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“What hair product I think each svt member is”
Summery: a holiday fic that has absolutely nothing to do with the holidays! Wanted to try my hand at writing something a bit different and thought this was a good idea to start. Not really comedy but amusing none the less! (idk if what I wrote makes sense hopefully yall are picking up what I’m putting down) approximately: ten minute read
A/n: THIS IS NOT MY ORIGINAL IDEA! (In a way it is buuuutttt still) I can’t find the author who wrote the “what piece of furniture svt are” or something to that effect so they’re the ones who gave me the idea so if yall find them please tag them unless I do first!
warningz/info: mentions of pain, mentions of chocolate, I think what, three curse words? y'all let me know if I should start keeping them to a minimum or remove them entirely because I know some people are uncomfortable with them! I feel like the spacing between paragraphs is weird in this fic but oh well. no idea how this is gonna go over and im scared that I tagged it with "x reader". plus I dont know if anyone would read/enjoy it but I had loads of fun writing it! as always, if you did like it, please leave some love like comments and or reblogs!
~this is simply a piece of fiction. My imagination onto “paper. This is in no way is mean to be taken as an actual and real representation of anyone.~
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>Seungcheol<
gel. Sticks to you like glue once you find each other (romantic music starts playing in the hair care isle when you pick up your favorite gel) everyone has their preferred brand/ look they worship. Thicc. Either smells putrid and chemical like or good enough to transport you to a magical land of chocolate, pink grass and purple clouds
>Jeonghan<
he is a Bobby pin. And I will provide no further explanation on this except that he holds you together but will stab you lmao
>Shua<
an Afro pick/ hair pick. Its what everyone’s looking for: that little somen’ somen’. That little poof we all desire. Also scalp massages :)
>Jun<
wide tooth comb. My fellow thick haired/ curly haired people will know about this one 😭 this shit can be mean to your scalp tugging on your hair and UGH helps you greatly and is a necessity but damn… that’s all I gotta say
>Hoshi<
Refresher product/ moisture product. wakes you up in the morning. Gives you a reason to NOT look like you just rolled outta bed even though you did. For most this is one ofthe holy grails in life. What would I do without it? Makes us all smile even at 4:00 am because oh my god I look better after I slapped this in. Just all around a day-brightener
>Wonwoo<
curl cream. Grounding. Has many different looks n stuff
>Woozi<
a rat tail comb. Everyone should have one. Versatile, used for many different things. Good for every sort of job and is a natural to be honest and is small but mighty lol
>DK<
a satin/ silk bonnet. And no, not one of those that most  moms wear with the lace trim. Those end up at the foot of your bed by the morning. The ones with the thick elastic. I choose this cause it goes by many different names, just like him lol just has that comfy homey feel to it
>Mingyu<
hair mask. Made at home with some questionable ingredients. Seriously sometimes I don’t think he’s real lol 
>Hao<
a denman brush. It sounds to helpful and great. And it is great!…. When you figure out how to use it. Hard to figure out but once you get the hang of it you’ll never go back (another thing my fellow curly haired babes will understand)
>Seungkwan<
co wash. A little something extra, a boost of energy, if you will. a well kept secret but also a well known fact 
>Vernon<
hair tie. Easy to loose but also easy to find. especially in places where youd think: “why the fuck would it end up here?” Like idk man, but you should definitely check the dark corner collecting lint— that’s where they always are
>Dino<
leave in conditioner because with use over time it makes your hair (you) healthier
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a/n: annnnnnnnddddd thats it! hope y'all enjoyed this disaster of a fic lmao if you liked it, please leave some love like comments or reblogging!
stay safe, y'all!
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trashcanfills · 2 years
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Hear me out okay hear me out
Reader being in a poly relationship with Lucio and Junkrat🥰🥰
Ok first of I shall apologise to you anon because I was heavily procrastinating on this. I mean, I know junkrat and lucio but I didnt fully know how the two would interact, much less in a romantic manner. I legit had to look up boombox fan content for this. It’s a cute ship I must say.
Tbh I previously managed to actually write a good chunk of stuff out for this prompt of the three being poly (at least not the one where the two dudes are “sharing” the reader, nahh everyone gets the lovin) EXCEPT IT DIDNT SAVE WHEN I LAST CAME BACK TO EDIT AND POST IT.
Yea that got me shudhekakdjw fucking crying i swear and I just procrastinated on answering the ask for a bit longer. But im back and god I should actually release it from my inbox.
Here. Fly. Be free now.
Being in a poly relationship with Lucio and Junkrat
First of all, dear god the chaos.
Bruh you have Jamison from the lawless radioactive wasteland that is Australia and Lucio the freedom fighter dj. Being in a poly relationship with this two dudes will never be boring with the amt of shit you get into (which most of the time it’s Jamison’s fault oof)
I can see Lucio and Jamison being rather physically affectionate with you and each other, so I do hope you are someone who doesn’t mind all that. If you do, its ok cus Lucio understands all that personal space jeez, aand will do his best to explain and help Jamison understand cus Jamison is a bit more uhhhhh intrusive lmao
Group cuddle sessions are a thing and participation is made mandatory, the latter being a rule that was first made up to keep Junkrat out of his workshop to tinker stuff, but now it’s used for any time one of you gets too into work or need comfort of some sort.
They both are incredibly energetic and fun people to be with too! Thankfully you and Lucio can contain a bit of Jamison’s manic and destructive energy (and maybe teach him more abt what the rest of the world is like and morals). If you tired of socialising, they will def be chill in just hanging out in the same room, though Jamison needs some explanation and time to understand that first since hes not so people smart.
Fun activities would include gaming, workshop binges (Jamison makes shit while Lucio and you join in or add more dumb whacky ideas), MUSIC LISTENING PARTIES like Lucio is a DJ he wants to show yall all these cool artists and know yall tastes ok
Lucio makes a curated playlist for you amd Jamison. Aaaaand maybe a upcoming new album inspired by the two of you shhhhh its a surprise. And Jamison loves creating new trinkets for you and Lucio! He made a smol metal wire sculpture with a rat, frog and another animal representing you. Its considered a treasured possession that you can Lucio took turns to keep it in your rooms lmao, until Jamison made another one :3
Honestly you three prob got a lot of questioning looks when you all came out as a polyamory couple. Mostly cus of Jamison reputation as a crazed maniac and wanted criminal ngl but when everyone in overwatch sees the three of you hanging out, its really sweet.
I say some issues u guys would have would be first and foremost, Jamison’s questionable morality and lack of understanding of many things. He did kill people yes, but to him it was his way of life from the nuclear wasteland that is his home. It has taken a number of therapy sessions (as required for a reformatory programme Jamison is enrolled in because how else will he be in overwatch bruh), but hey hes getting better i suppose. Be patient with Jamison at times alright? Because he’s still figuring out all these new things and reframing in his worldview.
Another issue for sure would prob be Lucio’s tendency to be stubborn on some things. Haha u didnt think i was gonna say that huh.
To clarify, he’s someone passionate on various causes, and because he is such a nice and caring person pushing to gain support for other’s welfare, Lucio doesn’t fully grasp the consequences of his actions at times. It’s like…he’s naive or a bit simple-minded. Not unintentionally or fully dumb, more like he gets into this helping ppl mindset so much he forgets other things to consider. Like how he faces the Vishkar conflict. It’s a huge sore spot for him, and it’s a big reason why he doesn’t like Symmetra that much because he assumes that she is bad and aware of her corporation’s questionable deeds, which is not completely true. Its also personal for him because it was his hometown that was being affected, and because of that Lucio had to do something to save it. All these feelings mean that Lucio gets blinded by them at times, esp when its got to do sth that he’s passionate abt. Its good to fight for the things you love, but sometimes fighting is not always the solution and can make things worse. And he forgets that sometimes when he rants to u guys abt dealing with some obstinate person doing questionable things.
There will be times he sticks to his moral values and stand by them, without realising that he needs to open his kindness and empathy to those who seem to be the most unworthy of it. In fact, its thanks to being with you and Jamison and over time that Lucio realises this fact.
Holy sheet whew Im done. Yea I did elaborate a lot for Lucio’s issue because I wasn’t too sure how to put it fully into words. So pardon the word vomit lol im not sure if ppl get what I mean so uhh rip. Sorry. You can clarify with me if u wan to ask abt how I characterise Lucio hahaha.
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Do you have any all american massacre head canons?
Ohhhh not sure let's see !!! :0 first of all, I will just eternally be mad about not getting to see aam, it seems like such a perfect end to the tcm 1-2, it its missing its trilogy ending, an ending of madness..... aCH. Yeah. I'm a little unsure what to classify as aam headcanons, instead of general tcm hcs? I guess the younger todd bates choptop headcanons, buckethead leatherface, maybe nubbins, so, teen to early 20s sawyer brothers hcs + Choptop in prison after tcm2 hcs? I'm gonna share a few of borh :) this wnded up not rly being HEADCANONS, just more of a vibe check & thoughts on his thoughts / mentalities. Witj a few doodles bc i needed warmup material :)
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Thoughts about young Chop Top, Bobby
I was talking abt this w Jiangshi but he seems wayyy more feral. Like, absolutely just shaking with rage, to be honest. To me specifically I kinda imagine him having been a bit more clear headed in those days, with sharper feelings, and desperately, starkly bitter, from having frown up like he did. I'm sure this is not what they were going for, but I get the energy of a "spiteful angry nihilist who is so hurt".
I've mentioned that my ver of the Sawyer parents died when Drayton was in his teens, BUT. My brain has kinda come around to that changing? I kinda like the idea that one of them, sure, died, but one of them got jailed for like, smrh rly stupid & simple? No finding out about the cannibalism and murder.
I essentially see the Sawyer brothers feeling vewy abandoned, loosing structure, fighting among eachother etc.
I also mentioned that I kinda saw it as such: drayton was mommas boy, nubbins followed papa sawyer around, bubba was raised by drayton more or less, and chop top was kinda the kid to always run off and try to hang out w other people. And i think he had this weird envy of a regular life but just couldn't act regular and felt pushed away by what he loved.
Bobby boy was just chaos. Just feels like he was being mean for the sake of being mean, or just getting out his frusturations. Dunno. Todd Bates just looks weirdly sad sometimes to me???? Rip
Also, he looks weirdly a lil healthier. Still gangly, but he has a more rounded face, a bit more weight, n he just looks better fed. I don't really have a point to this xept i wanna just hold his face tenderly :)
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Chop Top in prison
I don't have Many thoughts. Other than that I love him free the rat please.
Also I literally could not tell that he was supposed to be older. Bruh???? Moseley damb.....n....
Bitterness comes around. I see him as having chilled out Kinda by the events of tcm2, feeling more accepting of his family, feeling more OK w things being strange, but like. After society pushing him away first, them locking him up in a box so his isolation is completely controlled. I feel would kinda make u angy again.
Im talking like he has a right 2 be angry I don't mean to, hes an asshole but im talking bout his emotions n such....
Yeah. He just has violence in his heart and feels constantly hurt by nobody helping him / being able to help him. This is barely hcs im just rambling at this point im a Little sleepy.
Also, absolutely gets that rly weird criminal fangirl mail. Yk.
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ssamie · 3 years
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nine. SOFT
suna rintaro x fem! mitsuri reader
(kny x hq)
warnings: spelling mistakes,  2k+ words, italicized words/ sentences are her thoughts, mitsuri’s hair+eye color was used.
gen masterlist.      sakura mochi.
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"suna-kun, what is this for, exactly?" she hummed curiously as she held onto his hair 
"f-for my strength of course" suna replied. he was currently tasked to do a hundred pushups by kita after lazing off at practice for way too many times. and he, for some reason, found it a good idea to make her sit on his back as he does this. 
there was really no telling what ran through suna's mind when he thought it would do him well to have her weighing him down
"but wouldn't your arms hurt from carrying me?" she asked with worry lacing her tone as she prompts to stand up 
"no, no. stay there." suna demanded as he pulled her back down on his back 
"well, im not really the lightest girl on the planet, so this may be really hard for you.. and it's extremely embarrassing for me" she muttered with a frown "and shouldn't i be sitting closer to your lower back?" she asks "this position will give you bad backaches" 
she gestured to herself, as she sat on his upper back, way too close to his shoulder blades, while her legs were slung over his shoulders 
"im likely to be quite heavier than most girls since my body mass is quite higher than normal, given the muscles that i train" she said "plus.. my more fatty areas if you may" she mumbled as she cleared her throat and nervously hugged her chest 
"no, no. you're perfectly fine the way you are, bunny" suna dismissed her self-deprecating comments with a scoff 
"besides this keeps me motivated" he mumbled out with a content sigh as he pushed her thighs closer to his face
her hand lightly gripped his hair as she let him squish his face with her thighs. "i don't really get how this is motivating" she chuckled sheepishly
"of course you wouldn't, you're not the one feeling bliss right now" suna said, though his words were slightly muffled "alright then.." she nodded with a bit of hesitance as she felt him tremble a concerning amount 
"um. suna-kun, if you think your arms are about to give out, then maybe we should stop for now" she suggested with a smile as she tries to stand up from his back 
"nah, i can do this bunny" he declined in a nonchalant tone 
"suna , what the hell are you doing?" aran sweat dropped as he entered the gym "oh! he's doing the punishment push-ups, aran-kun" she explained with a smile as suna shakily lifts himself up once more "yeah i get that but-" 
"OI, SUNARIN! WHAT DO YOU THINK YER DOING?!" atsumu yelled as he hurriedly ran towards y/n. the blond picked her up from her armpits and carefully lowered her to the ground 
"ah, that's it. the motivation's gone. i can't do this anymore" suna sulked as he let himself drop facedown on the ground "eh? is your face okay?" she asked worriedly as suna rolled over, showing his forehead which had a reddish bruise forming 
"no." suna responded 
"good afternoon everyone, what happened here?" kita asked them as he entered the gym "suna-kun lost his motivation" she replied with a frown as she stared down at the brunette 
"i see." kita hummed in response "but that still doesn't excuse him from the punishment." 
"cruel" suna mumbled from the ground 
"ah, don't worry! i'll do the rest for you" she said with a bright smile as she gets down on the ground beside him "no, no. i don't think it works like that, y/n" aran dismissed her suggestion as he picks her up from the ground 
"its fine! he only had to do eighty more, after all" she chuckled as she waved her hand dismissively "i can do it quite quickly" 
"y/n-san, you shouldn't face his punishments for him." kita told her with a furrowed brows "after all, you've been a great manager to us, so you don't have to do anything but relax for now" 
she frowned from his words and gingerly poked suna's chest, seeing as he was making no effort to move from the ground "but then suna-kun might get too tired to hang out with me later.." she muttered sulkingly as she fiddled with the ends of her braids 
"yeah, kita-san" suna mused with an exaggerated pout and puppy eyes "i might not have enough energy to hang out with her" 
"suna, you monster" aran snickered as he watched kita have a crisis in his head 
"i.. i see." kita muttered in defeat "you can do what you want" 
"but you really don't have to-" 
"okay, it's your turn to get on my back then, suna-kun!" she said with a smile as she got in a push-up formation "huh? is that really necessary, bunny?" suna gulped nervously "you may not be able to carry me-" 
"alright!" she cut him off as she abruptly pulled him down to sit on her, "tsumu-kun, count for us please!" 
"right right!" atsumu nodded in excitement as he got down to cheer her on 
"you see this, samu?! y/n-chan could probably do this better than you!" atsumu laughed tauntingly 
"hah?! she's probably also better than you, fatsack!" osamu yelled back in aggravation 
"hah?! well atleast i'm better than you!" atsumu defended "we'll see about that" osamu scowled as he got down on the ground beside her 
"fine then, i'll just join to prove you wrong!" atsumu huffed as he too got ready to do push-ups 
"theres more of us now! that's great!" she cheered cluelessly as she gave the twins a grin "alright, i'll count" suna mused as he pulled out his phone to take a video 
"ready, set, go!" and thus, what was supposed to be a punishment had turned into a competition. 
"h-how many have we done?!" atsumu wheeze out as he felt his arms start to tremble "hm, about a hundred and fifty maybe" she answered him with a hum as she continued to push her self up and down from the ground 
"that's way more than needed!" atsumu whined 
"you could always give up if you can't do it, tsumu!" osamu taunted his twin, even though he was facing some troubles as well. 
"hmph, as if! this is easy!" atsumu boasted with a grin "i could do this in my sleep" 
"im glad to hear that, tsumu-kun!" she beamed happily "shall we do another hundred then?" 
atsumu's face dropped as she heard those words leave her mouth. his skin was turning ghostly pale as he nervously laughed in response. "a-another hundred?" he squeaked out 
"yep! suna-kun seems to be enjoying this quite a lot, after all" she said with a smile as she looked at the brunette 
suna was currently taking way too many selfies, which were all taken at a facebook mom angle, while he throws up peace signs and flipping off the twins "alright, now here we see the miya twins getting absolutely bodied by y/n." suna sneered to the camera as he zoomed in on the twins' faces 
"look at her! look at her go!" suna cheered with a playful smirk as he patted y/n's braided locks 
"the absolute best. spectacular. amazing. never been seen before. better than all of you." suna listed out
"yuh, get it best friend" suna chuckled as the twins finally gave up and let themselves drop on the ground 
"ah, over already?" she said "usually i would have to do a thousand for our typical training session with my friends" 
"your friends are not normal! who the heck does that?!" atsumu shrieked in horror "well, it doesn't matter now, doesn't it?" she laughed carefreely "you both did a very nice job!" 
she patted their heads with a proud smile as she handed them two towels to wipe off their sweat "thanks" the twins mumbled out with a droopy smile as they relished in her sweet and gentle touches 
"anyways.." she said as she abruptly retracted her hands, much to their displeasure, and turned to face suna "suna-kun, we can hang out now, now that that's done" she said in an eager tone as she excitedly rocked her heels back and forth 
"yup. thanks again bunny" suna said as he slung his arm around her shoulders "but you really didn't have to do that for me" he said with a lazy hum as he led her to the benches 
"oh, it's fine. it was honestly pretty easy-" 
she cut herself off as she was met with suna's face inching closer to her, while his hand reaches out to hold the side of her head "eh?" she squeaked out as she blinked to make sure her eyes weren't playing tricks on her.
'is he.. is he gonna kiss me?'   she thought to herself 
'im not ready!'  she panicked as she felt her face start to get hotter 
'no, no. im ready! i've been dreaming of this!'  she pondered with determination 
'suna-kun is gonna kiss me!'  she squealed internally  
'then afterwards, we can get married and live together and have a family of bunnies and hamsters! maybe we can adopt tanjiro and nezuko too-' 
"your hair's all messy" suna mumbled as he grazed his fingers through the long braid before finally taking the hair tie off at the ends 
"ah." she huffed out with a blank smile 
she sat still as he took off her other hair tie and started undoing and untangling her braids, leaving her long and thick pink and green hair flowing down in pretty waves upon her back
"turn around for me, bunny" suna commanded in a whisper as he patted her waist to turn "o-okay" she replied nervously as she obediently turned around and kept her hands on her lap 
"your hair's so pretty, bunny" suna whispered to her ear as he started combing his fingers through her soft locks "really? thank you, suna-kun" she mumbled out in gratitude as she flusteredly rubbed her hands and thighs together 
"and your hair colour's so adorable. makes you look so cute" suna cooed as he played with the ends of her hair 
"r-right.." she mumbled quietly as she covered her reddened face with her hands. silence had washed upon them along with the various voices of the team as suna started braiding one side of her head 
"where did you learn how to braid, suna-kun?" she asked in curiosity as she held down the other half of her hair "my sister made me do her hair all the time, so i just got better as time went by" suna explained with a shrug 
"can't say her hair was as nice as yours though" suna sighed "it was like a rat's nest with all the knots" 
her eyes shined in adoration as she heard his adorable reason. she gripped her pounding chest as hearts start surrounding her form "suna-kun, that's so sweet!" she squealed "i never expected that from you!" 
"guess so, hm?" suna mumbled out nonchalantly as he tied her hair in place 
'ah, just as i'd thought' she thought to herself 
'he's the perfect husband after all!'  she cried happily in her mind
"anyways, what'd you wanna do?" he asks her as he proceeded to braid the other side "hm, we could go to the same place kiyoomi-kun and i went to yesterday!" she suggested with a grin 
"he liked it, so im hoping you would as well" she hummed happily as suna ties the end of her braid 
"is that so?" suna hummed "where is this exactly?" he asked "its a secret hideout!" she said "but.. its only a wisteria garden and a private teahouse" she admitted 
"theres also a koi pond by the back, but kiyoomi-kun wasn't able to see it" she said "i was hoping to save it for you" she admitted bashfully 
"for.. me?" suna muttered in surprise 
"yeah.. i went there last night to prepare you food so we can eat by the pond and watch the sunset.." she mumbled "but i was also thinking of doing it at night since the fireflies would light our surroundings and it would look really pretty.." she hummed dreamily 
suna blinked dumbfoundedly as he listened to her ramble on and on about their planned hangout 
"but we could also-oh im sorry" she cut herself off with a nervous laugh "was i talking too much?" she asked nervously "sorry if i talked too much!" 
"people say i never shut up, so you can tell me when i'm annoying you" she waved her hands dismissively "you're not annoying me, bunny" suna said with a sigh 
he took her shaking hands in his and pulled her up to her feet. "let's go have that picnic you planned out, yeah?" suna asked with a small smile "wouldn't wanna let your efforts go to waste" he chuckled 
"okay.." she muttered as she hung her head low. her cheeks flushed a dark pink as she nipped at her lips to calm herself and her pounding heart. 
"y'know, your hands are really soft, y/n" suna said as he brought her hand up to his line of sight to further inspect it 
"a-ahm! please don't do that!" she laughed sheepishly as she retracted her hand and hid it behind her back "why? what's wrong, bunny?" suna asked worriedly as he stopped in his tracks to look at her 
"well, my hands aren't the prettiest so you shouldn't look at them for too long" she said with a shaky smile. suna furrowed his brows and frowned as he listened to her awfully degrading words. 
"they're the prettiest, bunny. i don't get what you're talking about" he said 
"well, my hands are super scarred because if sword fighting, and they're very nasty to look at" she said as she rocked on her heels "or so i've been told.." she muttered 
suna sighed and slumped his shoulders, stuffing his own hands in his pockets as they quietly continued on their way. her usual smile wasn't present as she kept her vision straight ahead. her hands stayed hidden behind her back as well. 
suna slyly side eyed her, debating in his head on what he would do, before coming to conclusion with a sigh "c'mon, im in the mood to eat" he said with a yawn 
he grabbed her hand and stuffed it in his pocket alongside with his. his thumb lightyly rubbing shapes on the scarred skin. 
'what is he doing?'  she thought to herself 
her eyes glistened as she put her other hand over her chest, her heart beating more erratically than before. "if we do this, you won't feel sad anymore right?" suna muttered as he looked away to avoid eyecontact 
"i think so.." she mumbled in reply 
"alright then, its settled" suna huffed out. "were walking like this starting now, kay?" 
"that way no one'll see your hands since you don't like it" he said. his olive green eyes peered at her as he put up a nonchalant facade to throw her off. 
'he's doing this all for me?'  she thought to herself 
'wow.. suna-kun really is the best' 
she smiled happily as she scooted closer to his side. suna sighed in relief as the skip in her step finally came back, as well as the sweet melody she always seems to hum. 
"are you happy now, bunny?" he asked her 
"yeah! and it's all thanks to you, suna-kun!" she said as she swayed her other hand back and forth while the other stays intertwined with his 
"glad i could help, bunny" 
"so this is giyuu's fish, and that one's rengoku-san's, that white one with red spot is uzui-kun's" she listed out 
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"muichiro-kun's fish is dead because he forgot about it and it starved to death" she said 
"and this is mine!" she said as she pointed to a certain koi fish in the pond 
"i have no idea who those people are, but let me see yours.." suna scooted closer to the water and watched as the fish followed her finger, which she swirled around the water 
"i named him koi" she said with a smile as she lifted the fish out of the water "you named the koi fish koi?" suna sweat dropped 
"yup! and also because it means love" she explained "obanai-kun helped me name it.. he said it suited me as the owner" 
"it does suit you" he agreed with a nod 
"anyways, you better put him back or he'll die" suna said as he pointed to the fish in her palms which was flapping around in discomfort 
"ah! im sorry, koi-chan!!" she exclaimed as she gently placed it down on the pond "i forgot you can't breathe here!" she cried out as she leaned down to pet it gently with her finger 
"have some mochi!" she squeaked out in distress as she tried to feed it a whole ball of sakura mochi. she panicked even more as the fish declined her offering and opted to swim away 
"eh?! you don't like it?! are you mad at me?" she sulked as she gloomily placed the mochi on a lily pad and let it float away 
suna chuckled and pulled her back by her arm, letting her rest her back on his chest as she continued to sulk "you're adorable, bunny" he muttered with a soft laugh as he rested his chin on the crown of her head 
'so soft.'  suna thought to himself as he wrapped his arms around her.
"sorry about that, suna-kun" she said "koi-chan might hate me if i don't leave him some mochi on his lily pad like usual"
"though im starting to think he doesn't actually eat it and oba-chan just takes it out by morning.." she mumbled "hmm, im sure he eats it with his fish friends." suna said as to entertain her
"but now, we have to eat as well" he said as he took a mochi and shoved it in her mouth
"mmhm. thwanks suna-kun" she said through muffled words as she chewed the gummy treat. suna simply peered down at her, watching her eat with a single thought causing his mind to go in a frenzy
"should i do it.." he pondered out loud as he hesitantly brought his hands up to her face
"hm? do what- eh?" she blinked dumbly and looked up at him with curious doe eyes "what're you doing, suna-kun?" she asked him 
"hmm.. soft." he mumbled 
she blinked cluelessly as he kept on squishing and massaging her cheeks, lightly pinching the soft and plump tissue with a look of amazement 
"so soft." he mumbled once again as he pinched them one last time 
"hm.. what else should we do?" she asked him as she scooted away from him to face him properly. she smiled nervously as suna kept staring at her with his olive green eyes. 
his expression stayed monotonous, almost like he didn't care, but the bright and flowery aura surrounded him, said otherwise.
"should we walk home or take the train?" she asked him "the miya's residence and your home isn't really that far away, right?" she pondered 
"though, i don't want you to tire yourself out by walking" she said in concern "sorry, am i talking too much again?" she asked with an apologetic smile as she realised he still hasn't responded or moved an inch from his initial position 
"its fine, bunny." he spoke "i think i wanna walk home with you" he said as he stood up from the ground and dusted the bottom of his sweatpants 
"i'd like to hold your hand again" he admitted through a yawn as he stretched his arms over his head 
"eh? really?" she asked in disbelief 
"of course" suna reassured her "though, after this i'd like to see you training with a sword." he said "it'd be cool seeing you swing it around and deck some guys, yeah?" suna mused as he looked around the wisteria covered path 
"really? would you like to visit the dojo with me sometime?" she asked excitedly with a grin 
"sure, bunny" 
"i'd also like to meet whoever said your hands were ugly. i'll beat them up."
"ah, there's no need to" she chuckled nervously 
"so.." suna trailed off "wanna hold hands again?" 
"yes please."
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Heres a wip of a sequel.
Dmviolence, by jade
Hello, if youre hearing this, it probably means im dead. Either that, or im alive and just got tired of keeping this hidden. You might remember my voice from a previous recording about a takeover in sector ⬽:➻, in which id helped prevent total annihilation of the sector. At the time i was unnamed, however now you may call me Kalton. After the takeover i resigned and moved to a job at a dmv. This planet was, for some reason, in one of the most tactically advantageous locations in the galaxy. And for some reason the higher ups dedicated the whole damn planet to dmvs. Dont ask why. Now, onto the story.
I woke up, and i put on my emerald green contact lenses. Just like any other day. I put on a basic white t-shirt and a leather bomber jacket along with a pair of jean shorts. If you cant tell by now, im gay.
I live in a small apartment. By small apartment i mean a bedroom, a bathroom and a kitchen all crammed into 2 rooms. I hopped out the bedroom window onto my motorcycle. It was a diamond white motorcycle with deep red stripes along the sides and the handlebars. My pride and joy. I put on my jet black helmet and took off towards my job at the, you guessed it, dmv.
Chapter 2
I pulled up in the parking lot and took off my helmet, my blue hair a total rats nest. The doors were push doors, yet i somehow ALWAYS pulled first. I entered the dmv and went to my station. A few hours passed by and no one had come in yet, which was unusual. So naturally i decided to sit down on the floor, put in my earbuds, and enjoyed some heavy metal. A few more hours passed by, and usually by now i wouldve been yelled at by my boss. This struck me as odd so i stood up. I really wish i hadnt stood up. The place had been completely destroyed. There were drop pods crashed in through the roof and they all had the ERGON logo on them. Ergon was a multi trillion dollar pencil manufacturing company with its own military. They had previously tried to take over sector ⬽:➻ when i had been working there. I was not looking forwards to what was about to happen.
Quickly, i ducked back onto the floor before anyone saw me. There were 4 riot soldiers holding this building. This was gonna be fun. The riot soldiers are your stereotypical riot gear and police baton soldiers. But these guys had laser batons and the riot gear gave them heightened strength and speed. They also had some, dare I say, shitty energy pistols. I crawled over to one of the soldiers who wasnt being watched and broke their neck. Carefully I took the baton and the pistol. Slowly crawled my way back to my station and checked the shot count in the pistol. I had 6 shots, just enough to take care of the remaining three soldiers. I stood up quickly and shot each soldier twice in the head. First shot to open the riot helmet, second shot to kill. I vaulted over the counter and grabbed the three pistols. These things were so stupid. You couldnt even remove the clips. Once you ran out of shots, the pistol was useless. Nonetheless, i didnt have any choice. I had a laser baton and 18 total shots in 3 pistols.
Upon leaving the building, my motorcycle was one of the few things to survive. It had alot of scratches and damage, but it still worked. The helmet was shattered however. I mounted the motorcycle and took off towards the next closest dmv. Maybe id find some better gear there.
Chapter 3
Pulling up next to the second dmv i immediately noticed 3 things. 1: there was blood everywhere. 2: there were 25 soldiers here. And 3: they all had energy weapons. The reason these things are relevant is because energy weapons dont cause bloodshed. This was the result of something else. Something new i hadnt dealt with yet.
I drove up and ran over 5 of the soldiers. This was probably an incredibly bad idea, seeing as i had 18 shots, enough for 9 kills, and there were 20 soldiers left. Every single soldier turned to me and i, being the absolute genius that i am, welded the front of one of the pistols shut with the laser baton, shot it off, and threw it into thei crowd of soldiers. It exploded, releasing a shockwave of energy and disabling the soldiers. I then used the baton to cut through the riot gear and kill the soldiers. I felt like a badass. That is until a mechanical looking wolf jumped at me and started trying to rip my face off.
The wolf was a frostwolf, except it had been placed into a mechanical frame and its teeth and claws had been replaced with lasers. I tried to bash it off of me with the baton but it just bit it in two. This gave me just enough time to grab an energy pistol and shoot the wolf. It kept trying to kill me amd i wasted a whole clip on it until suddenly, the dog started to levitate in the air and got thrown aside into a wall. I got up and was instantly frozen in place. Thats when.. she walked up.
Chapter 4
The she i am reffering to is ebony. A goth/punk wannabe with light blue tear shaped eyes and black hair with purple streaks. Shes a bitch whos mind got too powerful and now she can move things without touching them. Shes been chasing me for months. Not in a murderous way. Shes just obsessed with me. Ive tried to tell her im gay but she wont listen. And now im at her mercy.
She walked up to me and kissed me on the cheek. I hated it. She looked as if she was contemplating whether or not to free me when a pod came down from the sky and crushed her. Thank god. But i honestly wouldve rathered suffered at her hand than deal with what i had to deal with next...
Out of the pod came the warden. The goddamn warden from sector ⬽:➻. Last id seen him hed been in the same situation as ebony. Crushed to death under a pod. But this time, instead of being on my side, he was here to kill me. He was huge. Like seriously huge. He was at least 8 feet tall and shaped like gaston. Whos gaston? Nobody knows these days. But its basically a way to say "extremely buff and wide". Back to the story. The warden wasnt looking very good, considering the rotten skin, obviously quickly patched together face, and muscles hanging loose out of his skin. His rotting ruined body was held together by an exoskeleton of chromium-tungsten alloy. Nothing i had was gonna cut through that. I was gonna have to get creative here..
The warden had 2 weapons, both of them were his fists. Huge gauntlets that were each about the size of a cow. Definitely bigger than his previous set. They were a golden green metal i couldnt identify. But i didnt want to get hit with one to try and find out. I ran. I ran as fast i could run into the dmv and hid. I could hear the wardens footsteps. It was as if a small earthquake happened each time he took a step.
I peeked over the desk i was hiding behind and saw him punch through the 2 desks opposite to me. It took no effort and i couldve sworn i saw him smile. Obviously i didnt. Cause he didnt have a mouth anymore. But if he did, he definitely wouldve smiled. I took a shot to get his attention and ran off towards the wall. The warden was definitely faster than i expected.
Luckily i managed to dodge the blow by a centimeter. The metal smelled of decaying flesh and popcorn. The wardens blow punched a huge hole in the wall. I hope you see where im going with this.
I ran off to another wall and we repeated this same process a number of times until the building was barely still up. I ran out the doors and threw the baton at the last of the supports, cutting through it and causing the building to collapse in on the warden. He wasnt getting out of that. I decided to search the rubble to see if i could find anything worth taking. I found a new baton, a flame rifle and a few more energy pistols.
The flame rifle was a very interesting design. The sides were painted jet black with flame decals scattered about. You could feel the heat on the inside and it made the gun warm to the touch. Comfortable to hold. Other than that though, it looked like an old fashioned 8.59mm sniper rifle. It had 4 shots remaining, so id have to use it sparingly.
I grabbed some scrap materials out of the rubble to make a holster for it and put it on my back.
The energy pistols just dangled from a keychain. The baton was simply turned off and placed through a hole in the back pockets of my shorts. I ran to my motorcycle and drove off, i needed to find out more. I had questions, and i had a sneaking suspicion that i knew where to find the answers.
I drove off again, i was dirty and there was blood on me and my bike. I probably looked like a serial killer. But i knew that if anyone was still alive, itd be jayden. They were.. well. They were a vampire. They lived in a swampland area and wore sparkly rainbow shirts and a huge sunhat. The sunhat allowed them to go outside in the sun, and they only drank coconut water. They also had a crazy amount of weaponry and used to work at ergon, before being fired for stealing weaponry. By the way, if you havent noticed by now, im using they/them to refer to jayden. Jayden doesnt have a gender. Jayden.. is kind of my crush. It probably has something to do with the fact that theyre the only person on this planet who talks to me. Other than ebony.. but ebony is... not my type i guess. Anyways, back to jayden. Jayden was on the roof of their swamp shack drinking coconut water out of a wine glass. I yelled up at them and they fell off the roof onto my back. I guess i cushioned their fall. Jayden immediately said "What do you need dear" without waiting for me to stand up, and shattered the wine glass. I informed them of the situation and asked the questions i had. Things like "what are the ergon soldiers defences like on their ships" and "how did they reanimate the warden" they had answers.
Jayden told me about the new security measures that had been put in place since id last been on an ergon ship. There was now a code for each teleportation pod and the gaurds had doubled. As for the warden, it turns out jayden was actually the first test run in reanimation sciences, and couldnt answer me because they had been unconcious in a lab when the warden was reanimated. That explained the vampire undead thing. Jayden invited me into the shack where they pulled a nail out of the floorboards and it turned into a ramp to the basement. Down in the basement? Thats where jayden kept their weapons they stole. And boy oh boy were there some interesting ones.
One that immediately caught my attention was the big rocket launcher. It had 3 barrels and each was a different colour, indicating a different effect. One was red, one was yellow, and one was green. The red barrel fired a normal explosive rocket, the yellow barrel fired an electromagnetic pulse rocket, and the green barrel fired an acidic explosive. And the launcher shrunk down to the size of an energy pistol when a button was pressed. It gathered up dirt and dust and garbage around it from the back to quickly convert into ammo but the only downside is that it would be difficult to use more than once in an area.
Jayden picked out an old shotgun. At first i didnt understand why, but then they loaded the clip. The clip was a huge drum that loaded in the bottom of the barrel. The drum was see through and inside you could see sawblades lined up side by side. When they pumped the shotgun a blade got lifted into a slot between the 2 shotgun barrels and started glowing red. When the trigger was pulled, the blade spun at high speeds and fired out of the slot, spinning along the ground like a wheel. It could cut through anything a baton could cut through and seemed to almost follow its target. The gun itself looked like an DP-12, except behind the pump, a large clear drum full of sawblades was in place. The blade sat between the barrels in place of the iron sights and got heated up by an electrical circut.
I also took a laser sword instead of my baton, it was just like the one that [3825968] had, except this one was about an inch longer. The final weapon i took was an acid thrower. It was basically just a watergun with acid in it. Ive always been partial to acidic weapons. If youve heard my other story, youd know why..
Jayden also took a submachine gun that fired freezing rounds. The rounds were essentially glorified waterballoons with liquid nitrogen in them. Though the rounds were bullet sized, enough shots from it would certainly freeze you in place. The freeze gun was about the size of the average human head, and was painted navy blue with blue saphire stripes placed along it. We both left the shack, me with my sword and jayden with a wine glass. We were ready to kick ass and put a stop to this.
We left and immediately both got flung into some trees. Guess who it was. It was ebony. Her body had been found and reanimated. I was starting to see a pattern. And now we had to fight the telekinetic who could kill us with a wave of her hand.
She was levitating. Her eyes were glowing red and her hair was floating in the air. She had a smile of someone about to rip your arms off and beat you with them. I tried to take a shot at her but my hand got knocked aside by an invisible force. So i tried the next best thing. Seduction. Fake seduction. Hopefully the whole dying and coming back from the dead thing didnt make her stop being weirdly obsessed with me.
While i faked surrender and complimented ebony and attempted to seduce her, jayden took aim of their ice gun and shot a burst at ebonys right arm. The arm froze in place and shattered. Hopefully that would lower the strength of her telekinetic abilities. It did. But only by about half. Which meant jayden got thrown into the air as i tried to discreetly unholster my acid gun. It wasnt discreet enough and the gun was knocked from my hand.
The gun flew forwards and the impact of hitting the ground set it off for a second, just enough to spray an acidic burn through her arm. Incapacitating her. Jayden ended up sneaking up behind her and impaling her through the skull with the shattered end of their wine glass. Finally ebony was dead for good.
The acid gun was busted, so we had to leave it behind. We got onto my motorcycle and took off towards my apartment building. We would need food if we were going to be traveling. An apartment complex would probably be full of foods, and alot of dead people who wouldnt care if we took some stuff.
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1-100 >:DDDD REVENGE!!!
FELIXXXXXXXXXXXX >:(( 1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?  -spotify  2. is your room messy or clean? -it’s pretty messy i guess  3. what color are your eyes? -blue and grey
4. do you like your name? why? -yeah it’s fine 5. what is your relationship status? -single 6. describe your personality in 3 words or less -certified intrusive thot 7. what color hair do you have? -brown and rn it’s red 8. what kind of car do you drive? color? -i dont have a car 9. where do you shop? -hot topic, goodwill, target 10. how would you describe your style? -comfy emo 11. favorite social media account -of mine, probably discord or youtube 12. what size bed do you have? -twin >:(( 13. any siblings? -i have 1.5 brothers  14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? -probably vancouver, idk canada seems lit 15. favorite snapchat filter? -i like the one with devil horns and a tail but its cute 16. favorite makeup brand(s) -i dont wear makeup 17. how many times a week do you shower? -i used to shower every day, but i dont do anything that gets me dirty so like maybe 3 times but if i leave the house then i shower 18. favorite tv show? -stranger things 19. shoe size?  -8 or 9 20. how tall are you? -5′6 with shoes >:(( 21. sandals or sneakers? -sneakers wtf 22. do you go to the gym? -lol no 23. describe your dream date -making some pie or something together and then eating the pie and then sitting on some rooftop looking at stars 24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? -quite a bit actually but i’m saving up for a phone lol so soon it will be like maybe 10 dollars lmao 25. what color socks are you wearing? -not wearing socks but the ones i had earlier were white (ankle length) 26. how many pillows do you sleep with? -just one but it sucks 27. do you have a job? what do you do? -NO BUT IM TRYING TO GET A JOB BUT THE FUCKIN PEOPLE THERE ARE GHOSTING ME AND WONT REPLY TO MY EMAILS SO LIKE SBJHBJS 28. how many friends do you have? -like 4 lmao 29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? -idk nothing super bad but i do a lot of small shit that makes me feel guilty when i realize what i did 30. whats your favorite candle scent? -juniper rosewood 31. 3 favorite boy names -leo, clay, charlie 32. 3 favorite girl names -ivy, uh... idk thats all ive got 33. favorite actor? -no clue 34. favorite actress? -no clue 35. who is your celebrity crush? -not a celeb but i’d smash danny phantom 36. favorite movie? -nightmare before christmas or edward scissorhands 37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? -no, but my fav book is probably the prince and the pauper? idk 38. money or brains? -CASH MONEYYYY jk probably brains but if your entire personality is being “smart” like fuck off lmao   39. do you have a nickname? what is it? - a bunch of people call me son (see #49, #100), some call me rat, dumdum, goth boy
40.how many times have you been to the hospital? -just once i think when i was birthed. i also went once with my brother cause he kicked some scissors i left out on the floor and it sliced his toe the fuck open and he needed stitches and i watched him get the stitches and almost passed out :/ 41. top 10 favorite songs -please dont make me do this i dont have it in me 42. do you take any medications daily? -yea i take 20mg of vyvanse but i need to get it raised to 30 cause 20 is Not Enough 43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) -i got some dry fuckin skin yall dont even know 44. what is your biggest fear?  -it depends. the dark is a pretty constant one though 45. how many kids do you want? -like 2 or 3 eventually 46. whats your go to hair style? -in my face, looking stupid 47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)  -it’s pretty small 48. who is your role model? -i dont fuckin know lmao  49. what was the last compliment you received? - “i belive in you, my son, you’re an amazing human being“ (same friend mentioned in #100, not actually a parent of mine) 50. what was the last text you sent? -”no it’s a raccoon“ YOU GET NO CONTEXT LMAO 51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? -i dont think i ever hardcore believed in him, maybe i did though i remember sleeping under the tree one christmas eve waiting for him but i was like “oh yeah that makes sense“ i guess 52. what is your dream car?  -i honestly dont give a shit as long as it actually fucking works 53. opinion on smoking? -cigarettes? fuck no that’s nastyyy. weed? that’s fine i guess but wait till you’re like 18.  54. do you go to college? -no. am sophomore n highschool 55. what is your dream job?  -musician/palentologist 56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?  -fuck the suburbs lmao, but also im tired of rural, so like.. semi urban?? 57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?  -no but i take the little soaps >:)) 58. do you have freckles?  -yes 59. do you smile for pictures? -awkwardly, yes 60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?  -dont have a phone but i have like 12 on my computer currently. 4 are of me, the rest are of my cat or random shit 61. have you ever peed in the woods?  -yes 62. do you still watch cartoons?  -cartoons these days kinda suck but like if they were good fuck yeah i would like gravity falls can come hang yknow? 63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? -i had nuggets from mcdonalds today so i guess them? i dont really care 64. Favorite dipping sauce?  -i got sweet and sour but i dont like it that much. that schezuan sauce was great 65. what do you wear to bed?  -wouldnt you like to know? ;))  66. have you ever won a spelling bee?  -NO ive only been in two. the first one i misspelled the word “turmoil“ cause i had never heard it before and the second one i spelled the word “owed“ as “ode“ cause i was thinking like ode to joy and then i felt like a big Fool afterwards :(( 67. what are your hobbies? -lol what hobbies 68. can you draw?  -i am physically able to draw, but not well, no 69 (haha). do you play an instrument? -yeah i play a few 70. what was the last concert you saw?  -i saw Chicago in either georgia or tennessee i cant remember in like 2016 71. tea or coffee? -hot coffee, iced tea. NOT the other way around. (i love both though) 72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? -starbucks 73. do you want to get married? -sure why not 74. what is your crush’s first and last initial? -dont have a crush 75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?  -idk maybe 76. what color looks best on you?  -i dont know but i wear black a lot and that’s pretty dope 77. do you miss anyone right now? -yeah  78. do you sleep with your door open or closed? -closed 79. do you believe in ghosts? -on the fence. not 100% “oh my god look at these gHoSt oRbS i need to sage my house!!!“ but i accept that there’s some things i wont understand about the world and that i have no answers to. i wouldnt be surprised if there are, and i wouldnt be surprised if there aren’t. 80. what is your biggest pet peeve? -whatever my adhd decides i viscerally hate with a firey passion right at that moment  81. last person you called -my brother (the 1 of the 1.5 from #13 and the one who sliced his toe in #40) 82. favorite ice cream flavor?  -chocolate is dope 83. regular oreos or golden oreos?  -regular double stuff. if you say golden, mint, peppermint, or thin oreos i’m gonna have to euthanize you, i dont make the rules.  84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? -rainbow cause it’s prettier  85. what shirt are you wearing?  -queen shirt from hot topic 86. what is your phone background? -i didnt get a phone between question 60 and now but my computer one is some mountains with the moon in the background 87. are you outgoing or shy? -really depends on who i’m around 88. do you like it when people play with your hair? -YES FUCK AAAAAAA (this girl played with my hair literally once in middle school and i was like oh shit and i had a crush on her until the end of middle school true story,,, so ashley if you’re out there-) 89. do you like your neighbors? -to the left they’re fine and their dog is nice but idk what happened to the horses so that’s sus but that’s where our cat came from so they can hang  guess, behind me they’re fine but their boys are loud, to the right they’re fine, and even further to the right are the dope neighbors and waaaaaaaaaay far to the right is a llama and he’s dope as hell 90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? -whenever the fuck i remember to/have the energy 91. have you ever been high?  -i dont think so but i wouldnt put it past myself 92. have you ever been drunk?  -not that i can remember, no 93. last thing you ate?  -sloppy joe from a can 94. favorite lyrics right now -”not gonna waste my life, cause i’ve been fucked up“ 95. summer or winter?  -fall. fuck you 96. day or night?  -night but i like it when it’s actually night and it doesnt get dark at like 4 fucking pm cause that makes me depressed 97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? -dark is good, milk is fine, white is only suitable for fancy stripes on chocolate covered strawberries 98. favorite month?  -i vibe with september 99. what is your zodiac sign -sagittarius (was almost a scorpio but i was holding out >:))) 100. who was the last person you cried in front of?  -in person, my mom like 6 months ago, on a discord call, my friend (i love you by the way, you’re the best,,, i dont think he has tumblr but im just putting it out there) like a month or so ago. i hate crying in front of people, i turn into such a hyperventilating snot monster which is not suitable for human gaze and thats the real tea :/
felix this took like 2 hours of my life i will never get back i hate you and i hope you’re happy with what you’ve done <3 <3
also anyone who wants to stalk me, enjoy this information that im handing to you on a silver platter :)) <3
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OK IM GOING TO TALK ABOUT SMOKEWEED AND THEIR CHARACTER ARC AND STORY AND SHIT. ERINS WISH THEY WERE ME WITH MY FANTASTIC STORY TELLING.
smokeweed starts off as a rogue named smoke, who was kicked out of their home by their mom when they were around the apprentice age bcoz that’s just the way rogues seem to work. Anyhow, Smoke ends up finding the clans. They quickly become fascinated by the fact all these cats seem to work together so well, a contrast to the cruel “only help yourself” world their mother taught them.
One of their days of observing in thunderclan actually gets them caught by a patrol, where they are then brough back to the base to be questioned. A bit of talking happens here, and the clan offers to let Smoke join them as they seem curious and r also like. just an Apprentice this is a Three Year Old theyre not gonna kick them out and stuff. So Smoke becomes Smokepaw. Smoke views this as an example of how nice the clans are, and feel genuinely accepted among their ranks. 
Over the span of their months of training though, Smokepaw’s perfect view upon the clans begins to .... shatter. horribly. It begins a bit with their confusion over why the clans seem to want to guard their borders so much. Smokepaw thought that they all worked together, no? But the explanation for this they get is that “Everyone has an equal amount of land to hunt in, and it’s important to make sure no one tries to... break that boundary. If others start coming into our territory to hunt our stuff, we won’t have enough food for ourselves!” which to Smokepaw...makes enough sense to them. at the time. 
It’s when Smokepaw gets to go to their first Gathering, a real moment to interact with other clans. They immediately start getting friendly with other clan apprentices, specifically one from Shadowclan named Patchpaw. (Patchpaw is ... curious about Smokepaw’s friendliness, which gets her to think maybe Smokepaw’s trying to use her for information about her clan, but... quickly realizes Smokepaw is just being nice). Anyhow, smokepaw ends up leaving the gathering believing they have properly made friends with alll the other apprentices. 
They’re quickly taught this is not the case when they bring it up once to another thunderclan apprentice. The apprentice tells smokepaw that “no, you’re not really friends with them. you can never be! what if we go to battle against their clan? would you fight them then? how would you remain loyal to us if you think your enemies you’re supposed to be attacking are your friends?” . This sends Smokepaw into their first big dilemma spiral. They cant understand why the clans would fight each other. They cant understand what’s why having friends outside of their clan would be such a big deal. So, for the first time, Smokepaw finds themself questioning the way the clans are running everything.
It’s during a hunt they were on near the shadowclan border when smokepaw runs into Patchpaw again. They talk, and Smokepaw ends up asking if they really are friends. Patchpaw is caught a bit off guard by this, but. well. when she hesitantly says “i... dont know? im pretty sure youre not supposed to be that with other clans” . which gets smokepaw to ask Why. patchpaw gives the same answer (well. what if our clans Fight eachother). smokepaw asks Why would that happen. patchpaw goes . um. well. over prey i guess? and smokepaw asks again Why. why would there have to be bloodshed over that. there’s enough prey for everyone, isnt there? patchpaw replies “i mean. sometimes theres not? so maybe cats would go try and steal from other clans for food.” and smokepaw asks “wait but wouldnt it make sense to all work together at a time like that? why would you compete at a serious crisis like that. wouldn’t it be more logical to get everyone to work together to make sure every cat who needs food Gets it rather than fight over scraps??” and. This Is The First Time Patchpaw ends up questioning the code. Unsure of how to respond, Patchpaw finds herself Agreeing with what smokepaw has just said. The two agree to meet up again sometime, and , well, friendship. and gay rights. but we’ll get there a bit later i think
Time goes on, Smokepaw ends up nearing the day they become a full on warrior, but time and time again the clans have proved themselves to be dumb as all shit. Their enthusiasm and energy has drained away, leaving them tired and bitter. They still meet up with Patchpaw and stuff. At this point smokepaw rlly does love her. One day, while smokepaw’s hanging around other fellow thunderclan apprentices, one of them asks if smokepaw Likes anyone. yknow. just fun Banter. smokepaw, who doesnt Know at this point you’re not supposed to like cats from other clans that way, lets it slip that they like 1 of the apprentices in shadowclan. this. Does not go well. really it’s just home of phobia at its finest. Obviously the apprentices snitch to the higher ups, and Smokepaw receives a whole lecture about the ‘Importance of the warrior code’ and how ‘yeah you’re not a Real clan cat so of course you cant understand how IMPORTANT the code is’. this is something told to them by the LEADER. a scolding from the Big Boss. and this ends up bein the Final Straw for smokepaw. they fucking go ham and SNAP. yknow how ive gone off about the Issues w/ warrior cats? yeah they do That basically. 
So they have their mini-revolution moment, dragging out all of the clans faults in the form of speech. Obviously other cats end up hearing their rant, and are all...unsure about what to do about this. Smokepaw ends their rant by now rejecting the name the clan has given them, and swears that the clans will all tear themselves apart by their own claws. or smthing like that. smthing over the top and Dramatic along the lines of ‘ouroboros eating itself” and whatnot. 
Smoke quits the clan and runs away. Before leaving the territories though, they do try to find patchpaw. at this point, patchpaw has been promoted to patchpelt. Smoke tells patchpelt about everything that has happened, and how theyre leaving. They ask if patchpelt wants to run away with them. Patchpelt is too conflicted to answer this, and ends up saying she cant leave behind her life like that. Smoke is obviously a bit.... saddened. Devastated if you will by this. But they understand, and leave patchpelt behind.
Patchpelt, who was a warrior, quickly finds herself getting tired by the clans bs. She tries to switch her path to become a medicine cat to fix the problem, hoping now she wont have to tag along with the whole “fighting eachother over nothing” shit, but it doesnt work. She..... regrets not running away with smoke. practically everyday. 
Smoke, while away, goes on a series of journeys and what have you. to TL;DR it, they end up meeting Midnight and become a bit of an apprentice to her and learn. a LOT. smoke Super Woke now. They also find a kit/apprentince along their journey, a 3 legged bastard of a gremlin cat named Three, who they end up taking care of. There is also another kid Smoke adopts named Rattail, who. as her name implies, has a... rat tail. Rattail is a bit scarred all over so they have a lotta bare patches of skin and what have you. Somewhere down the line, smoke decides to name themself Smokeweed out of a funni ‘haha. like Weed the drug’ and in a bit of a spite move against the clans.
Some More Time down the road, Smokeweed actually comes back to the clans to see what’s going on. It happens to be they’ve stopped by at a time all the clans are at each others throats. They have a reuinting moment with Patchpelt, who now is like “oh god please for the love of god get me out of here” . so they run off together for Realizies now. 
This lil family ends up settlin down at the Church place in that. Tigerheart Superedition book. personally i like thts a Nice Place and think it’s a fitting and sweet end to let the 4 all get to.. settle down. be happy and safe away from the clans and all their bs. they just Vibe..... and life is good for them. thats the End. <3
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bibibourellymusic · 6 years
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Fucked. ( 2017 )
They say that one day I wont care about you anymore. I want to believe them but I don't. They say that I'll somehow wake up one morning and you'll have miraculously disappeared from my memory. That the thought of you wont hurt anymore and I'll somehow manage to laugh at the thought of us without having to force myself to.
Maybe I'm a pessimist. But I really don't believe them. I'm partially happy you never got to see how much I loved you, which is fucked up. I'm also partially distraught you never got to see how much I loved you which is even more fucked up.
I’m so tired of thinking things are “fucked up”. Literally exhausted.  Like , it entertained me for a while at first. Gave life a little "spice" ,so to speak but at this point I’m out of energy.
I’m also out of the times I can use the word 'fuck' in one sentence. Boys are fucked, love is fucked, adults are so fucked (Im over  them) , Trump can suck a dick, and I write shitty songs. Yup. There it is.
Okay , maybe I’m being a little melodramatic but you get the gist. Its like , without you everything sucks more. I wish I were more romantic about this and I somehow wrote out some sort of deep,poetic, wedding vow because I know that,that's the type of shit you like and I totally could do that but I mean this shit so authentically that I feel like trying to turn this into a beautiful “coldplay” lyric would defeat its purpose. I also know you're not coming back so there's no point in losing my head over it lol. Me writing this is more for me then it is for you. I'm totally selfishly writing right now. I also know youre never gonna read this so I guess this my little secret between my 90 thousand instagram followers and I. Hi guys. whats Up. Totally confiding in you right now. ha. whats the harm right?
Im laughing. Not because Im chipper but because this is just really funny to me. you know? my life. these stupid first world problems. The fact that I'm effected by these stupid fucking first world problems. “A BOY? REALLY BIBI? A FUCKING BOY? How is this even possible?” I know your thinking it. Cause I am too. Im not always this much of a wimp. I promise.
Its like I feel like Im High School all over the again. Its almost like : THE SHIT NEVER ENDS.
Boys who lie turn into men who lie. Adults are just as mean as teenagers , except with money , cars and houses. Its all still a big ass popularity contest filled with grown people all in a rat race competing to be the coolest and the richest. Oh, and I almost forgot; the prettiest. cant forget "pretty" right?
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Heres a question I have for the world. WHY DOES EVERYONE CARE ABOUT BEING COOL SO MUCH? ISNT CARING ABOUT BEING POPULAR AND BEING LIKED AND BEING "COOL" THE VERY THING THAT MAKES SOMEONE "UNCOOL"?
Then again , what do I know right? I never won prom queen or was the class president. Shit, I never even got good grades for that matter. I spent all my time smoking cigarettes , hanging out with people just toxic and crazed enough to keep me inspired, and writing songs and singing them in the practice rooms....and at home on grandmas old grand piano , and at dads house on his good guitar,..... and when dad was home and I couldn't sneak and steal his , I played on my shitty two stringed guitar in my hot pink and lime green bed room.So by the looks of it , I dont have the cool card. not that I give a shit.
Oh and the boy I love? He totally has his cool card. Hes so "cool". As a matter a fact, hes probably on some island with a cigar and a beautiful edgy girl with tattoos and long colorfulhair who takes really good instagram pictures and never complains.
Theyre probably talking about cool stuff like drake and rihanna, the new childish gambino song, tumblr and bragging to all their "cool" friends that'll last them about a week about how they only "shoot in film because iphone pictures are corny."......
While I'm here. Moping like a pathetic teenage drama queen. Self Loathing in the same fucking notebook ive written since I was 15 , eating cocopuffs without milk (whack) , with my guitar, tryna conjure up some passionate emotion so I can write the best song of my life, as usual.
I think I’m having an early 20’s existential crisis. you know? the one were you spend your nights wondering what this life and world we’re in is actually even all about. Here I am, Senselessly obsessing over a boy with a lower IQ than me that everyone says I’m going to forget in 5 years so “theres no point.”
*sigh*
so what is the point then?  can someone tell me the point of all of this growing up shit that everyone seems to be so fucking obsessed with? Apparently Im not in on the secret.
Managers are like Parents, Suits are like teachers , Celebrities are the new mean girls and the government and donald dump is like the grey , dated, school system they locked us all up in for 12 years of our life when all we ever wanted to do is just to break free and be ourselves. There you have it ladies and gentlemen. I think I figured it out. The point is - THERE IS NONE. great.
I’m convinced that I am a 6 year old girl trapped in a 23 year old womans body.
OH and back to YOU. mystery boy. If you do happen to read this (which you wont) and have the urge to pick up the phone to call me..(which you wont either.) dont bother. My iphone broke this morning.
notes to you , notes to self
bibi PS. if you, for one second thought i was bitching. Youre absolutely right. Annoying. I know. Im annoyed with myself too.
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ts-akhmim · 4 years
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Episode 10 | “Calm before the storm” - Amir
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so jordan pines went home, and im at peace. he was acting in a way to actively be detrimental to my game, and he also was bringing this kind of toxic energy to the game that i'm very much glad to see go. i also have... never felt such fear as when jordan called me out of the blue yesterday KJHASDFJKLASLKJFAS also i kinda wanna write an apology to kendall here? i made this whole ramble at tribal about how we shouldn't make this game personal, but i've also talked about how i dont like her energy and this kind of stuff, and i just wanna apologise? i think i had mega-preconceptions of her and just because we dont always 100% click as people doesnt give me any excuse to be rude! im gonna do better, that's the mission. moving forwards, me and tj squashed our beef which is fun. apparently people think i leaked that lovelis was the vote to him which JKASDLFAS hello?! i sure did not. also i wonder who leaked to jordan that he was the vote? i kind of assume someone told tj, who told jordan? jake suggested devon which i could see. i think this round jake is going to want duncan gone, but i think i want augusto gone? i think amir is a beauty who i want around because we are winners and i also? really like amir on a personal level. and then kendall is sweet, and also i think less threatening, while i could see augusto being able to continue to wriggle through which is scary. anyway so: who i'd vote as a juror: autumn > jake > amir > devon > augusto > duncan > kendall > adam > tj ideal bootlist: augusto > duncan > tj > kendall > amir > autumn > f4: me/adam/devon/jake I LOVE Autumn with my entire soul by the way, but I also do think its becoming apparent that I... would be a complete clown to go to the end with her... but i also do not think i can vote her out, so i hope someone else does...anyway we will see hehe 
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Jordan Pines really left… I’m gagged! A whole lot of buffoonery went down during the last few hours and I felt like I had to talk MULTIPLE people off a ledge when it came to flipping. Devon for whatever reason wanted to use his double vote and get out Duncan or TJ but imo, those are very easy votes and we need to save the double vote for something that packs a punch. Adam told me if we should join Jordan in his plan to vote Duncan (which Jordan never told me about so I didn’t want to make it anyway) but I told Adam that if Jordan stays, he’ll go on a revenge rampage and who would be able to stop him. Not only that, but I know Adam and Autumn are close so I told him that we need to build more allies/connections so keeping Jordan could alienate people from working with us like Autumn. Even with Kendall, she did not want to do it for most of the round but as sis had to put his foot DOWN with all these people because Jordan leaving really helps me. I feel I did good also at getting TJ to really trust me? I let him know that he could be receiving votes and that Jordan’s name was out there and we really connected on being scapegoated by the others that round which helped. It’s interesting xoxo
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Amir and I were talking about being scared of making match ups for this immunity and then I was starting to think about the tribe dynamics and who might be working with who. Side 1: me, Amir, Kendall (Devon lowkey) Side 2: Autumn, Ali, Adam, Jakey (?) Loose ends: Duncan (tighter with Autumn and possibly Jakey), TJ (tighter with Devon, Kendall, and myself) Am I perfectly right? Probably not but that’s just what I’m observing tbh. I do feel good that my connections to certain individuals (Devon, Jakey, Autumn, TJ, Adam) might be pretty strong which is cute! What I see happening is that Duncan leaves this vote (which is what I really really want), Ali or Kendall next vote (Ali is THE move I want to make because he and I are playing similar and he scares me. It would only be done if me/Kendall/Amir/Devon + his extra vote make it happen. I can see Kendall leaving since there would be big Beauty numbers still in the game which I get. I don’t wanna see her leave because I adore her but in a way, maybe it’d be good for my game idk?), and after that Autumn leaving would be KEY. After that, it’d be me/Amir/Devon/Adam/TJ/Jakey I think? And I don’t feel bad about that in the slightest. I’m getting ahead of myself but I’m a Virgo Sun AND Rising, it’s what I do ghfjdksl
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It’s like 1 AM and I’m bored but I’ve been in so many alliances for some reason ghfjdks OG Hathor: Bringing Sexy Back (me, Amir, Kendall, Connor), Leaning Tower of Penis that is also french (me, Amir, AJ, Connor, Kendall), Quadruple A Batteries (me, Amir, AJ, Adam), and The Soviet Oreo Cheesecakes (me, Kendall, Austin). NuThoth: Thots R Us (me, Amir, Kendall, Jakey, Scott), Beauty/Brain Sandwich (me, Amir, Devon), Sexy Procrastinators (me, Kendall, Amir, AJ), and Hehehehe (me, Amir, Kendall, Scott). Merge: dumb betches (me, Amir, Kendall), Beauty/Brain Sandwich (me, Amir, Devon), real riders (me, Amir, Devon, Autumn) Not to mention the one on one alliances I have too (me/Jakey, me/Devon, me/Amir, me/Kendall, me/Autumn [ish], me/Adam [ish], me/TJ [ish]) like I-
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me after that entire round https://twitter.com/TheMemesArchive/status/1248726674440695809?s=20 I had to take a day off Skype just to process but now that I'm back? Let me just say that was a masterpiece and some of my finest work. I really orchestrated Jordan Pines' demise from start to finish without getting a vote or an idol played a round BEFORE an all flash game round. I love that he said we've been planning this for a long time and I just wanna clarify. I ALWAYS wanted Jordan Pines out, I just never thought he would play into my hand that fucking early lmaaaaooo. The tea is I just wanted Jordan or TJ to be captain because they've been sitting on their asses all game and have never had to actually work to not be targeted or god forbid earn being in a good spot. Like the winners are awake, the POC's are awake, Devon's been to 50 tribals so he's awake, Jake almost died so he's awake, and Kendall knows she's on borrowed time so she's awake. Miss Jordan and TJ however? They're just along for the ride and I'm sorry if I'm not trying to carry anyone to Final 4 just so I get 4th. But no I had no idea that me organizing the captain thing would set it all off but here we are. These boys really thought y'all- they really thought they did something by choosing the bottom half of the list and hanging me and Duncan high and dry in the process wouldn't mean the end of that alliance. Oh OF COURSE it's the end and it gave me permission to now movely free about the cabin. That Jordan vote was airtight for 21 hours, got leaked, and still worked so know that I will be coming to collect my flowers when this is all over. AND it gets better because soooo many people told on themselves leading up to that vote. Between Duncan snatching immunity from Augusto after agreeing to vote Jordan and then pressuring Devon to vote Jordan in the final minute to Jordan going ballistic on the whole cast and people wanting him out just to have peace again, I have never been prouder of my gameplay lmao. I really turned on an alliance but got the allies to piss a bunch a people off in the process, which sealed the fate of Jordan, Duncan, and eventually TJ. I pushed one whole domino y'all and it done set the course of the ENTIRE merge I'm screaming God is really that good. Like all the men losing trust amongst each other?? Ugh it's glorious. Adam mad at Duncan for lying to his face and pretending that he never wanted Adam out. Amir mad at Duncan for never telling him about that alliance in the first place. Augusto mad at Duncan for snatching immunity all over Jordan just for it to get snatched from Jordan anyway. Jordan mad at Amir, Duncan, Ali, and the whole motley crew because "they were supposed to be friends." Devon and Jakey mad and want each other out because Jakey is onto Devon and they each want TJ to themselves. And I'm over here playing Veronica Mars trying to figure out who the rat is. WHEN I SAY I CANNOT MAKE ANY OF THIS UP But if there's one thing we can all agree on is that it's time for Duncan to go lmao I am getting NO votes in the end I love it. Literally name an ally I won't kill https://twitter.com/TheMemesArchive/status/1248726674440695809?s=20
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heyo so... im having a kind of upsetting realisation right now, which is that i think i'm setting myself up for a path that ends in me being a losing finalist. autumn is legit the love of my life, but rn my game is too autumn-centric, and then my information is like a one way tunnel to jake. SO i need to turn my game around, because even tho i think i can get away with my lesser game presence so far as a winner, i cant keep coasting. i think at f9 i can ramp it up, i need to use f10 to set myself up. i think adam/devon are going to be crucial to my game and my differentiation from jake. i am gonna make moves that go against his agenda, because i know i can. i have idols to force through what i want to happen, so its time i get that done. goal bootlist: duncan > augusto > tj > kendall > autumn (!!) > amir > f4: me/jake/devon/adam and i boot out whoever is the biggest jury threat
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BY JOVE I HAVE DONE IT I HAVE TURNED ALL MY FEELINGS INTO MEMES!!!!!!!!! PUT LEAST TRUST WORTHY PERSON IN THE GAME? MEME HAVING TO VOTE OUT MY OLDEST TUMBLR SURVIVOR FRIEND? MEME SPILLING TO SAID TUMBLR SURVIVOR FRIEND THEY WERE GOING? MEEMEEEEEEEE PUT IN A CHAT IN ORDER TO SAVE TUMBLR SURVIVOR FRIEND AND ACTIVELY CHOOSING NOT TO SAVE HIM? MEEEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE PERSONAL ISSUES??? MEEMEEE THAT'S RIGHT NO LONGER DO I HAVE THE CAPACITY TO CRY OR SMILE OR CRY AGAIN IT IS ALL MEMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AJKDFADFJKSFADJKSKJDSDKSFMNVNVANFKKAVNNKVN MY SANITY IS GONE AND SO IS MY FEELINGS!!!!!!!! ALL HAIL OUR DEAD SAVIOR JORDAN PINES HAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL This confessional was brought to you by Alcohol, Alcohol giving the support your family refuses to provide for you. 
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Well well well....Going from 16th place on a unanimous vote to a guaranteed spot in the final 9 feels pretty nice. I've been able to leverage my double vote as a source of trust to others, and this could be the round in which I send out Duncan from this game. So ironic that he's the one on the bottom after all this time. I feel like I'm in a strong position in this game, but I'm playing with fire: - 2 person alliance between me/Kendall - 3 person alliance between me/Amir/Augusto - 2 person alliance between me/Ali - 2 person alliance between me/Adam - 4 person alliance between me/Amir/Augusto/Autumn - 2 person alliance between me/TJ This basically leaves my options past this round to Jake or a blindside. 
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oh unkie dunkie. oh unkie dunkie. everytime we play together you underestimate me, and for what. literally duncan is pulling a jordan and trying to pull in the beauties as like.. one round numbers... like did you not see with jordan that that does not work hello? the beauties have brains and can see you are just trying to pull them in for a single vote like make it make sense. so duncan is gone tonight and im at peace. and then moving forwards i want adam around for the LONG HAUL. we had a great talk today and he is so fun!! i feel bad because i lied about the idol but hopefully i'll play it in a mutually beneficial way. i think a good f3 would be me/adam/devon? so the plan is bootlist: kendall > augusto > tj > autumn (!!) > amir > f4: me/adam/devon/jake (i think?) but getting jake to vote tj will be hard. but having all three winners at f6 would be PERF for me.
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ok hello confessional time, ive been trying to cut back to like 1 confessional a round to make sure i dont just ramble on and on and keep the tea as organized as possible because things switch like a dime in this game, so to start, i think last thing i mentioned was how jordan was probably going home, even though i had told him to start a campaign against duncan, which he did and then i ended up not going with it hsfkdj love my mind, the bipolar TRULY jumped out.... however hehe now that jordan is gone, and since a lot of people already wanted duncan out, that could very well be the move this round. Devon is immune which is good for him, decent for me, i did NOT want immunity this round because i had it last time and 2 in a row wouldve put a target on my back considering i still have the challenge advantage from the auction and at this point everyone knows about it, so i made a really big risk throwing this immunity because of that and also because of how the challenge was set up, where if you won a round, you have to single out 2 people to be next, which would put an unnessecary target on my back and i still am trying to recover from my dumb lie, so it's about picking and choosing your battles, and after last round where someone went home solely based on shady immunity choices, i want no part in that! I'm also ABSOLUTELY trying to get my foot in everyone's kitchens serving you rachel ray teas, so that would expose who i do and dont really trust (which is pretty much no one ahkdsf), but devon winning is ok because i think he's with me (but idk i wanna trust him/autumn but im also well aware they're both kinda running around trying to play everyone a bit, so ill keep that in mind for future rounds) and now i just have to hope im not the target this vote, but i dont think i am unless people are even better than me at being fake the only person who picked on me in the challenge was amir which he asked me beforehand and i didnt wanna win so i gave him my permission, and now that it's almost vote time, things have got a little hectic, apparently duncan is trying to go around and tell people to split the vote between the 3 beautys besides me.....BUT THEN HE'S GOING TO THE 3 BEAUTYS PROPOSING TO THEM TO VOTE WITH THEM TO TAKE OUT ME OR ALI?? Duncan, strike 1 was throwing my name out 2 rounds ago, strike 2 was lying right to my face when i asked you about it, and now this mutiny you're trying to lead is strike 3. luckily for me i stopped being petty with the beautys and we're all kinda good again at least to me, so im hoping theyre not playing me since they spilled the tea to me all individually and duncan will be the only one blindsided tonight :) (love you as a person asdfh but game wise, get outta town!) also had some calls today, apparently people are starting to see me/ali as a duo....which while i do genuinely like ali as a person and i do trust him a little more than others, that could mean trouble for me down the line so ive gotta start causing doubt with people about that somehow, also me and jake spoke for the first time on call in years and...... i wanna be able to say that went good like i was making some jokes and laughs here and there and he mentioned he was making progress on the merge idol to me which kinda caught me off guard but he says he doesnt have it so we'll see.... also he seemed a little reserved, so im either a nutjob and being paranoid for no reason, or he's still got a grudge against me and ill have to deal with that at some point. But now is not that time yet, he did confirm to me devon has told other people about his extra vote which is funny because he told me it was just me who knew and has always been saying like "our extra vote" implying it's me and him 100% in it so consider yourself CLOCKEDT on that fib sir, unless youre lying to others and telling me the truth then carry on afshdkj also everyone is kinda figuring out how autumn is in good with everyone, and while i do want to trust her, it makes me nervous how close she is to jake because if those two together come for me..... i could be oop'ing my way right to the jury ... autumn is just giving me like kim one world vibes and im not trying to be her sabrina thompson even if i can trust her. I will have to make a move against her too eventually, hopefully im just around long enough for that to happen but anywho.... hopefully duncan goes tonight, im hearing he's just been saying me to people so i play my idol WHICH AGAIN I DONT HAVE. IS THIS HOW ELIZA FELT BECAUSE I SWEAR ITS JUST A FUCKING STICK IS WHAT I HAVE AT THIS POINT ....and if anyone but duncan goes ill most likely be soon to follow
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Alright, so Damage Control TJ has been doing some work. Has it been perfect? Not even close. However, I think I've made some ground. So I started by having an open conversation with Duncan/Autumn in our chat with Jordan (I already miss you being here) and then with Ali who I think all had their suspicions of me after that last tribal. Can't blame them, but I used that time to hopefully get the target away from this next round and at least get a little footing. Then, last night I had calls with Devon, Augusto, and Kendall. They all agreed that the two biggest threats in this game are Ali and Autumn, which I'm so glad people understand this. So I think I've done a decent amount to connect with those two moreso than I had before (Devon and I were always close). And then I talked to Amir today, we talked for over an hour, and I genuinely cannot believe how much on the same page that we are on. Maybe I'm just being very optimistic about the convo, but I think I have another avenue that I could easily pursue at this rate. He basically made it known that he is close to Augusto and not as much Kendall (the exact quote was "I'm being put into a trio with the other two, but I'm not close to Kendall"... so like... yeah...), but even better he suggested a group of four between me, Devon, him, and Augusto which I think makes a lot of sense. It doesn't include my closest ally of Jakey, which probably is good because it gives me a couple roads to pursue, and it allows me to go after the two people who need to go in this game between Ali and Autumn (or else they would easily be two time champs). Yes, I know Amir is a champ too, and I will do something about that a little later, but for now I think this might be a good move to work with. So after this Duncan vote, I think I can make a move against Ali/Autumn (probably Ali by the sounds of it) and have some numbers that I don't become a target. But the question lies in where these idols are and how they will affect the next round or two.
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duncan is so funny thinking he is gonna pull off this 4-3-3 blindside to send me packing... like it doesn't make sense or add up KJLSADFDAS. i'm kinda getting a rush and also getting votes is very good news for me because i was one of two who hadn't got votes yet hehe.
well.. provided i live through this 4-3-3 vote i should be set to make f9!! i just want to say how much of a king amir is, i had so many preconceptions of him and im so glad i could work through them. i think i want to go to f5 with amir/adam/devon/jake... they are five people who have been straight up with me and who i feel good about having in the endgame. autumn is the literal love of my life, but from talking to adam today, its clear autumn in the endgame is like kim spradlin. legit every single person trusts her and i'd be a clown to have her at the end even tho it breaks my heart. i would like to see duncan, kendall and tj as next three boots for sure. duncan is legit trying to blindside me so he needs to go ASAP jsakdfa. next up kendall, i kinda want a beauty gone so that their group is less threatening, because if i want someone like amir in endgame, i need one of the others gone. then tj because he is a loose end to me, plus he is gonna be a jury threat i just FEEL IT in my bones. but this all relies on me getting through this vote and who knows if that is gonna happen KJSDAF
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If I go tonight! It’s been fun everyone! Thanks to the hosts for having me!
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Okay quick early round confessional, I kinda am like mind jumbled right now. Ali - Autumn - Jakey Ali - Autumn - Adam Tj - Devon Me - Kendall - Augusto - (Devon??) Me - Augusto - Devon Duncan - (on his own) Everyone wants duncan out, and like even I can’t trust him. He still is being fake to my face about most game facts and alliance, but he’s someone that would go after Ali, so I don’t want him to go, but it might be better to stay the course. I love him but this is what has 2 happen and It’s another round when me kendall and Augusto survive when we weren’t even suppose to survive one. Then Kendall is still a meat shield because she will get targeted first, but I want her to stay as long as I can keep her and I’m lucky I even got to keep her this far. If duncan and Kendall are the next to go, which like I hope it’s not but this may be what happens, then at the 8 me Augusto devon, his double vote and I more person can pull a move on Ali. It’s just going to depend who people are more scared of, me or Ali
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Ali is literally Going to win this game 2 idols, an idol block, adam’s loyalty, autumn’s loyalty, jakey’s loyalty, secretly a comp beast, British accent, hes so likable He has all the tools of a winner And he downplays it so hard 
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I am trying so damn hard to stay alert in this game But honestly I keep feeling like Ali or autumn will strike I don’t think it’ll be this round But next round, I think I’m going to try and make a move It’s time Me Augusto devon tj and double vote or me Augusto devon kendall double vote Don’t know if I can’t trust devon and tj Well we need devon’s double vote And I need jakey to be okay with it cuz if he tips Ali off, I’m gonna go it’s risky af But like we can’t just keep letting him win so Gotta make a move I’m thinking about if it’s better to let kendall go first To help Jakey devon and tj to feel better about it and ease them into it Because Augusto can work tj, we can both work devon, and I can secretly work jakey but jakey is a control freak and might tell Ali to play the idol but I’m gonna trust him This game a is a personal prison I am in mental torment If Augusto and I do this Ali plan for the next round after duncan goes this round And it leaks, it’s over for me But people were gonna come for me anyway So we should try this round is the calm before the storm cuz everyone is doing duncan Next round W A A A A A R 
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I just tried so fucking hard To get jakey on board with blindsiding Ali next round If he tells Ali to play an idol, well! Good luck Charlie (I’m Charlie) He is talking about getting everyone in the game to split the vote on me and Kendall, and then me kendal him and Augusto will vote Ali or adam. So I agreed, and went and ratted him out to adam autumn and Ali, cuz I knew they weren’t gonna agree with Duncan’s plan so it was not actually applicable, so I have no choice but keep the course, and now Ali and autumn and adam trust me more, Duncan is gonna be mad, but he played himself into a corner. He lied to me about his alliance, and has always had different motives since he asked to work with me at the start, rip king, I feel so bad cuz he’s actually a really really cool person, but he’s about to get a rude game awakening 
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The Furry Guardians Part 1: Bloodlust’s Story
Introduction
           Hey everyone. My name is Bloodlust, but my friends call me Blood. I’m a veteran of the USMC. I live with 4 other people named Hans, My boyfriend Geo, Eko, and Droxy. We live to fight against anyone that tries to bring us down. If you get in our way, you’re in for a big surprise. We like to call ourselves The Furry Guardians. I know it sounds silly but we have some abnormal powers that nobody has ever heard of. This is my story. So if you’re here to read a good story, you’re in for a treat. So sit back, relax, and enjoy the story.
Chapter 1
Part 1
Iraq
“I need more bandages!” A soldier yells while he tries to stop the bleeding on what used to be my right arm. I stare deep into the eyes of the Russian furry known as Nikolai Kutsnensove. Nikolai and I have been in the same squad ever since we joined the USMC. Nikolai was a rogue Russian who had joined the USMC after the Russians killed his wife and kids. I joined the USMC because I wanted to serve my country. I live in a military family and thought that I might as well keep the family blood going. As I think of all this my vision starts to fade. Nikolai slaps me to keep me awake “Do not die on me colonel! I won’t be able to hang out with anyone anymore” Nikolai says with a heavy Russian accent. I jerk awake as he slaps me. “Don’t worry…I’m not…” I say with labored breathes. As Nikolai is bandaging up my arm he stands up and orders for a medic. But as he does a grenade goes off. Another soldier throws himself on top of me to keep me safe. I push him off and struggle to get up to find Nikolai. Nowhere. I run around to try to find him and I come face to face with a hostile Russian, a .44 Magnum pointed right between my eyes. I stand completely still, making sure not to make any sudden movements. The Russian speaks in a heavy Russian accent “Drop your weapon American. Before I decide to end your career in the USMC.” I go to remove my weapon but someone behind me calls my name and the Russian aims at the source and fires, killing the soldier who called my name. I didn’t get a chance to see who it was. But I knew who it was. That accent, that tone, it was Nikolai. That damn Russian shot my brother in arms. I yell in anger as I charge the fucker that killed my best friend. I realized too late that he had already clicked the hammer of the gun. I hear the click, the discharge, and then next thing I know, I have a bullet in my head. I fall to the ground with a loud thump, my heart still beating but starting to slow. I hear muffled gunshots and the Russian falls to the ground as he gets filled with bullets. I look over and my breath was almost taken away. The Navy Seals were here. What were they doing here in Iraq? One of them rushes over to me and checks my pulse. He shouts orders that sound muffled to me because of the blood rushing through my ears. A medic runs over and tries to stop the bleeding. While he does an Apache helicopter hovers over me and the medic lifts me into it. The last thing I saw before I passed out was the flash of Nikolai’s necklace. The last thing that I ever saw of Nikolai. I couldn’t believe he was gone. I try to yell to the people on the ground to get me his dog-tags but I don’t have enough energy and I finally pass out. I immediately want to be brought back to life. My mind gets flooded with bad memories and visions of Nikolai. The worst one I saw was when Nikolai was patching me up and he went missing after the grenade. Another one is when we’re hanging out at Military Base Delta playing poker with a couple people from our squadron. I had won the game and got about $60 and a bottle of liquor from it. “This is bullshit. Are you sure you weren’t cheating Blood?” Nikolai asks me as I count the money. “No cheating here Nik. If I was, that would be poor sport. Maybe you should step up your game and try to increase your luck” Everyone laughs as I pop open the bottle of Vodka. “Anyone care for a drink?” I say as I show the bottle. Everyone asks for a shot. “Thought so. Nobody can turn down Nik’s vodka” I say as I pour them each a shot. “Well, here’s to another day in the USMC. And maybe Nikolai will get better luck next time we play poker. Even though I win every time” I say as we all tap our shot glasses together. All that is taken away from my grasp as im brought back to the land of the living by a jolt of electricity sent through my body. I breathe heavily and sit up quickly. Im in some sort of medical room. I look around and don’t see anyone. Then who brought me back to life? I look at my stump and notice that I have a new arm. I flex it and it feels just like a normal arm. But how? I lost my arm to a fucker with a .338 Lapua. I hear a noise and quickly pull out my mini pistol that I always keep in my combat boots just in case of emergencies and aim at the source. The reason for the noise is standing in the doorway with her arms up, she’s dressed in her combat uniform. Normal camo with a touch of white for added camouflage. She has bright blue eyes, a muscular but sexy body, she was cute in a Female-Marine sort of way. She had tan and white fur and a scar under her left eye. I immediately remember who it is. “Major Gummy. Marine, Sniper unit 201” I address her. She speaks in a strong but also kind of sweet voice “Wow, you really know your soldiers. Now can you please lower your gun colonel?” She says as I realize im still holding the gun. “Oh. Yeah. Sorry about that.” I put the gun back in its place as she walks over and gestures to my arm. “You like it? It’s made out of lightweight aluminum and steel. Strong, but fast.” She says with a light smile. I look at her surprised “How long was I out for?” I ask her. “You were out for 2 weeks” She tells me. That got me. I was out for 2 weeks. How had I survived being shot in the head by a Russian .44? That gun should have blown my head clean off. I look at my arm and sigh heavily. “It looks so real” I say to her. She laughs and taps it, making a loud metal clang. “Yup. I made it myself. Im pretty good with robotics. Anyway, you’re gonna be happy to hear this. You’re being honorably discharged for your service. Im also being discharged because I….kind of….got shot….by an RPG…” She says nervously. I stare in amazement “Wow. Sounds like you had it rough” She looks at me with a look that makes me regret what I said. She obviously doesn’t like a smart ass. “Ok. Enough chit chat. C’mon lets go meet General Reyzar.” She says as she gets up “Can you walk?” She asks me. I get up and surprisingly have enough strength to stand. This is definitely not normal. “Yeah I can walk” I say as I flip my hair off my muzzle. “Good. I don’t want to have to carry you all the way to command” She says as she starts walking out the door. I reluctantly follow her and we begin walking to command. Im watching her the whole way there and she doesn’t notice until were right outside the door of the command center. She looks at me and snaps her fingers to get my attention “See something you like?” I shake my head as I realize how rude im being. I could tell I was getting on her bad side with the look she gave me (I wouldn’t want to see that look again. Creeps me out) “No...It’s just, how do you have all your limbs? Wouldn’t you be eviscerated since you got shot by an RPG?” She looks at me with a confused look. “You really don’t know much about me do ya colonel? I can regrow limbs on command. Why do you think my name is Gummy?” She tells me in an annoyed tone. I stare in amazement. “Wha…? H…how? Do you have lizard DNA?” I ask her as I realize my jaw is hanging open. I close it and continue to stare in amazement. She laughs and looks back at me “No I don’t have lizard DNA. I developed this ability when I was taken hostage by the Russians and experimented on. I was on a reconnaissance mission to spy on the Soviet Union to find out their plans. It turns out, they’re taking other furries and experimenting on them to find out what chemical has the worst effect” She says as a tear rolls down her face “They’re using chemical warfare Bloodlust, they’re gonna wipe out the entire united states. Citizens, soldiers, the president, everybody. Even Russian spies in the US. They will stop at nothing until they see us all dead Blood, NOTHING! THE ONLY PERSON THAT CAN STOP THEM IS THE RUSSIAN PRESIDENT! AND THERE IS NO WAY HES GONNA LET UP!” She says as she pushes me “THEY KILLED JONES! THEY KILLED MY ENTIRE SQUAD! THEY KILLED MY DAUGHTER AMBER! YOU DON’T KNOW HOW RELENTLESS THEY ARE BECAUSE YOU NEVER EXPERIENCED IT FIRST HAND! YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT THEY WILL DO IN ORDER TO WIPE OUT THE ENTIRE USMC!” I try to calm her down “Gummy, I know it hurts. I lost my friend Nikolai and my entire family to the Russians. I witnessed all of their deaths. Trust me. I lost my son and I got my boyfriend away in time.” Tears start to roll down my face as I slide to a sitting position by the wall “They killed Jace…They killed my parents…” I look up at her “THEY’RE ALL DEAD! ALL OF THEM! I DON’T HAVE ANYONE ELSE! I HAVENT SEEN GEO IN 3 YEARS! I’VE BEEN WORRIED SICK ABOUT HIM AND YOU’RE YELLING AT ME BECAUSE YOU LOST 2 OF YOUR FRIENDS?! I LOST ALL OF THEM! YOU HEAR ME?! ALL OF THEM!” Im standing up now, tears rolling down my face as I rat her out “YOU DON’T HAVE IT AS ROUGH AS I DO GUMMY! YOU MAY HAVE SPECIAL POWERS BUT I DON’T! IT MAKES ME FEEL WEAK!” I address Gummy as I slide down again. “I don’t know what to do anymore” Gummy kneels down in front of me with a worried look on her face. “Im sorry that happened to you Blood. You didn’t deserve to go through that.” She says as she shakes her head “At least you know how relentless they are. They can kill with no expression. I also saw something when I was captured. Someone that looked exactly like you. But his name was-” She gets interrupted when General Reyzar came walking out of command. He’s a sergal. In the military as far back as he can remember. His fur is white, black, and orange. A scar underneath his left eye, muscular body, his greatcoat down to his legs. He’s about 7 or 8 feet tall. With a high caliber AR-15 slung across his back. He looks down at us and speaks in a low but commanding voice “Colonel Bloodlust, Major Gummy. What took you two so long to get to command? And what are you doing on the floor?” He addresses us. We both get up and dust ourselves off. I look up at Reyzar, him being 2 feet taller than me even though im 6 foot. I salute and clear my throat, not realizing how dry it was until now. “Sorry sir. It won’t happen again sir.” I say as Gummy does the same. “It better not. But it will never happen again because of your discharge. Colonel Bloodlust, Major Gummy, meet me in hanger bay 7. We will have your pardon ceremony there.” Reyzar says as he salutes to us “Stay American soldiers” Gummy and I both salute in return and we say at the same time “Stay American sir” Reyzar starts walking back into command before I stop him. He looks back at me “What is it soldier?” I look up at him and hold my arms behind my back, my legs shoulder width apart, just like Nikolai showed me. “Captain Nikolai was killed in battle today while he was saving my life. Well, at least trying to. And I was hoping that we could have a funeral today in his honor. He was a great soldier sir. And I hope for his death not to be in vain” I say to him as he nods his head. He puts his hand on my shoulder reassuringly, his hand way bigger than my head. (Sergals are pretty threatening so don’t make one mad. I learned that the hard way.) “I will see what I can do. I agree with you. Nikolai was a great soldier and he didn’t deserve that death.” He says as he salutes “Stay American Bloodlust” I salute as well and smile “Stay American Rey” Reyzar smiles and walks back into command and closes the door behind him. Gummy hearing our entire conversation. I look at her and walk to her, clapping my hand on her back. “Looks like this day has went from ok to great. Come on” I say and nod my head towards the dorms “Let’s go pack up” She nods and starts walking to her dorm room.
 Chapter 1
Part 2
The Shooting
           It’s been 2 days since it happened, the shooting, so many people, my comrades, my brothers in arms, all of them, gone. As I know of I’m the only survivor. You guys are probably wondering what im talking about. There was a shooting. The Russians invaded the base. They brought tanks, helicopters, submarines, all the heavy artillery known to man. And killed everyone in Military Base Delta. At least that’s what I thought. I’ll show you guys in this part.
           As I was getting ready for the discharge Gummy comes in with a forest green duffle bag on her shoulder and a M1911 strapped to her belt. She told me that she takes that pistol everywhere. She said it belonged to her father. And her father was the best captain of the United States Marine Corps. Served alongside general Reyzar before he became general. Her father was the most well-known captain. Captain Hans Gustonia. He’s German. He was supposedly part of the lost battalion of the US Army. He was a werewolf, and he’s dead. (Or so I thought) As all this is going through my head G walks up, smiling like she had just won a cruise in the Caribbean. “What are you so happy about?” I ask her. “Oh just happy that im finally getting out of here.” I smiled and grabbed my Model .459 Caliber Pistol and strapped it to my thigh. “So am I. I can finally go home and see my boyfriend Geo.” She looks at me with an interested look “You haven’t really told me much about your boyfriend Blood” She says as she sits on the bed “Why don’t you tell me a bit about him?” I shrug and sit on the bed across from her after setting my bag on the bed “Well, he’s the greatest guy that you could ever have. He too had a bad accident like me. He has a metal arm and shoulder instead of me just having a normal metal arm. And he always has this soft green glow around him. And whenever he feels emotions he glows a bright green. His personality is the sweetest part about him. When you’re sad, he knows just the right things to say in order to cheer you up. He’s just…” I wipe a few tears from my face and sniffle “He’s just the sweetest guy ever...” I look up at Gummy, a few tears in my eyes “You should have seen him when I was told I had to leave. He didn’t want me to go because he was afraid I would get hurt. And now look at me” I hold up the new robotic arm and tap it a few times, I sigh as I do so. “He’s going to be so pissed when he finds out I lost my arm” Gummy gets up and walks over, sitting next to me and then hugs me tightly, Softly petting my back “You’ll be fine Blood. I promise. He’s not gonna be pissed, you two are going to be just fine” I blush softly and then hug her back. Loving the feeling of someone hugging me again. The feeling of warmth rushing through my body. I don’t want her to let go but I am forced to when an alarm goes off. She lets go and looks around “What the hell?” I look around as well, confused as hell until I realize why it’s going off “We’re under attack” The look on our faces shows the same thing. Fear. We both get up and run down the hall as soldiers trip over themselves trying to get their weapons. Me and G already have ours out as we run as fast as we can down the hallway. As we’re running an explosion knocks us into the other wall as a tank rolls through the wall that was to our right. We both get as low as we can as the tank rolls over us, just enough space for us not to be crushed under the treads. We both get up and run down the rest of the hallway and bust through the doors at the end and the sight that we see is horrifying. There’s an entire Russian army inside of the base. Helicopters, Tanks, Soldiers, and something that we’ve never seen before. A giant mech suit. It grabs hold of a soldier and then rips off his arms and then throws him to the side. We’re frozen in fear as we see this happen. The mech operator sees us and we both know it’s too late to fight “RUN!” We both run to the right trying to escape the mech but it’s faster than we expected. I say fuck it and unfold my wings, grabbing G and kicking off the ground and into the air. But as we’re flying some of the soldiers on the ground start firing at us. Thank god I have feathered wings or else I’d already be on the ground. But once we’re about 700 yards off the ground a sniper bullet hits the bone of my wing and I start spinning out of control, I lose my grip on G and she goes spiraling towards the ground and I’m unable to grab her in time. The blood curdling scream that originates from her mouth makes me cry “GUMMYYYYY!!!” I yell as I plummet towards the roof of the base. I hit the ground hard and I get up as quick as I can and run over to the side of the roof, frantically looking around for G but she’s nowhere to be seen. This makes me worried. Where the hell is she? My question gets answered when I see a plume of smoke and a scream of pain is heard in the distance. Gummy. I jump off the roof and slide down the side, once I get to the ground I pull out my pistol and knife and run towards the sound of the scream, killing any Russians that get in my way. I try my best to get to her but there’s too many. I run in the other direction, towards all of my fellow soldiers. As I’m running to them I see him. General Reyzar. I run up to him and try my best to talk to him, talking to him in between heavy breathes but it all sounds like this “G…Plummet…Out there…Search…” Rey understands what I’m saying and orders me to go inside and I have no choice but to listen to him. As I’m trying my best to run inside I look back and immediately regret it. The mech is standing right over Rey. He’s frozen in fear as the mech picks up the general that I called my friend. I stop dead in my tracks. The only word that I can get out is “No…” and then the mech rips the general in half and throws him aside. I start to cry as I witness this scene. The sergal that had been in the USMC since he was 18. Killed by a fucking mech. I run inside and look around for a hiding place. I find a closet and I run inside and close the door behind me. I slide down the wall and hug my legs and bury my face in my knees. I just witnessed the death of the most skilled member of the United States Marine Corps. Ripped in half. By a god damn mechanical suit. “This can’t be happening” I say as I start to cry again. I punch a shelf and knock over a box of ammo. I realize where I am. The Armory. I stand up and pull out my flashlight and shine it around the giant room. I see a bunch of shelves but no guns. “Oh well that’s just great” I say as I look around some more. My flashlight drops to my side and I look up, frustrated. I walk over to the door and peek outside. Nobody’s there. I take this chance and open the door and start running down the hallway. I pick up a gun off the ground and cock it. Thank god it’s loaded. Once I get to a crossroads I stand against the wall, my gun ready. I hear footsteps and I hold my breath, slowly backing into the shadows. My dark fur helping me blend in. Once the soldiers pass I slowly emerge from the shadows and make my way down the hallway I was going down. After what seemed like an hour I finally get to my destination. The Command Center. I enter my code into the keypad and when I hear the click of the doors unlocking I run inside and close them behind me. I walk over to the big monitors lining the opposite wall. I type in the password and when the security feed pops up, I force myself not the cry. It’s G. She’s alive but barely. She has a missing arm and a broken leg. She’s not moving and she’s been surrounded by a Russian squadron. Two Russians pick her up and take her away. I punch the keyboard and it breaks in half. I curse and use the one next to it. Checking the other security feeds looking for other survivors. I can’t find anybody. They’re all dead. I’m the only survivor left at Military Base Delta. This breaks my heart as I look around to find the mutilated corpses of my fellow brothers and sisters in arms. No life left in them. I find one that looks just like me. I rest my fingertips against the screen “That could have been me…” I sit staring at the screen for what seems like an hour, wondering what the families will think when they hear what had happened to all of their family members out here at Military Base Delta. Some of them might want to retaliate, some of them might want to join them. I know that Geo would want to join me if something had happened to me. After pondering this I hear voices coming from down the hallway. I hide in a closet in the room and hold my breath, making sure that no one is able to hear me. Soon after hiding in the closet I hear the doors get blown open by some sort of explosive. Then I hear Russian voices on the other side of my closet door. But there’s one that I recognize. A heavy Russian accent, a deep voice, the sound of a limp. It’s Nikolai. I slowly open the door, slow enough that nobody can hear or see it open, and sure enough there he is. I have to strain myself not to bust open the door and tackle him. He’s got the same lime green and black fur. The same limp in his left leg. I can’t take it anymore. I bust open the door and aim my gun at Nikolai. His entire squadron aims all their guns at me. Nikolai turns around and looks me dead in the eye and speaks in his heavy Russian accent that I have heard for 3 years “Bloodlust..?” I stand there looking at him, my gun aimed right between his eyes. Since I had ran here from the battlefield outside, I’m forced to speak in labored breathes “Nikolai…How…How are you alive..?” He looks down and orders his men to lower their guns. I can tell that something is wrong. He walks over and rests his hand on my shoulder “Blood…I hate to tell you this but…” As he says this I feel the cold metal of a pistol barrel to my stomach “I work with the Russians now” I feel him about the pull the trigger but I swat it aside and put Nikolai in a choke hold and kill all his men by firing my MP5K that I picked up off the ground in the hallway (I’m honestly surprised it still had ammo in it) After I kill all of them I spin Nikolai around and aim his pistol right at his head “I demand you to tell me what happened Nik. I had seen the Russian pull the trigger and I heard the impact of the bullet. How are you alive?” Nikolai is standing with his hands up in the air “Bloodlust just drop the gun and I’ll tell you everything” I don’t do anything but move closer, the barrel of the pistol right at his forehead, Nikolai knowing that if he did anything funny I would kill him without hesitation “Ok fine. I was working with the Russians the entire time I was with you. I’m a spy Blood. I’m surprised you never noticed.” I lower my gun and stare Nik in the eye “Why. Why would you do this? I thought you were my friend. You killed your friends. You killed my friends. You…” Something clicks in my head and I immediately want it to go away. The mech operator. I look to my left and see the mech just outside the door with nobody in it. And then I see it. The death of Reyzar. Him getting ripped in half. The death of the soldiers in front me because of that mech operator. The mech operator was Nikolai. I look at Nikolai with a look of sorrow. “You were the mech operator. You killed Reyzar. You killed…” The spade on my chest begins to glow a very dark red “You killed my best friend!!!” I lunge at him and tackle him to the ground, my claws out now as I slash at his face and chest. A look of complete fear on Nikolai’s face as I completely tear him apart. I pick him up and then slam him multiple times against the wall. Taking out all of my fear and rage out on the one I used to call my friend. I throw him out of the room and he tries his best to crawl to the mech but I pick up my MP5K and fire the rest of the clip into his back. I walk over, tossing the rifle aside. I kick him over and realize it’s too late. “I thought you could trust me Blood” and then he fires the pistol that was in the hand of one of his dead squad members right at my gut. I fall over and land hard on my head, nearly knocking me out. My vision is blurry but I hear more footsteps down the hallway. Only one pair, female. And then I hear a gunshot and blood sprays onto my face. I instantly know whose it is. Nikolai is dead now. Shortly after that Gummy kneels over me. Trying to stop the bleeding in my stomach. She picks me up and runs down the hallway at a speed that she shouldn’t be able to run while carrying a big guy like me. Once she gets to the end of the hallway she calls out and a Humvee pulls up and she puts me in the back with a medic. She gets in the front and yells at the driver to drive. I pass out almost instantly.
      Chapter 2
The Base
I wake up in an infirmary. But it doesn’t look like an infirmary in a military base or hospital. I look over and see a blood bag hooked up to my left arm. I look to my right and my breath is immediately taken away when I see him. The green and black fur. And a soft green glow around him. It’s Geo. But that can’t be him. He’s back in Nevada. “Wait, where are we?” I accidentally say out loud as I look around the room. “We’re home” Geo says as he gets up and walks over to me “Well, not our home. But this’ll work for now” I sit up and sit against the headboard “What happened? What do you mean home? What is this place?” Geo softly pets my head and smiles. “We’re in Gummy’s house.” And then it hits me like a sledgehammer. That’s why I recognized this place. I look over and see a picture of Gummy with her father, Hans. I don’t know why I missed it before. I look at Geo, awestruck. “What the fuck are we doing here?” Just as I say that Gummy walks in “Oh hey, you’re awake” She says with a light smile as she walks over with a tray of some weird red substance inside a water bottle. I look at it, confused and then she grabs it and hands it to me “Drink up” I look at her with a face that anyone can easily read “I’m not drinking that” She sets it on the bedside table and scoffs softly “You really are a dumbass. That’s what’s in your blood bag. It’s called Insomniosia. It works better than painkillers. And with your condition, you need it badly. So come on, drink it” I reluctantly grab the water bottle and drink a little bit of it, surprised at how good it tastes “This tastes amazing” I say with an awestruck face “See? It’s not that bad” She takes out a clear flask and drinks the same substance as I drink the rest of the bottle and feel warmth rush through my body. “This stuff works just like ambrosia, like in Greek history.” She nods and smiles “You’re exactly right. But, it works way better. Take a look at your hand.” I look at my hand and nothing seems different from before “Nothings happ-” I get cut off when my entire hand starts on fire. This gets me going. I jump out of my bed and try to put out the fire, screaming as my hand sits as a ball of fire. Geo starts freaking out as well, trying to put out the flame with water but it’s no use. After about 10 minutes of trying to put it out it finally goes out. I look at Gummy, wondering what the fuck had just happened. “What the fuck just happened?!” She laughs and takes another swig of her Insomniosia. “You developed powers when Nikolai shot you in the gut. When I ran over to you after killing him, your entire body was resting on a small pit of embers. And all around you was burned. All of the bodies that used to be the Russians that you had killed, were all burnt to a crisp” I wonder if I should believe her or not. How did I develop powers just by getting shot in the gut by a pistol? But now that I think about it, I didn’t feel any heat when my hand lit on fire. I look at my hand and notice that there’s no scorch marks or burnt flesh. “I…I’m a wizard…?” I say with a confused tone. Gummy bursts out laughing and has to use the bed to support herself. After her little outburst she looks up at me, wiping a few tears away from her eyes from laughing so hard. “No you dingus. You developed powers. You’re an elemental. You were born with this power. It just took up until now in order for it to surface. There’s so many people like you. And guess where they are?” She says as she places her hands on my shoulders “Right in this house” I have to use the wall to support myself. An elemental? I can control fire? I can summon fire at will? “I’m a fire elemental…What does that make me part of the fire nation?” Gummy laughs and punches my arm. “Well if you want to call yourself that, I’m gonna have to get Droxy in here to extinguish your flames” She says as she walks over to the door. “Come on. I’ll go introduce you guys to them” I walk over to Geo and grab his hand, bringing him over to the doorway. “Droxy…That name sounds so familiar…She wouldn’t happen to be a dragon would she? An orange and red dragon?” Gummy smiles and opens the door “Why don’t you go look for yourself?” I let go of Geo’s hand and run out into the hallway and into the living room, looking for her. “Droxy?” As I say this I hear a thump outside, like someone landing. I run outside and then I see her. The red and orange wings, the eyepatch covering her left eye, the brown hair. “Droxy!” A smile forms on both of our faces and we both run at each other and hug each other as tight as possible. “Oh my god I missed you so much” I tell her as we both wrap our wings around each other, a gesture known only to us. A gesture of acceptance, peace. “I missed you to Bloodlust. I can’t believe we found each other again” A few tears well up in my eyes and I hug Droxy tighter. After a few minutes of hugging we let go and look at each other. And then I notice something cold on my left arm. I look down and see that Droxy has a metal hand. I hold it up and look at it “Droxy what happened?” She gets a little shy and pulls her hand back, hiding it in her gray greatcoat. “You don’t wanna know…” I grab hold of her shoulders and look her in the eye. “Droxy…” I hug her again and this time more loving and caring. I don’t know what happened to her but I know it was traumatizing for her. She tears up and buries her face in my chest. I wrap my wings around both of us but she doesn’t. I know what she’s experiencing, sadness, trauma, she doesn’t know what to do. I just hold her close and tell her it’s going to be ok. “Everything is going to be ok Droxy. I promise. I won’t let anyone hurt you.” Just then Geo walks up behind me “We, won’t let anything happen to you.” This made Droxy’s face light up and she hugs both of us. We both smiled and hugged her tightly, I wrapped my wings around us, separating us from the world. Gummy comes out and leans against the doorframe of the entrance of the house and when we finish hugging, I look over the trees of the woods and see something, it’s very distant but I can just make out a shape, I can’t tell what it is, but as it gets closer I hear it, it sounds like loud footsteps, and not just loud like stomping while running, but loud like something big is coming. I can’t tell what it is but then I see somethings wrong with Droxy. I look at her and get really worried. I stand in front of her and hold her shoulders “Droxy? What’s wrong?” She then pushes me out of the way and starts running to the woods. The footsteps are getting closer. I look at Gummy and she’s just as worried as I am. I look at Geo and tell him to go inside. He cooperates and runs inside and locks the door. I tell Gummy to stay and look after him. “I want t-” she doesn’t get to finish her sentence because I’m already in the air, flying after Droxy. I look behind me and finally see it. A giant orange, yellow, and red dragon with four eyes comes running out of the woods. I start flying even faster. Calling Droxy’s name, trying to see if she can answer me. I start to get really worried and want to find her as fast as possible. Just then the giant dragon comes up behind me and grabs me with its giant hand and holds me in front of its mouth. I try my best to get free but it’s no use. I look into one of the dragons eyes, terrified. But it doesn’t kill me. It just holds me there, staring at me. It then puts me on its back and starts running to where Droxy was running. I get up on its head and then realize who it is. It’s Stark. One of Droxy’s old friends. “Stark?” I say, awestruck. She looks back at me and smiles. “You miss me?” she says in a deep and booming voice. I smile and pat her head. “I missed you a lot. Come on we’ll catch up later. We gotta find Droxy” I tell her and she starts running again. I grab onto her horns to keep myself on her head. I look around frantically, trying my best to find her. I hear a scream come from the other end of the woods and Stark runs towards the source of the scream. I jump off Stark’s head and start flying towards the source. I cup my hands around my muzzle “Droxy?!Where are you?!” Suddenly the woods go quiet. I land on a branch and look around, my hand on a branch to keep me stable. Stark walks over to me. “Do you have any idea where she could be?” She asks me. I shake my head. I see something over the tree line and fly higher to get a better look. And what I see makes me want to leave as soon as possible. A high wall with barbed wire at the top, multiple buildings inside the walls, men and women walking around with weapons, its military base Delta. I thought it was destroyed. How does it look so new? I fly down to Stark and land on the branch next to her head. “Droxy is in there” I address her and point to the base. She nods and puts me on her head and starts running towards the base. The soldiers walking around outside hear us coming and aim their guns at us. I fly up and wave my hands around in the air. “DON’T SHOOT!!!” I yell at them, they all lower their weapons when they realize who I am. There’s 10 of them, all of them different ranks. The one on the far right puts her gun behind her and salutes “Sergeant Major Bloodlust! Sir!” The others do what she did. I’m so confused. I thought I was a colonel. I fly down and land in front of them and look at all of them. “At ease soldiers” They all put their hands behind their backs and look at me “I thought this place was destroyed. How did it get rebuilt so fast?” The soldiers look just as confused as me. The soldier on the far left finally speaks up “Sir? That Russian invasion happened 17 years ago.” Suddenly my heart drops and I nearly collapse. Stark runs up and puts her head on the ground to catch me. One of the soldiers runs inside and comes back with a medic. They both bring me inside. Before they bring me inside I order them to let Stark come inside. “Sir? Are you sure you w-” I grab the medic’s shirt and pull him in close. “Let.Her.In” He hesitates slightly and looks up at the watch towers and nods. The gates open and Stark walks inside with us. The medic and soldier bring me to the infirmary where I rest for a little while and fall asleep. I immediately get thrown into a nightmare and want to leave it as soon as possible. I’m in the Russian invasion again. Flying through the sky with Gummy in my arms, she’s shooting down at the soldiers below until I get shot in the wing again. I let go of her and we both plummet towards to the ground. The scream. That terrible scream that originated from her mouth. And I couldn’t do anything. My wing was shot and my vision was filled with black dots. I hit the ground hard and cracked my skull open. When I woke up I was in the closet with my MP5 that I picked up before I confronted Nikolai in the control room. I peek through a crack in the door and slowly slide the barrel of the gun through it, aimed right at Nikolai. I quietly cock the gun and after a few moments I fire, killing Nikolai. But now it wasn’t Nikolai. It was Gummy. I burst through the door of the closet and run to her and try to grab her but she disappears. I look around and I’m surrounded by darkness. And then all around me I hear them. The voices. All of the soldiers that had died in my unit. I start running, trying to escape. “You let us die” “You gave bad orders” “You watched us burn and bleed out.” They were trying to bring me down. I started running faster. Faster. Faster and finally ran out of breathe and collapsed. Holding my chest. Gasping for air. And then I see him. It’s Nikolai. He’s walking towards me with a flamethrower. “You should have listened to me” He says and the flamethrower comes alive and I start burning alive. I go to scream but nothing comes out of my mouth as I feel the flames consume me. I shoot up out of my bed, finally out of the nightmare. I’m breathing heavily and I feel my fur to see if it’s still there. No burn marks. At least not on me. I look around my room and see a huge scorch mark all around me on the floor. I get out of bed and finally remember where I am. I’m in my old room from before the attack. I walk over to my dresser and pick up a picture of me and everyone in my squad. Omega Squad. There’s Cal, Vat, Davit, JD, Kate, Allan, and me. I stare at the picture for a while and a knock at the door snaps me back to reality. I look behind me and see a sergal with orange and black fur. My heart sinks. It’s Reyzar’s son. “Blade?” I walk over to him and place my hand on his shoulder. “What are you doing here? Don’t tell me you enlisted.” I know him so well because Reyzar introduced me to him when we were able to go back home. He was so young then. Probably around 9 or 10. Now he looks like he’s in his 20s. “I did. I wanted to keep the family blood going for my family. When I found out my dad died in the Russian invasion 17 years ago I decided to enlist in the military so I could avenge him and make sure he didn’t die in vain.” I nod and he hugs me. I’m caught off guard but I hug him back. “I didn’t know it would be this bad. They have mechs, advanced fighters, advanced tanks, we don’t have the type of firepower to take out their machines.” He tells me and I wipe a tear away, trying to push away the memory of his father’s death. I wrap my wings around us. Trying to comfort him. I can tell he’s trying not to cry. I pet his back and gently push him away. “I might know someone who can help you” I tell him and I look around. “Do you have a phone I could use?” I ask him. He pulls his cellphone out of his pocket and hands it to me. I take it and dial a number and hold it up to my ear. I wait for someone to pick up. One ring. Two rings. Three rings. Four. It rings a final time before someone picks up. “Who is this?” I hear on the other side. “It’s Bloodlust. I need some help. Head to military base delta. Coordinates: 11 15 22 63.” The person on the other side of the line stays silent for a couple minutes. “I thought that place was destroyed…” I sigh “It was.” And hang up and give the phone back to Blade. He puts it in his pocket and looks at me. “Who was that?” I put on my green canvas hoodie and look at him. “Backup” I tell him and grab my old Model .459 Pistol from my nightstand drawer and strap it to my thigh. I walk past him into the hallway and start walking outside. He’s close behind me, an AR-15 strapped to his back. I look back at it. “AR-15. Just like your father.” I tell him and open the door outside and see a fighter jet hovering over the base. I wave at the jet and it lands at a landing pad. The back door opens and he walks out. Tan and white fur, green eyes, a black and red leather jacket with black jeans, and a small glow around him. Kylo “Shredder” Washington. My older brother. I walk up to him and we stare at each other for a few moments. “Kylo” “Bloodlust” After we say each other’s names, we both hug each other as tight as possible. I don’t want to let go. We haven’t seen each other in years. The last time we saw each other was when he was told to go to the S.S.A Syergo Space Frigate for 10 years. I haven’t had any contact with him ever since. He’s not allowed to have outside contact unless he gets promoted to a higher rank. Which he has. He slowly pushes me away and looks me dead in the eye. “How’s the USMC been little brother?” He asks me “Coulda been better” I say sarcastically. He rolls his eyes and punches my metal arm and then quickly grabs his hand in pain. He looks at my arm. “Have you been working out Blood?” I laugh and pull up my sleeve, revealing my metal arm. He looks at it and then at me, wondering what happened to my arm. “What happened to your arm?” I roll down my sleeve and when I’m about to speak Blade comes up behind me. “He got it shot off by a hostile Russian with a .338 Lapua heavy sniper rifle, hollow point rounds.” Kylo looks at me in shock. His eyes wide. I’ve seen this look before. I saw it when I told him I was enlisting in the USMC. It’s his ‘What were you doing?’ look. I sigh and take off my hoodie and put it on a table, resting my hands on it, I brush the hair out of my face, looking forward. “I was trying to save my squadron. We were going through the desert of Iraq, me in the front, Vat in the back, everyone else in the middle. Allan got shot in the arm, we all got down.” I wipe a couple tears from my eyes. “Vat was trying her best to patch him up. When I stood up to take out any of the hostiles that had opened fire at us it happened. The bullet hit my arm and suddenly it was gone. I fell to the ground, my arm next to me. JD and Kate picked me up and everyone ran as fast as they were able to checkpoint Alpha. Nikolai was there. He ran over and brought me to the infirmary. A grenade went off and suddenly he was gone. I searched and searched for him, that’s when he got ‘Killed’. I got a bullet to the head, lost my arm,” I turn around and hold my arms out, trying not to cry. “And now I’m here. Suffering from PTSD, a robotic arm, and I lost my entire squadron, and Nikolai. Turns out he was a Russian Spy.” I’m forced to lean against the table, my heart beating fast, Kylo walks over and places his hand on my shoulder. I look up at him, (He’s like 2 feet taller than me. Seriously! I’m 6 feet tall and feel short!) “I’m sorry all of that happened to you little bro. You don’t deserve to go through stuff like that. Is Geo ok?” He asks me. I nod and then something hits me like a bullet. Droxy. She’s still here. I grab Blade and pull him over to me. “Where is Droxy?” He looks really confused, like I’m talking in gibberish or something. “An orange and red dragon. Where is she?” He rips his arm from my grasp. “She’s in containment. She’s a danger to the base.” I give him a look that makes him regret what he said. I walk up to him and grab him by his uniform collar and pull him in close, my spade on my chest glowing black, I lean in as close as possible, my cybernetic arm ripping his uniform. “Where.Is.She.” He tries to escape but I turn around and pin him to the table, my wings out now, I know he’s afraid of heights, he always has been. I look him dead in the eyes, he can tell I’m irritated. “U-Underground. Lab 7B. C-Clearance code is 720381.” I let go of him and fold my wings, still looking him dead in the eye. “Where is this underground lab?” I ask him. He gets up and brushes himself off, he sighs as he sees his ripped uniform. “I’ll show you where it is” He starts walking towards what looks like the barracks, I look at Kylo and nod, he nods back and we both start following Blade. Kylo pats my back and I smile lightly, I’ve missed my older brother. I’ve missed his personality. He’s always been protective over me. If anyone were to hurt me, he’d hurt them way worse than they hurt me. When we were younger and lived with our parents, someone had broken into our home. I was the first one to wake up. I had walked downstairs and seen the burglar, he was trying to steal our family photos. I hid behind a wall and when I peeked out, he was staring right at me. Those bright red eyes, his green trench coat, the white fur, I didn’t know who it was but I feel like I’ve seen him before. I was frozen in fear and I couldn’t move. I heard footsteps come from upstairs and Kylo came running down the stairs, once he saw the burglar trying to keep me in place so he could hurt me, Kylo ran at him and tackled him out the window, we lived on a hill so they fell about 20 feet. I ran to the window and looked out of it to see Kylo and the intruder lying on the ground. I ran out the door and down the stairs to where Kylo was, I was scared out of my wits. I didn’t see him moving. I had ran up to him and saw cuts and bruises from the fall. I screamed for our parents and they came running downstairs to see what had happened. My mom nearly burst into tears when she saw Kylo laying on the ground. My dad pulled out his phone and called 911, I was hugging my older brother, crying into his chest, I was afraid that he wasn’t alive, until I felt his arm wrap around me and his chest start raising and lowering with his breathe. I looked up at him as tears streamed down my face. “I’m…Fine baby bro…Are you…Are you ok..?” He asks me. I nod and hug him tighter, my face buried in his chest as I hold him close to me. The ambulance can be heard in the distance. I don’t want to let him go. I want to go with him to the hospital. I want to make sure he’s ok. That he gets out ok. That whatever goes on the in hospital goes ok. “I want to go with you.” Kylo looks at our parents and nods, they nod back. “You…You can come with B…” He smiles as the paramedics come rushing over. They both lift him up and put him on a stretcher and bring him to the ambulance. I follow them and they let me get in the back of the ambulance with my brother. I sit on a bench next to his stretcher, holding his hand with both of mine, still concerned for his safety. I feel the ambulance buck as the driver starts it up. Kylo winces in pain as it bucks, I hold his hand tighter, trying my best to calm him. Keep in mind I’m only 6 when all of this is happening. I’m scared out of my mind. I just want him to be safe. He protected me. He saved my life. If he hadn’t of came down when he did, I would be the one in the stretcher. Kylo looks over at me, this is the calmest I’ve ever seen him. We lock our eyes and stare at each other for what seems like hours. Neither of us have ever been in the hospital. So we don’t know what to expect. I can tell he’s scared. But he’s trying to pull off that tough guy look. Like he knows what’s coming but he isn’t scared. He’s doing this for me. He doesn’t want me to worry. I smile and pet his head, he slowly reaches up and holds my hand, and right then and there, I knew what to do. I owed Kylo my life. We’re brothers. And we would never let someone hurt either of us. We had developed a bond that could not be broken. A bond that kept us together. All of a sudden I feel something hit my back and I’m brought back to reality. It was Kylo. We were at the lab. I wasn’t even paying attention to where we were. I rub my eyes to try to get used to the dim light of the underground. Blade puts in the code and the door slides open and the sight is horrifying. Droxy is passed out on a surgery table with tons of wires attached to her. Tons of weird substances that ive never seen before are being pumped into her blood. I run over to her and stand at her side. I’m worried as to what happened that made her this way. There isn’t anything that could do this to her. She’s too strong. I look around and don’t see any scientists. I go to pull one of the wires from Droxy’s body when I feel something cold against the back of my head. A gun barrel. A pistol. I slowly turn around to see a scientist with a white lab coat on, a .1911 put against my head. I look back and see Blade and Kylo both have M16s pushed against their backs. And then I realize something. These guys aren’t American. I look at the scientist behind me and when I go to speak he hits me with the handle of the pistol and knocks me out.
       Part 2
The Syergo
               When I wake up I’m in a cell. I look to my right and see Kylo in a separate cell, Blade to my left in another cell. I stand up and look around. We’re in a bulletproof glass cell. Reyzar had issued them to be made when we took POWs. I walk to Kylo’s side and knock on the wall. He’s out cold. I look over at Blade and he’s awake. He’s trying to find a way out. He looks up and sees a vent in the ceiling. He looks over at me and nods. I shake my head. Signifying that it’s too dangerous. He sighs and sits on the bench provided for us. I sit down on mine and cover my face with my hands. How could this happen? I thought this base was secure. How did Russians get in? I thought there were soldiers guarding the front gate. I don’t know what to do. We’re trapped. The only way out is if we were to be let out. But that isn’t happening anytime soon. I look over at Blade and we lock our eyes. We both don’t know what to do. Suddenly I hear something muffled come from Blade’s room and the door opens. A scientist walks in and Blade stands up. The scientist grabs him and Blade tries to get free. He’s squirming and trying his best to escape. Suddenly the fur on the end of his tail becomes as sharp as a sword and he swings it at the scientist and decapitates him. So that’s why his name is Blade. Another scientist comes up behind me and grabs me by my arms. I try to struggle to get free but I’m unable to. Blade runs out of his room and out the door of the cell block. I rip my metal arm free and punch the scientist right in the snout. He goes down and I run out of my cell to Kylo’s, I punch the keypad and the door opens, I run over to Kylo to try to wake him up. He’s not moving. He’s breathing but barely. The atmosphere. It’s too much for him. He’s used to being in space. I pick him up and grab a pistol from a counter and check the clip, fully loaded. I walk out of the cell block just as Blade comes running back with an M16. “I cleared the area ahead. Let’s go.” I nod and Blade gets under Kylo’s other arm and we begin carrying him out of the underground compound. I’m aiming my pistol ahead of us, making sure that there isn’t anybody ahead. Blade is doing the same. We finally make it out of the compound and we slowly make our way to the ship, stopping occasionally to hide from hostiles. I hold Kylo’s hand to the hand scanner in the back of the ship once we get there and the ship opens. We quickly go inside and rest Kylo on a bench in the back. I look at Blade and pat his arm. “I’m going back for Droxy.” I tell him and grab an M16 off the wall “I want to come with you” he says. I shake my head and point to Kylo. “You’re gonna have to stay here with him. It’s too dangerous. If anything seems out of place with him give him a dose of A-250.” He nods and sits next to Kylo. I run out of the ship and grab a knife from a table. I run back inside and see what I think is a hostile. I slowly run up to him, not making any noise and I grab him by his shoulder and spin him around, but when I go to stab him I see it’s a friendly. He puts his arms up until he realizes who I am and speaks in a hushed tone “Bloodlust?” I nod and give him my knife. “Can you be quiet?” He takes the knife and puts it in his knife holster. “Yes sir.” I wave my hand forward and we start walking forward towards where Droxy is being kept. We finally make it to where she is and I punch in the access code and the door slides open. A few scientists see the door open and aim their guns at the door, me and the soldier I encountered are on either side of the door, making sure they can’t see us. After a few moments I jump out and quickly kill the scientists with an M16 I picked up on the way, snapping between targets in rapid succession. After using about half the clip, we walk in and I run over to Droxy, who is still laying on the table with all of the wires and tubes still attached to her. I detach them and pick Droxy up. I give the soldier I encountered the M16 and tell him to clear the way ahead. He nods and does so. I slowly walk behind him, Droxy laid across my shoulders. Once we get out we’re forced to run to the ship. The Russians see us immediately and start firing at us. I take a bullet to my robotic arm and I yelp in pain but I keep running, Droxy still in my arms. I take another bullet to my wing, and another to my shoulder, but I keep running. I have to make sure Droxy and Kylo are safe. They can’t die. Not while I’m still alive. I make it to the ship and take one final bullet to my thigh and fall over, dropping Droxy onto the floor. Blade pulls a lever and the back of the ship closes. I’m on the floor, blood seeping out of my wing, leg, and shoulder. My arm isn’t functional and I’m forced to lay on the floor as I bleed out. My vision is hazy and I can’t move. I look up and Droxy is slowly waking up. Blade runs over to me and picks me up, resting me on the bench next to Kylo. Blade grabs a syringe with A-250 and injects it into Kylo. He immediately wakes up and sees my condition. “Bloodlust?!” He gets up and kneels down in front of me. I start to slowly pass out and he shakes me to keep me awake. “Stay with me baby bro. Stay with me dammit!! I can’t lose you the same way we lost Mom and Dad!!!” I try my best to stay awake. He can tell I’m losing blood fast and quickly gets up and runs to the cockpit of the ship. It slowly takes off and Droxy runs to the cockpit and tells something to Kylo. He nods and he starts flying to where the house is. Blade and the soldier are sitting next to me, Blade is working on my arm and the soldier is patching up my wounds with a med-kit he found. After about a half an hour we reach the house and the back hatch opens and Gummy and Geo run in. The hatch closes and Kylo takes off again. This time I know where were headed. The S.S.A Syergo. The frigate that Kylo has been on for the past 10 years. I pass out from the sudden change in speed. Surprisingly there is no nightmare. Just me sitting in darkness. I look around, confused as hell. I sit in this darkness for what seems like days, weeks, months, years. And then I finally wake up just in time to see the giant frigate. The S.S.A Syergo. It’s huge. With 46 hangers, 23 docking stations, 2,780 plasma turrets, and 20 engines in the back, each one the size of an NFL football stadium. Kylo docks at one of the hangers and a plasma barrier forms at the entrance, trapping the air inside. An airlock. I slowly look at Droxy, who is sitting across from me. She looks back at me and nods. She knows where we are. As Kylo lands the back hatch opens and he gets up and walks to me. He slowly picks me up and starts walking out of the ship into the hanger bay. Everyone else follows. Kylo tells everyone else to go to the mess hall and that we’ll meet them there. Geo walks up to me and kisses me before walking with everyone else. Someone walks up to all of them and looks at Kylo. “I’ve already told them the rules Donny.” The fur named Donny nods and starts leading them to the mess hall. Kylo brings me to the infirmary where a red and white wolf is standing at one of the lockers that has some medical supplies in it. Kylo calls his name but I’m unable to make it out. My ears are starting to become non-functional. The wolf walks up to me and brings me to one of the beds and lays me down. He grabs some sort of canister and attaches it to an injection gun and aims it right at my arm, he pulls the trigger and shoots some kind of soothing medicine into my arm. I immediately start feeling better. My wounds start healing 5x faster, my body feeling warm and my wings immediately becoming functional as well as my ears. I slowly look up at the wolf that injected the medicine into my arm. He sets the injection gun on the table next to the bed and checks my temperature. “Vital signs normal, temperature normal, breathing and heart rate stable, he’s healthy again” Kylo smiles and pets my head. “Thank you Fenri” The wolf nods and goes back to what he was doing beforehand. I look up at Kylo and hold up my hand to him, he grabs it and I hold him tight, I don’t want to let go. I can see that he’s missed me. I can see it in his eyes. He’s been gone for 10 years. If I lose him, I’ll be the only one left in my family. I start to tear up and Kylo hugs me. I wrap my wings around him and hold him close. “Brothers stick together” I tell him as we hold each other in the other’s arms. He smiles and looks up at me. “I’ll never leave you little bro. I promise.” I smile as well as Fenri taps on Kylo’s shoulder. He looks back at him “What is it Fenri?” He looks at his clipboard and looks back at Kylo “He’s good to go. You should bring him to the room that you ‘reserved’ for him. The one in sector 2.” Kylo nods and gets up and I swing my legs over the side and get up, amazed by how fast my wounds healed up. Kylo walks to the doorway and I follow him. “I’ll show you to your room.” I nod and fold my wings, not realizing that they were still open. I look behind me to see if I knocked over any expensive equipment. Thank god I didn’t. I wouldn’t want to get on Fenri’s bad side right after he healed me. Don’t think it’d be a good thing to have the medic mad at you while on a spaceship. Kylo nudges me and we start walking. The Syergo is huge. It spans more than 20 football fields. Took 43 years to finish, 22 years to come up with the plans so it could survive in space and survive teleportation between galaxies. It’s a magnificent spaceship. It would take a lot of power to bring this ship down. And if something were to happen, it has tons of different safety precautions. If there’s a major hull breach, the sector it’s in becomes an airlock. Trapping all the air in that sector. I learned all of this by looking at all of the plans of the Syergo that Kylo kept in his room back on earth. The ship really fascinated me and I wanted to learn more about it. So I studied it until Kylo was told to leave. We finally reach my room and Kylo punches a code into a keypad and the door slides open. I walk inside and see that it looks exactly like my room back in our parent’s home. Down to every inch. How did he remember what it looked like? I look at him in amazement. “How…?” Is the only word that I can get out of my mouth. Kylo smiles and pulls out a picture and hands it to me. It’s a picture of me and Kylo standing in my old room. It was right before he left. Our arms are over each other’s shoulders. I’m holding up my fingers like a finger gun and Kylo is smiling with one thumbs up. He’s dressed in his white and red Syergo uniform and I’m dressed in a football T-Shirt that says ‘Duluth East Greyhounds’ on it. I’m only 13 in the picture, Kylo is 18. He barely looks any different. He’s still got the same look in his eyes, the same happy, smiling face. I grab a staple gun and stable it to a corkboard that he hung up in my room. I look at Kylo and smile brightly. He’s leaning against the door with his arms crossed, smiling. “Come on” He stands straight “You should probably meet the captain of this ship.” I nod and walk to him and once I’m out of the room he punches the code back into the keypad. “Code is 639052. Talk to Don if you want it changed.” I nod and punch in the code and the door opens. I punch it in again and the door closes. Seems simple enough. I go to look at Kylo but he’s already half way down the hallway. I have to jog to keep up with him. I finally catch up to him and walk beside him. He looks at me and smiles. I smile back as we walk to the bridge, where the captain is. I look forward the rest of the way, walking past a few crew members that give me weird looks. They obviously know that I don’t belong here. I close my eyes and take a deep breathe, trying to calm myself down. I open my eyes again and we’re at the bridge. Kylo punches in another code and the door slides open just like mine. Inside there’s a leopard woman with a uniform on like Kylo’s. She’s looking at a bunch of screens that have a lot of stuff on them that I don’t understand. Kylo walks up behind her and taps her shoulder. “Katy? I believe you wanted to meet my little brother Bloodlust?” She turns around and smiles at me. She has long blonde hair that’s put into a pony tail, she has blue eyes and surprisingly white teeth. She walks over to me and shakes my hand. “Hello Bloodlust. I’m Katy. Captain of this ship. How are you feeling?” She asks me as I pull my hand back after shaking her hand. “I’m fine. Thanks for asking.” She nods and looks at Kylo. “I already showed him to his room ma’am.” She acknowledges what he said and starts writing something down on a piece of paper and hands it to Kylo. He reads it and looks at Katy, a look on his face that sends chills down my back. Somethings wrong. “I thought we had a truce with them!” She shakes her head and lowers it, frowning. “They broke the truce after killing the prime minister of the planet Zava. We’re at war again. We have to expect the worse. Prepare the weapons systems for battle. Execute order 97. I’m gonna announce it to everyone. You and Bloodlust make sure that the crew is safe. Get Don, Fenri, Ethan, Jared, and everyone else to safety. And don’t forget about my sister.” Kylo nods and walks out of the room. I walk out with him and the door closes behind us. Kylo is already walking down the hallway once I’m out of the bridge. I run up to him and look at him. “Kylo? What does she mean by ‘Execute Order 9-’” I get interrupted when he looks at me and closes my snout with his paw. “Get everyone to safety. I’ll get the crew ready to defend the ship. Be prepared to do anything that you hear over the speakers at a moment’s notice. Got it?” I nod and he lets go of my snout. He points down one hall and tells me to go that way. I do and once I’m halfway down the hallway we hear a muffled explosion come from somewhere in the ship. It shakes the entire thing and I have to grab onto the wall to keep myself stable. I look back at Kylo and he’s already gone. I stand back up and run down the hallway to my friends. I have to get to them as fast as possible. As I’m running down the hallway I hear crew members getting ready, shouting at each other to hurry up. They all watch me run past. I grab a pistol from a rack on the wall as I run. I’m running as fast as I can. Shoving through soldiers as another explosion rocks the ship. I finally reach the mess hall where all of my friends are. Droxy is holding onto the wall, Blade is holding onto a pipe hanging from the ceiling, Gummy and Geo are holding onto a table to steady themselves, the soldier that came with us next to them. “Follow me! NOW!” I yell at them and they stand up and follow me. I run down the hallway and they follow. I memorized the layout of the ship from the plans I studied. As I’m running Gummy catches up to me. “What’s happening?!” She yells over the sound of screaming crew members. “We’re under attack!” I yell to her. She stares at me as we run. I finally get to a certain room and press a button, the door slides open and everyone runs inside. I stay outside and look down the hallway. Gummy runs over to me and tries to pull me inside. I pull my arm free and push her in. “I’m going to find Kylo” She shakes her head “It’s too dangerous. We don’t know what or who is attacking us. Kylo can handle himself!” I shake my head and push her into the room and close the door. I run down the hallway, trying to find Kylo. Another explosion rocks the ship and I wonder if the weapons systems are even online. I turn down a hallway and see him. It’s Kylo, he’s in Close Quarters Combat with a hostile. I run at him and push him off of Kylo and knock him out by smashing his head against the wall. I look at Kylo and give him a pistol I picked up off the ground. He nods to me and we both run down the hallway towards the hangers. Suddenly an explosion knocks us to the side and I immediately grab onto a part of the wall and Kylo does the same. The wall that exploded isn’t there anymore. And we’re losing air fast. Kylo smashes a glass compartment and pulls out two air masks. He gives me one and I put it on. He puts on the other one and I immediately start breathing again. Kylo does the same. We use the wall to move towards the hanger. That’s where they got in. The hostiles got in through the hanger. We finally get there and when the door opens we get sucked into what used to be the hanger and into space. I start freaking out and try to move back towards the Syergo. But it’s impossible. I look at Kylo and he’s freaking out just as much as I am. I scream his name but he can’t hear me. But I don’t care. I can’t lose him. Not this way. I scream again at the top of my lungs and he looks at me and for a split second our eyes meet, and then it happens. He was there one second and gone the next. All I saw was red and a blur of black. I scream out his name but nothing comes out. A ship comes up behind me and someone grabs me and pulls me inside and closes the airlock. I shove off the person that grabbed me and run to the door of the airlock and look out the window just in time to see Kylo’s necklace float past the window. I quickly open the airlock and grab the necklace and quickly close it again. I stand in the airlock, holding the necklace in my hands. I turn it over and see the letters K and B on the back in a pair of wings. Kylo and Bloodlust. Brothers forever. I pull mine out of my shirt and hold it next to his. Mine has our names inside of a heart. I feel the tears come. They come quickly and I close my fist around the necklace. I start to cry and I yell as loud as I can before punching the wall of the airlock multiple times until my knuckles start bleeding. I eventually fall down to my knees, my hand resting against the wall as I cry uncontrollably. I can’t believe he’s gone. He can’t be gone. He can’t. I can’t do anything else but cry. And then I see the flashbacks of what happened and I want them to go away. They come in flashes. Me and him getting sucked into the hanger, him getting hit by the ship, the necklace floating past the window of the airlock. I lean back and yell again. I yell until I pass out. When I wake up I’m in a bed by myself. I look around. I’m back on the Syergo. I’m in my room. I get up and walk to the corkboard that has the picture of me and Kylo on it. I take it off the board and stare at it. His necklace is resting on the desk next to my bed. I pick it up and put it on, I grab a uniform and put it on and look in the mirror and see Kylo. I look taller, better built, I pull the necklaces out from under the uniform and stare at myself in the mirror. I’ve changed so much. I’m becoming my brother. I always thought I looked like him. I look at the picture of me and him and put it in my pocket. I breathe in heavily and walk to the door of my room and punch in the code. The door opens and I walk out. Crew members are working on the hull as I pass by. I don’t listen to anybody when they talk to me. I ignore everybody. I don’t care who it is. I get to the bridge and punch in the code and the door opens. I walk in and right up to Katy. I grab her shoulder and turn her around. She looks mad at first but then realizes who it is. “Bloodlust….I’m….I’m sorry about Kylo…” I shake my head and push her against the wall of the bridge by her neck with my elbow. The ace on my chest can be seen glowing dark black through my uniform. I’m staring deep into the captain’s eyes as I choke her with my elbow. “You ordered Kylo’s death. I know you did. Order 97 orders all important crew members to clear out all of the most dangerous areas of the ship. You told Kylo to go to Hanger Bay 19. You knew what happened in that hanger. YOU SENT HIM TO HIS DEATH!!!” I yell as I throw her across the room with my robotic arm. She hits a screen and it shatters. She gets up and holds up her hands, trying to keep me at bay. “B-Bloodlust, please. I didn’t know. I’m truly sorry for what happened to your brother. I really am!” She pleads to me as I walk towards her, my body is hotter than it was on earth and I pick Katy up by her neck. She squirms as I choke her with my robotic arm. I stare at her and then throw her at the wall before walking towards her again. “I will never forgive you for what you did to my brother.” I push her against the wall and pin her against it by pulling her knife from its holster and stabbing it through her uniform into the wall. She looks up at me, frightened by my strength. “I’m leaving the ship with my friends. If you try to follow us, I won’t hesitate to kill you.” I tell her as I get up and walk out of the bridge. I walk to where my friends are and gather them up. We all meet in Hanger Bay 16, where Kylo’s ship is. I walk inside his ship and start it up. Everybody walks inside and sits down in the back. As im starting up the ship Gummy walks over to me and places her hand on my shoulder. “Bloodlust…” I don’t pay attention to her and fly the ship out of the hanger and flip a couple switches, a portal opens and I fly the ship through. On the other side we’re back at the house. I land the ship and the portal closes. I shut down the ship and open the back. Everybody gets out and I walk to the house. I open the front door and go right for my room. I slam my door behind me and lock myself in my room for the rest of the day. Secluded from everyone else. I don’t want to talk to them. Losing him was too much. I haven’t seen him for 10 years and I finally see him again and he gets hit by a ship. I lay down on my bed and slowly fall asleep.
 Chapter 3
“Home” (WIP)
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