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#there’s so many thoughts in my brainnnn
metrixnos · 2 years
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HI IM FRESH OF AN ENGLISH LECTURE AND I AM HERE TO BLUE CURTAINS UR LATEST ART PIECE BC I HAVE THOUGHTS
techno. he looks so young. so small. he is capable of so much but not right now because right now he is taking a break and a breath and he doesnt have to be The Blade hes just techno hes just wilburs little brother hes just existing. there is no facade rn theres a softness to him that he cant show usually bc softness is weakness and weakness is dangerous and there is a war to be fought and he is the key component of that war and he cant let it show how much that weighs on him so he relaxes with this self destructing behaviour that he probably knows isnt great for him but its something to do yknow? its something to blame everything on, if he has to. its something to take his mind off it all.
and wilbur. god his expression. hes looking at techno but he isnt smiling. techno seems content but wilbur isnt. hes looking at techno and techno isnt looking at him he doesnt know hes being watched. is wilbur going to school his expression into something else when techno looks back down at him? is he gonna say hes fine? bc he looks almost sad. this is his little brother that has been pulled into this shit he hasnt been here as long as wil has he probably doesnt know just how deep this runs. this is his little brother thats engaging in the same self destructive behaviour that he is except he seems content doing it its working for him he doesnt seem so troubled. wilburs chasing that peace and acceptance that he sees in techno and he sees in the innocence of youth and believing this will all get better (it wont wilbur knows it wont its only gotten worse). hes jealous. and hes sad. and maybe hes just a little bit happy, too, but guiltily so. this is his fault, what technos doing, but at least theyre spending time together and its peaceful and they dont have to think about war (they do, its all anyone can think about). wilbur gets to spend time with his brother but at what cost? hes pulling techno further down for his own selfish purposes and he knows hes not going to be around much longer but he hasnt told techno that because hes so young hes so happy hes his little brother.
god youre making me Have Thoughts. and like i said this is probably blue curtainsing the entire piece (finding meaning where there isnt necessarily anything; sometimes the curtains are just blue) but my god i will blue curtains anything i can get my hands on
amazing art, as ever. as u can tell im So Normal about ur art just All The Time
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you’d made me think more on things from an art piece i made just bc of a silly little HC i had. you’re so cool, tysm for the analysis, it was so fun to read!!! :D
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bunnychargebolt · 17 days
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Gosh theyre asleep in call right now and immmm auehwiehwiehwieh. Talking to him is so amazing always. Shes so caring and understanding and gentle with me. I feel safe. Im able to ask for clarification and not worry about it. They know amd understand stuff that ive been through and are just so isnqiheqiheiwhe shes so nice to me about it. He has a real big talent of saying things I need to hear before I even ask for them and it always makes me so fucking happy.
We meld together so well. It feels like we continue to meet each other where its needed and it meshes so fucking well. Being able to give each other the love and affection we’ve been wanting or maybe not even daring to want and receiving anyways. Both having the feeling of “i cant believe Im the person you chose” and its soooo sweet and mushy and beautiful.
Hes so understanding of my fluctuations in sex repulsion and insecurities i have. Being able to be told that shed be here even if I never wanted to do anything sexual again but also being told that i got them so worked up that they have to go get off right now. Feeling attractive and wanted but not used. Im safe saying no. Im comfortable saying no.
Goshhhhh and the way they have a fucking key to my brainnnn😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 He could just look at me amd Id manage to melt right into a puddle Im sure. Shes just- ienwiehiwhe its crazy to me that theyre newer to domming cause hes so fucking good at itttt. So many of our kinks line up amd it just works so fucking good. I feel comfortable telling them if im wanting softer or harder stuff and gods everything we do is just absolutely incredible. The idea of doing stuff with just about anyone else is almost foreign to me and we havent even been talking for that longgggg.
I know that every single part of me is loved. Even the parts I hide from most people. And thats such an amazing feeling. I feel safe. I feel hope. I feel happy. I have genuinely been in tears so many times the past few weeks over just how much they mean to me, or something she said to me, or just- him. I love them. On purpose. So fucking much.
I have never even dreamt of being allowed to feel this way and be loved like this before. You are my beautiful midnight sky. The bright shining moon lighting my way. The comfort of a campfire. The awe of the stars. Visible in the daytime too. Always there. Helping me feel safe. I couldnt be more grateful that the person I get to feel like this with is you. I felt the most safety i can remember feeling in years meeting you. I was able to be myself immediately. My walls down from the beginning.
I like you. And I love you. And Im sooo attracted to you😵‍💫 (<- someone who thought it was asexual) And I cannot fucking wait to get to meet you. To hug you and hold you. Breathe you in and smile with you. To be able to look into your gorgeous eyes. And to fall for you in so many new ways. @seren-eclipsed <3
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ezrasashes · 10 months
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Theres so many amazing kh artists on here ashvcahaggbch I'm hyperfixating on kh once again I'm replaying kh3 and i've been watching a playthrough of kh bbs!! I love this series so freaking much!! I was thinking, even tho I'm super new on here, of doing a little Q&A with the kh cast? like I draw how I think they'd answer the questions!! I just thought it would be fun >:]] anyway kh is consuming my brainnnn byeeeeee!!
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beehivemind200 · 1 year
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So I saw the new eclipse design right? AHHHH HE SO CUTE!! I WANNA HOOOLD AHHH IVE BEEN IN Q GIGGLEY MOOD ABOUT HIM FOR LIKE THE PAST HOUR!! AHHHHHH
Like im having allll these thoughts bout him and ahhhhhhh he so talllll! He so tall!! Ahhhhhhh
Like im wondering what his voice is gonna sound like too like will it be a mix of sun and moons voices or depending on what environment he's in it will lean towards that side. Like if he's in the dark it'll be more raspy like moons and then when he's in the light it'll be more cheery like suns OR will it just be a brand new voice? Ahhhh so many possibilities annnd my brainnnn im so smily and giggly thin is not good ahhh AND IM ON CALL! AHHHHHHHH
Like 3 of my closest friends are hearing this goofy ass laugh and ahhhhh whyyyyyyyyy noooooo go awaaaay/lh (no don't I love you all)
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There relationship is the sweetest 🥺
He’d instantly be like “hiya bubs, why don’ you try to go back to sleep?” And she’d nod and stuff her face in the crook of his neck. She’d also fist some his hair in one of her hands while the other just rests on chest by the tattoo of her name or initial 🥺😭
Omg yes I’ve thought of him getting a tattoo of her name for so long and I’ve been thinking of like so many different things but don’t spoil anything bc I think I have some different ideas stuffed up in my brainnnn 🥺🥺🥺
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I finished the new archon quest. cant say much cuz idk if any of my other friends finished it but. ouaghhhh so many thoughts so so so many thoughts in my brainnnn
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