I haven't done this in a while...
But I would just like to gush about what a wonderful person my best friend, @gatheredfates, is.
I am entirely blessed and honored to call Sea the platonic love of my life, and have done so now for what feels like countless years. ---Because I'll tell you, I lost count after five. :') (I can only count to four, I can only count to four)
You have such a big and beautiful heart. You're always there for those you care about, and you're always looking out for them. Whether its just sending them things you'd think they'd like, or trying to help network your friends... I have met so many wonderful people due to your beautiful extroverted heart, and I admire you so much for it.
Thank you for taking care of me. For always being there for me. For being one of three very sturdy rocks in my life who have never let me slip. You've seen me at my best and my worst and you've always been there to pick me back up again when I feel like its impossible.
But beyond everything, thank you for accepting me and loving me through all my flaws and mistakes. For laughing with me at the silliest and sometimes the stupidest things. For the inside jokes, the berries yet to be found, and the many more 'lemme smashes' yet to come.
Thank you for always being you.
I love you so much. ♥
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respectfully requesting some more wholesome Jack and Crutchie being idiot brothers content <3
RESPECTFULLY PROVIDING THE CONTENT BCS THEY MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME!!!! and i will be doodling the two of them being idiots together more!!
(i’m digging through my ask box over spring break i promise im gonna respond to them all 🙏🙏)
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I will not regret having loved.
I don't mean I won't be sad, and my heart won't ache over connections I've lost.
I don't mean I always forgive people who have betrayed my trust and hurt me.
I don't mean I haven't loved the wrong person before.
I mean, the day I regret having felt love at all is the day I fear I will truly lose myself in every way that matters.
Even if I no longer hold any love for someone, I can not regret having felt it in the first place.
Why on earth should I regret the part of me that loves when it is my favorite thing about myself? Why should I shame myself for feeling the very same thing that allows me to have friends to hug and laugh with and milestones to celebrate?
I refuse to feel at fault for having felt something so beautiful and untouchable as love. I can not with good conscience condemn the version of me that loved when I didn't know why I shouldn't have. I will not punish myself over having found something worth loving, even for only a few seconds.
So I will weep for the connections I've lost, and I will do so proudly.
I will scream and cuss and cry at and about the people who have hurt me, and I will do so proudly.
I will laugh and hug and celebrate the people in my life, and I will do so proudly.
I will do these things with all the love I've ever felt etched into my heart, and I will do so proudly.
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thinking abt this tiktok i saw a while back where an older sister was making fun of her younger sister for insisting that dazai and chuuya bsd were just friends after watching dead apple and like.
while on the one hand i Get It and i ship skk with my whole life, on the other hand i was once a teenager who was really put off by the idea of romance in general but who nonetheless wanted to believe that someone could still love me with that kind of ferocity, and i really clung to those desperate best-friendships that crop up in so much media, and idk. sometimes i think when fandom belittles the possibility of "a platonic explanation for this" they are 1.) very much leaving aromantics out to dry and 2.) just. really limiting the scope of just how intense platonic love can be.
and also i mean. idk why everything always has to be either/or. you can ship a dynamic romantically and also enjoy them platonically you know. the two are not mutually exclusive. i do it all the time. really not hard. that's the nice thing about a little ambiguity.
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i also think there are few things funnier than the way allen and kanda's relationship changes throughout the manga. like i do not ship them at all but for over a hundred issues it's yuu edgelord supreme kanda being like 'FUCK you for being nice and polite all the time. the world is a TERRIBLE place and it is STUPID AND NAIVE for you to pretend otherwise' and allen grin and bear it walker being like 'Actually I Believe In The Inherent Value Of Human Life You Piece Of Shit :) Be Nice To People :) Appreciate Your Friends :) Find Hope Or Go To Hell :) ' and then searching for AW hits with all the force of neah and the fourteenth and suddenly allen is like "maybe it is all meaningless actually haha i ruin everything i touch and my life was never truly mine <3 i think i might go catatonic for a little while about it wouldn't that be fun <3 go on the run and isolate myself <3" while kanda tracks him down to shake him by the shoulders like "wait wait wait fuck you oh my god stop that you need to believe in people again what about your fucking friends jesus christ don't you remember them oh my fucking god where did your stupid hope go and why do i have to be the one to force you to find it UGH." kanda fucked around and found out. literally be careful what you wish for.
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💎💎💎
[ for jean !! ]
Three Things that Come to Mind || Accepting!
“ Kaeya is an excellent knight, and I am proud to have him as our cavalry captain. It is a shame that Grand Master Varka took all of our horses with him on his latest expedition: I worry that Kaeya feels his ‘title’ is hollow at best nowadays. I consider him to be my right-hand man, and I trust his judgment implicitly. ...Will that suffice? ”
None of this is new information, nor is it surprising. Each of Jean’s words are carefully selected to be within normal, everyday public knowledge. Kaeya is a private man, and it wouldn’t do to have his trust in her damaged by unnecessarily revealing information on his struggles.
There are many things that actually come to mind at the question: Kaeya drinks too much. She worries for his health, both physically and mentally. After the incident of four years past, alcohol had become a crutch for the man.
She worries that she relies upon him far too much, when the world is much too hard on him. She knows how he has struggled with self-loathing, how he feels unworthy of Diluc’s forgiveness or to be considered a “good” person.
However, she is beyond grateful to have him at her side and feels selfish for it. She can never do enough to support him, nor can she bring herself to push him to open up to her. It is a delicate balance, and one that she tightrope walks ever-so-carefully.
Three real things that come to mind, all unspoken.
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...
You'll feed all the people's parking meters
You encourage the eating of ice cream
And you would somersault in sand ...
You talk to loners
You ask "how's your week?"
You give love to all
...
You're obsessed with hiding
The sticks and stones
And feel the unknown
You feel like home
You feel like home
You put my feet back on the ground
Did you know you brought me home?
Yeah, you were sweet & you were sound
Can you save me?
...
You would share your last jelly bean
And you would somersault in sand ...
You put my feet back on the ground
Did you know you brought me home?
Yeah, you were sweet & you were sound
You save me
...
See I have tried
You still bring me around & around & around
...
You brought me around
...
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