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[aftgficlibrary]

Hey, I read a fic a while back, and I've forgotten what it's called - it was basically a presentation of the monsters as mental illnesses, and was a very interesting and psychological read. I just remember that Andrew's pov was in the second person?? And neil had DID, and kevin was alcoholic, but it was written gloriously. It was unfinished?? Tysm

is it this? -maz

we destroy everything we need by sparklesbitch (T | Incomplete | 4/?)

“This is a big bad world of wolves, Neil Josten, and you are a rabbit hiding in plain sight. Are you stupid, or do you want to be bitten so badly.” You blink. The intruder is closer. You count the freckles on his nose. His hair is too curly. His eyelashes are too long. “Not gonna lie, that’s also kinda kinky,” he murmurs. “You can bite me all you want, if you’re offering.”

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[aftgficlibrary]

what is Red Rabbits? i heard that it’s really big in the fandom or something?

here is the link to red rabbits if u would like to check it out! -ari

Red Rabbits by bloodydamnit, Jeni182, SeaBear13, windeavesdrops (M | 292,328 | 25/25)

Part 1 of Red Rabbits Universe

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[aftgficlibrary]

Hey! I’m looking for a fic I read a bit ago with Raven!neil where Riko beat him up and left him at palmetto as like a warning for Kevin. I remember he stayed at Abby’s for a bit afterwards to get better and then helped Wymack our with coaching but I never finished it. I think it was called something like ‘Raven flew the nest’ but I looked that up and couldn’t find it so I’m not sure. Thanks!

It’s not of the same title but it sounds like this one? If not check out our Raven!Neil tag to see if any of those are familiar. -Beth

The Unkindness of Ravens by crazy_like_a (M | Incomplete | 58/?)

After Kevin publicly announces his intention to play for the Foxes, Riko sends Nathaniel Wesninski to convince him to return to the Nest. Unfortunately for Riko, Nathaniel has other plans.

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[aftgficlibrary]

there was a fic where neil and renee are in the same gang when she was still natalie and then when she gets adopted neil is really mad at her bc they were really close but then he still joins the foxes to play exy later and gets together with andrew? and neil’s kind of homophobic when he finds out andrew likes him? and everyone calls renee neil’s mom? i couldn’t find it on ao3, so maybe it was a tumblr fic

is this it? -ari

The Years of John Doe by story_telling_sage (T | 18,780 | 12/12)

Mary Hatford dies not in California, but along the Canadian border, sending Nathaniel nameless and running scared. Call it luck, call it a twist of fate, call it whatever you want, but Nathaniel tumbles onto the streets of Detroit and right into the hands of one Natalie Shields. Ash covered, burnt and bloody, and completely alone, Nathaniel finds himself becoming someone new with the help of this raven-haired girl he should know not to trust.

Going by John Doe, he's mute and ruthless and a member of the Detroit Bloodhounds. Natalie and John fight and they lie and they attempt to face their own demons. They find unexpected allies in each other and John finds that he's breaking the promises he made his mother left and right. The only question is, will it be worth it? John doesn't know, and he isn't even sure if he'll live long enough to find out.

Part of the All For The Game Big Bang with accompanying art by lio-zehel. See first chapter for a link.

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[aftgficlibrary]

hey i would like to recommend second chances by jamiethefox

Of course! -Beth

     Second Chances by jamiethefox (M | Incomplete | 1/?)

Neil Josten and Andrew Minyard, professional exy players on opposing teams. Neil can’t stand Andrew’s lack of passion for the sport, Andrew can’t stand how Neil lives and breathes it. Everyone knows they can’t stand each, what no one knows is they used to mean everything to each other. But now they’re on the US team together and must find a way to make peace with the past and play together. Is there a way they could mean everything to each other again?

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[aftgficlibrary]

ok i read this fic a while ago about jean moving to usc but when he was with the ravens he was r*ped and in a chapter something happened and he tried to give the coach a blowjob as “punishment” but then the coach says no and adopts him?? idk i have tried looking but i can’t find it.

Yes it’s this one! Please read with care-Beth

Chasing the Night to See the Stars by ChasingSunlight (Not Rated | Incomplete | 32/?)

Jean Moreau comes to the Trojans a broken man. The Trojans, for their part, decide that broken does not mean unlovable. 

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[aftgficlibrary]

any fics where neil and renee meet before palmetto? especially where renee is still natalie. thank you so much for everything you do!!!

Yes!-Beth

The Years of John Doe by story_telling_sage (T | 18,780 | 12/12)

Mary Hatford dies not in California, but along the Canadian border, sending Nathaniel nameless and running scared. Call it luck, call it a twist of fate, call it whatever you want, but Nathaniel tumbles onto the streets of Detroit and right into the hands of one Natalie Shields. Ash covered, burnt and bloody, and completely alone, Nathaniel finds himself becoming someone new with the help of this raven-haired girl he should know not to trust.

Going by John Doe, he's mute and ruthless and a member of the Detroit Bloodhounds. Natalie and John fight and they lie and they attempt to face their own demons. They find unexpected allies in each other and John finds that he's breaking the promises he made his mother left and right. The only question is, will it be worth it? John doesn't know, and he isn't even sure if he'll live long enough to find out.

Part of the All For The Game Big Bang with accompanying art by lio-zehel. See first chapter for a link.

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[aftgficlibrary]

Hey, thanks for all of ur hard work! I’ve been looking for this star wars au for awhile, I know I’ve seen it on here before but I can’t remember the name, I think the author’s name had something to do with ice cream? Thanks sm!

Is it this one?-Beth

Hope Is a Disquieting Thing by Sundaye (M | Incomplete | 23/?)

Abram's father is one of the most powerful beings in the universe and he's spent years searching for his wife and son who stole millions of credits from the Empire and ran. They're two of the most wanted by the Empire for their dangerous insight into Imperial secrets. When a deadly confrontation with his father ends with Abram's mother's life, Abram must find a way to escape alone for the first time in his life.

Meanwhile, smuggler and ex-Imperial laborer Andrew Minyard and his crew have lost an important ally to the Empire and are intent on rescuing him and returning him to the Rebellion.

When the chance comes for Abram to flee Tatooine with Andrew's crew he dons a new alias, Neil, and takes it.

Basically, this is a Star Wars AU.

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[aftgficlibrary]

Hi! Can I rec Ghosts That We Knew by Anya509? It’s an a/b/o wip where first Andrew is taken in by the the Palmetto pack and then Neil and Neil is an actual fox and it’s great

thanks for the rec-Halley

Ghosts That We Knew by Anya509 (M | incomplete | 17/?)

Andrew doesn’t waste time dreaming. Dreams are for people who care.

Until, one day, Neil Josten walks right into Andrew’s mind and takes up residence.

A story in which Andrew takes a chance, Neil learns to trust, and history is made.

****An Omegaverse AU

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi! There’s a fix and Idr what the name is but there’s one scene and they’re in a club Idt edens but not sure and Neil is giving Andrew a lap dance like on the top floor kinda in a secluded area and i think Matt was there and Matt maybe had feelings for Neil or smtn?? But Neil is giving Andrew a lap dance and i think they both get off in the club during the lap dance??? Sorry it’s all over the place lol please help

here you go!-Halley

bare: a fox opera by LunaRoseValentine (M | incomplete | 28/36)

Andrew has just learned he has a brother and will be transferring to a private catholic school for his senior year. Being surrounded by god fearing virgins would be a tragedy except he asked for this. He asked to stay at the dormitory, away from Cass who still wants a relationship with him, away from Drake who has been dying to get Andrew and his brother together, and closer to Neil. Neil, who he met when he was young and dumb. Now they're roommates and nothing is keeping them from continuing their nothing of a relationship.

[aftgficlibrary]

I remember reading a fic in which andrew bench pressed neil, anf I'm pretty sure it was a chaptered fic, but i can't find it. So if you guys could help, i would love it. Thank you.

Anonymous said to aftgficlibrary:Do you know of any fics where Andrew bench presses Neil? Thank you!!

it happens in this one. this fic is locked so you can only read it if you have an AO3 account-Halley

Young Trouble by my_unlikely_hero (Not Rated | 39,725 | 18/18)

When Mary abandons Neil across the country, Neil and Andrew still find each other.

It’s a bumpy ride.

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi! Really appreciate all the work you do here, I was hoping you could help me find this fic I can't remember the name of. It was a soulmate au, where you have your soulmates name on your skin, and Andrew's changed every time Neil used a new alias, and he basically thinks they're all different people until Neil explains it to him.

could it be this one? -félix

the name game by treesandbees (Not Rated | 2,805 | 1/1)

Andrew’s soulmark won’t make up it’s mind.

(soulmark au where the name of your soulmate is tattooed onto your wrist. neil’s many names confuse the fuck out of andrew.)

[aftgficlibrary]

Can I rec Emma and Lucas Minyard-Josten by Mother_of_Tragedy

Of course!-Beth

Emma and Lucas Minyard-Josten by Mother_of_Tragedy (M | 692 | 1/1)

Mary Halford would do anything to protect herself and her son, even if it meant having to prostitute her unwilling drugged son out for a chance to move back in and out of the States undetected by her husband. Then Mary dies in Seattle, her bones buried beneath the pale sand and the memories of that dreadful night are locked in a box in the back of Neil’s mind.

It’s like pandora’s box when the remembrance of that night is thrust at Neil in a way he can’t seem to handle. Thankfully, Andrew and the foxes are there to help piece the pieces back together and care for the newest additions to the Foxes.

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[aftgficlibrary]

theres a particular fic where Neil is a magical sea creature (I'm pretty sure its a mermaid) who can have legs on land hes running from his father who like runs the seas and the foxes are pirates? its rlly long and I genuinely cannot find it anywhere I'm sorry that this is so vague

i think you mean this one -félix

perhaps we're just humans by hiraethia (M | Incomplete | 24/29)

the wesninskis are the most dangerous breed of mermaids in the seven seas. so naturally, the foxes unwittingly sail right into their territory.

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Part 1 of the foxhole port