#theyre all trans in my brain
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the king shunned, the lion dead, the knight lost, the princess absent. but the wizard lives.
#pokemon#swsh#champion league#cw: gore#hi! this one is also about being trans btw. but mostly it's abt stories#I think I was drawing this one like ''leon should get to have fun a little'' and it turned into. this#well. there are many things already! like I've been rotating the lion dance costume head as trophy thing in my brain since#that one doodle I did with that lion head#the original idea for this has the wreaths more prominent and also pizelated#and. it tried to incorporate something that needs much more delicate handling#than I'm currently capable of. so I shelved it for this instead#I think this piece is just like. fully linking the king-knight-beast-princess-wizard figures altogether for leon#u know what I think abt all that! u kno whats up#but also just a tiny bit. this was drawn with that whole once-a-month disk horse abt sexing skeleton remains#about which my only real thought is ''I gotta be buried in a solid metal salmon suit then''#well. if I were to be buried at all. I'm good to be thrown out for a natural meal as well of course#(technically) first piece after job babey!!#in the end the tiger wanted to be drawn first but this was started way beforehand#I think because I wanted something more ink-heavy. since my job art was almost entirely painted#to anyone who may come into my inbox or comment to ask why the bones shine: its cause theyre wet. congrats#have a good night lads! it's nice and cool to be gross sometimes
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is it just me or is bioware spoiling way too much about the game . talking about gameplay improvements is one thing but revealing story and companion arcs seems very insecure to me bc now the mystery is gone when people play for the first time . seems like they're trying too hard to prove that their game isn't garbage after that first trailer but this is not how you do that
#show gameplay#show how side quests work#show how the levels work if it isn't 'open world'#show crafting systems show transmog and a quick demo of how companion approval looks#show us the goddamn character creator already#even just show how the lighthouse works but dont?? start companion quests??#like it makes sense now why the writers were adamant that taashs pronouns were she/her idk why they had to reveal that point of their arc#bc youre NOT supposed to know what theyre going through yet . i liked the mystery surrounding them but ok thats gone#ive never seen this happen b4 i would never promote my game or writing through spoilers youre just sabotaging yourself#luckily for most people their brains are small so they might forget anyway#but still this is a weird marketing strategy#how did larian manage to pull in so many people through a stupid bear stunt and no story spoilers#and bioware has to cry and scream about how☝️🤓solas is good actually and our companions are soso complex trust us please please please plea#and also don't get me started on the character and enemy designs . a downgrade for sure#bioware critical#um lol also its a bit weird that taash is the only nb one but this isnt the post to talk about that .#bioware making their trans rep weird yet again . all we need is for rook to ask taash invasive questions and welcome back krem dragon age
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so. I started reading the liar game.
#ITS SO GOOD like I started it maybe 2-3 days ago bur now Im like 150 chapters in#Im exploding these three in mt mind theyre so NFIENGJWBD#it really pissed me off the way they made yuji seem like a trans man but 50 chapters later I find out shes actually a trans woman#so I was mad I was misgendering her for FIFTY CHAPTERS like I CANNOT BE DISRESPECTING HER LIKE THAT#But Ive also been coping hard because I keep trying to convince my brain all three of them are so sapphic#theyre so bi4bi4les guys you dont know them like I do (delusional)#art through l#liar game
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uh. these two ig
#i dont know anything about arc 2 past like chapter 5 and barely anything about the characters#i like them a lot though from what i do know#anyways sorry i have not been able to draw at all but i wanted to earlier and for some reason they were the easiest thing that came to me?#ive never drawn either of them and i rhink it’s obvious but it was actually kinda fun drawing this which was a nice change#anyways uh heres mouseboy and catgirl the brain roommates#i will now be hitting hiko with my he/they transgender beam. get transgendered mind boy#id like to get himena with my trans beam also i think theyre t4t because im also trans and i think its cool when. trans people#im counting this as a late valentines day post btw#magia record#himena aika#uh#hiko magireco#?#does he have a last name
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funny thing about attraction is that i am Not at all interested in cis guys. right.
except for the literal worst fictional men you've ever layed eyes on.
this character is horrible and *will* harm my general health?
comfort character babey.
occasionally theres the just Regular Ass Guy right, but 90% of the time its either women or the literal scum of the earth (or both. lady villains. aaough <3 yes please)
#idk why i went on a rant ab this im just thinking of the fsct that i can name like 5 literal The Worst villain characters (or like.#not villains but are scum of the earth anyway?)#that are all fictional men id smooch.#not a single irl man ever that id smooch though sorry guys </3#and affectionately trans men are on thin ice 🫵 (as in i love trans men but. Thats A Whole Ass Man Right There)#i find romantic attraction in the shared experiences yk?#i literally have no shared experiences with a cis guy.#also cis men scare me :lmao:#i have at least one shared life experience with trans men and thats the whole transmasc thing yk?#and thats a comfort and something that can open the door to potential romantic interactions#and nonbinary folk are under that same umbrella for the most part#and... aouegh... womemb.#<3#dude i just love women thank you. do i have to explain myself here.#tho also totally cis women also intimidate me lmao#im the least intimidated by trans and nonbinary people. because i am also trans & nonbinary#more intimidated by cis people because I Am Not That.#most intimidated by cishet people. idk i just Am. sorry cishets </3#and actually MOST intimidated by allistic cishet people lmao. ur telling me ur brain works AND youre seen as “normal” in society? HUH?#/silly. mostly#also i cannot speak fully on trans women bc. ive never met a trans woman irl#idk what it is wirh my state (<- yes i do its the general everything-phobia of the people here) but its hard to meet other trans folk#pleaaaaaaase dont take this post too seriously. its 3 am and im mcsleepy and i just wanted to ramble ab my general experience w attraction#ALSO I HAve no shared experiences w the fictional villains. its just that theyre fake and i can rotate them in my brain at mach 20#i just think its fun snd attractive of me to put them in situations
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there's a podcast i like thats focused on leftist theory through a christian lens (which i just think is really interesting, given how many christians you meet that are loudly anti-communist and for some reason are convinced jesus would love capitalism) and i just saw a tweet thread they made saying that, for Lent, they want to give up the US blockade against Cuba (so theyre spending the next 40 days writing letters to biden and their local reps and encouraging others to do the same)
i am delighted i bought all those stamps at costco because i am gonna be writing some goddamn letters to our dumbfuck government
#anime life#they shared a google doc they wrote about how to write the letters and some ideas of what to say#my local rep is verrrrry conservative and '''''christian'''''#and in the google doc they pointed out that the past 3 popes and the world council of churches#have all called for the US to end the embargo#do i think this will get through to cathy mcmorris rogers?? no because she has brain worms#but i still think it'll be fun for me to insist that my gay trans ass is better at being christian than her#when im an atheist#anyway if anyone wants the google doc or the zine these guys made abt christian solidarity w cuba#i can share#but like. obviously theyre very christian lmao#again i am an atheist but being raised catholic in a very fundamentalist christian nation#i think hearing christian arguments against capitalism and for. things that are generally good. is really interesting and illuminating
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#is there an opposite of manic where your brain just decides to go rouge? like im too tired and miserable to be manic im running on fumes#but im angry so deeply fuckin angry and disrespected and if one more cis person talks over me im going for their jugular#like it doesnt feel like mania but im planning to smoke as soon as i get home have a couple shots and shave my head#which all sounds like things i do when manic but its all being decided on with a level headed deliberation#after which i may go rogue and not bother waiting for my doc to say yes or not to T because she wants my endocrinologist's input#and while said endo is nice and educated on thyroid care shes not great on trans stuff so frankly i dont want her input#unless its backed up with medical journals and precedent and i plan to express that as gracefully as i can#but im also very close to just going rouge tonight too many fuckers are crossing the line with me this week and either#theyre taking up my space in the world and talking over me cutting me off drowning me out or theyre acting like im not there at all#and I'm this fuckin close
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More from my hypothetical romance fantasy
#to id#doodles#oc:Henrietta#oc:Astra#plus the butcher girl and astra's second hand i dont have names 4 them#sobbing crying theyre on my brain#the gist is that henrietta is autistic but since its ye olde times ppl think shes possessed#so her family sends her to the country until shes of marrying age at which point she makes her second debut#where she has another meltdown and runs off feeling ashamed where she meets Astra#who comes from a well respected family#feel free 2 ask me abt it its bot serious at all its for fub#theyre in love. aut4aut#astra is trans. henrietta has a butchery hyperfixation#astra enchants a pair of earrings that dull sound fkr henrietta 2 wear
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this might be just A ME THING bc im mildly face blind but like everyone on HRT looks the same TO ME
im so happy for ppl who are celebrating their hrt or transition process, i truly am i just often get like ?????? when theres before n after photos bc imo the face can only change so much so im like
"Yep you look exactly the same just with more or less hair/body fat!" which to me is a neutral statement but too many ppl dont see it that way, which doesn't make sense to me, you only get one face so like why is it bad your face is yours??? I think its metal as hell, that youll always have the same face structure.
#me#personal#vent#this isnt anti hrt im trans and pro whatever u need to do for you#i just realized my difference in perception#i know telling someone that they look the same when theyre on hrt is not a good move but like#thats how my brain works cuz i dont think looking the same esp in the face is a bad thing#but also dont let one face blind person stop you from feeling your oats#bc i cant memorize new faces literally all faces just be looking different even if ive met u before
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radfems are just the female equivalent of mgtow at this point
#theyre so annoying#like y'all aren't making the genius point you think you're making#not to engage in discourse but!!!#i have found community within groups of men#branding all of them as evil is not the hot take you think it is#like it literally took me ages to accept the fact that I was attracted to men because I was embarrassed#all because of the dumb idea that to be a feminist you gotta hate men????#fuck that! I love my boyfriend I love my guy friends and I love my girl friends as well!!!!#hate does not fix that shit did y'all not learn from the iNsTiNcTuAL ViOLeNt NaTuRe oF mEn???#your critical thinking skills are on par with a bag of ROCKS girlies#NOT TO MENTION THE TRANSPHOBIA???#are you seriously thinking that trans women (who get fucking hatecrimed ALL THE FUCKING TIME) have male privilege???????#the male privilege is not stored in the penis y'all are RIDICULOUS#an abuser being a trans woman does not make them a male abuser because guess what baby women can be abusers too!!!!#rocks for brains
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Girl help I keep thinking about freaking persona 4
#i have banned myself from engaging with any persona 4 related content (except for memes my sister sends me)#because yeah its genuinely deeply upsetting for me and i always feel like absolute shit#but aghhh for some reason my brain has been fixated on it this week thinking about all the offensive garbage it is#and i keep thinking of all the evidence i can gather definitively proving that the writing is sooooo homophobic/transphobic#which is a very easy thing to gather up and prove since its all over the damn place lol#but like im just so fixated on how awful the game is and how the fans are even worse and i have this urge to argue forever#something im sure a lot of yall can relate to#cuz god it hurts to be screaming at people that theyre hurting you and for them to just say no to you as if its up for debate#if this sounds dramatic cuz its Juat A Game liiiike no its not Just A Game this is about#my daily life requires me to argue my existence constantly and its the same for every other damn marginalized person out there#and idk if youre still gonna either ignore or deny that persona 4 isnt batshit insanely offensive then youre stupid#i dont have the patience to argue shit like this anymore because theres no way someone with a brain can deny shit like that#and quite frankly even well intentioned queer fans who try to make headcanons that either say fuck you to the game#or hcs that do nothing at all to challenge the bigotry in p4 are kinda annoying to me#cuz it hurts too much to play along like yeah id LOVE to just slap a rainbow on kanji and a trans guy badge on naoto#and call it a day and enjoy the game outside of it all but thats kinda impossible#when these two characters entire existence revolves around the bigotry and its done in a way that hurts like hell to see#its too real for me to enjoy even if i make positive ‘fuck you atlus’ fan art#yeah ughhhh whatever its just annoying cuz I’ve been doing a good job at blocking this game away from my life#cuz it brought nothing but anger to me but its just been something thats been stuck on me lately#and im really not sure what triggered this or why its been lingering so long like please stoppp#its really embarrassing to be having bad mental illness over a shitty bibleo game 🙄
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moodboard: nb transfem thea x agender sin x genderfluid roy
#thea x sin x roy#arrow#arrowedit#arrowverse#my moodboards#theyre all trans frfr. dude them being vigilantes together live rent free in my brain#and tbh transfem thea will always bea vibe. like oliver coming home and speedy is suddenly now his sister? chefs kiss we love it#also crazy writing speedy in that context for the first time in years lmfaooo
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google dot com chaser genocide
google dot com are chasers people
google dot com pumpkin bread recipe no eggs
google dot com kill all chasers redbubble
#op#that weird old guy from a few days ago is haunting my brain#and i had to watch the world's worst documentary about trans people for my eng102 class#ougoguggohgughgoghguhg (divine voice) kill everyone now#destroying all cisgenders with my brain (except my roommate and her boyfriend bc theyre cool)
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trans wolfwood is the only wolfwood. To Me.
#speculation nation#itnl shit#tagging bc itnl wolfwood is trans. It Says It On The Tin!!!!#ive pretty much decided against having any sort of smut in the main story. idk not quite my style#MAYBE will do some side one shots or smth. depending. i gotta see how i feel about it#observant ppl mightve noticed me removing the 'rating may change' tag recently bc i have come to my decision. that it wont.#i will most certainly allude to things when they happen but any outright depictions will be delegated to a separate location#for no real reason aside from the fact that it'd feel a lil weird to include in the main story. that's all.#THAT BEING SAID... i need to make sure it's clear that theyre both trans in this#maybe they wont b fuckin n suckin in the main fic but BY GOD i cant have anyone forgetting that theyre both trans#i'll find a way. first things first wolfwood needs to show UP.#and in order to do that i have to actually Write lsjdfldskjf#i was on such a roll with the next chapter. then for Obvious Reasons i have not really had a brain for writing#gonna try to resume tho. soon.#AND i need to reply to comments already. i want my commenters to feel seen and appreciated... life has just been... hard...#anyways t4t vashwood 5ever. that is the truth that i shall spread in my works.
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#⚙️🥩.txt#ignore me. i am angry and volatile and im not going to talk at all about this again. im just gonna log off after this#the way transness gets discussed online in binaristic black and white thinking with no room for nuance#and no room for any people who's experiences vary from a perfectly passing white cis persons experiences#make me want to blow my fucking brains out#im so close to muting every single word to do with transness online so i never have to see another braindead take#from some fucking freak who's never been offline a day in their lives and has no idea how the real world works#i swear to god the trans community online makes me hate being trans more than the guys who wanna bounce my head off the concrete do#the way people online talk you'd think bigots check what your genitals and pronouns are so they make sure theyre attacking you CORRECTLY#anyway none of you have any solidarity with intersex ppl ppl of colour disabled ppl butch lesbians the list goes on and on#you have no solidarity with anyone who isnt white and perfectly binaristic in a cishet understanding of gender#fix your fucking hearts. actually talk to people offline for once.
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ok ignore my terrified late night acne stress post told i will not be going on accutane bc the doctor said it wont work for me !! ill take that !!
#lee’s bullshit#i saw a new doctor today and holy shit. wow#usually i go and theyre crazy busy and see me late and only are there for like. Five minutes tops. and barely see me which is annoying.#but this woman actually liked went in depth !! and asked lots of questions about what ive been on and whats been working/not#and gave me like a thoughtful list of things to do w all the reasons !! which is super nice#and she also said the meds im on right now (that i was terrified to get off of bc theyve been regulating my brain well) are the best#for what i have and accutane would be very intensive and not really target the acne i have. so yippee !!#literally thank god <3#my dad also was very on my side abt the accutane thing which was such a relief like i told him abt her saying it wasnt bad and he laughed#he was like shes so full of shit what. she had crazy side effects and also like couldnt go out in the sun thats not going to work for u#and i was like yes exattly . so yay :]#also jsut had a great meeting w all of my trans friends which is great + read two dungeon meshi volumes td and plan to get through another.#i do need to eat lunch tho so be back later !!
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