#thinking about this plenty... veryyyy plentiful......

[meownotgood]

mags pls elaborate on the aki fucking u better than ur ex plsplsols

oh yeah I was waiting for someone to ask me this...

your relationship with your ex was rocky, to say the least. towards the end of things, it seemed like you could never get along, despite your best efforts to keep things going — you truly wanted to, you truly did care about him, even if you probably shouldn't. but the more you think about it in hindsight, the more you're so glad things are finally over, and the more you've realized how much better aki really is for you.

your ex never put you first. aki has been doing so since you first became friends. your ex didn't care much for how you felt, you'd hardly ever finish when you were together, so much that you'd convinced yourself it was normal. perhaps you were the one to blame. but aki, finally admitting he wants to be more than friends, makes you forget all of that.

aki puts your pleasure before anything else, he'll eat you out for hours if that's what you want when your ex barely did; he'll make you cum for him over and over again, so effortlessly it's damn near a shock to you. you didn't know it could feel so good to have someone truly want you, to be so desired and so loved, your needs his priority. it feels so amazing because aki is in love with you, he has been for so long, and now, he can finally prove it.

he's loved you ever since he met you, he's waited so long for this moment, and he isn't about to let any of it go to waste. aki wants to give you everything you need, he wants to bring you to your peak until you're forgetting about that stupid ex of yours, forgetting his touch and his voice and all the things aki hates so much until aki winds up as all you can remember.

when you collapse underneath him after the fourth time he's made you cum on his fingers, begging for him to fuck you because you've needed this for too long, and you still haven't had enough, aki gives you exactly what you're asking for. and once he's finally inside you, once you're finally his, everything the both of you have wanted coming to a head — aki is your best friend, but he's more than that, maybe you've always wanted him to be more. his hand in yours, a tenderness you aren't used to, when aki finally starts to thrust into you, he isn't planning on stopping until he has you screaming his name.

[crystallizedkingdoms]

TAZ NC: Forget

Avi’s memory fails for the first time.

wc: 1,210

you can also read this on ao3 <3

my first fic for @taznovembercelebration. twirls hair. I’m most likely gonna be veryyyy inconsistent (aiming for Sunday, Monday, Wednesdays, and Fridays but no prommy) and very likely gonna be pretty johavi centric so well theres that. but it’s okay it’s gonna be very fun yayy!!! yippeee! Enjoy 💖💖💖

Memory falters on the third anniversary of the Day of Story and Song. 

Avi’s memory was far, far too good on the first anniversary. Every single memory seemed to plague his mind that first night, his voice stuck in the cracks of his broken heart that no amount of drink could fill. The second anniversary went much, much better, as Magnus dragged him out of the house to enjoy the musical festivities celebrated all in Johann’s— his  Johann’s— honour.

When the third anniversary comes around, Avi’s in his home, but there is no drink in sight. The living room window is open, sunbeams and symphonies from a nearby celebration fill the house with music and life. Avi hums along to every note, all of it memorized so deeply he’s convinced that each piece has been etched into his soul. Avi sits down on his chair closest to the window and lets his eyes rest. The afternoon festivals tend to be a little too happy than what Avi is ready for, so instead he waits by the window, listening to the sounds of bards trying their best to match Johann’s greatness.

Avi’s hums verberate in his chest. He follows along with one piece, the closest to him, and matches along with every note possible. This piece, oh how popular it’s gotten, is one that Johann had written after Magic Brian had died. The rumours surrounding the piece have been strange, and it was one of the first things to make him laugh in his first year of depression.

“…Can you believe they think it’s some secret love song you had for him?” Avi whispers. To nobody, to somebody, but not to everybody. “It’s a little funny, honestly. I’m not mad. You’ve written plenty enough cheesy love songs for him that I can actually make fun of you for. No need to make up another one.”

It’s kind of an embarrassing habit, Avi knows. Gods forbid anyone, especially Magnus, heard that he still falls into this little spell of talking to a lover who’s no longer here. Avi wouldn’t hear the end of it. That’s why he reserves it for quiet days like these. Alone and loving.

Avi strains his ears and listens. One, two, three… there! “Hah. They always fail on that one, you know? Yeah, you probably know. You probably get pissed about it all the time up there. Maybe, just maybe, you didn’t have to show off all the time, even in your intimate compositions.” It’s a silly jab, he knows that Johann wasn’t necessarily showing off. He was just that good, in private and in public. There was no need to pretend he wasn’t.

Still, Avi loves to poke fun at him and the performers. That connection, however frail, is easy and hard to forget. I mean, come on, it’s impossible to forget their banter from back then. It’s Avi’s own little form of song, something so unique to them that he remembers it like the back of his hand. Johann says something serious, Avi teases something about the way it was said or why Johann said it, and Johann would quip back. 

Avi tries to imagine what Johann would say in response. 

Not my fault they can’t reach my fucking level. 

Wow. That sounds… weirdly mean. No, no, Johann wasn’t that rude. How silly.

I wasn’t showing off, dude. And it was barely intimate. 

Ugh, no. Johann didn’t sound like that. He didn’t sound like that at all. Did he?

Avi feels his heart pound in his chest. 

Hah, right. I think it cements my place as the best violinist ever. These guys can’t match my level if they tried, 

That felt more right, but the voice in his head didn’t match. Johann’s voice was deeper than that? But, no, it wasn’t too deep. And it couldn’t have been that monotone, right? 

Avi’s eyes open and he straightens up on his seat. The music from the outside world becomes loud, far too loud, and suddenly he doesn’t want to hear it. He can’t hear it. How could he stand to hear it, when he’s struggling to hear his boyfriend’s voice clear in his mind? Why couldn’t he remember what Johann really sounded like?

Avi. His own name. Avi would remember what Johann saying his name would sound like, right? Avi, Avi, Avi, Johann would always say his name like that, under his breath, like it’s the most important word in the world. Avi imagines it in his head, and he thinks that’s it. That’s Johann’s voice. No need to worry, he’s still there. Avi hasn’t forgotten Johann.

…but the inkling of doubt clouds Avi’s mind like a familiar static.

Avi stumbles out of his chair. He reaches and shuts the window closed again, and suddenly, the thought of ever opening them makes him feel sick. Avi casts away any thoughts of music or festivities and he tries to focus only on Johann, Johann, Johann as his hands search his living room. His brain scrambles to pick up each and every memory of Johann, searching deep for the memory of voice. Yet every memory sounds slightly different. Some sound completely stranger to him. Some sound almost like a parody of what Johann must have sounded like.

Avi opens the junk drawer of a console table. His hand dives into the garbage of years well-lived until his fingers grasp a smooth, round object. He picks it up with trembling hands. Shortly after the Day of Story and Song, Lucas Miller had created small copies of a device that recorded the knowledge sent out by the Voidfish. Including the bard’s final inspiration. 

He had sworn off of using it during that second year, after he listened to it nonstop during his first year of pain. Avi wonders how terrible of a mistake he has made. Avi clicks the button right in the middle and his pounding heartbeat roars in his ears so loud that he worries he won’t hear Johann’s words. But they shine through. They always do. 

“You’re going to have to fight. And… you’re gonna win!” Johann’s voice pierces through the silent room. Avi’s breath hitches in his throat. He has a low voice, as Avi remembered, but has it always been as deep as that? His voice is passionate, as all were on that fateful day, but even then his distinctive flat tone gives him away. The voice is so familiar, yet jarringly surprising to hear.

How could Avi forget Johann’s voice?

“Oh, Johann,” Avi cracks. Tears swell up in his eyes with no second to recuperate. He presses the button once again, and he listens to Johann’s voice. His heart aches to remember every single little inflection in every syllable, every tone, until Avi could never forget it again. How could he forget it? When all that Johann ever asked for was to be remembered, his boyfriend can’t even fulfill that only three fucking years later— 

Avi pulls the device to his chest and sobs. “Johann,” Avi cries out. Repeating his name and pressing that button over and over and over and over again. Until it drowns out any piece of music in remembrance of Johann that plays outside. Until memory falters, and an obsession relapses.

[mommyghostface28]

hiii<3

im new to all this and I just have a somewhat embarrassing question.

I’m considered a fairly masculine and tall woman, yet I feel so submissive all the time. I rarely ever feel dominant. And sometimes I feel a bit ashamed of admitting it to girls because they always expect me to top.

Are there any girls in the community that are into the type of person I am / my sexual preference? And is it generally an attractive feature???

(btw your page is so 😵‍💫)

Hi there love! Nothing to be embarrassed about here, not judgment whatsoever. There’s nothing weird or unattractive about being masculine and submissive. I think the stereotype that masculine presenting women are ALL tops/Dom is pretty silly. I know plenty of masculine butches, dykes, studs etc that are either switches or strictly bottoms/submissive. I think the issue is when other members of our community judge or shame masculine presenting women for stepping outside that stereotype because they have a very cis het view against masc women. Those are those you want to stay away from.

I have seen plentyyyy of women that love and adore someone like you! Myself included ☺️

It’s veryyyy attractive to the right people and that’s what truly matters. You’re perfect darling don’t even worry about it ❤️

And thank you! 😉

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

okay so. im like. idk ANY music theory. like. at all apart from when i played the piano for a couple years when i was like 7. so. this is definitely the ramblings of a guy who is being very autistic about bug video game. and nothing more. (and also has been done before i am purely doing this for @exnihilo-comic​ bc they asked me on my thoughts) BUT. i am sooooo fucking insane about the hollow knight ost. (LONGGGG post below the cut)

SO LIKE. theres OBVIOSULY the like. main theme yknow. thats in enter hallownest and the title screen song. the one that goes likeeee errr. (wait i gotta look up smth rq)

OKAY SO THERES THIS. (just taken from here) :

anddd theres this :

WHICH is like. yknow. the whole Big leitmotif of. Everything. BUT. the thing is. i was wondering which songs specifically it is in. bc like. im hoping its not just. hallownest’s motif. and more for smth specifically. BUT YEA. so so far theres obviously the title screen and enter hallownest (which is the trailer music im p sure ?)(ok yea it was the ferocious foes trailer music). BUT. im gonna go thru all the songs n see which ones have this in (i will not be accurate as im going by ear since errrrr. im not the best at reading sheet music)

okay well dirtmouth (taken from here) IMMEDIATELY has the theme in it (with the bit in red missing)

it is clearly slower n in a dif key but like. the same theme

and pretty much most of the melody of dirtmouth is like. essentially this same theme. just a loaddd slower. and in a dif key. im not gonna screenshot each comparison and try to pinpoint each difference bc. like ive said, idk music theory. i just like video game osts.

okay so crossroads is a little more difficult but to me it sounds like it possibly has the same chord progression ? but i may be speaking out my arse so someone who actually knows what theyre talking abt could draw comparisons.

altho i DO want to talk abt the crossroads track. this is the part where i start bullshitting FULLY. so like smth i LOVE abt it is how very drawn out each note is. like it sets the scene of hk PERFECTLY. its like. the track feels a lot more loose ? i suppose ? than the other songs you wouldve heard by now. which ig feels like it rlly shows how sorta. abandoned and like. i mean “forgotten” the “forgotten” crossroads rlly r. like they have no sorta form left but its clear that crossroads was once a place w a lot more life in it besides the handful of npcs u meet there (well like. yknow. uninfected life). but the one thing abt the crossroads track is that it sounds. calm yknow. which does reflect the crossroads compared 2 the other locations. the enemies there r simple enough to defeat and theres plenty of safe spots. its right under dirtmouth so its (before its infected) the safest area a player will explore for a whileeee. anyways ye the crossroads track is cool.

okay w the false knight battle theme i wasnt RLLY gonna say anything abt it BUT. it does actually have the main theme in it.

(link)

sooo yea so far the only connection ive made is Almost Every Song Has This Theme In It.

oh also in the false knight theme there is this ONE bit that sounded a little like the very beginning of the mantis lords theme to me but idk theyre not the CLOSEST just similar.

anyways next song: greenpath. so i THINK its happened again and THE WHOLE BIG LEITMOTIF IS ONCE AGAIN HERE.

like dirtmouth it is slower and in a different key but thats definitely it. which honestly was unexpected i didnt think it was in any area music. so once again, i think this is in literally almost EVERY track so thats making me more wonder abt the tracks its NOT in. but ill come to that later maybe. what i do want to know is if theres anything else in greenpaths track thats in another song. what im thinking is perhaps therell be a similarity between greenpath and hornets battle music ?

okay this sorta call and response thing here is interesting to me because it sounds veryyyy familiar to me. (everytime i have heard it tho it just sounds like either hornets voice at some point or when sly says gibolen mas sooo take this as u will. i am however listening 2 a couple of hornets lines and the closest i think there is is when she says la fe nuva nido or whatever that gibberish is) anyways the call and response interests me.

anyways more abt greenpaths song in general terms, i do love how this one feels a lot more full of life than crossroads, because crossroads felt very barren w the blue and the brick(?) whereas greenpath is full of life, just in the sense of scenery. its (obviously) a lot greener and full of plant life which already feels loads more alive. and the enemies there also arent simply just husks (AND EVIL SAP MONSTERS) theres like. theres moss creatures and fucking squits and those shooty wall things and just a whole lot more life, and that is reflected very well in the track bc it sounds a lot more full and like it has actual emotion. and even the battle theme (like where u fight the moss knight) is a lotttt more emotional and tense than crossroads’ - which feels a lot more like just sorta. primal fear what with a beat that sounds almost like a heartbeat and the repetitive drums. but greenpaths battle theme is a LOT more lively and dance-like and it has DEPTH. idk i thinkkk im rambling a little but i do love greenpaths contrast with crossroads

OKAY. hornets battle theme. smth obviously noticed a lot before is her theme is comprised of only string instruments (yknow bc. shes a spider n uses a needle and will star in SILKsong so like. yeah. string) ONCE AGAIN. the main motif is in this song surprise surprise. (link)

altho smth interesting abt it is how it changes depending on which half of the theme is playing. for the first half the er. whatever u call the top bit i forgot. is playing it (and im prettyyy sure its a violin or viola or smth similar). but then it switches to the er. bottom line. and is played by a perhaps cello ??? smth lower than the first instrument. and different. which i think is a nice little thing AND is similar to the call and response from greenpath.

thats p much all i can say in terms of “technical” stuff BUT. in terms of vibes. I love how perfect this is for hornets fight. it definitely reflects how shes a lot more agile than the false knight and depends less on pure strength and more on her movement in the arena. i love how very fast paced it is AND HOW HAPPY IT IS. it is a VERY happy piece because hornet is ENJOYING HERSELF. bc yes her and ghost r fighting but she never wants to HURT it (even if i DIED to her like. a million times.) and WE never hurt her, we just beat her (and if ur a speedrunner, bully her in a corner) but she laughs during the fight, she has silly little battle cries, shes having a FUN TIME. which is shown in the music bc its CONSISTENTLY HAPPY. also the very sharp and sorta staccato (see i know SOME music terminology) notes throughout r veryyy fitting for the fights pacing and hornets attacks.

Okay this has been sitting in mt drafts for a bit and idk i might rb w add ons but j think i was just on smth else that night bc ive never been like. In the Mindset(tm) to do more of this. Ok. Have fun exnihilo person. Yea.

[fandoms-spamdom]

HI HI HO

HAHHAHA NOT ME LAIGHING AT THE HO OH MY GOSH

yeah anyways.let’s hear about my day.i woke up,rather earlier than most of my days soooo that’s great.I read and simped for alice yep yep,and ate pasta,very yummyyyyy🥰I then got ready,put a new shirt and new shoes that i got and did my makeup,felt somewhat pretty todayyyyh yayyyy.that’s a good thing.I went to my friend’s house who’s like near me.this friend is actually someone i retook contact not long ago so i was happy to hang out with her!!!!so yeah i arrived and she did her makeup to blalalalala and we talked,very fun already.her room.is like.haikyuu themed and it’s rllyyyyy pretty.and woah,i was so happy?!?cuz i saw that she put a picture of us on like.a board?!?it’s a picture that we took the first time we hang out since forever!!!!very great.very awesome.then we went to the mall(uknkw there are plenty of stores).and we did plenty of things.she showed me her friend that worked there and where my friend(angela) worked too.then we started looking for presents for her boyfriend because they are like long distance.and next week they will meet for the first time sooooo i’m soooooo happy for her.and he bought her a necklace(very expensive)so she wanted to do something special for him.anyways,we found some presents but then we had to think how to like.put them and where to put them.so we went to dollarama and bought like a basket and flowers and special paper(idk how to call it)!!!!finally,we took something for us after our hard work,an iced coffee and a bubble tea🥰🥰we took pictures and talked and she also facetimed her boyfriend and it was rlly fun aaaaaaa.she’s just awesome uknkw?!?I don’t need a social battery with her.it all feels comforting somewhat.my father took us from there and we hangout at my house.we assembled the presents and it is SOOOOO PRETTYYYYY she’s also going to put some love letters and papers with her lipstick and she’s gonna put her parfum on the basket.veryyyy romantic uknkw:> and we ate pizza and ice cream and listened to music and talked about nothing and everything….like my love life💀i’ll tell you about the special someone i may or not have a crush on…..who knows….

but yeah it rlly great and i loved today sm u don’t understand🥰she’s like.already my best friend.very sweet and just so cool.and aaaa her and her boyfriend are so cute together🥺i’m so happy for her

IM SO SORRYYYYY FOR ALL THIS SO SOWWYYYYYYYYY U DON’THAVE READ ALL THIS UKNOW BUT VXZJSBJSKSJSJ

also she invited me to her birthday and we are going to go to an anime convention,veryyyy excited about that

I read all of this and JGHFUDYFYVYDJDHSYDYVUFKFIBJSJSY I’m so happy for you!!! /gen That sounds like a lot of fun dear I’m happy for you

[motherjoel]

hostile (spencer reid x fem!reader)

summary: after months of trying to get pregnant and a miscarriage, you finally succeed. will you get the chance to tell spencer this time?

a/n: this is my first oneshot in a veryyyy long time so im sorry if im a little rusty! trying to get back into it :) also i know very little about pregnancy so forgive me! (i got the hostile uterus part from greys anatomy lmao)

wc: 2.3k

warnings/includes: lotsa fluff, angst if you squint, criminal minds stuff, pregnancy, miscarriage

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“Spence, were you even listening in there? I have a hostile uterus. Not only am I feeling incredibly hostile right now, but my uterus?” you yelled as Spencer guided you to your car.

“All I’m suggesting is that we keep trying, Y/N. And I’ve already done plenty of research on adoption and surrogacy, did you know that 140,000 children are adopted by American families each year?” he asked, opening the passengers side door for you and running around to hop in the driver's seat. “And there's always in vitro fertilization,” he suggested as he reached to shut his door and start the car. 

“Of course you wanna keep trying Spence, all you have to do is stick it in and thrust,” you huffed as he winced at your harsh wording, grabbing your hand over the center console. “I’m the one taking hormone shots in my ass and drinking less than 5 cups of coffee a day,” you complained about your attempts at increasing fertility. “Who knew a miscarriage would be the thing to get me to cut down on caffeine.”

Spencer was silent as he drove back to your shared apartment, both of your minds on your struggles to get pregnant in the past year. You thought back to your miscarriage and the impact it had on you both- it had only been a few months since you and Spencer became official. It was new, and this pregnancy was unplanned to say the least. Not telling Spencer about it was the only solution you could think of at the time- until it was too late. 

You remembered the feeling in your chest, your entire body running cold after being tackled by an unsub. You hadn’t told anyone of your pregnancy, not even Spencer, but as the blood ran down your legs it was pretty clear what had just happened. Derek dragged the unsub away in handcuffs as you sat in the open back of the ambulance, a paramedic wrapping your wrist. You barely remembered JJ’s look of pity or Rossi’s concerned gaze. The only thing you remembered was the pale face of your boyfriend as you had been lying on the ground moments before trying to hide the blood. He eventually made his way over to sit next to you after a few minutes of stunned silence.

“Hey, Spence,” you whispered as he sat next to you, the paramedic finishing up and walking away.

“How long?” He looked at your stomach, fidgeting with his hands in his lap.

“Three, um, three months,” you fiddled with the bandage on your wrist.

“And you didn’t… you didn’t think to tell me?” he asked, eyes welling up as he finally made eye contact.

“I’m so sorry Spencer, I just, we never talked about kids before and we haven’t been together for too long… I just needed time. To think.”

He nodded and swallowed thickly before softy taking your hand in his, running his finger over the fabric of your bandage.

“You never have to hide something like this from me, y/n. We’re in this together and... not to be um, too forward, but I love you,” he confessed. You knew you loved him, but neither of you had dared say it. “I love you now and I always will, so you can trust me with this kind of thing.”

Since that day, the two of you had only gotten closer. Now, a year into your marriage, you were actively trying. And after months of trying to no avail, a trip to the obstetrician was called for- the obstetrician who called your uterus hostile, which was likely the reason for your first miscarriage. You could barely fall asleep for a few weeks after your obstetrician appointment, which made this early morning case call all the more difficult. The two of you dragged yourselves out of bed and began your morning routine of getting dressed and making coffee, moving in sync with each other as you prepared for the day. It was a quick drive into the office and before you knew it you were sitting in a room full of your coworkers looking at pictures of human remains. 

“Four men killed in Ohio in the past month, each left with a note written in the same handwriting,” Penelope says as you all look at the case file. You normally had an iron stomach- in the BAU, queasiness wasn’t an option. But for the first time in your career, your face turned green at the pictures of dead bodies.

“It says here that they are all men in long-term relationships?” Emily asks.

“Correction: Were in long-term relationships. Right before they died, it was reported that they left their girlfriends,” Garcia explained.

“That’s important for the victimology, but there has to be something more to set off the unsub,” Spencer commented.

“Yeah, I bet that there was a common reason for them leaving,” you suggested, closing the case file and averting your gaze from the pictures.

“We’ll discuss more on the jet. Wheels up in twenty,” said Hotch.

You all gathered your things and began to leave for the jet, Spencer walking in stride with you.

“You know what, Spence, I’m actually gonna run across the street and grab some tampons before we go, I think i'm gonna need em,” you said. “Go on ahead without me.”

“Are you sure? I can just come with you,” he offered.

“No, no, go brainstorm with the team. I’ll be right there,” you smiled at him as you parted ways. You were going to the convenience store across the street, but it wasn’t for tampons. Your stomach fluttered as the bell jingled at the entrance. The aisle for pregnancy tests was easy to find, and you were on the jet five minutes later.

“Hey, did you find the, um…” Spencer trailed off as you sat down next to him on the jet. He wasn’t one of those men who got weird about menstruation, but you knew he was avoiding the word “tampon” to save you any embarrassment .

“Yup, I’m good,” you smiled and focused on the team who had now gathered around to further discuss the case.

“So, is there any link between the men yet? There has to be a reason that they were all killed soon after leaving their girlfriends,” JJ mused. You thought back to your past fears and your current situation and something suddenly clicked in your brain.

“Wait…” you picked up the case file. “What if… what if they were pregnant?” you asked, looking up to see furrowed brows. “I mean, the handwriting is feminine, so maybe the unsub is a woman who’s getting revenge on men leaving their pregnant girlfriends?” you concluded.

“I’ll call Garcia. We land in 30, keep looking over the files,” Hotch said before you all sat back down in your respective seats, the outside of your thigh pressed against Spencer’s.

You were trying to think of a good time to take the pregnancy test- you couldn’t do it on the jet, it would be really hard to hide on a plane full of profilers. You decided that the best time to take it would be back at the hotel, but after working for hours you found it hard to focus with the pregnancy test in your bag. Excusing yourself to the bathroom in the local precinct, you snuck the test with you. You locked the door behind you and took the test, trying to control your breathing as you waited for the results. As you waited, you got a text from Morgan telling you that there was new information. The moment you finished reading his text, your alarm beeped. Taking a deep breath, you dared a glance at the stick. With shaky hands, you picked up the test and bit your lip to hold back your yelp of joy at the tiny little +. Shoving the test into your bag, you rushed back to the rest of the team to continue working on the case. You would tell Spencer this time, but you decided it would be best to catch a serial killer first.

Garcia confirmed through the phone that all of the girlfriends were pregnant and shared the same obstetrician who was a single mother with a young child. This seemed to be the perfect profile for an unsub killing men who walked out on their families, but something seemed off to you. You couldn’t quite put your finger on it, but something was bugging you about the case. You were on the way to Shelby Meyerson’s, the obstetricians house, with Morgan and Spencer when Garcia called.

“Whats up baby girl,” Morgan answered, one hand on the wheel.

“So I’ve been doing some digging and it turns out that Shelby actually has a boyfriend, Andrew. Recent social media posts show that they started dating a little over a month ago, and it looks like Andrew grew up without a father” she said.

“Right before the killings started,” you looked at Spencer from the back seat.

“Garcia, send his address,” Spencer spoke into the speaker.

“Already on it my loves,” Garcia replied, and you could hear the clacking of her keyboard as she hit send. You looked at the address in your phone.

“Morgan, that's right down the street from where we are right now,” you pointed out. The three of you didn’t waste any time getting there. You hopped out of the car and approached the door, hand instinctively resting on your gun.

“FBI, open up,” you said, rapping on the door. You waited for a moment, but when nobody answered, Derek took matters into his own hands. Within seconds, the door had been kicked down and the three of you spread out around the house, Morgan going upstairs and Spencer going into the basement as you canvassed the ground floor. You took notice of a cup of tea on a coffee table, still warm. Once you cleared the area, you made your way into the basement, gun drawn. Your heart dropped at the sight before you- a man you recognized as missing tied to the radiator in the corner of the room, and your unsub restraining your husband with a gun to his head. You kept your gun pointed at the unsub as you heard Morgan come down the stairs behind you.

“Don’t move!” The unsub, Andrew, yelled. You raised your hands when he pointed his gun at you, dropping your weapon to gain trust.

“Andrew, there’s no way to get out of this, just let him go so we can talk,” you tried to soothe him, his grip on Spencer only tightening.

“No, no, you don’t understand. These men deserve to die for leaving their children, they-they’re terrible people, I’m giving them what they deserve,” he argued, becoming frantic.

“Andrew, if you hurt that agent, you’re just as bad as the men you kill,” you began, taking small steps toward Spencer. “He’s my husband and…” you started, locking eyes with Spencer. “And I’m pregnant with his child,” you confessed. Spencer's eyes went wide, shock overtaking the previous expression of fear. You continued to speak. “If you kill him, you make him leave his child. I know you don’t want that, I know you don’t want someone else to go through what you went through,” you bargained. Thankfully, you seemed to get through to him, as he dropped his gun and collapsed to the ground, his grip on Spencer loosening as Derek moved in to cuff him.

You immediately ran to your husband, throwing your arms around his midsection as he wrapped himself around you, kissing the top of your head and whispering reassurances to you. 

“I was so scared,” you said into his chest, your voice muffled by his kevlar vest. He put his hands on the side of your face and wiped your stray tears, his own falling as he started to smile.

“Were you serious? Are… are we pregnant?” he asked, his hopeful smile spreading wide as ever. You bit your lip and nodded, squealing with joy as he picked you up and twirled you around, not even noticing the rest of the BAU had arrived at the scene.

“Hey, be careful with Y/N! She’s carrying my god child,” Derek smirked as Spencer set you down, his arms still wrapped around your waist. 

“Hold on, why does Morgan get to be the godfather?” Rossi questioned, putting on a mock italian accent, making you all laugh.

“That’s not important, what's important is that we're gonna have a baby genius running around,” JJ smiled as she walked over to hug you both, which turned into a group hug between the entire BAU. You all broke up the hug when Morgan's phone began to ring.

“Yes, baby girl everyone's safe. Actually… Pretty boy and pretty girl have some big news,” he said, putting Garcia on speaker.

“What! Tell me right now, I can't handle this!” she begged. You and Spencer smiled at each other before you began to speak.

“You’re gonna be an aunt,” you said excitedly, receiving the loudest gasp through the phone.

“You mean… you… Spencer… you guys… oh my GOD!” she began to ramble about her excitement as you all laughed, Derek taking the phone off speaker to calm her down.

“Our kid is gonna be so loved,” you smiled, grabbing his hands and standing on your toes to press a kiss on his cheek.

“We got really lucky,” he blushed, pulling you back into another hug, the world around you frozen in that moment.

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[sashannarcy]

hi op what are your thoughts on uhhhh *spins wheel* sasha's season 2b arc (hope that's not too broad a subject)

edit: putting this under a cut bc it got LONG but. enjoy (???)

okay I gotta start by saying I didn't expect the depth of it at ALL; I knew Sash was featured prominently in the ending episodes of s2 based off of what my friend informed me, but like. I was not expecting 4.5 episodes to be almost ENTIRELY centered on their character arc and design (the .5 being the first half of True Colors).

that being said, I think Sash's 2b arc is PHENOMENAL bc of the way the nuance in it is written so incredibly well. this character is about to perform the most antagonistic move that they've pulled in the whole series so far, which is the act of betraying both Anne and Marcy in order to support Grime and get them home safe, if they so choose to go home (as an aside, I think at this point Sash has probably decided that she likes it more in Amphibia than back home, and there's one line that I'll get to that seems to be VERYYYY indicative of that. and if this is the case, it makes sense to me why Sasha would want to help Grime at all and why they don't really seem quite eager to follow Anne and Marcy back home. but! important to note that they still give those two the choice to go back if they wish, because at the end of the day Sash loves them and wouldn't try to force them to stay). and yet we see!! this back and forth!! this FIGHT that's happening in their mind, the way there's a flash of guilt they express at the very end of The Third Temple directly after confirming to Grime that things are still going according to plan, their convo w Anne at the end of The Dinner, the entire plot arc of BotB, and ofc the Sashanne duel in True Colors. I want to make an analysis post for each of these episodes because they're so fucking PACKED w shit to analyze, but I'll try my best to touch on all points here.

obviously we first learn of Sasha's plans to betray Anne and Marcy in The Third Temple. but what's important is that throughout the entire episode, there's several points where Sash switches back and forth between manipulation and honesty. I can talk abt this w confidence just based off of the whole. *gestures vaguely at myself.* but Sasha's initial apology in this episode was sheer manipulation, I think we all know that. however, when Sasha has to do their final test in the temple, those few lines they exchange w Anne in the moments before they raise themself up off the floor and launch themself into battle... those were genuine. they know they've been a shitty friend, and they're willing to accept that. so you have this game, almost, where Sash keeps flipping between putting on a mask to ensure they can keep up their facade until Grime secures the city and genuinely acknowledging their behavior and knowing that what they are doing is not going to sit well w Anne and Marcy.

so with that, The Third Temple sets the premise for the rest of the episodes of the season as far as Sasha's character arc. The Dinner is such a good fucking episode to follow with, because it hammers in the fact that Sasha has not changed. what it ALSO hammers in is she is still acting in her own self-interest - to put it in her words, she wants to get the friendship back under control. they still lash out, they still have a short fuse, they're still heavily opinionated and rough around the edges and prickly because this is an environment where they feel threatened. they're finally reuniting with the two people that mean the absolute most to them, only to realize they've been left out of the narrative. also not for nothing, but their trauma in Reunion got joked about in this episode which led to them blowing up over it, and like. I'm giving that one a pass bc man. anyway. at the end of the episode they say they like who they are, but it's said with a frown, which I think is fucking GENIUS. because there's an actual meaning to this line - they don't ACTUALLY like who they are. we have plenty of evidence that they don't like themself. what they MEAN is that they don't want to change, because that would mean giving up a security that they need in order to keep themself together. AND THIS IS DEMONSTRATED CRYSTAL CLEAR IN BOTB. they literally PURPOSEFULLY detach themself from Anne and Marcy bc they know they want control but they ALSO know that their behavior is just going to hurt the other two, so instead of compromising, they just go hey I'm gonna do my thing and you guys can do yours. and we'll both get what we want. and if that's not evidence that this character is fucking GRAPPLING with how to grow and change as a person, idk what is

and then. sigh. we get to True Colors. ofc Sash goes through on their betrayal - they're loyal to a fucking T once you dig beneath the surface, and they wouldn't just not follow through for Grime. what is absolutely KEY here is the fact that they are still leaving room for their friends' best interests, as in they're not trapping them in Amphibia but rather explaining how they're gonna help Grime take over, implying they'll go back home once they're done, but if Anne and Marcy wanna go back now, that's cool. if she didn't give a fuck abt their wellbeing, she'd just keep them there w her. but she doesn't. and then Anne starts retaliating, and. well. we ALL know Sasha does NOT do well with criticism of any kind. so they just go okay I'll send you back now then (and this is STILL an action motivated by what they think is best for Anne). BUT THE LINE. OHHHH THE SUPER IMPORTANT LINE THAT MADE MY HEAD SNAP UP AND MADE ME PHYSICALLY GO "YIKES" OUT LOUD. is Sasha saying "say hi to your parents for me." it's like a goddamn full-on sucker punch packed into one sentence - seven words, and all of a sudden we know for sure this kid does not have a good home life. I could go into elaboration on Sasha and the way she views familial ties throughout the show, but I won't bc that's gonna take this already super long answer and make it even worse. regardless, Sasha has once again flipped the switch and is indulging in their worst behaviors, which is full on controlling and holding power to act on what THEY think is best in the moment. and the moment Anne snaps, the moment Anne yells about Sasha being a horrible person, literally EVERYTHING shifts and the reaction from Sasha is VISCERAL. and what I mean by that is. it's not just the look in their eyes at those words. it's not just the sudden and complete loss of meaning, of self, of motivation after they've lost Anne's support. it's not just the way they stare at their own reflection in a sword that represents the color of the person they're trying their hardest to protect. it's the way that for the rest of the goddamn episode, they spend it trying to do the one thing they fear the most: giving up control. I'm gonna elaborate on this whole aspect in a different ask bc I was asked abt it, but the way Sasha acts towards Anne after the fallout, especially at the beginning of the duel and during the confrontation w Andrias, is fucking monumental. they struggle so much with how to change their own behavior, yet the very moment they lose the support of the people they've been trying so hard to love and care for in their roundabout way, they can change the way they act. because who the fuck is Sasha Waybright without Anne Boonchuy and Marcy Wu? in her mind, no one. she doesn't have any idea of who she is outside of this, so ofc she can act differently when she's thrown out in the cold. after all, it doesn't take much to warp an identity that doesn't exist.

tldr; god. how do I sum this up. Sash's 2b arc is smth that's incredibly intricate and complex from the way they constantly flip between desperately needing control and feeling guilty that this is the way they need to live. and True Colors is able to finally demonstrate to us the final piece in how they operate - without their friends, they lose sense of who they are, and their personality comes undone. in 4.5 episodes the writers managed to give us 1000 aspects to their character that we hadn't gotten to explore, and we can see that Sasha was never meant to be the villain. so. final review is that's some good shit👍

[rurifangirl]

Here's y'alls new fave cursed shapeshifter Deer bitch🤩

Name: Echo.

Pronouns: It/He.

Gender identity: Genderqueer.

Sexuality: Abrosexual.

Age: 719.

Height: 1.82 cms.

Species: Shapeshifter.

Likes: Fluffy objects, grass, quietness for long periods of time, blackberries.

Dislikes: Busy places, rocks, lavander flowers, arrows, potatoes.

Personality: He's mainly nonchalance. Both because of its backstory and person it's now, but even then, that's not to say it doesn't show much emotions, and as a way to cope, he gets pretty sassy easly, and can seem ruthless in some occasions. It still has some characteristics from when he was human, and Is emphatetic to those who deserve It.

Magic ability: He doesn't have many abilities. Though, It can shapeshift into a white deer. In that form, It can use the power in his oval, on the top of his head, that permits it to use the nature beneath him at its advantage. It also has the ability to glow, as a way to see better during nightime, even if It can only use that three times per day.

Also to make this thing clear in case ya won't read the lore thing, he got cursed, otherwise It wouldn't have these abilities.

Now putting a read more cus its a veryyyy long boy

Now onto sum lil facts/hcs/lore bout him🐏:

Oh boy, it's backstory Is kind of complicated n long too, so I'll try to be brief.

As i said before, he was indeed human once. It was a rouge, who got left behind since It was a child, and slaughetered several people in order to survive.

After being a line wolf for the majority of its Life, It eventually find people he deeply started caring about, and also formed bonds out of convinience. It also stopped his "work", as It wasn't needed. And he felt genuenly happy. That was, until things took a far darker turn.

Because, he was send on a mission, which was pretty vain by itself, and was forced to,, let's say, torture some people, who allegedly betrayed them, even if there was no proof, and litteraly children were there.

He refused initially, and as he tried to revolt, and instead stabbed one of the little kids was now,, aight i won't get graphic but let's say, It wasn't a cute thing to look at. It started running away, straying away from everyone, who in the aftermath through It was missing. Or just died.

When he was distant, It fell on the ground, growling in both anger and disappointment. He got to a point, deep into nighttime, where It was now near a lake, trying to take some rest. That didn't stay long, until it was face to face to an eerie figure, which he tried to persuade for forgiveness, and for him to be killed. It couldn't understand their words, and even if they seemed to be gentle ones, that didn't seem the case as he woke up. Its body was completely different.

Everything wasn't his. But even then, what was it? Who was he? How did it look like? It couldn't remember. But felt something was off. Even if he knew where his friends would've been, It opted not to see them ever again. They wouldn't have recognized him anyways. And it was probably for the better. And that's, how he spent several years. Alone, and in solitude.

Oh but i forgot to mention this mf has a connection to Rui sowhrgkdkw, MORE OF IT NOW BABEYYY

Detail before talkin bout that: his horns weren't as big, and grew with time. And you see the things It has on them? That's a memory of an important Person to Echo, who was at that point completely forgotten.

And the more people are there, the more they're bigger and have things on that. He in fact thinks it's just a side effects of the curse. Which, yes, but not in a way It thinks.

HOLY IT'S LONG N I JUST REALIZED ITWHDKKD AIGHT SO:

He met Rui while they were pretty young, and just escaped the cult. Remember them? It,, didn't care much about actually saving them. He let everything pass, and in the form of a deer, observed from afar.

It was one of the few times It had contact with anyone with an human like appereance. Eventually, he makes them learn about the hard Life they'll have to adjust to, rarely helping even in deadly situation.

Even if it's a real cold act, he was generally looking out, since It saw something,, oddly reassuring in Rui. And was the one introducing them to places where they could've found many other shiny things. After he was sure he could've survived alone, It left them, with no many regrets.

Aight now time for the lil things and I'm so sorry i left them hanging 😭😭

One thing It really loves to do is searching for blackberries. Not suffering much from fatigue, It can easly search for them. He loves their taste.

He got pretty used to his deer form, even if it has gotten some of their habits.

It once found a potato. It tried it. Never again. It was so disgusting to him it was basically puking, and refused to go back in its 'human' form.

It actually doesn't hate having its horns touched. Even if It however hates being thrown questions at them, since he himself doesn't know.

He has some marks on his body, and they're pretty visible. Even then, it wears long sleeves, so it's hard to notice.

Oh n the way it meets the gang and later on joins It was because they had plenty of blackberries with them. And also connection with Rui but that's secondary 😭😭

Myst, with Eris's help, out some ribbons and sometimes glitter on his horns, especially if Echo's asleep. He doesn't mind much of them, It could easly pull them off.

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[ladyinasong]

midnight sun tentative review under the cut. will keep updating until i’ve finished the book.

day one

i read up till chapter 6 included

disappointed there wasn’t more time devoted to edward in denali

suprised there aren’t more cullen family interactions either?

reading the original series, especially contrasting twilight to ms, it’s clear that bella’s story is about her journey, sort of a coming of age. but edward? THERE IS NO STORY TO TELL WITHOUT BELLA

ms does wonders to make him more likable too, i think. i love his bitchass, but he comes across as veryyyy smug in bella’s pov pre-dating, always smirking and seemingly laughing at her. it almost feels strange to actually see him struggle so much with how to act, and battle with himself over his feelings. just knowing it’s as new for him as it is for her, and this is far from business as usual for him. he’s a very clueless boy too.

and i have a new special appreciation of tanya and emmett!!

day two

finished chapter 10

twilight > ms. it’s much stronger in terms of both writing and content.

bella is smarter than edward

day three

only managed to read chapter 11

no thoughts head empty (i’m physically too tired to think as i type this so no review)

day four

read chapters 12 and 13

messy room owner bella was a surprise

what i wanted to say yesterday: ms reveals that some of the dazzling, which seemed intentional from bella’s pov, actually isn’t, so that’s another thing that makes edward more likable in my eyes. there’s plenty of old and new stuff that makes him unlikable, however, so the balance is pretty much unchanged anyway.

i’m almost halfway through the book now and i have a feeling “ms is boring compared to twilight” is gonna be my main takeaway

day five

read till chapter 17 included

the long awaited trip to the meadow. edward keeps talking about wanting bella to know him and how she’s awakened all these new feelings in him... it’s about falling in love baby!!

i’m cautiously optimistic that the latter half of ms will be more engaging than the first now

day six: was interrupted just as i settled down to read so i only read one paragraph lol

day seven

read chapters 18 and 19

first time bf edward is certainly something. as i guessed, ms has finally become interesting.

day eight

read chapters 20 and 21

edward described bella as “life-giving” <3

days nine + ten + eleven: i didn’t feel like reading

day twelve

read chapter 22

day thirteen

finished chapter 27

Blood and Chores were really cool, the latter especially

day fourteen

finished!!!!! and proceeded to cry

[laurent-ofvere]

Your plan for the role reversal AU sounds veryyyy sexy and I cannot wait to read it but also that 3rd idea is 👀👀👀 the idea of Damen as the victorious Akielon hero showing off the conquered prince of Vere as his slave isn’t only hot it’s also historically accurate to what the Greeks and Romans actually did to conquered royalty lol

the third idea is 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 but i was blocked by 1. the age thing, laurent would be 13 so i would need to age him up or make a huge time jump before things start and 2. im intrigued by the idea of damen not knowing so i went with a different route but UGH rip ill be thinking about what could have been plenty 

[amohammedali-18-blog]

Ponderings when I'm on the throne. Make-up, fashion, physical appearance

I was just thinking about an encounter I had the other day. It was with a female who was selling make-up. I was interested in a brand that she had which I know to be a good one. Her price was veryyyy low but unfortunately she didn't have the colour I wanted. She proceeded to nag and try to convince me that I needed the colours that she had, in my life. While I do not myself employ the 'nagging a customer' sales tactic, I understand that this is how some people are. What I found MOST annoying was her passive-aggressive judgement that I was somehow an alien for only being interested in one colour and my admission that I owned 3 lipsticks (which I thought was plenty) which were slight variations of that colour. Although I'm much more thick skinned than to let her actually affect my psyche, it got me to thinking. I've always thought i was judgemental of women who were good at make up. I realise I'm not. I just find it insufferable when women are obsessed with make up. I looked at an interview with Ysabel, our 2018 Ms World rep. Here is this 26 year old woman, who has achieved so much more in her 26 years on this earth than most of us will ever do, with a full face of make up. She looks like the type of girl who'd be appearance obsessed, (like the make up bully 😂) only she's not. She is so much more than that. She understands make up is just an accessory, not a lifestyle. She obviously doesn't have the time to be make-up obsessed because she's too busy making her goals a reality. These women are my tribe. Women who can say that they're much more than physical appearance and actually mean it. Women who don't judge other women for not being feminine enough. Women who are so much more committed to the impact they leave, AS WOMEN, on the world than they are to propagating female stereotypes. You won't find these women writing fashion blogs or make up blogs, you may find them writing blogs on real life issues, current affairs, women empowerment etc. We may think that we're free thinking women now who can do anything but we still feel the judgement from people when we DARE to be 30 and unmarried or when we DARE to not be obsessed with popping out children. Girls are considered Tom boyish when they like cars or climbing trees or building things. Why? Because we're programmed to think that only males are mentally capable of being interested in these things. Women, do yourselves and your daughters a favour and stop painting us with the same misogynistic, shallow brush that previous generations have painted us with.

[heatherfeatherberrybitch]

Needs to be known

Just saying, because this is something really important in me and always has been, I really don't feel guilt or scared. Alright well I can and I have, but a very very very small amount of times. Like barely ever. Even tho I've gone through and face plenty to be scared about and most I act on is shit people would feel guilty about. Reason is, cuz 1 I very rarely live doing things I should feel guilty about. What I do or don't, I think of how it will touch people. Most idgaf for because they didn't give a fuck what they do to me. And 2, being scared is not how you should live. Shit happens, I always do shit knowing not to have the outcome be scary. Except for when I don't care, and ones should watch themselves to not push me there. And I personally know to always live to have good karma so I know how much it sucks that I'm gonna be fine from it. I've been shown that at least twice and a little more with a couple other lesser things. Anyway, they're important to me because they are what is terrible to live with. I wish other people lived the best way they can. Living feeling guilty especially holding a cloud of guilt that wants to pour on you, isn't good. Neither is living being scared. What's the point of feeling scared? How does it make anything different? How does that change the outcome? What does that really do? Who wants to or needs to feel that? Why would anybody need to? There's no point or difference, its just a bad feeling. I've had more than enough of that, I don't need anything else. Especially knowing I survived death twice and my body is fine from it. I would say life too but only one of those had my life be fine. Thank you so much daddy for that, you taught me how to live with diabetes totally fine. But the other has to do with other people and more than anything this fucked up house and my mom. Nothing anything can do about both. If anything, I'm equal to both of which. Equal with people even if its not liked. Veryyyy equal to mommy, she should have thought about shit first. Back to anyway, those I think are the last two things anybody should live off of. It only hurts you and or makes a mess in your mind. No good, either, so I don't. I only live from the good I see