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#the city streets are crowded for the holiday#even with the rain#hidden in the chaos#is the element#waiting to strike like snakes#and I'm there too#watching#two years of nights have turned me into a nocturnal animal#i must choose my targets carefully#it's a big city#i can't be everywhere#but they don't know where i am#we have a signal now for when I'm needed#but when that light hits the sky#it's not just a call it's a warning#to them#fear is a tool#they think I'm hiding in the shadows#but i am the shadows
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How I've seen most people write Rangi coming out to her mom:
Rangi: Mom, I have something to tell you.
Hei-Ran: Go on.
Rangi: Kyoshi and I.....are.....together.
Hei-Ran: Oh I'm so happy for you.
*they hug it out, much wholesome*
How I think the coming out scene went:
Rangi: Mother. I need to tell you something, Kyoshi and I are together.
Hei-Ran: Oh thank the spirits. It finally happened.
Rangi: ???? You knew????
Hei-Ran: Sweetie, everyone in the mansion-no, all of Yokoya knew about it! Well except for Kyoshi.
Rangi: ????!! WHAT?!
Hei-Ran: I'm pretty sure Jianzhu thought you were dating, that's probably why he kidnapped you, you know?
Rangi: WH-HOW?!
Hei-Ran: Oh please, we saw your gay little ass running all over the damn mansion just to be near Kyoshi and to impress her. We were mute, not blind and deaf!
Rangi, having a crisis: I-wha-but-
Hei-Ran: Well, you aren't very good at hiding your emotions sweetie.
Rangi, flipping a nearby table: The fuck you mean I'm not?????!
Hei-Ran: Oh curses, go get Atuat, I owe her $5.
Rangi: YOU BETTED ON THIS????? WITH YOUR DOCTOR?????
Hei-Ran: Well Kelsang is dead, so I had to keep our bet alive somehow.
Rangi: I-*inhales* YOu know what? Doesn't matter! Do you accept Kyoshi or not?
Hei-Ran: Anybody who gives my girl that much cardio is 100% welcome into our family. In fact, I already added her to our family registry 2 years ago. As far as the Fire Nation is concerned, you two have been married for a while.
#rangi#hei-ran#rangi sei'naka#rise of kyoshi#shadow of kyoshi#rangi seinaka#hei-ran sei'naka#hei-ran seinaka#rangshi#rangi thought she was good at hiding stuff but it turns out that kyoshi is just THAT DENSE#everyone wants a sweet moment#i want rangi's blood pressure to rise#rangi didn't talk to her mom for 3 days after that because of the all the emotions she was feeling#i'm right this is 100% in character#(tbf I think most of the stuff i've seen was pre shadow of Kyoshi which misses out on Rangi's unhinged-ness u_u)#i'm sorry I just....need a kyoshi prequel where there's a running gag of Rangi just showing up TT0TT#kyoshi: oh she's so punctual and cool I wonder how she does it?#us: *trying not to lose it bc we know rangi is BUSTING HER ASS to look that way*#rangi the loser: *trying so fucking hard not to wheeze keel over and die in front of kyoshi*#rangi is somehow both girlboss and girlfail it's great the duality#rangi: i'm doing so well#narrator: she in fact was not doing well at all
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Gen V really missed the opportunity to make Luke/Cate/Andre a (closeted) throuple instead of that dumb cheating plot
#gen v#luke riordan#andre anderson#cate dunlap#think about it: Andre joining their relationship is still fresh so he wasn't there for the stuff with Sam and later feels very guilty for#not noticing Cate manipulating Luke right under his nose#plus they could never go public about their relationship cause Luke is Golden Boy™ and Andre is in the shadow of Polarity#people misconstructing the dynamic between them thinking Andre is envious of Luke when Luke is his one personal reason to#join the 7 apart from his dad's pushing because then they can stay close and hiding in plain sight under the guise of bromance#people thinking Cate moved on too quickly from Luke to Andre but they're both trying to cope with losing 1/3 of their heart#the flashbacks in Cate's mindspace could be about failing Luke in other ways like not noticing he wasn't well or letting the press turn#him into a villain and just wishing they had more time together as 3 before Luke died plus Jordan didn't know about them despite being close#idk I'm just rambling at this point but yeah they could've made it poly if they weren't cowards
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Dess from the Deltarune comic Looking Glasses by @ferronickel, I loved her design at first sight so here's the promised fanart; check out the original comic! It's very much worth the read :D
#ouch brain hurt I'm adding fire to the list of things I don't like to draw#i was a bit more conscious about lighting because of the fire though so that was nice#i think compared to the last time i did something on this scale#i've gotten way less shy about including shadow and light#in that ralsei drawing my shadows were almost too subtle and while it's not perfect here#i think it's a good step :D#this also only took me three days of scattered work#as opposed to two and a half weeks#so i'm starting to learn how to approach these#deltarune#december holiday#dess holiday#the first week in three months where i *don't* have to write an essay and i turn into a crab and hide in my room drawing like it's my cave#feels nice to post something other than a doodle or sketch#haha i almost forgot to add here that i completely forgot to give her teeth#literally the last thing i did before i exported this was give her two white lines for monchers#its such a small area of the picture but apparently it does wonders for not making the character look terrifying
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I wonder just how reliable the in universe documentary truly is
like after thinking about the scene where guillermo left a pause for the editors to put in clips of him and nandor I wonder why exactly they didn't
well we know why they didn't do it show wise (cause it's funny) but I wonder why they didn't do it in universe
why would they frame nandor to be more of a dick than he is?
they've been around the vampires for 5 years now so they know for a fact that they have footage that they could have put in
but for whatever reason they didn't
they chose to make it look like the two NEVER had a nice moment in their life
they also could have cut out guillermo talking about why he paused but again they didn't
we've also seen moments in the past where they've asked the documentary crew to give them a sec but they didn't and we've seen moments where characters have given the crew a "can you please fuck off" glance (mainly guillermo has done both cuz he's the one who's the most aware of the crew's presents)
add in the fact that by the looks of it they're going to mess with the whole fact that this is a documentary at the end of the day and with how pushy the crew is has me wondering just how reliable the documentary is
is there moments that only exist due to the pressure of the cameras? what have the editors cut out for the sake of having something interesting? just how differently do they act once the cameras are off?
I WANNA BE A FLY ON THE WALL IN THAT HOUSE SO THAT I CAN SEE EVERYTHING WITHOUT HAVING TO RELY ON THE DOCUMENTARY BEING FULLY HONEST WITH US
#the documentary crew is on thin ice is what I'm just trying to say#WHAT SHIT ARE YOU HIDING!??!?!?!#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#wwdits spoilers#wwdits s5#wwdits season 5#wwdits season 5 spoilers#wwdits s5 spoilers#word vomit™#ok I'll take off my tinfoil hat lol#I think this post really brings out my trust issues LMAO
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I've designed like ten Mass Effect OCs this year and not a single one has a name. This is becoming a problem
#I somehow got myself to post that nameless quarian OC a while back but everyone else is just hiding in my files augh#i wanna show them...!! but names...!!!!#i have conjured up several clan members for Tazzik#and a batarian dad and a different batarian who is a torturer#and a third batarian who owns a street food place on omega and she keeps a shotgun under the counter#and then there's all the yahg orz#and then i made a little thief gang but they're humans so i'm probably not gonna bother drawing them properly#oh and an asari doctor stationed on the shadow broker's ship who is very short and very serious and her biotics SUCK#onedismay ocs#sometimes i think i've come up with a good name but then the next morning i wake up like “what was i thinking”
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eeuuaghh i would like everyone to know that i apologise if i have not responded to your reblogs/mentions/posts on tumblr, i have really terrible social anxiety and for some reason people talking to me makes my nervous system think i'm being hunted for sport by a resident evil boss. sorry if i havent responded i'm not being rude i'm just having a panic attack :P
additionally: social anxiety is actually the reason why a lot of my old posts from late 2022 had weird spacing and spelling mistakes. i was too anxious to type properly
#sorry this seems like a random thing to post but it has been bugging me for a little bit now and i want to post it#and by a little bit i mean the entire time i've been on this website#as for the reason i have social anxiety: i went to a really terrible high school full of dangerous people-#-who were literally like. the worst most bigoted people ever. not everyone there was bad of course but 90% of them were-#-and that stunted by social development by 5-6 years and now every time someone talks to me i feel like i'm about to get murdered#also primary school was. bad. the other kids could sniff out the autism in me and didn't like me for it#this post isn't directed towards anyone specifically but also it kinda is because there's a DM from someone-#-that i haven't responded to in literally 8 months and every time i think about it i get anxious#i'm sorry!!! i'm not trying to ignore you on purpose and i want to say something but my brain literally will not let me out of fear :(#i'm not used to getting talked to directly so every time i do my entire nervous system starts screaming and running in circles#it's kinda ridiculous because it's like. come on. why are you having a panic attack over a message on tumblr it's LITERALLY just words on-#-a screen what are you freaking out about. but also it's like hhhhh unfamiliar social situation scary. help.#unrelated to that but i am very worried about what people will think of me and like i know i really shouldn't worry about that-#-because i can't control what other people think of me and it really shouldn't be any of my or their business. but also-#-i have legitimate trauma that backs my fears up and every time someone is even slightly critical towards me my brain just goes-#-''see? it happened again i TOLD you it would happen again. idiot. you shouldn't have said anything''#and then i hide and cry and lay in bed thinking about how i'm going to die until i suddenly snap out of it and think-#-''wait hang on why should i care. i love being a weirdo on the internet why should i let my anxieties stop me''#and then it happens AGAIN and it's just a viscous cycle at that point#be silly on the internet -> detect slight criticism -> think everyone hates you again -> go back on your bullshit after 3 days of crying#and it makes sense because that exact same pattern happened to me countless times as a child.#be silly in school -> get made fun of for it -> get hated for it -> rinse and repeat until you think everyone is dangerous and they hate yo#if i could put it in a metaphor it would be like me being a little rabbit who thinks everyone is a scary wolf because of their big shadows-#-even though they're all also rabbits and i'm just paying attention to the scariest parts of them because i only know what wolves look like#trauma does fucked up things to your psyche lemmie tell you#social anxiety#anxiety disorder#i'm literally the ''too scared to order food'' stereotype except it's not a stereotype because it's real and every time i look at the 7/11-#-at my campus i go ''hm but what if they hate me for the food i buy there'' even though they're LITERALLY SELLING IT what is WRONG with me#anyway um. social anxiety sucks and i don't mean to not reply ro everyone who talks to me i am sorr y
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shadow the hedgeog blog
#shadow the hedgehog#shadow posts#i wouldn't say i'm actually that big of a fan of shadow#i think the idea of him is really funny though#i just put him in a little container and admire him#but also i have a folder with so many pictures of this silly guy#and i made an entirely different tumblr account just for this dumb bit#so i dunno you can be the judge of whether or not i'm a big shadow fan#i'm just doing this for the funny#also i'm hiding this all in the tags because i'm not sure how i wanna run this blog yet and don't wanna break character um
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edit: i ended up just ranting abt like the current vibe™ in the tags... sorry abt that but like also whatever i don't care anymore
#d#my food therapist really said the most real thing on planet earth when she said i'm meeting me at the same time everyone else is#i feel like a cringey overzealous emotionally dumb teenager who's a total embarrassment to everyone around me while i'm trying 2 say fuck i#cuz like this is the first time in my entire life i feel like i get to actually explore my identity and do like normal young people things#and i feel just. so so exposed in the sense that everyone is watching me make a fool of myself without a single shred of self-awareness#and it makes me so fucking mad cuz like i'm finally happy with myself!! i'm finally starting to feel like a fully formed person#instead of a 2d projection or an object or something monstrous hiding in the shadows because that's how i've spent until now imo#and like. it's hard to emotionally make peace with the fact things in my social life are changing because like. there's some part of me#that thinks that maybe if i stayed in that miserable place that maybe i wouldn't have any of the problems i have now#and like my life is a lot better. and i know that and i wouldn't change a thing. but like emotionally i guess i'm just#processing it as a fault of mine to have changed bc it's changing my relationships to others#and this isn't about any one specific thing like i've been having lots of small growing pains with a lot of ppl in my life rn i just am lik#there's a lot happening to me rn emotionally so i feel like everything i do is a fuckup and i'm just bracing for more people to go ig#which might happen or it might not and tbh either is ok at this point. i need to do this in order to live i think#idk why i'm even rambling about this i just have a lot of thoughts and i want to share them i guess. not like it does anything but like#what else is this app for at this point lmfao i barely even want to talk on here anymore because i feel like everything i say on here is#just pointless. i'm thankful i have a strong support system rn cuz genuinely i don't know what i'd do if i didn't like#i feel like everything is so much more emotionally Big to me on E and it's kind of hard trying to figure out how to manage it#like i'm basically finally getting to be me. for worse AND for better. and i just am like. insecure on some level i guess#not even over my appearance tbh i've kinda made peace with that. moreso my personality and what things i share with others#this whole post is so wholly unnecessary but i feel like i'm going to go insane if i don't get this out of my head#i've genuinely been avoiding talking about my emotions or my private life on here because i don't exactly feel safe on here anymore#which is like great. love it when my primary outlet for like. socially interacting with people casually gets compromised i love it#i literally softblocked like 30 ppl off of here so i could talk abt my weird sex stuff and my body and my deeper thoughts with ppl i trust#and then i still am too conscious about it! this always happens when i make a blog for myself to talk on#maybe i'm just not meant for talking abt things
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SHAKES SW CANON. QUINLAN IS ALIVE!!!!!! ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#personal#the horror of being a psychometric jedi surrounded by the bones of your culture!!!!!!#touching the ghosts of those that were through a connection he can never turn off!!#THE AGONY OF KNOWING YOU ARE ONE OF THE LAST BASTIONS OF AN ERA SLAUGHTERED BEFORE ITS TIME#FEELING UNWORTHY OF BEING ONE OF THE FEW TO SURVIVE#KNOWING AS HE DOES THAT HE TOO ONCE FELL INTO THAT YAWNING VOID AND ONLY CLAWED BACK INTO THE LIGHT DUE TO THE SUPPORT#OF HIS FELLOW JEDI#SMUGGLING YOUNGLINGS TO SAFETY BC WHAT ELSE IS A SHADOW TO DO BUT TO HIDE THE FLICKERING EMBERS OF LIGHT BEFORE THEY CAN BE SNUFFED OUT BY#THE DARK#I'M SHAKING AND SCREAMING. I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!#KENOBI SPOILERS#thinking about quinlan dealing with aayla's death FEELING HER DIE and having to just go on#every time he comes across a fragment from the order#perhaps a downed fighter. a broken piece of armor. god forbid he get a hold of a lightsaber#feeling them die over and over and over again i HATE IT HERE#i'm sliding off my chair and DISSOLVING INTO ATOMS
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Interviewer: Avatar Aang, why did you run away from home?
Aang: I was told I was the Avatar at like 12, and the pressure got to me so I childishly ran away. :( Ironically that ended up being the right choice, but that's a diff story.
Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you?
Aang: Of course! My best buddy, ol' pal Appa! :D
Appa: Moo
Interviewer: Avatar Korra, why did you run away from home?
Korra: Well the first time- I don't want to talk about the second time- it was because those jerks wouldn't let me BE THE AVATAR! So I ran away to do my duties!
Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you?
Korra: Of course! Only the best girl ever, Naga!
Naga: Woof
Interviewer: Avatar Kyoshi, why did you run away from home?
Kyoshi: After witnessing the death of two of my loved ones. I swore to escape my sifu's control and to get revenge by any means necessary.
Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you?
Kyoshi: Of course! I took my totally 100%, platonic bestie Rangi! Mmmhmmm just friends, totally, ONLY friends. Haha. No secret longing feelings here, no siree.
Rangi: Platonic???? Not by the end of this trip, not if I have anything to say about it!
#atla#avatar the last air bender#lok#legend of korra#rise of kyoshi#shadow of kyoshi#rangi#korra#kyoshi#rangi sei'naka#rangshi#rangi seinaka#rangi i get it girl but kyoshi's having a gay crisis you need to be more forward#parallels#it was a funny post and fun parallels leave me be!#i think i'm funny#the 2nd time korra ran away she took her ptsd with her ;w; but we don't talk about that!#kyoshi is over compensating cause she doesn't want her bestie to know she's in love with her#little does she know rangi was DTF for like 2 years now TT0TT#i love how they both throw out 'i'm totally in love w/u vibes' but then they just fucking miss each other????#and what's worse is that both think they're just soooo good at hiding it TT0TT the miscommunication no one does it like THEM#my fav type of miscommunication#absolute messes I love them#aang and korra were great foils#but adding kyoshi makes such a great 3 way venn diagram~!
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Thinking about how Jesper made peace with who he is in season 2 and he's like I wanna live this and i don't hide who I am but then his father arrives to Ketterdam and what if he feel the need to hide this from him because he doesn't want to disappoint his father? Like imagine you fully accept who you are but you have to hide this fact from someone you love because is them that don't accept who you are?
#and i'm thinking about suicide now#shadow and bone netflix#shadow and bone spoilers#jesper hates disappointing people and of he thinks his father will be disappointed if he truly embraces being a grisha he will hide it#he's just gonna to struggle with all this again#he doesn't want to hide but he doesn't want to disappoint his father too#i think i'm saying the same thing over and over but i'm really going insane about this
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Veit Schäfermeier as Cyrano (Theater Bielefeld)
#This is a very good shot for presenting Cyrano I think. The play on light and shadows. The hat with the plumes. The cloak#And the fact that you can't see his face but can see his nose. A bit that play on masks and unveilments and hiding behind an excuse#He looks dashing here. Too typically pretty perhaps. More Aramis than I would have expected of a Cyrano#The actor doesn't look that Aramis looking in the other shots I've seen but he sure gives me a bit that impression here#He seems elegant and I like that though. Albeit perhaos a too cleancut elegance for Cyrano. But I'm rambling#Cyrano#Cyrano de Bergerac#About books
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thinking about those absolution spoilers
#specifically thinking about William's reaction to hearing about the crimson knight#he would be devastated#possibly near suicidaly so#and varric would be the only one who would know -the rest of the kirkwall crew is split up and while they keep in contact William isn't -#-exactly the type to put that in a letter#but he couldn't hide this from varric#I'm not sure he would try#so varric.... varric has to convince him it was worth it -it mattered#and by this point i mean theyre quote unquote living together and their relationship is less... less shadowed but they've never said#i love you. they've never said it out loud#and i don't know if that would be the tipping point for varric -do i tell him it was worth it because i love him#-do i believe him when he doesn't say it back-#i want to write this scene its haunting me but lol#main reason i haven't written anything in like. forever?#Literally Have Not Been In A Room Alone For Months.#always have a family member close enough to watch what I'm doing and read/comment... like. hello? can i help you?#anyways thinkinh about this
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I'd like ophelias character more if they leaned into either making her an awful piece of shit or a massive hypocrite more. It feels like they very clearly set her up as this cold blooded killer and then sorta yanked her back and im not talking abt her tragic backstory I genuinely like how she can't seem to be kind 2 the people luo yan saved instead of her boyfriend but I wish they just went with that instead of having her see this woman dying and going "wow that is sad :( I'll lie to comfort her" and aparantly in a bounty story of hers she was like playing with kids??? Anyways she was on top of Zora's hit list and I feel like the writers went "ok ignore that" even though Zora is the best character-
#The last part is like half joking. I love Zora and her event was probably my fave#Even if we don't have a lot to pick thru I think the writing was v strong and both she and Xiao Yin really got to shine#Plus she kinda stands out as an 'unaffiliated' character (yea bounty hunter but they're supposed to b neutral) but makes her hatred#VERY CLEAR like doesn't seem to hide it. So to just kinda go 'now feel sad for the person she hates' I'm sorry im not going to do that!#Especially when you implied/described her as being very cold blooded and not empathetic I don't really care#TLDR I think ophelia has potential but they didn't really reach it. Also Bonnie was underutilized in the story I know it's like#A side story so it's mostly ophelia like how it was almost totally ahmed last time but still Bonnie is one of the few shadow decree members#Who seem to be somewhat justified bc she GREW UP with the union not doing much! Not to say it justifies joining the organization that burns#Down an orphanage but like cmon she's 19 she's emotional she's the esper of the God of discord. I think she's allowed to be a little messy#AND HER BROTHER JOINED THE UNION. She's like tang yun if he wasn't a little bitch (affectionate I like tang yun and his writing but he is#Or at least seems to be kinda self sabotaging like. Get your shit together. Where Bonnie's situation seems more like outside factors#Fucking everything up for her. Anyways)#What the fuck am I talking about. Oops
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a bonus track is a little ghost that floats in and out of the official track listing asking do i "count"? who would you cut for me? what do the others gain/lose by leaving me on the cutting floor only to squeeze me in at the very end? will you remember me?
#that said. some binus tracks are very confident in their liminality. take#Kingdom come#by Coldplay for example. cosmic (boyfriend) thinks every Coldplay end track is the same (in theme if not sound) so there's a pattern to kee#a precedent to experiment with. Kingdom Come slots into that legacy nicely as a love song to the concept of death#the ballad of sal villanueva#ballad of#as i affectionately call it is a classic little ghostie it even does the talking-through-a-speaker vocal effect on the opening verse#i LOVE#sleep#as a bonus track on louder now. bc sleep is inherently liminal. it connects your days. you only partly remember it#and oh god#Brooklyn#another louder now bonus. that song deserves main track list status but it wants to hide in the shadows#I'm glad it gets to live where it us comfortable. I'm glad it can be the deepest of cuts#newer bonus I've come to love but#helpless#by neon trees!! a sweetheart. some gender in there. a shy yet shouty song. great turmoil#bonus#bonus track#bonus tracks#snowswords#Coldplay#taking back sunday#neon trees#time#liminal spaces#ghosts#ghost#haunting#the world is creatures
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