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chunksworld · 22 days
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NewJeans Hanni x Male Reader | (Tags: Smut)
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A/N: A sequel to Double Fantasy. Thank you Kaede for the beta read as always.
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“Never have I ever…..” Danielle looks around the room with suspense, tapping her palms on her thighs as if to mimic the sound of a drum roll. You make your way back to the circle and sit down with the rest of your friend group, another can of beer in hand as you impatiently wait for the blonde to speak,  “…..made out with someone here!” You almost spit out the beer you were about to take a swig of but managed to keep your composure. You catch Minji staring at you for a split second before looking away immediately. It’s great that you’re both intoxicated already because there’s no other explanation for how your cheeks flare up. Jeers and whistles follow Danielle’s remark and you can only be thankful that some of your friends do raise their hands up, particularly some of the couples sitting with the rest of the group.
It’s only been a month since you and Minji have made it official—a decision you two contemplated even after you already took her out on a date (and despite having plenty of sex during that time). Sure, hooking up is one thing but committing to a relationship would be a venture much riskier than anything you have ever done especially since you are both graduating in a few months. How would everyone react when they find out that the two people that hate each other with their guts are fucking each other like wild animals at every given opportunity? Well, you two got your answer much quicker than expected when her best friend who also happens to be her next door neighbor, Hanni, caught you leaving Minji’s place way past midnight as you usually do—and this wouldn’t be that big of an issue as you were just about to put your cap and mask back on but she already saw your face as you two opened your doors at the exact same time.
It took everything in her power not to scream in shock as everyone else was already asleep at the time which is something you’ve always thought to be the case. It didn’t take her that long to put two and two together and everything was a blur and you soon found yourself sitting on Minji’s cum-stained bed having to be interrogated by an obviously flabbergasted Hanni Pham at 2:30 AM. Despite her modest stature, no one else looked as intimidating (and cute) as her in her pajamas. At least the scent of sex was quickly taken care of but she couldn’t hide her disgust at the sight of your combined juices on her best friend’s bed. She quickly looked past it though because her burning questions were more important and you two had no choice but to come clean, explaining everything that’s transpired over these past few months. With every revelation, her jaw seemed to be dropping lower and lower to the ground. 
Everything was a bombshell revelation for her; the fact that you two were having sex right next door and that she didn’t hear any of it, the fact that you two pretended to despise each other. But what seemed to shock her the most was that you two are actually dating. It took her a while to process everything—and by “a while” I mean she sat there opposite you two in silence like you’ve just been told off by a very disappointed parent for thirty excruciating minutes (in some ways, Hanni was indeed sort of the parent of the friend group). Thankfully, she agreed to keep her mouth shut about everything and very sternly told you to wear protection in the future because she “doesn’t want to have to babysit yet” to which you obliged. It was peaceful again after that but you knew you had to be more careful in the future because the rest of her friends will absolutely not keep something like this a secret.
“Wanna leave this party already? Can’t wait to ride that thick cock.”
A text, and it’s from the woman sitting directly in front of you—your girlfriend. She didn’t even need to send the text because you could already see in your eyes how badly she wants you. She’s been eye-fucking you for the past hour and it’s absolutely making you hot and bothered. She might as well pounce you in front of everyone if she could. It’s a side effect of her being drunk and with how she’s constantly readjusting her shorts, it’s obvious that Minji wants this night to end with her getting fucked into her bed again. A request that you’ll gladly oblige since this game is already starting to bore you anyways.
“Sure.”
To avoid any suspicion, she leaves first after bidding farewell to everyone. Followed by you twenty minutes later after “accidentally” spilling beer all over yourself. It was a quick getaway like clockwork, having to excuse yourselves plenty of times already from group gatherings just to satisfy your intense libido. It’s a great thing that Danielle’s place is only a five minute drive from Minji’s dorm because you can’t wait to get out of your pants. You excitedly made your way up to her room, disguise and all. Knocking on the door, you expected her to pull you in by your neck and makeout with you but what greeted you was her and Hanni sitting on the bed instead. What the fuck? There was certainly tension in the atmosphere—and silence? This is peculiar; it’s always pandemonium whenever those two best friends hang out—whether it’s Minji teasing Hanni for butchering her Korean or Hanni begging her not to do anything stupid. “Oh, you’re finally here.” Speaking of which, your girlfriend walks over to you and grabs you by your hand.
“Remember when I told you that we have an open relationship?”
Right. 
When you two were establishing the ground rules for your relationship, she made it clear that you were free to see other people. It definitely surprised you as you didn’t think Minji was that type of woman. But then again, you didn’t think she would be so willing to get dicked down by the person she hated the most and yet here you are. Of course you complied with her request. It’s the 21st century after all, so who cares about traditional dating norms? Plus, it’s not like she doesn’t have friends that you’d just like to get to know better and the freedom she gives is a welcome one. But that also meant she’s free to fuck around with other guys, something that bothered you for a while but eventually came to terms with. “Yeah, what about it?”
“Hanni wants you for the night. Sorry I couldn’t tell you through text earlier, didn’t wanna be rude or anything.” How can she be so casual about the entire thing? Especially when this is actually the first time the rule is being put to use. And for it to happen so early into your time together astounds you. Has she been dying to share you with her friends even when you were just casual fuckbuddies? Perhaps, but that’s a question you’ll continue to ask for another day. “You’re not actually about to turn her down are you? Don’t even lie and tell me that you haven’t thought about fucking her.” She’s not exactly wrong and as if she reads your mind, “She’s not a virgin if that’s what you’re worried about.”
“Minji! I-I don’t want to force him. I just had a crappy first-time with my ex and you always talk about how good he is…..” Hanni’s face turns a darker shade of red with every word spoken and you would’ve almost called her “cute” if it wasn’t for the circumstance. Minji was right, she tends to babble whenever she’s nervous. “If he’s not okay with it I can just—“
“I accept.” You would have to be insane to refuse such an offer. It’s Hanni Pham out of all people. She probably has just as many admirers, maybe even more than Minji. To say that you haven’t let your thoughts run wild whenever she wears an outfit that exposes all of her prominent features would be a big lie. Just like the outfit she’s got on now; a white crop top and shorts, with the varsity jacket the only thing preventing her from exposing more skin. Fuck, she looks so tempting. You really have to get out of your pants sooner or later because the way Minji riled you up earlier isn’t calming your senses anytime soon.“Is there anything specific you want me to do? I’m pretty sure Minji’s already told you how wild we can be.”
“I want you to teach me how to have sex—well, I want you to teach me how to have sex. Properly.” There’s a glimmer of desperation and want in her eyes, her eyes telling you what she can not say directly. Hanni is, and forever will be, your girlfriend’s best friend. But with how tonight is shaping up to be, you might just want to keep coming back for more. “Let’s just take it slow, if that’s fine with you.”
“Don’t worry! He’ll take care of you, right?” Of course. You’ll have to ease her into your world—into you and Minji’s world. Your girlfriend always loved to lead the way every time you fucked her but a change in dynamic with Hanni’s got you even more riled up than you already are. Minji wraps an arm around your shoulder and the way she casually hands you off to her best friend as if you’re a puppy is extremely astounding. When she mentioned that she wants to keep things open between you two, you didn’t think it would include you taking on the task of teaching her friends such a sinful and dangerous act. But it’s not like you’re complaining, one glance over to the short but petite woman in front of you is enough to make you salivate. She takes your silence as an affirmative and is already dragging you two out of her room. “Great! I already placed a condom in your backpocket.” You immediately reach for the back of your pants and sure enough, the aluminum-wrapped piece of contraption is there.
“Have fun! And try not to make too much noise please, I’ve got an exam tomorrow I need to study for okay? Love you both!” A flying kiss is sent to your direction before slamming the door in your face. And despite the confidence you exceeded just mere minutes before, now you find yourself on your backfoot. It’s suffocating, it’s tense, and you don’t know whether you want to just drag her to her room and pin her against the wall or if you want to show some restraint like she told you to. Maybe it’s because you’ve never really known how to take it slow: in life and in bed. Everything is rushed, as if there’s a billion things that need to be done. Maybe things can change for one night only. But Hanni is already one-step ahead of you, gently dragging you by your sleeve towards her room. Her room smells nice, lights turned way down low to a dark shade of red, and her sheets folded up nicely. She notices you scanning her room and before you could get the chance to tease her about being so prepared you find yourself crashing on her bed with her on top.
Excitedly, you lean close to her face to capture her lips but a hand pushes you gently away from her. “S-Sorry, no kissing.” As if to not deflate your ego she quickly interjects, “But you can leave hickeys if you want instead.” That sounds good enough for you, kissing her would bring a whole host of new feelings that you definitely don’t want to explore any time soon so you opt for her irresistible neck instead. She strips away her varsity jacket, leaving her in just her crop top and shorts that are starting to feel warmer by the second. This exposes more skin for you to taste and you dive lower down to her clavicles and collarbones, making sure to leave red marks. Her hands aren’t idle, creeping slowly underneath your shirt as soft moans start to come out of her lips. You eventually take over, flipping your positions so that you’re now on top of her. You find both of her hands and intertwine them with yours, pushing them above her head as you devour her body and leave as much of it red as possible.
“I want to see more of you.” Hanni finally says something after a few minutes and you obey her commands. Your beer-soaked shirt comes off first and joins her varsity jacket on the carpeted floor, Hanni’s eyes immediately darting towards the expanse of your upper body and her wandering hands drag themselves towards your shoulders then down your chest. She’s eyeing you like a piece of meat to devour the same way you are doing to her. You don’t give her much time to ogle however as your lips find their way to her neck once again. Even biting her lips does very little to muffle her moans as you continue to leave mark after mark on her collarbones, drinking in the way she calls for you, yearns for you. A hand makes its way down to her toned tummy and you almost apologize with the way she hisses, “C-Cold….” She mutters, eyes closing and tongue sticking ever so slightly out. You really, desperately want to have a taste of her lips at this very moment and to have them slotted against yours but rules are rules. Even though the way they glisten under the warm, red lights of her room makes it extremely tempting to do so. You distract yourself, you have to. One hand is already fumbling with the straps of her undershirt while the other makes its way further down to her thighs, massaging and appreciating their softness and fullness. The motion causes her to jerk and slightly arch her back off of the bed and you immediately take a step back. Shit, were you being too hasty?
“Sorry, tell me if I’m moving too fast for your liking.” 
You take deep breaths when you pull away as you desperately try to keep your hormones in check and be a gentleman for once but still eyeing her almost naked body in front of you. Hanni shakes her head and wraps her arms around your neck to bring you closer to her again, burying your face on the crook of her neck as you inhale her floral scent. “It’s fine. It’s just—it’s just that it’s been a while since I’ve had a guy touch me down there. Her nails slowly drag their way down your back as you place soft pecks on her neck. “You can touch me wherever you want, I’m yours for tonight.” You hate the way a guttural groan escapes out of your mouth, having been given the green light to completely let loose. You don’t wait this time, yanking her undershirt to reveal a pair of soft and round breasts, perfect for her body size. The absence of a bra surprises you but it’s a welcome one at that. Meanwhile, you work on expertly unbuttoning her denim shorts and they’re thrown off somewhere in the room with hunger and you don’t miss the wet patch already forming on her panties. Interestingly, she doesn’t close her thighs out of embarrassment. In fact, there’s a smile. As if she knows she’s got you right where she wants you.
“Fuck, Hanni. I’m gonna treat you so good tonight. That I can assure you.” You carefully place a pillow behind her, instructing her to sit by the headboard as you remove the final obstruction. It’s at this moment that it truly hits you that Hanni Pham is in front of you, completely naked. Forget winning the lottery, the fact that your girlfriend is allowing you to fuck her friends is a price worth more than anything on this planet. For all the times you imagined how she’d look underneath her clothes, it still doesn’t beat the sight of the actual thing. The way she is curvy and thick at the same time in the most perfect combination possible; she may only be nineteen but she’s certainly grown into a full-fledged woman—one that’s made all of the guys crazy for her. You don’t even hesitate to spread her legs wide, her thighs already soaked when you make your way up to drink in as much of her essence as you possibly can. She’s already quivering under your touch but your strong arms keep her in her place as you continue to taste as much of Hanni Pham. But nothing compares when you finally stick your tongue out and take an experimental lick of her folds, a finger expertly playing with her clit to increase her pleasure.
Hanni is biting her lips so hard that you’re sure it’s bleeding already. You would’ve told her that it’s okay to moan freely because she’s not that loud to begin with but when you start to lick more hungrily and aggressively, plans quickly change. She grabs a pillow to cover her face and stifle her moans, and it’s fortunate that she did so because the sound she makes when you finally stick your tongue inside of her is loud enough for Minji to definitely hear. Knowing her, she will be proud of how well you are eating Hanni out like it’s your last meal. It’s truly heaven right now though, the way she tastes, the way she sounds, and the way her thighs are about to crush your head that you can’t help but reach down to your sweatpants and boxers and pull them down just enough to reveal your aching cock, slowly stroking yourself as precum slowly drips out onto her bed. But tonight is about her and you want to make sure that you’re doing a great job so you don’t even care that your face is drenched with her essence already. You begin to alternate between your finger and tongue, an act that causes her to take exasperated breaths and silent moans as her mouth opens wide. “Cum for me, Pham. I wanna hear you.”
It’s clear that she loves being told what to do because at your command, she starts getting tighter and tighter around your fingers and tongue—her pussy throbbing wildly. So much so that she’s writhing and clinging to the sheets so hard they’re surely going to be ripped off the bed soon. “Hmph! C-Cumming!” It’s all you hear from underneath her pillows when she grabs your hair by the fistful and pushes you closer into her, allowing you to drive your fingers deeper inside her. Thirty seconds. That is all it took for her to come completely undone, arching her sweaty body completely off of her bed and to moan your name shamelessly out loud. Now, you’re really hoping that everyone else is deep asleep because that wasn’t silent at all. Not that you’re going to complain, if everyone wants to know how good the popular girl on campus is being treated, let them. Your face is even more drenched at this point and you are just lapping up every single drop of her juices as she recovers from her mindblowing orgasm. You pull away, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand then proceed to lay down beside her. There’s a few fleeting minutes of silence and you’re more than happy to stop here for the night if it’s already too much for her but clearly Hanni is not done yet (which is honestly a great thing for you because you don’t want all of your cum to end up on the shower tiles instead).
Just like what you did to her, she instructs you to sit by the headboard as she crawls her way towards you like a cat. “I wanna return the favor.” It’s no surprise that you are already leaking with precum, your cock swollen and throbbing the minute Hanni pulls your sweatpants and boxers together down. It’s been a while since you’ve had sex with Minji due to how busy you are and you could really use some relieving of tension down there. An audible gasp can be heard from her at the sight of your length, probably wondering how it manages to fit inside her best friend—your girlfriend. She grabs a hair tie off her wrist to turn her hair into a ponytail then uses a finger to swipe at the precum continuing to drip out of your cockhead. You don’t know if she’s teasing you but that look of satisfaction on her face as she brings that finger inside her mouth like she’s eating ice cream is downright erotic. “Need that mouth on my cock, Hanni. Please.” You may be the one in charge but she’s got you wrapped around her fingers much like Minji does at this very moment. Once done with her “snack”, she forms a fist around your cock, beginning to pump you at a leisurely pace and now you’re the one closing your eyes and groaning her name
Hanni scans your expressions to find the perfect pace and soon, she’s fondling your balls as well. Are you sure she doesn’t know how to have proper sex? Because the heavenly touch of her fingers and the way she’s cupping your heavy balls suggests that she wants you to explode all over her face even though you want to save it somewhere else. Now she’s dictating the pace and before you can tell her to slow it down a little, lowers her head down to your cock and slowly but surely behind to take you inside her mouth inch by inch. It looks like if there's one thing her ex taught her, it’s how to give a blowjob because her gag reflex is essentially nonexistent as she takes you all the way to the back of her throat. The feeling is electrifying and numbing both at once; her mouth is nice and warm and cozy—a toe-curling experience that can only be described as fucking amazing. 
“Your mouth takes cock so well, shit.” She hums with your cock still inside her mouth, forming a vacuum to increase your pleasure and another groan of her name leaves your mouth. You really want to facefuck her now and have her mouth overflowing with cum, the imagery causing you to throb continuously inside her and you will have to regretfully pull her away from you soon before it gets messy. It only takes a while before a burst of precum inside her is what finally leads you to leave the confines of her mouth before it’s all too late. As much as those lips of hers look great glazed with a load of yours, she deserves better. One last kiss of your tip before she gets up on her knees and you’re noticing her thighs glistening much more than before. “I have a feeling this won’t be the last time I’ll ask for your services.” That you have to agree with, though you find it interesting how she’s making it sound like you are her male escort. Again, not that you’re complaining. “Now, fuck me will you?”
You quickly search your sweatpants for the condom, hurriedly ripping the packaging and placing it on your drenched cock before walking back to the edge of the bed where Hanni is sitting. “Right, so how do you want me?” You stand proudly in front of her, your cock clearly showing where it wants to be: inside her. While she contemplates, you stroke your cock back to hardness which wasn’t difficult considering her naked sight in front of you. She doesn’t say anything else but instead makes you sit on the edge of the bed like her. She then walks over to straddle your lap, and you don’t even have the opportunity to ask her what she’s planning when her tight heat is already sinking down on your cock. That action is enough for her to drop her head onto your shoulder as she tries to get acclimated to the size and feeling of your cock inside her. “Fucking hell, are you sure you’re not a virgin?” It wouldn’t be surprising if she lied to you all this time because not even eating her out and fingering her is enough to loosen her up—or maybe you’re just too big for her small and petite body. Either way, you needed some time to recover as well. Think about something else because the way she’s grinding her hips on your cock is downright heavenly. It’s only fortunate that there’s a thin layer of rubber in between you two in case your orgasm comes without any warning because she’s clearly an expert at this too. Do you even need to teach her anything, really?
“Y-You’re bigger than my ex! Didn’t think—fuck—didn’t think dicks can get this large.” They do, especially when it’s her that’s being fucked but you’re so lost into your own pleasures that you forget to respond. You’re not one to accept and respond to compliments well, especially when a beautiful woman is bouncing on your cock and using you as her personal dildo so you keep your mouth shut. Despite your size, Hanni eventually does get used to it because she’s slowly transitioning from grinding into bouncing when she holds on to your shoulders for support. And you can’t help but stare at the way her tits jiggle mesmerizingly in rhythm every time she comes down hard on your cock. Since she’s already given you a green light to have your way on her body, you lean down to capture her left nipple on your mouth while fondling the other. That action causes her to clench tighter around your cock and it only encourages you to suck on her tits harder, tongue swirling around her nipple. You repeat this motion with her right nipple to make sure it receives the attention it deserves. You just can’t get enough of her because even when you’re done with her breasts you’re placing kisses and licking her everywhere, each acreage of porcelain skin is marked by your kisses and you’re going to make sure that she has a hard time covering it up tomorrow.
You didn’t know when exactly it happened but your thrusts now elicit a strong reaction from her, nails taking down your back and leaving scratches that will surely sting once you get in the shower later but you must’ve hit a spot that not even her ex or her dildos could reach because she’s downright screaming and having to bury herself on your neck to lower down the volume. Quickly taking advantage of this, you start thrusting upwards in response to her bounces and she’s basically cursing and moaning your name by this point as her sweaty body clings on to you. 
“Tell me if you’re gonna cum, Hanni. I’ll make sure to give you the best one you ever had.” A whisper to her contrasting loud moans as you leave kisses on the side of her head and eventually, her forehead. No verbal response but you can feel her nod against your shoulders and that’s when you knew it was time to bring it home. You wrap your arms around her waist tightly and try to hit that spot again and again. Cries of pleasure reverberates around her tiny room and she’s shivering against you as her orgasm overtakes her again. A much stronger orgasm that has her pussy squeezing tightly around your cock but you manage to hold on despite dying to cum inside her.
You hold on to her arms to prevent her from falling backwards, patting her back gently and fixing any disheveled hair caused by the mess. “D-Did you cum, too?” A shameful ‘no’ leaves your lips and you’re scared that she’ll think that she’s not a good fuck, that you were just forcing everything you were doing for the past thirty minutes when that couldn’t be farther from the truth. Hanni pulls away from her neck to look at you in surprise, then it hits her. “You want to cum in my pussy, don’t you? Fine, I’ll just take a morning pill.” You’re glad Minji briefed her already, because the one place you don’t want your cum to end up in is a twenty dollar condom. If it was quick for you to put the condom on then it’s even quicker to take it off as you briefly get her off of you. Her slick has caused it to shrink around your cock but it doesn’t matter as you snap it off and throw it in the trash. Pull her down to your lap again, this time it is easy to sink her back down to your cock and you quickly get to fucking.
The lack of latex makes for an extreme sensation that has you moaning and groaning as you fuck her for the second time. But that’s not enough as you lift both of you from her bed and carry her in your arms, causing her to tightly wrap your limbs around you as gravity aids you in fucking her. It’s the perfect position because you get two handfuls of her ass while she bounces on your cock and because she’s somehow louder than before as you are basically splitting her in half. Every single thrust drives your tip into her cervix and you’re sure she’s seeing stars by the way she’s clinging on to you for dear life as you fold her up like a lawn chair in this position. It’s so easy to manhandle her, the way her light body just bends to your will and you’ll definitely give her a much bigger load now that you are fucking her raw. The loud slaps of skin fill the room as you continue to fuck up into her, not even waiting for her to come down before you thrust again. There’s no way you’re absolutely lasting longer than ten minutes this time because of how you prevented yourself from cumming twice already so you end up jackhammering into her, the tension in your balls increasing by the second as you are ready to unload. 
“Cum in me!“ is all you hear before the overwhelming sensation and tension finally snaps, the first rope of hot cum causes a smaller, second orgasm from Hanni. It’s fucking euphoric and blissful, the way each rope takes away all of your frustrations—filling every single space inside her womb, the way it coats your cock and drips back down to your balls and to her floor with how much you came inside her, the way it completely takes over your body, causing you to fall back down to her bed and bring her with you. “Cum for me again, can you do that for me?” A faint voice from Hanni as she gyrates her hips to match your thrusts. It’s not like you were planning on doing anything different. You can’t stop, won’t stop pumping into her despite both of you being oversensitive and sure enough, you find yourself unloading inside her for a second time five minutes later as if you didn’t already cum inside her. This fresh load replaces the previous one and soon, her sheets are soiled with cum as well. You haven’t cum this hard and this much in a while, the prospect of fucking your girlfriend’s best friend making you hornier than you have been before and it’s showing.
It’s a sticky mess once everything finally settles down, with her finding it difficult to get off of you with how much semen you’ve unloaded inside her that she’s definitely going to need that morning pill. A mess between her thighs is what you have to show for it once she does and you’re absolutely spent when she lays down beside you. “Fuck, that was hot.” Surprisingly, she still has the strength to get off her bed and collect both of your clothes while also cleaning herself up in the process. Right. This is not Minji’s room and it would be even more scandalous if other people find out you just had sex with your girlfriend’s best friend. She quickly throws you your clothes and you work on putting them back on. “You’re as good as advertised, I’ll definitely recommend you to Danielle.” Danielle? Her varsity jacket and shorts are worn in a hurry, along with her crop top and bra. “She hasn’t had good dick in a while, you see.” She grabs your phone and makes you unlock it, tapping furiously at the screen for a few seconds before handing it back to you. “I just saved her number so you won’t get spooked when she messages you for her dick appointment. Don’t worry, I’ll keep my mouth shut about you and Minji.” It’s a great thing that you’re already fully clothed because she’s dragging you by your arms and out of her dorm. “Ok, see you! I’ll keep in touch with you again.” You don’t dare to ask any questions at this point so you decide to walk back to Minji’s room again. 
“Wait!” But she stops you on your tracks, this time that shy and nervous expression making its appearance on her face once more. “And uh, I forgot something.” She grabs your phone again and taps on the screen furiously like she did earlier, and as you were about to take it back from her she grabs you forcefully and places a kiss on your lips.
Smooch.
“I also added my number. Maybe I’ll ask Minji if we can share you in more ways than one.” Then a wink, then you feel a gust of wind hitting your face after she closes the door.
What the fuck?  
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larrylimericks · 2 years
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18Apr22
Our knickers got put in a twist At Rob’s clickbait disguised as a list; Pham’s pics—always blurry— Have focused fan fury; And Niji’s tour vibe will be missed.
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the-end-of-art · 5 years
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A satisfying sort of chaos
Advice to Aspiring Comic Book Creators by Gene Luen Yang
I turned forty last year.
When I was a kid, forty seemed like a lifetime away. I didn’t think about forty all that much, but when I did I imagined I’d have life figured out. By the time I got that old, I’d have cracked the code.
My actual fortieth year has been a blur of ink and airplane trips and diapers. Most days feel chaotic, but it’s a satisfying sort of chaos. And while I definitely haven’t cracked the code, I have learned a few things along the way.
That’s why, when I get asked for advice by aspiring cartoonists, I feel that I have something to offer. The following is for those of you considering a career in comic books. I hope you find it helpful.
1. Decide what’s more important to you: expressing yourself or earning a living through art.
Money and self-expression aren’t mutually exclusive in the long run, but in the short term they usually are. Books are a difficult way to make money. Independent, creator-owned comic books? Near impossible, especially when you’re just starting off.
If your primary objective is to make money through art, I’d suggest switching to a related field: animation, graphic design, web design. You’ll most likely be using your talents executing other people’s visions, but these sorts of jobs can still offer enough creative elbow room to be satisfying.
Don’t get me wrong—becoming a successful animator or graphic designer can be just as difficult as becoming a successful cartoonist, but at least you’ll have a chance at working for a company that offers health insurance.
But if what you really want is to get a deeply personal vision out of your head and onto paper, get a day job. Get a day job you like, one that leaves you with enough time and energy to work on your dream project on the side. As I’ve expressed in a previous post, I’m a big fan of day jobs. I’ve taught at the high school or college level for my entire cartooning career. My day job isn’t just a source of income, it’s also a source of inspiration for my books. Interacting with a variety of people on a daily basis naturally leads to stories.
2. Explore different ways of making comics.
When I began drawing comics, I drew on Bristol board, using a brush and a bottle of ink. Why? Because that’s how Stan Lee and John Buscema told me to do it in their book How To Draw Comics The Marvel Way. After meeting other cartoonists, however, I realized that The Marvel Way isn’t the only way. If you talk to ten cartoonists, you will probably find that they use ten different sets of tools. Heck, if you talk to one cartoonist at ten different points in her career, you will probably find that she’s gone through ten different sets of tools. There is no one right way to make comics, and art tools are personal. Experiment, read books besides How To Draw Comics The Marvel Way, get pointers from friends. Especially that last one. Nothing educates you on cartooning like having cartoonist friends. Which brings me to my next point:
3. Find a community of like-minded people.
I was lucky enough to fall in with a shockingly talented group of cartoonists when we were all in our twenties: Derek Kirk Kim, Lark Pien, Jason Shiga, Jesse Hamm, Thien Pham, Ben Catmull, Jason Thompson, and a bunch of others. We used to hang out once a week. We would draw together, critique each other’s writing, talk shop. I never went to art school, so my friends were my comics education. I learned about storytelling from them. I tabled with them at conventions. I even got publishing deals through them. Derek Kirk Kim introduced me to my current editor.
Making comics can be a lonely affair because you spend most of your days cooped up in your studio, alone at your drawing table. But the truth is, success often occurs within the context of a community. You have to find that community, grow it, and nurture it.
4. Go write. Go draw. Right now.
Have a groundbreaking idea for a graphic novel? That’s great, but I’ve got to be honest: Ideas are cheap. Everybody has at least one groundbreaking idea for a story. Most people have several.
But most people don’t have the determination to do something about it. If you actually sit down and write your story, if you draw it out in panels, you put yourself several steps ahead. Set goals for yourself. Give yourself a few weeks or a few months to mull over an idea, to do sketches of it in your sketchbook, to talk to friends about it. But once those week or months are over, you’ve got to move on to the actual writing and drawing, no matter how scared you may feel. You have to force yourself to do it.
A great idea that’s still stuck in your head might seem big and important, but in reality it’s a small and feeble thing. A successfully executed great idea, on the other hand? One that’s made the journey out of your head and onto something tangible? That’s powerful enough to change the world.
So go do it. Punch your excuses in the face.
Go write. Go draw. Right now.
(https://www.tor.com/2014/07/15/advice-to-aspiring-comic-book-creators/)
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Robotics and AI Can Enhance Human Capabilities
Striving for perfection is a universal characteristic found in human nature. Although we’re far from perfect, technological innovations have improved our lives in so many ways, and thanks to medical advances, we live longer than our ancestors. Not only did technology extend our life expectancy, but it also changed how we communicate, work, and learn. And this is just the tip of the iceberg, as technology can benefit humanity in so many ways. As innovations continue to blur the lines between humans and machines, we can’t help but wonder what it would be like to have our bodies and minds enhanced with technology. Will it make us closer to becoming superhumans?
Researchers have made great technological leaps over the past couple of years, especially when it comes to robotic solutions. It’s no longer strange to see a human working alongside a robot. Since robots have proved effective in assisting humans, scientists are taking a step further and developing robots that will enhance our current capabilities and eventually become a part of us. Moreover, robots could help solve complex medical issues and completely revolutionize the healthcare industry.
This low-cost robotic arm could change the lives of the disabled
One such innovation was developed by an engineering student from the Pham Van Dong University in Vietnam. The 23-year-old Ngo Van Det created a robotic arm designed for people with disabilities. The arm took eight months to develop, and it’s made from resin, which is significantly cheaper than other materials used for prosthetics. In fact, similar products on the market can cost thousands of dollars, while Det’s innovation costs around $130. This robotic solution is ideal for Vietnamese veterans and accident victims who are disabled and usually can’t afford to buy expensive prosthetics. This innovation is also equipped with pressure sensors connected to the user’s biceps. Once the biceps move, the movement triggers the sensors to send a signal to the rest of the robotic arm. And thanks to its robotic fingers, users can easily grasp items with varying degrees of pressure. During testing, Det’s solution did extremely well. Le Quang Trong, a disabled person who tried the robotic arm, says it’s much better than the traditional prosthetic arm he used previously.
Treating an inborn condition with an implantable robot
A group of researchers from Boston Children’s Hospital also made a significant contribution to the world of robotics. The team developed an implantable robot designed to treat children suffering from esophageal atresia, a condition in which a baby is born with a disconnected esophagus. If not treated correctly and on time, it can lead to death. The traditional procedure requires surgeons to install long sutures on both ends of the esophagus. These sutures should gently stretch the esophagus, until its ends are long enough to get stitched together. However, after the sutures are installed, the child needs to be kept on sedatives to make sure the sutures stay in place. The process, which can take several weeks, is costly, because the child requires intensive care. Plus, such a long use of sedatives can lead to further complications.
Photo by https://www.shutterstock.com/g/siam_pukkato
All this encouraged the researchers to come up with a better alternative. They developed an implantable robot made from waterproof silicone rubber. The robot consists of two metal rings that attach to the esophagus. As these rings spread apart, they elongate the tissue and extend the esophagus. The robot is connected to a WiFi controller placed on the child’s back, thanks to which doctors can apply “adjustable traction forces to the rings, slowly and steadily pulling the tissue in the desired direction”. This innovation has already been tested on pigs, where it managed to stretch the animals’ esophagus without disrupting their health.
AI as a memory booster
Besides implantable robots, scientists are also experimenting with advanced neural implants to improve our memory. Embedded with artificial intelligence (AI), such technology could boost our brain performance and potentially make us smarter. At least that’s what researchers from the University of Pennsylvania believe. Their project, published in the journal Nature Communications, reveals that AI could make our brains work faster and more efficiently.
The researchers conducted an experiment involving 25 respondents suffering from epilepsy. Each patient had between 100 and 200 electrodes installed in their brain. The team first monitored the patients’ neural activity while they were given memory tasks. All the data was then collected and used to create an AI-based algorithm capable of predicting whether the patient’s brain will remember the information presented. Once the algorithm shows that the patient is unlikely to remember specific information, it triggers “precisely timed pulses of electric charge to the brain”, which boost “the brain’s capability to act”. As a result, patients who were given AI stimulation had 15 per cent better results than those who didn’t. The team involved in the project hopes their discovery will lead to bigger developments in AI research and help scientists to create powerful systems to enhance the brain’s capabilities even further.
While some believe machines will take over the world, making humans useless, the reality presents a different picture. Technologies such as AI and robotics won’t destroy us. Instead, these innovations have great potential to augment our capabilities and make our lives better. And if you thought existing developments are impressive, wait to see what the future holds.
  Author: Richard van Hooijdonk
International keynote speaker, trend watcher and futurist Richard van Hooijdonk offers inspiring lectures on how technology impacts the way we live, work and do business. Over 420,000 people have already attended his renowned inspiration sessions, in the Netherlands as well as abroad. He works together with RTL television and presents the weekly radio program ‘Mindshift’ on BNR news radio. Van Hooijdonk is also a guest lecturer at Nyenrode and Erasmus Universities. https://www.richardvanhooijdonk.com
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Robotics and AI Can Enhance Human Capabilities
Striving for perfection is a universal characteristic found in human nature. Although we’re far from perfect, technological innovations have improved our lives in so many ways, and thanks to medical advances, we live longer than our ancestors. Not only did technology extend our life expectancy, but it also changed how we communicate, work, and learn. And this is just the tip of the iceberg, as technology can benefit humanity in so many ways. As innovations continue to blur the lines between humans and machines, we can’t help but wonder what it would be like to have our bodies and minds enhanced with technology. Will it make us closer to becoming superhumans?
Researchers have made great technological leaps over the past couple of years, especially when it comes to robotic solutions. It’s no longer strange to see a human working alongside a robot. Since robots have proved effective in assisting humans, scientists are taking a step further and developing robots that will enhance our current capabilities and eventually become a part of us. Moreover, robots could help solve complex medical issues and completely revolutionize the healthcare industry.
This low-cost robotic arm could change the lives of the disabled
One such innovation was developed by an engineering student from the Pham Van Dong University in Vietnam. The 23-year-old Ngo Van Det created a robotic arm designed for people with disabilities. The arm took eight months to develop, and it’s made from resin, which is significantly cheaper than other materials used for prosthetics. In fact, similar products on the market can cost thousands of dollars, while Det’s innovation costs around $130. This robotic solution is ideal for Vietnamese veterans and accident victims who are disabled and usually can’t afford to buy expensive prosthetics. This innovation is also equipped with pressure sensors connected to the user’s biceps. Once the biceps move, the movement triggers the sensors to send a signal to the rest of the robotic arm. And thanks to its robotic fingers, users can easily grasp items with varying degrees of pressure. During testing, Det’s solution did extremely well. Le Quang Trong, a disabled person who tried the robotic arm, says it’s much better than the traditional prosthetic arm he used previously.
Treating an inborn condition with an implantable robot
A group of researchers from Boston Children’s Hospital also made a significant contribution to the world of robotics. The team developed an implantable robot designed to treat children suffering from esophageal atresia, a condition in which a baby is born with a disconnected esophagus. If not treated correctly and on time, it can lead to death. The traditional procedure requires surgeons to install long sutures on both ends of the esophagus. These sutures should gently stretch the esophagus, until its ends are long enough to get stitched together. However, after the sutures are installed, the child needs to be kept on sedatives to make sure the sutures stay in place. The process, which can take several weeks, is costly, because the child requires intensive care. Plus, such a long use of sedatives can lead to further complications.
Photo by https://www.shutterstock.com/g/siam_pukkato
All this encouraged the researchers to come up with a better alternative. They developed an implantable robot made from waterproof silicone rubber. The robot consists of two metal rings that attach to the esophagus. As these rings spread apart, they elongate the tissue and extend the esophagus. The robot is connected to a WiFi controller placed on the child’s back, thanks to which doctors can apply “adjustable traction forces to the rings, slowly and steadily pulling the tissue in the desired direction”. This innovation has already been tested on pigs, where it managed to stretch the animals’ esophagus without disrupting their health.
AI as a memory booster
Besides implantable robots, scientists are also experimenting with advanced neural implants to improve our memory. Embedded with artificial intelligence (AI), such technology could boost our brain performance and potentially make us smarter. At least that’s what researchers from the University of Pennsylvania believe. Their project, published in the journal Nature Communications, reveals that AI could make our brains work faster and more efficiently.
The researchers conducted an experiment involving 25 respondents suffering from epilepsy. Each patient had between 100 and 200 electrodes installed in their brain. The team first monitored the patients’ neural activity while they were given memory tasks. All the data was then collected and used to create an AI-based algorithm capable of predicting whether the patient’s brain will remember the information presented. Once the algorithm shows that the patient is unlikely to remember specific information, it triggers “precisely timed pulses of electric charge to the brain”, which boost “the brain’s capability to act”. As a result, patients who were given AI stimulation had 15 per centbetter results than those who didn’t. The team involved in the project hopes their discovery will lead to bigger developments in AI research and help scientists to create powerful systems to enhance the brain’s capabilities even further.
While some believe machines will take over the world, making humans useless, the reality presents a different picture. Technologies such as AI and robotics won’t destroy us. Instead, these innovations have great potential to augment our capabilities and make our lives better. And if you thought existing developments are impressive, wait to see what the future holds.
Author: Richard van Hooijdonk
International keynote speaker, trend watcher and futurist Richard van Hooijdonk offers inspiring lectures on how technology impacts the way we live, work and do business. Over 420,000 people have already attended his renowned inspiration sessions, in the Netherlands as well as abroad. He works together with RTL television and presents the weekly radio program ‘Mindshift’ on BNR news radio. Van Hooijdonk is also a guest lecturer at Nyenrode and Erasmus Universities. https://www.richardvanhooijdonk.com
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Finding Phong finds a paying audience in Vietnam
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Finding Phong finds a paying audience in Vietnam
Will people pay to watch documentaries in Vietnam? A film about a transgender person has raised hopes they will.
The audience cheered and clapped as the screen faded to black at a cinema in Hanoi.
The applause was not for a sold-out Hollywood blockbuster, a Vietnamese action movie or a tear-jerking romance.
This time, the audience was cheering for Finding Phong, the first independent Vietnamese documentary to be commercially distributed in the country’s hubs Ho Chi Minh City and Hanoi.
It is no exaggeration to say that this marks a milestone in the history of independent documentary making in Vietnam, where such filmmakers have struggled to find support as well an audience that typically thinks documentaries are stuff you watch on TV for a few minutes before switching channels.
Finding Phong premiered on October 2 in HCMC.
More than 200 people showed up to meet Phong, a transgender person who underwent male-to-female surgery in Thailand to achieve her dream of becoming a woman.
Finding Phong depicts the life of Phong, a transgender person who underwent male-to-female surgery to achieve her dream of becoming a woman. Photo courtesy of Tran Phuong Thao
Very few of them are likely to have known that it took four years for Finding Phong to be screened in Vietnam’s cinemas, although it was very much a movie made in the country.
“We brought the film to major cinemas in the country, but they refused to screen it. They said it would not attract an audience,” said Tran Phuong Thao, who co-directed the film with her French husband Swann Dubus.
Thao was referring to 2015. The film had been finished in 2014 and she was looking for a way to have it reach the masses.
“The cinemas weren’t wrong. They needed to get something back for screening a movie. Who’s going to cover all the cinema costs if no one pays for tickets?” Thao told VnExpress International.
Thao’s struggle is not new for Vietnamese independent filmmakers. The latest edition of this story is one that goes back to 2004.
Tran Phuong Thao, co-director of Finding Phong. Photo by VnExpress/Hoang Nguyen 
History and prejudice
2004 is considered a landmark year for independent documentary making in Vietnam because the first “Varan” filmmaking course in the country was launched then.
Varan is a documentary style originating in France that focuses on capturing the nature of events and people without filmmakers’ direct interference.
The courses opened a new chapter in Vietnam’s documentary history, which had been dominated until then by government-funded propaganda films.
But the first Vietnamese independent documentary filmmakers soon found out that their movies, despite being made with a lot of passion, could not attract an audience.
Vietnamese audiences have a prejudice against documentaries and are reluctant to see them, said Bui Thac Chuyen, the first Vietnamese filmmaker to win an award at the 2000 Cannes Film Festival Cinéfondation, a foundation dedicated to support young creators worldwide.
“They think of documentaries as old war films funded by the government for propaganda. They don’t think it’s worth their time,” Chuyen told VnExpress International.
Therefore, documentaries are typically screened only in cultural centers in Hanoi and HCMC for a small audience. Even annual documentary festivals are attended by a limited number of viewers, no match for entertaining Hollywood movies that dominate cinemas.
Tran Phuong Thao (R) and Le Anh Phong (L), the main character of Finding Phong at a meeting with audience. Photo by VnExpress/An Nguyen 
The small audience image also meant that cinemas and production companies invest more in screening Hollywood films, ignoring documentary projects that also require financial support, Chuyen said.
Nguyen Tran Khanh, a representative of Blue Production, the partner company in releasing Finding Phong, explained the viewing habits of most Vietnamese when he said: “They assume that documentaries are meant to be watched on television, and they only know documentary films via awards, not commercial distribution.”
Tran Thanh Hien, an independent director and former instructor at documentary center Hanoi DocLab, said most independent documentary filmmakers have to seek funding outside the country.
“Filmmakers usually have to find financial support from international film festivals in Asia or Europe. There is very limited support from Vietnam,” said Hien.
Although the government-funded Studio for Documentary & Scientific Film offers funding, it is only for members of this organization who usually make government-ordered documentaries, he said.
“The lack of finance forces filmmakers to take up side projects to make a living, creating more challenges in the already difficult filmmaking process,” Hien added.
A scene in Finding Phong, when the main character attempted to do her make-up.
Good premise
Before Finding Phong, another documentary had garnered public attention by being screened at a cinema.
In 2014, Madam Phung’s Last Journey, a film about a drag queens performance group directed by Nguyen Thi Tham marked the first time that a documentary was screened in a cinema in Vietnam.
The film was distributed independently by Blue Production, and screened in culture and film centers, said Khanh.
Finding Phong has taken another, bigger step in getting documentaries to the general public.
“It is a milestone when the distributor can negotiate with the cinemas,” said co-director Thao.
The film has come out when the lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) community in Vietnam is finding its voice, another breakthrough in a country where sex and gender orientations are still taboo topics not openly discussed.
The year the film was completed, 2014, was also when the first VietPride event was organized. This annual event now gathers thousands of people marching for the rights of the often ostracized community.
While Finding Phong was being screened at international film festivals in 2015, Vietnam’s main legislative body, the National Assembly, approved a law that allows transgender people to change their legal gender identity.
In the revised Marriage and Family Law that took effect on January 1, 2015, the article prohibiting “same sex marriage” was removed.
Even Vietnamese film authorities have supported Finding Phong by giving it the P rating, suitable for all ages, although the film has “sensitive” scenes showing pictures of human sexual organs.
VietPride parade in Ho Chi Minh City in 2018. Photo by VnExpress/Hoang Dung
‘Quality, not category’
But there are other aspects of Finding Phong that have kept the audience interested.
The film, released on October 12, 2018, has been assigned screening slots in cinema throughout October.
“Finding Phong is a very good film. It blurs the border between a documentary and a feature film and shows that the value of a work of art lies in its quality, not category,” said Pham Thu Hang, an independent documentary filmmaker.
To a transgender person, coming out and convincing family members of his or her desire to change sex is an extremely difficult task, given the social norms and prejudices in the country.
In Finding Phong, however, Phong’s optimistic and lively personality generates a positive vibe. The characters’ natural dialogues and Phong’s excitement when discovering the feminine changes in her body add to the optimistic feel.
Thao and her husband Dubus have also included Phong’s own video journals, which capture her most personal thoughts, expressed in imaginary conversations with her mother, the person who was most difficult for Phong to persuade.
“Transgender is a good topic, but the way the filmmakers crafted the film was even better. It touches the audience’s emotions. It touches my emotion,” said Hang.
The film made its international debut at the Buenos Aires International Festival of Independent Cinema (BAFICI) in 2015. In the following two years, it won six international prizes, including the Grand Prix at the 2015 Jean Rouch International Film Festival and Official Selection at the 2015 San Francisco International LGBT Film Festival.
Hang, whose debut feature has recently been premiered at the DMZ International Documentary Film Festival in South Korea, is confident that Vietnamese audience will learn to appreciate good documentaries because of Finding Phong.
“Most of them just haven’t seen a good film yet,” she said. 
Chuyen was also optimistic about the future of independent documentaries in Vietnam. “When people pay to see a documentary, the filmmakers will be more motivated to pursue their path.”
“Finally, people have started to notice Vietnamese documentaries,” he added.
Hien said he believes that the film will be a good first step for documentaries to reach the general audience.
Cinemas will also see that there are good values of showing a documentary. “They might screen more films in that category for this reason, even though they won’t make much profit from those films,” he said.
“Finding Phong will set a good premise. Viewers will see that they can learn more from a documentary than a regular Hollywood movie.”
Story by Dat Nguyen, Bao Ngoc
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Finding Phong finds a paying audience in Vietnam
Will people pay to watch documentaries in Vietnam? A film about a transgender person has raised hopes they will.
The audience cheered and clapped as the screen faded to black at a cinema in Hanoi.
The applause was not for a sold-out Hollywood blockbuster, a Vietnamese action movie or a tear-jerking romance.
This time, the audience was cheering for Finding Phong, the first independent Vietnamese documentary to be commercially distributed in the country’s hubs Ho Chi Minh City and Hanoi.
It is no exaggeration to say that this marks a milestone in the history of independent documentary making in Vietnam, where such filmmakers have struggled to find support as well an audience that typically thinks documentaries are stuff you watch on TV for a few minutes before switching channels.
Finding Phong premiered on October 2 in HCMC.
More than 200 people showed up to meet Phong, a transgender person who underwent male-to-female surgery in Thailand to achieve her dream of becoming a woman.
Finding Phong depicts the life of Phong, a transgender person who underwent male-to-female surgery to achieve her dream of becoming a woman. Photo courtesy of Tran Phuong Thao
Very few of them are likely to have known that it took four years for Finding Phong to be screened in Vietnam’s cinemas, although it was very much a movie made in the country.
“We brought the film to major cinemas in the country, but they refused to screen it. They said it would not attract an audience,” said Tran Phuong Thao, who co-directed the film with her French husband Swann Dubus.
Thao was referring to 2015. The film had been finished in 2014 and she was looking for a way to have it reach the masses.
“The cinemas weren’t wrong. They needed to get something back for screening a movie. Who’s going to cover all the cinema costs if no one pays for tickets?” Thao told VnExpress International.
Thao’s struggle is not new for Vietnamese independent filmmakers. The latest edition of this story is one that goes back to 2004.
Tran Phuong Thao, co-director of Finding Phong. Photo by VnExpress/Hoang Nguyen 
History and prejudice
2004 is considered a landmark year for independent documentary making in Vietnam because the first “Varan” filmmaking course in the country was launched then.
Varan is a documentary style originating in France that focuses on capturing the nature of events and people without filmmakers’ direct interference.
The courses opened a new chapter in Vietnam’s documentary history, which had been dominated until then by government-funded propaganda films.
But the first Vietnamese independent documentary filmmakers soon found out that their movies, despite being made with a lot of passion, could not attract an audience.
Vietnamese audiences have a prejudice against documentaries and are reluctant to see them, said Bui Thac Chuyen, the first Vietnamese filmmaker to win an award at the 2000 Cannes Film Festival Cinéfondation, a foundation dedicated to support young creators worldwide.
“They think of documentaries as old war films funded by the government for propaganda. They don’t think it’s worth their time,” Chuyen told VnExpress International.
Therefore, documentaries are typically screened only in cultural centers in Hanoi and HCMC for a small audience. Even annual documentary festivals are attended by a limited number of viewers, no match for entertaining Hollywood movies that dominate cinemas.
Tran Phuong Thao (R) and Le Anh Phong (L), the main character of Finding Phong at a meeting with audience. Photo by VnExpress/An Nguyen 
The small audience image also meant that cinemas and production companies invest more in screening Hollywood films, ignoring documentary projects that also require financial support, Chuyen said.
Nguyen Tran Khanh, a representative of Blue Production, the partner company in releasing Finding Phong, explained the viewing habits of most Vietnamese when he said: “They assume that documentaries are meant to be watched on television, and they only know documentary films via awards, not commercial distribution.”
Tran Thanh Hien, an independent director and former instructor at documentary center Hanoi DocLab, said most independent documentary filmmakers have to seek funding outside the country.
“Filmmakers usually have to find financial support from international film festivals in Asia or Europe. There is very limited support from Vietnam,” said Hien.
Although the government-funded Studio for Documentary & Scientific Film offers funding, it is only for members of this organization who usually make government-ordered documentaries, he said.
“The lack of finance forces filmmakers to take up side projects to make a living, creating more challenges in the already difficult filmmaking process,” Hien added.
A scene in Finding Phong, when the main character attempted to do her make-up.
Good premise
Before Finding Phong, another documentary had garnered public attention by being screened at a cinema.
In 2014, Madam Phung’s Last Journey, a film about a drag queens performance group directed by Nguyen Thi Tham marked the first time that a documentary was screened in a cinema in Vietnam.
The film was distributed independently by Blue Production, and screened in culture and film centers, said Khanh.
Finding Phong has taken another, bigger step in getting documentaries to the general public.
“It is a milestone when the distributor can negotiate with the cinemas,” said co-director Thao.
The film has come out when the lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender (LGBT) community in Vietnam is finding its voice, another breakthrough in a country where sex and gender orientations are still taboo topics not openly discussed.
The year the film was completed, 2014, was also when the first VietPride event was organized. This annual event now gathers thousands of people marching for the rights of the often ostracized community.
While Finding Phong was being screened at international film festivals in 2015, Vietnam’s main legislative body, the National Assembly, approved a law that allows transgender people to change their legal gender identity.
In the revised Marriage and Family Law that took effect on January 1, 2015, the article prohibiting “same sex marriage” was removed.
Even Vietnamese film authorities have supported Finding Phong by giving it the P rating, suitable for all ages, although the film has “sensitive” scenes showing pictures of human sexual organs.
VietPride parade in Ho Chi Minh City in 2018. Photo by VnExpress/Hoang Dung
‘Quality, not category’
But there are other aspects of Finding Phong that have kept the audience interested.
The film, released on October 12, 2018, has been assigned screening slots in cinema throughout October.
“Finding Phong is a very good film. It blurs the border between a documentary and a feature film and shows that the value of a work of art lies in its quality, not category,” said Pham Thu Hang, an independent documentary filmmaker.
To a transgender person, coming out and convincing family members of his or her desire to change sex is an extremely difficult task, given the social norms and prejudices in the country.
In Finding Phong, however, Phong’s optimistic and lively personality generates a positive vibe. The characters’ natural dialogues and Phong’s excitement when discovering the feminine changes in her body add to the optimistic feel.
Thao and her husband Dubus have also included Phong’s own video journals, which capture her most personal thoughts, expressed in imaginary conversations with her mother, the person who was most difficult for Phong to persuade.
“Transgender is a good topic, but the way the filmmakers crafted the film was even better. It touches the audience’s emotions. It touches my emotion,” said Hang.
The film made its international debut at the Buenos Aires International Festival of Independent Cinema (BAFICI) in 2015. In the following two years, it won six international prizes, including the Grand Prix at the 2015 Jean Rouch International Film Festival and Official Selection at the 2015 San Francisco International LGBT Film Festival.
Hang, whose debut feature has recently been premiered at the DMZ International Documentary Film Festival in South Korea, is confident that Vietnamese audience will learn to appreciate good documentaries because of Finding Phong.
“Most of them just haven’t seen a good film yet,” she said. 
Chuyen was also optimistic about the future of independent documentaries in Vietnam. “When people pay to see a documentary, the filmmakers will be more motivated to pursue their path.”
“Finally, people have started to notice Vietnamese documentaries,” he added.
Hien said he believes that the film will be a good first step for documentaries to reach the general audience.
Cinemas will also see that there are good values of showing a documentary. “They might screen more films in that category for this reason, even though they won’t make much profit from those films,” he said.
“Finding Phong will set a good premise. Viewers will see that they can learn more from a documentary than a regular Hollywood movie.”
Story by Dat Nguyen, Bao Ngoc
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