#the questions I got stuck on were 3 and 18 because I wasn't sure how to answer

[missmugiwara]

Got It Bad ♡ Part 1

summary: fem!reader x Luffy. You ogle the Straw Hat captain, and he takes you for a ride. Make of that what you will! warning: 18+, slightly NSFW, very suggestive Note: IF YOU AREN'T A LUFFY SIMP, THEN I WILL MAKE YOU ONE. First tumblr fic, let's gooooo! Kinda long. I'm so nervous.

♡ You can read Part 2 and Part 3 here! ♡

God, you had it bad. How long were you going to last like this? You were sure to snap at any moment. And when you did snap, you would go right after your captain. Could he not feel your gazing eyes boring into his back?

You licked your lips. They were suddenly feeling dry. So was your throat, and that meant it was time for a sip of the drink Sanji just gave you. When you were done, you placed the drink back on the table where the cook had lovingly placed it. You lowered the book from your face and tilted your sunglasses off your nose. Your attention was directed elsewhere at the moment. The laughter of Usopp, Chopper, and Luffy was much too distracting to focus on reading right now. However, it was one special person of that trio that had your undivided attention.

Oh. Your captain.

There he was in utter perfection.

You longingly gazed upon the rubber man who was smiling, laughing, and just enjoying the day. Everything went silent around you - the only thing you could hear was your heart thundering in your chest. All you could focus on was the captain. Your god, your rock, your heaven - and yet he had no idea how you felt. It was killing you, honestly! You wanted to tell him how you felt… but how would that go? Luffy was a simple man - you were positive that he could understand these types of feelings, but… has he ever really interacted with these types of feelings from others? Surely, he has to know something - or at least understand why people want to kiss or get married. You shook your head. It didn't matter here, and you wanted to stop asking yourself these difficult questions.

Besides, it wasn't fair! He was just running around with no shirt on - getting sprayed by a hose Usopp was wielding. These sunny days were amazing (but also tortuous) because it allowed your captain to run around like this and left you to ogle.

Shirtless. Wet. Gorgeous.

Jeans shorts that were soaked so badly that they clung to his skin. Denim gets quite heavy when wet, so they clung to his hips in desperation of staying up - but no good. They rode a little lower as they began to slip, but not quite enough that they would fall completely. Hmm, was he even paying attention to that? You took the sunglasses off your face for a better view in the sunlight.

Luffy's dark-as-night black hair stuck to his forehead in cute, messy waves. The small little scar under his left eye almost grinned at you like the grin upon his lips. Your eyes lowered from his sun-kissed face to his scarred chest. Beads of water glistened on it as it heaved up and down from his breath while he ran. You took a few moments to stare at his musculature, wondering how would it feel if you could just lick every part of his abs? How would it feel if you could just kiss each part of his body?

Luffy let out a loud laugh, and your eyes darted back up to his face.

And that smile? You swooned. Oh, his warm, beautiful smile. There was so much in that smile. He was genuinely happy being with those he cared most about, and the simple things made him so joyous. You couldn't help but tilt your head to the side and beam at him. His personality was contagious. How could you not step back for a second and appreciate these little moments together of playing in the sun? He taught you that. As high-maintance as Luffy was, there were always these slowed-down moments where you could just genuinely feel so happy near him. Not a care in the world. His smile was ear-to-ear, and he let out a laugh you could never get sick of.

It was hot out enough already, but goodness. These feelings for your captain made your heart skip a beat. You would have been fine just admiring from afar, but there was a moment when the three goofballs stopped for a second to catch their breaths. Then, they were nonchalantly walking toward you for a drink break, but you weren't ready for social interaction yet as your head was still in the clouds, daydreaming of Luffy. Instantly, you sat up and grabbed the nearest thing you could to appear as natural as possible - the plate of drinks Sanji left on the table.

Shakily holding the tray, you called out, "Hey, guys! Thirsty?"

Did that sound natural? Did they sense you were lusting? Or thirsting? Did anyone see you stare at Luffy with amorous eyes?

For a split second, you turned to reach for a towel to wipe up some lose water beading on the glasses, only to feel yourself being slightly launched off your chaise. You turned around to find Luffy, nose-to-nose with you, who happily took a seat. You froze, clutching the towel close to your chest.

"What did Sanji make?" Luffy grinned, not giving a damn about how close he was. You quickly forgot how to speak and words and… oh god. Luffy stuck his tonge out from his mouth and let out a deep exhale at the unbearable weather.

"Whew, I'm soooo hot!"

Oh, he had no idea.

Your mouth salivated, staring at the scar on his chest and having your mind fantasize about all the ways you could just run your hands over him. Could you stare any harder? God, how many ways could that rubber body bend if you could just have your way with him all night long? You looked back up at his soft, gentle face. He was waiting for you to do something, say something, anything! You realized you hadn't responded to him once, but you were out of words.

Just… try to act normal.

The only thing you could do was smile at him. You reached out and dabbed the towel softly to his cheek to soak up any sweat or water, not like you'd be able to tell at this point. It was something you always did, and Luffy let you. Whether nursing him back to health from battle or cleaning his face after he ate - he'd willingly let you do this, and no one else. Luffy let out a hum, closed his eyes, and proudly pointed his face upward to bare his neck, waiting for you to dry it next. That was new, and it was freaking adorable. Becoming a tad flustered, you looked down immediately out of sheer bashfulness. Your eyes landed on his shorts, and using every fiber of your being, you restrained from asking him if he wanted help out of those later.

Now kiss him.

Wait… no!

This internal battle caused your face to erupt in volcanic heat. Usopp and Chopper's comments sounded like white noise in your ears, and you realized you weren't even paying attention to a word they said. They took their drinks and thanked you while you mumbled a bunch of yeah's and sure's after they merrily ran away.

"Feels soooo good when you do that!" Luffy said as you continued to half-assedly dab his face. Your froze at those words. He had to stop saying all this… this stuff! He slapped his hand over your hand, and you squealed at that. You've held his hand before but only when he was helping you up if you fell, yet this was so much different! It was so… much gentler than you anticipated considering how boorish he was at times. But that slap was the momentum you needed to get moving again like a normal person instead of this horny animal out for flesh and rubber.

"Um, let me get-"

You managed to come back down to earth and reached for the last drink saved for Luffy, managing to grab it before he did - but not fast enough for his next motions. With a slight misjudgment of time, he brushed his hand onto your fingers just as you grabbed the glass. In your not-so-right state of mind your brain just decided to turn to mush… and you dropped the drink all over your lap. You had zero control of your fingers and Luffy's touch made you open your hand on command. How the hell did that work? The drink had spilled all over your thighs, and you thanked yourself for wearing a bikini today so you wouldn't have to worry about washing any pants later. Or maybe later you could use laundry as an excuse to get Luffy out of his.

Luffy pouted for a second upon seeing he could not drink his beverage. Then, a smile reappeared on his lips before he let out a, "Shishi! You spilled!"

He seemed rather amused at your clumsiness. Usually, you didn't screw up like this at all, and even Luffy knew you didn't screw up like this at all. Clumsiness wasn't part of your nature so this was like a great new thing for him to poke at and tease you with later. You felt a tad embarrassed.

"I'm sorry, Luffy! I'll go ask Sanji to make another one," you stood up, but took a moment to look down at yourself, "Oh, I'm all sticky now!"

It was as if that were a cue, because Luffy let out a mischievious laugh as he grabbed your wrist, "Then you need to get cleaned up!"

You turned to him. What did he mean?

"Luffy, please let go - OH!"

Before you knew it, he had lowered himself to swoop his arms around the back of your knees, lifting you up into the air. He held tightly but with care. You knew he would never let you fall, but what an embarassing position to be in. Especially in front of everyone! Every one of your friends was outside, enjoying the day much like the three troublesome boys, save for Sanji who was still cooking and out-of-sight. Again, the heat blossomed to your face as your crewmates laughed and jeered at your compromising position. Before you had time to even think, Luffy was once again faster.

"USOPP! CHOPPER! GET HER! GET HER!" Luffy roared while bearing a huge grin.

Luffy took off like lightning, running full-speed ahead while still somehow maintaining a perfect hold onto you as Usopp and Chopper screamed in triumph, holding the hose high into the sky. You gripped Luffy's shoulders for extra balance, and his grip tightened once more around your legs as you began to slip. Your face flushed as his head was pressed into your thighs, the water from his face somehow suctioning your skin to his. You were slipping, and Luffy's face was definitely getting closer to your -

Oh good god!

You looked down at him, and he up at you.

He smirked, "No escape!"

Then, Luffy wrapped his rubber arms around you and himself several times. He pressed his grin against your groin, and you nearly toppled over because of this. Feeling this topple about to happen, Luffy tightened his strong grasp so that you couldn't fall.

"Put me down, put me down, put me down, put me down!"

You shrieked over and over as Luffy's lips were just pressed into the warm space between your thighs, letting out hot breaths against your groin that reduced your legs to jelly. You weren't worried about falling, no, but you were concerned you might just pass out from the feeling of his mouth and the amount of intimate contact. Not to mention, you both were practically naked! You pulled your hands from his shoulders and covered your face. Screw balance. The urge to hide was much greater! You could just feel the sensation of warm, wet skin on skin rubbing and rubbing and -

Usopp yelled once more and put the hose on full blast, dowsing you and Luffy with ice cold water from the sea. The kind of cold that was shockingly painful and yet so refreshing all at once on a hot summer day. You and Luffy screamed from the coldness, and after Usopp stopped running after you both - you and the captain burst into a fit of laughter.

"Okay! Enough! Cold!" You begged Usopp to stop, and he turned off the hose.

As the laughter subsided, both of you panting heavily to try and catch your breaths - you realized Luffy did not let go of your legs. His touch was so soft. Again, you thanked the heavens for this intimate moment with the rubber man. You both stared at each other while panting, you still wrapped in his arms so masterfully. Luffy's muscles flexed in the sun, more water beading on every part of him - completely soaked head to toe. He then lowered you gently, your hands moving from his shoulders to his neck as you readjusted yourself as he did.

Smiling, he let out a laugh as your thumb brushed his jaw up to the corner of his lips. The captain twitched at this, and a small pink blush feathered over his face. He wasn't stopping your touch though. You just reached for him so intimately without realizing it. You weren't even thinking! Would he say something?

You quickly retracted your hand from his face as he unwrapped his arms, placing his hands on your hips to steady you. He could sense you were recovering after being attacked with cold water, but he gave a look that asked if something else was the matter.

After a moment of composing yourself, you pouted at him and lazily slung your arms around his neck.

"That was dirty, captain. I'll get you back for this!" You whispered with a smile.

A smirk worked its way onto Luffy's face. He stared at your lips before blinking and averting his eyes to meet yours.

"That's what dirty girls get!"

He whispered to match your playful tone. Luffy let his hand linger on your waist for a split second before Sanji came out of the kitchen, and immediately Luffy was off. He left you standing with wide eyes and butterflies deep in your stomach. Did he understand what he even said? Did he know what a double entendre was? Those words left your ears burning. You took a moment to stare after him. No, he probably meant you were dirty because you spilled a drink on yourself. Of course! Right?

Yet there was something else in those wild eyes of his that left you feeling otherwise. Especially when he turned once more and flashed another smirk at you before yelling at the cook. Was it just playful teasing or something more? Fighting the growing heat to your face, you smirked and placed a hand over your mouth.

No fair.

Luffy was such a tease, and he didn't even know it.

[blushweddinggowns]

if it hasn’t been asked yet, prompt 18 has incredible steddie potential. no pressure tho! love your work, hope your brain feels better<3

Aww ty and it is feeling a lil better 💗 And here's some pre-steddie for ya! I might do a part two of this because the vibes leave room for some uh, not sfw material. She has some energy.

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Steve liked to complain about driving the kids around, but in all honesty? He loved it. He loved how lively they all were, he loved the silly arguments they would have, he liked just being around them, especially Dustin.

But holy shit did he hate picking him up from Hellfire. Because for some fucking reason, Dustin was never just waiting outside. He was always waiting outside with Eddie Munson, his brand new hero.

Steve had no idea what Dustin saw in the guy. He was such a dick, even when they barely talked for five minutes a week Eddie never missed the chance to be a snarky little bitch.

Which is why he wasn't too excited to see Eddie smoking alone outside of their club room, no Dustin in sight. Steve frowned as he got out of his car, looking around like Dustin might magically appear.

It wasn't helping that Eddie was staring right at him, an amused smile on his face, "You looking for something?"

Steve rolled his eyes at the question, "Just tell me where Dustin is."

"Inside," Eddie said as he took a drag, still staring at Steve. It always made Steve feel weird, the way Eddie would look at him. HIs eyes were too big or something, too intense. It always made him squirm, "On the phone, talking to his girlfriend. It's kind of gross actually, how mushy they are. He managed to scare everyone off but me."

That sounded about right. But that also meant that now Steve was stuck with standing next to this guy. And he really wasn't in the mood for awkward small talk.

"I'll wait in the car then," Steve said dismissively, stopping when he heard Eddie snort behind him.

"Too much of a princess to stand around with the undesirables huh?"

Steve spun around, his face hot at the weird insult, "What the hell is that supposed to mean?"

Eddie shrugged, dropping his cigarette to the ground, "It means I think you're an uppity bitch. Tell me Steve, is hating me your only personality trait? Or do you get off on acting like a pissy kitten? That pretty face can only take you so far you know. "

This, this right here is what he hated the most about Eddie Munson. He was a dick yes, but he was so specific about it. Always calling Steve stupid shit like princess, kitten, bitch and now pretty. It was weird, emasculating, and...confusing. Very confusing on why the first thing it always did was make him blush. He didn't make Steve mad in the right way. He made him feel off kilter and anxious, his heart almost always going into overdrive whenever he had to talk to the guy.

But that didn't mean he was going to take all of that laying down, "Says you? I'm surprised you don't have a I hate Jocks tattoo on your forehead. For an 'undesirable' you sure are judgmental as fuck."

Eddie laughed at that, like Steve was an old friend who made a hilarious joke, instead of someone who was actively trying to get under his skin, "Do you still count as a jock? Because if you do I might have to re-evaluate that. I never said I hated you, princess."

Oh great. So that was just a nickname now. Steve opened his mouth to snap back at him, to ask why he was such an ass if their wasn't mutual hatred between them.

But then Dustin was popping out of the club room, a big smile on his face as he waved at Steve, "Sorry I'm late! Suzie called and she heard about this new theory she had to tell me about and-"

"And you can tell me in the car," Steve interrupted, avoiding Eddie's eyes as he dragged Dustin away. The asshole smirked at him as they drove away, like he could just tell how much he was driving Steve crazy.

Yeah, Steve would never understand what Dustin saw in that guy.

[rainberrydrops]

21 Questions Tag

thank you for this @aomitois 🤍

1. Nickname:

✨Ries✨

2. Zodiac:

♉

3. Height:

your pocket-sized 4"11 girlie ✨

4. Jock, nerd, prep, goth?

Definitely nerd. I have a lot of interests that I enjoy talking about

5. Last thing I googled:

"Star Rail Yukong" 🤣 I just got her last night and I am going to build her so I'm looking at guides

6. Favorite musician:

I have a lot! It's hard to pick my most favorite among them. But if I were to recommend a musician to a friend, I would pick Blü Eyes. She's so underrated but her songs speak to the soul and the heart.

7. Song stuck in my head:

Currently? It's "Let Me Let You Go by One Ok Rock"

8. House or block flat?

There are very few flats here in my country, it's mostly condominium units 😅 so I will choose a house. It would be so cool to have my own house someday and I will surely enjoy decorating it

9. Followers:

971 amazing beautiful hoomans 💖✨

10. Do you get asks?

Yes, sometimes! And I really appreciate the time they took to send me one 🤍

11. Amount of sleep:

usually around 6-7 hours 😅 it's so hard for me to get a full 8 hours sleep nowadays. Life is really busy and there are a lot of things I have to do and want to do

12. What are you wearing?

It's usually hot and humid in where I live so just a basic white shirt and dark green shorts 😆

13. Dream job:

I do not dream of labor 🤣 but I'm proud to say I fulfilled the dream of my younger self and currently working as a professional writer for events marketing. She has always wanted to become a writer. While the process of achieving this is not easy and I experienced having self-doubt and questioning my life decisions countless of times, I guess you would always end up where you're supposed to go. And I can say I am content with the current job that I have. I am not an ambitious person and I have no desire to get promoted to a higher position because that would only mean more workload for me 🤣 and I hate the thought of that. I place a great value on work-life balance and that's the first thing I prioritize every time I apply for a job

14. Dream Trip:

I have a lot of places I want to visit! I guess it's because growing up, I wasn't able to travel a lot. So now that I am older and earning my own money, I want to spend it in a memorable way. I hope I can travel more in my country, the Philippines, because we've got a lot of beautiful scenery, forests, nature spots, and islands that I haven't seen yet. I want to visit the East Asian and other South East Asian countries because I'm interested in their culture. Traveling to Europe is also on my bucket list, and I want to visit The Netherlands the most so I could finally see my long-time best friend @happysops 💜

I have a lot of things I want to do 🤣

15. Instruments:

I hold high respect and admiration for musicians because I am not musically inclined 😅 I never had a chance to learn how to play any instruments

16. Language:

Tagalog, English, and I can read and understand a little bit of Korean and Japanese. I took a Spanish class back in college but I have forgotten everything I learned from there 🤣😭

17. 10 Favorite songs as of now

• Quarter Life Crisis - Taylor Bickett

• Getting Older - Blü Eyes

• Hype Boy - NewJeans

• Cupid - Fifty Fifty

• Ditto - NewJeans

• Left Right - XG

• Doushite - Takasetoya, Emi Noda

• Let Me Let You Go - One Ok Rock

• July - Laur Elle

• You'd Never Know - Blü Eyes

18. If you were an animal: 😼

19. Favorite food:

pepperoni pizza, takoyaki, dried mangoes, matcha!!

20. Random Fact:

I like watching concerts and attending art markets. I usually spend my paycheck on them 🤣 (please don't be like me). Actually, I will be attending Nmixx's concert this weekend and next week I'll be roaming around in another local art market 😆 being surrounded by talented and creative people uplifts my energy~

21. My aesthetic:

I don't really have a specific aesthetic but I like wearing comfortable clothes based on my mood on that day 😆 and cute jewelry and accessories 💖 my go-to bag is totes!

Tagging: @roselise @froglovemushroom

[lyricfulloflight]

9-1-1 Rewatch

Season 3, Episode 18: What's next?

I remember the first time I watched this being very surprised to see Abby again. I guess I just thought her storyline would be forever unresolved, but I was wrong.

Chris and summer camp. If there was any doubt Buck is Chris' other dad, this conversation should eliminate them - poor guy's just as worried as Eddie.

Love the support for Hen - she is amazing.

Poor Athena, coming home to that fireplace. Even though I loved the Bobby/Michael bonding moment earlier, that must have been quite the shock for her.

Of course Athena doesn't see herself as a victim, was anyone surprised by this?

I appreciate the the entire crew of the 118 looks overwhelmed and shocked when they get to the accident scene.

I pains me when Abby gets upset and just screams out she's looking for her fiance and you can just see Buck take it let a punch to the gut. His poor brain just goes offline for a moment. But of course he just switches right into self sacrifice mode - of course I shall risk my life and go get your fiance, of course I will.

Train car stuck in the air and unstable - Bobby's got it. He brought all the cool tools.

Worst kind of team huddle - deciding who you can safe and who you can't.

Puppers! Hard at work, still cute.

The disgust in Eddie's voice when he finally tells Bobby why Buck is so determined to save Sam (It's Abby - like the sound of her name makes him sick) - very platonic. Just a bro worried about his friend never thinking of his own safety first.

Buck: How can I do this dangerous yet heroic thing?

Bobby: Why are you such a pushy little jerk?

Eddie: Everyone shut up!

And somehow Buck ends up outside of the train car. Wonder how Eddie managed to get that to happen (yes, I am giving Eddie credit that I'm not sure he deserves, but who else could have been the mediator?)

Oh, and Hen and Chim help a teenager with an internal decapitation! This episode has all the drama.

Eddie checks in on Buck - because he knows he's not really okay.

Glad Athena has support from a professional to help her process everything.

Michael's wonderful news! Smaller tumor and flirting with the hot doctor? Go Michael!

Buck looks so uncomfortable. Kinda proud of him for asking Abby the hard questions. He deserved better from their relationship, from her. It pains me how sad he still looks at the end, like he was somehow a problem, like he wasn't enough.

At least we get the silly party at the end.

Buck and Chris cuteness.

May asking Maddie for guidance/advice.

Karen and Hen roasting Michael about his 'fire pit'.

Buck and Eddie and the beads, which leads to the more important forehead touches and crosseyed Eddie.

I would just like to say as someone who also figured out they were likely pregnant because food smelled gross - Maddie's lightbulb moment is so real.

[ducky-died-inside]

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#5

do you have anymore protective camilo and carlos . like shes the 2nd golden child and is supposed to be perfect ( at least thats what abuela thinks ) and they tell abuela off after seeing her finnaly cave ( and if your not comfortable with that ) someome insults reader and they get protective ( and if your not comfortable with that ) just protective camilo and carlos . also if you do not have time to right rn this can wait and pick the part that your the most comfortable with cause i dont know if any of this is crossing bondaries . have a good day / night .

I have so many ideas for protective Camilo and Carlos

Stuck: Protective Camilo x Fem reader (platonic), Protective Carlos x Fem reader (platonic)

Summary: You accidentally get stuck as an animal that Abuela doesn't like. She doesn't like that and gets mad at you. Camilo and Carlos tell her off and comfort you.

Genre: Angst to Fluff

Notes: You have the power to Shapeshift into animals while your brothers can do people

Warnings: Angry Camilo, Angry Carlos, Angry Abuela, Sad Reader

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You stood in front of your mirror, trying to decide which animals would be "safe" according to your Abuela. Safe meant it was pretty and not dangerous. If was dangerous but pretty? Nope. If it wasn't dangerous but not pretty? Nope. It had to be perfect.

You went down through your list, crossing off animals that you knew wouldn't fit the mold. When you came across an animal that you weren't sure of, you would put a question mark next to it, so that you knew to ask Abuela later.

Abuela was constantly changing what she thought and animals that used to be ok were suddenly too dangerous or not good enough, so you had to go through the list at least once a month.

It was one of your favorite times of the month and one of your least favorites because you got to see all these animals that you could be, and weren't allowed to be.

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As you went down the list, you got stuck. This happened sometimes when you used your power too much, or when you were shocked or surprised. You'd get stuck as the animal form you were in. This time it was an albino tiger. One that was pretty, but dangerous.

When this happened, only two people could ever get you to turn back. Your other two thirds, Carlos and Camilo.

You used your paws to open the door, looking around to see if anyone was coming. You thought it was clear, but then you heard your Abuela's voice filled with anger.

"Y/N? What are you doing?"

You slowly turned your head, fear in your eyes. You tried to shift back, but your powers wouldn't respond.

"Y/N, why do you look like that?! You know I don't like that animal!"

You ducked your head, scared of what was coming next.

"How can you help the miracle when you look like this? You were supposed to be perfect, not dangerous! You were supposed to be the responsible triplet! Not this! Change back ri-"

Camilo and Carlos heard her triade, and came out of their respective rooms as fast as possible.

"You want to finish that sentence, Alma?"

Carlos was the first to talk, anger in his eyes.

"Say it one more time, I dare you."

Your Abuela stepped back a bit, startled by Camilo's behavior. She expected this from Carlos, but never Camilo.

"How dare you?! I'm the head of this household and I won't accept this disrespect!"

"Disrepect? What about the disrespect from you?! You've been putting way too much pressure on Y/N! Why do you think she's stuck?! Because you are constantly changing what you approve of and she needs to figure it out once a month! Do you even know how many times this has happened?! No! Why?! Because you don't care about Y/N unless she is the perfect version you want her to be!"

Abuela opened her mouth to say something, but then closed it, not able to come up with a way to respond to that.

Camilo lead you to his room so that he and Carlos could get you to change back.

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210 notes - Posted February 13, 2022

#4

I feel like Ride The Cyclone was less about the contest and more about how fucking horny all of them were

213 notes - Posted October 5, 2022

#3

Someone wanted more triplet au stuff so here I am! I'm just gonna do some headcannons for now while I work on a sequel to Bad Friends!

Camilo, Carlos and Reader Triplet Headcannons: Just cute things that would happen between you and your bros!

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Warnings: Angsty, Carlos has a knife(yay), Carlos and Camilo threaten someone

When Camilo and Carlos get into fights, you're the one who breaks it up

Whenever you get asked out on a date, Carlos and Camilo will threaten them when you go to grab something

"Hey Y/N! You ready for our date?"

"I sure am! I just need to grab something really fast."

"Ok I'll just wait then"

Carlos grabbed his shoulder as soon as you were upstairs.

"You do anything to her, I gut you."

Camilo grabs the other side. "You kiss her before she's ready, you better learn to sleep with one eye open. Got it?"

The poor boy nodded as you came down the stairs, your smile reminding him why he's here.

"Ready?"

He nods quickly, glancing back at your brothers.

"Remember what we said, Fernando. Have a great night!"

You looked at all three of them, confused. "Dios mio, what did you guys say to him?"

"Nothing much, just telling to have a good night with you."

Very overprotective bros

You love them to death though

You three would come up with the best pranks to play.

You would make them apologize when they went too far

Carlos will often carry around a pocket knife, making the phrase "put the knife away, Carlos." a regular thing heard around Encanto.

You three all worked together in your own weird way

Carlos was the evil one, you were the sensible one, and Camilo was the jokester that held you two in balance

You and Camilo are often put under the most pressure as Carlos doesn't do most of his chores if he does any

Carlos is definitely Abuela's least favorite as he doesn't do very much for the town

Camilo will sometimes forget his name and what he looks like due to using his gift so much

Seeing as Carlos doesn't use his gift as much as Camilo does, it doesn't happen to him almost at all

You and Carlos help Camilo get back to being himself whenever he has a hard time remembering

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307 notes - Posted February 7, 2022

#2

Request: Camilo and carlos with twin sister reader who can hear peoples thoughts and one day at dinner she gets overwhelmed and starts hyperventilating and abuela says " yn calm down " ( like that one scene ) and she does a coping mechanism ( like rubbing her thumb over her knuckles ) while saying " your fine , your fine " and they just snap and then comfort her .

Thoughts: Camilo x Fem reader (platonic), Carlos x Fem reader (platonic)

Summary: Abuela gets mad at you when your powers are too much.

Genre: Angst to Fluff

Notes: @kailoveswom3n please keep requesting! They are so much fun to write and you give so much detail in them! This takes place a month before the movie. Thought key: (pay attention to bolds)

Camilo, Carlos, Pepa, Félix, Mirabel, Dolores, Antonio, Abuela

Warnings: Angry Abuela, Angry Camilo, You run away,

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You were an outcast. Your power made it so that you could hear peoples thoughts and people didn't like that. You didn't like it either, but you were stuck with it now. This made it very hard to find friends who would stay.

You were worse than Dolores and Bruno to them because Dolores could only hear sounds and Bruno at least left before doing more damage than he already had. But you? You could hear every secret thought even if someone didn't say it aloud. You liked to keep your head empty when you were younger, so when you learned a secret, you had to tell someone.

You don't do that anymore because Abuela started to accuse you of hurting the miracle by sharing the secrets you knew. So you became the image of good enough to Abuela. You didn't become absolutely perfect like Isabela, but not rowdy or an absolute menace like your brothers, Camilo and Carlos. The sweet middle spot for the sweet middle child.

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You hurriedly got ready in front of your mirror, fixing your hair and makeup. The Diaz's, another very important family in Encanto, were coming over tonight for dinner, so that they could establish friendships with each other. As they got closer, a thought that wasn't yours entered your mind.

Food time!

You decided that if Camilo was ready for dinner, you should get downstairs. You didn't want all of the food to be gone before you got there. You grabbed your worry stone on your way out (A worry stone is a stone that has an indent for you to rub your thumb over). This was going to be a long dinner.

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Dinner was running smoothly, everyone talking and joking. You could hear everyone's thoughts about each other, and they all seemed to have good opinions of each other. You rubbed your stone, trying to calm the mess of thoughts. As you listen, one string of thoughts catches your attention when you hear your name.

Y/N better not ruin this night for the Encanto. We need these relationships with others. She's already brought enough shame to my family.

Your eyes widen as you hear Abuela's thoughts. You try to stop the thoughts running through your head. Your breathing starts to get faster as the words repeat in your mind. Your rubbing of the stone gets faster and faster until you think you might break it. Tears start to roll down your cheeks, and your brothers see, but so does everyone else. Including Abuela.

"Y/N, calm down! We are trying to have a nice dinner tonight! How can we do that if you are breaking down constantly?"

You apologized and excused your self from the table. On either side of you, your brothers were fuming, glaring at Abuela.

You didn't notice for a while, trying to calm yourself with your stone and whispering "calm down, you're fine, just calm down, you don’t need to make a big deal, just calm down" to your self on repeat.

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Camilo stood up and excused himself and Carlos from the table. He lead Carlos to kitchen so that you could talk to them.

"What happened? What did you hear?"

"It's nothing, Camilo. I'm fine now."

"It's obviously not nothing. If something got you to cry when you cry less than I do, it's obviously something."

You looked over to Carlos. He had a point. You sighed, trying to figure out the best way to say what Abuela had thought.

"Abuela was thinking that I was going to ruin the dinner with my gift, and thought that I already brought enough shame to her family. It's like she didn't even think I was part of the family."

Camilo clenched his fists and his eye started to twitch.

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I always knew I wasn't my grandma's favorite. I was 5 when she told me this herself. Her favorite is my brother, and my grandfather's favorite is my cousin. She even told me that I'm not my parent's favorite, that's my brother as well. It affected me as a child. I never tried in school because my brother is better anyways. Then, I ended up liking school, turns out I was really good at it if I was trying. It was at the same time as when my brother started slacking, and losing interest in school. I knew now that the pressure got to him. But at the time, I thrived when he fell. And I liked it when I soar over him. Now, I'm falling, I'm tired of being my parents "only hope of escaping poverty", because I am their insurance.

Something happened a few months ago that is still stuck in my mind. It's eating me up from the inside. You see, my younger cousin, he's probably 18 as I think I am 2 years older, started working as a dog groomer. Then a few weeks after that, there have been news of him apprenticing from the veterinarian there. Apprenticing is the word I used, but they never really said that and I can't find a better word for it.

I'm studying Veterinary Medicine in a State University, and I'm a scholar there. His older brother, a high school drop out, my grandma, and I were talking one day. I asked how his brother was doing and complemented his skill in grooming dogs. I was honestly impressed by the pictures I saw. I would preface this by saying that I don't blame my cousin at all, in fact, I commend him for working at a young age. I know that school isn't for everyone. His older brother then told me that he apparently can now operate dogs, like an actual surgery. I asked if he meant that his brother helped veterinarian in surgeries. Because it just sound absurd, and frankly, illegal for him to be operating without supervision. He replied that no, his brother can really do it now on his own, and he sounded impressed. I didn't asked more questions. My grandmother then turned to me, condescendingly, and said "If your younger cousin can do it now, without going to college, why are you still bothering?" I didn't reply.

Honestly, I don't know how I kept myself from crying. That was the end of that conversation. And honestly, I never thought I would hate my own grandmother. You see, I live in an asian household. My achievements aren't mine, it's theirs. My failing though, are kept secret as to not ruin and shame the family. I know that when I graduate and pass the licensure exam, they would throw a party, not because they're proud of me, but just to make neighbors jealous. Right now, out of all of us 12 cousins, 3 are in college, I think, I'm not sure about my other cousin cause he lives far away. Five are in high school, 2 are too young for school, and the other 2 dropped out. My brother was supposed to graduate 4 years ago but he kept failing. I'm the only one sure to graduate on time. Yet, I'm mocked for it. If I succeed they will celebrate like they were the ones who's done it. But while I'm still at it, I'm a nobody. I'm only wasting time, my cousins are already doing better than me. If ever fail, I will never hear the end of it, cause how dare I?

They don't know that the money that they borrowed from my mother, came from my scholarship money.

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She looks like fun - Part III

Pairing: Fratboy!Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 5.2k

Warnings: 18+, curses, alcohol, mention of drug usage, nudity, implied smut, smut, kissing, possessiveness, angst, fluff.

A/N: So this is a surprise... this wasn't meant to be the first story posted of this year but I thought it over and considered I made you all wait long enough for the next part of this series. I just kinda got stuck in a rut with this for a while but I got the inspiration for it somehow the other day and I've created this monstrosity of a piece. Also because it's been so long I may have forgotten that Nat was prominent in this story to an extent. Sooo there isn't much Nat in this one but it's much more focused on Y/N and Wanda.

Also, I just want to dedicate this post/story to @8bitscarlet I know they have been probably waiting for this moment to arrive for months and it's finally here!

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Everything after that….date? Hangout? God you didn’t know what to call it. Whatever that night was with Wanda everything was progressing at a nice pace between the both of you. You continued to go to the Maximoff’s frat parties….well realistically why wouldn’t you alcohol, weed, god shotgunning the weed with Wanda. Fuck. you couldn’t lie you hated the fact that it affected you so much. Either she was constantly living in your dorm room waiting for you to get back from class so she could have her “study” session with you as she told her friends and yours. You were dumb enough to actually think the first few times that she was actually behind in classes and needed your help.

You were wrong…not that you minded, Wanda just needed an excuse to go to you because she had to make sure to keep up her appearances of being hard and bossy. Whilst unknown to you she was falling hard and far too quickly for her liking, yet she didn’t like it she couldn’t understand what was different about you. Why she was getting feelings for you. As much as she would question it that didn’t stop her from hanging out with you literally all of the time. She couldn’t help but love seeing that smile of yours when you were together or the look of fierce concentration on your face whenever you both were bowling or at the arcade playing as many games as possible.

Now here you were coming out of one of your “far too early classes” or the “why are you up so early college doesn’t start till 12 classes” as Wanda would put it. When all of a sudden an arm got thrown around your shoulder as their other hand grabbed one of your hands so she could hold it with their hand dangling over your shoulder. “How’s my lil Y/N/N doing hm?”

“Your Y/N? I’ll let you know when you make me your Y/N Maximoff.”

“Oh come on Y/N/N not even after all the length of time we’ve spent together?”

You scoff and shake your head “you are unbelievable Maximoff. Neither of us has ever labelled our meetups and hangouts and our not so innocent meets up as anything other than just that just hangouts. So until you have the guts for the word date to leave your mouth. I am not your Y/N/N.” you stop in the middle of the corridor and pat her cheek as you walk off to your next class. And of course, this man always has impeccable timing with Wanda “Oof Sestra did you really just get rejected again by thee Y/N Y/L/N? Or how did you say it again? Oh, I know.” Pietro stands up straighter and clears his throat getting ready to impersonate Wanda “My lil Y/N/N” Wanda groans internally as she elbows Pietro into the chest.

“Yes I know Piet, don’t need to rub it in my face every time she does it. I- I just don’t get it everything was going fine literally days ago.” she huffs as she stares at you walking down the hall. Pietro looks between Wanda and you “I mean…Wands she might just genuinely be sick of what you two have going on. Being sick of waiting around thinking you’re just using her as a constant hook up and wanting nothing more.” Wanda crosses her arms over her chest and groans “I know you’re right but I hate it so all I’ll say is shut up you don’t know what you’re talking about Piet.” Wanda was left standing left in her own head with her thoughts as she got a slight pat on the shoulder from Pietro as he walked off actually feeling quite sorry for his sister in this predicament she’s in.

Yes, she knew she liked you, she knew all she had to do was say those stupid words “Y/N I like you, do you wanna go out on a date with me?” yet those were the exact words that wouldn’t come out of her fucking mouth. And no it wasn’t because she didn’t have a relationship before she’s been in relationships before but of course, they always ended up with either her fucking up or whoever she was with fucked up whether that was by cheating out whatever. She just didn’t want you to become another one of her failed relationships. She didn’t want to be known as the one to end up hurting you. Inevitably she did what she does best she pulls herself away from you.

She couldn’t lie she was shocked she lasted this long before she retreated and pulled herself away from you, she stuck around longer than she expected. She couldn’t lie to herself she felt guilty before she even started doing it. She knew she didn’t have to stop talking to you completely she knew that…but she knew she’d fall right back into you if she kept talking and hanging around with you. She knew by doing this she was just solidifying the assumption you had of her. Wanda the fratboy that has her fun with everyone and anyone then ups and leaves as if they’re nothing. Of course, she knew you’d never understand that she was doing this for your own good even if it was hurting and killing her on the inside. But she had to stay strong and keep up her facade, keep up her appearance for the frat and just literally continue on doing everything as normal…..just excluding you.

It did hurt for the meetups and hangouts with Wanda stopping, no texts, no hint of teasing or that she ever liked you. It threw you off but you couldn’t argue if it was any way to get over her having completely no interaction with her was the only way to do it. But the whole reason you ever so slightly…sort of freaked out at her however long ago it was now. Vision had approached you one day after your classes telling you how Wanda was meeting up with him in her spare time when she wasn’t around you. He even showed you proof of texts between the two of them, plans of them meeting up and her explicitly saying no Y/N isn’t around or free until later we can meet up for a few hours.

So of course you had no argument against it, so you accepted it and accepted that she was just another typical frat member who went around with everyone and had her fun. You couldn’t be mad at Vision he didn’t know. So you got on with your life, what you didn’t expect has for Pietro to approach you and lay out exactly what was going on in his sisters head. But just because you knew what was going on inside her head, the doubts and her just being plain scared didn’t mean you were gonna go and reassure her everything was fine. If she wanted to be with you she had to man up and do it herself.

Wanda completely forgot how different their parties would be now…sure of course you’d be there she wasn’t gonna stop you from coming. At least if you kept coming she’d know you’re still alive even if she didn’t talk to you. She lost what she considered her good luck charm for beer pong, she’d miss shoving one of her hats on your head, and God do not even get her started on Wanda shotgunning weed with you. She thought she’d have to go back playing beer pong with Pietro. That’s what she thought.

Until she came downstairs as the party was in full swing and saw Pietro but funnily enough saw you paired up with him…for beer pong. This wasn’t how she expected these nights to go from now on. What annoyed her the most was just how fucking touchy and close Pietro was to you…he was her brother he knew….he knew very fucking well how much she liked you and he has the audacity to go after you weeks after she retreated. She knew she had no right to be feeling like this you weren’t hers…. And she wasn’t yours. So again she did what she did best.

Drink.

Now here you were at the Maximoffs party avoiding Wanda like the plague and doing nothing but hanging around Pietro and his friends. Feeling eyes burning into the back of your head as you carried on drinking the night away. Much to your surprise, Wanda was barely seen anywhere the whole night even when it came to the regular beer pong competition. Just before it got to you and Pietro’s last round you leaned in closer to him and exclaimed “I’m just gonna go get a refill, I’ll be right back.” You looked up at you and gave you a grin and nodded as you walked off he gave you a wink and playfully hit your ass. You turned ever so slightly mouth agape and scoffed.

What you didn’t notice…that Pietro clearly did was his sister standing in a corner listening to Vision talk about whatever he was discussing while she sipped on her beer. Just as you exited the kitchen something caught your eye as you focused on it more you realised it was Vision and Wanda kissing leaning against the wall. You scoffed shook your head and decided to down your drink and get another refill. You approached Pietro as you took a sip “alright let’s win this thing.”

Pietro saw everything as he was waiting for you, he couldn’t wait to curse Wanda out of it but just as you turned to get a refill he witnessed Wanda knee Vision in his crotch. He couldn’t help but laugh as he saw Vision slowly curl in on himself and hunch over as Wanda walked away and muttered something to herself in Sokovian. But of course, you missed all of that and he knew it so he decided to have a little fun with you just to annoy Wanda. As you approached him he leaned over and whispered in your ear what exactly he had planned. You couldn’t help but smirk and give him a high five. Of course, Pietro couldn’t tell you everything, he didn’t tell you about Wanda kneeing Vision otherwise you wouldn’t bother. He had to make sure everything seemed real and authentic. And by God, he’d do whatever it takes for you two idiots to come to your senses and confess your feelings for one another.

As the night went on you couldn’t even lie you got drunker and no way you acted could hide that fact. Yeah, so you were stilled annoyed and maybe partially jealous over the Wanda and Vision situation, she had made it clear from the get-go when you showed interest in her she had no interest in him now look where that’s got you both. As well as both of you knowing the plan as the night went on everyone bar Vision and Wanda had caught on to what you and Pietro were doing. When your plan started out it was small innocent touches and kisses on the cheek. However between the two of you that progressed as the night went on, to not so innocent touches and kisses on the cheek lingering slightly too long which then progressed to kisses on the edge of your mouth.

You both were sober enough to not cross a line….well you were Pietro was sober enough but he knew if needed he would cross the line to make his sister get her head out of her ass. What Pietro didn’t expect was you dragging him over to a table full of cups. Which you proceeded to knock off the table. “Uuhhh Y/N/N what are you doing?”

You squinted your eyes at him “our plan now come on do a body shot off of me.” Pietro stares at you his mouth agape as he sees you unbuttoning your blouse he swallowed dryly as he felt those pair of eyes burning in the back of his head. He sucked in a deep breath shrugged and nodded “sure why not.” Pietro stood at the side of the table as Maria, Natasha and Kate prepped everything. As Pietro stared at Kate he saw her slightly swaying as she was pouring the tequila on your navel he couldn’t help but chuckle. Maria stood up straight after making sure everything was right “alright she’s all ready for you Piet.” She looked up at him and gave him a wink, he couldn’t help but curse internally when he saw Natasha placed the salt in between your breasts. This whole plan better have been worth it because if it doesn’t Wanda is gonna kill him. Pietro gave you a pointed look to make sure you were okay with this you gave him back a soft smile and nodded. He couldn’t help but grimace slightly at the taste of the salt as his tongue licked it off of you he moved down the table and sucked the tequila out of your navel. He coughed and looked around for the lime, you flung your hand around to get his attention as the lime was being held between your teeth.

He approached you slowly as he neared you he whispered “okay Y/N I’m not gonna lie I don’t wanna kiss you, that’s gonna be like kissing a sibling.”

You nodded mumbled out “okay don’t just make it look like it, take the lime and leave.” He nodded and did exactly as you said the second he got the lime out of your mouth you pushed him away and started laughing. You stood up and bowed dramatically as you heard a round of applause that was quickly stopped by Wanda turning on all the lights and shutting off the music before the party could get any “wilder” as she exclaimed, “alright parties over everyone go home.” you and Pietro stared at each other wide-eyed you quickly buttoned up your blouse to approach him as you grabbed his hand and squeezed it as you whispered to him “I can offer you nothing but good luck once everyone leaves this house because Wanda is not happy.” He nods subtly as he gives you a small but all it does is come out in a grimace. You squeeze his hand one more time as you grabbed your jacket and left.

Pietro hated that he was right his night consisted of cleaning up their house. Whilst Wanda practically yelled at him constantly as well as slapping his arms and hitting his arms with pillows and everything possible. However, the only thing he got out of it was Wanda confessing “Pietro are you that selfish. The second I let Y/N go to find someone potentially better for her you swoop in? Are you serious? Like I don’t care if it was you dating her but I do not want her around me and by you dating her she would be around me constantly. And as well as that YOU KNOW I STILL LIKE HER PIETRO!”

Pietro grinned and started at her mischievously “you like her.”

Wanda scoffed “that’s what you got from all of that Piet?”

Pietro nodded as he got a bottle of water and went upstairs to his room he exclaimed “yup” and made sure to make the p pop just to annoy Wanda more. What Wanda didn’t know was after that Pietro had texted you to give you updates on how well everything worked between the both of you.

The next few weeks around college….nothing changed you both were avoiding each other the same amount if not even more than you already were. But you were stubborn and didn’t want to cave and of course, Wanda being Wanda had to keep up her stupid fucking “appearance” as tough hard doesn’t give a flying fuck Wanda. You were standing at your locker getting ready to head to the swimming pool to just relax after every the last few weeks. When you out of nowhere got shoved into an empty classroom you heard the door click as you glared at Wanda “what do you want Maximoff?”

She crossed her arms over her chest “I want us to talk. To explain everything.”

You scoff and roll your eyes as you try to get past her “you don’t need to explain anything, Vision showed me everything.” Wanda held her arm out in front of you to stop you from leaving “w…what are you on about Vision explained everything?”

“He showed me the texts between the two of you meeting up when I was busy to do whatever you two were doing that I’d rather not think about if I’m being completely honest.”

As Wanda paused to think about it, everything started to click in her brain. You getting sick of her all those weeks ago, Vision being around everywhere she was for some reason all of a sudden and that stupid weird fucking kissing makeout thing at their latest party. Wanda clenched her eyes as she mumbled “that little fuck-” she stopped herself and took a deep breath “Y/N none of that was true he faked those texts, he messed with you to get closer to me, he knew me and you ar- were very close and he was jealous and as for me and him kissing at the party which I assume you saw that was him he initiated it. I’m assuming you missed the part where I kneed him in the crotch and cursed him out of it in Sokovian.” You bite back a smile and laugh whilst shaking your head “no-no I missed out on that, that would’ve been fun to see.”

“I’m sure if you ask one of the many people there they’ll have it on their phone and they’ll send it to you-” she pauses as a thought crosses her mind she clears her throat as she crosses her arm over her chest. “Right… I explained all of my mishaps I have heard nothing from you or Piet about whatever the two of you were doing that night at the party.” You swallow dryly as you see her tilt her head and arch her eyebrow. You clear your throat as your eyes look anywhere but Wanda “right well to put it simply…. When Pietro saw the little incident happen between you and Vision he...had a little lightbulb moment and he said he’d do whatever it takes to get us to stop being idiots. So he decided to make you jealous for the night to get you to confess your feelings… which in a way worked because you told him you like or maybe now more accurately liked me. And now we’re here.”

Wanda took a deep breath as she looked at you she took steps towards you to back you up against the wall. “Alright before I say this know this will never happen again in public. Me coming to you begging for kisses, sharing my true and utmost feelings. You will get all of that in private with me where it belongs along with other things. But the second we step out of this classroom it will be you begging and pouting at me to get an ounce of affection and I have an inkling that you will just adore that won’t you. Showing off to everyone whether you care or not if they see you pleading. They will know that you’re mine and I am yours. Isn’t that right petal?” Your breathing picked up slightly listening to her statement you bit your lip slightly and nodded your head “mhmm yeah sure. I mean it’s a bit of a weird way to confess you still like me but I’ll take it because you know what?” Wanda hums as she stares at you waiting for you to continue “because I have you Maximoff and if you think for a second you’ll be let out of my sight you have another thing coming your way. If I so much as see another girl or boy approach you. It is up to you to make sure they know who you’re with.”

You heard Wanda mutter a low fuck as she stared at you, you attempted to hide your smirk as you saw Wanda’s eyes had dilated ever so slightly. She placed her hands at the side of your face as she kissed you and pinned you against the wall. You couldn’t help but melt under her touch. You grabbed onto her jacket and pulled her up against you as you wrapped one of your legs around her waist. Wanda bit your lip as she put her tongue into your mouth, you couldn't help the involuntary groans and whimpers that escaped your mouth as you felt her tongue against yours.

When you struggled for breath you placed your head back against the wall as Wanda moved her kisses down onto your neck, sucking and biting hard enough that you’d know it would leave hickeys. As much as Wanda would love to have you right here and now in this classroom she knew she had to stop before she got ahead of herself. She chuckled and licked her lips and stated “just had to show people what was mine sweetie.” You giggled, “you couldn’t have done that a better way like me wearing your clothes or something?” Wanda shook her head “nu-uh that was way more fun for me and don’t act like you didn’t like it too sweetie.”

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You just walked into your dorm after a day of classes to see Wanda sitting on your desk…..well basically manspread on your desk “hey baby, I missed you.” Wanda put her fingers in your belt loops and dragged you over to her and kissed you and bit your bottom lip. You hummed against the kiss and sat on her lap “what brought you here Wands?” Wanda started to swing sideways on the chair and started speaking in a sing-songy voice “could I not just wanna hang out with my extremely smart hot and incredibly sexy girlfriend?”

You raised your eyebrow at her, she cleared her throat “alright I hate how well you know me already. Well, first of all, I just wanted to tell you about a small party happening tonight at my place small just us, Pietro whoever joins him, you have Nat and Maria. You know the usual and friends that are close to us.” You pecked her lips and mumbled, “yea that sounds nice.” She rubs her hands up and down your back “I also wanted to know if my lovely girlfriend would help me with some studying?” You stared at her smirked and bit your lip you knew how this would go but you nodded anyway “sure.” you gave her a long kiss and whispered in her ear “but if you want to be rewarded you have to be a good girl and prove that you’ve learned something by the end of this session.” Wanda just stared at you and gulped with her mouth wide open as she nodded.

You walk behind her and pull out her notebook and flick through it. “I won’t spend too long testing you considering I have a party to get ready for, missy and I want to impress someone there. However, for every question you get right you get a little reward. Think you can handle that Maximoff?” Wanda stared at you and nodded slowly. You sat down on the edge of your bed deciding to start off easy “What does the ‘CAT’ IN CAT scan stand for?” Wanda rolls her eyes and leans back “Computerized Axial Tomography.” You cross your arms and pull your hoodie off over your head, “what condition is characterized by an imbalance of salts or chemicals in the blood?” Wanda furrows her brows “Electrolyte Imbalance.” You look over at Wanda and smirk “who’s my good girl.” you pull off your t-shirt and Wanda clears her throat as she tries not to look at the bra covering your breasts.

Wanda was slowly losing her patience for the last few weeks of your relationship all the two of you have been doing is teasing each other and getting each other hot and bothered, she moved over closer to you on the chair and you immediately stepped up onto the bed “nu-uh Wanda you were doing so well.” Wanda clenches her jaw and looks up at you and starts to spin her rings and plays with her necklaces. You glare down at her knowing what she’s doing since she knows you love the rings on her fingers and just her hands in general. Don’t even get you started on her necklaces you love being able to pull her over to you by them and how they hang and swing from side to side when she leans over to look at something. “Wanda stop that you have two more questions than we have your party,” Wanda smirks and gestures her hand for you to continue. “When blood becomes more acid than normal, what is the condition called?” Wanda crosses her arms across her chest “Acidosis.” You hop off of the bed and slip off your shoes. “Last question Miss Maximoff, What is the term used to describe the inflammation of the brain?” Wanda stares at you dumbfounded “I…. I I know this gimme a second.”

You stare at her and raise your eyebrow “It’s uh… it’s uh oh my God I can’t believe I can’t remember it.” She slumps back in the chair and shakes her head. You look over at her and straddle her lap “well you didn’t get the full reward but I might as well give you something.” You drape your arms around her neck and start kissing her and slip your tongue into her mouth. Wanda put her arms on the small of your back and dragged you closer against her. In between kisses you mumbled, “we have a party to get to Wands.” Wanda shushed you by kissing you more and deepens the kiss, “we can be late Pietro will be there to entertain them.” You bit and tugged on her bottom lip and whispered in her ear “if we leave now, we can continue this later and we can make all your friends either uncomfortable or jealous you decide?” She leaned back slightly and looked up at you she stood up and kept her hands under your butt and grabbed the tightest top you had and your leather jacket “let’s go.”

The party was fine well you wouldn’t even describe it as a party it was just friends hanging out. Needless to say, everyone was happy when they saw you and Wanda walking in being insufferably cute. They also weren’t very surprised when they saw the both of you running up the stairs basically undressing each other already the second they were all out of sight. You would’ve loved to believe they didn’t hear the two of you from Wanda’s room but you had a feeling Wanda was doing it all on purpose. But you know what you really couldn’t care less, you felt way too good to care.

You knew everyone had gone home when you heard mutters of multiple byes. You had closed your eyes for what you thought was a few seconds but honestly, you couldn’t remember how long your eyes were closed. All you knew was Wanda wasn’t in bed with you, you sat up in the bed as your eyes adjusted to the darkness. You noticed the door wasn’t closed fully Wanda obviously trying her best not to wake you. As you were looking for your clothes to go downstairs. You got a better idea when you saw Wanda’s letterman jacket hanging on the back of her door.

Wanda could hear the taps of your feet coming down the stairs, she tried her best not to wake you once she realised you were asleep. She had just gone downstairs to grab a few snacks and water bottles for you both so you weren’t starving tomorrow morning. She heard your raspy “hello.” as you approached her in the kitchen. What she wasn’t expecting was for you to show up standing in front of her in just her letterman jacket with nothing else on. Easily seeing all the hickeys and marks she left on your body. She dropped her water bottle as she looked you up and down. She held up her fingers and moved them in a come hither motion. You bit back a smirk as you walked over to her you looked her up and down quickly as you noticed the strap still on her underneath her sweatpants. You stood in front of her with your hands in the jacket pockets.

Wanda didn’t even say anything before she picked you up and placed you against one of the walls in the kitchen. “Wanda what-” before you could even finish what you were saying Wanda’s fingers pushed into you and you were cut off with a moan. You stuffed your face into the crook of her neck to muffle the sounds coming out of you. As she continued thrusting her fingers into you. You leaned back against the wall as you were about to take her jacket off cause you were too warm she stopped you. “Nu-uh petal, that stays on now. That’s your jacket now.” you bit your lip to hold back a moan as you saw her eyes darken. She curled her fingers and pushed deeper into you when you didn’t answer “isn’t that right petal?"

“Fuck yes…yes it’s right Wanda you’re right.” you draped your hands over her shoulders as you placed your face back into her neck sucking and biting to keep you quiet. "You know you can be as loud as you want right? detka?" You shook your head as you bit your lip harder "nu-uh nope Pietro- fuck Pietro is upstairs."

"You really think Pietro cares how loud you are?"

You scoff and nod your head "yeah, yeah I do think he cares."

As you started getting closer to your high you started to roll your hips against her fingers. Wanda couldn’t help but groan “fuck detka. Just like that keep going. So wet and so tight for me petal hmm?” You nodded as you threw your head back mouth open in a silent scream as Wanda’s fingers curled just right for you to reach your high as your body pressed against hers. Your head fell against Wanda’s shoulder and hummed quietly as you felt her thrusts slow down. She brought up her fingers to her mouth as she sucked them clean, you smirked at the slight moan you heard come from her.

She placed her hands on your back underneath the jacket to rub your back up and down to relax you some bit. “You aren’t getting rid of me anytime soon petal.” You took your head out of her neck to look at her as you shook your head “I wouldn’t want it any other way.” You kissed her passionately and slipped your tongue into her mouth. Both of you in your own world didn’t hear Pietro walking in and getting a bottle of water as he muttered “please don’t have sex on our sofa’s sestra.” Wanda pulled back as she bit your bottom lip and whispered “we’re so having sex on those sofas…like right now.”

This time she was the one to kiss you as she walked you both into the living room and fell onto the sofas kissing each other and both of your hands roaming each other, grabbing and touching every piece of skin you could.

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JJK FF/Royal guard

CHAPTER TWO | SERIES

Ch. 1

Ch. 2

Ch. 3

Ch. 4

Ch. 5

Ch. 6

Ch. 7

When you keep bumping into your personal royal guard by accident not knowing he is your guardian angel

Pairing: Jeon Jungkook!fallen angel!royal guard! × fem!reader!virgin!princess

Word count: 3.5k

Rating: +13 for now but +18 smut in the future

Genre + warnings: Fluff, angst, paranormal romance, historical fanfiction, Kook being cold and mysterious at first (just doing his job) and just being his sexy self. Some action and death threats....warn you. The story isn't real, just my imagination running wild so just enjoy reading!

a/n: the thing is....I got carried away with this story so it will be longer than oneshot, there will be series so please be patient ;) this was not a request, just wanted to write something new and really hope you like it. More free time for myself so get ready for nonsense stories coming up, lol. The English is not my native(first) language so please excuse some grammar mistakes if you notice something, thanks!

The next day you were reading your favorite romance novel in the library and you were too grossed into the story details that you didn't even paid any attention to your surroundings.

The story was about a village girl who falls in love with a prince and their love story was too beautiful as they met in the forest when she went to pick up her flowers and the prince just wanted to get away from the castle to get some fresh air. Their love at first sight blossomed until they knew they can't live without each other but the story wasn't ordinary. It had some juicy details too when they made love and your cheeks always got red when you read about how the prince spread her open to stuck his....

Sudden voice snapped you out of the trance you were in as you jumped and you looked flushed as you saw your cook Mary standing in front of you with a plate in her hands.

"Dear, here is your tea and cookies you requested. Everything all right? You look like you have a fever," she looked concerned when she put the plate on the table by the couch you were sitting and you immediately closed the book you were reading, putting behind your back so she can't see it.

"I- uhhh, everything is all right, Mary, really. Just really hot in here," you fanned yourself and in the corner of your eye you saw your guard smirking with his eyes as he didn't even looked at you.

What the...? Jerk

"Are you sure you don't have a fever?" Almost reaching her hand to you so she can feel your forehead, you pull back from her and smile awkwardly.

"Really, I'm just hot because the library heats too much when the sun shines through the windows and I can't help but feeling feverish," explaining to her, Mary just sighs and nods her head in understanding. When she dismisses herself and you're left alone with your guard only, you purse your lips and look at Jungkook, ignoring the butterflies in your stomach, seeing him stand by the door like an soldier without any emotion on his face.

"Hey, Jungkook?"

His head slowly turns to you, his gaze pinning you in place," Yes, your highness?"

"Do you have nothing better to do just stand there?"

"What do you mean, princess?"

You huff in annoyance, " Do you ever have fun, other duties to attend to? You don't have to guard me for so long if I would be just sitting here like a duck and please, don't make fun of me ever again, I will make you regret it."

His wings flutter behind his back and he straightens his posture more when he raises his eyebrows in amusement," Are you threatening me, your highness?"

You flush when he keeps watching you with those cold eyes," No, I mean yes if you ever do that again."

"I don't recall making fun of you, princess and for other duties, I have only one and that is to protect you. Does that answer your questions?"

That melted your heart but at the same time you were disappointed. He looked at you like it is just his duty to be here with you because your dad made him do it and nothing else.

"Does my dad ever request your presence if something important happens?"

He thinks for as moment, still watching you, like he wants to read your thoughts but then slowly answers," If it is something evolving you then yes, he does. He makes sure you are safe."

"And you?" You can't help but ask but again regret it because he furrows his eyebrows.

"What about me, princess?" He pushed and slightly sounded curious.

You blush, not wanting to explain further, " Nevermind, forget I said anything."

You looked away and were about to resume your reading while drinking tea when his voice stopped you. You don't even noticed that you have sliced your pinky with the edge of the book when you took it into your hands as small dropplets of blood dropped from your finger to the dress you were wearing.

"I always make sure you are safe, your highness. Wherever you are, you will always be protected. "

Looking up at him, your heart raced faster when you looked into his eyes again, some emotion into that cold gaze softening his features.

He always looked so serious and ready to go if some action happens, like prepared for a war in that armor. Does he ever remove it? Does he even change his clothes? Does he shower? Does he sleep?

You had so many questions and not even one answer. Remembering him mentioning his family, your hopes dropped when you think about it. He probably had a wife and a kid already, you were just a hopeless girl with a rich dad and nothing else. Even your mom always was away on her business trips, never the time for you.

Gosh, I'm pathetic

"You okay, princess?" Letting out a gasp, you didn't even saw him move when you see your guard crouched down in front of you, his masked face really close to your liking.

I think I zoned out again

You always did that when you thought about something but you didn't expect your guard to be so close to you when you snap back to reality.

"W-what are you doing?" Voice trembling, you watch how he leans with his right arm on the couch besides your hips and gulp when he spreads his wings open behind him to shield you from others if someone comes in.

His attention is on your lap and when you look down, it is only then you see the blood on your hand and the dress. Horror washes over you as you see the red substance and wince feeling a little pain in your finger.

"You're bleeding, " his voice is a deadly whisper and like watching a movie from a far, he takes your hand in his inspecting your finger closely," May I?" When you nod like a robot, he continues, "Does it hurt?" Jungkook looks up at you when he gently strokes your palm with his gloved fingers.

"I...uhhh....umm...no, I mean yes but no, just a little bit, w-why do y-you?" You can't but feel breathless, still not believing what your silent guard is doing, worrying about your well being and showing concern for you like that, he never touched you like this before, this was a first time for you both.

"You need to be more careful, you are always so clumsy, your highness. You need to patch it ap with first aid-kit, will you stay for me like this while I go find it?" You nod again and before you know it, he is gone in a second, his inhuman speed making you eyes widen when he dissappears and the wind blows through your hair as you wait for him to come back but your head snaps to the left as you hear a crashing sound right by the window. Then follows some tapping sounds.

"Who is there?" No one answers but then the glass shatters and you scream when you see someone in all black climbing up to the window, the intruders face in shadows because of the hood. You let out a gasp when you see his glistening fangs, blood dripping from his mouth when he finally notices you.

You are left frozen, you can't even move when the intruder climbs over the windows ledge.

A vampire?!

"What do we have here," the vampire growls when he licks his fangs like he imagines how you taste and you know it is a male because his voice is pretty deep.

You feared that this is the last day you have seen alive, you didn't want to leave anyone behind but if this is the end? Did you really imagined to be killed by a monster? A vampire no less? There were rumors that vampires live on earth also, they were discovered centuries ago but no one ever saw them because one, they were hiding and two, they went out only at night but it was daytime now, no way the rumors were all true, they obviously can do more than that.

Even you were a princess, you were completely defenseless and vulnerable, you hadn't expected to meet such threats to learn how to fight because your body was too small and fragile so you didn't know what to do in this situation.

Where did he even came from? Why the castle guards didn't see him trespassing?

Remembering your guard, you stood up and started running, your feet suddenly moving but you didn't get very far. Sudden force knocked you over and the door slammed shut as you fell on the floor with a thud. Groaning from the pain when your shoulder hit the ground, you looked up to the hooded vampire slowly approaching you, his teeth bared as he stared at you like you were a meal and he was starving.

"Not so fast, human. You will give me a taste first, you smell delicious, " the monster growls and you push yourself up, forgetting the pain in your shoulder.

"Don't come near me, my guard will kill you if you touch me," you warned despite the fear.

His creepy laugh makes you shiver," Your guard? No one is here except me and you so don't worry, this will be fast," not even giving you the chance to move or respond, he advances on you really fast, his speed also making him be much faster than a human being when he lungs at you, pinning you to the ground with his big body, the force almost making you choke as you struggle to breathe.

You can't but scream when he traps you in his arms, his hand around your throat when he leans closer and you see his eyes flash red beneath that hood. Somehow the light from the windows have disappeared and the room is much darker now, the sound of rain is heard as it hits the window glass so you don't see much who is really trapping you.

"Your end words before I suck the life out of you, human?" He mocks when he bares your neck to his hungry gaze. Even struggling in his grip has you feeling weak, he is much stronger than you so you can't even fight back. Tears spring out of your eyes when you think about it and you shut them close so you don't see his sharp teeth.

This is how I will die? By a vampire bite?

When the thought crosses your mind, the sound of a door slammed open has you open your eyes and you feel the vampire being ripped away from you as you inhale harshly seeing who is your rescuer.

Your guard throws the vampire through the wall creating a hole in it but the vampire is quick, standing right up and with a sneer lungs back at him, giving Jungkook his own medicine when you see him stumbling back from the sudden punch in the stomach even though he wore an armor. With a gasp from your lips, your guard growls at that and opens his wings wide as he flies fast into the vampire who sidesteps from his way and you see your angel crash into the wall. From the impact, you wince feeling almost his pain when he groans but that doesn't stop him. When he starts to turns around, vampire is already there so you scream to warn him.

"Jungkook, watch out!" Your sudden voice makes him grab the vampire in the last second, punching him square in the jaw knocking his teeth out as they drop to the ground not far away from your feet. You gag at the blood when you see it but the fight in front of you resumes when Jungkook looks even more pissed than before.

He surprises the vampire by shooting out one of his legs to jump on the man before he even hits the ground. He swipes his blade from his armor to hold the tip against the vampire's throat, trapping him into a frozen stance when he stops moving when he feels the sharp edge slicing the skin.

Jungkook leans down into his face and narrows his eyebrows, looking beyond furious because of how angry he looks when his eyes flash into the darkness from the grey skies outside.

"Who sent you?" He growls.

"None of your business, Fallen Angel," the vampire snarls back but regrets it when the blade goes deeper into his skin, nicking a vein.

You gulp, first time seeing your guard in action and never seeing him this angry while you just sit there on the floor with your eyes wide.

"If I asked you a question, you answer because I will kill you anyway, your choice," your guard deadly whispers to him so you can't hear it but still you do and almost gasp in shock.

"I will never tell you, kill me if you want but I will not surrender, " vampire is too calm about this so you don't know how he easily accepts the consequences as he makes it seem like the death will be nothing to him.

"Not if I torture you first," your guard warns him and this time you gasp, not believing your ears.

Ignoring your presence even though you saw him becoming tense after he said those words, Jungkook takes the blade away from vampire's neck and roughly yanks him up so he can't escape. Pushing him to the library's exit, your guard meets your eyes for a second but not before he scans your body for any injuries.

"Wait for me here, princess, I will be back in a minute. And please, stay where you are, don't move, " his voice softens when he talks to you and you can't even blink when he leaps forward, spreading his wings wide open as he takes the monster along and takes him away until they dissappear through the door.

Did that just happen? Did you really saw Jungkook how he really is? His true nature?

But sudden anger consumes you as keep sitting there.

Did my guard just left me alone, not even checking if I am all right?

With pursed lips, you push yourself up to stand on your feet but sudden pain in your shoulder makes you whimper as you breathe hard through your nose, still not processing what happened.

Did I really hit the ground that hard? No way....

When you try to move your shoulder, the searing pain goes through your muscles and you realize that indeed is the case because when you fell, you only thought about escaping, ignoring all the pain you felt.

My did will kill me, oh my God

The king left the castle to go to the next town to do some important matters so you knew that you are safe for two days at least, he would flip out if he knows about the incident and his daughter getting hurt. You were in big trouble.

"Your highness, didn't I told you not to move?" A deep honey voice gently scolds you before you even see him as he flies back into the library, his wings flapping gracefully in the air as he carefully lands on his feet. Straightening in his full height, his snaps his wings closed so they dissappear from the view.

You have never seen more majestic sight as you forget to think or even breathe when he approaches you with gaze much warmer than before.

"W-what d-do you..." your mouth opens in surprise when he lifts your chin up with his gloved fingers and then you see it.

His face is bruised a bit, a blue purplish circle forming already around his left eye and his nonpierced eyebrow with blood where you see some small wounds. You wince when you see him like that, feeling selfish and ungrateful as you thought about only yourself a minute before. He fought for you, he still makes sure you are safe even though he is in pain also but he doesn't even acknowledge it because he furrows his eyebrows and you imagine how he clenches his jaw, trying to control the anger as he leans closer to look at your neck.

"He touched you," not a question so you keep silent, letting him gently caress your pulse with his covered fingertips and his touch makes you breathe harder when his eyes travel down to your shoulder and his gaze becomes colder.

"He fucking hurt you," he spats and you jump at his tone, still not believing that he cursed in front you because he never allowed that to happen because you're a princess, a royalty.

"I fell," you whisper and he snaps his eyes back to yours and holding your stare for a moment, shakes his head.

"I shouldn't have left you, it is my fault that you're hurt. The vampire got inside without me knowing while you were here, that shouldn't have happened," there is guilt in his eyes but this time its you who shakes their head in denial as you step closer to him, feeling so much safer even you know what he is capable of. He would never hurt you, you were sure of that.

"It was not your fault, you didn't know it will happen so please don't feel guilty, everything is all right now, you saved me. That vampire didn't really do anything because you got here in time," you let out a smile and his eyes drop to your lips, lingering there for a second. You try to ignore it even though you feel butterflies in your stomach and some funny feeling in your core.

"Jesus fuck, he was on top of you," your guard steps away with another curse and rubs his face with his gloved hand before looks at you again," Come, we need to look at your shoulder, I see you wincing with every step."

"You don't say, look at yourself, you are hurt also," you whisper teary eyed, sudden overwhelming emotion and fear taking over, still thinking what would have happened if Jungkook wouldn't come in time or worse, the vampire would have killed him.

Jungkook steps closer to you and brushes your hair to the side from your forehead when you see his eyes quirking as they lift up in a teasing smile.

"Are you worried about me, your highness?"

You push him off, scoffing but in a playful manner, " Just making sure that you can still guard me, you can't do that if you're injured, my dad will be pissed if he knows about this," with a smirk, he sobers real fast when you mention the king.

"He needs to know about this, I let the other guards take the vampire to the dungeons for questioning, we need to know his real motives and why he is here. Does he said something to you while I was gone?"

"No, just...he was really hungry, " you shudder as you remember his face and those sharp teeth, putting your hand on your neck, still feeling his hold on you there. Your guards eyes darken at that, almost letting out a curse again but in the last second thinks better and makes you come with him so the healer can look at your shoulder. You can't but obey because it does hurt the longer you stand and do nothing.

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When the healer finishes to wrap your shoulder with a cloth to your arm so you don't move much, you realized that you just dislodged it because for the feel of it, you thought it is broken. Jungkook left you saying he has to do something while you're fixing your wounds so when the healer finally said that you are good and you need to go rest, you thanked her with a bow and went to look for your guard. You were still worried about his condition even you knew that he is stronger than he looks.

Hiding your neck with a scarf so no one notices the bruised marks on it, you wondered where did your guard go because you didn't know if he even had a room where he sleeps but surely there has to be, where then he can go rest if not for his own private room.

Going to the west wing where other guards live, you roomed from room to room until you managed to stumble opon some door who were left open a bit, slightly giving you the idea that someone is in the room because you heard a grunt. A male groan.

Is it Jungkook?

Fearing for about what you could see, you pulled a deep breath and gently pushed the door more open. Silently stepping inside, no one prepared you for the sight in front of you as you froze on the spot, widening your eyes in shock.

Be continued....

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— JUJUTSU KAISEN EPISODE EIGHT || BOREDOM

↳ featuring : fushiguro megumi + kugisaki nobara + gojo satoru + zenin maki + inumaki toge + panda + aoi todo + zenin mai + miwa kasumi + gakuganji yoshinobu (mentions of itadori yuji + ieiri shoko) from jujutsu kaisen

↳ warnings : mention of violence + EXTREME grammar issues

↳ form : story

↳ published : 02 march

↳ pronouns : she/her

↳ word count : 5.8k

↳ synopsis : within the jujutsu world, there were three famous clans to be aware of, the Kamo clan, Zenin clan and the Gojo clan. However, unknown to many sorcerers there was one last family that was known to be apart of the three, only for them to disappear after the golden era leading some to speculate that they had died in battle after the sealing of ryomen sukuna, but....

↳ previous episode : assault 

↳ next episode : small fry and reverse retribution

↳ barista’s notes : hi there everyone! right now i know i haven’t been the most active i have been but i really thankful on how patient you all are ʕ •ᴥ•ʔゝ☆ my procrastination has reach a new all time high since my birthday is on saturday and i am dreading becoming 18 because that means i will be a legal adult and i also have exams soon...ʕ ㅇ ᴥ ㅇʔ moving on from that, i hope you all enjoys today’s episode!

BEFORE READING, I NEED YOU TO BE AWARE OF THIS:

1. the whole story belongs to Gege Akutami and the credits go to them and them only.

2. the spell curses used belong to Tite Kubo due to them being the ‘Kidos’ being used on the manga and anime ‘Bleach’ - but none is mentioned in this chapter.

2.5 for the ‘cursed spells’/kidos (bleach) i will link this video here and tell you the time stamp to check out what i am intending to show - remember i add a few twist here and there by adding the katana to link with Y/N’s cursed technique

no cursed spells used this episode... 

but the little flick that Y/N does is inspired from this video here

3. if you are confused on anything, please don’t hesitate to message me since i know this whole thing is so confusing.

“You really need to stop with your assaults Gojo,” Fushiguro stated, as he pressed his index and middle finger on the middle of his forehead, as he remembered the pain that came along with your flick as well as complaining about the side head slap he had gained from you.

“Nah, you just got to stop asking stupid questions Fushiguro,” you commented back before asking Kugisaki want she was planning to get.

‘So make sure you’re not alone in this world like I am Y/N, I want you to be happy even when we’re both stuck with this burden!’

‘I’m trying mother,’ you thought, as you tightly gripped your phone that was still in your pocket.

                                              ꕥ

“I never really thought you were the type that would go to the beach,” you commented, as you leisurely walked towards the calm ocean with a pair of arms wrapped around yours (that was holding your shoes) since your mother wanted to walk side by side with you to enjoy this tranquil moment together.

“I never thought that about myself either, but it’s better to be surprised then going back to the city again, is it not?” your mother asked with a let out a gentle laugh before instantly halting the moment you both felt the warm water covering your bare feet.

“I guess so,” you stated before using your other arm to partly cover your face due to the sunlight brightly blinding your eyes. However, it seemed like where your mother was standing wasn’t causing her too much irritation - maybe it wasn't as bright from where she was.

Currently, it was sunset at Tatadohama beach - to which surprised you that there weren’t as many people as you thought - where your mother had taken you since she thought you both deserved a bit of a break before you could go back to school since it was the summer break and to be honest, you needed it since you and your mother just came back from a job of exorcising a grade-one curse while trying to escape the scene before any other jujutsu sorcerers came.

“You look beautiful though, your mother has good taste doesn’t she?” your mother teasingly asked in a rhetorical manner, as she took her time to observe you rather than the sunset that was in front of her. Right now, you were some simple jean shorts that were somewhat quite large letting the gentle breeze cool you down leading you to fasten a black belt with a silver buckle which tucked in a simple short-sleeved oversized white button-up shirt that was loose, so you wouldn’t feel tight around your upper body as well as dressing for the warm weather that was approaching.

“It is quite plain, but it’s simple and cute,” you commented, as you peered down at your mother’s clothing choices before looking back up to view the beautiful setting in front of you, as your mother smiled gently before placing her head on your shoulder.

“Promise me that you’ll be okay,” your mother suddenly uttered quietly, leading you to give off a confused look before turning your head down slightly only to discover a small smile on her face with softened eyes as if she was relishing the moment with you.

“You’re acting like you're going to die tomorrow,” you comedically commented, leading your mother to laugh at your statement which caused you to giggle slightly since your mother’s laugh was always contagious when you were with her. Taking a deep breath in to calm down, your mother slowly calmed down before lifting her head up as she sighed.

“Well, anything can happen and I want your word that you will do anything to be safe,” your mother expanded on her previous statement, causing you to turn to her to look at her in the eye, trying to see and understand what your mother really wanted you to know before you nodded at her with a small smile.

“I promise mother” 

                                               ꕥ

“Oi Y/N, wake up”

Slowly opening your eyes, you slowly blinks a few times as you try to get a clearer view from what you were looking at before steadily realising that you were at the track field where you were training with the rest of the students.

Shifting your eyes to look up slightly, only to discover all the upperclassmen looking down at you with the tree leaves covering you from the sunlight that was beaming down right now.

‘Oh...that’s right, I’m at Jujutsu Tech’

“Sorry for making you fight with all of us, I bet you were exhausted, but we need you to check up on Megumi and Nobara since they went to do some errands,” Panda expressed with hands pressed together as a sign of forgiveness.

“Kelp,” Inumaki commented as if affirming Panda’s statement leading you to sit up slowly before stretching your arms to get read of the stiffness that was consuming them before taking in Zenin’s outstretched arm to help you up - something you both been doing for quite some time during the week - before picking up the black track top of brought out for today’s training that you were laying on top of.

“Sorry for sleeping, where are they?” you asked, as you covered your mouth to yawn since you didn’t want to seem rude to your second-year seniors.

“They should be getting a few drinks for themselves and us from the vending machines, they didn’t want to wake you up, but we knew they probably need some help remembering what we want,” Zenin answered, as she used her thumb to point behind her the direction you needed to take.

“Sorry, I’ll get going then,” you commented before tying the track top around your waist before picking up your black katana since you didn’t want to leave it alone before waving at them when you were beginning to head off.

“I’ll see you guys later,” you mentioned before Inuamki shouted ‘Salmon’ back at you before you swiftly made your way up the stone steps to find both your classmates Fushiguro and Kugisaki to get the drinks that the other wanted since you knew that they’ll probably both forget or take too long for your senior’s liking.

“I’m surprised she can still run after all those practice matches,” Panda stated, as he continued to stare at the direction that you headed out in.

“She’s strong, there is no surprise Gojo has taken her into his family and out of training to take some missions,” Zenin commented before continuing with, “she comes back really quickly to resume training with us,”.

“Mustard leaf,” Inumaki mentioned, as he nodded at his classmate’s remark about you before all of the second years went off for their walk, as they gave you time to run your errands before coming back to the field to train for the Kyoto Sister-School Goodwill Event.

                                               ꕥ

Looking at her drinks in front of her, Kugisaki was disappointed at the lack of variety that the machines had as she groaned in annoyance before pressing her choice of the cold drink she wanted before checking to make sure there was orange juice in the vending machine since she knew you would want some when she got back to you.

“Couldn’t they put in a few more vending machines?” Kugisaki asked in an irritated tone, as she bent down to collect her drink from the takeout port before turning around to look at her classmate, who was standing behind her.

“They can’t. There are only so many workers who can come in here,” Fushiguro answered, as he turned to look at her only for the female to turn back around to place more money into the coin slot. “What else are you buying?” Fushiguro asked since he knew that Kugisaki as well as himself didn’t know what the upperclassmen wanted - that was usually your job.

“Gojo really likes orange juice, so I wanted to buy her some since she did train with all of us, I bet she’s still sleeping,” Kugisaki commented before contemplating if you wanted to bottle or carton version of the citrus juice since she didn’t know if you always bought the carton one on purpose.

However, before she could come to the conclusion on what you probably wanted, she noticed from the corner of her eye that there were two people standing at the other side of the outdoor hallway they were at. From what she can observe, it seemed like those two people were from Jujutsu Tech due to their uniforms as the male had what seemed to be an angry expression while the other student - who looked similar to Zenin Maki - had a sly smile on her face.

“What are you doing here, Zenin-senpai?” Fushiguro asked in confusion since he wasn’t expecting anyone from Kyoto Metropolitan Curse Technical College to come to their side.

“Oh, she’s one, too?” Kugisaki queried while turning her head to look at Fushiguro before continuing with, “They do seem similar, are they sisters?” as she turned back to look at the female student to get a closer look at her.

“They’re twins,” Fushiguro answered quickly.

“Don’t call me that, Fushiguro-kun. You make me sound the same as Maki, call me Mai,” Mai stated, as she gave the two Tokyo students a wink.

“So there are the pinch hitters for Okkotsu and the third-years?” the male student stated with a hostile tone while glaring at them with a look of pure disappointment.

“We came here with the principal because we were worried about you. Your classmate died, right? Was that rough? Or did you think nothing of it?” Mai asked with the smirk still painted on her face, leading Fushiguro and Kugisaki to tense at her sudden but somewhat offensive questions.

“What are you trying to say?” Fushiguro asked tensely, as he suddenly felt a slight bit of annoyance building up in his stomach.

“It’s okay, some things are hard to say out loud, so I’ll say it for you,” Mai amusingly stated before proceeding, “‘Vessel’ makes it sound nice, but it means he was a half-curse monster. Having such a tainted, inhuman being beside you brazenly calling himself a jujutsu sorcerer must have been revolting right? Aren’t you feeling better now that he’s dead?”. However, her questions only lead to extremely vexed expressions appearing on both of the Tyoko student’s faces.

“Mai, don’t bring up such pointless topics, I’m only here to see if these guys are fit to take Okkotsu’s place, that’s all I want to know,” the large male declared as he took a few steps forwards before throwing his school jacket to the side, leading to the shikigami sorcerer to tense up once again as he began to worry what was about to happen.

“Fushiguro, was it?” the large male asked before shouting in a proud manner…

“What kind of woman is your type?”

Suddenly perplexed, Fushiguro as well as Kugisaki, shifted their heads to the side simultaneously to convey their unexpected confusion to the two Tokyo students especially to the male that had just asked the weird as well as absurd question.

“Depending on your answer, I’ll beat you half to death right here and drag Okkotsu, or at least the third-years, out to the exchange event,” the large Kyoto student threatened as he processed to unexpectedly and violently ripped his purple shirt into shreds, showcasing his large muscular upper body before positioning himself in his usual fighting stance as he then suddenly announced, “by the way, my type is a tall woman with a big ass!”.

“Why do I have to talk about my taste in women with a guy I just met?” Fushiguro annoyingly asked as he began to express an irritated expression on his face at the Kyoto student that suddenly declared a fight out of nowhere.

“He’s right. That’s a tall hurdle for an antisocial guy,” Kugisaki unintentionally comedically commented, as she pointed at her stoic classmate, leading Fushiguro to express a more vexed expression.

“You be quiet. This is confusing enough already. You’ll just make it more complicated,” Fushiguro mentioned as an irked mark became more visible on his right cheek, displaying his displeasure on what was happening right now.

“Kyoto, third-year, Todo Aoi,” the Kyoto Tech sorcerer introduced himself. “Introduction over,” Todo announced as he then continued by saying, “now we’re friends. Hurry up and answer, if you prefer men, that’s fine too,”.

“A person’s fetishes reflect everything about them,” Todo explained, indicating the reason why he was asking his laughable question in the first place. “People with boring taste in women are boring people themselves,” Todo passionately proclaimed, as if he was presenting a speech to the whole of Japan at this moment in time before he exclaimed, “I hate boring men.”

“And I hate drags like you”

Turning his head slightly to view what was going on behind him, Todo managed to get a glimpse of a person that was right behind his school mate. A female standing with her hands in her pockets with what seemed to be a katana hanging horizontally unlike Okkotsu, who had his vertically, with a nonchalant expression painted on her face.

“Also your drag ass friend, she has quite a big mouth for a Grade three sorcerer from what I can sense, is this what I’m really fighting against Fushiguro?” you asked before you started to walk past the other sorcerer as you made your way to the vending machine to grab the drinks that the second-years usually requested when they made you run errands during a break from training.

“Gojo! You’re awake?” Kugisaki asked as she smiled at you before quickly mentioning there was money already in the machine since she was planning to get you your drink.

“You heard everything?” Fushiguro questioned as he turned his view to you, only to discover you pressing on the button that correlated to the carton of orange juice as you mentioned to Kugisaki that you were going to pay her back before turning your head to look at your other classmate.

“Yeah, I heard everything. You guys are loud and to be honest, both of them need to shut up, they’re such drags,” you muttered disrespectfully since you could tell they were at least a year or two years above you in the academic year.

However, it seemed like your insult didn’t stop Todo from explaining his passion for people’s preferences in a partner as he continued to declare his speech with pride, much to your complete dismay.

“As I was saying, the exchange event is where my soul can be free as blood boils and flesh clashes, who knows what I might do if my last exchange event ends up boring me?” Todo rhetorically questioned as he maintained his fighting stance as if he was ready to pounce within a  second with a confident smile on his face.

‘Shut up...I have to meet with Gojo-sensei later and I don’t want a massive headache to come in before it becomes worse when I see him’

“Hey, aren’t the Jujutsu Tech schools four-year schools?” Kugisaki asked in an unsure manner as she turned to look at Fushiguro since she was trying to take note from you on what drinks to buy in case you weren’t able to for the seniors. However, she was confused about why Todo mentioned that this was going to be his last exchange event when he was a thrid-year.

“Only third-years and under can join the exchange event,” Fushiguro quickly answered Kugisaki’s question as she then let out an understandable ‘Hmm’ to inform her classmate that she acknowledged what he had just told her before swiftly turning back to notice that you had brought a cold water bottle for what seemed to be for Zenin (Maki) since you and her were looking at your phone to see a note displayed on the screen.

“As a show of kindness, I’ll let you off only half-dead right now,” Todo threatened again before repeating the weird question that instinctively started this whole situation, “answer me, Fushiguro. What kind of woman is your type?”

“Is this some kind of comedy routine?” the shikigami user angrily asked, as he increasingly got annoyed at what was happening right now and was confused on why he was picked in the first place.

“Don’t get into a fight, I seriously can’t be bothered to use any reverse cursed technique to heal your wounds if you do and we need to get back to training soon,” you stated before pressing on the last button for the last drink that was needed to be given for Inumaki when you get back.

However, it seemed as if both of your classmates didn’t listen to you since Kugisaki was now observing the other student behind Todo due to her uniform. “Is that your summer uniform?” Kugisaki asked in a light tone, as she admired the outfit before continuing with “ticks me off, but it’s nice”.

“Are you both even listening?” you muttered in annoyance before grabbing the small bag - that you kept from the time you went to your mother’s grave - in the pocket of your nylon cargo pants to place the drinks after you had got them from the dispenser since you didn't want to struggle to carry them.

Looking to his side, Fushiguro looked at his classmate as he began to analyse the situation that was currently going on. From what he could gather, Kugisaki was unarmed and didn’t have her usual hammer with her like she normally did meaning he was wanting to avoid any confrontation that could happen at this moment in time, while you were armed with your usual katana, yet he didn’t want to risk you revealing your true identity to the Kyoto students - not like he really had to worry about that.

‘Not forgiving people isn’t a bad thing. That’s just part of your kindness, isn’t it?’

That’s what his sister said to him once.

“I don’t have a particular preference, as long as she has unshakeable character, I won’t ask for more,” Fushiguro answered, to which you were surprised since you predicted that he wasn’t the type to reveal that sort of information. On the other hand, it seemed like Mai was pleased with the answer as she smiled sweetly at the boy causing you to shudder.

‘Ain’t...they like….family…?’

“Not a bad answer, if you had said something like ‘big boobs,’ I’d have killed you,” Kugisaki mentioned with a please expression on her face since she was relieved at the fact Fushiguro wasn’t suggestive like the Kyoto student in front of you three right now.

“Shut up,” Fushiguro muttered in an irritated tone.

However, it seemed like not everyone was pleased with his answer, as a tear was shed on a cheek.

“I knew it...You’re boring, Fushiguro,” Todo stated in a depressed manner before swiftly pushing himself to swing Fushiguro violently outside the hallway you were standing.

“DIDN’T I SAY NOT TO GET INTO FIGHTS, YOU DRAG?!” you screamed, as you turned your head to the direction where Fushiguro was struck away.

“FUSHIGURO!” Kugisaki panicked as she began to rush to his aid before a pair of arms was wrapped around her to halt her movement.

“Poor Fushiguro-kun, even a talented second-grade jujutsu sorcerer is nothing more than a first-year against the top-grade Todo-senpai, I’ll have to comfort him later,” Mai expressed with a sickly-sweet tone. However, you already had something to say.

“That may be true, but your Todo-senpai is nothing against a special-grade,” you mentioned with a smirk on your face, causing the female sorcerer to look towards you with widened eyes before suddenly remembering what Kugisaki called you by.

“Gojo…” Mai stuttered.

“Gojo, I’m okay! Just make sure Fushiguro is,” Kugisaki said to you with a proud smile on her face, causing you to drop the bag that you had in hand before quickly untying the red charm that was at the end of your katana.

‘I don’t need to unsheathe my katana, but I can’t use any of my curse spells to restrain him, so the chain will have to do’

“Hold this for me!” you shouted as you swiftly tossed the charm in her direction to which she caught easily since her arms still had movement before you rushed towards the scene where Fushiguro and Todo was.

‘This is such a drag right now…’ you thought, as you made it outside to find Fushiguro kneeling on the ground with a few new scratches on his face as well as his now stained blue track. However, it seemed as if Todo wasn’t done with his first attack since he was talking towards the Tokyo student like he was his prey.

On the other hand, you didn’t seem to care as you looked at him with an annoyed expression - even though you knew it wasn’t his fault. “Didn’t I say not to get into any fights? I can’t be bothered to use any reversed cursed techniques right now and I don’t want to bother Shoko-san since I need to train with her to know how to use it properly!” you raged, yet once again, it seemed like both of the male sorcerer’s weren’t listening to you.

“I knew at first glance that you were a boring guy, but you shouldn’t judge a person by their looks, right?” Todo questioned rhetorically again, causing the flames of rage to increase inside your soul since this situation was getting a little too similar to the one back at the detention centre.

“So I went out of my way to ask you, but you just trampled on my kindness,” Todo whined with a pout on his face while wiping the dripping tears that continued to fall.

“Is your brain as pineapple as your head?” Fushiguro insulted, as he gave the senior a weirded-out look.

“You’re the one to talk, hedgehog!” you screamed in annoyance since you were getting frustrated at the fact that no one was listening to you.

“I heard you don’t use cursed techniques.” Fushiguro randomly mentioned as he got up on his feet causing you to look at him with a death glare as well as suddenly being curious about what he meant by ‘don’t use cursed techniques’.

“Huh? Oh, that’s rumour’s false, I used them against the special-grade,” Todo plainly stated like it was an everyday face before raising his arm to wave his hand side to side as if to ‘slap’ away the rumours that were going on about him before continuing with, “but I heard rumours going around about a girl that went toe-to-toe with Sukuna, she was fighting with you right? Where is she?”

‘MAYBE THE GIRL THAT IS BEHIND YOU, SHOUTING AT YOU DRAGS!’

“That’s a relief to hear!” Fushiguro declared as if he was confident, causing you to look at him enraged with fury.

“THAT IS NOT A RELIEF TO HEAR, YOU DRAG!” you screamed, as you were now handing on an extremely thin piece of thread that was going to snap any second, leading you to attack both of them if this got out of hand.

However, once again, Fushiguro and Todo didn’t listen to you for one second as the shikigami sorcerer began to signal his shikigami to appear with the familiar hand-sign of ‘Nue’ back with you fought with him against Sukuna and ‘Gama’ from when you were training with him - yet, you were completely perplexed on what he had combined when both together.

Suddenly, a familiar shadow began to swiftly emerge from the ground before it suddenly took form into something you didn’t really expect from the Ten-Shadow Technique sorcerer.

“Frogs with wings?” you muttered, as you stared at the sight in complete surprise since you didn’t expect to see a few frogs with wings appearing in front of you - you never thought you see something like this in your life, to be honest.

“Bottomless Well!” Fushiguro chanted before a few of the frogs croaked in response causing you to stare that the creature in a now unreadable expression.

‘They will be weaker than their counterpart shikigami but they do have many benefits....didn’t Gojo-sensei mention something about the Kamo’s family?’

On the other hand, it seemed like your future opponent in the exchange event didn’t seem so nervous about the technique. Of course, from what you remembered from training as well as some knowledge that you had gained just from seeing one movement from Todo, you had come to the conclusion that he was a close-range fighter, probably had some experience with weapons since it would be foolish if a fighter didn’t have any sense it was a risk of them just having knowledge with their hands.

However, before you could even continue to gain more knowledge just by looking at the back of the well muscular sorcerer, there was a quick shift in the air causing you to snap out of your trance only to find Todo behind suddenly behind Fushiguro as he processed to wrap his arms around your classmate’s waist.

“Flimsy and shallow...Both your body and your taste in women!” Todo shouted before lifting Fushiguro upwards like he weighed nothing before aggressively smashing his headfirst into the ground behind him, causing you to discover how flexible the Kyoto student was before he suddenly jumped up into the air to give his opponent a punch, only for Fushiguro to dodge just in time, yet that didn’t seem to last since the second he moved away to gain some distance, he was violently smacked with a fist.

“Fushiguro!” you shouted, before quickly forcing the soles of your sheet to push your body forward to an extreme length, just in time to get in between both of the male sorcerers that were fully ignoring you since the moment you entered into the conversation to grab the drinks.

“Gojo!” Fushiguro yelled out in a panic since he was extremely worried that you were now taking a hit for him.

However, it seemed like Todo was now suddenly the one that was worried since his incoming punch seemed to hit something really small since it didn’t cover all his knuckles, yet it didn’t break like he thought it would, causing him to let the debris slowly clear away as his eyes began to notice the sight of a sleek black wooden scabbard standing vertically from the ground halting his extremely large fist, while you were kneeling down behind it, holding the handle with an extremely displeased look on your face with Fushiguro behind you as your other hand had a grip on the collar of his blue track jacket.

“You know Fushiguro, you are full of surprises but a complete drag when it comes to not listening to me,” you muttered, before slowly letting go of his collar as your turned your now free hand to face Kyoto Student in front of you, who was looking down at you with a shocked expression on his face.

“Todo Aoi right? You see, Gojo-sensei asked me to meet up with him and I don’t want a headache since I know he’s gonna give me one later, so I’ll see you later okay?” you sinisterly stated, before opening your palm to him as you slowly bend your middle finger towards you while placing your thumb on top of it, right on the nail.

“That looks like a nice construction sight,” you nonchalantly mentioned as you looked up at the wooden structure behind you before speedily flicking out your middle finger, causing Todo’s body to suddenly be pushed back with an extremely large force of cursed energy leading to the wooden panels to instantly break once his body made contact before you assumed his body landed on the wooden flooring that was above since you couldn’t see him anymore.

“Gojo…” Fushiguro muttered in shock as he didn’t expect something like that to happen before he noticed the same hand that flicked his opponent away was coming towards him with the same gesture. 

Flicking his forehead gently, you turned to look at him with a straight face before you used the same palm to let your cursed energy become slowly positive with some concentration to heal his wound that was on his head.

“It’s not much since I haven’t perfected it yet, but it will deal with the blood loss before you go to Shoko-san, you drag” you commented before sighing.

‘There was no need for me to remove the charm after all, but that’s enough for me to gain information for the event’

“Megumi! Y/N!” someone shouted, causing you both to look up only to find your second-year seniors Inumaki and Panda looking down below you to where you remembered flicking Todo towards, leading you to assume that they went to where there was the most ruckus was happening. However, next to Panda was Todo, who smirked down at the sight of both of you below.

“Fushiguro, let’s train our hardest okay?” you muttered, so only your classmate could hear, leading him to look at your with confused eyes before you turned to him with a smile, “you’re really strong, but I know you and Kugisaki can get stronger, so just follow me when I need you to okay?” you asked, before standing up on your feet once you managed to stop the blood loss from Fushiguro’s head.

“Panda-senpai! Inumaki-senpai! Can you take Fushiguro to Shoko-san, Gojo-sensei said he needs me for a discussion, I assume Maki-san is with Kugisaki!” you yell out.

“Salmon!” Inuamki shouted back before all of the three sorcerers were out of your sights, causing you to turn back to Fushiguro before giving your hand to him to help himself up.

‘Grade-one Todo Aoi and grade-three Zenin Mai ha?’

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“Ah Y/N, my daughter there you are!” Gojo cheered in delight once he saw you on the other side of the sliding door before you decided to step in since it was left open, to who you assumed was your adoptive dad that opened it earlier for his own reason.

“Excuse me,” you muttered before taking a quick glance around the room before noticing that there were only two more people with you and Gojo right now. From a side glance, you noticed a girl, probably the same age as you or maybe a year older at the latest, with long blue hair with a slightly slanted fridge wearing a suit that seemed to suit her really well even if her youthful and adorable face. 

‘A semi grade two? No..maybe three like Mai…’

However, as your eyes shifted to the sight on the opposite side where Gojo was seated, there was an old man seated while holding onto a wooden cane, who seemed to be somewhere in his late 80s but you wouldn’t tell since he seemed too hollow for you liking, yet something about him gave you an off-putting feeling.

“I wanted to tell you about the two special-grade curses that attacked me the other day,” Gojo happily mentioned with a smile on his face, causing you to look at him with a confused expression since he seemed too happy for someone that got attacked.

“Why do you look so happy? That should be the opposite reaction Gojo-sensei,” you remarked, as you made your way towards him only for his response to be a little pout.

“How many times do I have to tell you? You can call me your dad,” Gojo childishly whined.

“Never,” you shut down his offer as quickly as you could before uttering him to tell you about the special curses he wanted to inform you about, only for him to suddenly pull out a piece of paper with two childish drawings on them, causing you to look at the art in a fed-up manner before snatching it off his hand to get a closer look at the curses that he masterfully drew.

“As I said before, the two cursed spirits were capable of communication and they probably have allies who are just as strong,” Gojo declared in a serious manner, causing you to shiver at the 180-degree personality turn that he had done right in front of you. 

“It’s not just our enemies, either. Hakari, Okkotsu, your Todo and now my daughter Gojo. The level of our students has risen drastically in recent years, as well,” Gojo stated as he stared at the old man before he processed with, “then there was last year’s incident with Geto Suguru and now, the appearance of Sukuna’s vessel,”.

“What are you trying to say?” the old man asked, as he looked at your adoptive father with an expressionless look on his face (not that you could ever tell if there was any expression in the first place).

“Hehe, you don’t know? The wave of power you guys have been trying to hold back with your pointless status and traditions has grown bigger than you can handle and is now descending upon us. You won’t be able to measure the coming age with the classification of ‘special grade’ if you think I’m the only one who’ll be fighting back, you’re going to get hurt, old man,” Gojo declared with a smirk on his face as he felt the presence of the realisation that was coming to you now.

‘That man...was the reason why…..Itadori….’

“I think you are getting a bit out of line,” the old man lightly threatened in a lower tone as he glared at the sorcerer in front of him.

“I think it’s you that’s getting out of line,” you muttered in vexation as you glared down hostility at the man sitting on the opposite side of the table as the paper that you were holding began to crumble in your grasp. “If you get to kill someone by using me as a tool, let me return the favour next time with your head,” you threatened in a spiteful manner causing the old man to look at you with the same hollow eyes as he did with Gojo.

“Oh! Scary! Well, that's all I wanted to say, I’ll be going now with my daughter,” Gojo mentioned, as he got up from his seat before placing his hands on each of your upper arms to push you towards the direction of the door, before guiding himself through that gap that was left open.

“Oh, Principal Yaga will be coming in about two hours. Later!” Gojo departed cheekily, before closing the door as he then guided you away from the room the higher-up was in since he knew you were in a state of shock at the discovery you had made about your deceased classmate: Itadori Yuji.

‘Those higher-ups are so useless, all they do is command other sorcerers to do their dirty work while acting if they are superior dear. If I could, I would kill all of them’

‘Mother….’

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Go Go Nekoma! Push it, Push it Nekoma! Coaches Chemisty (pt.3 smut)

⚠️THIS FIC IS 18+ NSFW, MINORS DNI ⚠️

Warnings: Swearing, male and female oral sex, switch Naoi, switch reader, slight breeding kink, various sex positions, fluff

Word count: 6000+ (split into 3 parts)

The following day you arrive at work bring and early to begin orders. Bella comes in the back as your are finishing up a bouquet for a man whose going to propose to his girlfriend.

"Y/N! Sweetheart we got an emergency order from a gentleman. He needs a gorgeous apology bouquet asap! He says to make it from any flowers of our choice so I suggested leaving it up to you and he agreed" Bella smiled "oh and it needs to be delivered!"

"Oh ok" you say as you finish the bow on your current bouquet "I can drop it off on my way home tonight."

"Thank you dear. I think the address is surprisingly close to your home" Bella smirks as she walks from the back.

You wouldn't suspect a thing Bella thinks to herself as she fills out the card the boys had talked to her earlier about. She was a bit surprised when the entire Nekoma volleyball team turned up outside her shop that morning. The boys explained the situation and Bella immediately knew of the man they spoke. You had mentioned him several times and Bella knew you were hung up on him after your break up. From the sounds of it, so was the man in question. She agreed to the boys idea, even offering to pay for the bouquet.

"Oh ma'am really we can't" Kai says as he puts his hands up.

"Listen here boys. This is true love we are talking about!" She dictates as the boys eyes widen.

"You boys are doing a great service to your coach and Y/N! Remember this when you find your future spouses. Never settle" she speaks as the boys nod thanking her.

You pack up the bouquet you had made for the customer. It was a gorgeous large bouquet with your favorite flowers. It was honestly the most gorgeous bouquet you'd made in a long time. You stuck the card in the bouquet heading out. Bella was closing down the shop today as usually Fridays were bank days. So you packed up and headed out.

You arrived at the apartment building, being let in by a nice older lady. She directed you to the apartment as you prepared to knock.

"Who is it" a deep voice from inside chimed.

"Bellas floral with a delivery sir" you say adjusting your grip on the flowers, making sure they were perfect.

The door opened as you continued to check to flowers.

"Oh hello sir. Here is you-" you say suddenly stopping.

The man in front of you staring at you as your eyes grew wider by the moment.

It was Manabu.

"Y/N?" He stuttered.

"Manabu? I'm so sorry I didn't know you lived here. I was just dropping off this bouquet" you said unable to look away from the man in front of you.

He had gotten taller. Well over 6ft at this point. He looked good, so so good!

"I'm sorry you must have the wrong address Y/N I didn't order flowers" he says as he continues to stare at you.

Fuck you were gorgeous. More gorgeous gorgeous he remembered. Your hair was longer and your body was fuller. You looked spectacular!

"Let me check again" you say looking at the address.

Isn't this "1345 W. Lane apt 405?" You say.

Shit that is me he things unable to form words.

"Yeah that's me. Let me check the card" he says as he awkwardly grabs in the bouquet, gently brushing your fingers. You blush as he opens the card

"Good luck coach"

Are you fucking kidding me?

He laughes awkwardly "Well it looks like we've been played" he says showing you the card.

Your eyes widen as you can help but laugh.

"I should have known those boys were up to something when they left in a hurry the other night. And Bella was acting strange all morning" you think.

This must have been a set up.

"Umm well this is awkward. I'm really sorry for disturbing you Manabu. It was really nice to see you again" you smile, still holding the flowers as you begin to take your leave.

"Wait Y/N! Please won't you come in? I feel bad my team made you walk all the way here to do this" he says as he rubs the back of ymhis head.

"Oh its really no problem" you say "they really are sweet boys."

Naoi laughs "not sure I'd describe them as 'sweet'. More like pains in the asses." You smile as you laugh.

"Please come in Y/N" he says stepping out, holding the door for for.

You smile "ok" as you enter removing your shoes.

"Here let me take those for you" Naoi says as he grabs the flowers from your hands placing them in a glass.

"Your favorites i see" he says as he fills the vase.

You look up "you remember?"

"I couldn't forgot Y/N. I went every other week to get you fresh ones. I knew how much you loved them" he says as you look down smiling softly.

He places his hand on your lower back as he guides you into the living room the sit in the coach.

His apartment is cozy and neat. Very much "Manabu" you think to yourself.

You sit an awkward silence for a minute before you both begin to speak.

"You-" You say

"I-" Manabu speaks

You both laugh as you look away from each other. You look back into his gorgeous dark eyes.

"You first Y/N" he says as he gestures for you to speak

"Listen Manabu, I understand why you broke up with me all those years ago. We were just starting college and things were going to change. It probably was for the best anyways" you say as you trail off "I just wanted to let you know I don't any hard feelings towards you."

Manabu stares at you and sighs. He reaches for your hand as he lightly strokes it.

"Y/N, I was wrong. All those years ago, I was wrong" he speaks almost whispering as not to start crying.

"W-what" you say as you fail to understand what he's say.

"Y/N- listen, I was so stupid back then. I was scared. You are the literal love of my life and I was scared of that. You were my first for everything and I love you so much. I broke up with you because I was afraid I wasn't good enough for you. You got into such an amazing school and I couldn't dream of interfering with that. I wanted you to be happy and I stupidly thought letting you go would make you happy. Turns out making you happy made me miserable" he sighs

"You-" you start to speak only to be cut off.

"Y/n" he speaks as be begins to grab your hand "I dont expect you to forgive me but I have to be honest with you.

"O-" you start to say again only to be interjected on once more

"And I know you probably have a husband and kids now but I don't think I could go the rest of my life without telling you" he says as you reach your patience limit.

You grab him by his cheeks, pulling him in for a deep kiss. His eyes are wide as your lips meet. He closes them as his arms grasp tightly around your waist. You lick his lips asking for entrance which he gladly grants. You tease his tongue with the tip of yours as you massage each other's inner muscles. You adjust your hands to his neck as you pull him on kissing him harder. Soon you both seperate as his eyes meet yours.

"You love me?" You say sweetly

"I never stopped" he says as he smiles again going in for yet another mind blowing kiss. This time you skip the formalities going straight in. You gently push him back on the couch as you adjust yourself on top of him, straddling his legs. His hands roam your back, waist and to your ass. He lightly squeezes as you squeal a but letting him force his tongue into your mouth. You can feel your core heating up as you start to grind lightly on his crotch.

It feels so good. He gently helps you create friction by pulling you back and forth against him as you start to feel his erection grow. He breaks the kiss as his mouth starts trailing down your neck to your collarbone. You are completely blissed out. You haven't haven't touched like this in so long and it was happening at the hands of the man you loved.

"Mana" you say groaning his name

"Are you ok Angel? We can stop" he says looking concerned

"Oh no we are definitely not stopping" you say as you giggle. He laughs along with you as he continues to assault your neck.

"I just want-wanted to tell you ughhhh that I- I love you too" you smile as he looks up from your neck.

Without warning, he lifts you up from the couch as he carries you to his room tossing you on the bed before turning around and shutting the door.

He proceeds to take his shirt off as you sit up gently on your elbows.

The man has aged like fine wine. Still sculpted and just as pretty as you remember him.

"Like what you see Angel" he smirks as he proceeds to come over to you leaning over you to kiss him.

You take the opportunity to flip him over, straddling him again. You take off your shirt as he lightly grazes your stomach with his fingers.

"Gorgeous" he whispers as you lean down to kiss him. You trail kisses from his neck down to this stomach he groans at the feeling as you move to his belt. You continue to kiss his stomach as you undo his belt. He watches you in amazement.

*God you were still so perfect*

"Baby you don't have to" he looks at you as you start palming his large erextion thought his boxers.

"Oh I know but I want too" you smirk "I need to show you what you've been missing"

He groans deeply as he watches you pull his jogging pants down as well as his boxers.

Fuck he's big! You remember how much pain you were in your first time but he never failed to make you feel amazing.

"Fuck baby please" he says as he watches you. You start to places small kitten licks on the tip of his cock as your hand travels up to pinch and play with his nipple.

"Fuck love you feel so good. God I never forgot how amazing your mouth was" he leans back as he let's out a loud satisfying groan.

You begin to take him down your throat as you practice breathing through your nose. You can feel your core heating up and your panties becoming soaked. You undo you pants as you sneak down to start rubbing your hardened clit.

"Sit on my face baby. Let me make you feel good" he says as he watches your struggling.

You stand up as you begin to strip the remainder of your clothes. You take your bra, pants and panties off as Manabu strokes his hardened cock. You walk up to to top of the bed, slowly climbing on top of Manabu as he situates his face directly below your drenched cunt.

"Fuck baby. Always the wettest girl. So fucking good baby" he groans as he dives into your cunt mouth first. Fuck it felt amazing

"Oh fuck Mana, baby please fuck" you shout as you watch him stroke his cock as his head is being smothered between your thighs.

You lean over to him as you position yourself over his cock and begin to suck. God you feel so good. You can feel your orgasm approaching as he licks and sucks your clit. He slowly massages your slit with two fingers as he gently and easily guides them into your pussy without complications.

He works his two fingers in and out as you feel your core heat up more. You're sucking faster on his large cock , trying to make him feel as good as you do.

Finally you can feel the cord about the snap as you switch to moving your hand up and down his hard cock.

"Fuck baby fuck I'm going to cum" you scream as you live your hand faster up his cock. His hips meeting your fists thrusts.

"Cum on my face baby. Mark me. I could fucking live in this gorgeous pussy" he says with a growl.

"Oh fuck" you both shout as you both lose your composure. You cumming into his mouth as he cums on his stomach and your hand.

You move off of him as you go to lay down.

"Fuck baby that's was amazing but I gotta admit, I need to be inside this pussy" he says as he reaches to the nightstand.

He grabs a condom out as he places it on his still hardened cock. He lines up with your wet hole and begins to slowly guide himself in.

"Shit baby stop clenching! i-im not gonna last" he says as he tries to concentrate on not blowing his second load.

"I'm trying babe but omg you feel so good. I feel so full" you scream as he starts to fuck your tight wet cunt.

He's thrusting fast and heavy as he pushes his full length in your deep cavern.

"Fuck baby you want me to fuck you in your favorite position huh? You still like that don't you baby?" He growls into your neck.

"Only when you do it Mana. You make it feel so good" you cry.

"Fuck baby grab on" he says as he lifts you up. His cock still buried in your pussy as you kiss him deeply. He's squeezing your round ass as he backs you into his bedroom wall.

"That's it baby. You want me to mark this cunt. Shit baby it's like you've been untouched since high school. You're so fuckinng tight" he growls as he thrusts up into you.

"Mana!" You scream "fuck I'm going to cum again."

"Go ahead baby I got you" he says as he continues to thrust up up your soaking pussy at an inhuman speed.

"Oh god!" You screams as you feel the juices roll down your pussy lips and into his thighs.

"Shit baby did you just squirt?" He chokes. He trusts faster into you as his pace quickens. Hes losing control as he feels your pussy clenching on his thick cock.

"Fuck baby, I'm going to cum. You want to make me cum right princess?" He stutters as he begins losing himself in his orgasm.

"Fuck Mana! Please baby. Please fill me up with your cum! I need it so bad baby! Your cock feel so good in my little pussy" you scream

Manabu closes his eyes tightly as he feels himself losing control "Y/N- Y/N fuck I love you! I love you!" He screams as he cums harder than he has in years.

He rests himself against you as his grip on your tightens as he fills the condom full of his seed. He pulls back panting as he smiles, resting his forehead to yours.

"God I fucking love you" he smiles as he closes his eyes.

"I love you too Manabu" you smile as you both come down from your highs.

*1 month later*

"Ok guys! We leave for nationals tomorrow at 8am. Please be on time! We don't need another incident like last time" Manabu says looking at Lev.

"What it wasn't my fault you all left me" he cries as Yaku hits the back of his head.

Everyone laughs as the doors open.

"Ah Y/N so good to see you again" Coach Nekomata smiles as you approach with bento boxes you made for the team.

"Hello Coach Nekomata! It's so good to see you again as well" you smile as you set the boxes down.

"Y/N what is all this?" Manabu says as he walks over to you giving you a hug and a kiss.

"Well I figured you'd need some snacks for the hotel and in between games so I made some bentos for the team!" You smile softly.

"Wow Y/N thank you so much" Kai says as he bows to you.

"I really should be the one thanking you" you smile as you hug Manabu.

"Damn Yaku, Y/N is replacing you as the team mom" Lev laughs as the other side fall silent, waiting for the strong kick that's bound to happen.

Yaku gets up from his seat, walking over to lev. Everyone is expecting him to kick lev into next year.

Instead he just smiles and nods looking over at you and Manabu.

"You're right lev. And I wouldn't want it any other way"

[delos-mio]

Out of the Woods - College!AU - PART 1

A/N: Welp, here it is! Part 1 of my silly little AU for my favorite silly little king. I really hope I can do him justice and I greatly appreciate any comments and questions you may have! No major triggers- only implied drug use, drinking, allusion to sexy stuff. So, without further ado..

If you had to gaze into a crystal ball at the beginning of the year, this would not have been the future you expected to see. You didn’t plan on being unhoused, stuck in an idle relationship, and debating dropping out of school all together. But here you were, trying your very best to pick up the pieces, salvage what little motivation to carry on that you had left. It could have been worse. It could have been much worse, at least that’s what you kept telling yourself to keep from crumbling entirely. You were never one to back down though, and these few hurdles sure as hell weren’t going to be the thing to break you. At least one of your problems was solved.

You had just emptied the last of the boxes left from moving and were hanging up the rest of your clothes when there was a soft knock on your door. Genya popped her head in, smiling brightly.

“Hey. I was just making sure you were getting settled ok,” she said.

“Yeah, I’m just about done unpacking I think.” You sat down next to her on the edge of your bed. “Thanks again for letting me live here. You have no idea how much you saved his ass,” you laughed.

“Don’t mention it! I’m happy to have someone else here, honestly.” She seemed to mean it, so you decided not to keep groveling. “Anyways, I just had a friend text me about a party tonight if you wanted to go?”

Your party days were almost entirely behind you. Freshman and Sophomore year were a haze of booze and recreational drugs, leading to you almost flunking out of school on more than one occasion. You’d since cleaned up your act, for the most part, and found you way back on the Dean’s list. But...it was a Friday afterall. And you’d just spent all day moving and contemplating your entire life- did that not earn a beer or two?

“Yeah, ok. Ok. That sounds good,” you said with a nod.

“Awesome! I think we’re meeting there around 10ish, so I’ll come grab you to get ready in a little bit.”

“Get ready? Are we 18 and going to our first frat party?” you joked, making Genya laugh.

“I was thinking about it more so as a roomie bonding activity, but if you wanna be a brat…” she drawled, trying to keep the smile off her face.

“Come back in an hour,” you finally sighed. Genya looked simply delighted as she exited, very clearly planning out looks for you both in her head.

As you went to finish up organizing your closet, you felt the familiar buzz of your phone in your pocket.

Matt: u coming over tonight?

You couldn’t stop your eyes from rolling back in your skull. That probably shouldn’t happen when you get a text from your boyfriend.

Y: can’t, sorry. Going out with Genya M: ok- have fun. Make good choices. Y: wtf does that mean M: just to make good choices? Jesus does everything have to be a fight? Y: i’m not trying to fight omg Y: i’ll just talk to you later M: k

K. He had some fucking nerve.

---

Across campus, Nikolai wasn’t having much better of an evening.

"Do I have to?"

"Yes." Aleks's tone was final; Nikolai knew there was no point in trying to bargain with him at this point.

"Jesus, fine." Nikolai’s fate had been decided and it was now mandatory that he go to the Delta Chi party that night. And here he had been looking forward to a quiet evening alone with his guitar and journal...

"It'll be fun, you sad sack. And I really want you to meet Alina," Aleks chastised.

"I didn’t know you missed my irreplaceable company quite this much."

Aleks gently threw a pencil across the table at his head. "Maybe you'll even catch a new fish of your own, huh?" he said with an obnoxious smirk. Nikolai just chuckled, nodding noncommittally before heading off to his bedroom.

It's not that he didn’t want to go. Well, he didn’t, really. But normally, he would. It’d been about a month since he called it off with the girl he met in Statistics. And it's not like he even missed her all that much- he knew she wouldn’t be around long from the start. But he was still stuck in the “mope in his room, write songs about heartbreak” phase of his healing. Because of such, he hadn't felt like partying much lately, but he’d blown off Aleks the last 3 weekends...he wasn't going to let Nikolai say no again.

Nikolai figured the least he could do is try and look presentable. It was unlike him to spend as much time in sweats as he had; his sense of style had always been impeccable. He was a man who knew he was handsome and knew the best way to broadcast just that. He pulled out tight black jeans and paired them with a powder blue button down with the sleeves rolled up, maybe a couple of the top buttons left undone. He pushed his golden hair back out of his hazel eyes and scrutinized himself in the mirror. To his horror, he looked like he hadn't had a good night of sleep in a week, which was true. Overall, it could have been better, but it could be worse. With a sigh, he grabbed his phone and keys before going out to find Aleks.

They got to the Delta Chi house, and there were already a few guys passed out on the lawn. Nikolai wasn’t surprised, but it was only 10:30. They must have been freshmen. Aleks lead the way to the porch where a petite dark haired girl turned around and beamed at them.

"You're late!" she says with a clearly fake pout. Aleks leaned in to kiss it away and Nikolai looked everywhere but at them.

"Sorry, sorry, I know. Miss Princess here had to be dragged out of his cave," he laughed at his expense. "Alina, this is Nikolai. Nikolai, Alina."

"Nice to finally meet you," Alina smiled. She's cute, he can give Aleks that.

"I’ll have you know I was not in a cave. I was waxing poetic about love lost, heartbreak and what have you,” Nikolai smirked as Alina laughed.

"Genya and her new roommate are already inside," Alina said, grabbing Aleks's hand.

Thank god. Not that he didn't want to spend time with them or get to know Alina, but he didn't really want to watch them suck face and play third wheel all night. Genya had been a friend of theirs since Freshman year- she smoked them down at a random dorm party and she'd been part of the gang ever since. Nikolai pushed through the crowd and made it along with Aleks and Alina to the kitchen. There were fewer people back here and Nikolai felt like he could breathe again.

"Nik," Genya chirped and threw her hands up excitement. "He lives!"

"You saw me Wednesday," Nikolai laughed. “But, I understand. Aleks was desperate for his company too. It must have been unbearable without me.”

"I really didn't think Aleks would get you to come," she said with an easy grin. Genya handed him a cup of what he assumed was beer. "Doesn't matter. You're here now."

They all circled up and chatted for a minute. For once in his life, Nikolai felt like he was noticeably quiet, but he found he didn’t have much to add. They didn’t want to hear about how he managed to cook a meal TWICE last week. Or how he’d written probably a dozen songs, all of them dogshit. Genya was grinning at a story their friend William was telling when she looked over his shoulder and motioned for someone to join them.

"Guys! Guys! This is my new roommate," Genya said. Ah yes, the new roommate. How could Nikolai forget?

New Roommate had wedged themselves into the circle two people away from Nikolai. He looked up from his cup and immediately locked eyes with you. Honestly, the name should have tipped him off. He never, ever thought he’d see you again. There's no way you possibly remember him, right? God, you were still so beautiful.

"Nikolai?" you asked with a tight voice, eyes jumping all around his face. And it's right about then that Nikolai wished he got a little more beauty sleep. Here you were, practically glowing, while he looked like the walking dead.

"Hey," he breathed out. It sounded a lot more desperate than he meant it to, but you always have had that effect on him.

"You guys know each other?" Aleks interjected.

"It's uh, it's been a few years, but yeah," you said with a blush, looking down into your cup. Aleks and Genya both looked at Nikolai with a raised eyebrow. He could feel the sweat pricking along his brow. Fuck, now all eyes were on him...

"Maybe there's a spot open for beer pong. Let's go check it out." Thank you. Subtle, Genya. "You guys can catch up," Genya said walking past you and patting Nikolai on the shoulder. The rest of his friends followed suit and Nikolai was left alone with you, staring not so subtly.

You hadn’t grown an inch. You’d lost the bright red glasses too. But, god, you were still the most gorgeous creature Nikolai had ever laid his eyes on. Really, he couldn't have lost his virginity to a hotter person.

It's your typical boy-meets-girl story. Nikolai first saw you at the rink where he played hockey in high school. Your parents owned the building and seeing as such, you were employed as the kid behind the concession stand. Nikolai remembered the first time he saw you, he thought you looked like a dork. A very hot dork, but a dork all the same. Nikolai began to notice you watching him in particular during practice, which just further flustered his raging teen hormones.

One night, after everyone else had left practice, Nikolai stayed behind and introduced himself to you. He’d never seen such a beautiful mouth and he had to resist the urge to kiss you right then and there. It became habit that he stay after practice and lean against the counter to shamelessly flirt with you. You often had the rink to yourselves by that time, so Nikolai felt like he could really be himself during those hours. He was still figuring out his place in the world and had stuck-up parents who would never approve of him taking you home. But in the lowlights of the concourse, he was allowed to have a crush on you.

Flirting led to making out behind the counter. Making out behind the counter led to hand stuff in your beat up purple van once you locked up for the night. Hand stuff led to him fucking you in the locker room shower. It was both of your first time and it could have been much less hurried. But you were young and inexperienced and horny as fuck and still exploring sexuality. You kept that arrangement up for the next few months until the season ended and Nikolai left that fall for school. He felt like a dick for not saying goodbye to you. It's not in his nature to ghost. It just isn't. He thinks maybe he was still scared of what it all "meant" and how much he really liked you. Maybe this was the universe telling him to make things right with you and make things right for himself.

"Hey, stranger," you said with a lopsided grin. Fuck. Nikolai was so done for if you kept looking at him like that.

"Hey yourself." And Nikolai couldn't help himself when he reached out to you to pull you in a tight embrace. Lucky him, you didn’t push him away and call him a fucking asshole; he thought he would have deserved that. You buried your face into his neck and the hot little puffs of air were doing way more to him than they should. You parted just enough to get a good look at each other.

"You look good," you said with a dark edge to your voice, bottom lip trapped between your teeth. He knew very well what he looked like that night, but you seemed to mean the compliment.

"You look better," he replied earnestly, because it was true. It shouldn't have been this easy to fall right back into things. But it was always different with you. Sometimes, he still thought you were the only one that really understood him without him having to say a word.

"Nikolai Lantsov, you always were a little flirt," you laughed. Your eyes crinkled at the corner and Nikolai thought to himself how beautiful you are when you’re playful. You’re always beautiful. He wanted nothing more than to whisk you away and have you alone. This time, he wouldn’t fuck it up. He wouldn’t let you go. You must have noticed his brain going into overdrive because you say "What's going on up there? What ya thinking?" You pushed a rogue lock of golden hair away from his face.

"Honestly?"

"Honestly."

"I'm thinking about how much I wish we weren't at a frat party right now. I'm thinking about how I want to be selfish and have you all to myself," Nikolai said low so only you could hear. You laughed a little to yourself and looked at him with sparkling eyes.

"I'm not stopping you," you drawled. Fuck. Fuck, ok. This was really happening.

"Let me tell the guys we're leaving and then do you maybe want to get some food?" Nikolai asked hopefully. You just nodded coyly with a small smirk.

"I'll meet you out front." You squeezed his hand once and started pushing your way through the sea of bodies.

Nikolai ran his hands through his hair and took a deep breath before nearly running down to the basement, eager to say goodbye and make his way back to you. Genya, Aleks, Alina, and William were playing each other, a beer pong table stretching between their pairs.

"Where's your old friend?" Genya asked with a shit eating grin.

"We're um. We're actually gonna head out. So, I guess I'll—" but he was immediately cut off by Aleks.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa! Nik, are you leaving with a girl?" he teased.

"Yes. I am." Nikolai looked at him defiantly.

"How do you guys know each other anyways?" Bill asked before launching a shot.

"Just from growing up. High school or whatever," Nikolai mumbled.

"Cmon..." Genya begged.

"Wouldn’t you love to know," he said, voice laced with snark. "I just came down here to say we're fucking leaving!"

"Well then you better not keep your girl waiting," Genya said with a silent kiss in his direction. Nikolai just flipped her off and took his leave.

When he got outside, you were waiting with your hands in your pockets at the bottom of the porch steps. He smiled wide at you and offered a hand, which you seemed happy to take.

"So, are they gonna give me a bunch of shit next time I see them?" you asked as you walked hand in hand to the little strip of 24 hour restaurants on the outskirts of campus.

"Probably. Nothing you can't handle," Nikolai winked. You laughed then a little giggle. It's such a familiar sound and just like that, Nikolai was transported back to the ice rink and you giggling between kisses behind the snack bar.

You made it to one of his favorite delis in town and he offers to buy you a sandwich, which of course you tried to refuse his offer. Nikolai simply won't hear it. He had 5 years of douche baggery to make up for and insisted. You finally conceded and thanked him with the sweetest smile Nikolai had ever seen. You found a table in the corner, away from the door and prying eyes.

"So, how'd you meet Genya?" Nikolai asked.

"We have a writing class together. And we got to talking and became friends. I needed to find a new place cause my old roommate had to drop out and move home. I couldn't afford the place on my own. And I mean, you know how Genya is," you laughed, "I told her all about it one day in class and she offered me a room at her place without batting an eye."

"That does sound like Genya," Nikolai nodded.

"I've only been there like, two hours. But it's been good so far. Genya's been super cool," you said with a smile.

"I can't believe that we've been at the same school this whole time and it's taken this long to find each other," Nikolai said, mostly to himself, but you heard him and reached across the table to grab one of his hands.

"But we did find each other eventually, yeah?" You ran your thumb over his knuckle.

"Yeah," he said, suddenly bashful. Nikolai was seldom flustered. He had nerves of steel and had confidence to spare on his worst days. But you. You cut through him, all the way down to the core, and that made him nervous.

"So," you started, "Tell me about everything Nikolai Lantsov. Surely you've been up to something the last few years."

"Not much interesting to tell," he shrugged. "Been studying history. Writing music here and there to keep myself occupied."

"Girlfriend?"

"Who wants to know?" he asked with an arched eyebrow.

"Shut up," you mumbled into your soda. He doesn't miss the blush that's spreading over your cheeks.

"No. No girlfriend." he paused, considering how honest to be. But fuck it, he owed you candor. "I actually broke up with a girl a little over a month ago." You looked back up at him then, your eyes searching presumably for whether or not Nikolai was still torn up about it. "She wasn’t...she wasn’t right for mw and I guess I was just done. I feel like I should still be sad about it or whatever, but I'm not. I don't miss her. The wallowing and self reflection has been great writing fodder though," he said with a laugh.

"I'm sorry, Nik. You don't deserve that."

"Don't I?" Nikolai looked at you and suddenly felt torn open. "I...I'll never forgive myself for what I did to you." You bit down on your lip and looked out the window. "I regretted leaving you, god, and like a fucking asshole. I regretted leaving you so much. I know saying I'm sorry isn't even close to enough. But god, I'm so fucking sorry." He knew there were tears threatening to fall from his eyes, but he swallowed them down best he could.

"I'm not going to act like it didn't hurt me. Because it really, really did. But I accept your apology, Nik. You know I could never stay mad at you." You paused for a minute before looking at Nikolai with a tiny fire in your eyes. "You know, I'm pretty sure I was in love with you back then."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

"Well, I don’t think I ever stopped loving you," He said confidently. Your jaw dropped just for a moment before you're giving him that sexy grin that apparently still drives him absolutely crazy.

"Still?” Nikolai just smirked. "What if you don't know me anymore?" you asked and sucked at the straw in your soda.

"I'd like to." There's a shift in the air between you. Nikolai was sure you could both feel it. It was suddenly too warm in the restaurant and there's too much table separating you. He decided to take his chance. “How do you feel about going back to my place?”

You suddenly seemed very interested in your nail beds, picking anxiously at the skin. “You didn’t ask me if I was seeing anyone.”

Nikolai stalled. He didn’t. You asked about his relationship status and he was so absorbed with letting you know that he was, in fact, single, that he didn’t bother to ask if you were even available. Hadn't you been flirting all night? He'd certainly been flirting. But like you said, maybe he didn't know you anymore. Maybe this was just how you were these days. “Are you...are you seeing someone?”

“Yeah,” you sighed. Maybe it was his own wishful thinking, him hearing the resignation in your voice. Not that he wanted you to be unhappy. No, you deserved the world and he wanted nothing more than for you to have the sun and the moon and the stars. But, maybe there was still a chance for him yet. “His name is Matt. We’ve been together for like, a year or so.”

“Matt.” He let the name burn his tongue. “You love him?”

“Nik…” you warned.

“Just a question.”

“It’s more complicated than that.”

“Just my two cents here,” Nikolai started, leaning back into the booth, “But you deserve to be with someone you can gush about. Someone who when you get asked if you love them, you don’t think twice and say ‘they’re the love of my life!’”

“And you don’t think that’s him?” you said, huffing. “You think that’s you?”

“There’s a chance,” he smirked. “All that aside, I’m very glad fate has brought us together again.”

“Yeah, yeah,” you laughed. “I missed you too.” You looked at your phone quickly. “Shit, I should get going. I have a shift at 9 tomorrow.”

“Let me walk you home,” Nikolai insisted, standing from the booth and helping you into your jacket.

“Always such a gentleman,” you smiled, tapping him gently on the nose before walking ahead of him.

The walk to your and Genya’s place felt too short. Nikolai had made this trek, both intoxicated and sober, and it always seemed much longer. But now he was at your front door, hands shoved in his pockets as he shifted his weight from foot to foot. “If you don’t want to hang out again, I understand, but I need you to tell me now if you think it’s a bad idea,” he rushed out.

“Of course I want to see you again,” you said, rolling your eyes. “So dramatic. We can still be friends, right?”

“We can be best friends,” he smiled.

“I’m glad I ran into you tonight.”

“Likewise.”

You were both clearly just trying to prolong the evening at this point. Nikolai took it upon himself to put you both out of your misery and pulled you into his arms again. You gripped his torso tightly, melting your body against his. He held you close, both strong arms wrapped around your shoulder while he tucked your head under his chin. After a moment, he pulled back enough to leave a gentle kiss on your forehead.

“Get some sleep,” he whispered, his breathing a little hard.

“Ok,” you croaked, nodding. Nikolai stepped out of your space then, squeezing your hand one last time before walking back out to the sidewalk, waiting and watching to make sure you got inside safely.

[msmarvelouswinchester]

No Strings Attached

Summary - Some words are better remained unspoken but not always. Sometimes it better to just confess.

Pairing - Jensen x Reader, past Jensen x OFC Sarah

Warning - Fluff, angst-ish, secret relationship, smut (18+), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), oral sex (female receiving), swearing, insecurities, mentions of betrayal.

Word Count - 3178

Square Filled - Rockstar!Jensen ( @spndeanbingo ); Confessions ( @anyfandomgoesbingo )

A/N - This is written for my challenge "Chan's 500 followers challenge".

Request by @deanwanddamons - Hey hon! Huge congratulations on 500 followers! You deserve it 💞 Could you write ‘3. How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?’ Jensen and Y/N 😘 (Hope you like it and sorry it got so long)

Beta'd by the lovely @miss-nerd95​ (she is such a sweetheart! Thank you so much)

The beautiful spn dividers by @talesmaniac89

I love the Ackles fam, but for the sake of this fic, Jensen is single and was never married to Danneel.

Your eyes were focused on the man on stage, heart beating loudly as you watched his every movement the way his thick fingers were wrapped around the mic, that little smirk on his face as he sang along to the Eric Church’s song. Your head full of thoughts about what his fingers and mouth could do to you.

“Damn you, really turn me on, paintin' your toenails pink.” He sent you a sideway glance, giving you a knowing smile as he sang the lines. His tongue peeked out of his mouth as it swept over his lips, his action so casual yet it sent the audience into a frenzy. The song enriched by his voice was enough to make you squirm and the memories from last night were not helping you at all.

You should have seen this coming ever since the moment you had stepped into the green room that day, right before the Saturday Night Live. You had smirked to yourself when you saw Jensen's eyes slightly widening at the sight of you in the tight little skirt that you had paired with a see-through button down and matching bra, as you had walked up to him with a glass of wine in your hand.

A blush had crept up your neck when you had felt his eyes all over your body. You had taken a seat right beside him, just to rile him up a bit more. You knew he couldn't even kiss you because no one in the cast knew about your hidden rendezvous. You had furtively glanced at the actor beside you. With one brow raised slightly, Jensen was staring right at you.

“You want to go out there?” You jumped at Richard’s voice, pulling you out from your sinful thoughts. “I know you can sing.”

“You sure? Jensen has set the stage on fire. I don't think I have enough fuel to match that level.” You chuckled, looking out towards the stage as the said man wrapped an arm around Rob’s shoulder, jamming out to the music of the guitar. You hadn't even noticed when he had switched to another song because you were too busy staring at how his biceps flexed under his black shirt with every small movement of his arm. A puff of air left your mouth as he hit a high note in the song.

“Trust me, he will definitely not mind.” Richard winked.

“Um-thanks Speight, but I'd rather stay here and enjoy the show.” You politely declined Richard’s request. Tonight, the stage was a dangerous arena.

You took in a sharp breath as the last notes of the song strung in the air, the crowd erupting into a loud cheer as Rob struck the last chord on his guitar. “Thank you!” Jensen gave a dramatic bow, waving his hands in the air as he was exiting the stage which caused an uproar in the room. Handing over the mic to Rob, the actor left the stage.

“Enjoyed the show, sweetheart?” A smug smile tugged on his lips as he stalked towards you, the look on his face making you go weak in the knees.

“You put on quite a show out there.” You said, placing a hand on his chest.

“What can I say? I am a good performer. There is nothing better than seeing the audience satisfied,” Jensen replied and leaned towards you, bringing his mouth near your ear. “And then leave them begging for more.” Your heart was beating wildly making you gasp as his teeth grazed past your earlobe, a shiver running down your body to your core.

“Jackles!” Jared’s booming voice made you two jump apart. “We are going out for drinks, wanna join?”

“Yeah! Go ahead, I'll...uh-catch up. Y/N’s coming with me too.”

“Uh-okay!” Jared hesitated a bit before he rejoined the awfully jolly group of actors, making their way towards the bar a few blocks away from the convention.

“Ackles, anyone caught your eye yet?” Jared questioned his tv brother, which piqued your interest.

“So, I'm picking up random girls from the bar now to get my dick wet? Jare-” Jensen looked at his best friend with a look of pure disgust in his eyes.

“Jensen, that's not what I-”

“Now, don't start with your relationship crap. You know I don't do relationships anymore.” It wasn't like you didn't expect him to say this, but deep down it still hurt to hear him say that there was no one special in his life. You tuned out the rest of his words as you reminisced about your first night together.

The relationship between you and Jensen was complicated. A few months ago, you had hooked up in his Vancouver apartment after a drunken night and that had started the whole friends with benefit thing. No one knew that you two were sleeping together. It was something you two had decided to keep between yourselves because it wasn't like you were in a relationship, you two just fucked to relieve some tension. Or so you thought. You didn't even realise when you had fallen head over heels for the man but you had managed to keep your mouth shut.

Your eyes roamed around the room until it landed on Jensen to see him staring intently at you. An involuntary shiver ran down your body under his strong gaze. You left your seat and went to sit beside him at which he was taken by surprise.

“Miss me already?” He smirked, an eyebrow raised at you.

“Don’t shave.” You said.

“That doesn't answer my que-” the words got stuck in his throat as you placed your hand on his thigh. Jensen stiffened under your touch but thankfully the action went unnoticed by everyone else.

“What d'you think you're doin’?” He asked, his southern accent slipping through.

“Nothing.” You smirked as you hand travelled upwards towards his crotch but no one could see your little teasing session underneath the table. Jensen swallowed thickly as he fidgeted in his seat, trying to adjust his pants and to remove your hand but you were adamant. You coyly palmed his growing excitement as he sucked in a breath.

“Don't challenge me, Y/N/N.” He growled into your ear, your own panties were now ruined. “I can take you right here, right now. You want me to do that, to teach you a lesson for being a bad girl?”

“Where's your self control, Ackles?” You mocked.

Without answering your question, he suddenly stood up. “Y/N’s not feeling so hot. I think it's best if she goes back to the hotel.” Jensen told the cast. You licked your lips when you saw his dominant side jumping out.

“What ‘bout ya?” Jared drunkenly asked.

“She is in the room right beside me and it's too late. I'm going back to the hotel with her. I'm just being a gentleman.” Jensen said, trying to sound as convincing as possible. Everyone said their goodbyes and if anyone suspected anything, they didn't speak up.

A few minutes after leaving the bar, Clif pulled up in front of the bar. You and Jensen slipped into the backseat. That fifteen minutes drive felt like the longest time you had ever been in a car. The tension was so thick between, it could have been cut with a knife. Jensen did his best to restrain himself, so much so he barely looked at you because even Clif wasn't in on your little secret and you wanted to keep it that way.

You had barely closed the door before you felt Jensen’s hands all over your body. He abandoned his leather jacket before pushing you against the wall.

“I wanted to rip off your clothes the moment you walked into the room.” He murmured as he pinned you to the wall, kissing you roughly. “Do you have any idea how hard you made me tonight? Huh?” He breathed into the skin of your neck, making you whimper.

“Jay-uh, you were a t-tease as well. You sang that song tonight o-on purpose.” You breathed out. A gasp left your lips when Jensen hungrily ripped off your shirt and skirt leaving you in nothing but your bra and panties. You hooked your legs behind his back as he effortlessly picked you up and took you to the bed, putting you down before he climbed on top of you. Impatiently, you tugged at the hem of his t-shirt at which Jensen smirked and pulled the shirt over his head before throwing it on the floor. You took in the perfectly toned muscles of his chest and stomach like you were seeing him naked for the very first time, which of course wasn't, when he put a finger under your chin, making you look up at him.

“Like what you see?” He smirked as your hands travelled up to feel his hard pecs. Jensen grabbed your hand and moved them away from his chest as he leaned down to leave a trail of kisses down your body. You shuddered when his mouth found the sweet spot on your neck. He swiftly removed your bra, leaving only in your lacy panties. “You are so beautiful.” He murmured as he took in your naked form.

There wasn't a single part of your body that he didn't touch. His hands travelled all over your body, squeezing and pinching your skin as they moved until finally stopped on your breasts, kneading and massaging them.

“Jay-” you moaned as he continued to nibble at your sensitive skin. His mouth left your neck before latching onto your right nipple, his tongue flicking the bud making you cry out his name. “Oh fuck,” you whimpered as his fingers worked on your other nipple. You could feel him smirking before his mouth released you from its assault, pressing a kiss on the valley of your chest before moving south.

“Fuck baby, you're so wet. Where's your self control?” Jensen grunted when his hand brushed your damp panties before making a quick job of pulling them off you. He left kisses along the inside of both your thighs before you felt his hot breath fanning against where you needed him the most. He pressed a kiss on your aching pussy as you moaned for the hundredth time that night.

“Mhm, you always taste so good.” He growled against your pussy, the vibration of his voice making you shiver in anticipation. He started licking your clit slowly but then he picked up his pace as his tongue worked overtime. Your hands moved downwards, your fingers entangling with his hair. Jensen’s scruff scratched against your thigh, giving you a sweet, burning sensation which you knew would stay as a reminder of his unholy ministrations. His mouth and tongue continued to give you pleasure as the latter went in deep, hungrily eating you out.

“Fuck Jensen!” You exclaimed when you felt the pressure build up. You pulled at his scalp, making him groan against your pussy before he put a finger in you, at which you whimpered. He pumped in twice before adding another, successfully stretching you open.

“Shit!” Your back arched with pleasure as his fingers curled inside you, hitting your g-spot repeatedly. The coil inside you tightened as he kept pumping his fingers.

“Fuck! Fuck Jay!” You mewled as you came on his fingers. He pulled out his fingers, licking them clean, while you tried to steady your breathing. Giving you a quick kiss, he pulled down his pants along with his boxers, his hardened length making you lick your lips at the sight. He took his cock and ran his hand up and down the shaft, the tip of his cock beaded with precum.

“Jensen.” You croaked.

“Tell me what you want, sweetheart.” His deep voice growled as he sat there in all his naked glory.

“I-hm, I want you inside me.” Jensen quickly obliged as he lined himself with your entrance. Your mouth both sucked in a breath when he slipped his cock into you.

“You need to move.” He almost pulled out, leaving only his tip inside you before pushing all of him back in again. You buckled up your hips to match with his thrusts, making him groan. Your pussy clenched around him as the knot in your stomach tightened once again.

“Fuck Y/N!” He growled as his thrusts started to become sloppy.

“I am gonna-Jay!” your back arched as the coil in your stomach snapped and you felt yourself coming undone for the second time that night. Jensen thrusted a few more times before he spilled his seed inside you, coating your walls. “Shit Y/N!” He panted as he dropped his head into the crook of your neck. Pressing his lips on yours, he pulled out of you and rolled over, both of you panting hard, as you came down from your high before he got up to get a piece of cloth to clean you both up.

You were lying in his arms, basking in the post-coital bliss, both of you still in an euphoric state when those fateful words were muttered. “I think I'm in love with you.” The sentence slipped out before you could have stopped yourself and that's when you felt him beside you stiffen up.

“I thought we agreed this thing to be no-strings attached.” He said, his voice hard as rock as he spat the words out, making you wince at the sheer intensity of disgust in those ten little words.

“I-I thought, I'm sorry. I know what I got myself into,” you scoffed, “How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?” You left the soft hotel bed, wrapping yourself with the white sheet to cover your modesty and self-respect or what was left of it.

“Where are you going?” Jensen asked as he watched you pick up the pieces of your clothing strewn about the room, putting them back on as you tried to swallow the lump in your throat.

‘Was that concern in his voice?’ You wondered but you decided not to voice your thoughts instead you retorted, “No-strings attached, remember? I am going back to my room.” And that was the last thing you said before you left hurriedly.

Closing the door behind you, you burst into tears. You almost ran back into your room because you didn't want to be seen by anyone and read some nasty headline on the celebrity gossip page the next day.

You didn't know how long you cried, lying there in your bed as you blamed yourself for completely messing up a good relationship. Wait, why were you even calling your arrangement a relationship?

That man didn't do relationships. How could you be so stupid to say those words to him? Maybe deep down inside, you had hoped that Jensen felt the same about you but after tonight all your hopes had been turned to dust. You laid motionless in your bed with tears streaming down your cheeks until two short knocks on your door interrupted your pity party.

A sense of fear seeped into you. Did someone see you in the hallway? You wondered. Gathering up a bit of courage you opened the door to find the man you least expected to show up on the other side.

“Wha-” Jensen barged into the room, closing the door behind him.

“Sarah, my last girlfriend she-I loved her, God did I love her but she took advantage and stabbed me in the back, left me there in the pool of my own blood.” He let out a shaky breath.

You still remembered that night in the trailer clearly. You and Jensen were still getting to know each other and you had never seen him have a breakdown like that. Sarah had used Jensen's name to get further in the industry and used his money but then she had owned up to never loving him and cheating on him with another man. Thomas was sick so Jared had to leave immediately while you had stayed with him that night in the trailer because you knew if you left him alone, he would have drowned himself in alcohol.

“I swore off dating, then you came along. After our first night in my Vancouver apartment, I didn't want to let you go. You were also healing from your last breakup and we both needed something to release the tension so I asked you to be my friend with benefits.”

“Jay-”

“Let me complete because I owe you an explanation and I'm here to give you one. All this time I was thinking that my feelings towards you were not romantic because I was scared to fall in love again until tonight when I watched you storm out of my room. I realised that I was lying to everyone including myself and I don't think I can live with that. ” You searched his face to find any sort of pity or a lie but all you saw were eyes filled with adoration for you. “Now I know I'm an idiot and I have royally fucked everything up but I think I'm ready to take a leap and I don’t want anyone but you by my side.”

You didn't even know when you had started crying. Jensen came closer to you, cupping your face, he whispered, “I want you, all strings attached.”

“Am I really the person you want?”

“Yes.”

“Okay.”

“Okay?” A look of confusion descended on his face.

“Okay. I can give us a chance but I need you to be all in. I want you with all your strings attached as well.” You said, your lips curling up to form a soft smile.

“I am all in.” He said and leaned in, capturing your lips with his. Your one hand moved to the back of his neck and another gripped his bicep to ground yourself. It was a soft kiss filled with love and new promises.

“I do have one condition.” You said after breaking the kiss.

“I agree.” Jensen said, pecking your lips.

“You didn't even hear it.”

“I don't have to. I agree with it.” He smiled.

“Well then, no sex for one month.” You smirked as you Jensen's mouth fell open.

“One month?”

“You already agreed to it.” You giggled when he pouted at you. “Oh don't make that face. You have two hands, use them.”

“What about kissing?”

“I think I can allow kissing.” You chuckled making him sigh in relief.

“I love you and I'm a dumbass for not realising it before.” Your heart swelled in your chest as you heard him say those words back. “And I think Jared is going to earn some betting money in the morning when we walk into the room hand in hand.”

“We are telling everyone about us? So no secret meetings?”

“No secret meetings. I will shout it from the rooftops that you're mine because like I told you, I want you with all the strings attached.”

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I’ve had this half complete for many, many months now, stuck in writer’s block hell, much like the fic I’m working on at this moment.

These movie nights have been a great way to just write whatever comes to mind and brute force my way out of writer’s block 😊

Stephen had realised that Tony was always in danger with him long before he’d decided to do this.

He always gets hurt and one day he's going to get killed all because he was too stubborn to stay behind when Stephen told him to.

So he does the only thing he can do.

He wipes Tony's memory and lets him start anew.

And then, some years later, their eyes meet.

Stephen stared at those brown eyes he had loved waking up to every morning.

What was he doing here?

They didn't recognise him, which he was grateful for, but they were staring at him.

And he was staring back.

The man they belonged to walked up to him and Stephen contemplated making a portal and getting out of there.

He had cast that spell for a reason.

It had been about 3 years since he’d erased Tony Stark's memories of him from that brilliant mind.

Three years of making sure he was wherever Tony Stark, or his Iron Man suit or his Avengers group, wasn't.

Three years of keeping all that wanted to hurt Tony at bay so the man could live a normal life.

And now here he was after Stephen had just destroyed the entity which had escaped its own dimension, in his Ironman suit, so close Stephen could make the slightest movement and be touching him.

Those eyes were narrowed now, and Stephen could see the questions swimming in their depths.

And then Tony introduced himself and Stephen felt like he was about to burst into flames.

How he had missed that voice.

Something shifted in Tony's features when Stephen told him his name.

As if he recognised his name.

But that couldn’t be right.

Tony shouldn’t recognise anything associated with him at all.

His heart was in his throat as Tony tried to place him.

It was no use, Stephen knew that, but…

Had Tony blinked yet?

Had he blinked yet?

Tony's mouth opened again and Stephen quickly turned away and began conjuring a portal.

The faster he got out of here the better.

He shouldn't have allowed that entity to escape in the first place.

He walked through the portal just as Tony flew through it after him, grabbing his shoulder.

And just like that, Stephen was reliving all the fights they'd previously had about Tony's recklessness to dive head first into portals and danger.

Stephen could not believe it.

3 years and nothing had changed between them.

But those 3 years were worth it.

Tony had lived for an extra 3 years.

Saying a short dismissive goodbye, Stephen created another portal and threw it at Tony, watching him disappear.

He couldn't drag Tony back into this life again.

He couldn't fight beside him again, patch him up again, make a portal to the hospital while he bled to death in his arms again.

He loved him too much to be the cause of his pain again.

Stephen rubbed his eyes as they prickled with tears.

He had to let him go. It was the best for Tony.

He took a deep breath and had just started climbing the stairs when the door banged open and Tony Stark walked in without his Iron Man armour and looking pissed.

Stephen stared at him.

How on earth had he found him again so quickly?

Tony stepped closer to him and Stephen felt his entire body break out in a cold sweat, every hair standing on end.

Tony opened his mouth and asked him a single question.

How had Stephen known to send him to his bedroom in the Avengers Compound, when Stpehen had never been there?

Stephen did what?

They stared at one another, Tony repeatedly asking him who he was.

Stephen wanted to tell him.

God he wanted to do a lot of things with Tony standing here before him looking so lost and hurt and kissable.

But how could he?

Stephen closed his eyes and shook his head,Tony's voice breaking as he demanded answers, Stephen's arms shaking with the want to hold the man who belonged in them.

He had to rewind time.

Rewind back to before Tony came in or hell even to before their eyes found each other!

He opens the eye of Agamoto and Tony's hand suddenly clamps down on his wrist.

Tony looks just as shocked as he does.

"You were...you were gonna...you..." Tony was confused. What exactly was it he was going to do? And why had he stopped him?

The hand gripping his wrist was shaking.

Stephen knew he shouldn't tell him, knew he should push Tony away, make him never want to see him again.

He knew he should.

But he couldn't.

Tony was looking at him, pleading him for answers, and Stephen found himself drowning in those eyes.

His free hand took Tony's and pulled him in closer, and Tony allowed him to.

Stephen brought his hand up to Tony's face, running his thumb over his cheek.

He was inching closer to Tony's lips, licking his own.

The last time he had kissed them was goodbye before he'd ripped himself from Tony's life.

He could feel Tony's shuddering breath against his lips as Tony closed his eyes and Strange leant in the rest of the way and kissed him.

Tony suddenly grabbed his robes and held him, Stephen feeling the mouth against his own lift into a smile as he held Tony closer, his tongue licking those lips for entry.

Tony opened his mouth and Stephen groaned, shoving Tony against the wall, pressing his leg between Tony's as his fingers pushed under the shirt to touch at the skin they knew so well.

Tony moaned again as Stephen moved his lips to his neck, nipping and kissing the skin, feeling Tony's chest shudder with each breath he took.

His hands skimmed down the firm chest, touching scars both new and old, his name a single breath between them.

God, Stephen wasn’t going to be able to hold on to the little self control he had when it came to Tony for much longer if he kept saying his name like that.

So, he stopped, and leant his forehead against Tony's, wondering whether now would be a good time to apologise, wondering what he did to deserve Tony's love, even without his memories.

He should pull away.

He should stop this.

He had stopped this three years ago, and this wasn’t good for either of them.

But Tony was clinging to him so tightly, as if making sure he couldn’t leave.

And he was warm.

So warm he didn’t want to leave.

Quotes -

“Random thoughts on Valentine’s Day, 2004. Today is a holiday invented by greeting card companies to make people feel like crap.”

Tony’s inner monologue

“Do I know you? Do you ever shop at Barnes and Noble?”

“Sure. Yeah.”

“That’s it! I’ve seen you, man!”

Tony trying to place Stephen.

“It’s a pretty name though, really is nice. It’s uh, it means merciful, right? Uh, clemency.”

“Although it hardly fits. I’m a vindictive little bitch truth be told.”

“See, I wouldn’t think that about you.”

“Why wouldn’t you think that about me?”

“I don’t know I just…I-I don’t know I just uh…you see nice so…”

“Oh, now I’m nice? God, don’t you know any other adjectives? I don’t need nice. I don’t need myself to be it and I don’t need anyone else to be it at me.”

A conversation shortly after their meeting.

“You’re not a stalker or anything, right?”

“I’m not a stalker. You’re the one that talked to me, remember?”

“That is the oldest trick in the stalker book.”

Tony wondering about Stephen.

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🌅Found Peace In Your Violence 🌅

Dean Winchester x Castiel

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Moving to a new place for a new start was always hard for Castiel . He wasn't really a people person , not because he didn't like them . It was just that his " people skills " are " rusty " as he likes to say .

His mother and Father liked to adopt & foster until they divorced .

Father had gotten custody of everyone and got remarried to Becky , my mother used to call her the annoying , crazy ,bitch etc , etc . He wonders how she's doing , she wasn't quite the best mother but he still  remembers everyone that comes and goes from his life .

His family was weird , they weren't like other family's.  It always seemed to be a competition among each other . It even caused almost half his siblings to leave and never look back . Anna is probably living the craziest life with no rules . 

Balthazer is probably running a fashion line . Or maybe there all with Lucifer breaking the rules and rebelling to everything. Although he thinks Balthazar would have gone far away from those three . He was the one he miss the most .

Father doesn't like talking about them , maybe he doesn't cares . We were after all kids he took in his home to create a batallion of soldiers that's what Gabriel says all the time . It was now 9 members of the family that was left  .  His Father , Becky , their son Alfie , Michael the oldest , Gabriel the trickster,   Eileen Leahy his favorite sister , she was the last child to be recruited from the foster house . I was the youngest one from the rest of the herd .

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His Mother was the first to go , should he still call her that . Once the divorce papers was filed , Naomi packed her stuff and slammed the door shut . Castiel waited for her to come back that night . Hours went by but she never came back .

Anna soon left after , She had left in there middle of the night .

Father wasn't upset he just announced that we should move soon .

3 week before moving , dad and Raphael had a fight . Father faced him and gave him ultimatum,  it had seemed for a while everything was alright . But Lucifer had other plans ,he had managed to convince raph that he shouldn't listen to father .

The move was cancelled , and when Gabriel had started prank wars against everyone Father wasn't even there to ground him . Balthazar told his siblings that he would soon move out he was 18 after all . He talked about his dreams , plans and adventures . Michael and lucifer didn't sticked around to listen  only Gabriel,  Eileen,  and him .

He promised that every time he would go visit a different place he would bring back souvenirs . And once he was stabled they would take a family trip together .

In their last hug castiel didn't want to let go , something told him that he wasn't gonna see him anymore .

When he was  15 , standing near  the porch in front the house waiting for Balthazar to appear until father shouted his name . They had to get on the road to head to their new home . All he could do was hold Eileen and Gabriel's hand .

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 Everything was calm , other than the fear of not knowing if you were the next victim of Gabriel's prank list .

Eileen was teaching him to get better at sign language . Michael was going to college while Lucifer was only 17 but seemed no to be interested in school . Becky had Alfie.  Silence didn't exist in the household .

. And for once he had a friend , He was kinda surprised she stucked around.

Her name was Kelly Kline , she was in the debate team and a Straight A student . He met her through Eileen . He understood why they both got along . Both were strong minded girls and didn't let anybody tell them shit .

Kelly wanted to make a change and she wanted both Eileen and him to help her . And to this day he doesn't understand why the world took her away soon .

She was pretty , she had raven hair and had a kind smile . She taught him good things can come out of the bad things . She made him want to do things he normally wouldn't do .

So he honestly didn't understand what she saw in Lucifer. They would constantly bicker but yet  they were together . Eileen would just let him rant about bees because she preferred that instead of seeing him wallow .

Gabriel would often give him advice that would make her  be interested but it usually involve some porno Gabe once watched . And Castiel usually didn't know If he was kidding or not .

But then suddenly His brother and best friend broke up . Kelly wanted to go out and forget she ever dated an asshole . Lucky for her They were invited to a party .

He doesn't quite remember that much of that night .

" Are you sure you want to do this . I think we are extremely intoxicated and not in our right minds . And we might doing a mistake that we will regret , I'm not saying I regret making out with you cause your an amazing girl I have ever meet besides Eileen but that's different cause she's my sister and I don't think of her that way , And now I made this so awkward by bringing up m- "

A hand covering his mouth making him stop ranting . looking up to see her , and the fear he once had just vanished just by looking at her smile

" Castiel ! There are alot of regrets that I have done including that I ever got involve with that douchebag . I just want to make a choice that I know won't end up as a mistake . "

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That choice was inevitable to hide , not because both Kelly and castiel started a somewhat relationship . It was revealed on a Thursday that Kelly was pregnant .

Lucifer was never one take responsibility for his actions , so he told her to get rid of it .

" yeah I'm not planning to do some father bonding or give up my plans for a baby that might not even be mine . Hey you can't lie and deny that you haven't been jumping back and forth with Novak brothers . But wow really castiel , but look at the bright side you can dump all that responsibility to him . He will believe anything - ".

The sound of the slap that Kelly gave him echoed but it wasn't enough so she kneed him on the balls and lastly punched him .

" I hope you rot in hell , "

That was the last conversation she had with him when Eileen told her he had left the house .  

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Father never showed  how it affected him when his children left . But now that Lucifer left , he started to drink again and he looked sad .

He shook it off when it had been a week later . It  seemed a good time to mention someone pregnancy.  Father didn't think the same , he was quite mad , especially when it was revealed that they weren't sure who the father was . He remained calm afterwards when they all agreed it was 90 percent Lucifers .

Castiel was only 18 and now left with the mess of his own brother .

Once he graduated he stopped seeing Kelly for 5 months . Eileen would lecture him how he was being a bad friend , how he should be more supportive. He let 2 more months pass by and he couldn't help but ask Eileen how was Kelly doing .

That's how he end up in her room , Kelly was glowing . She had belly bump , He apologized for not being by her side , for letting their friendship tumble down the drain . She forgave him , discussing what they had missed . Avoiding the topic of the elephant of the room , until the baby kicked .

Castiel loved the baby already .

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They never really tackled in depth of truth of who was the father . Castiel didn't put mind into it , since he felt the baby move he doesn't know how to explain it . it was like epiphany , a connection. 

So he soon took the role , he read books , used the internet , asked some questions from Becky that rambled on and on but he still got information he needed .  In favor that he would learn and be ready when his baby would come . He helped Becky with Alfie  , at first it was hard but then it was fine

" your gonna be alright , you got this castiel . "

" I hope so . "

... .... ..... .... .... .... .....

It happened so fast , his mind was so confused one second he's in bed and then he's at the hospital . Every time she would scream of pain he felt bad . his hand was hurting from the way she was holding it .She  held a grimace from every contraction .

" It hurts so much , I don't think I can't do it . Ahhh baby you have to go easy on mommy . "

She screamed again of agony , she hold his hand tighter as if it would help from the pain .

" You can , your strong and soon we will be at home I'll be taking care of our baby while you rest and sleep . How does that sound ? "

" That sounds like the best idea "

..... ...... ...... ....

He feels like he failed , he could've done something or maybe done something different . He didn't think Kelly would leave him , she promised no to . He guess it wasn't a coincidence,  life seemed to take everything from him .

Today was supposed to be the happiest day in his life . Now he's holding onto his siblings , crying seemed it would help but the feeling wouldn't go away .

" Its gonna be alright cassie , it's gonna get better . "

He really hoped Gabe was right .

...

He was following the nurses that was leading him to his baby . He didn't even got to see his newborn , it just happened to fast .

The nurse open the door wide to let him pass , his hands were shaking waiting for her directions .

" Here they are , seems like they were waiting for dad to come see them . Congratulations Mr Novak and I'm sorry for you loss ."

stunned he couldn't answer , he had his eyes only for them . he heard the door close he assumed she left to give him privacy . Tears started to build up but of happiness. 

"  We're gonna be ok , I will do my best because your all I got . I love you so much , Mommy loved you so much but she had to go rest . I think she deserves it , how ironic how she always said there was an angel watching you over . Now you do , . "

Chuckling , as he wipes away his tears  trying to compose himself . Letting out a shaky breath he starts speaking again .

" I guess is time to give you a name , bear this in mind when the time comes be thankful I didn't give you a horrendous name . You in the other hand are lucky because Kelly had already picked out one for you  . "

Smiling as they both made a noise that seemed they were going along with him on the conversation. 

.... ..... .

" I'm so ready to meet my nephew !! , I'm so excited !!! "

" shhh  "        " shhhhhhh" 

                   "shh "      " Shhh "          "sHhhh"

It wasn't like Gabriel was screaming , sheesh these people sometimes , ready to respond he stays quiet when he sees his brother motioning his family to come closer .

" Say Hello to Jack and Claire Novak . "

.... ..... ..... ..... ... .....

His kids were his pride and young , he will admit he struggled at first but with the help of his siblings he catched on . They had already turned two , they were growing so fast . Both are so smart and beautiful .

Claire with her beautiful blue eyes and blonde hair that were in pigtails in the moment . She was a troublemaker but love her endlessly.  Jack is his small bee , he was tiny and adorable . The kid loves nougat , he blames it on Gabriel.  He also had blonde hair but he had golden eyes .

He wants the best for his kids , thats why  he was contemplating on Gabriel's plan to move .

Gabe was planning to open another bakery ,

since his last three was successful and was trying expand his work . Father was quite happy with Gabriel , he helped with everything he could do . As usual Gabe took advantage and stacked up on candy , his response was always with

 " he won't even notice , he has enough and more . So shut up and help me decided between those two , who am i kidding Im taking  both . " 

Eileen was going with Gabriel,  something about a fresh start . Michael was only going to keep an eye on his siblings  , Fathers orders . And his big brother isn't one to disobey  , he was gonna get paid for babysitting gabe . His study's are kept on hold until father says so .

Castiel didn't  know what to do . He was a highschool dropout , father of fraternal twins , relying with the money of his father and it wasn't like someone is waiting for him here .

Maybe this would do him good and for his kids .

Gabriel went full on screamed of joy that he had accepted,  screaming that they were gonna have a blast . Michael was boxing their stuff fully knowing the trickster of his brother wouldn't do it , he turns to look at the youngest giving him a pointed look .

..... ..... ..... ...

Gabriel was full on rambling of why he choose the location . He wanted a challenge and one of the many things he loves to do is

1: Himself

2:Candy

3: Pranks

4: proving Dad wrong

Once the trickster told his father his plans , he told him no . To him is practically a Yes , he wasn't planning getting him self involved , oh well  you gotta do what you gotta do .

Michael was pissed but hey he could just for once say no to dad . Eileen and Castiel and his nephew coming along was the best thing of the trip . He might even admit that he's kinda glad dad forced his big bro to come along .

The perks of having a wealthy father is that they had everything solved . Airplane . Check . Ride CHECK.  House check . Moving Truck . Check . Schelduing everything on the same date ...........

It wasn't his fault , who would in their right mind would leave him with all that responsibility.  They got to their flight , the ride into country , House was there and with their boxes surrounding it . Hey they got Michael might as well put use to his muscles .

..... .... ... ..... ....

" Only you would do this Gabriel , I don't know why I let you drag me into this "

" Look at the bright side , were surrounded with some hot cowboys " Eileen spoke and signed with a mischievous smirk .

" see cassie , even Eileen  not complaining , just relax . Take a deep breath and - Ok you grab that box and I will take the heavier one . "

Gabe said as to fool Michael they were helping but as the annoyed glared they were all receiving it was obviously the 3 younger siblings were just resting .

" Your doing well Michael keep up the good work "

They all burst out laughing when the oldest retorted with a angry 'Shut up ! '

" Maybe we should help " She said & signed to both of them .

" yeah , I'm gonna go check on the kids , they might wake up any --- . "

Turning around to see where the noise was coming from , he took in the sight of a sleek  black jaguar . Squinting to block the sun , he hears the person above signalling the horse to halt .

" I wasn't informed new people were moving in , Welcome . "

  Removing his stetson , he looks at them but his gaze fall onto the bluest eye he had ever seen and the cutest head tilt . Making his Voice huskier and putting on his best smile he asked .

" Dean Winchester .

              Need A Hand , Angel ? "

..... ...... . ... ...... ...... .....

[crazy-grrrl-on-the-computer]

2, 3, 10, 16, 17, 18 for the fic writer thing!!

Aaaaah,thank you~!!!! >w

2. what fics (that are currentlyupdating) are your favorites in the fandom you’re in

…I haven’t been actively readingfanfic in over a year because I haven’t had the energy to keep up withmulti-chapter fics. Occasionally, I still read oneshots, though. ;;n;;

3.  name 3 underratedfic authors in your fandom

There are alot, I’m sure! I haven’t been keeping up with fics lately, so I really can’tanswer this question accurately. (Also, questions like these are so unfair, ohmy goodness, I just end up wanting to name everyone and promote their work andshower them with all my love because they deserve it!) I’m… actually not evensure how many of the underrated fic authors from back when I was still activelykeeping up are still writing Boueibu fic now. But… I think I can name a fewfrom that time. Sorry if I’m too out of date!

@freezingdreamer- This s1e10 Yumoto metahad me hooked and I still think about it a lot! I regret that I haven’t readmore of their fics yet, but I was skimming some of the writing on their blogand I just absolutely adore the creativity and cuteness in them!  But the ones that really get me in the feelsare the ones that explore a character’s inner thoughts and how that contributesto their actions in a situation. I am a huge sucker for it!

@feicastro32- I love how they write about Io and Ryuu! It’s either so sweet and precious itmakes your heart explode from cuteness or so bittersweet and angsty it breaksyour heart instead. ;;w;; I wish I had the energy to keep up with everythingbecause I feel like I’ve been missing out on so many amazing things all thistime. >v

As for somenewer (or at least more recent) fic authors, I also very recently came acrosssome writing from @cupkayke and @yufuin-ens and I love the way they portray thecharacters so well! Both of them write very cute fics focusing on characterdynamics that are so intimate and intriguing I can’t help but get drawn in. Theygive my heart a warm fuzzy feeling~

10. alternate universes, canon divergence,or in-canon?

ALL OF THEABOVE! I LOVE ALL OF IT! HOW CAN I LIMIT MYSELF TO JUST ONE? I WANT ALL THE THINGS!*grabby hands* They are all excellent ways to explore characters, differentdynamics, and story arcs~

16. first fic you remember reading inthe fandom you’re in?

I think one of the first Boueibufics I read was from the very early days when there were maybe only 2 or 3pages of fic on FFN and AO3. (Aaaah, nostalgia~ ;;v;;) After I binged the first6 eps (which were all that had come out by the time I found the show anddecided to watch it), I immediately went to FFN and found the few fanfics thatwere there.

The first one I remember reading wasIoryuu, of course, and I remember it being about the two of them as kids at aschool dance together because everyone was big on speculating how they couldhave met as kids around that time. And I think it was Ryuu who kept gettingpicked on by the other kids for looking too much like a girl, so Io decides togo up to him and asks something like “Will you dance with me,Cinderella?” Forgive me if it was actually the other way around. It hasbeen about 2 years since I read it, so my memory is fuzzy.

It was a really cute short fic, butI can’t remember what it was called (it may have actually been called“Cinderella”/“Dance with me, Cinderella” or something alongthose lines) and when I went to look for it again I couldn’t find it. So, Iwonder if it was deleted. *cries* It was really adorable and one of my favoritefics. ;;v;; Seriously, if anyone remembers/recognizes what fic I’m talkingabout, please let me know!

But the first Boueibu fic I read on AO3 was World Domination  by starwhale97 and tbmd1066. At least that’s what myAO3 History tells me. (If that wasn’t it, then the actual first fic I read onthere may have been deleted long ago before I noticed and I just don’t rememberbecause my brain is just a jumble of fond memories with no names attached.) The beginning of this fic has a “Pinky and the Brain” kind of vibe to it, which is hilarious.It’sa lot of crack and it made me laugh. Kinshirou is disgusted, Arima is high, and Akoya is passive-aggressive and very gay. Zundar did not sign up for this. XD

17. any crazy first-time fanfictionexperiences?

For Boueibu? Not really, I don’tthink. My experience with fic in this fandom has been pretty tame. Thankgoodness.

But in general… back in my HighSchool Musical days at the height of my obsession, I officially got into fanfic(although I was technically writing fic years before I even knew what it was)when I created and account on FFN. Somehow, I ended up hopping between HSM fic andFlight 29 Down fic (among other mostly Disney-related things), and I ended upgetting really into one Flight 29 Down fic that the author stopped beforefinishing.

So, I was really excited when theauthor said they were going to rewrite the fic. And when the first chapter wasposted, it was definitely a really great start, but I misread the author’s noteand thought they said the rewrite was just going to be that one chapter.Basically, an entire multi-chaptered fic condensed into just one chapter thatdidn’t resolve any of the plot. So, because I was young and inexperienced (onlya wee inexperienced teen who was so new to being able to use the internet foranything other than school research), I ended up leaving a review saying that Iliked the first chapter but I thought it was a letdown that they were onlygoing to stop with the one chapter after all the hype they built up for it(that review was mostly incoherent drivel).

I was dumb and I only realized mymistake MUCH LATER when I had already embarrassed myself by getting into a passive-aggressiveargument with an “anonymous reviewer” who called me out for beingrude. (Rightly so, mind you. I had been pretty rude and undeservingly bitter withthat first review.) This argument went on for some time through each of thesubsequent chapters that were posted and it basically went something likethis…

Anonymous (who I’m almost 99%certain was the author or one of their friends calling me out for being an assfor everyone to see): *throws insults at me about how I’m immature,self-entitled, and clearly need to get a life*

Me: *tries to defend myself for myfandom interests while simultaneously apologizing to the author for how rudethe anon was for arguing in the comments WHILE I WAS ALSO ARGUING IN THECOMMENTS*

Me, eventually: *apologizes to theauthor for being an ass and genuinely begs forgiveness for my sins*

Yup. *shudders* I never did anythinglike that again because I learned my lesson and I’m still entirely embarrassedthat this incident happened in the first place. I feel awful for causing theauthor so much trouble and being an ungrateful little shit. u-u

18. a detail you’re really proud ofputting in one of your fics

UM, I can’treally answer this one either because all of the details I’m especially proudof are foreshadowing… and, by talking about them, I’d completely ruin thesurprise. And of course most of the fics those spoilery details pertain to areones that are still in-progress or haven’t been posted yet. Aha. ^^’

Feelfree to send me more~

[mewhenleg]

ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀssᴀɢᴇ

(ɴᴏᴛ ᴀ ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛ)

sʜɪᴘ:

sᴘɪᴅᴇʏᴘᴏᴏʟ

ғᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ:

ᴍᴀʀᴠᴇʟ / ᴀᴠᴇɴɢᴇʀs

ᴀᴜᴛʜᴏʀ's ɴᴏᴛᴇ:

ɪ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀ ʙɪᴛ ᴏғ ᴀɴ ᴇɴᴇᴍɪᴇs ᴛᴏ ʟᴏᴠᴇʀs ᴋɪɴᴅᴀ ʙᴀᴄᴋsᴛᴏʀ�� ᴛʜɪɴɢ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴅʀᴋ ɪғ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏʀᴋᴇᴅ ʟᴍᴀᴏ

ᴀʟsᴏ ᴘᴇᴛᴇʀ ɪs ᴀʙᴏᴠᴇ 17 ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs, ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʜɪᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴇɢᴀʟ ᴀɢᴇ ᴏғ ᴄᴏɴsᴇɴᴛ ɪɴ ɴʏᴄ. ᴡᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢʟᴏʀɪғʏ ᴄʜɪʟᴅ ᴘʀᴇᴅᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏʀ ʀᴀᴘᴇ ʜᴇʀᴇ.

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs:

sᴍᴜᴛ (18+)

ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ: @goshdangitjay (ᴀʟʟ ᴍʏ ᴀᴠᴇɴɢᴇʀs sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ)

Wade woke up to a strange rippling feeling in his lower back, and - like a normal person - shifted around to see what it was, only for great waves of pain to sweep his body with every shuffle of his muscles. It must've been from whatever stupid shit he was doing yesterday, and a surprisingly loud, annoyed huff shoved past his lips at the thought. He tried to move and found that even turning over made the pain worsen. He had no choice but to call for his roommates.

"Steeeeve!" He yelled, not that he really needed to. They all slept in the same room, thanks to there only being 3 bunk beds left for the older students. Steve popped his head down from his bunk, groaning.

"Whaaaat?" He replied in the same whine that Wade had used a moment ago. He scowled.

"I can't move. My back feels like it's broken." He grumbled.

"What happened?" Steve asked, his way of showing that he cared. Steve had always cared for him, always the kind one of their little group. Even though Wade was a dick.

"Y'know when I was out at the gym the other day? Well, my stupid self thought it would be a good idea to lift more than I could and- OUCH!" He yelled as Steve dropped down and poked his back. Wade scowled but was unable to attack Steve, since that would require moving.

"Oh you really are hurt." Steve said, putting his hands on his hips. "Okay, how does a massage sound? I know someone who gives great ones." Steve states proudly, a smile on his face. Wade would've shrugged if it didn't make pain spike his whole body. In all honesty, he knew about Steve's habits of trying to fix situations, and it usually ended up with the while thing being blown out of proportion and made into one giant mess. But Wade really didn't have an option right now, if the life-shortening pain spiking through him was anything to go by.

"Sure. Just get them here quick, I've got a game tonight." He said, his words laced with the same annoyed groan he'd used earlier. Steve nodded and swiftly left the room to go get whoever it was that would be giving him a massage.

Truth be told, Wade wasn't all that sold on the idea of another person touching him, what with his general self esteem problems. Despite what people told him about his supposed good looks, he just couldn't quite see it. He was just about to call Steve and tell him not to bother, when the door cracked open. Steve's hands were on his hips and he donned a triumphant grin.

"Ta-da!" He exclaimed, and that was when he noticed Peter shuffle out from behind him. Peter's face was almost instantly swallowed with horror, and Wade groaned. Of all the people, Steve just had to get that little fucker to give him a motherfucking massage. Peter looked like he might run away, but stepped into the room despite himself. He was holding a small box with what looked like a whole cabinet of different oils fitted into a tiny plastic space.

"Steve-" He started.

"Don't even think about complaining! Do you know how much effort it took to get this little guy away from his fanclub?" Not really a question. Wade only groaned again and turned his head away.

"I- I can leave, if you want." Came Peter's shaky voice, which he'd take over the insults they usually flung at eachother. Steve immediately cut in.

"No no no, I spent my time getting you over here, and you're gonna fix Wade before he turns to dust or some shit. Now don't let the big guy fool you, he's a puppy really." Then Steve left and shut the door, which conveniently locked from the outside. So now they were stuck in a room. Together.

Peter cleared his throat and shuffled forwards, dropping to the floor and opening up his little box.

"I'm not doing this." Wade muttered, but when he tried to move away, he cried out in pain. Peter frowned.

"We're locked in here, Wade. And don't even try to tell me it's not that bad, because - clearly - it is." He said, and Wade finally turned to look at him. Peter's eyes were glazed with nerves, and he was wringing his hands together in his lap. He stopped as soon as Wade's eyes dipped to them.

"Are you- um, are you wearing anything already?" Peter asked quietly, and Wade shook his head.

"Only boxers, but wouldn't you have loved me to be naked, hm?" He teased. Why the fuck had he said that? It had always been scathing insults and little fights that made them hate eachother and now he was... flirting with him? He didn't know if he could even call it that, but Peter's face was now flushed with colour. Wade rolled his eyes.

"Just get on with it." He muttered, almost shivering as Peter pulled down the covers to just above his waist. The small boy grabbed a yellowish oil that he quickly identified as eucalyptus and poured a little onto Wade's back. His hands were surprisingly strong; firm but soft as he glided them over his back, working on his tight and knotted muscles. Wade bit down on his lip to keep from making any noises he'd regret before Peter had even really started. The boy's voice was soft and soothing as he spoke,

"Where does the pain start?" He asked, and Wade mumbled something along the lines of "pretty low", which made Peter very, very nervous. He dragged a hand along his spine and said, "Tell me where it hurts."

Peter's hand stopped at the hem of his boxers and Wade let out a gruff noise. It hurt like a bitch. "There." He muttered roughly, straining to keep from crying out at the slight pressure. He froze for a moment when Peter silently slid his fingers just past the waistline of his boxers - god his fingers were so soft -, then tried to shift away as quickly as possible; only to cry out at the shattering pain. Peter instantly withdrew his hands.

"What the everloving fuck was that?!" Wade demanded, and looked to Peter expectantly, whose face was bright red.

"You- you said it was painful there so I had to- to get a little lower and..." Peter trailed off, wringing his hands together. The boy looked down at his lap and Wade suddenly felt a little sorry for lashing out when he was just trying to help.

"It's okay, Pete. Just... do what you have to." He said, watching as Peter paused, then nodded and set back to his job of easing the tension in Wade's back. Wade looked away from the boy, facing the wall as Peter continued to kneed his back until he relaxed against his touch. He felt Peter's hands lowering towards his boxers again and stifled a cry of pain, forcing himself not to leap away from the touch.

"I'm gonna need to um... take them off." Peter mumbled. Wade heard every word with painful clarity, and gave a small dip of his chin as his only sign of confirmation. Peter hooked his fingers under the hem of his boxers and slid them down enough that he'd be able to ease the pain in his back. He tried not to let his eyes dip any further than where he needed them to be.

Peter had to admit that it was difficult to work when he was at the side of the bed, and a bunk bed at that. Wade had given him the all clear to do what he needed to do... so Peter gave him a little warning before climbing up onto the bed and sitting on the back of Wade's muscled thighs. Wade gave a cry of surprise and tried to wriggle away, but Peter held him down.

"I can't reach from on the floor, and if you move too much you'll make it worse. I- I promise I won't look." He mumbled the last bit.

"Right- just don't get any ideas." Wade returned, not managing to catch the breathy noise that passed his lips when Peter put his hands on him again, starting from the top of his back in an attempt to relax him while also being on top of him.

This wasn't gonna be as easy as he thought.

Peter silently worked on a particularly knotted part of Wade's lower back, his hands kneading and smoothing the tension with leisurely strokes. A half-grunt came from Wade, followed by a slight shift of his hips - which very nearly made him jump in surprise - and for a moment Wade thought he'd imagined the tiny whimper that came from Peter because of it. He hoped he had, because if he hadn't imagined it then that meant he wasn't the only one being... affected by this. It was easy, albeit a bit embarrassing, if only one of them reacted to whatever was happening, but both of them...? That meant that it was real. Meant that it had to be talked about, and Wade had never been one for talking.

Luckily, neither of them spoke and Peter just continued working down his back, eventually getting lower as Wade relaxed again, and maybe arched against his touch. Maybe. Wade stifled another small noise when Peter reached the most painful part of his back, holding back a shiver when he added a little more oil.

"I'm gonna start going a little harder now, okay?" He warned Wade, and he nodded. He had to bite down on his knuckle to keep from groaning in pain, but it didn't stop the small hiss that passed his lips. Peter's hands instantly felt the tiniest bit gentler, more soothing than they had been as he coaxed the knots out of Wade's back. Enough that it felt almost... pleasant. He didn't remove his finger from between his teeth, almost afraid he'd make a noise that showed Peter just how pleasant he was finding it.

Wade shuffled back a little bit, the mattress underneath him digging into his chest, and discovered something he really didn't want to. Peter was hard, and with his ass pressed against him, it was a wonder he hadn't noticed before. He ignored it, ignored his own hardness too, and spared Peter the embarrassment. But as the boy's hands travelled lower and lower, practically kneading his ass by now, Wade couldn't stifle a long, drawn out groan that definitely had nothing to do with the fact that he was now pain-free.

Peter audibly gulped and Wade tried to shuffle away yet again, only to hear the smaller boy let out a breathy gasp as he moved against his hard member. Wade froze and slowly turned his head to Peter, whose hand was clamped firmly over his traitorous mouth. Wade blinked once, twice, before flipping them over so that Peter was under him, shoving his hand over his mouth to stifle the yelp the boy gave out. His mouth twitched into a smirk as he dropped his lips to Peter's ear.

"I could feel you earlier, baby boy~" He purred, his hand slipping down to cup Peter's erection. The boy only shook his head and squeezed his eyes shut as if it would all go away.

"I thought you wanted me to touch you, don't you?" His voice was still low and sensuous, but a note of seriousness laced his voice-- he needed to hear Peter say he wanted it.

"I- I didn't mean to- to r-react like that-" Peter started, his face bright red and eyes still tight shut. Wade gently slipped a hand under Peter's chin and tilted his head towards him, leaning down so their noses were practically touching.

"Oh, baby boy I'm just as hard as you are right now~" Wade crooned, his hand cupping Peter's red face. He watched the boy squint his eyes open, his face flushed a deep shade of crimson, and smirked at him before capturing his lips in a tangle of tongues and teeth. He felt some sort of satisfaction when Peter melted into him and kissed back with a strange sort of ferocity. He growled onto his lips and shoved their bodies closer together, another feral sound escaping him as Peter shyly ground his hips upwards.

"You like me on top of you, baby boy~?" Wade asked, almost teasingly, earning a slap on the arm from Peter despite his almost imperceptible nod. Wade made quick work of slipping Peter's pants and boxers off, already naked from the massage Peter had been giving him. He grinned down at Peter - his Peter - and practically crawled downwards to take his cock into his mouth. Peter hissed and gripped the sheets as Wade did expert things with his tongue, stroking and swirling with it as he bobbed his head up and down.

"Stop- stop that, Wade- Just- just f-fuck me- god-" Peter begged, his beautifully long legs hooking around Wade's waist as he went upwards to again capture Peter's mouth, his fingers dancing and flicking over his entrance. Peter tugged on his hair in protest, breaking the kiss.

"Don't tease, Wade- fuck me, please-" He again begged, his legs tightening around his waist to try and get Wade to fuck him senseless like he so desperately wanted him to.

"Don't you need prep, baby boy~?" He asked carefully, his fingers drawing circles around his nipples, his ribs, his stomach. Peter shook his head and brought him closer.

"No more questions, just fuck me." Peter said, clawing at his back already to try and get him to move. Wade looked slightly concerned, but who was he to deny Peter anything?

"This is gonna hurt, baby~" He mumbled onto Peter's skin as he pressed his cock against the boy's entrance, already seeing that just the head made Peter wince and bury his hands in the sheets, but the smaller boy gave a nod and Wade pushed in all the way in as quick a motion as he could make it, sparing Peter a continuous amount of pain. Peter was already panting and making small grunts and groans at the feel of Wade stretching and filling him, so much pain and pleasure arguing in his head - an argument that pain was currently winning, despite Peter's need for the man to just fuck him already. He pressed his hips back against wade and started fucking himself against his cock in a silent plea, but Wade just watched.

"Look at you, baby boy, so eager to be fucked you don't even need me to move~ you gonna keep fucking yourself against me till you cum, hm?" Wade thrusted once - a slow, hard movement - in time with Peter and smirked when the boy let out a cry of pleasure. He stilled and watched as Peter kept fucking himself on him, his face screwed up in what he could only assume was a mix of soreness and utter bliss, hands balled into fists on the sheets, his lips red and swollen from Wade's brutal kissing. It was a sight he could very quickly get used to.

"Good boy, Peter~" he praised before grabbing his hips to stop him and slamming into him, a chorus of load moans and half-screams meeting his ears in a wonderful melody that Wade wished he could play on repeat. Peter wrapped one of his own hands around his cock and stroked himself, unaware if how Wade desperately wanted to make this last as long as possible- make it so that he never had to have 'the talk' with Peter afterwards, or be rejected entirely by the sweet boy.

"Oh my god- Wade- gonna-" Peter cut himself off with a loud moan as Wade rammed into his prostate at full force.

"You gonna cum, baby? Okay, do it. Daddy says you can~" Wade murmured that last part in Peter's ear, a smirk gracing his features when the younger boy came with an ear-shattering cry, a plea of "daddy" on his lips making Wade finish in his ass with a long groan. He rode out his high with slow, powerful thrusts that Peter could only answer with tired moans.

He practically collapsed next to Peter and tugged him on top of his chest, his powerful arms wrapping around the boy's slender middle. "You sure liked that, huh, Petey~" Wade crooned into his ear, sending all the blood rushing to his face as he batted his arm with a hand.

"I just hope Steve was out." Peter said perhaps a little too loudly.

"I CERTAINLY FUCKING WASN'T!!"