sean isn’t as worried

>Sean very often reassures drew that besides school, drew is his top priority, and that he means the world to him. Drew enjoys this greatly, but wont admit it.

>Sean can read drew’s rbf perfectly

>Daisy mayyyy or may not know that they’re together. “Perhaps they’re really good friends?” (That girls got eyes everywhere…/vpos)

>Drew and sean text eachother during passing periods, and during lunch, and occasionally in class

>Seans really good at science, whereas, drew’s a lot better with language arts. They help eachother out on tests, but neither of them are good at math

>adding onto that, Drew’s in an advanced english class (he learns with seniors) so he managed to pull a few strings to get into sean’s class. (They sat next to eachother ‘on accident’)

>sean’s very set on open communication in their relationship, which drew is new to. They’re both going through it together, and guess what, mr plum over here is gonna heal 💪🔥 (slowly, but surely)

>Sean helps drew out with genshin events

>does Sean propose to drew after he gets his dipoma and heads off to college in another state because i said so and these are my headcanons? Yes, yes he does 🔥🔥/silly

>Engagement is kept a secret until Drew graduates as well, he thanks ‘his fiancée’ when receiving his diploma

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I skipped out on a lot of em, but its taking too long to write all of these out so i’ll put more in the next wave and fill in their story a bit more 👍👍

I love them guys they deserve the world….(angst fic coming soon/j)

( @rosypenguins )

[terraliensvent]

Not a vent’ asking a question. Out of genuine curiosity do you actually like Terraliens as a species? A majority of CS vent blogs seemingly want the species to die or fail as an end result.

Isn’t the whole point of vent blogs to give people a space to actively point out problems to make the community better as a whole. Reblog to make it die faster or run out of the community feels conflicting to what the blog is actually supposed to achieve. Do you want it to get better? It seems like you do. Or are you actually hoping it gets worse to increase engagement.

So general question would be do you hate Terraliens? What’s the end goal for you? 🤔

this is a loaded question for me at the moment haha

personally, ive been in terras since april 2023, so basically since the start. ive seen every controversy pretty much first hand, was an avid reader of the terra blogs previous to mine, and terras was the first species i put my whole heart in and tried to interact with the community in. initially i really wanted the species to get better, when they had the suggestion threads i was an avid poster

then over and over again mods just kept failing in the simplest of ways. this blog was made february of 2024, a few months after the first psa and ownership change. i still thought terras could be good but there were just too many blockers, esp from coy and civ after learning some behind the scenes info from the psa

then the Reckoning came and i hoped it really would go down, if only that meant making the species totally open

when tycho became owner i really was hopeful considering the facts that previous mods completely disavowed vent blogs like mine, but shortly before he became owner tycho reached out to ask my thoughts on stuff around the species (you can see that in my post about The Reckoning), when the species fell in his lap i honestly thought there was going to be big change. for a while there was, like new assets in the item channels, feedback forms, etc. but then there were also the nagging issues that never went away from before, like hiring friends for staff, weird unspoken rules, and a horrible approval process

for the past few days ive been thinking, man this really doesnt seem like its worth it. the same issues are starting to pop up again, and the mods currently just twist and turn making up their justifications for moving the goalpost. i dont like a lot of the new designs, dont really have any myos i want to make, and im not pulled in by the new events.

my end goal initially when making this blog was that i wanted terras to get better and make the easy changes everyone wanted, but now i think the better course of action would be for it to die. make it an open species and just let people run with it, because over the 2 and a half years of this species there has never once been such an attitude of unity and happiness among terra community than on that one night in april where the species WAS open.

honestly? im days away from voiding all my terras and fucking all the way off (ill still stay in the server though, i couldnt imagine anyone else running this blog and i think its become a necessary place for everyone. i imagine there would be at least some outcry if i were to shut it down, lol). once i finish my current obligations, im trading all my shit. its exhausting to have been doing this back and forth for improvement for over 2 years now, and its just so much more effort than its worth when i could be putting my whole heart into other up-and-coming projects. it hurts when a thing you really loved and found happiness in just has too many glaring issues to ignore

i think its a bad look when most of your oldest members who have been there since near day 1 decide this shit isnt worth it anymore and want to be done with it. its a bad look when someone who cared so much to make full essays about this species on an entire blog dedicated to it decides that its just not worth trying to "fix" anymore.

and i kind of hope a lot of other members come to that same conclusion and cause it to die.

[oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat]

» ⟬ Hearthfire Masterpost ⟭ «

This is my fanfic for the TSS Storytime Big Bang event. Chapters will be posted on Tumblr slowly throughout the day.

Feel free to read this story on Tumblr or ao3!

Rating: T (Teens and Up)

Pairings: gen, background qpp Logince

Summary: Orange accompanies Thomas and the Sides through a story of healing, getting listened to, a reveal of who Orange really is, and how Hope can look when the metaphorical plane is crashing down. As the story continues, strange and unfamiliar feelings arise between the creative and the logical. Brothers and old family reconnect, Sides get recognized for all of their contributions, and some adjust to the shades of grey mindset as a certain someone no longer has to watch from the shadows. Thomas learns what Hope and healing means, all with some help from a citrus-enthusiast as his Sides find Hope and truce within each other.

Warnings: Insecurity, Implied/Referenced Dissociation, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Accidental Self-Harm, Minor Blood, Spiders Used As a Metaphor, Parasitic Worms Mention, Worm Eggs Mention, Innuendos, Burn Scars, Weapons, Minor Violence, Threats, Burns, Fire, Touch-Starvation, Overstimulation, Repression, Emotional Repression, Fear of Vulnerability, Implied/Reference Intrusive Thoughts, Hopelessness

Word Count: 75k+

◅ Thanks & Art ▻

I want to thank everyone at @tss-storytime for organizing and putting their energy towards this event. It was so much fun to be a part of, and I hope there's many more years to come. I would also like to thank everyone in the TSS Storytime server for being so encouraging! Writers, Artists, Betas, Pinchhitters -- everyone was wonderful, and I'm glad to have met all of you.

Thank you to the wonderful artist who made art for my fanfic, @canvas-the-florist. Their art helps brings this story alive in such a lovely way. Link to their art is below.

Below is the link for Canvas' art

◅ The Story ▻

× Chapters ×

Prologue | Before 1 | The Daily Qualms of Rainbow and His Colours 2 | About One But Not the Other 3 | How to Hide in Pain: An Autobiography by Red 4 | The Armadillo and the Dog 5 | Avoidance 6 | There Will Be Hopeless Days (and That’s Okay) 7 | An Apologetic Bumblebee Talks to a Royal Cardinal 8 | 'Friends' is Too Kind a Word 9 | To Write a Cliqué Letter 10 | Reconnection 11 | When Six was Four was Three 12 | Another Meeting, Another Chance 13 | “And of Course, There’s Another One. I Just Can’t Have a Normal Personality, Can I?” 14 | Something Anew, Something Blue 15 | Anger is Hopeful, and So is Your Circumstance

(all chapters linked above are Tumblr links)

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Taglist: @lost-in-thought-20 @thegoldenduckie @not-sure-what-im-feeling

Let me know if you wanna be added on or taken off the taglist! I will only be tagging y'all on the Masterpost to avoid spam, but I will update this taglist if anyone wants to be added.

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◅ Official Playlist ▻

[tea-and-secrets]

So there is this fan server for a fandom im in. And one of the mods is named [Character] CEO. This person mischaracterizes the HELL out of this character. In canon, she is a confident ‘knows what she wants’ type of person who has deep insecurities regarding social status, she doesn’t beg or plead for anything and while she certainly does care for her friends, she is at times harsh with any criticism she gives them. However [Character] CEO characterizes her is this ‘soft girlfriend’ to another character and the ‘mom friend’. Also did I mention this character is a black woman. The only black female character in the show, who has no true motherly qualities in canon, is being characterized as the mom friend. WHEN THERE IS A WHOLE OTHER CHARACTER WHO IS MORE QUALIFIED TO BE ‘the parent friend’. Like be SERIOUS. This person doesnt talk about the character unless its 1. In relation to being shipped with another character (who is male) or 2. Actually no they barely tall about her unless its in relation to shipping. God.

The urge to rant in the fandom tag, even though they’d see it and recognize me, is so strong.

.

[xxlemon-chanxx]

Is it not stalking to sneak your way into someone's private discord server to dig up dirt against them when all they were doing was venting to their friends? I'm confused! You both seem a bit yikes to me ngl. Am I missing something?

So, from what Griff/Horse had said about the doc, I can understand how it might come across as Griff only talking bad about Magpie in private. I can assure you, that is not the case. The doc has all sorts of slides that depict this, but I’m going to show you some of them right now

Not to mention, the entire reason I was introduced to this drama in the first place was because Griff approached ME about the drama. That’s also in the document pinned on my blog if you want to see that. They listed a bunch of accusations about Magpie, and I didn’t feel comfortable taking those claims at face value without some kind of evidence backing it up, so I looked into them and three weeks later I publish a PDF listing all of the evidence I was given. If Griff hadn’t approached me that day, I probably wouldn’t know who they were.

I think another misconception is that I snuck into a private discord to get screenshots, and I have two things to say about this:

1. I don’t use any ALTs other than my Wittebrainrot blog that promotes the server I run, and I usually don’t ever use it unless we’re doing an event—like the holiday collection we did for Christmas. I don’t do Anon asks, I don’t like using ALTs, if I want to talk to someone privately I’ll DM them and try to have a conversation there. I like being blunt and direct when I talk to people. I also don’t have any ALTs for any social media and try to stick with the name “lemonchan” or some variation of it. I was never in Horse’s server(s) personally. All of the screenshots that show the discord chats came from other people

2. It wasn’t a private discord. It was public to anyone with a link, and Griff gave those links out to people who would ask for them. The “moles” were people who had been in the servers for weeks or months before I came along, and they had started documenting whenever Horse would slander Magpie because they either

a. Were originally on Griff’s side but had grown tired of seeing the pattern of hate and were only sticking around to see what would come next.

Or b. Had joined the server because they already heard what Griff had been saying and wanted to document that.

In either case, I didn’t directly cause any new “moles” to enter griff’s server, they were already there.

And, just so this is on record, Griff has had people spy on other servers before, and I do have screenshots of that as well.

Im not going to sit here and be like “BAH! HAVING INFORMANTS IN SERVERS IS BAD!” Because that would be hypocritical of me. I do think that having people that are able to tell you what’s happening in places you can’t be is useful. I also think it’s very funny that Griff freaked out when they learned that there were people sympathetic to Magpie in their server who were sending me screenshots, because they have a track record of doing the same thing.

[nutzworth]

today begins my homestuck reread. i wanted to start it yesterday january 1, 2024 but i got busy. so we begin today

PREFACE: i wanted to download the unofficial collection and read it thus, but it didnt WORK cus of my accursed mac. so. im on the unofficial collection website. also i debated on how exactly to do my liveblogging and decided on actually liveblogging in my friend's discord server and then translating the day's reading to text on tumblr. so!

DAY 1: JANUARY 2, 2024

STATS: read for ~3 hours pages read: 1-381. 380 pages slur count: 3. john, rose, dave. all r slur silly count: 3. jade, rose, rose. jade about dave; rose about herself piss count: 1/3. howie mandel strikes again

THOUGHTS:

ive found a lot of overlooked aspects of especially john and dave. whether or not these are "i never noticed she was holding corn on the plate!" encanto aspects or not is undecided. people tend to interpret john as having eaten cake his whole LIFE when instead it was just on 4/13 because it was his birthday. dave has A BUNCH of ironic blogs and websites that he never shows. ive only seen sbahj and his personal blog so that was kind of a shocker to me. thats all the overlooked aspects i guess lol in addition to john talk: all of his dad's harlequin merchandise is soooo cute. i wouldnt be annoyed if my dad put all this harlequin stuff in my house theyre so silly and bright dave is REALLY ANNOYING. i kind of forgot. he sounds so different from how he sounds later in the comic and how he does in my head. he does a rap in the pages i read and the first part was good but the second part was bad. rose and her relationship with her mom is JUST like me fr...... ugh. rose is so me but if i was like way pettier. something about them strikes me. mommy issues i guess. being spiteful towards your mother when your mother is just trying her best. something. oh well i was thinking about the strilondes and their conceptions of irony and its been affecting how i interpret the text. dirk and rose get irony; dave and roxy do not. dave tries to mimic what he sees in bro, but only scratches the surface of true mind games. he fails at being ironic, though he is cool i guess (for other reasons). rose interprets her mother's vaccuuming as an "ironic housewife routine" which broke my heart. rose gets irony; roxy does not. (this is also how their one-sided passive aggressive one-upmanship operates. rose is ironic; roxy is not). ive also been keeping track of the times in canon which is also corn on the plate level but whatever. johns doing this all at FIVE PM. brother thats dinner time for me. a meteors coming for you and youre playing this game and suddenly youre in another dimension and its FIVE THIRTY! ugh. daves like oh man i gotta fight my bro to get a sburb game to save my buddy rose and its like SEVEN PM! jesus! so night time. some dirk and dave mirrors: manbro bukkake theater. didnt notice dave said that?!??! ben stiller instead of rainbow dash above the closet door. awesome. sylladexes and fetch modii are crazy and i think its so interesting how hussie focuses on them so much in these first acts. i saw something a while ago about how fetch modii mirror people's thought processes and thought it was cool. dave thinking STOP! = 7 and then that releasing his sword (in 7 spot) was really cool. i love fetch modii they make no sense also some pages havent been working and its kind of driving me up the wall :-/ some flashes dont have sound and daves sound mixer DIDNT WORK AT ALL! but thats fine rather that than one of the gaming flashes where you walk around.

think thats it for today. thanks everypony

[unholyverse]

i want to know i want to know about it so bad tell me about it. please

ok a lot of people sent me the asks for it but i will answer yours because :3

sorry in advance for formatting i’m on my phone and tumblr never shows me the right image thumbnails

ok so sometimes i’ll subscribe to the slumber podcast patreon bc. honestly i think they’re more enjoyable together when they’re being boring and talking about mundane shit. but one of the times i wasn’t, i see this on the podcast twitter

and me <- fic writer with morbid interest wanted to see what the fuss was all about because:

travis is writing a fic about his very real and personal friends

travis is writing a fic about his very real and personal friends’ to the theming of the album (that’s supposed to be) about religious guilt and sexuality that as far as i know, said writer of said album has not discussed with him because of the nature of it

this was set in travis’ knockoff pokemon au he sells books of on amazon (i don’t think awsten has read any of his books including this one)

on top of that when i open the first chapter, he says he wants to post this to ao3 when it’s done. i want to punt him to a wall until he goes splat like a cartoon before he’s able to do that.

ok so this is where the terror starts for real. there’s only 5 chapters up so far but each chapter is supposed to correspond with a track on intellectual property (which is 11 tracks….)

so we start on chapter 1: ST*RFUCKER

in this chapter, awsten goes back home from his pop star life in whatever in universe equivalent to la travis has and back to the in universe equivalent to houston while he muses on a recent falling out with some oc travis also made up named ash.

oh did i mention im pretty sure travis made everyone gay in this. bc he did. travis made everyone gay in this.

and here’s when i start to see some of the notes other friends have made about travis’ writing from reading his other books. it’s almost like…too travis than anyone he’s trying to write lol. it feels like i’m just reading travis self projecting more than writing the thoughts of another character (who is. his irl friend)

so awsten gets reacquainted with his parents who are loving but just don’t Understand him and his big city habits and clothes now but it’s fine.

oh and travis made jawn and awsten have a past hookup in this. did i mention that bc he made that a thing.

the chapter ends with awsten not getting a text back from ash and getting pissed at it in his childhood bedroom.

and that brings us to chapter 2: real super dark

travis starts this with awsten having a post coital convo with ash and flashes forward to the present where ash won’t text him back.

as awsten is mourning this, he starts thinking about how at least he never wrote a song about him and travis makes awsten muse on the ciara situation but replaces her with a guy literally called NAMELESS.

normal things to write about your irl friend hahahahaha <- i’m starting to lose my mind but know this isn’t the worst of it.

after this is the part where travis texts awsten to come to a party at his place and it becomes very apparent how much travis has fucked with his own self characterization LOL.

here, travis characterizes himself as an avid drinker and party boy that awsten begged to go to the in universe equivalent of la with him, but travis stood his ground and stayed back home. in real life, i think travis is like a sentient piece of white bread and the general coolness of a high school anime club. also i feel like awsten ignores travis sometimes for his other friends. sorry travis.

when it hits me again that this is something i paid $5 for and this is a guy writing incredibly self indulgent and personal fic that is too self indulgent and personal to be a joke, i stop to ask a discord server of friends if this is insane (they agree it is) and continue on.

in the end, awsten flashes back to another post coital moment with ash before he’s supposed to leave and i have to read the implications of awsten banging the oc travis made up again.

that was kind of a nightmare just from the bare bones of it right? it gets worse. it gets so much worse.

here comes chapter 3: funeral gray (he spelled it like that bc fuck british spelling we’re in the us of a 🦅🦅🦅🦅)

so awsten is at travis’ place which is kind of a shithole and i assume travis starts projecting about his own neighborhood through fic!travis for like a paragraph.

the party sucks and awsten isn’t really around any of his friends so he goes to leave but notices some guy in a gray sweater outside doing the in universe equivalent of filling up his pokédex with one of the creatures under someone’s car.

then after that we have to have this bit of dialogue that reaffirms to be that this song’s lyrics taken literally is probably the most annoying conversation ever.

awsten introduces himself to the guy, who immediately clocks him as a pop star he’s heard on the radio.

then travis ruins the moment by showing up drunk and telling awsten to come back in, where jawn is there and it’s not that awkward for them to hang out despite their weird hookup.

they try catching awsten up with local gossip while making themselves out to a fire pit and awstens still trying to find out who the guy he met with the sweater was. by pure coincidence, the sweater guy is outside having a smoke and awsten is crushing hard like an idiot and then we get the reveal that sweater guy is geoff.

yep. we just got gawstened.

now here you might ask, “oh the friend groups all there where’s otto?”. he is literally not in this. at all. i assume there’s a lot of reasons he’s not in this (he’s not close enough to otto, he doesn’t know enough about him in general, possible jealousy on travis’ part on. things?) but either way. he’s not in this shit at all which i find to be a mercy to otto but also. rather interesting. hm.

ok this got too long that tumblr won’t let me post the rest of the screenshots so i have to do a part two which i’ll prommy i’ll link here later i just refuse to type this shit out myself and i need to show you how this is something he is actually posting.

edit from the future: here’s part 2

[rulerzreachf4n7]

Unpopular opinion: the TADC fandom actually sucks, from the sexualization of Pomni and Jax, and to how it's becoming popular in not a good way, I'll also be rating ships as well >_<

Also sorry if you're just trying to find some cute ship art and see this 💀💀💀

Don't attack me for my opinions it makes you look fucking stupid

1. Ragatha x Pomni (Pomnitha) 5/10

Lowkey actually a really cute ship but I feel like Ragatha is more a mom figure to Pomni than a love interest

Jax x Pomni (Poax? Jaxi? Idk 💀💀) 3/10

It's mid, don't really see much other than I see them as siblings/friends

Jax x Ragatha (Jaxagtha? Idk what else) 2/10

Another mid one to me, I find them as friends really

Jax x Gangle (Gangax? Sounds goofy 💀) 0/10

Bro literally picked on him in pilot 💀💀 it's just mid

Caine x The Moon 10/10

Silly, goofy, plus I think it's really cute (*’(OO)’*)

Kinger x Queenie (I think that's her name I forgor) it's 10/10

I don't really care abt it that much, it's cute ig...

And that's all the ships I'm rating! Here's all the ships that I'm pretty sure exist but I haven't seen any fan art or anyone talk about

Pomni x Caine

The Sun x The moon

Caine x that ball idk their name but is annoying asf

Jax x Zooble

Zooble x Gangle

Aaand that's all I could think of

And with that I'll go inside the fandom

I haven't seen any necessarily toxic or bad fans but if there is then I guess I just haven't been in the fandom for that long,I only use apps like Tumblr,Pinterest, and Discord to find content, sometimes Wattpad but still, I don't use apps like Reddit or Twitter or other apps like that or even have them installed.

The fan art...oh fucking god where do I begin, there's two sides, pretty cute, cool, wholesome fan arts, cool as fuck OCs, and then...the NSFW/R34 fan arts, fortunately I haven't seen any gross fan art so that's good!

The popularity...im so sorry to say this but it's popular in like a Wednesday, Stranger Things, Friday Night Funkin way... Like, a bad popular not a good popular, like, a click bait YouTube video and spam/repetitive games on roblox with like 3 players in a server...im so sorry...

[djoekeeryy]

about me

hi all! i decided I’d finally write out a little introduction as well as rp guidelines, it’s long overdue <3

i go by nix or nixxie, she/her and im 22! im in the cst timezone. a few fandoms im in include stranger things, the walking dead, spree, and supernatural. i really love to write, and im always coming up with new ideas. im a huge fan of joe keery and it’ll become obvious very fast haha.

roleplay guidelines

so first, I’ll only roleplay with you if you’re eighteen or older. please don’t bother messaging me if you’re under eighteen, you’re just wasting your time because I won’t respond.

I only roleplay on discord in private servers. we can chat in tumblr dms for a bit to get to know each other and make sure we click, then I’ll give you my discord user! i usually don’t post it everywhere just to avoid getting random requests all day that never end up even talking to me, i’d prefer chatting before hand <3

i don’t have any triggers, but please tell me yours and i will respect them.

i do double up. i mainly do oc x cc, sometimes I’ll do oc x oc but I’ll rarely if ever do cc x cc. it’s just not my thing personally and i get bored of it rather quickly.

i love plotting and headcannoning, we can plot as much as you would like! i also love talking ooc and making friends with my rp partners. I don’t mind chatting between replies or even just talking if you feel like taking a break from replies!

i love romance plots, and angst, hurt/comfort, horror, tragedy, darker themes are all stuff i enjoy doing. of course I don’t mind sweeter stuff like general romance and fluff! honestly im down for anything.

if we share the same love interest, i don’t mind doubling up and writing as the same love interest for you! we can just gush about them together, i dont mind at all!

if you see anything that interests you and you’d like to roleplay and/or become friends, please don’t hesitate to message me! my roleplay requests are currently open!

what i’m looking for

so with all of that being said, here’s a small list of fandoms im currently on the hunt for, as well as the status of them and my preferred love interests. again, if we share the same love interest, I don’t mind writing as the love interest for you as well!

- Stranger Things:

Status; seen all seasons

Love Interest; Steve Harrington

- Spree:

Status; finished movie

Love Interest; Kurt Kunkle

- Fargo:

Status; watched seasons 1&2, watching 5 as it comes out

Love Interest; Gator Tillman

- The Walking Dead:

Status; seen up to season eight

Love Interest; will be another OC of mine

tags & credit

credit for the divider goes to @cafekitsune !!

[vasyandii]

omg I HAVE™️ to know more about Aloke

SCREAMS YAYAYAYAY OKOKOK IM GONNA INFO DUMP ABOUT ALOKE (IM GONNA GIVE YOU AN ENTIRE LIST OF ALOKE INFORMATION)

So this big guy on the left is Aloke, He was originally an oc for a role playing thing my friends on discord but I separated him into his own thing because the server we were on got deleted without warning, so most of this stuff is lost to time.

Here’s some basic stuff to know about him:

He’s born in 800 BC to the Surasena Kingdom (Modern day Uttar Pradesh) the universe he’s in is set around the early 1200s, so he’s around 2000 years old (He just says he’s 40, it’s lore relevant I promise)

Here’s some silly stuff I did for research, or what remains of it xD a lot of crossing out of kingdoms, the languages they spoke, etc. it was really fun to do! I know it would’ve been easier for me to just pick out a random place in the era, but I find it more entertaining to add an extra bit of effort-

He’s 8ft tall, and weighs 1 ton.

He didn’t originally look like this! He was a regular guy before the “Au Gods ™️“ cursed him into what he is

He has legs AND a tail! I thought this idea of having the “fish” Aloke is referenced from be an amalgamation of different things whilst ALSO having a pair of legs is a great way to emphasize what an outcast/otherworldly thing he is :0 (he’s also bioluminescent!)

His backstory (still being workshopped into something more coherent, my little hamster brain can only write so much)

he has had 6 children throughout the centuries! (They’re all deceased by the time the story takes place, but he loves them all very much!) His golden fingernails (scales basically) are a genetic trait all his kids have :D

Aloke has had 20-30 lovers in the past, that may seem like a lot, but this spans to almost 2 millennia

BIG soft spot for kids, being a father, he sees his children in every child

He knows every understandable language under the sun, the guy has a lot of free time lmao

Aloke has traveled everywhere in the ocean and land, but he prefers being on land!

here’s some little concept sketches of what attire he wore in different regions of the world :D

Aloke has territory/ hunting grounds in the ocean! Here’s a map I created for the role playing server (+ a little blurb about his first son)

i think that’s it for what I can find about Aloke, I sadly didn’t keep separate documents on him, or his other lore since the server had his complete information on there :( But thank you for listening to me ramble on about the big fish guy!

Extra sillies of Me being an Absolute BUFFOON