#the other pastas make fun of him for looking 40 at 28

[fleshdeliveryboy]

I love creepypasta bc I can basically just completely ignore the source material and make it so Liu did die but he's actually UNdead. But not like BEN and Sally where they got their physical growth stunted. Instead he ended up like more of a zombie and he started aging super fast and as long as he was in the overworld his body was basically like falling apart. He also ended up working with the police to find Jeff purely bc he wanted his brother back but he had to pretend he hated him and that he wasn't literally falling apart and looks way older than he is.

TLDR Liu is a zombie but he's also a master gaslighter

[thatfandomhoe73]

Reasons I want to live for when I’m feeling suicidal (other than ‘my family and friends would be sad’) in no particular order

1. Gender Euphoria

2. The pan flag looks fucking dope

3. Clouds

4. This alpaca

and this llama

5. When you’re making supper and you make the toast after everything else so you get to enjoy the warm buttery goodness while you sit down before it gets cold

6. Cuddling and every other type of tactile affection

7. Chocolate

8. Think of all the great fanfiction I’ll miss because I’m dead

9. Mustard

10. I still haven’t read that exhaustive list of books I want to read

11. Musicals (and all of the ones I still haven’t watched)

12. Fluffy stuffed animals and fluffy clothes

13. When my body is actually cold enough for me to get to wear a sweater!

14. I’ve never had a significant other to cuddle and love on and validate and vice versa

15. Neopronouns are so??? Fucking cool

16. This painted box of letters my friends gave me when I switched schools

17. I never remember to wear earrings

18. Feeling cute in a cute outfit

19. This Ravenclaw scarf I never wear

20. I want to grow my hair out

21. This huge oversized hoodie that my dad let me have (and I just got two oversized sweatshirts that used to be my grandpa’s!!)

22. When you wake up really early and it’s not a school day and you go outside and sit there while it’s really nice and cool (I need to do that more often!)

23. Ribbons

24. I still can’t knit!!!

25. When you listen to yourself sing and you actually sound good

26. The first time I went to a parade where I live now I saw this really sparkly Christmas ornament that they were playing with on the float and I loved it so much and I was like ‘I wish I had that’ and then the girls playing with it threw it to me and now it hangs from my ceiling

27. I now know how I identify, BUT I haven’t gone to a pride parade and celebrated it yet!

28. My cousin

29. Isabella’s lullaby puts me to sleep so easily somehow and it’s a very nice feeling

30. I want to see my little brother grow up and help him not be shitty

31. That feeling when you actually clean your room and it looks like you have your life under control

32. I haven’t seen my friends in forever

33. Showers

34. Imagine the embarrassment if mom and dad went through my phone after I die?? No thank you

35. Eating ice

36. Ice cream (how did I not come up with that one earlier??)

37. Genderfluid people are so awesome? I don’t even know how to describe it. Just like the fact that they exist makes me want to be happy with life

38. PEOPLE. ARE. SO. GORGEOUS. and somehow trans and enby and genderfluid people are gorgeous-er?? Like something about how they express themselves however the hell they want is just 👌 mmmmmmm

39. Googly eyes

40. I want to get fluent in sign language

41. The colour yellow

42. My friends are so fucking awesome (42 ‘cause it’s the answer to life the universe and everything ayyyy)

43. This specific outfit that I wore today?

44. Silk gloves

45. My history teacher (he moved and I switched schools)

46. Learning history

47. Libraries

48. That old book smell

49. That new book smell

50. Pasta

51. The words “I love you,” particularly when people say them to you/say them back

52. Cats

53. Smoothies and milkshakes!!!!

54. Romantic friendship ❤️

55. Marching band is way more fun than I expected it to be and I enjoy it more than I did concert band!

[daydreamingintheimpalax]

Little Beginnings

Dean X Reader

Warnings: Mentions of cheating, mentions of pregnancy, possible swearing. 

A/N: Just a little something i wanted to write. Dean’s 40, Reader is 28. 

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You were fucking late, again. Dean was an amazing boss, and an even better friend, but just because he was a super sweet guy, didn’t mean he was going to keep letting you get away with being late. To be fair, you were about 6 months pregnant, and it did cause for a lot of doctors appointments, which Dean had driven you to a few times when Andy was too busy at work. 

Your fiance Andy and you had been engaged for the last year, deciding you were going to wait a while before getting married, Andy was up for a possible big promotion at his design company and he wanted to focus on his work, which you more than understood, so the couple times he’d failed to be there for some of the milestone appointments, you relied on the bus, making you late, opting Dean to offer to drive you so the other staff members would stop harrassing him about special treatment. I mean, you were pregnant, and it wasn’t your fault the appointments ran longer than usual and you’d missed the bus one too many times. 

The bell above the auto shop jingled, signaling that you were finally at work, you were out of breath, stopping slightly to hold your belly. “I’m here, i’m here, i’m so sorry, it was suppsed to be a simple scan and then she thought she saw something and wanted to do a more extensive exam, and i promise next time i’ll just have her reschedule for my day off.” You gasped, out of breath from running all the way from the bus stop, all the extra weight making it harder to move fast. 

Dean waved his hand dismissively, you could see he was sort of lost, trying to work the register, Dean wasn’t good at the front end work, he was however the best mechanic in town, so he handled the cars and you handled the cash. 

“Hey, don’t worry about it, not your fault, if the doctor said you needed it then she must have been worried,” he finally stops and looks at you concerned, “Everything okay? are you and the baby okay?” He asks and you smile widely. 

“SHE and i are just fine, she was just being squirmy.” You jump a little in place, finally having found out the sex. Dean’s eyes widen and a pure look of excitement and joy crosses his face.

“No way? It’s a girl?” He asks and you nod, squealing. Dean lets out a laugh and makes his way over, pulling you into him, not caring that he’s in his greasy work coveralls. “Congratulations, sweetheart!!” He speaks, placing a small kiss to your head. 

He smells like car oil, a little musk from all the sweating from working in the extreme heat and the lingering scent of his aftershave and bodywash. It comforts you, you take a breath, taking in the smell, the familiar smell, Dean has always welcomed you with open arms, making you feel perfectly at home in his auto shop for the last 4 years. He had made you feel loved and valued when your own parents basically banished you for being pregnant before being married. If they had their way, you would’ve been married years ago, they had their opinions and beleifs and you didn’t follow them, and because of it, they hadn’t spoken to you since you told them the news. 

“Have you told Andy yet?” He smiles, you shake your head, moving around him to show him how to open the cash. “Not yet, we’re suppsed to have dinner tonight, i was going to tell him then.” You smile, hardly containing your excitement. You open the register and Dean let’s out a small ‘yes’ before squishing your face, “What am i going to do without you while you’re gone.” He speaks and pinches your nose. You shove his hand away.

“You’ll be fine, plus if you need anything, call. No questions asked, just call.” You smile widely and he returns it. 

The rest of your shift goes smoothly, you count the register at the end of the day, Dean cleans up and changes, grease still on him but for the most part he got it off, he waits for you and like a true well raised gentleman, he drives you home, not wanting you to walk or take the bus alone at night. 

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When you walk into your apartment, you don’t see Andy on the couch watching tv like he usually is, you assume maybe hes making dinner, since you are home much earlier than expected, the shop hadn’t been overly busy and Dean was so good with cars he had finished all his jobs for the day early.

You hang your coat up and walk into the kitchen, expecting to see Andy cooking, instead, your greeted with silence, with two almost empty plates on your kitchen table, but the part that makes your heart sink into your stomach is the two wine glasses, one, which has a very clear lipstick mark on it. 

A bang comes from your bedroom upstairs, the fire in you already ready to explode. You make your way upstairs, and before you realize it, your swinging your bedroom door open, a woman is sprawled on your bed, her ass in the air as your fiance drills her from behind, his one hand gripping her hair as the other rests on the headboard, she lets out a scream and he swears under his breath. Finally able to speak you clear your throat. 

“Are you fucking kidding me!” You yell and Andy freezes, the girl letting out a whine before she finally peels her head from your pillow. Your fucking god damn pillow. 

“Oh my god, who is that.” She squeals before yaking herself off the bed and away from him, holding your blanket to cover herself up. 

“I’m his fiance, his pregnant fiance. Who the fuck are you!” you scream, livid. 

Andy is up, blanket around his waist before he’s walking towards you. “Baby, this isn’t- i uh- i can explain.” He stumbles over his words, not knowing what to do or say.

You glare at him, “How long?” you ask, he shakes his head confused. “How long have you been fucking her? and don’t you dare fucking lie to me right now Andy!” You scream and he flinches, not used to your high vocals right now. 

He sighs, “Since you told me about the pregnancy.” He admits, running a hand through his hair, “Listen, i need to explain, i just, i needed a break, everything with the pregnancy has been too much to handle and im stressed with work, now the pregnany, i just, i needed to get away from it all.” He speaks and soon enough you’re in his face. 

“What are you sick of Andy? The fact you have barely been home since i told you about it? or the fact you haven’t been to one single appointment? Not the first time we got to see it, not the first time we got to hear the heartbeat, and now, you couldn’t be bothered to come find out the sex with me, it’s a girl, FYI, you havent been around for any of it. So what exactly are you sick of? you’re a worthless piece of shit, and i never want to see you again. Go fuck yourself.” You finish it off with a slap to his face, the contact is so loud, even the girl behind him flinches. 

She gives you a small smile when you make eye contact. “I’m really sorry, i didn’t know, he never mentioned you or the baby, if i had known...” she pauses, obvious guilt in her face. You shrug, “I know, do yourself a favour, find a better man to give yourself to, trust me, this one isn’t worth it.” You tell her, she swallows before grabbing her clothes and leaving the room, but not before glaring at Andy herself, “Don’t ever call me again.” She spits at him and he flinches, he tries to get close to you and you back away, skaking your head. 

“No, i’m leaving.” You spit out and he frowns, a little angry. “Where are you going? You’re pregnant and you know damn well your parents won’t take you back in.” He says it with a tone, almost like he’s proud to know that’s true, without them, you have nowhere to go. 

“I’ll figure something out, i haven’t needed you for the last 6 months, and obviously i still don’t.” You state, grabbing the prepared hospital bag you had done two months ago, for the most part it had enough stuff in it to get you by for a few days and you’d eventually come back for the rest of your stuff, preferably when Andy was away at work.

You storm out, getting into the car you had spent years saving to get, you had bought it on your own, but had decided since Andy made more money that he needed it more. As you drive away, you can hear Andy shouting, you roll down your window and catch the ending. 

“You stupid bitch, how the fuck am i supposed to get to work!” He shouts, you laugh, “Take a bus, asshole. I paid for the car!” Before you’re peeling out of what is no longer your drive way.

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Dean’s surprised when he hears his phone ring, he isn’t expecting any calls, usually Sam is the only one who calls him, to be honest, he’s pretty much lonely most of the time. 

 Sammy tries to call each week, but he’s usually busy with work or the kids so usually Dean’s alone. Some days he wishes he had done what Sam did, settle down with a nice girl, have some babies, but most of the women he had dated just wanted the idea of a hardworking attractive man by their side, when it came down to it, they backed off when they realized he’d wanted more. it worked out for the best, none of the women in his life had ever truly been longterm material, sometimes he regretted having too much fun and not enough substance, airheads only stayed interesting for so long. 

It’s 8:30 pm and he had just finished making one of his best pasta dishes if he does say so himself. He was about to dig in and turn on some criminal minds when his phone had gone off, he stares at it, not recognizing the number. 

“Hello?” He speaks and a feminine voice is heard, “Hi, may i please speak to Mr. Dean Winchester?” She asks and he clears his throat, “Uh, speaking, who is this?” he raises a brow and his heart sinks slightly when he hears her speak. 

“Hi Mr. Winchester, my name is Sadie and i am calling on behalf of Miss Y/N Y/L/N, i’m a nurse at memorial hospital and Y/N was in a small car accident earlier and she had you listed as her second  emergency contact, she refused to allow me to call her first contact.” She speaks, Dean’s barely listened, he interupts her, completely worried why he’s being called.

“What? Where is Y/n, is she okay? is the baby okay? what happened?” He talks a mile a minute before the nurse calms him down. 

“She and the baby are fine, she is however a little shaken up, can we ask that you come down here, maybe take her home, she refuses anymore help insisting she’s fine and she wont let us call her fiance.” The nurse sighs and Dean agrees. 

He reaches the hospital in 15 minutes, rushing through the place to find y/n. Eventually he finds the nurse that called and he’s led straight to the room you’re in, you’re sitting in the bed, hands on your belly, moving them around and smiling when you feel your baby move. He let’s out a relieved sigh to see you’re okay, and thankfully, still pregnant. 

“Y/N?” He speaks and your head shoots up, you let out a soft smile, he can tell you’ve been crying. “Hey Dee, glad to see you own something other than flannel and ripped jeans.” You smirk, he looks down at his sweat pants and hoddie, smiling to himself before letting out a small chuckle. 

“Theyre my comfy clothes, shut up.” He teases and you giggle. He moves closer, sitting on your bed near you. “You wanna tell me what the hell happened, sweetheart?” He asks and you look down, focused on your hands on your belly, biting the inside of your cheek. 

“After you drove me home, i walked in on Andy fucking some girl in doggy on our bed, i was furious and yelled at him before slapping him and leaving, i grabbed my to go bag and didn’t even care if it wasn’t enough and left, i took my car and just drove off, i didn’t really know where to go and i started crying because Andy was right about my parents probably not wanting me back, so i cried harder and i guess i couldn’t see clearly and went off road. It wasn’t bad, but i sorta put some dents and bumps in it, a jogger found me and insisted i go to a hospital and called the abulance.” You shrugged. 

Dean scoffed, “Are you fucking serious, the nerve of that jackass, i swear if i ever see him i’m gonn-” You cut him off. “Dee, it’s not worth it, i’m mostly just mad at myself for not seeing it, the missed appointments, the constant late nights, he didn’t want this, the marriage, the pregnancy, he wasn’t ready, i should’ve figured it out, i should’ve seen it.” You shrug softly, wiping a tear from your eye.

Dean sighs, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. “Hey, listen to me, this isn’t your fault, you didn’t force him to have sex with you, and you sure as hell didn’t get pregnant on purpose, if he didn’t want a kid, he should’ve kept his shit wrapped. He’s the asshole in this situation, not you. As for where to go, you should’ve called me, you know i always have your back. You’re staying with me,” you’re about to interupt him but he shuts you up with a hand, “No, no talking, and i’m not leaving you alone, you’re moving in with me and that’s final.” You huff and pout, making him roll his eyes. 

“Don’t try to cute your way outta this, and don’t be stubborn, i got plenty of space not being used, i could use the company.” You huff, “Fine, but at least let me pitch in for rent..” He cuts you off, “No. I’m not charging you, save your money for the baby stuff your gonna need, just help me keep my fridge stocked and we’ll call it even, i’m a bad grocery shopper.” He smiles, you roll your eyes but agree. 

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“Hey dee?” You speak as he drives you back to his place, “Yeah?” he hums as he fiddles with the radio before landing on a station. You look over at him and smile. 

“Why can’t all the guys in the world be more like you?” You smile softly and he chuckles, “That wouldn’t make me one of a kind now would it darlin,” he shoots you a wink and you laugh, shaking your head. 

“No seriously though, thank you, for everything, the job, the constant rides, always making sure im eating, getting my vitamins and water intake, always keeping your mini fridge in your office stocked with snacks, you’re literally amazing, and i don’t think i could’ve handled this whole siatuation well if it wasn’t for you. At this point, you’ve done more for me and this little girl than her father has, i need you to know how much i appreciate you.” You reach over, grabbing his hand and he looks over and smiles.

“I know y/n, don’t you worry about it. Besides, one of you already has me wrapped around her finger, what’s one more? Hmm?” He smirks, laughing at your shocked face. You shake your head at him, smiling as parks the car in his driveway. You both get out of the car, but before Dean can walk to his door, you pull him back towards you.

He’s surprised at first then melts into the kiss, wrapping his arms around your slightly big middle, he chuckles and pulls away when he feels movement in your belly. You laugh softly, “I think she likes you, she’s all excited.” You smile, letting him place his hand on your belly, feeling all the movement going on. 

He smiles gently, “yeah well, i like her too, i really REALLY like her mom though.” He states, leaning in to kiss you yet again. 

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Tags: @akshi8278

[ask-the-good-creeps]

sorry if i missed this post somewhere but do you have the pastas ages anywhere?

//I made a post about this here, but that post is three years old and a lot of them have aged since then (plus that list is missing a couple people). So, here's an updated version - plus birthdates for the ones that have them and a couple headcanons here and there:

Zalgo: Ancient; No birthdate because he existed before calendars were even a thing.

The Slenders: Ditto.

Masky: 32 years; 07/09**

Hoodie: 31 years; 10/03**

Ticci Toby: 28 years; 12/13**

Kate the Chaser: 29 years; N/A**

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 1: As stated in a post from way back when, the three male proxies we all know and love selected the dates listed here as their birthdays. They did invite Kate to do the same with plans to bring her a cake on her chosen day like they do with each other, but of course Kate refused and coldly remarked that the whole idea was stupid. She be like that.]

Jeff the Killer: 30 years; 06/14

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 2: Jeff doesn't celebrate his birthday. Ever. BEN has tried, Jeff refuses to be a part of it. In his opinion, it makes no sense. Birthday celebrations are generally a "yay, you lived another year!" typa thing, but Jeff is practically immortal so living through another year isn't really an achievement for him.]

Homicidal Liu: 32 years; 03/22

Sully: 16 years; 07/04***

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 3: Sully wishes both Liu and himself a happy birthday every year on their respective days. Liu finds it odd on his own birthday because there's no malice or sarcasm in Sully's voice when he says it; it's a genuine birthday well-wish, and that's very uncharacteristic of Sully. Of course, on the anniversary of the Woods Family Homicide when Sully says "happy birthday to me" there's the usual bitterness and sarcasm in his voice and he clearly means it as a jab at Liu.]

Jane the Killer: 29 years; 05/16

Clockwork: 28 years; 08/12

Eyeless Jack: 40 years; N/A**

Nathan the Nobody: 27 years; 09/28

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 4: Jane and Clockwork like to have real celebrations on each other's birthdays, and they go as all-out as they can and have lots of fun. They've tried getting Eyeless Jack to pick a day as his official birthday so they can throw parties for him too, but Jack refuses. As a result, Jane and Clockwork pick a random day (it's different every year) and throw the demonic medic a surprise birthday party (it's more of a surprise when you don't know what day to expect it, I suppose). Sometimes they lose track and celebrate two birthdays for Jack in a single year on accident. The girls have been trying to get Nathan to tell them his birthday, but after seeing what they've done with Jack he's decided not to tell them and also makes sure his visits to the MedLab aren't on a regular schedule or planned in advance so he can't be taken by surprise.]

Laughing Jack: ~300 years; N/A

Candy Pop: ~450 years; N/A

Candy Cane: ~450 years; N/A

Kagekao: 28 years; 02/02

Jason the Toymaker: ~100 years; N/A

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 5: The Carny Pastas, despite loving wild parties, don't do birthday parties at all. Why plan for a specific day when you can spontaneously start a party whenever and wherever you want for any reason? Kagekao is the only one in this crew that actually has a date of birth anyway, and he only uses the date to keep track of his age as the years pass.]

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 6: Jason is the only exception to headcanon 5...the Toymaker actually has a birthday on every day of the year. Why, you ask? Because over the span of his life there have been many kiddos he's helped that want to celebrate his birthday and instead of telling them he doesn't have one, Jason tells them to guess what day his birthday is. No matter what day the kiddo says, he tells them they're right. He's done this a lot and obviously there's no way every single kid would have said the same guess. So, Jason has someone somewhere celebrating his birthday on every day of the year, pretty much.]

The Puppeteer: Deceased, looks 25 years; N/A

Helen (Bloody Painter): 29 years; 01/07

Dina (Judge Angels): 26 years; 04/21

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 7: Helen and Dina don't do anything for each other on their birthdays. They know each other's birthdays, but don't make mention of it. Their anniversary date 08/19 is the one they celebrate each year, because they feel that day is one that actually means a lot to them both. The Puppeteer has never disclosed his birthdate to anyone - he feels there's no need, because he's already long dead.]

Nurse Ann: Deceased, looks 29 years; N/A

Hobo Heart: 29 years; N/A

BEN_Drowned: Deceased, looks 11 years; 11/12

Sally: Deceased, looks 8 years; 05/14

Lacy Morgan: Deceased, looks 7 years; 12/23

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 8: The little dead chidrens (BEN, Sally, Lacy) don't want their birthdays mentioned by others, all for different reasons. BEN doesn't like it because birthdays celebrate another year of life and he is not alive - it feels insulting to him, like mocking him for dying young (even though that's never the intention if someone he knows wishes him a happy birthday). Sally doesn't like her birthdays because she's reminded of her parents and the birthday traditions they'd put on for her, and then she feels sad knowing it won't happen anymore. Lacy was murdered on her birthday...'nuff said.]

Lazari: 15 years; 06/18

[BIRTHDAY HEADCANON 9: Lazari often forgets her birthday is even a thing. She doesn't dislike it or want to pretend it doesn't happen, she just legit forgets that June 18th is supposed to be a special day for her. She travels a lot and doesn't really keep track of years passing. However, Father Daniel knows her date of birth and will get her a neatly wrapped gift when it comes around - whether she's in town to take it or not. One time she came back to visit him on 06/23 after being away for 3 years or so on her travels; Father Daniel gave her the three gifts he'd gotten her on each year when she was away and wished her a belated happy birthday. Lazari's first reaction was pretty much, "oh yeah, the 18th was last week, wasn't it?" Father Daniel laughed, Lazari laughed, she thanked him and enjoyed the gifts, a merry time had by all.]

The Dollmaker: 26 years; 08/09 [I know The Dollmaker hasn't been officially introduced just yet - his intro post will be on here shortly.]

**These guys do not remember their exact ages or birthdates - the ones listed are educated approximations they came up with.

***Sully became a part of Liu on the night of the Woods Family Homicide (the date listed here for his "birthday"). Though he's had the mindset of an adult from the moment he first formed in Liu's head, he's been around for 16 years total.

There ya be, fren! c: //

[pancakexspacexdragon]

Long ass post ahead. TL;DR I found an old set of questions and decided to answer them again 7 years later because why not.

1: What are you wearing?

2014: Some Shorts and a shirt I accidentally stole from my brother.

2021: Panic! at the Disco shirt and some running shorts

2: Ever been in love?

2014: Oh yes, sadly...

2021: pfft.

3: Ever had a terrible breakup?

2014: Not technically, but I once had my homecoming date hook up with another girl.

2021: hahahahahaha. Yes.

4: How tall are you?
2014: like 5 foot 1, maybe 2? I dunno.

2021: 5’4”, apparently

5: How much do you weigh?
2014: How about no...

2021: Who’s to say ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

6: Any tattoos?
2014: Yes! I got one on my left shoulder blade not too long ago. I often forget I have it, actually lol.

2021: I’m up to five, and six is planned.

7: Any piercings?

2014: I do. I have double lobe piercings, and my left ear at the top. No non-ear piercings. Those seem uncomfortable to get, tbh.

2021: Uh...double lobe, helix, forward helix, tragus, nose, and septum.

8: OTPs?
2014: Marshall and Lilly on HIMYM. I mean, I think that's what this is asking. Right?

2021: I’m still not 100% sure what this means but I’m doubling down on Marshall and Lilly.

9: Favorite show?
2014: I'm still recovering from the ending of How I Met Your Mother, but I also love Criminal Minds, and the Big Bang Theory.

2021: HIMYM, Criminal Minds, Stranger Things, and Masked Singer.

10: Favorite bands?

2014: I pretty much love anything, so I'll try to shorten it to Love and Theft, Newsboys, t.A.T.u, Beast, and Fun.

2021: My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, twenty one pilots, Maroon 5, Relient K.

11: Something you miss?

2014: Going to the park and just lying in the grass with my friends or crushes. I know, I'm Cheesy.

2021: Not having responsibilities or bills to pay.

12: Favorite Song?
2014: ...why do they even bother asking this? Tbh, “I'll Be” by Edwin McCain, and “Hello, My Name is” by Matthew West

2021: “you should see me in a crown” by Billie Eilish and “no body, no crime” by Taylor Swift

13: How old are you?
2014: Nineteen. I feel old.

2021: ...twenty-six.

14: Zodiac sign?
2014: Aries, barely.

2021: (not) shockingly, I’m still an Aries.

15: Quality you look for in a partner?
2014: Just someone who's willing to go on cheesy dates at the park, and love me for who I am. And a Christian. Yea, I'm one of those people. Sorry...

2021: dude just someone who’s gonna stick with me.

16: Favorite quote?
2014: It's actually a verse. I love Jeremiah 29:11. It's actually part of what's tattooed on my shoulder; right below a cross.

2021: “it do be like that sometimes”

17: Favorite actor?
2014: Uhhhhh. Matthew Gray Gubler, or David Tennant. I love them both :)

2021: Matthew Gray Gubler.

18: Favorite color?
2014: Green, or pink. Depends on the shade and whatnot.

2021: pastels. mostly green.

19: Loud music or soft?
2014: If I'm alone in the car? loud. Anywhere else I enjoy my soft music.

2021: If I’m by myself loud but if there’s others I like to keep it low enough so we can still talk.

20: Where do you go when you’re sad?
2014: My Room, or the park not to far from me. I like parks, if you haven't noticed.

2021: My room

21: How long does it take you to shower?
2014: Uh, probably about 10 minutes.

2021: Either 10 minutes or 45 minutes. There is no in-between

22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
2014: About 30 minutes. I like to sleep tbh.

2021: Maybe 20 minutes at the most. Cutting off all my hair really took some time off my getting ready list.

23: Ever been in a physical fight?
2014: heck no.

2021: hell no.

24: Turn on?
2014: Cute shy smiles, and geekiness. I love someone who I can be comfortable with.

2021: dorks with a lame sense of humor. I am all about the dad jokes.

25: Turn off?
2014: Those guys who try to make you uncomfortable, or act like they're super cool. I guess that would be douches, huh?

2021: the “oh you should smile more” men.

26: The reasons I joined Tumblr?
2014: I was trying to find a place where I could post stuff without my parents seeing it tbh. I like having a place where like 2 people actually know me.

2021: Because where else can I release the true psychotic chaos within me?

27: Fears?
2014: Being abandoned. And darkness, for sure.

2021: Finding out people only stayed in your life out of obligation and not out of their own choice. And spiders.

28: Last thing that made you cry?
2014: The guy I liked totally looked past me and started telling me about this other girl, after I told him how I felt (not RIGHT after, it had been about two months...but still).

2021: My mom manipulated me into showing up to something I didn’t want to because “I should really go visit family”

29: Last time you said you loved someone?
2014: My best friend and I say I love you after we hang up the phone Lol.

2021: Other than normal parent “Love You”’s, it’s probably been about 3 years.

30: Meaning behind your Tumblr name?
2014: I'm short, totally socially awkward in new situations (and with old friends, now that I think about it) and Idk about the fox. I just like foxes, I guess...

2021: There is no meaning. I like pancakes, space, and dragons.

31: Last book you read?
2014: If you don't count my English Lit book, then it was probably "Only the Good Spy

Young" by Ally Carter, but I don't remember.

2021: oh geez. It was probably “George” or “Rick” by Alex Gino

32: The book you’re currently reading? 
2014: Nothing yet. I do have that last Gallagher Girl book to read though. I'll probably start it this weekend.

2021: Nothing. But I never got to that last Gallagher Girl book...

33: Last show you watched?
2014: The Big Bang Theory.

2021: The Masked Singer

34: Last person you talked to? 
2014: My dad lol. We were watching the NFL draft.

2021: Guy friend of mine. I went to his place for dinner and some video games.

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted? 
2014: Good Friend

2021: hahahahahahahaha. We’re just friends.

36: Favorite food?
2014: Cajun. Blame my grandparents, that's what they cook a lot lol.

2021: Pasta

37: Place you want to visit?
2014: I wanna go to Alaska. Even though I know it's super cold.

2021: Europe. Specially Spain or France.

38: Last place you were? 
2014: I honestly left home like twice today, to bring something to my brother at the High school, then to bring him to a friends house. He has a better social life than me.

2021: Friends place to hang out. We played Stardew then ordered wings and watched a movie.

39: Do you have a crush?
2014: Yes. See question 28 lol. Also, there's this other guy who I got close to last year, but I haven't spoken to him in weeks, and it's killing me.

2021: See guy referred to in 34, 35, and 38.

40: Last time you kissed someone?
2014: Never. I have never kissed anyone. Well, besides like a kiss in the cheek from family. Yeah...

2021: wow it’s probably been about three years.

41: Last time you were insulted?

2014: Recently lol. I guess... I don't really pay attention, or care...

2021: I don’t know. Probably recently.

42: Favorite flavor of sweet?
2014: I'm just gonna act like this doesn't exist, cause idk what it's asking.

2021: Chocolate.

43: What instruments do you play?
2014: I can play the French Horn and Mellophone! I also want to learn the flute, but I can't unless I have something to practice lol.

2021: French Horn, Mellophone, and Ukulele. Still want to learn the flute.

44: Favorite piece of jewelry?

2014: My purity ring. If I forget to put it on, I can seriously feel the emptiness, and it bothers me...

2021: My septum ring! I feel like it’s the first piercing I got for myself, and not just something I thought others would like on me.

45: Last sport you played?

2014: Maybe Soccer? Idk.

2021: pfft. Sports.

46: Last song you sang?

2014: “I'll Be” by Edwin McCain. But I really don't sing well, so it doesn't happen much, unless I'm alone.

2021: “You Belong with Me (Taylor’s Version)” by Taylor Swift and I 100% sang it to my dog.

47: Favorite chat up line?

2014: I don't have one

2021: It’s been 7 years and I still don’t have one.

48: Have you ever used it?

2014: Since i don't have one, no.

2021: Nah.

49: Last time you hung out with someone?

2014: I hung out with my future roommate before I left college yesterday.

2021: When I went to the previously mentioned Guy’s house earlier today.

50: Who should answers these questions next?

2014: Well, I guess any of my followers can choose to, if they want.

2021: Bold of you to assume anyone’s actually going to see this.

[isrustandstardust]

1. What’s been the best day of your life so far and why?

Hard to decide, I had so many great days.

2. Describe your first kiss, who was it with, what was it like, where was it etc?

It was with my best friend at the time, in my parents garden. It was early morning after a night spent talking, her lips were really soft.

3. What’s your biggest regret? I know we all say we don’t regret things but obviously it’s how we learn, from our mistakes. So what’s something from your past you wished you could have changed?

I could have handled a break up better. I ended up hurting someone I cared for.

4. When was the last time you laughed so hard that tears fell from your face and what was it at?

With my husband, yesterday night. We were actually making fun of someone we know.

5. What is the craziest thing that you have ever done?

Moving in with a guy I barely knew in a city 400km away from all my family and friends.

6. What’s the most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you?

Nothing comes to mind rn.

7. Do you have any scars and if so, how did you get them?

I have my arms covered in scars. All of them are from self harming.

8. Where would you like to be in 10 years?

In another house, maybe abroad.

9. What are your views on drugs and alcohol?

I’m for the free of choice. I’ve tried drugs only a few times and not drinking atm.

10. What are your views on religion?

Brainwashing shit.

11. Have you ever thought about ending your own life? If so, why?

Yes, more than once. I tried, twice, when I was 21 and going through a lot. The second time I almost succeeded and woke up in the hospital after being unconscious and intubated for a week.

12. Write 5 facts people might not know about you.

- I am bipolar, borderline and have a schizoafective disorder.

- I dream about Satan and the end of the world on daily basis.

- When I was little I used look for little animals to bury and exhume after a while to see how decomposition works.

- I’ve been into witchcraft and rituals since I was 16.

- I write backwards like Leonardo Da Vinci.

13. What’s your zodiac sign and do you think it fits your personality?

I’m a Scorpio and it fits perfectly.

14. Pinpoint a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

When my storyboard teacher remembered me from my online test because it was a perfect score.

15. Discuss your first love.

We were young and trying too hard.

16. Put your ipod on shuffle and write 5 songs that pop up. Explain why each song is on there.

- Don’t mess with me - Brody Dalle. It’s from the soundtrack of a game I love.

- Distance - 4bidden. It relaxes me.

- As the rain comes down - 0K(ill)’s. Because I’m working on their new videoclip.

- 8-MQ 16.10.2001 - 0K(ill)’s. Because it’s inspired by an Italian female serial killer. The title is composed by her initials and date of death.

- Rock and Roll - Gary Glitter. It makes me want to misbehave.

17. Name somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Iceland.

18. What’s your earliest memory?

My dad taking me to Collodi.

19. What are your views on mainstream music?

It’s heartless and all about making money.

20. What are your highs and lows of this past year?

High: starting officially my character designer career. Low: my mother in law and old dog passing away in less than a month.

21. What are your strongest beliefs?

I believe in being direct and honest. Do no harm but take no shit.

22. Who are you closest to in your family?

My dad maybe.

23. How important do you think education is?

It’s fundamental.

24. What’s one of your favorite shows?

My 600lbs life XD

25. How have you changed in the past 2 years?

I’m more secure of myself and my capabilities.

26. Name 5 people who are famous who you find attractive.

- Tom Hiddleston.

- Mads Mikkelsen.

- Hugh Dancy.

- Michael Fassbender.

- Matthew Good.

27. Name your favorite movie and what it’s about.

3 Iron, in the mood for love. Because they’re sad but huntingly beautiful.

Stoker because psycho killers turn me on.

The fountain because is eternal and heartbreaking.

28. Who is someone who fascinates you and why?

I am fascinated by fictional characters. Like Hannibal Lecter. Yeah, again psycho killers.

29. What kind of person attracts you?

Intelligent people.

30. What’s a problem that you have recently had or are currently having?

My body is giving up on me xD

31. Name something that you miss.

The lake.

32. Share 5 goals you want completed in the next 30 days.

- Doing at least 15 designs.

- Double up my workout time.

- Completing my very first song.

- Take that online course I’ve been postponing for lack of time.

- Get a hold of a camera and go shooting.

33. What’s been the highlight of your month and the lowest point?

Highlight: doing a shit ton of sales on my shop. Lowest point: I don’t recall one, it’s been a pretty good month so far.

34. What’s something that you’ve done in the past that you would never do again?

Being the side chick.

35. What is you’re biggest insecurity & why?

Not being good enough. It can be traced back to my mom being a terrible mother.

36. What were the last 3 songs you listened to and what did they mean to you?

- Natacha Atlas - GAFSA. Because it’s in the soundtrack of 3Iron.

- Morcheeba - Over and over again. I find I’d perfectly fitting.

- Portishead - Wandering star. Because it remembers me of someone from my past.

37. Do you have a toy that’s really special to you and if so what is it, how did you get it etc?

I had a plush of a rhino called Mr. Turkelton [Scrubs reference] that was so dear to me. It’s with my ex, we bought it together and he kept it. Still miss him tho.

38. Have you lost anyone close to you to death?

My mother in law. She was more of a mom to me than my own mother.

39. What is your purpose in life?

Being happy and create beautiful things.

40. When was the last time you cried and what was it over?

I do not remember, but I guess it was during my mil’s funeral.

41. If you got to spend an entire day with your favourite celebrity what would you guys do?

I would love to spend a day with the Mass Effect’s cast playing the game!

42. If you could only listen to one artist for the rest of your life, who would you choose and why?

Tool. Because I’m a masochist.

43. What are 3 traits that you like about yourself and what are three that you dislike about yourself? Personality wise.

Likes:

- Being open minded.

- Being stubborn.

- Being so will powered.

Dislikes:

- Being insecure.

- Being so unable to handle rage that I keep extremely calm until the moment I explode and get cruel and violent.

- Being unable to let go of things that enrage me.

44. Can you cook? If so what are your favorite dishes to make?

I’m pretty good at it. I love to make fresh pasta.

45. What was the last decision you regretted making?

Drinking that glass of milk, now my stomach hurts.

46. Who’s opinion of yourself do you value the most?

Mine. And then my husband’s. I don’t care of no one else’s opinion.

47. What’s the nastiest thing you’ve ever said to another human being and what drove you to say it?

I demolished a guy who was in love with me telling him exactly what I knew it would break him. I did it because he tried to act like I was his property and then got aggressive when I didn’t act accordingly.

48. What’s the nastiest thing anyone has ever said to YOU? Or something that’s hurt you above anything else and why?

Nasty things don’t get to me, I don’t listen to what people say, especially when it comes from someone I don’t care for or I despise. The things that hurt me the most was saying goodbye to someone I was not ready to let go.

49. You can ask your favourite celebrity 3 questions and she’s taken a magical truth pill so she will 100% answer honestly, what do you ask?

Maybe some technical stuff, Idk. I have no ‘favorite celebrity ‘ so...

50. What mark would you want to leave on this world after you are gone?

I don’t care about leaving a mark in a dying world tbh.

51. What makes you most angry?

Liars, incoherent people, delusional people, copycats.

52. Who do you think is a really underrated artist and what do you love about them?

There are a lot of really underrated artists out there trying their very best and being bashed by online algorithms. Support the artists you like!

53. What are the main qualities you look for when thinking about a significant other?

Intelligence, honesty and having moral values.

54. What’s the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?

The first that comes to mind is waiting at home for me to return with a hot bath ready and a bed full of rose petals. It’s a cliche,Iknow. But I was young and in love.

55. What is one of your favorite memories?

I have so many, but thinking about the past makes me feel bittersweet.

56. What do you do when you really want to impress someone?

I just act normal, if they’re impressed, good. If not, it’s ok.

57. What are your 3 favourite animals and why?

- Snakes: They’re so fascinating.

- Crows: they’re extremely intelligent.

- Sharks: natural born predators.

58. What’s the nicest present you’ve ever received?

A trip to Paris and a trip to Disneyland.

59. People always go around saying ‘oh I’m their biggest fan’, but what does being a truly big fan of someone mean to you?

Idk, I just like people. I don’t obsess over them.

I obsess over things I like, but not over some individual I don’t know.

60. Have you ever wanted to change anything about your life? If so, what?

I want more money XD

61. What is something you feel like you are really good at?

Drawing. Hopefully making music, but it’s way to early to say.

62. What is something you feel like you can get better at?

Drawing, there’s always room for improving.

63. What is something you feel like you are really bad at?

Hiding when I despise someone. And bowling.

64. If you were given $3,000,000 to put towards 3 charities/foundations ($1 mil each obvs), what would you choose and why?

Wildlife protection, animal shelters, planet’s preservation.

65. What’s one thing someone has done for you that was really small but made a huge impact?

My roommates came back from Xmas holidays one day earlier to have dinner with me because I was alone. And another brought me Xmas dinner a few days before.

66. What do you do when you can’t sleep?

I work :/

67. What’s something that’s on your bucket list?

Make a nice home studio.

68. If you could change 3 things within your government, what would they be and why?

I would actually change the opponent party. They’re dreadful.

69. What’s your favourite holiday and why?

Xmas, because it feels like happiness.

70. What’s the kindest thing a stranger has ever done for you? Even if it’s TINY like holding a door open for you, something that you rememer even though they were a complete stranger.

A stranger helped me when my nose was bleeding like crazy and I was alone in a mall. He also bought me an orange juice.

71. Who’s your favorite cartoon character?

Motoko Kusanagi.

72. What’s the first song that comes to your mind while reading this and why?

Reptile - NIN. Don’t know why.

73. Put the 7 deadly sins in order of the one you commit the most to the least.

Wrath - Lust - Pride - Sloth - Greed - Gluttony - Envy.

74. What would you like to be the first dance song at your wedding?

I’m already married and we danced over Christian Woman by Type 0 Negative XD

75. Have you ever been told you look like a famous person, if so, who?

Someone told me I look like Butterfly from Death Proof and like Amy Lee from Evancescence.

I really don’t see it.

76. What’s one thing you can not live without?

Art. And music.

77. What is the most selfless thing you have ever done for someone?

Going away.

78. Do you hate someone.

No, I dislike a lot of people, I think the world would be better off if some of them would die, it I do not hate them.

79. What are 3 things that have happened in your life that you’ve never forgotten? Big or small, just things you know you won’t ever forget and still seem crystal clear now.

- Almost dying.

- Getting married.

- Signing for my very first house.

80. What comes first to you out of friendships and relationships, and why?

They’re equally important.

81. What’s your favourite children’s tv show/movie?

Muppets: a Christmas Carol.

82. What song makes you cry the most?

Together we will live forever - Clint Mansell.

83. What’s the funniest film you’ve ever seen?

Operation Petticoat.

84. What’s something crazy that you’ve always wanted to do?

Trying human flesh.

85. Has anything ever happened to you that you just can’t forgive?

A lot. Just, a lot.

86. What’s your biggest fear?

Being abandoned.

87. What is your favorite food?

Red meat, pistachio ice cream.

88. Least favorite food? Why?

Celery.

89. Have you ever felt ashamed about something? If so what was it & why?

Not that I recall of.

90. Do you keep a journal? If so what mostly goes in it? Random thoughts, feelings, stories?

I always keep a journal, I write in it pretty much everything, dreams, feelings, ideas, thoughts.

91. When was the last time you said something nice to someone & what made you do it?

This morning to my husband, because he deserves it.

92. How do you feel when someone says something mean/disrespectful towards your fave celeb?

Couldn’t care less? Everyone is entitled to his own opinion, even if it’s a shitty one.

93. What’s the saddest story/one that’s touched you the most that you’ve ever heard on the news?

Milena Quaglini’s.

94. If you were told you were going to have 3 daughters, what would you want to name them?

Violante, Lavinia and Artemisia.

95. Do you have a middle name and if so, what is it?

I have two. Valeria and Maria.

96. How did your name get chosen? What’s the story behind it?

My dad found it in a sci-fi book back when he was a teenager. It was the name of the first baby girl born on the moon.

97. What’s the craziest thing you’ve done for each of your faves e.g. waiting in line for hours, getting up early to see them on tv etc?

I watched a streaming reunion in the middle of the night on N7 day.

98. Are you a virgin?

No.

99. What are the stories behind your tattoos/piercings and if you don’t have any, would you like any?

I have wings because I’ve always been obsessed with winged figures and angels.

I have a lot of movies/books quotes because they all means something to me.

I have cherry petals because of Hagakure.

The snowflake is the reminder of a very important person.

The moth is for my self destructive tendencies.

The witch is a homage to me.

The strawberry is a silly Adventure Time reference.

The snake is a biblical reference to both Lilith and Satan.

The Santa Muerte and the black goat are both linked to my beliefs.

100. Do you want to say something to the world?

Stop being stupid, stop making stupid people famous, open a book.

[szivtalan]

8, 9, 16, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 25, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 34, 35, 36, 40, 41, 42, 44, 45, 46, 47, 48, 50, 53, 55, 57, 58, 59, 62, 64, 65, 70 (aside from Kagami 😂), 71, 72, 79, 82, 86, 87, 90, 91, 92, 93, 94, 95, 96, 97, 98, 99 for the "Asks, why not" thing please? (Omg that's soo much, I'm sorry I got carried away ^^')

8) Your looks (add a picture or describe yourself)

Average height, bordering on short. Broad shoulders, thick arms and thighs, square face, slightly projecting ears (one pierced, one with a stretched lobe), bushy arched brows, thick square glasses, faded dark red hair, dark brown eyes, butt chin. I look pale and perpetually sleep deprived.

9) What do you/did you study?

I was in a teacher’s training program for English and Hungarian language and literature, and I’m planning to go back to school to study sociology!

16) What do you look for in a SO?

Consciously: understanding, fun, sweet, kind and accepting. Unconsciously: somewhat broken and in dire need of emotional help which I’m desperate to provide lmao.

19) Do you prefer serious and meaningful relationships or casual dating/one night stands?

Eh, u know, it depends? I don’t think I’m fit for a serious relationship right now, so I’d prefer casual stuff atm, but on the long run I do want a partner to share my life with.

20) What are your deal breakers?

Really obnoxious people, ignorance and bigotry I guess. And I’m not keen on someone pushing or disrespecting my boundaries, either.

21) How was your day?

It was good!! My bro, his girlfriend and my friend tagged along to get our (me and my soon-to-be sis-in-law’s) ears pierced, and then my friend and I got a loot of food. I didn’t exactly feel good enough abt myself to be comfortable outside, but I got a lot of random kindness and that was Nice.

22) Favourite food & drink

Food: teriyaki chicken and seafood pasta, drink: ginger ale and iced coffee

23) What position do you sleep in?

I sleep half-curled up on my side, but I need to toss and turn a little until I find The Best Position.

25) Your fears

The dark, needles, rabbits (I don’t even know, dude), the fact that I’ll die without having made an impact on the world, being spoken about behind my back, being a bad influence on my friends.

28) Any pets?

Not right now! I used to have two rottweilers around the house growing up, but they both passed away sadly.

29) What are your hobbies?

Writing, sketching, basketball, getting on people’s nerves, researching typology, watchin movies idk?

31) What was your last awkward situation?

Asjhdh the ticket control guy told me to “Have a safe trip” and I said “You too!”. This rarely happens to me tho

32) What is your last regret?

Not holding my friend’s hand on public transport. It was…right…there….and she already told me she’s more than comfortable with physical touch! I’m a fool! Everyone thinks I hate touching but I don’t! I’m just shy!

34) Do you believe in astrological stuff? (Zodiac, tarot, etc.)

Ehh. Kind of? As for believing, I believe more in ghosts, but I do see some patterns in different signs. I just try not to let it affect the way I see/interact with a person, because no one deserves to be prejudiced for whatever reason, especially not their date of birth. Tarot is just fun, and the cards r cool

35) Have any quirks?

I bite the skin on my fingers, scratch my acne, make my knees jump… most of it is just regular anxiety stuff tho so idk?? I do think I’m quirky, but there’s just too much weird stuff to list ‘em.

36) Your pet peeves

Cig/booze stink on a person, customers being rude, bigotry, interrupting other people… There’s quite some things that annoy me asjdgd

40) Last 5 things from your search history

Boku No Hero Academia, Hawks, duck emoji, Grumman fma, How To Train Your Dragon

41) What’s your device backgrounds?

My phone lockscreen rn is a beautiful KagaKuro fanart of them standing in the rain in yukatas, Kagami looming over Kuroko and shielding him from the rain and Kuroko reaching up to stroke his face; my phone background is an art of they/them pronouns tattooed on someone’s knuckles, their posture unsure; my laptop background is a screenshot from the movie Déva, of blue skies and a street lamp.

42) What do you daydream about?

…cu..cuddling,,my…crush……..

44) What's your religion/Your thought about religion

Short version: barf

Long version: I was raised catholic (even tho I was never baptized), and attended catholic school for 8 years which gave me a really warped idea of Christianity, Which made me a cynic & an agnostic or atheist by proxy. I harshly criticize the catholic church and faith but sometimes… when I do feel hopeless I get down on my knees and pray, so I guess if I let myself find my own faith I’d be a believer. But right now, I’m good just existing in my nihilistic bubble

45) Your personality type

Needy imeanwhat. In a typological sense, I’m an INFP in Myers-Briggs, 4 core 5 wing in Enneagram, melancholic or sanguine in the temperaments, et cetera. Basically I’m a sad daydreamer with unresolved issues and a need to do Art

47) Are you happy with your current life?

Nah bro. I like my friends and my workplace but I’d like to move out of home ASAP. I’d also… like to get therapy before I go and put myself out there.

48) Some things you've tried in your life

Playing the guitar, hostess work, weed, cigarettes, being blackout drunk, smoking from a hookah, cooking, football, handball, basketball, volleyball, cycling, sailing, driving, hitchhiking long distances, folk dancing, one-night stands, long-distance relationships, helping people in need…

50) Favourite colour to wear?

Olive green, midnight/navy blue, white, grey and black.

53) If you could change/add something to your appearance - impossible or not - what would it be?

I’d… like to know how it would feel if I had a flat chest and a penis? I also want bigger Guns, and Abs, some more tattoos and maybe an eyebrow piercing.

55) Do you get complimented often?

I think so? I usually brush off compliments uhhh but yeah maybe! Maybe idk

58) Songs you're currently obsessed with?

My friend’s playlist reminded me that ‘Phenomenon’ by Thousand Foot Krutch exists. I’m also really into ‘San Francisco’ by The Mowgli’s atm and ‘Golden Time Lover’ by Sukima Switch!

59) Song you normally wouldn't admit you like.

I mean, it’s not like it’s cringe or anything, I hate cringe culture BUT. I do have Ariana Grande’s ‘Side to Side’ stuck in my head rn

64) Can you sing or play any instruments?

I can sing pretty badly, play a bad tune on my guitar, drum on the edge of my table, so- Nah not really asdh

65) Do you like karaoke?

YES VERY MUCH I live and die for karaoke, last time I did it in front of an audience we sung the Shaman King opening at an anime con with friends, it was Rad

70) Your fictional crush/es

AH NO FUN Kagami’s my number one,,, let’s see then: Aomine, Roy Mustang, Kise, Mikoto Suoh, Hotch & Reid from Criminal Minds, Yagami Light, Jaime Lannister and Brienne from GoT, Rustin Cohle from True Detective, Shizuo Heiwajima from Durarara!!!, why is this list full of men I didn’t think I liked men this much

71) Which fictional character is you?

Eddie Brock from Venom I mean? He’s a whole ass mess.

79) How much time do you spend on the internet?

Yike. More than I’d be proud of.

86) Would you use death note, if you had one?

No way dude. I don’t fuck with that shit, karma would fuck me right back.

87) What changes would you make in the world, no matter how impossible, if you had the power to?

I’d eliminate money and power and just make it a huge peaceful hippie community or something idk

90) What would you want to happen to you after your death?

Donate me to a medical school I don’t care. Make use of me! I’m gonna be dead, I won’t have any more feelings left to be hurt or anything asdghdsg

91) If you had to change your name, what would be your pick?

I’ve had a name in mind that I tried out once, but it didn’t really work out for me after all. I’m fine with Vee and Vic rn. Anything that isn’t my given name. I do want to change my surname to my mother’s, but if I do that I also want to give myself a different first name, and since That isn’t figured out yet, I’m just?? Call me whatever dude

94) Write 3 things about yourself - only one of them must be true

Ugh, I’m bad at these. 1) I have plenty of moles. 2) My eyesight is pretty good. 3) I’ve broken some bones before.

95) Cold or hot?

Cold in beverage, hot in weather.

96) Be a hero or be a villain?

Being a villain is way too much fun, but I have too strong of a conscience to pull that off, so… hero, I guess.

97) Sing everything you want to say or rhyme?

Asjhdf singing is funnier and more annoying, since I Cannot Sing

98) Shapeshifting or controlling time?

Dude I’m non-binary. Shapeshifting for Sure

99) Be immortal or be immune to everything aside from natural death?

Aight I’ll give in – I agree to immortality Just This Once.

[awesomejesakuthings]

40 questions

@sussexualtension-blog taged me to answer the following 40 questions. Have fun reading.

1.     What’s something that you’d drop everything to do?

Helping my dad. He’s always there for me and ever since I was old enough to return the favor, I’m doing exactly that. Other than that – if I’m doing something at home and I notice the sun is hitting our balcony I stop doing what I’m doing and I’m off to the balcony to bath in the sun like a reptile.

 2.     If you could pick anyone, who would you spend a sleepover with?

      Probably our chancellor Merkel just to see if she even wears those colorful pantsuits to bed. Lol

 3.     What’s your favorite mobile game?

I’m a candy crush junkie!

 4.     Do you have a crush right now? What are they like?

I was kind of going in the direction of developing a crush on a co-worker. But my contract with the firm I was working for didn’t get renewed So I probably will never see him again.

 5.     How do you define your own aesthetic?

I’m not sure I really understand that question, since English is not my mother tongue. Is it about what I like to wear? Maybe I’ll answer that when someone explained it to me.

 6.     What style do you wish you could pull off?

Mini skirt and high heels. I just look ridiculous in it with my short, thick legs. But I don’t really care about style and fashion.

 7.     If you could pick any fantasy creature to be your pet, which would you pick?

It isn’t really suitable to call Baby Yoda a pet, so I will go with a Porg from Star Wars.

 8.     What’s your favorite song at the moment?

Hard question. I don’t listen much to current music. I kind of like Blinding Lights – by The Weekend

 9.     What’s your favorite album at the moment?

Don’t have one. Haven’t bought a new album in years. I mostly wait for the singer/band to publish a best off album.

 10.  What place makes you feel nostalgic?

The quarter I grow up in. Always full of fond memories when I return. Even if so much has changed since I was young. Still can’t believe the branch office of the bank where I got my first bank account is now a veterinarians practice.

 11.  Do you like wearing makeup?

I hate it. It makes me feel like my skin can’t breath.

 12.  What’s the most magical place you’ve ever been to?

Yellowstone NP – a beautiful force of nature. And of course, Disney World when I was a kid lol

 13.  Would you rather have wings or a mermaid tail?

Can I have both?

 14.  What’s your favourite kind of pasta?

Finally, an easy question. Fettucine Alfredo! If the sauce is made right you can fill a bathtub full of it for me.

 15.  Do you identify with your star sign?  

Not really. I would have to combine a few character traits from all signs to make it fit to me.

 16.  Do you like rollercoasters? Do you have a favorite one that you’ve been on?

I loved them when I was younger. I enjoyed all roller coasters on the strip in Las Vegas.

 17.  What’s your favorite emoji?

All kinds of smileys and the x-mas tree. When I see it, I know my favorite time of the year is there.

 18.  Do you take a lot of selfies?

No. I tried a few times, but I just can’t get it right. I always look stupid in them.

 19.  What’s your favorite part about yourself?

I like my arms and my eyes, even if I can’t name the exact color.

 20.  How many people have you kissed?

To say it with Steve McGarrett’s words – It’s classified.

 21.  Do you prefer movies or shows?

I watch a lot of shows but only a few movies a year can get my attention.

 22.  What’s your favorite thing to doodle?

I’m bad at arts. I like to draw the Minions though.

 23.  Have you said “I love you” to anyone in the past 24 hours?

Yes

 24.  What’s your favorite book genre?

All things crime. Love Tess Gerritsen.

 25.  What’s something you find overrated?

Most Oscar winning movies.

 26.  What’s your favorite meme right now?

Had to google what a meme is. Does that answer the question?

 27.  Do you have a favorite comedian?

I have a few. But they are only known in my country.

 28.  Do you play video games? What’s your favorite?

No, I’m not into video games.

 29.  Do people consider you funny?

The people I’m close with – yes.

 30.  What features are you attracted to?

Definitely not the typical attributes. I’m a face person. There has to be something remarkable in their face.

 31.  Do you prefer more muted colors or bright pastels?

Pastels are great for wall color. In clothes I match dark and bright colors.

 32.  Fairy lights or neon signs?

Fairy lights! I love how a bunch of Americans decorate their houses for x-mas.

33.  Do you think your appearance matches your mind?

No.

 34.  What skill are you most proud of for having?

I’m a quick learner and I have a broad general education.

 35.  Do you have a sweet tooth?

Yes. Sadly, I also like salty snacks. Bad combination. 😉

 36.  Who inspires you?

Musicians of all kind.

 37.  Are you more left brained or right brained?

I would say I appear more left-brained but wish I was more right-brained.

 38.  What’s your favorite word?

In German it is “Fischstäbchen”. I don’t have one in English. But the Englisch word I hate the most is probably “immediately” I always have to check ho to spell it - argh!

 39.  What’s your favorite card game?

UNO. When I was about 8/9 I went on a camping trip to Canada with my parents. On the camp side next to us were a bunch of kids the same age as I. In that summer I learned Uno and the first English words.

 40.  Do you believe in fate?

Our fate is in our hands.

[maladi777]

50 Questions For Your Sim

Thank you @eslanes for the tag. I tag @candycottonchu and anyone else who hasn’t done it yet and wants to.

I thought Tony would be the most fun to answer these for and he’s kinda fan’s favourite, so... here it goes.

1. How old is your sim? He’s in his late fifties. His younger look is caused by his special condition (can’t tell you details without spoiling part of my story, but he isn’t a vampire).

2.  When is your sim’s birthday? August 7

3.  What is your sim’s zodiac sign? Leo.

4.  What is your sim’s ethnicity? European. He’s Italian.

5. Does your sim have any nicknames? Meatball

6. Do they have a job? When asked he says he’s a freelancer. In certain circles he earned the reputation of an ultimate problem solver. He also claimed he’s a dentist at least once.

7. Where does your sim live? Here and there.

8.  Who does your sim live with? Currently with Kellie Heffner, his son’s adopted sister.

9. What environment did your sims grow up in? His mother was a housewife. His father was a dock worker with a drinking problem. When he lost his job, the drinking problem became even worse. Tony grew up in poverty and violent environment.

10. What are your sim’s favorite foods? He’d kill for well-prepared pasta. He’d also kill you for ill-prepared pasta.

11. What is your sim’s favorite drink? When in female company he prefers red wine. When hanging out with Vincent they pour themselves a single malt. When he’s alone, he often drinks gin.

12. If they have one what is your sim’s favorite color? Black.

13. Does your sim believe in any clichés? Some. Probably.

14. What is your sim’s sexuality? Straight as an arrow.

15. What is your sim’s gender identity? He/Him

16. Is your sim type a or type b? A

17. Is your sim introverted or extroverted? Extroverted by default.

18.  What is your sims favorite woohoo position? The right question would be which isn’t. Tony lived a wild life in his twenties and there’s not much he hadn’t tried back then. However, he may have discretely mentioned he enjoys a tango in the morning, whatever that means.

19. Is your sim a pet person? If so what is their favorite animal? Tony is not a pet person. But his dog is a people animal, so she adopted him.

20. Does your sim have a best friend? Vincent Salvatore.

21. What is/was your sim’s favorite school subject? PE

22. Is/was your sim a high, mid or low achiever in school? Low on the first try.

23. Are they planning to go or have they already been to college? If so, what would be or what was their major? He didn’t go to college. However, he did receive a special private education paid for by Don Salvatore. Doesn’t have a degree of any kind, though.

24. What are your sims political beliefs? (if they have them) Dead politician is a good politician.

25. What is one thing your sims wants to do before they die? Settle down.

26.  Does your sim have a favorite tv show (cable) and/or movie? He enjoys horror movies. They give him chuckles and put him in a good mood.

27. Is your sim a Netflix viewer? If so what are their top 3 shows. Nope.

28. Does your sim like books? If so what’s their favorite one? Torture techniques through the ages. He read that one a dozen times. He also likes reading weapons manuals.

29. Does your sim enjoy video games, if so what is their favorite one and do they play on pc or console? He prefers to spend his time at the computer doing something productive. Like online stalking of his loved ones info digging. 

30. What is your sim’s personal style? He feels well is tux as much as in jeans. He likes quality comfortable clothing, no matter the price. Being able to afford high quality clothing gives him sense of satisfaction. He earned the money and right to buy it.

31. Does your sim have a lucky charm? No.

32. Is your sim religious? Tony has a complicated relationship with God. He hasn’t spoken to his God since his youth. He lost his faith.

33. What kind of music does your sim listen to and who is their favorite artist? He doesn’t have clearly defined music preferrence. He listens to whatever he’s in the mood for at given moment.

34. Is your sim a festive person? If so what’s their favorite holiday? Tony believes that holidays are for familes to celebrate together and since he doesn’t live with the people he considers family, he ignores them. Only Vincent managed to talk him into celebrating with him couple of times.

35. What is your sim’s favorite type of weather? Rainy weather. He loves the sound and the smell of the rain. There’s something cleansing about rain. It also washes away the forensic evidence pretty well.

36. Does your sim prefer to start fights or finish them? He can do both.

37. Does your sim have a dream job? He does his dream job. His job made him rich. That’s what he dreamed of.

38. Does your sim have any siblings? None that he knows of.

39. Does your sim get along with their family? Let’s see... His parents were terrible. The man who treated him like a father had been killed. His first love got killed. Mother of his firstborn got killed. His son hates him and got him arrested. Tony has clearly been doing something wrong, when it comes to his family and loved ones, and hasn’t figured out what yet.

40. What is your sims favorite hobby? Flirting. Sex. Buying new tools for his job. Jogging. Swimming.

41. What does your sim look for in a romantic partner? He’s attracted to women that don’t play mind games with him. He treasures honesty both in friends and romantic partners. He is drawn to a pure soul, because he believes he lost his. He needs a woman who can bring out the better half of his self and chase away the darkness he tends to sink into.  

42. What is a secret about your sim? Probably his two personalities.

43.  What is a wish your sim has? To settle down and live in peace without having to constantly look over his shoulder. He also wants to see his father land again.

44. What is a flaw your sim has? He has a very high opinion of his skills, which makes him arrogant at times. He is very self-centered and attention-loving. He’s vain. 

45. How do others generally perceive your sim? Depends on who you ask. Women think he’s funny, charming, great lover. His buddy Vincent would say he is extremely loyal to people who show him kindness. His victims would describe him as unhinged violence-loving beast, if they could talk.

46. Does your sim have a greatest achievement? Breaking out of poverty. Escaping his father land alive.

47. If they have one, what is your sim’s greatest regret? Failing his loved ones.

48. Does your sim have a favorite emoji? 😈

49. Does your sim use simstagram? Only for info digging.

50. What is the last text your sim sent (and who did they text)? To Victor Feng: We need some female clothing. Size 38. Also paints and other stuff for redecorating. And a box of 9mm ammo.

[jp-oc]

Aalto

REQUESTED BY: Anon (#2 to #92) and @bluefloret (#93) Answered under the read more!

TW: Self harm (43 & 44), Alcohol (55), extremely vague nsfw I guess? (57)

Basics:

2. What is their sexuality? He’s mlm! 

3. What is the meaning behind their name? Do they have any nicknames? When I first began writing Double Bloom 8 years ago, it was WAY different. However, Aalto is the least changed character all the way up to his name. Aalto is a Finnish surname meaning “wave,” because originally he was going to specialize in elemental magic, namely water. Unfortunately, Aalto’s doesn’t have any nicknames, although he gives everyone around him a nickname.

4. Do they have any siblings? How many? Are they older or younger?  Which sibling are they the closest with? He was raised with no siblings!

5. What’s their relationship with their parents like? What about other relatives? Aalto was adopted by Destiny, who acts as a parental figure. Her brother, Iain, acts more as a teacher than a familial presence. While Destiny is very maternal and kind to Aalto, giving them a mother-son relationship, Iain is harsh and ignorant of Aalto’s ambitions.

6. What would they give their life for? The people who show him compassion.

7. Are they in a romantic relationship? With who? How did they meet? At the start of the story, Aalto is not in a romantic relationship. :)

8. What do they believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them? Aalto was raised by Iain and Destiny with the concept that when he dies, his consciousness will fade into nothingness, and his body will be left for nature to consume. As a child it scared him, and Destiny would often brighten his spirits by saying that his passing would allow the world’s magic to grow much stronger, allowing him to breathe easy.

9. What is their favorite color? Favorite animal? Purple and stingrays!

10. What are some of their talents/skills? Using magic!

11. If they could make a mark on history, what would they like it to be? Aalto would wish to make an impact with the use of his magic, whether as an acceptance among non-magic users or as a powerful caster.

12. How old are they? When is their birthday? Aalto is 22, and although the calendar for double bloom is different than ours, his birthday in our world would be February 26th.

13. What do they do for fun? He doodles and hangs out with Kadence!

14. What is their favorite food? How often do they get to eat it? Aalto’s favorite food is a pasta that Destiny will make on special requests (rare) or when she notices Aalto is feeling down (often).

15. What was something their parents taught them? Aalto trains in magic AT LEAST once a week, at most every single day.

16. Are they religious? There’s not really much religion in this world, however, for how little there is, Aalto is not remotely religious.

17. Where were they born? Who knows!!!

18. What languages can they speak? Where did they learn these languages? There’s not multiple languages at this point, so Aalto essentially speaks common.

19. What is their occupation? Aalto is a mage-in-training!

20. Do they have any titles? How did they earn them? At the beginning of the story, Aalto has no official titles.

Personality:

21. What is their favorite thing about their personality? His favorite thing about his own personality is that he is easy to get along with.

22. What is their least favorite thing about their personality? His least favorite thing about his personality is how he will trust more easily than he thinks he should.

23. Do they get lonely easily? Yes.

24. Do you know their MBTI type? Aalto is INFP

25. What is their biggest flaw? His biggest flaw is the ingrained ideals he nearly fully regarding trust and strength being in magic use.

26. Are they aware of their flaws? No.

27. What is their biggest strength? Aalto’s biggest strength is his persistence and dedication to whatever his current ambitions.

28. Are they aware of their strengths? Yes.

29. How would they describe their own personality? “Trustworthy.”

30. When frightened, will they resort to “fight” or “flight”? Fight, immediately drawn up a spell and is prepared to get the hell out after kicking back whatever this threat is.

31. Does this character ever put somebody else’s needs before their own? Who do they do this for? How often do they do this? Oh yeah. Since they first met, Aalto has ALWAYS put Kadence’s needs before his own. Thankfully, the dude will often make this realized and help Aalto take care of himself. Aalto will do the same for the others around, albeit less often and to a lesser degree. (Ex: Kadence is priority number one while Aalto will wait for an opportunity to help for others.)

32. What is their self esteem like? His self esteem is low, but he doesn’t let it show to others.

33. What is their biggest fear? How would they react to having to face it? His biggest fear is failing, and in the face of it, he panics. He wouldn’t admit it, but he does have a fear of water as well, and in the face of it would attempt every possibility of avoiding it.

34. How easily do they trust others with their secrets? With their lives? Aalto only trusts Kadence with a few choice secrets. He would rather other people trust him with secrets and their lives than him to them.

35. What is the easiest way to annoy them? Ask him too many questions or touch him too much. This applies to when you do the same to his friends.

36. What is their sense of humor like? Give an example of a joke they would find humorous. Aalto ADORES puns.

37. How easy is it for them to say “I love you”? Do they say it without meaning it? It may not seem like it, but it is surprisingly easy for Aalto to say “I love you,” and it always has a heavy meaning. He reserves this for the people closest to him, who he genuinely cares for and will protect.

38. What do others admire most about their personality? People admire his dedication. Aalto will do what it takes to achieve what he needs to achieve.

39. What does their happily ever after look like? Successful mage, possibly living in the Kingdom of Nucifera as the Royal Mage, a position that was removed years ago.

40. Who do they trust most? Is that trust mutual? Aalto trusts Kadence the most, and it’s reciprocated very heavily. Without Kadence, Aalto trusts Destiny the most, and that is mutual as well.

Physical Profile:

41. What does their laugh sound like? Do they snort when they laugh? How often do they laugh? Aalto’s laugh is very loud and sudden, almost sharp but warm. He doesn’t really snort when he laughs, but it has happened before. He only really laughs with Kadence.

42. What is their favorite thing about their physical appearance? His favorite thing about his physical appearance is his hair.

43. What is their least favorite thing about their physical appearance? His least favorite thing about his physical appearance is his scars and his chest.

44. Do they have any scars? If so, what are the stories behind those scars? He has some self harm scars on his thighs and left hand, and scars scattered on his left arm (hand to shoulder) from magic use gone wrong during training.

45. How would they describe their own appearance? “Plain.”

46. How easily can they express emotions? How easily can they hide emotions? Aalto has worked on expressing his emotions for a long time, so he’s doin way better at that, but he’s really good at hiding emotions. Whenever he gets hurt, there’s no reaction. When him and Kadence are behind closed doors, K gets him to let it out.

47.  What’s their pain tolerance like? Aalto doesn’t really realize this until he’s around Kadence for long enough, but the dude has a SUPER high pain tolerance.

48. Do they have any tattoos? What are the stories behind those tattoos? No tattoos.

49. Do they have any piercings? Nope! 

50. How would you describe their style of clothing? How would they describe their style of clothing? He wears clothing that works best for his comfort over his environment or quality. It’s loose, and he’d describe it as the same, he owns up to it.

51. What is their height? Weight? 6′ and 216 lbs

52. What is their body type? Are they muscular, chubby, skinny, etc? He’s got a little bit of body fat, but he’s got very little muscle.

53. What is their hair color? Eye color? Skin tone? Blond hair, brown eyes, light skin that won’t burn but will tan not very noticeably.

54. What is their current hairstyle? What have been some of their past hairstyles? Which was their favorite hairstyle? Aalto’s hair has always been the same, aside from his part shifting over time. His current is his favorite.

55. What is their alcohol tolerance like? What kind of drunk are they? How bad are their hangovers? His alcohol tolerance is high, and he never gets drunk and never gets hangovers, all due to spells Destiny asked to cast on Aalto, despite the fact that he doesn’t drink.

56. What do they smell like? Why do they smell like this? (Is it the things they’re around or a perfume they wear?) Aalto always smells like vanilla, no matter what! Backfire to a spell he cast once.

57. How do they feel about sex? Are they a virgin? Sex is whatever, I’m not gonna go into it.

58. What is their most noticeable physical attribute? His hair!

59. What does their resting face look like? Do they have RBF? He has a very flat resting face, he doesn’t bother to smile or otherwise acknowledge anyone unless they’re a friend or working with him. He’s close to having an RBF. He looks more bored.

60. Describe the way they sleep. Aalto will switch between totally sprawling out and entirely curling up on himself. If he ever rests in the same room as anyone else, he’ll curl up. If he’s alone or relaxed, he’ll sprawl out. It takes him a while to get to sleep, and he often wakes up multiple times during the night. He always wakes up in a sweat.

Environment:

61. Which season is their favorite season? He enjoys Autumn the most, it’s a good middle ground between hot and cold. Plus Vel makes special goods during that time.

62. Have they ever been betrayed? How did it affect their ability to trust others? Aalto has had his trust broken by Iain in a few ways, and it causes him to be wary of others long enough for him to understand their character.

63. What is always guaranteed to make them smile? Kadence.

64. Do they get cold easily? Do they get overheated easily? Aalto gets cold easily, but doesn’t overheat easily.

65. What’s their immune system like? Do they get sick often? How do they react to getting sick? Destiny saw Aalto get sick once and cast a spell to keep Aalto from ever getting sick again. The most he gets is the sniffles and drowsiness, and that’s only when people around him are sick.

66. Where do they live? Do they like it there? Aalto lives with Iain and Destiny in their home in the middle of the desert and with Kadence in the castle when necessary. His life at home is bittersweet, with tough training and a routine, and life at the castle is delicate and uncertain. While he’s there, while not shunned or looked down upon, he is given glances because he’s not one of their own. Not that he cares. It really matters that Kadence doesn’t think that. Either way, Aalto makes it work, finding the one person or people who help make the living space a home for himself.

67. Is their bedroom messy? What about their bathroom? Kitchen? Living room? His bedroom is a little messy, but his bathroom is more disorganized. The kitchen and living room, being shared with Destiny and Iain, are very disorganized and chaotic.

68. How did their environment growing up affect their personality? Aalto, growing up in the desert under the sun, is tough, determined, and passionate.

69. How did the people in their environment growing up affect their personality? OHHH boy well, Aalto really just grew up around Iain and Destiny, who had totally different impacts on his personality. Destiny raised Aalto and taught him empathy, morals, lessons, common sense, and compassion for the world around them. Iain taught Aalto facts, the worst of the world around them, what Aalto was going to see and know in the world. Both shaped Aalto into a logical person, however, with Iain’s heartless teachings, Aalto made a choice to act with compassion and empathy before bitterness.

70. How do they feel about animals? Do they have any pets? The only wildlife that WE know are very scarce and limited to dense woods or very abandoned areas. However, there are quite a few mythological creatures around, and there are a few that live at Aalto’s home. There’s a Cerberus and a Griffin, however, none of the residents consider them pets so much as family.

71. How are they with children? Do they have any? Do they want any? He’s alright with children, but is scared of havin ‘em or Being Responsible.

72.  Would they rather have stability or comfort? Comfort. He would consider stability, but he would prefer an unstable home full of comfort, because that’s what he’s used to.

73. Do they prefer the indoors or outdoors? Indoors. Outdoors means training and defense to him.

74. What weather is their favorite? Do they like storms? Aalto enjoys cloudy weather, the kind where it makes everything around him go dark. No rain, no storms, nothing but the sun’s light blocked out and a cool temperature.

75. If given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen? He’d write down his thoughts, nothing secretive, and doodle senselessly.

76. How organized are they? Organized enough for his room and bathroom to be a bit of a mess.

77. What is their most prized possession? While most think it’s his music player, it’s actually a single Polaroid picture of him smiling with Kadence. He read about a camera that immediately produces a physical image and when he told Kadence about it, Kadence said that it would be the greatest thing to have a physical image of them to keep while Aalto was away. Aalto scavenged for it by himself for days, refusing help from Destiny. When he got the Polaroid, he immediately snuck out to revisit Kadence. They trade it off with every visit. Aalto keeps it in a specially made compartment in his prosthetic. (Kadence keeps it under his pillow when he sleeps, and in his chest pocket when he’s awake.)

78. Who do they consider to be their best friend? Kadence.

79. What is their economic situation? Doing fairly well, makes do with what Iain and Destiny give. He politely declines any offers from Kadence.

80. Are they a morning person or a night owl? Morning person.

Miscellaneous:

81. Are they bothered by the sight of blood? Nope! As a child he was, but rigorous training with Iain wore his fears down to annoyance.

82. What is their handwriting like? Very neat. Destiny learned to write from printed books with neat print, so she mimicked that and taught Aalto to do the same.

83. Can they swim? How well? Do they like to swim? NOPE to everything. Aalto doesn’t know how to swim and will only go into knee deep water at most. Anything above he needs someone to hold on to.

84. Which deadly sin do they represent best?

Aalto - Wrath Kadence - Greed Mochi - Pride Vel - Envy Cy - Gluttony

85. Do they believe in ghosts? Sort of. He believes in consciousness after death, but not a presence that stays in the world.

86. How do they celebrate holidays? How do they celebrate birthdays? Aalto actually never grew up with any holidays other than his own birthday. To celebrate he goes ALL OUT. When he meets Kadence and knows his birthday, Aalto goes so hard and K gets super embarrassed.

87. What is something they regret? He regrets ever tampering in magic beyond his level, which caused him to lose his arm.

88. Do they have an accent? A Finnish accent!

89. What is their D&D alignment? True neutral

90. Are they right or left handed? He’s ambidextrous! Before he lost his right arm, he was right handed, and now using it for any task other than magic is tiring for him. So: magic stuff = right handed, non-magic stuff = left handed.

91. If they were a tweet, what tweet would they be?

92. Describe them as a John Mulaney gif.

93. What’s the most iconic line of dialogue they’ve ever said? "In this world there are a determinate amount of certainties...”

[theleastcarefulofgamedevs]

hehehehehehehehe ur turn. overshare pals

hehe im lov u ceec :)

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1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

water bottles and soda cans!

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

chocolate.... im lov it

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

cotton candy!

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

hardworking, earnest, and honestly? they gave me too much credit ebagweaganegioawnegew

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

soda bottles!

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

somewhere between boho, goth, and grunge hehe

7. earbuds or headphones?

headphones!

8. movies or tv shows?

movies,,

9. favorite smell in the summer?

you know that wet pavement smell after it rains? love that

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

dodgeball hehehe

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

nothin tbh. i don’t wake up early enough for it

12. name of your favorite playlist?

Writing Music! i made it hehehe

13. lanyard or key ring?

key ring!

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

GUMMY BEARS AND JELLY BEANS

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

“A Child Called ‘It’“ by Dave Pelzer

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

cuddled up to someone in blankets,,, im lov anything with my s/o tbh

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

i have this beat up pair of blue slip ons that have bloodstains on em bc i got a nosebleed one day bwaeiugbaweugbaweubguaw

18. ideal weather?

post-raining, or like. just before it starts raining

19. sleeping position?

anything with my s/o or bein wrapped in like. a billion blankets

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

on my home pc in my room!

21. obsession from childhood?

dice and video games!

22. role model?

i know it’s gonna sound dumb but like. a lot of characters from media have influenced me a lot, like sans/komaeda etc. another one from my real life would be my aunt on my mom’s side!

23. strange habits?

i bounce my leg while listening to music or stressed,, that’s abt it. OH and i like twirling a small blanket around on my arm bc... acrobatics of sorts

24. favorite crystal?

amethyst, but anything clean cut and rounded looks rlly nice imo,,

25. first song you remember hearing?

the first day i remember in my life was christmas at my grandma’s when i was 4, so probably random christmas music ubwegebwgwebgoibgweg

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

sometimes when i get tired of sitting around at home i like to walk down to the dog park by my house! 

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

cuddle,,,,,,,,,,, wrap up in a blanket with some freshly baked cookies n just. be there

28. five songs to describe you?

megalovania, medley rush 2 from the sonic rush ost, the promised neverland english op, metal crusher from undertale, metal scratchin’ from sonic rush

29. best way to bond with you?

just talk to me! im godawful at starting convos but i love talkin to ppl! 

30. places that you find sacred?

every person’s room feels that way, as well as obvious places, like churches n whatnot. we went n visited my aunt’s old house so my mom could pick up some stuff and being in her room after she died in 2015 was just like. an emotion i can’t rlly describe

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

hoodie, trackpants, n sneakers hehe

32. top five favorite vines?

back at it again @ krispy kreme, ADAM, they were roommates, two dudes in a hot tub, my croissant

33. most used phrase in your phone?

either “be there soon” or “ily” 

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

none tbh. i don’t watch much tv so i don’t see ads often

35. average time you fall asleep?

either 10:30 or sometime after midnight. no in between 

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

it was a rage comic

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

suitcase!

38. lemonade or tea?

lemonade, but i LOVE tea!

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

LEMON CAKE....

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

i was walkin in the halls with my friend and someone dropped a styrofoam cup of pasta on my friend’s head from the second floor awbegiuawbeguiawbguaewg

41. last person you texted?

the person who sent this ask heheheheh

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

jacket pockets!

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

hoodie!

44. favorite scent for soap?

anything really, but i like whatever my s/o uses bc it would remind me of them!

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

fantasy!

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

underwear tbh. like. that and a tshirt or just underwear is the only way i can sleep

47. favorite type of cheese?

sensory issues say i have to hate all kinds of cheese outside of like. grilled cheese so let’s go with that/cheddar

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

dragonfruit! 

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

GOD pretty much every quote from monomi or chiaki in danganronpa 2, but mostly “if you learn to love yourself, that love will continue to carry you for your whole life! love, love...”

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

OH HERES A FUCKIN STORY OK so i was at my friend’s house with a bunch of others bc we were doin a sleepover type thing and we were eating raising canes in his attic at like 3 am and some guy high on like. 3 different drugs at once got impaled through the leg on his fence. nobody saw him but we knew he was there and the cops were there in like 3 minutes. that very same friend has some of the most wack stories ngl

51. current stresses?

just doing well in school and making sure my s/o is happy!

52. favorite font?

comic sans.......................... im sorry

53. what is the current state of your hands?

my palms b sweaty but my fingers are dehydrated tbh. typin

54. what did you learn from your first job?

work.... difficult

55. favorite fairy tale?

probably the princess and the frog!

56. favorite tradition?

christmas!

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

probably my most noteworthy traumas tbh. gettin therapy for em, too

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

writing, my ability to overcome obstacles, being able to help ppl as well as i can, and making friends fast!

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

“Not dead yet.”

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

Probably either shounen, romance, or moe,,,,

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

“It’s a beautiful day outside. Birds are singing, flowers are blooming. On days like these, kids like you... should be burning in hell.”

62. seven characters you relate to?

sans, komaeda, makoto naegi, komaru naegi, toko fukawa, chiaki nanami, and chihiro fujisaki!

63. five songs that would play in your club?

they’d all be fall out boy tbh. that and videogame osts

64. favorite website from your childhood?

armor games hehe

65. any permanent scars?

i don’t think so? at least, not yet

66. favorite flower(s)?

roses and anything blue!

67. good luck charms?

my dice sets!

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

vanilla york peppermint patties... gross

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

pikmin in pikmin 1 who are underneath a bridge when it’s completed are killed because they get pushed through the ground

70. left or right handed?

right handed!

71. least favorite pattern?

probably the hellish bumpy pattern all teachers have all over their fuckin classrooms

72. worst subject?

math

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

chicken nuggets in milkshake... good. or frankly just like. cooked chicken mixed with anythin cold like ice or ice cream

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

like. 3 or 4

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

i was eating a crunch bar and it fell out hehe

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

I WOULD DIE FOR FRENCH FRIES.

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

any small blooming plant, like a single rose or flower!

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

hrm. coffee from a gas station tbh

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

NEITHER LOOK GOOD LMAO and i don’t have a driver’s license. that’s just like. a prediction

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

jewel tones!

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

lightning bugs!

82. pc or console?

either works but i spend more time on pc!

83. writing or drawing?

writing, but i like both!

84. podcasts or talk radio?

talk radio, but i love podcasts like TAZ or Critical Role! 

84. barbie or polly pocket?

neither? but probably barbie bc it’s more well known? idk

85. fairy tales or mythology?

mythology!

86. cookies or cupcakes?

cupcakes all the way b

87. your greatest fear?

me being the last person i know alive. i’d rather die than outlive everyone

88. your greatest wish?

i hope that no matter what there is after we die, i get to be with the people that are most important to me. 

89. who would you put before everyone else?

my s/o and family tbh

90. luckiest mistake?

buying danganronpa bweguowabguawebogbaweibg

91. boxes or bags?

boxes!

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

fairy lights!

93. nicknames?

i go by wes, dev, bines, anything rlly

94. favorite season?

spring!

95. favorite app on your phone?

tumblr hehe

96. desktop background?

it’s the ddlc cast! it’s a greyscaled image of four of the events cut together and their eyes glow hehe

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

only one, and it’s my dads bc i have to call him every time i go to my grandparents’ hehe

98. favorite historical era?

probably the one we’re in now tbh, but like. also hate it

[kylorenpunk]

Do them all. Suffer as I did 😂

Bitch I told you this was our friendship. We force each other to answer all the questions. 

1. selfie

Well… I wasn’t dubbed Selfie Queen for nothing… 

This one is interesting bc I have zero makeup on. The most recent ones are too blurry. A lot of my fav selfies are full faces of makeup tho. 

2. what would you name your future kids?

I feel like that’s a decision for both parents but I really like the names Felicity, Isabella and Dimitri. Yes, all of them are names from various franchises I enjoyed throughout the years. Be glad I’m out of my phase where I thought Vladimir was a good name. 

3. do you miss anyone?

I miss all my friends I don’t get to see frequently. Love all of y’all and hope y’all are doing well in life! 

4. what are you looking forward to?

Fucking graduating. Jesus Christ it’s taken me five damn years. 

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

From my club it’s Chris, Yara and Josephine. Also my entire friend group from back home. Honestly I love my friends so much. 

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

I feel like every situation is different so that’s a tough question to answer. 

7. what was your life like last year?

I honestly don’t remember much from December of last year. It was a good time though. 

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

I’m an emotional bitch. I’ll cry over anything. I cried over fucking Mulan the other day. 

9. who did you last see in person?

My parents and brother. Earlier in the day my club. 

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

I’m shit at it. My face gives away everything. The other day my professor was going into her inspiration porn narrative and I just gave her a cold dead look the entire time. 

11. are you listening to music right now?

No but I have the Hamilton soundtrack stuck in my head right now since that’s what I was last listening to. If you haven’t heard it I highly suggest it. Man I wanna see it so badly. 

12. what is something you want right now?

Sleep but I’m trying not to throw off my sleep schedule right now and am waiting a bit before going to bed. I only got three hours of sleep last night so that’s fun. 

13. how do you feel right now?

Kinda tired. Relieved that I got two service projects in a row done today. It’s been a long weekend. 

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

My friend Sebastian hugged me when I dropped him off. I guess that counts. 

15. personality description

I’m a makeup loving nerd who enjoys sitting in pajamas watching anime and superheros as much as she enjoys swatching EVERY lipstick in Sephora. According to my friends I can’t go 5 seconds without mentioning how old I feel and my love for Dungeons and Dragons. I’m also an asshole. (Wow this sounds like a 12 year old writing this)

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

Yeah tons of times. It’s bitten me in the ass. Oh well live and learn I guess? 

17. opinion on insecurities.

Everyone has them? If they say they don’t then they are lying. Mine is mainly related to my appearance or how I speak. 

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

I miss how things were in the beginning of this year. It started off strong then kinda turned into a shit show. 

19. have you ever been to New York?

No but it’s my top thing on my bucket list. My friends and I are highly considering a trip. 

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

Of all time: Get Low by Lil Jon 

Currently: “Told You So” by Little Mix (If you haven’t heard their new album I highly suggest it if you love girl groups that preach women empowerment) 

21. age and birthday?

22 - June 21st (She’s a Cancer)

22. description of crush.

I don’t have a hardcore crush right now. More like 5 second crushes that are over the second they do something I don’t like. 

Edit: Currently “celebrity?” crush is Nathan Sharp. I am seriously considering dropping $55 to see him at a convention this month. 

23. fear(s)

Heights, something terrible happening to my loved ones, wild snakes, and the usual common anxiety fears 

24. height

Five foot three inches. I’m short. Yes I know it’s not that short but tall people like to put me in the short category anyway. 

25. role model

My mom’s coworker who was my internship supervisor. She has a doctorate’s in what I want to do and is amazing at what she does. The amount of knowledge and experience that women has is incredible. She is also extremely funny and knows how to teach with a sense of humor which I appreciate. 

26. idol(s)

Celebrity idols? I don’t really idolize celebrities bc humans are humans and have flaws. 

27. things i hate

Immaturity, intolerance of differences, demeaning slurs, The Last Jedi, and the new Fantastic Beasts movie 

28. i’ll love you if…

Play with my hair, are kind to my friends and family, share common interests, show an interest in what I have to say, basically respect me and those close to me and we’re good 

29. favourite film(s)

Hairspray, High School Musical, The Greatest Showman, Stardust, The Harry Potter series, Avengers, Guardians of the Galaxy

30. favourite tv show(s)

Jane the Virgin, Naruto (fuck off I hate myself too ok), the first three seasons of Arrow before it turned to shit

31. 3 random facts

I’m not artistically talented but I genuinely enjoy makeup and creating looks

I have a nonverbal brother with autism and he’s my favorite person ever

I completely programmed my brother’s communication device by myself 

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

Now my friends are mainly girls but when I lived in Tampa 90% of my friends over there were guys (Hi Mason). I’m going to say that’s bc of us all playing video games in the Delta lounge (RIP Dirty D). But yeah now it’s mainly girls and 80% of my dude friends are gay. 

33. something you want to learn

Sign Language. Ice skating. Hairstyling. Fashion (I’m trying to be better about putting clothes together). Also I’m down to learn more about makeup and techniques 

34. most embarrassing moment

Either farting while doing an air guitar in front of my entire girl scout troop

or signing to my friend that I liked her friend at a party and his brother repeated what I had signed out loud in front of everyone

wait. No. When I F U C K E D  up in front a super hot guy while volunteering and then chose an 18 year old jock as my wingman. 18 year olds are dumbasses. Don’t use them as wingmen. Fuck you Khaled. 

35. favourite subject

In grade school I think it was English or History. It really all depended on the year. 

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

VISIT NEW YORK 

Hike the Smokey Mountains 

Visit Europe 

37. favourite actor/actress

Chris Evans (especially when he is trying to fight orange president on twitter) 

Also Mark Hamill is perfect 

38. favourite comedian(s)

I don’t watch comedians often. I guess the Fluffy guy? 

39. favourite sport(s)

The only time I give a shit about sports is when my university is undefeated or playing my first university in football. Or the soccer world cup if it’s on. However I appreciate the skill it takes to do a sport. 

40. favourite memory

San Antonio. It was my first time traveling without family and it was the greatest time. It was such a cool city 

41. relationship status 

Single - I take my sweet ass time 

42. favourite book(s)

Eragon (No, I haven’t finished the entire series. No, I don’t want spoilers bc I will do it eventually.) 

43. favourite song ever

“Get Low” by Lil Jon 

“Look Through My Eyes” by Phil Collins 

44. age you get mistaken for

Last year I got mistaken twice in a row within an hour for a middle schooler. I was 21 at at that time. During my internship one of the parents asked me if I had any kids. I’m either mistaken as a parent or as a 13-15 year old. There is no in between.  

45. how you found out about your idol

N/A since I don’t have an idol

46. what my last text message says

“lmao it’s alright” to Joey but the previous one is more funny “thankfully no one threw up this time” in regards to my friend’s party last night

47. turn ons

Well I aint about to talk about my sex life so let’s go with personality 

Common interests such as superheros or anime, charismatic, easy to get along with, common goals in life, cares about their loved ones, has passion, and someone I can hold an intellectual conversation with 

48. turn offs

rudeness, immaturity, inattentiveness, bad tempers, superiority complex, not being genuine, judging others, treating people like objects, and general lack of care for others or themselves

49. where i want to be right now

Back in the smokey mountains in a cabin watching movies and anime

50. favourite picture of your idol

N/A 

51. starsign

She’s an emotional Cancer

52. something i’m talented at

Apparently I’m good with kids      Makeup too I guess? 

53. 5 things that make me happy

friends, family, nerdy shit, makeup and Kakashi

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

Some shit happened last night that has me worried for some friends but I’m sure they’ll figure it out 

55. tumblr friends

A shit ton of y’all I know IRL. I won’t tag y’all bc that’s annoying af 

Joey’s my only internet friend @earthschampion (answer my text bitch) 

56. favourite food(s)

pasta, empanadas, crab rangoons, taziki sauce 

57. favourite animal(s)

Meerkats and koala bears

58. description of my best friend

K @burnitstronger: realest damn friend you will ever have. Will tell you how it is and provide never ending love and support. Never understands my dumbass shenanigans but loves me anyway. Love you boo 

J : Will also tell you how it is and forces you to watch Naruto and ruin your damn life. Will happily go with you to eat junk food after class. Will fight anyone who wrongs you and is def still plotting revenge on all my ex’s. Stans Loona

M: Will scream at you in Leo in a frightening but loving way. Has the best damn fashion sense I have ever seen. Is the friend that comes by when I need her to and brings a shit ton of snacks and love (J does this as well).

59. why i joined tumblr

I was bored on fourth of July in 2012 and my friends kept telling me that this website would be fun. Also the avengers “fandom” from back then 

60. ask me anything you want

I would say I’m sorry Mason but I enjoy making all my friends suffer. Make sure to give him a follow bc he’s cool. @masonjar828

[wererightbyyourside]

50 Questions Tag

Tagged by @supercriminalwolf​ 💕💕💕

1. what takes up too much of your time? it’s the school year, so classes/homework, tv shows... youtube..... two dots........

2. what makes your day better? listening to music, watching a show, or just in general decompressing (these are all due to the fact that I’m super introverted and they let me recharge which always makes me feel better lol)

3. what’s the best thing that happened to you today? I got to play with my dogs!! I’m at home instead of at school for the weekend and since my one dog is now 14 years old any time I can spend with him is the best

4. what fictional place would you like to go? I’m tied between Narnia and Middle Earth 

5. are you good at giving advice? I would say I’m pretty good when I’m serious, but if the situation isn’t serious my first instinct is to always tell my friends to kill whoever is giving them troubles lol

6. do you have any mental illness? luckily no

7. have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? once again, luckily no 

8. what musician inspired you the most? SHINee (such an original answer for a SHINee blog but it’s definitely true); there’s just so much to take inspiration from all of them

9. have you ever fallen in love? I mean I don’t really talk about it much but I’m aro and not interested in dating so... no

10. what’s your dream date? I’d really like to just hang around and watch shitty movies or something

11. what do others notice about you? honestly I don’t really know

12. what is the annoying habit you have? I crack my knuckles and also touch/rub my nose a lot (mostly because of allergies lol) which seems to also annoy people (including myself)

13. do you still talk to you first love? (see above about being aro lol)

14. how many ex’s do you have? none

15. how many songs are on your playlist? in my “current songs” playlist, 51, but that’s because I try to keep it around 50 at all times. In terms of overall music and my other secondary playlists, way way more...

16. what instruments can you play? piano, clarinet, tenor recorder (but like more than just a fourth grader... I was in an ensemble)

17. who do you have the most pictures of? honestly I was just scrolling through my photos to free up space and most of them are scenery from vacations

18. where would you like to go before you die? in a perfect world I would like to go to every country in the world, but in terms of the main places, New Zealand (is this because I’m a Tolkien nerd? you’ll never know...), Japan, SK, China, Hong Kong, etc. 

19. what is your zodiac? cancer

20. do you relate to it? usually not if I’m honest

21. what is happiness to you? this is too deep for midnight... but basically I think it’s being able to see through the bad things happening to you and staying optimistic

22. are you going through anything right now? nothing terrible atm but I mean it’s college so stress is inevitable

23. what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made? taking rock climbing as my exercise credit even though I’m out of shape

24. what’s your favourite store? target or tj maxx. they are both fun to walk around and browse in

25. what’s your opinion on abortion? pro-choice. I’m not one to infringe on other’s lives and choices.

26. do you keep a bucket list? not a formal list? I don’t really think about it much

27. do you have a favorite album at the moment? “Sense or Love” by Hey Say Jump but also the soundtrack for “Bad Guys: Vile City”

28. what do you want for your birthday? money lol it’s always money

29. what are most peoples first impression of you? I mean if I’m not talking to my friends I have a pretty aggressive looking resting face (my license photo looks like a mug shot ‘cause I’m not smiling) so I actually think a lot of people’s first impressions of me aren’t that good lol

30. what age do you seem according to most people according to most people? Almost everyone I meet thinks I’m older than I am... like mid-twenties instead of 19..

31. where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? under my pillow

32. what word do you say the most? the phrase “I’m thinking pasta” (if you recognize this phrase, you’re guaranteed a spot on my will)

33. what’s the oldest age you would date? I don’t really have a preference and by that I mean if I were to date I actually would probably be willing to date anyone as long as they were closer to my age than my parents (if I did the math correctly that means I would date anyone younger than 35). But honestly if a 35 year old wanted to date me (19 yo) they probably wouldn’t be the kind of person you’d want to date lol

34. what’s the youngest age you would date? If I was old enough to not have to worry about people younger than me being under the age of consent, l’d probably go up to 3-5 years younger.

35. what job/career do most people say would suit you? even some of my professors tell me to be a teacher... but also I get “editor” a lot and private investigator but that’s only by friends 

36. what’s your favourite music genre? I don’t really have a favorite, but I guess kpop lol and alternative

37. if you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? I think it would be anywhere where Trump isn’t president at the moment

38. what is your current favourite song? Alone - Seungri and Come to Me - Lee Hong Gi (feat. Zuho!)

39. how long have you had this blog for? As an independent blog, a year and a half. But it was a side blog on my old account for like a year or two before that 

40. what are you excited for? rock climbing to be over, Thanksgiving, Christmas, the semester to be over, Trump’s presidency to be over

41. are you a better talker or listener? listener

42. what is the last productive thing you did? I sent an email. I’m on break so I’m not doing anything productive  

43. what do you want for christmas? money. but also I need a new season’s greeting of some sort so I can have a calendar for 2019

44. what class do you get the best grades in? any class that revolves around writing or analyzing literature usually 

45. on a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now? 7?

46. what can you see yourself doing in 10 years? trying to figure out my life. probably still in school lol

47. when did you get your first heartbreak? never?

48. at what age do you want to get married? I don’t really want to get married

49. what career did you want to have as a child? vet, author, and pop star (with my friend) (we had a band)

50. what do you crave right now? I’m actually not hungry for once but a black cherry soda sounds pretty good

Tagging: It’s late and I already tagged a bunch of people in stuff earlier so I’m not gonna tag anyone lol. But if you’re reading this and want to answer these questions, I’ve now tagged you so go answer them 💕

[ask-bohemian-ilse]

answer all of them!

11. what’s an inside joke you have with your friends?* there’s far too many to pick just one, honestly.

12. what’s your favorite planet?* saturn!

13. what’s something that made you smile today?* first, stanley anderson let me copy his math homework. then, @ask-melchior-gabor gave me some of his favorite pirate literature that i haven’t read yet during study hall. and then i got burgers with @ask-max-von-trenk and @ask-the-reformatory! (having normal food was SO great.)

14. if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?* a huge mess. seriously! at least my section would. it’d probably be decorated pretty clashingly, because we all have different interests. it’d definitely be covered in flowers. and it would have lots of books! (for melchior)

15. go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!* mercury is shrinking!!!

16. what’s your favorite pasta dish?* fettuccine alfredo…yum!

17. what color do you really want to dye your hair?* i don’t have any desire to dye my hair at the moment, honestly.

18. tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between between you and your friends and is always brought up.* @ask-moritz-stiefel exposed that i stabbed him with scissors once because i thought he was possessed. nobody wants to let it go!

19. do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw in it?* i do! when i feel really out of my head, i either ramble just to get everything off my mind, or draw some pretty strange stuff. it’s very useful.

20. what’s your favorite eye color?* green!

21. talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.* my trusty “in case of sudden escape” bag has seen me through everything. it’s always full of necessities, and it is immune to being torn apart! it’s very sturdy, small enough that i can wear it without feeling weighed down, easy to travel with, and still covered in paint. it’s been there for me through so much. love you, bag.

22. are you a morning person?* most of the time!

23. what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?* go down to the creek, lay out in the sun, listen to some music, and just relax.

24. is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?* i’m too ashamed to tell anybody ALL of my secrets — but in the matter of trust, i’d have no qualms placing my faith in max, melchior, and @ask-hanschen-rilow these guys are locked boxes.

25. what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into?* one night, a group of us (the phallustics and some other models) were so drunk that we managed to get ourselves into a yacht that DEFINITELY didn’t belong to us. most of the passengers were pretty drunk too. i’ve also broken into a lighthouse…that was fun.

26. what are the shoes you’ve had forever and wear with every single outfit?* i have these killer sandles that are very ancient greece-like. they’re my favorites!

27. what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?* motitas banana gum!

28. sunrise or sunset?* sunrise

29. what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?* moritz does this adorable thing where his nose wrinkles when he thinks you’ve said something especially funny/outrageous. it’s so cute! i love it!

30. think of it: have you ever been truly scared?* yes.

31. what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.* i have a love-hate relationship with socks. as most of you know, i’m happiest barefoot. however, i love crazy/weird socks! especially knee-high ones! they’re so fun to play around with! i do not sleep in socks, though.

32. tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3 AM when you were with friends.* this one time, melchi and i were ridiculously high and we tried to order food. it went REALLY badly. he kept trying to not have to pay for food by psychoanalyzing the poor worker, and then i stood on a table, and we couldn’t stop laughing, and it was overall very chaotic and he’ll kill me for bringing it up again at some point. (love you, melchi!)

33. what’s your fave pastry?* OH! THERE’S SO MANY GREAT ONES TO CHOOSE FROM! i love sfogliatelle so much. i’ll go with that!

34. tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what did it look like? do you still keep it?* i wasn’t allowed to have one.

35. do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?* yes and yes!

36. which band’s sound would fit your mood right now?* misterwives.

37. do you like keeping your room messy or clean?* M E S S Y

38. tell us about your pet peeves!* people invading my personal space, being talked over, the sound of a fork scraping someone’s teeth, people who grab me without warning.

39. what color do you wear the most?* hmm…probably green!

40. think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s its story? does it mean anything to you?* the piercing in my collarbone? the one that keeps getting infected? i did it because i was really angry at the time — the night before i left. i was so, so tired of the way i had to live to keep modeling and to keep being pretty and all of that. it’s my freedom, baby!

41. what’s the last book you remember really, really loving? * it was a collection of h.p lovecraft’s works.

42. do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!* it’s small, but it’s always warm and it smells like vanilla. the people who work there are insanely friendly. it’s a bit dark, but in the cozy way. they always remember my name there.

43. who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?* moritz.

44. when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?* there was this one night where @ask-georg-zirschnitz and i were chilling on the roof. it was so quiet, and so warm, and i felt so safe. that was the end of last summer.

45. do you trust your instincts a lot?* incredibly so, yes.

46. tell us the worst pun you can think of.

47. what food do you think should be banned from the universe?* at the moment, fish.

48. do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?* yes! i just bought a duran-duran cd…no shame!

49. what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?* my father. no.

50. what’s an odd thing you collect?* georg says my collection of old letters written during the wars is weird.

51. think of a person. what song do you associate with them?* “baby’s on fire” by die antwoord.

52. what are your favorite memes of this year so far?* keanu reactions.

53. have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?* I HAVE THE RHPS MEMORIZED IN ITS ENTIRETY. MY DREAM IS TO DO ONE OF THE REENACTMENTS AS COLOMBIA. heathers is good, but hits a bit too close for me to watch comfortably. beetlejuice is a halloween classic! pulp fiction is also a classic i love.

54. who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?* i looked in a mirror. KIDDING! KIDDING! actually, stan the man did seem kinda sad today.

55. what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?* chugged nearly a whole bottle of benadryl. DON’T DO THAT.

56. what are some things you find endearing in people?* when they talk about things they love and their faces get all glowy. when they laugh.

57. go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?* shocked at how high freddie mercury’s voice can go. no, but i did start dancing.

58. who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why?* i’m the wine mom, max is the vodka aunt. it just fits.

59. what’s your favorite myth?* the myth of arachne!

60. do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?* i adore poetry! the book “new american best friend” by olivia gatwood is full of all my favorites.

61. what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever been given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?* i don’t believe in stupid gifts!

62. do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?* orange juice!

63. are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or leave them be?* no! i leave them be, makes it easier for my siblings/friends to grab them when they want to.

64. what color is the sky where you are right now?* black.

65. is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d like to hang out with?* @ask-bobby-maler

66. what would your ideal flower crown look like?* full of baby’s breath and orchids! very big.

67. how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?* miserable. terrible. sad and alone.

68. what’s winter like where you live?* cold and bitter and awful.

69. what are your favorite board games?* clue!

70. have you ever used a ouija board?* yes

71. what’s your favorite kind of tea?* chai tea and bubble tea!

72. are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it?* depends on my state of mind

73. what are some of your worst habits?* addiction and clinginess

74. describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.* very easygoing. lots of piercings. naggy about my personal health but throws caution to the wind with theirs. very handsome. a fantastic listener. an even better friend.

75. tell us about your pets!* hellbeasts.

76. is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?* homework.

77. pink or yellow lemonade?* pink!

78. are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?* the what?

79. what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?* one time, reinhold picked me up from school and he had this playlist full of music he thought i’d like and it was one of the sweetest things in the world.

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?
• i have white walls! i didn’t, but georg’s mom lets me draw on them :)
81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.
• luminous! 
82: are/were you good in school?
• i…don’t think my grades indicate my understanding of what we’re being taught.
83: what’s some of your favorite album art?
• david bowie has cool covers!
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?
• i have one! i don’t want another at this moment, but maybe later…
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?
• teen titans is a fun read
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?
• THE RISE AND FALL OF ZIGGY STARDUST!!!
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?
• black swan. the rocky horror picture show. moulin rouge. 
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy?
• tons! i go too in-depth, though. 
89: are you close to your parents?* no.
90: talk about one of your favorite cities.
• novosibirsk. so cool. 
91: where do you plan on traveling this year?
• i don’t know yet!
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?
• DROWN IT
93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most?
• i like putting flowers in my hair. i leave it down! 
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?
• wiebke from lit class!
95: what are your plans for this weekend?
• i don’t know yet. get really fucking high? maybe leave town.
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?
• depends
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?
• i don’t know. taurus. i don’t know.
98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?
• last weekend! it was lovely!
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.
• vagabond by misterwives, homeless by marina kaye, rootless by marina and the diamonds
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?* neither. i don’t want to risk that.

[xdalynxx]

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1. What’s one animal you wish you could have as a pet but can’t?

Fox

2. Favorite thing to wear to sleep?

Long sleeves 

3. What song really gets you going?

Something hype haha

4. Where do you usually eat your meals?

Living room on coffee table

5. Favorite meal: breakfast, lunch, or dinner?

Lunch and dinner ^^”

6. Most embarrassing habit?

I feel like I stretch or open my eyeballs often. :(

7. Chocolate or fruity candy?

Chocolate

8. Soft or hard tacos?

I enjoy both, soft is fun for dipping tho

9. Worst way to break up a fight?

Jumping in not knowing wtf is really going on lol. One of the teachers at my school got punched in the face and got knocked out by the fight o.o

10. Best thing to say in an elevator of strangers?

Allo there.

11. What color/design are your bedsheets?

Floral, random, cozy

12. Any hidden talents?

Yes a few odd one apparently lmao

13. Favorite thing to drink out of (mug, glass, etc.)?

Crangrape juice, water, coffee

14. Socks or bare feet around the house?

Bare

15. Favorite board game?

The last one I played what Chutes and Ladders with the fam

16. Do you sleep with the fan on or off?

On

17. Heat on or keep it cold with lots of layers?

Cold and cozy with layers <3

18. Do you sing in the shower?

Yes and stupidly too lmao

19. Favorite song to belt out at the top of your lungs when you’re alone?

Recently Midnight Sky

20. Last thing you cried about?

Something upsetting

21. At what age did you first have alcohol?

Idk if this counts, it was a wine cooler and my dad let me have a sip around 4 years old o.o

22. Relationship status?

Taken c:

23. What’s the most amount of money you’ve spent on a single item of clothing?

Maybe $30-$40?

24. What do you typically wear to formal events?

Dress or a jumpsuit

25. Favorite memory?

Happy ones

26. Gum or breath mints?

Gum

27. Favorite shoes?

Converse or boots

28. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

Ahhh one thing at a time

29. What is the natural state of your hair?

Wavy or just big

30. Have you ever had braces?

Yup

31. Most dangerous thing you’ve ever done?

Driving fast.

32. Most embarrassing thing your parents have caught you doing?

Farting

33. Last time you had an orgasm?

heh

34. Celebrity crush(es)?

Evan Peters, Ariana Grande

35. Windows or Mac?

Windows

36. How old were you when you learned to ride a bike?

6-9? Idr honestly

37. Makeup or natural?

Both is nice

38. What color do you wear the most?

Black

39. Favorite season?

Summer and fall

40. Umbrella or rain coat?

Coat

41. Have you ever fallen out of a tree?

No

42. First car you ever owned?

Nissan Versa

43. What time do you usually go to bed?

1am

44. Are you a competitive person?

If it’s something I’m good at or passionate about

45. Least favorite color?

brown

46. First pet you’ve ever owned?

Rabbit

47. Sweet or salty?

Salty

48. Favorite pasta dish?

All of em

49. Favorite kind of chips?

All kinds

50. Talk about something you’re passionate about.

My dog and hobbies

51. What are some of your hobbies?

haha funny... Gaming, art, exercising, books

52. Caffeine? If so, what kind? Coffee or soda

53. Favorite kind of pizza? Supreme but no olives

54. Fast food or sit-down restaurant? More fast these days than the sit-downs. But I enjoy the home cooking as well

55. Lots of acquaintances or a handful of close friends? I know a bunch of people but keep that circle smol

56. Something that ruins your appetite? Intestines or something pungent like sardines

57. Favorite labels about you? I don’t

58. Are you a religious person? No

59. Night out with a bunch of friends in public or night in with one friend having deep conversations? I enjoy both!

60. What size shoe do you wear? Average

61. Favorite thing about yourself? I can literally nap anywhere

62. Have you ever told someone you loved them first? Yes

63. Have you ever had sex on the first date? No

64. Heroes or villains? Neither

65. Favorite fruit? Strawberries

66. Least favorite fruit? I haven’t come across I disliked yet

67. Favorite vegetable? Onions 

68. Least favorite vegetable? Olives?

69. How many plates can you eat at a buffet? If I’m really trying, maybe 3-4

70. Favorite dessert? Cheesecake, or anything with fruit on em. I love a good Oreo cake too

71. Do you play any sports? Not at this time 

72. Age you learned how to swim? 4?

73. Tell a funny story. 

Funny then but this was actually awful lol. When we were younger, our mom accidentally shaved my brother’s hair all off and he wore a bandana. Our friend came over for a visit and I ripped that thing off of his head and embarrassed him “Look at Bo’s new haircut!”

74. What’s interesting about your culture? Food and traditional wedding ceremony

75. What’s one annoying thing about your culture? Arranged marriage was a thing.

76. What job would you be terrible at? Probably a tower person.

77. Would you rather watch a TV show or a movie? Both D:

78. What’s your favorite compliment to give? I love your -insert-!

79. What’s your favorite compliment to receive? As long as it is nice, I accept lol

80. Has your opinion changed on something recently? Hmmmyes...?

81. Do you always order the same thing at a restaurant or order something different each time? Normally the same stuff.

82. What’s something you’ve always wanted to try but haven’t yet? Go to one of those smash and destroy places lol

83. If you could learn to do anything right now, what would it be? It’d be cool to do 3D printing

84. Favorite physical feature about yourself? Teeth

85. Least favorite physical feature about yourself? Neck

86. What’s one amazing thing you did that nobody was around to see? Cooked some amazing food. The process wasn’t seen

87. If you could change your height, would you? I would, not by much though

88. What’s something you would rate 10/10? My playlist currently lol

89. Heels or flats? Flats

90. What’s something you wish you had more knowledge about? Mika’s thought process. I always wonder about it.

91. Would you want to be famous? No thanks

92. What’s something you would get arrested for? I guess it could be anything except murder.

93. What’s your spirit animal? Totoro

94. What’s the luckiest thing that’s ever happened to you? Too many near death experiences. I’d say SUPER lucky to be alive ._.

95. Are you the type to have an organized mess, or no mess at all?

It’s messy haha. My desk I’m guilty of but it’s a work in progress atm

96. Do you tend to make decisions based on the past, present, or future? Present and future

97. Are you a planner or a more spontaneous person? Planner for sure, but definitely the other way if nothing is going on at all.

98. Thoughts on the oxford comma? Idc

99. What do you hope never changes? One can’t keep hopes up

100. How would you celebrate your 100th birthday? Honestly, I don’t want to be alive for that long. BUT to celebrate with what friends I have left and of course with cake.

[howellstvdies]

pretty long post coming up! thanks to @flcwerstudies  for tagging me! love ya, babe

1. when you have cereal, do you have more milk than cereal or more cereal than milk? 

i try and make it even, but somehow there always ends up being milk left behind. it annoys me so much

2: do you like the feeling of cold air on your cheeks on a wintery day? 

it depends. some days, i’m elsa (the cold never bother me anyway!); some days all i ever want from life is warmth and cuddles and a cat

3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books? 

business cards, paper towels, my phone, pens, a necklace once. i nearly lost it, then

4: how do you take your coffee/tea? 

tea: two spoons of sugar and milk, but i don’t take it that much.

coffee: creamer or two spoons of sugar.

5: are you self-conscious of your smile? 

yes, it’s ridiculous

6: do you keep plants? 

not yet!

7: do you name your plants? 

i’m planning on naming them sherlock and finn, and then name some of them after bts

8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings? 

journaling, writing, drawing (if what i do can be considered drawing), and lots and lots of singing 

9: do you like singing/humming to yourself? 

yes, because i like the fact that i can hit power notes (like when i’m singing burn from hamilton)

10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach? 

stomach and side, but mostly on my tummy.

11: what’s an inner joke you have with your friends? 

so far, there’s “i could be a stripper” and “goshdarn oprah”

12: what’s your favorite planet? 

i like pluto because it’s a smol bean, and saturn because of the rings

13: what’s something that made you smile today? 

i watched america’s funniest videos with my mom

14: if you were to live with your best friend in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like? 

there would be books EVERYWHERE, and two cats lounging around, and a coffee maker, and blankets EVERYWHERE. also, high speed wifi

15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is! 

scientists have traced unusually regular radio signals being emitted from an unknown object in the galaxy m82.

ALIENS PEOPLE!

16: what’s your favorite pasta dish? 

i haven’t really had that many pasta dishes, but i’ll eat it any day

17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?

a dark blue, with streaks of tardis blue

18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up. 

i don’t really have anything right now 

19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it? 

i do keep a journal. i try to write reflections and things like that, but i’m always just ranting about how stupid and cowardly i am. and there are some to-do lists. 

20: what’s your favorite eye color? 

i’m probably just saying this because i have a crush on someone with this color eyes, but blue-grey eyes make me weak at the knees.

21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that’s been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.

my favorite bag is my school bag, to be honest, because that’s where all the books are. 

22: are you a morning person? 

nope, i’m a night person, but i also force myself to sleep early.

23: what’s your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations? 

sleep, watch netflix, watch dan and phil, read

24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets? 

there is one person that i’m slowly getting there with, and another person i really want to get there with, but none so far

25: what’s the weirdest place you’ve ever broken into? 

nowhere, yet

26: what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit? 

i wear my white sneakers quite a bit, but i haven’t had them for forever. i also wear my snow boots a lot, but that’s because they’re warm and i am weak.

27: what’s your favorite bubblegum flavor?

i don’t have gum that much, but i like strawberry.

28: sunrise or sunset?  

sunset.

29: what’s something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing? 

omigod, there’s so many; i find almost everyone cute. one of my friends does this thing when she’s proud of herself when she looks so smug and adorable. my other friend doesn’t laugh that much, so when i make him laugh, it’s like i’ve just discovered the secrets of life. and when my friend/crush laughs, he goes pink and he scrunches his nose and i die a little bit inside. 

30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared? 

i get really scared about emotions, but i don’t think i’ve been blood-curdling scared yet. 

31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.

i love socks! i love weird socks and fuzzy socks and any socks. i try to sleep with my socks, but i remove them in the middle of the night and i don’t remember. 

32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

my cousins and i had just watched markiplier and danandphil play five nights at freddies, and we were spooked, so we started watching spongebob in the middle of the night.

33: what’s your fave pastry?

the first time i ever had a crosant with chocolate inside, i died and went to food heaven.

34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it? 

i had an eeyore stuffed doll that i called doofy for some reason and i always slept with it. i had to leave it in kenya when we moved, but i’m on the hunt for another stuffed friend. 

35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?

YES YES YES. it annoys my mom sometimes

36: which band’s sound would fit your mood right now? 

all time low’s theraphy would be my mood right now, i think.

37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean? 

clean, but sometimes, the messiness is apealing.

38: tell us about your pet peeves! 

people asking me if i’m mad when i’m just being quiet. people who are mean to teachers, complaining about them not getting grades in (70 kids, more than 100 assignments to grade, and they have a life, please just stuff it). people who gossip about other people. dramatic people. racists, mysogonists, albiests, general asses. 

39: what color do you wear the most? 

black and blue, mainly black

40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what’s it’s story? does it have any meaning to you? 

i have a necklace that my aunt gave me a few years ago. i always wore it to feel close to her. 

41: what’s the last book you remember really, really loving?

the rosie project by graeme simsion. i got it at goodwill, and even my dad liked it. my dad very rarely likes the books i pick. 

42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it! 

none yet, but there is a starbucks in our town that i’ve been to a couple of times. not only was it my first starbucks visit, but i’ve had some very good memories there. 

43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with? 

i don’t even think i ever gazed at the stars with someone. i want to, though

44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything? 

when we were moving and the place was quiet, and the tv was off and i’d just woken up. i sat on the couch and read and i was so calm and happy.  

45: do you trust your instincts a lot?

kinda?? i do sometimes, but i do tend to overreact and overthink, so other times i don’t.

46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.

never apollogize for your bad puns about greek gods

47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe? 

PICKLES. my god, i hate pickles so much.

48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today? 

i was and still am scared of the dark

49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

i really like that idea, but i don’t have anything to play them on currently, so i don’t do that.

50: what’s an odd thing you collect? 

i collect clothing tags for bookmarks, but i don’t really collect things.

51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them? 

my dad. any bon jovi/rock song made in the 80s.

52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far? 

salt bae and spongebob being a chicken.

53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them? 

no, not yet. i keep meaning to, but i never get round to it.

54: who’s the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face? 

my baby sister a few days ago. we usually leave for school at the same time, and she had to stay home because she was sick. she looked so sad when i was leaving that i could actually feel my heart break.

55: what’s the most dramatic thing you’ve ever done to prove a point?

i don’t think i’ve ever done anything dramatic.

56: what are some things you find endearing in people? 

when people laugh and it’s a full-on laugh and they very rarely do that, dimples, when people engage my stupid questions (”dragons or dinosaurs?”) and go with it, people who are okay with just sitting in the quiet but they can also stay stupid funny thins, dimples, using hands to explain things, DIMPLES

57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics? 

really happy. i kept reancting lyrics and playing air guitar when it called for it. that song is fun.

58: who’s the wine mom and who’s the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? 

i don’t really have a group of friends but i think i’d be the vodka aunt and my friend charise would be the wine mom. (sometimes it’s switched)

59: what’s your favorite myth? 

icarus and persephone and hades

60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves?

i like it but i very rarely read it. i feel like you have to be really smart to understand poetry, and i’m not smart enough.

61: what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received? 

i gave a few of my friend nail polish, and i don’t think i’ve ever gotten a stupid gift

62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind? 

orange juice most of the time, grape juice when i have it

63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be? 

i leave them be most of the time. as long as they’re not getting hurt, i’m good. 

64: what color is the sky where you are right now? 

dark blue almost black

65: is there anyone you haven’t seen in a long time who you’d love to hang out with? 

i saw my cousin for the first time in MONTHS before we moved, and he’s really tall now, and he lets me cuddle him and he gives me back hugs and i miss him so much (but i’m not telling him that because he’d rub it in my face)

66: what would your ideal flower crown look like? 

small roses! peach blossoms and cherry blossoms too. one huge ass hibiscus or lotus flower as a statement piece

67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel? 

cozy and sheltered, sometimes. really melancholy and silent most of the time

68: what’s winter like where you live? 

not too bad (i’ve only had one so far)

69: what are your favorite board games? 

monopoly and game of life and clue

70: have you ever used a ouija board?

no, but i knida want to??

71: what’s your favorite kind of tea? 

i don’t really have one

72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you’ll forget it? 

depends. if its something i care about, no. otherwise, yep

73: what are some of your worst habits? 

running away from my emotions and other people’s emotions, expecting the best out of people when i know i’m gonna get the worst

74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.

not too loud, but very passionate. listens to a lot more rap music even though they look like a punk rock person. doesn’t look people in the eye, but looks me in the eye sometimes and makes me wanna cry. i really like him

75: tell us about your pets! 

i don't have pets!! (thanks mom)

76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t? 

sleeping BUT I WILL FINISH THIS IF IT KILLS ME

77: pink or yellow lemonade? 

pink

78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub? 

fanclub they’re adorable

79: what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you? 

making me a grilled cheese for my birthday (was my first grilled cheese)

80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why? 

white and no. i wanna paint them tardis blue

81: describe one of your friend’s eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of. 

the ice floating in the open sea, the color of the sky right after it’s rained

82: are/were you good in school? 

yes! i find it fun so it’s easy for me

83: what’s some of your favorite album art? 

an airplane carried me to bed by sky sailing looks really preety

84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones? 

i want to get slytherin in fancy font on my ankle and a semicolon on the inside of my wrist

85: do you read comics? what are your faves? 

no, but i want to 

86: do you like concept albums? which ones? 

i don’t know if i’ve heard any

87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives? 

the fundamentals of caring, dead poet’s society

88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? 

i don’t really know any

89: are you close to your parents? 

yeah

90: talk about your one of you favorite cities. 

london when i was eight - warm summer days and walking to the park in the afternoon, popsicle slipping down my hand. watching cartoons with my cousins and reading in a blanket fort. merry-go-rounds and playing with sprinklers even if i’m fully dressed. going to the beach, and the day is cold and windy, the sky is grey, and it’s so beautiful my chest hurts

91: where do you plan on traveling this year? 

i wanna go to new york at some point but my parents are grade-a procrastinators and i can’t go without them

92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch? 

half-and-half, but more towards the barely side.

93: what’s the hairstyle you wear the most? 

braids with a right part.

94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday? 

my little cousin turned 7 a few days ago

95: what are your plans for this weekend? 

sleep and read and sleep

96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot? 

procrastination is always my situation

97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house? 

infp-t, scorpio, slytherin 

98: when’s the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it? 

almost a year ago, not my best hiking experience. that was more about the people than the hike

99: list some songs that resonate with your soul whenever you hear them. 

for some reason, mess is mine by vance joy really makes me feel things. also, almost every single bts song i’ve ever heard

100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why? 

5 years in the past, with the knowledge i have know, so i can fix mistakes my over-dramatic, 10-year-old self made.

this took fifty years i swear. i tag @studiousmochi @studytherin @pinetreestudies @athenus @eintsein @educatier @elkstudies and @studylustre , and whoever wants to do this. xoxo