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sonicunleash · 2 years

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i may be cringe but i am FREE. look at my funny horses

#sonic #sth #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #mlp #silver the hedgehog #miles tails prower #rouge the bat #amy rose #blaze the cat #sonic au #I might make colored refs for the others but its sonic and shadow that i actually already had pretty solid designs for so #they were a lot easier to finalize #ANYWAYS. LOOK AT MY HORSES BOY #i think shadows deal would translate in pony verse to being like. a fake experimental alicorn. like #i mean he is an alicorn but like he wasn't made by any of the princesses and he isnt a princess. and hes also a little fucked up #also i imagine instead of alien dna its probably something more akin to dragons #'what ponies are going around making an test tube alicorn #fuck if i know.#Really wanna finalize blaze and silver sometime actually their sketches look so cool- FUCK I NEVER DOODLED KNUCKLES. NEXT TIME #also look at little dragon tails. cherish him #edit: POSTED THIS TO THE WRONG BLOG. IF YOU WANT TO FOLLOW ME FOR ART #U SHOULD PROBABLY FOLLOW ME AT CHAOSSPEAR

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roaringheat · 1 month

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chat, i did it i finally broke up with my partner

#vark posts #did it back on monday #figured id update for those of yall that were so supportive lmao #i read all those messages i got before i did it #im honestly like completely fine #i was pretty fucked the first convo but ig i just needed to process which made the finalizing convo so much easier #was pretty emotionally exhausted for the next like 24hrs after but im just chillin now #yall were right its def a big relief lmao #its just a little awkward now since we live together but at least its not just us two here #i havent been single since dec 2020 since my first 2 relationships were unfortunately back to back lmao #they werent nearly as bad as my first relationship but it was like trying to force together two puzzle pieces that didnt fit #which made a lot of things pretty frustrating #another win for self care #ty again to those of yall that were so nice abt it even if it was just consistently liking the vent posts of me losing my mind lmao :^)

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starlit-mansion · 4 months

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it's kind of wild that jessie gender used the word transandrophobia in a youtube video. i've never seen that happen before. people gotchaing you know who for blatantly misgendering rebecca sugar and nate stevenson was the most callout of actual transmasc or afab transneutral erasure i've seen from the video essay space in memory, and even that was mostly just to pad out the callout post

#it's nice to hear literally one transfeminine person self-reflect on the way people talk over trans men in the youtube literati sphere #but. to be fair. a LOT of people called the lack of visible trans men out during hbomb's mermaids charity stream years back #there was a lot of scrambling to find transmasc guests towards the end. like.. irrc just tweeting out for guests #and then idk i don't think it moved the needle at all after that #(but also i stopped watching cpoints during the middle of her 'being cancelled for nonbinary erasure' era so idk if she changed)#other than that... in the mask off vid in l.e.'s final yt days she apologized for saying trans men have it easier than trans women #citing (as everyone seems to) elliot page finally showing the world that trans men are treated like dogshit #which uh. hm. i get that saying that doesn't call anyone of lesser visibility out #but frankly i'm shocked that she spent so much time in HER fandoms seemingly without ever encountering trans men lmao #(that's a joak. i remember it was way less visible a decade ago. fandom spaces were very girls club back then)#i'm rambling now lol #it's... a little wild that the misgendering was assigned to misogyny alone if i'm being honest. it was literally in the misogyny section #and it was about classing them as women to say that they were ALLOWED to show 'nonthreatening' wlw stories

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phoenix-before-the-flame · 1 year

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Hey phoenix how have you been this is scar anon if you still remember me! Anyways I just have your laxus fanart rotating in my brain again and I am having so many thoughts like,,,I wonder how he got that scar yknow it's such a prominent part of his character but as far as I can recall (which is admittedly not very much considering I haven't watched or read ft in a hot minute) mashima never explained where he got it? God I wish there was an angsty backstory to his scar (or honestly more laxus backstory in general) but if we're being honest he probably just ran headfirst into a pole or smth.

Anyways sorry for my ramblings this was a poorly disguised request for some laxus headcanons if you have the time! (Can you tell he's my blorbo? That fanart you did genuinely restructured something in my brain and I still can't stop thinking about it to this day) Aight that's it from me have a good day! 👍🏼

Finally i can get around to answering this lol

With regards to Laxus' iconic eye scar I don't really think there was any deep reasoning or logic behind it on Mashima's end (from a character design stand point at least) other than having it be a visual tell that yup, this guy's got lightning powers so he's got a lightning shaped scar to let the audience have a clue about that. It's a similar thing with like, giving your fire characters flame printed clothing, or your evil characters red eyes or your yugioh character crazy hair to let the audience know that this is the protag.

It's more of an element to add some interest to his design and key readers into his magic before the big reveal than something i think was definitely added to tie into any backstory related thing.

And if it is connected to anything backstory related that was revealed later down the line a la 100yr quest i dont care because i dont care about anything to do with the sequel lol.

That being said, i've had this old ass concept regarding Laxus' scar that i've always meant to get around to and you've given me the perfect opportunity to talk about it.

So like, in my head and my tweaked version, Laxus' scarring is instead of a random cool looking lighting scar it's literally lightning scars.

Like scars you get from being struck by lightning. Lichtenberg figures.

(Took off his tattoo and guild mark for the sake of clarity)

Enter Phoenix- verse Laxus lol

Reasoning for this is because I've always figured that the operation that dropped that lacrima in him was a botched one. A sorta test run of making a 2nd gen slayer to work out the kinks down the line for better and smoother operations.

So that being said, in the initial months after the operation the lacrima did not adjust smoothly to being in Laxus' body and adapting to work with his natural ethernano so the lacrima would often times send out shocks through his body during that time as the dragon lacrima's and his ethernano particles would slowly sync up and work in unison

Hence resulting in the all over lichtenberg scarring starting from his chest (i always hc the lacrima's somewhere in the chest near the heart or so) and going through the head, arm and leg as exit points for the electricity when he used to get those shocks.

And the scarring would sorta wrap around his head too! If you shaved his head (sorry King) you would see that it would stretch across the scalp as well.

This whole thing also left his right eye slighter weaker than the other (not enough for him to be completely blind in it but it goes kinda fuzzy sometimes).

The whole full body scarring never really raised much questions though, a lot of people who see it just assume that it was a really bad magic accident (I hc that some elemental magics are more volatile and trickier to master due to the danger they could pose to the user so stuff like lighting and poison for eg are less commonly used than say water or air related magics). But those who know, know (Hello Makarov and Thunder Legion).

So uh, yeah. My headcanon and slight redesign regarding Laxus' scarring lol. Probs a lot more extra than you were bargaining for but i wanted to be able to visualize my idea properly 😅

Also bonus the scarring glows when he uses his magic :]

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da-proti-toku-grem · 22 days

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feeling like a total asshole today 👍

#an aunt's mom passed away yesterday night #i didn't really know her that much just spoke to her a few times for the typical merry christmas & happy new year you know #so when my mom told me i felt bad for my aunt bc i knew they were really close but i don't feel SAD #but my parents seemed to be like so shocked and sad and my little brother even started crying #and i felt absolutely nothing #idek what my mom saw in my face but she went like 'don't you feel anything?' and like wtf am i supposed to feel #like. i'm sorry for my aunt and everything but i just?????#that already made me feel like an absolute asshole but now we have to go there (like 2hours away by car)#and because i am an adult now i *have* to go to the funeral home (?) today and to the funeral tomorrow #and i REALLY don't want to and thought it's making me so fucking anxious bc i haven't been there since my grandma passed away 2 years ago #i really don't want that feeling that i felt back then to come back #not right now #not when i've been starting to feel a bit better this past week #but i'm already failing at that because they started to come back the moment i was told i have to go #and i feel like a fucking asshole because my aunt's mom literally passed away and she (and her whole family) must be heartbroken right now #and all i can think about is that i'm anxious #i'm anxious to go back there. i'm anxious just thinking that i'll have to express my condolences to people that i don't even know #i'm anxious because i'll have to TALK to people and at least try to look a bit SAD but i can't just fake it #bc if i don't look sad my brain tells me that i'm an asshole that doesn't have feelings like apparently everyone around me has #but if i fake it my brain tells me that i'm an asshole bc why tf do i have to fake my fucking personality #why can't i just express my fucking feelings like normal people do and the only thing that i know how to do is fucking complain #like. i know i rant a lot here but it's literally the only place where i talk about my feelings #i NEVER talk about my feelings with anyone because idk HOW to do it #i have like a million things in my mind that i want to tell my mom or my therapy for example but when i finally convince myself to do it #i just CAN'T. the thoughts won't leave my mouth because i don't know how to phrase them properly #so nothing ever leaves my mind unless i make a post here bc apparently writing my thoughts in english (my 2nd language)#is easier than talking in spanish #and at least if i write them here they don't just stay bottled up in my mind #but i'm too tired of myself and my stupid brain that tells me that i do everything wrong :/#i'm gonna shut up now bc i once again reached the tag limit

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fortune-maiden · 7 months

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I have done it! I have written ficlets for all 30 days of Sicktember! (only posted 7 of them but I wrote all 30! :D)

Over the course of the month, I've written:

25,343 words (8053 words in posted fic)

23 Complete ficlets

Ficlets in12 fandoms

Longest fic was Day 2's Four Hours at 1850 words

Shortest fic was at 508 words, tied between Days 12 & 27 (neither posted)

#fortune's fanfics #sicktember stats #I AM FINALLY DONE! I'M FREEEEE #this was a lot of fun but holy hell i am never doing this again!#or if i am i am making much easier rules for myself xD #100 word drabbles or something #i did like this a lot though. the idea was not to plan anything in advance and just write 500 words on the day of #it's a bit like NaNo in that sense #it was a nice writing challenge even if i was really scraping for ideas on some days #other days (like today) i wrote 3 prompts over a total of an hour #it was weird xD #out of all the ficlets i wrote i think i liked Day 2 the best haha #it was different from my usual type of fic and i liked that #i also liked the days where i chose to explore random aus i wouldn't otherwise write #but also i really stretched the prompt definition on some of these xD #also also i got bored writing actual sickfic which is why so many of the things i posted were comedies ^^''

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no1ryomafan · 3 months

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The urge to not be the most annoying person ever when Gurren Lagann is mentioned by anyone randomly and I get the urge to scream “DID YOU KNOW GETTER ROBO IS A INFLUENCE ON IT” because every instance it’s always unprompted, probably not getting the person interested and it’s not like I even watched Gurren to make justifiable comparisons nor do I know when the fuck I will.

#meg text #getter robo #I will say aside from me this by itself is yet another annoying misconception getter has but worsely applied to GL #the creator was ishikawas editor so he did took the most influence out of respect but it’s ALSO just inspired by a lot of mecha #it’s a mecha love letter but somehow only made people who were curious about wtf inspired it mecha fans #where as most other people call it peak and never watch any other mecha which is why it off puts me #I’m not someone who hates it just for that bc I don’t do it with Eva since that whole thing DUMB even if I get the damage it’s done #but it is annoying to see something so hugely popular and no one gives its creative influences that are just as good a look #but also this goes back to my continued mountain of salt of “man no one talks about how significant getter is to old anime culture”#I will probably try to watch it one day but fuck knows when and please don’t enforce it on me #I have so much shit I need to watch or feel pressured to watch #(also another thing that off puts me even if it’s not related to the show itself is uh- when I first tried to watch it I was sick💀)#on my birthday too #that said if I did watch it I’d probably have a easier time talking to anime fans irl but I can’t make anything easy on myself #rejecting popular things besides a select few until I die (die as in when I finally care to try it)

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cinna-bunnie · 1 year

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bleh

#having a bad morning tbhhhh #i envy the ppl who grew up here :| it's so much easier to make friends when u went to school w ppl and grew up with them #i have been here since 2016 and was just trying to get stability the first 3 years financially/housing-wise.#and when i was Finally ready to start making friends the pandemic happened.#the closest thing I've had to friends were made thru my ex and when we broke up they ghosted me.#to this day i have not made a single genuine friend and i can't articulate how hurtful that is to think about.#and i get excited when i might have a new friend but do the audhd balancing act where i tone myself down so i don't scare them away #but then idk. maybe i just come off as uninteresting or indifferent. idk what the perception of me is bc no one ever tells me anything lol.#i just get ghosted a lot 😭 it's Literally so much easier to find ppl to fuck than it is to find friends. idk why this is so hard but it's #frustrating. everyone has lukewarm interest in me at best and i have so much to offer when I've opened up to someone.#and i can't rly talk w ppl about how I'm feeling. and i can't do anything but keep trying over and over or else i WILL fr have no friends.#it's just. like. I'm not a normal person w normal circumstances and interacting w people who already have a ton of friends and stuff #going on is hard. there's like this burning desire for companionship in u as the person NEEDING it that no one else has #bc they already have it yk? ur just kind of a footnote on everyone's day/week. u don't have that kind of relationship where #u can Just Go Over or just have ppl over. ppl can hang like once a month maybe. i hate it here but also don't want to leave :|#everything is great except trying to make friends. idk i just wanted to vent lol I'm done ranting and might just delete #but this feeling wells up inside me and some days is so hard to ignore 😭#'i have been here since 2016 and don't have a single genuine Friend' what the fuck 😭😭#ik that wfh doesn't Help but i wouldn't be able to get anything done in person in my position lol. plus it's less about where ppl are #and more about how relationships (dont) develop past a certain point.#i have someone I've been talking with probs longest out of everyone so far and we're gonna hang this weekend #but I'm also perpetually afraid I'm gonna scare them away or something and be back at square 1 😭#and idk im afraid that might translate into seeming shy or something and I'd hate for them to lose interest anyways ._.#but idk how much of that is valid vs my brain just being mean to me and paranoid over my other experiences.#anyways... yea thnx for reading if u did. i feel crazy 😮‍💨

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flovverworks · 5 months

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thought about gbf crossover again recently....T_^ repeating myself for the billionth time but i DO think about akiras views on the moon in different settings (pre-mhyk, mhyk, post-mhyk, gbf, other crossovers....etc). gbf is funny enough since its an entire 'yeah the wizards are fighting the moon once a year' 'oh we also fought the moon' ' huh?'. but also thinking about the aspect of how magic is a lot more wide-spread and common in gbf. i have nothing to elaborate with it. i DO think akirad get a big shock from islands in the sky though like thats a bit TOO different from what theyve experienced even in the wizards' world....... anyway the thoughts started and ended there. i just wanted to repeat them

#stardust speaking !#i proofread two things finally yippe #thinking about this cuz i keep scrolling past one of the atlas things with kaitlyn while trying to get to the asks i replied to #ggg i love gbf sm gbfs setting is so fun #srry for always doing crossovers rather then aus #but i could only adapt to others gbf aus and thats it yknow. read: if matt were to do that #wait i wanted to put up grans mhyk au properly................ill probably forget again<3 #i dont make a lot of aus for gran either but mhyk just worked Rly well thanks for that one offhand 'yeah no one has crossed the sea' commen #if a series has some seemingly unobtainable thing then grans easier to put into it #GGGGGGG i wanna write rn tbh......but its bedtime...........................<//////3

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orangecharactersmackdown · 1 year

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Did you include EVERY SINGLE nomination?? bc I'm seeing people I nominated that I did not expect to actually get in (Damon Gant. Mother fucker.)

not every single one, but almost half of them. regarding Damon Gant, it helps that I play ace attorney too

#orangecharactersmackdown #asks #anon #it ended up being so big bc i wanted to include as many as possible and there were a lot of characters i couldnt bear to leave out #also 6 is an even number and that makes final rounds easier

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kindacreepy-kindaugly · 6 months

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why is it so much worse knowing how many people out there want me (& everyone in this body) dead cause we don't feel empathy than knowing about the ones who want the same cause we're trans