#these utter buffoons

[elfieafterdark]

I'm sitting here, thinking about how Harrow had that big ass bed at Canaan house... Plenty of room...

Look guys I'm just saying, in a nicer timeline... maybe she didn't spend every night alone in that bed?

Maybe a certain idiot with a sword kept her company on particularly lonely or difficult nights.

Maybe a certain ass that she would never desire the juice of would hold her close, tell her what noises were real and which were fake.

Maybe they'd... get closer.

Maybe Gideon would whisper secret words to her necromancer, her greatest enemy and most frustrating annoyance... Her closest friend,

The one she loves, the one she cherishes more than her own soul. Maybe...

Maybe...

[mybrainsrottingwithmcd]

he has no idea how much of his time i’m about to waste

>:))

[raddestrose]

You absolute moran Mo Ran

he’s obviously not his son

but you aren’t genre aware so we have to deal with the consequences

yes you really are absolutely, completely and totally dumb

[rorotoru]

Not to flex but with the amount of times I've drawn him I could draw this guy with my eyes closed. Watch me.

Reference and practice doodle with eyes open. Will rb blind art in a bit.

[k1tz]

more demons have possessed me have some more scribbles (+ coloured ones! (wow!!))

[maybeophe]

just found out that "tw ed sheeran" isn't actually people warning their followers about the perils of the ginger menace.

[birdricks]

the flesh curtains are so fucking funny bc they canonically sucked so crazy bad they could only get a single guy to listen to them willingly. worst lyrics known to man and terrible performance to boot

[sage-nebula]

I have had so many well-meaning people in my life tell me things like:

"You shouldn't need to be on your mental health medication forever; aren't you worried you've become dependent?"

"I think if you had a better diet / exercise / sleep routine you wouldn't be so anxious."

"Maybe with more regular therapy you won't need that medication anymore."

"Just think about everything you have going for you and how many people care about you and you'll see your problems are manageable and won't feel anxious!"

"I don't think it's really something that can be fixed with medication; we just need to fix whatever external factors make you anxious."

"But the medication gives you side effects, I think you should look for alternatives."

"Everyone's anxious but that's a mental thing, medication can't fix that."

And so much more. And I wish that each of those people could experience what I am experiencing right now, which is:

Sitting here, playing Stardew Valley, snuggled into pillows and a blanket while my dog sleeps next to me, a calming video essay on the TV. Possibly the most calming environment possible; mentally, I have never been more relaxed. And yet, because I wasn't able to take my medication yesterday (and therefore it has been 24 hours since I last took it), my heart has kicked into high gear, my throat has started constricting to the point I feel like I need to vomit to open it back up, my body keeps cycling rapidly between hot flashes and goosebumps, and I can't get enough air in my lungs so I feel like I'm suffocating in the open air.

In other words: I'm having an anxiety attack. While playing a relaxing farming game. Because my body, due to past trauma, believes that I am not and will never be safe and so wants to constantly be in Fight or Flight Mode.

"But that's because you're now addic—" No. I went to the doctor for a medication solution to these physiological symptoms after my body was like this (but worse tbh) for over a week, during which I couldn't keep food down and got sick from the rapid weight loss. The medication was the solution to this problem that was already happening, because my brain doesn't work right, because I went through prolonged trauma in childhood and adolescence that caused the wiring in my then-still forming brain to get installed all catawampus.

All I have had to eat today is a cinnamon muffin. And at this point that is all I am going to have because if I try to put anything in my mouth that isn't liquid I am going to choke on and vomit it right back up because my throat feels too small and my stomach too tumultuous to allow anything solid down there.

Medication is important. And mental health medication is just as important as medication for physical diseases, especially since mental illnesses can have physiological symptoms, too. It's frustrating that mental health medication is still stigmatized and derided by some, but god, I know I need mine and I can tell you right now I'd be dead without it.

[themillipedeslaw]

Omg I’m alive can u believe it…. Have a sopping wet pathetic loser boy (my sona)

Bonus Lego Monkie Kid screenshot edit

(His regular skin color is very pale.. I am not surviving the vampire allegations)

[bloom-me]

QSMP spoilers(?)

[If anyone wants to watch the streams first to see the utter chaos that the Brazil crew bring don't read under the read more, thank you!]

As a brazillian, my love for the QSMP just went from "hey, my fav english && spanish speaking ccs!" to "HOLY SHIT MY CHILDHOOD IS HERE"

And if you'll allow me this small rant, the most chaotic people have come back together again as adults to cause more havoc. And it is the funniest thing i've ever seen.

The first thing they do is crash their fucking boat because they decided to put the guy who can't drive to command the boat (lore wise);

Secondly what they do when they get to the island is go out to eat pizza, party and drink (deciding along the way that they'll form some sort of QSMP mafia);

Third thing they do is be given their own egg -- who's wearing a shirt that is meant to represent brazil because it looks like the shirts we wear on world cups -- and immediately name him Richarlyson (based off of a world cup player) ((PRE ESTABILISHING A FIVE PEOPLE POLYCULE APPARENTLY BECAUSE ALL OF THEM ARE TAKING CARE OF ONE EGG))

They then decide to build their houses in a "favela"-like style by building them on a mountain and making it their crime empire.

THEY THEN GO ADVENTURING AND GET RICHARLYSON KILLED COME ON GUYS

They then start doing some normal shit like building their houses and collecting materials :)

Ignore the fact thet Cellbit somehow said some shit that made quackity die and then gave him 1% of parent status of Richarlyson.

Its been so long since i've seen those guys playing minecraft (or ever checked them out again after i moved onto other obsessions i've had) and its the most entretaining thing to me to see these guys mentioning mcrp series i'd watched when i was younger. :)

IDK IF THAT ALL IS GRAMATICALLY CORRECT OR EVEN IF IT MAKES SENSE, BUT IT MAKES SENSE TO ME

[lloydfrontera]

it really is funny to go all the way back to when i was first starting to read cp/sm, a whole year ago, because i was so ambivalent about whether i liked any of the characters or not or if i was even enjoying the novel. and now. well. i think it won me over! (<- got actual tachycardia because of it and sobbed all the way through the ending)

[wazzuppy]

james diamond is my favorite cringefail losercore babygirl man

[aidsyouinthinking]

Burdened by self given duty

Buried by guilt felt through all

Burned by scorned emotions

Broken by world percived

Born by trauma found within

Brought by sliver strands I follow

Bought by time's machine line

Bribed by the things I deny myself

...

Blithering belligerent bassy backwater bolderdash

I speak nothing of my musings

Minds tape whirling winding repeting scratching

I am tired, alone, broken, angry, scared, ruthless, pathetic, trained, flimsy, simple, and so fucking smaaaarrrrt.... none of who I am makes sense, the lines people draw for identity, I can not abide.

This is allllll his fault... that fat ogre-ous agregious bundle of wires, I'd hate them more, every phase, if I didn't have to pick up the torch, to wear his skin, to say I am and all before, I seen him, them, in all.

You are not alone, you are not the worst of it, you are a fucking human, welcome to the club...

be thankful your gears do not hum a tune

rhymtic and simple as you journey to tomb

You will rue yourself and by extension all

You will feel know and make the past fall

If not, what was; is, and that doesn't forbode well

If what you are is, then instead of past you will dwell

And you... welll... you know... you... eugh... you... me...

[raddestrose]

Wei Wuxian, I’m pretty sure that being called shameless and rifraf isnt why Lan Wanji looks upset.

I think is happened a bit before, like when the man you were trying to “lock down” marriage wise was referred to as JUST FRIENDS by the guy he’s has liked since CHILDHOOD

Maybe thats why Wei Ying

[codecicle]

54 seconds into this youtube short!

[cealesti]

nothing funnier than seeing both americans AND 'central' europeans making fools of themselves by being equally obnoxiously self centered