#this is the real rereading party 😂

[deepouterspacecandy]

Hi love! How are you today? I hope you’re doing amazing! 💖 sending this anonymously because I’m shy and can’t handle attention 😂

I found this little slice of heaven (your blog) a few days ago and I’ve read everything you’ve wrote (and reread some) because I’m just in love with the way you write! And not even just how you write Abby— though we’ll get to her in a minute, but the way you write is just so poetic and beautiful, like you’re words mix so seamlessly, I get sucked into the story so easily and honestly? I never wanna leave. 😂 I’m so impressed with your writing skills!

And of course you write Abby beautifully. Abby is amazing person in my eyes (yes, even her ‘faults’ and ‘imperfection’ she’s an amazing and beautiful women and I love her 😤 anyways—) you don’t write her as some weapon to use or some toy to fuck, but you give her these beautiful emotions like happiness and excitement or hurt and rage. it’s just very refreshing and nice to see her get the love she very much deserves and to see her get treated so delicately with words. 💖

Anyways, I could talk(? write?) your ear off about how much I love your writing and how much I love Abby but I’ll leave it here for now.

I hope you have an amazing day/evening/night 💖

Sincerely

—Unknown

Oh my gosh, I completely understand! I think it's incredible that we have the option to communicate this way. Your message put a huge smile on my face this morning! I feel so lucky to have interactions like this online, and I appreciate your time immensely.

Wow! I am so beyond flattered by this. Thank you so much for your kind feedback on my work. Writing has consistently been a safe space for me throughout my life, and it's a goal of mine to bring some of that peace to others. To accomplish that through my small creations feels like a genuine gift from the universe.

I'll let you in on a little secret (it's the least I can do since you've been so open with me) 💖

I was the nerdy kid in school, completely captivated by reading and writing poetry, instead of hitting up parties and events with my friends. Had a crush on a girl? Hold up, where's my pen? I must write down in fluffy words how beautiful her soul is. Feeling angsty and misunderstood? Someone please pass me my journal. If I don't write my feelings down now, my emotional little brain will explode.

I spent many summers with my nose in a book because it never failed to whisk me away, and I happily floated there among the stories and characters.

It's why I developed a deep love for raves, actually. Everyone, weird and wonderful, is welcome to come as they are at every stage of life. A community my social battery can handle. Plus, our music is rad. 👽✨️ Ah, sorry. I'm off on a tangent.

Oh, I ❤️ your take on Abby, for sure. We have a lot in common there. I struggle to read pieces that I can't emotionally connect to, and it sometimes makes me sad for her character when she's exclusively written that way without any other elements to her personality involved. She is so complex, and there's so much in her character worth exploring.

I've said it before, but being a body builder myself, it's a little heartbreaking, I guess, because we are still extremely sensitive beings underneath the muscle and fortitude. I've dealt with a lot of those assumptions and opinions in real life, and it's so nice to be reminded and to remind others that we're gentle, sensitive women, too.

I think Abby is a HUGE softie deep down and maybe not so far down, really. 😍

Thank you again for this. I hope you have a wonderful weekend doing the things you enjoy most.

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

Inspired by a conversation @thefreak0fhawkinshigh had about Eddie & Uncle Waune yesterday; I hope it was okay to expand on it and write this!!! If not, let me know & I'll delete it!💗

Also thank you to @sparks363 for helping me with some D&D terminology and helping me to figure out a D&D related reason for Eddie to climb a tree (it HAD to be campaign related for the plot!) so I don't ruin the immersion and whatnot within Eddie's narrative and rereading paragraphs over for me so my mistakes didn't become seen by the public eye😂💀 Thank youuuu ~ honey🥺🙏

ALSO also thank you to @niceboyeds for checking that this fic was Munson-y enough; I've been really worried recently that I've lost my touch so I truly appreciate your input!!🫂💗

Summary: Eddie climbs a tree and scares the shit out of Uncle Wayne when he falls due to a breaking branch. Angry shouting hides fearful tears and the Munson men spend the rest of the afternoon exchanging well-known truths. THIS IS NOT X READER - this is a Munson Family Moment.

TW; Uncle Wayne yells at Eddie because he's so far up the tree that if he speaks normally, Eddie won't hear him and THEN he yells angrily but he's just scared - there's no actual anger or anything!, Eddie is a bit of a shit and pushes his luck until he realises gravity isn't his friend, both Munsons cry, there's fluffyness and affection.

Word count: 1, 918.

At any time of day or night, many a sound could be heard coming from the Munson trailer; the nauseatingly loud 'music' that troubled Munson boy liked to blast ("educating the masses on good music", he had commented once), chord progressions first patiently learned and then hashed out in frustration before the music settled into softer practice, the sound of that mini-van racing around sharp corners (and cutting them if there weren't any), quiet hushed whispers, the banging of cupboards, but above all else; laughter.

Laughter was the most common sound to come out of the Munson home in Forest Hills Trailer Park; even the neighbours deadset against hating the Munson men would readily admit that.

The Munson men were many things, but happy together was most definitely one of them.

Shouting was never a sound which came from those cracked open windows, however. Wayne Munson was quiet, understated, he spoke only when spoken to or if he felt that the effort it took to speak was worthy of being spent on the people he was around. When he spoke, people listened. He raised his voice at his boy only when he absolutely had to, and every other time he spoke quietly, with a gruffness at total odds with his demeanour. He never shouted at Eddie.

Not unless he really, really had to.

Those times were extremely unusual, but they did occur.

And one day in the summer of 1985 (just before our beloved Eddie was due to start his third senior year), the Munsons had one of their rare blowouts.

Eddie had been having what Uncle Wayne liked to call "main character moments" all day, in which he got curious over whether or not the things his character did in his most recent campaign were actually possible. In this campaign, his character had climbed up a big tree, wanting to get a better look at his surroundings. It was a thick forest, almost impossible to see even your hand in front of your face without some kind of lantern, but the trees were thinner at the top, and so climbing was the only option available to the party if they wanted to be able to leave the forest and continue on with their journey. As the bravest, Eddie's character was elected to go first, and so he did. Grumbling the whole way, but he still did it.

That was a trait Eddie shared with his character.

In the real world, Eddie wanted to find out if it was possible to climb such a high tree all on his own, with no safety nets or any kind of equipment. It was dumb as shit and he knew it, but was it going to stop him? No. His character did it, so why couldn't he? So, in his infinite wisdom, Eddie had found a tree within the trailer park (which happened to be within eye sight, hearing range and easy running distance for Uncle Wayne from his home for, you know, safety reasons), and started climbing it. He knew from all his years of climbing trees as a child that if the branches were thick enough and they were close together, it was doable to climb. Not safe, per se, but doable.

Eddie got about half way up the tree before he began to feel like something was wrong. There wasn't much of a wind, but there was a creaking sound coming from somewhere. It wasn't from the movement of his leather clad arms, his jacket was too worn in, too loved, for that, and it wasn't from his white high tops, either. Just as alarm bells began to ring out in his head to stop, Eddie, stop, his Uncle's voice rang out from below him, loud and imposing and angry.

It was a good thing that Eddie knew his Uncle much, much better than that. No one else would have heard the slight tremble in his Uncle's voice, but Eddie heard it. Even so, he began to look around for the next branch to climb up on.

"Edward Wayne Munson, what the hell do you think you're doing?!"

"Ah, shit," Eddie cursed, wincing. "The full name means I'm in for it, man," he turned and looked over his shoulder, down, down at his Uncle. He grinned to see that he was so far up off the ground that he felt like he was living in the world that he had built up within his head. "M'climbing!"

"No," Uncle Wayne shook his head fiercely, his eyes fixed on the bowing branch his boy was stood on. "Son, I know you know what you're doin', you've been climbin' trees since you were a kid, but ya' gotta come down from there."

"What?" Eddie scoffed, turned back to the tree, and grabbed the branch above him to begin to pull himself up, "It's fine!"

"No, it ain't," Uncle Wayne's voice rang out loud enough even from high up where Eddie was that the younger Munson winced, "get down, Eddie, now! Don't make me come up there after you, boy!"

Eddie's previously raised red flag now doubled in intensity because Uncle Wayne never spoke to him like that. Jokingly, yes, with a raised tone, yes, but full-on shouting and threats? That was not in the Munson Doctrine, it never had been and it never would be.

Which meant that this was serious.

And Eddie was literally way up in the air where his Uncle couldn't help him. Heat began to flood the inside of his forehead just as Eddie began to realise that gravity was not, in fact, his friend, and that perhaps that creaking had been the warning sign preceding his Uncle's own verbal one.

"Shit, shit, shit," Eddie's hair flew about his face like dark lightning as he looked around towards the ground, looking for somewhere to go, panic and tensions rising in the tree and down on the ground, both Munsons with baited breath, and Uncle Wayne barely keeping himself together. "Uhh, dad - ?" He called down over his shoulder, "can I cash in on that help, please? Come and get me, man." He lowered his voice and then said, "I'm scared", fingers patting at the tree bark as he continued to look for somewhere to go, as the creaking grew louder and the ground beneath his feet, the branch, which was thick but far less stable than he had initially assumed, began to sway and dip with every shift of his lithe body.

The odds were not in Eddie's favour, for as soon as Eddie saw a branch a little out to his left, one which he could probably reach, the branch snapped.

Luckily, Eddie had had a hold of the branch above him, and so as the branch below him gave way, Eddie was suspended in the air, his upper body strength the only thing keeping him from falling. His lanky legs kicked blindly as he sought for support, and finally he found that branch which had been to the left of where he had been stood, and with far less grace than Eddie would ever admit to, he managed to get himself stable again.

"Jesus Christ, boy!" Uncle Wayne's voice had a more noticeable tremble to it now, but Eddie didn't look back over his shoulder at his Uncle as he began his descent. He wanted out of the tree now. This wasn't fun anymore. "I told ya' to get down 'n now you've gone and almost got yourself killed!"

"Yeah, well," Eddie exhaled heavily as he finally touched down on the cold, hard ground, "wasn't exactly planning for the branches to give out on me, man." His voice was quiet, tone low, embarrassment blazing across his cheeks and the upper shells of his ears. He stumbled as he righted himself properly, legs shaky from the scare. Eddie wasn't sure what was more scary - the way he could have seriously hurt himself, the sound of the branch snapping ringing in his ears, or the way he had scared his dad so badly that as soon as he was on stable ground, Uncle Wayne had Eddie wrapped up in his arms.

"Don't you ever fuckin' do that again, Eddie! These trees ain't right for climbing, they're too damn old."

Eddie had a protest right on the tip of his tongue but he didn't voice it; Uncle Wayne had pulled him into his chest so damn tight that Eddie could only feel his Uncle, he could only smell him, he could only be in his Uncle's embrace as the elder Munson rained kisses down upon the crown of Eddie's head, his nose lingering in those dark curls he had spent years brushing and braiding for his son, helping him to take care of himself when he wanted to but especially when he couldn't.

"Can't scare me like that, boy, ya' gotta be more careful."

"In my defense," Eddie laughed wetly, his eyes begin to tear up as the weight of the situation began to sink into him. He leaned into Uncle Wayne, welcoming his embrace, "you left me unsupervised. What did you think was gonna happen?" A pause and then, "plus, I'm like, grown n' shit, m' not a baby anymore! Don't gotta' keep watchin' me when I go play or whatever."

Uncle Wayne huffed air through his nose in amusement, "don't, Eddie, you could've - you could've been hurt up there and I couldn't have done anything to protect you, like I always have and I always will." A similar pause to the one Eddie took pronounced his next words, "an' unfortunately for you, son, you'll always be my baby boy." Uncle Wayne pressed a kiss to the top of Eddie's head with intention; when he pulled away, Eddie could still feel the pressure of his father's affection, "Whether you like it or not."

"I'm sorry, man," Eddie pressed into Uncle Wayne, who only wrapped his arms even tighter around his son as the two cried together and got the stress of the situation out of their systems. "Guess my character can handle trees better than I can."

He pulled away from the embrace and Uncle Wayne smiled fondly at Eddie as he used the calloused pads of his thumbs to swipe tears away. "All right, that's enough cryin'. Thought you said you weren't a baby anymore." The teasing lilt in his dad's voice was back, and it made the noticeable tension in Eddie's shoulders melt away.

"Yeah, well, crying is metal as shit, dad, so... there's no shame in crying, man." Eddie reached up and used his pointer fingers to dash away his dad's tears, pulling him back in for another hug afterwards. "M'okay, dad, I promise."

"Better be, Eddie. I don't know how I'd survive in a world without you."

"No more trees or we'll be finding out." It was a weak joke, but it made them both smile as humour dispelled the remainder of the tension.

Nerves jangled but tears slowed and the tree forgotten, the Munsons found their ways back to the trailer, but they didn't go their separate ways. They stayed together, shoulder to shoulder on the sofa as they watched whatever shit was on, and if Eddie happened to slouch into his dad's side and if Uncle Wayne happened to tuck his son tighter under his arm to keep him there where he was safe and if Eddie fell asleep against his dad's shoulder, then that was just for the two of them.

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[sweet-symphony0]

1, 4, 10, and 15 for any of your fics you want to talk about!

1. What is a piece of symbolism in your fic?

Oh, this is a good one! I had to go back and reread all my fics to find something but-

In Dance Me to the End of Love, it’s definitely Joe’s ballet shoes. He keeps them with him even after he quits, he brings them everywhere he goes, because to him, it’s a (physical) symbol of something he lost, but something he’s also loved and desperately clinging onto in the hopes that he can get back to. And while he doesn’t ever throw those shoes out, or ever wear them again, they’re a keepsake of his old life, a reminder of what was, and what could have been.

4. What's something you've researched but haven't incorporated into your fic?

So much for Legacy, I can’t even list it all, though most of it was incorporated. The research I did for that story pales in comparison to anything I’d done prior.

-I researched directors and what films they’d done before, because I wanted to make sure the (real) director I chose in the end would be good for a teacher biopic, even though I ultimately went with Sam Esmail, selfishly.

-I looked at the studios and their execs, to make sure I had the names and job positions right.

-I already knew how to make a budget, so everything in chapter three and four is fairly accurate, but researched what the process would be once the budget was made and how films get made and funded.

-I looked at Hamlet again since the first time in over a decade, to make sure I knew it well enough to explain Rami being able to teach it; I looked at which monologues I wanted and what I felt would be the one to include in the end. For him to teach it, I had to teach it myself, and I looked at curriculum for 10th and 11th grade AP English courses.

-The Belasco theatre is a real theatre in LA, and it’s where the wrap party for Raising Ambition is held. I can’t tell you how many tabs I had open to research venues, how big the capacity was for each place, and if they allowed kids (this story is fictional, I know).

10. What is your favourite au? Have you written anything for it?

It’s the same as the one I listed above: I would say my dance AU, where Joe is a professional ballet dancer to leave it behind to go into acting, really is one of my favorites. I’ll never finish that fic, but damn is it good, and boy am I proud of it. You can find that here.

15. Tell us a fun fact about your fic/wip!

I’ve talked about this before, but in all my twin Tuesday fics, at some point in the story, those twins share a moment where one of them squeezes the other’s wrist, in a silent gesture of affection. It’s an “I got you,” gesture, and I love writing it in and seeing if anyone picks up on it.

Similarly, in all my mazlek fics, the first article of clothing Joe almost always removes from what Rami is wearing, is his bow tie. That one isn’t planned, but I love the image of it every time, it’s very sexy and sensual and intimate.

Lastly- I wrote Home is with You, because I had awful, awful period cramps one time, and decided my way of dealing with it was Joe being miserable with nearly the same agony, and had Rami come to his rescue 😂

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Sorry this is so long, but this was a treat! Thank you for asking!!

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Loving the juicy void spoilers this eve! 👀 I reread the whole story recently after Namjoon's chapter was posted and there's something that's been driving me wild (because I'm *whipped* for Engineer Min) - it's when she says he only wants to fuck her because she's the only woman within like millions of miles and he says "I would've fucked you on Earth too" with a smirk (cue ultra swoon 🥴). It could easily just be one of those sexy banters they get up to (and you write soooooo well!) but it feels like there's definitely more to it, as is so often the case with him. Many a true word is spoken in jest after all (you cant fool us, Min). We know Yoongi's had feelings for her the longest barring only Hoseok, so was he nursing a lil sumn for her even before they left? 🤔 Are there any plans to reveal/explore the pre-mission dynamics more, especially between HoseokxOC and YoongixOC? I just really cant get enough of this story, the world building and the characterizations are SO good, they each feel like real people. It'll be so interesting once OC starts to dissolve some of her walls and let them in, she's given up so much of her personal life for this mission, I just wanna see our girl happy and fulfilled with meaningful and sexy relationships while also kicking ass at the job and being the first woman on Europa. Have your cake and eat it too girl! Savour that delicious bangtan frosting 😂🍰

Yeah, there are occasional glimpses that Yoongi’s feelings run deeper than he is willing to admit. Both the “i would have fucked you on Earth” and the “I would have kissed you if I could touch you” hint at some deeper feelings. I think he’s really a romantic at heart, but has been heartbroken in the past because of it and is hesitant to put all his cards out there.

Both Yoongi and Hoseok have bonus chapters that will be coming eventually that have more of the origins of their feelings. Though you can actually see the moment Yoongi first notices the OC is a non-professional way in the quarantine party flashback. Though at that point he is recently dumped and he’s aware of Hoseok’s feelings, both of which keep him from making any sort of move.

Thank you for loving Void so much!

[dreamwritesimagines]

It’s CMA-

(Btw I’m still working on the reread but life stuff came up but I have a partially finished note on like chapters 7-9(?) LOL but I’m going to keep going dw)

Is tugging war the way they used to say tug of war, or was that a personal linguistic choice? It’s an interesting detail I never thought to consider

(side note kind of random but I always forget that bridgerton is British for some reason and I forget to read the characters’ voices in my head with accents (I’m American) I’m trying to do it now and it’s so weird how it changes things for some reason lmao- maybe just the added effort?)

Lmao at least clover recognizes that she’s not jealous of Margery’s lifestyle even if she doesn’t realize that it’s because she’s in love with Ben lol. It’s the little wins😂😂

I wonder if clover will still be possessive even when they’re in a real relationship

Damn clover is going to get plastered. Ooh is this instead of the Danbury lunch thing? Lol I wonder if she’s gone to one of those yet

I like that even though he was in a conversation with Margery in the beginning of her drinking, he still kept an eye on her and kept track of everything. Even if she was behaving recklessly, she was still safe with him.

I wonder if she got into any trouble at the party lol. If she was a giggly drunk I could see her being super popular, much more than her with the ton and she’s being hostile.

Trauma dumping when your inhibitions are lowered- what a mood lmao

Why does Ben smoke? To relax? Because that would be an interesting parallel between clover and Ben- both using drugs to try to relax and lower their inhibitions.

SCREAMING he called her my love😭😍 omgggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They’re so cute!! And it’s so tragic and sad but I’m glad that she’s doing better and that she recognizes that, even if she doesn’t see it as progress.

Man her hangover is going to be brutal. Also I wonder if she’ll remember trauma dumping/what happened tonight… I’m so nervous for them but so, so excited too!!!!!!!

I know I always say this but it keeps being true- I LOVE this chapter so much!!!!!!!!!

Hi loveee!

Omg I AM ALREADY SO EXCITED?! 😍😍

It was actually a personal linguistic choice! ❤️ I try not to use like...completely same terms for some things when there's an alternative because I think it helps with the setting of an earlier era ❤️

Lolll the accents 😂

Oh yeah, she has no idea why she doesn't "admire the idea" of being a widow anymore 😂 So much denial 😂

I do feel like she would be possessive to some degree but not like...over the top? She would be quite confident if they were in an actual relationship 😈

She is getting so so druuunk😏

I love that you noticed that yes! ❤️ He was keeping an eye on her even when he was talking to other people, he wants her to be safe especially now that they're in a different part of town 🥰

She does look like a giggly drunk, doesn't she? 😁 I think she was very friendly with other people at the party after she got drunk😁

I think Benedict smokes to relax yes! Oooh I haven't thought about that parallel before but I totally see it! 😱❤️

He called her his love 😏😍 And Clover did not even notice that! 😂

I'm so excited for the next chapter as well! I hope you like it! ❤️

Awww thank you so much darling! 😍❤️❤️

[joonary]

Finished Maybe so… I have some thoughts so I’ll share them here, this is also my first real review so take it easy on me 😅

“This party is boring, do you wanna leave together? W-what?” Yoongi chokes on his water. Y’know, the one where you’re supposed to respond by saying ‘this is my birthday party…’. Yeah, that was it.”

Man do I feel old cause I have no clue what meme was being referenced either…

“you slip your hand into his

you reach out and grab his hand in yours. Well now he’s nervous too, just for a completely different reason.”

I often think that when someone you like holds your hand it’s both a win/lose situation because on one hand (no pun intended 😂) you get to feel the warmth of their smaller hand in yours but to act unfazed is brutal and I don’t wish that on anyone lmao

“He wonders if you’re as comfortable as he is right now.”

You don’t understand how often this thought crosses my mind whenever I’m on the phone or texting a girl I like, just the thought of her, comfortably in bed with all of her attention on me drives me insane.

Reading Maybe so takes me back to when I was younger, specifically when I was a teenager and how often I would get in my own head, trying to satisfy my family with how I was living life, who I surrounded myself with and how I would grow as a person. All of that is not to say that I’m now perfect, cause if anything I’m still flawed, hopefully less from when I was a teen but continuing to learn and grow is the goal yknow but man does Yoongi have to take it easy on himself and having reader by his side, hopefully allows him to see that he shouldn’t dictate his life decisions on what his family thinks of him— heck even “dating” reader is contradictory on its own but we make mistakes to learn.

Well, I’m off to bed now 😴

oh my god you actually read it DAWG WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU 💀

i mean that in the most positive way possible i’m sorry HAHAHAH seriously thank you for reading! i still can’t fully bring myself to reread the entire thing still so i just skimmed over my old notes and the scenes that you quoted here 🥴

Man do I feel old cause I have no clue what meme was being referenced either…

THIS IS SO FUCKING EMBARRASING i remember i wrote this scene because of how often i would reference a meme irl and people wouldn’t get it only for the exact same thing to happen here 💀 art imitates life i guess

this is the meme btw LMAO it circulated around a lot in 2019 kpoptwt i’m pretty sure?? i literally scoured the left side of the internet to find a reference for it but i couldn’t find the specific bts one that i saw but yeah this was the format

You don’t understand how often this thought crosses my mind whenever I’m on the phone or texting a girl I like, just the thought of her, comfortably in bed with all of her attention on me drives me insane.

THIS IS SO HWJHEJHEWJHSHW I’M LITERALLY PACING AROUND THE ROOM RN. you have no idea how much this commentary means to me like. reading/writing from the guy’s pov has always appealed to me in a fic because it’s fun, a little bit easier to envision than an oc that’s supposed to be all-around relatable, and a good writing exercise. 

when doing that i usually ask myself “is this how i would want to be thought of/treated by someone?”, which turns into “shit is this even realistic or am i just writing him how i personally would feel/act in that situation?” HAHA. but yeah you saying that got me embarrassed as hell i feel like drake 

Reading Maybe so takes me back to when I was younger, specifically when I was a teenager and how often I would get in my own head, trying to satisfy my family with how I was living life, who I surrounded myself with and how I would grow as a person.

thank you for saying that! literally that’s the time and headspace i was in when i was writing this, so that was kinda the goal. and also i totally agree with that thing you said about continuing to learn and grow. i like to think that i’ve grown past that mindset as well, but it really just ebbs and flows and the only thing we can do is improve what we can for the time being and that’s enough :)

all jokes aside, thank you so much for reading. first real review or not, i feel really lucky to be on the receiving end of such good commentary, and from a guy’s pov at that LMAO. i’m 100% sure that other writers on here would adore the sentiment just as much, so i hope you have fun with it!

[kithtaehyung]

Hi Ryen,

I wanted to wait a little after you released Forfeit, but I want to say, firstly, no other writer can literally get me to stop whatever I’m doing to read the latest chapter of a fic 😂 I have zero self control when it comes to 3tan!

So, I was so deeply convinced that bro was Joon….but honestly the way you wrote him in was so cheeky and sweet at the same time, I was kind of glad that he wasn’t. I loved how you kept ticking off each member, it was so suspenseful 😂

I have a couple of questions, if you don’t mind me asking (and a few random comments):

At the start with JK and Yoongi thinks “don’t say your name, not with that face. Not with all the stars you saw that one night in your eyes” - is this referring to a moment when Yoongi saw stars? And if so, which moment? 🫠

Girl, the way Yoongi thinks he’s not good enough is painful.

In the kitchen, when reader said she told JK she was seeing someone, and Yoongi asks “Who’re you seeing?” Did he really think she meant someone other than him? Initially I thought “oh he’s teasing her” but then his insecurities seem deep and I was second guessing.

When reader goes to leave, why does Yoongi just sit there for so long. Do you think if she hadn’t stalled and walked out the door, he would have followed?

“What you feel for Yoongi isn’t finite. There’s no shell, no number of pieces. No set definition” shit, she’s deep in love 🥹 I truly can’t wait for them to confess to each other.

Yoongi crying was enough to end me. I would love to know more of his backstory as to why he is the way he is (and who hurt him 😡). The way reader is slowly cracking him open is so interesting.

The sex - girl I can’t even get into it because I’ll have a mental breakdown at how hot it is. I’m living for the “one day” 👅👅👅

Whenever Yoongi says “my girl”, and “relax, baby” goddamn 💦💦💦

The spit. Holy fuck, I’m not even into it. But I was ✨into it✨

The dirty talk…I am 🌀 at this point.

The “where’s my hi” at the party. Fuck, the way reader keeps her cool like this sexy demon wasn’t plowing her into another dimension days ago 😂😂😂😂😂

Also, I was rereading Dalo and the moment when reader and Yoongi have sex, and hes holding her and says “you’re so beautiful”….for me, it makes my heart stop every time and I feel like this is his first real time being vulnerable with her. I feel like this is one of the moments when he really realised that he’s got deep feelings.

I’m so sorry, that was a lot longer and more random than I had intended. I love your writing so much Ryen, you are a gift to all of us 🫶🏼

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koala i adore you. so much. UGH. full response under the cut bc i have a lot to say!

I wanted to wait a little after you released Forfeit, but I want to say, firstly, no other writer can literally get me to stop whatever I’m doing to read the latest chapter of a fic 😂 I have zero self control when it comes to 3tan!

DSFKDS this made me blush so damn hard!! i'm honored you feel that way and it's still surreal to me that this can happen with something i wrote.. like no joke. turns out i also have zero self control when it comes to it😂

So, I was so deeply convinced that bro was Joon….but honestly the way you wrote him in was so cheeky and sweet at the same time, I was kind of glad that he wasn’t. I loved how you kept ticking off each member, it was so suspenseful 😂

AWHHH this is good feedback, as well! i'm glad you're ok with the direction and i really couldn't wait for y'all to get to the actual reveal of it being none of the members. now you can imagine whomever yoy want<3

I have a couple of questions, if you don’t mind me asking (and a few random comments): At the start with JK and Yoongi thinks “don’t say your name, not with that face. Not with all the stars you saw that one night in your eyes” - is this referring to a moment when Yoongi saw stars? And if so, which moment? 🫠

OH so this was referring to sidewalk talk, when reader and yoongi were on the playground. we read it from reader's pov about looking up at the stars before seeing yoongi in front of them<33 yoongi's just seeing it from his perspective here.

Girl, the way Yoongi thinks he’s not good enough is painful.

agreed..... hard agree.

In the kitchen, when reader said she told JK she was seeing someone, and Yoongi asks “Who’re you seeing?” Did he really think she meant someone other than him? Initially I thought “oh he’s teasing her” but then his insecurities seem deep and I was second guessing.

yeah, still water runs deep when it comes to him. based on his thought processes in dal segno, he doesn't think he's good enough for reader and he literally doesn't see a possibility of them being a thing. :(( it's truly heartbreaking bc he would literally do anything for this person..

When reader goes to leave, why does Yoongi just sit there for so long. Do you think if she hadn’t stalled and walked out the door, he would have followed?

this is gonna hurt, but i don't think so. and i'd also like to think that he would massively regret that.

“What you feel for Yoongi isn’t finite. There’s no shell, no number of pieces. No set definition” shit, she’s deep in love 🥹 I truly can’t wait for them to confess to each other.

GOD this whole part broke me down into millions of pieces and i couldn't think straight for like a week.

Yoongi crying was enough to end me. I would love to know more of his backstory as to why he is the way he is (and who hurt him 😡). The way reader is slowly cracking him open is so interesting.

yes! a lot of y'all wanna know about yoongi's past and i totally get that. i just didn't wanna unveil everything at once, you know? we're gonna keep getting stuff revealed in due time, though. the slow burn also comes with slow reveals, so i hope you're here for the ride<3

The sex - girl I can’t even get into it because I’ll have a mental breakdown at how hot it is. I’m living for the “one day” 👅👅 Whenever Yoongi says “my girl”, and “relax, baby” goddamn 💦💦💦 The spit. Holy fuck, I’m not even into it. But I was ✨into it✨ The dirty talk…I am 🌀 at this point.

i roped all of these together just so i could SCREAMMMM FCK I KNOW I KNOW LIKE WTF. the my girl, the relax, the sPIT, the FILTH. and he says later in flutter that he was going easy? nope goodbye i'm done lmfaoooooooofckooooo

The “where’s my hi” at the party. Fuck, the way reader keeps her cool like this sexy demon wasn’t plowing her into another dimension days ago 😂😂😂😂😂

HAHAHAHA STOP I CHOKED

Also, I was rereading Dalo and the moment when reader and Yoongi have sex, and hes holding her and says “you’re so beautiful”….for me, it makes my heart stop every time and I feel like this is his first real time being vulnerable with her. I feel like this is one of the moments when he really realised that he’s got deep feelings.

oh, gosh.. this part. i'm so glad you brought it up because you are so right. spot on. we've seen lots of him in the bedroom but this is truly the first time we see him stop just to say something so soft and intimate and unprompted. he knew how vulnerable reader was in the moment, so to join her in that space? that is the 3tan yoongi i know and cherish.

I’m so sorry, that was a lot longer and more random than I had intended. I love your writing so much Ryen, you are a gift to all of us 🫶🏼

i love it all, koala. thank you for your insights and commentary and all the lovely things! i'm so sorry it took this long but i finally got to provide you with a worthy reply<33 so here i am! you're a gift to me, too. truly.

[theartoflovingthomashunt]

I decided to visit my Tumblr today to catch up on HWU, only to find out the app is getting shut down?! THIS IS THE WORST NEWS OF 2022 😭 And I don't have much time left to replay everything!!!! HUHUHU

The only consolation I have from this is knowing you're still keeping Thomas Hunt and Alex alive through your stories. I always come back to your masterlist to reread everything, especially the Fashion Week series. God, I adore that one so much!!

I don't mind if you write drabbles or a sentence or a full-length novel. Just know I'm devouring them as much as a heartbroken fangirl can 😭 Your writing is superb, and I appreciate you keeping the fandom alive. I hope all the gods in this world gives you all you desire in this life!!!!! That's how much I appreciate you 😂

I would really do anything to see you write your version of a wedding for HWU!Hunt and Alex, though. PB did us dirty by giving a wedding for Chris and MC but not for Hunt?! PB, we demand justice!

But seriously, I'm not ready to say goodbye yet. 😩 Do you still have a slot for the Crying Over HWU party? Coz Imma need an entire row for all the tissues I'll be using while mourning over this news. 🤧

I know! PB did not give us enough notice at all. I've been trying to replay since they made the announcement two weeks ago, but with work and real life, I'm only on level 7. I'll never even make it through a fraction of the game, especially since PB also discontinued currency purchases. I'm so sad 😭😭😭

ahhh you are so so so sweet. I'm so glad you enjoy my Thomas and Alex stories. I will continue writing them as long as I can. I am so glad you love the fashion week mini series as well. I had so much fun writing that one. It's definitely one of my favorites as well!

I don't mind if you write drabbles or a sentence or a full-length novel. Just know I'm devouring them as much as a heartbroken fangirl can

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is the greatest compliment ever ohmygoshthank you!!!! I doubt myself as a writer all the time and feel like no one cares. but ahhh THIS!!!!!!!!!

Your writing is superb, and I appreciate you keeping the fandom alive. I hope all the gods in this world gives you all you desire in this life!!!!! That's how much I appreciate you 😂

lkjsdfljsdlfj I have NO words. THIS! YOU! OMG!!!!

(but if the universe wanted to send me Thomas Hunt, I would not complain lol)

I would really do anything to see you write your version of a wedding for HWU!Hunt and Alex,

It's coming!!!! eventually lol

Thee finale of the Love & Scotch  series will be their wedding. I just have to get back to writing that series.

And yes!!! Please come join my crying party. I have tissues and lots of chocolate and ice cream lol

This is literally one of the most amazing, inspiring, lovely, lsdkjflksdjf messages I've ever received. Thank you thank you thank you for making my day, night, week, month, year LIFE! I will treasure this message for all of time (I'm not even kidding!!!)

Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I can't thank you enough for this. It means the world to me. 😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰

[skinni-girls-eat-books]

Sunday, April 14th, 2024! Pt 2 (one day NC 🥳)

10:03am: I went back and reread some posts from earlier in the week and remembered that I was doing really good! I think last night was a one off and a little step backwards, but nothing that can't be overcome again. Things happen. People disappoint us and let us down, doesn't mean we have to become hard and cold to the world.

I'm gonna stay positive and know that

1) fake positivity does turn into real positivity after a while 2) positivity attracts people, friends and that's what I would like.

Stay positive! Definitely still process your trauma, but there's so much good in life! Like that awesome feeling when you have a good day with someone new ❤️ I guess I understand wanting to start fresh with someone because it's exciting! Plus be confident knowing that you were never the problem and omg there's so many guys out there that want a chance with you, honestly things will probably get better with age.

Don't be like the boss, a whole ass pharmacist going back n forth with someone beneath him, petty drama, stress and emotional turmoil. I don't want that life, it's bad for your physical body. When I think about the positive feelings I've been having for about the past two weeks, the tension lifts from my body. I have so much to look forward to. And I can't control anyone else's actions, I can only control my actions and my emotions and how I react to things.

This door closing is just opening up a bunch new ones :) and what one man won't do, another man will ❤️ let's work on me so I can find my forever guy ❤️

I love you

6:53pm: Got home from work and I'm bleeding like crazy. Longest month of my life. New homie sounded like he was gonna come over but I think he chickened out? Lmao that's crazy 😂 Had a nice day at work, ranted to the boss and it helped me a lot. He told me to make a pros and cons list and I said that con side would look crazy 🤣 he said he does the same thing and it helps him, also he said the no contact thing is helping him a lot PLUS this man is wildin OUT like every night is a bachelor party or something and I want to be like him haha. So crazy tho he's just like yeah and then I might get back with his gf after a few months like ???? Guys are insane lmao.

Weirdest thing I have thought about today is how prude he* is. 🤔 I really don't have to explain myself but like, he has the two biggest ho friends I've ever seen and acts like I'm just supposed to be some untouchable angel is WACK. Tbh I wouldn't get back together with him for that alone, it's a major rift in our morals. He thinks he/ his friends can just do whatever but then judges girls for doing the same? Icky, double standard ass mf 🤢 this man belongs in the looney bin after last night. Weird ass said he hopes the guy I end up with has wack dick and he hopes nobody is better than him 🤣 who tf says that

I literally had to lie to this man on facetime so he wouldn't have a meltdown if I told him what I really did, getting piped in our bed by a great guy 😂 crazyyyyy flex bro, but yeah keep doing it in y'all's parents house 🥴 literally just gave me icky goosebumps thinking about that.

Who cares lol I'm glad that part of my life is over. I'm tired of looking stupid tbh. Hesitant to do a # days no contact tracker on here because ik it can be counterintuitive to think about him technically, but shit I already think about him anyway, so I think it'll be a good idea to *try* and if it sucks I'll stop.

1:10am: Going to sleep now, didn't do anything after work today but that's ok :) had yogurt and cereal for dinner and both cats are on my bed ❤️ Spent too much time on my phone but it's ok, too. I think I'm gonna do a beginning of the day and end of the day, then I can kinda track triggers that make me want to reach out to him. Ik it's stress but also ik this will help. Distractions are great, but I want better distractions than just being on my phone lol.

Goals for tomorrow: Last OSCE! Study for exam! Study MOA! I know you hate it but that doesn't matter right now, you gotta grind before you party 🎉 Study for Jesse McCartney ❤️ He doesn't want you to fail your exam 😂

Goodnight, I love you so much I hope you had a good Sunday. I'm listening to crime podcasts while I fall asleep, something I couldn't do with you here lol. Perks of being a bachelorette 🤪 Hella peaceful and everything is easy going.

Day 1 NC complete! ❤️🥳

[tasseren]

Oh how the cosmos must laugh, I litterally just found and read and bookmarked that last night. Your writing had me up at 2 am grinning and wanting to see Ganons brain thoughts on if Link ever takes his shirt off and shows was years of hard work and a wild outdoor childhood looks like. The drunk party, Zelda being the life and disaster at the same time. And the bit where Ganon actually admits someone knows more about one thing on food because yes the farm boy who helped grow the produce would know what he is looking at. Fucking love your writing. I reread the knife shop bit like three times. SO GOOD.(*^▽^)/★*☆♪

What timing for real!! I’m stoked that you’re into the ganlink cans of worms I’ve opened up on here and ao3 🥹🫶 and if I found the right profile then hello fellow canadian 😂

I wanted to keep going with ganon’s thoughts because I think he’s always more of a mess inside than out lmaooo, he will absolutely be spilling more of them from now on though, that night altered his brain chemistry ☠️

(Also cursed but you know those 1000 grit foot scrubbers for people with dry ass feet 😭 alongside a body that shows his hard work, ganon freaks out the first moment link’s HOOVES brush against him and cracks out the pediegg… to which link laughs and calls it parmesan)

[1d1195]

midnight memories has some different type of magic injected in it i swear because that album is perfect. you have great taste i absolutely adore both those albums <333

YOURE NOT STUPID !!!! like seriously don’t even worry abt it i don’t expect to remember everything we talk abt i just thought i might’ve mentioned a song that reminded me of him but i might have completely made that up in my head so who knows lol ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ also seriously you’re way too hard on yourself about these things because what you give us is ABSOLUTELY perfect. like. i don’t even know how to describe it but every time i see you’ve posted something i truly get sooooo happy. so be as original as you want or go over the same tropes and lines a million times, we’ll all love it and support you no matter what !!💞🫶 (also i think all of us here truly don’t mind if you do the same tropes/scenes with different characters i think all fanfic readers go over the same stuff again n again and we eat it up every time😂😂)

OMG YES THANK YOU FOR REMINDING ME !!! ofc i finished it haha i was literally stalking your page waiting for the last part😭 i canNOT tell you how much i loved it. i’ve literally reread it so many times THEYRE JUST SO CUTE. and i think i see myself a lot in that specific character because i was homeschooled like halfway through my schooling and all the people i used to know moved to a different state and so i just became like this awkward girl who didn’t understand parties, sucked at socializing, and would rather hangout in her room and read all night so i totally understand the feeling of not fitting in with people your age😭😭 NOT TO SOUND SAD AHAH I CAN PULL OUT THE EXTROVERT IN ME WHEN I NEED TOO BUT I JUST REALLY GET HER AND I LOVE HER SM SM SMMM I WANNA GIVE HER A HUG

her being a little nervous about their first time and worrying she’s gonna be bad in bed was SO real AND THE CAR RIDE THERE WHEN HE SAID SHE CANT TALK BECAUSE HE REALLY WANTS TO LISTEN BUT HE CANT LISTEN BECAUSE HE NEEDS TO MAKE SURE HE GETS HER THERE SAFELY UGHHH MY HEART MELTEDDD☹️🥺

another part i found funny was the “omg this is the perfect place for you to murder me 👀” and the way she laid out the whole plan JSDGHAAKKA just them💞💞💞💞💞💞 the fluff at the end was sooooo amazing and the way he was so reassuring about everything she was anxious about before. and them being a lil domestic and going grocery shopping together😭😭😭😭 loved seeing that little glimpse of how they work together alone. i can totally see them getting their own little apartment after graduation like if they decide to go to grad school or get internships or jobs or something idk but they’d be so cute living together officially

I AM SO SOOO SORRY THIS IS SO LONG BUT I ALWAYS ENJOY TALKING TO YOU AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY MWAH

~🎶

I find 1D’s discography is best listened to in certain seasons. So TMH is a summer album. Four is for Fall. Midnight Memories I have a hard time pinning sometimes but I’m a big fan of blasting Strong this time of year when the temp is warming up where I live. MITAM is a winter album to me but obviously I’m listening to them all year round 😂

I’m 😭 thank you for being so supportive it means the world to me. I feel so UNoriginal sometimes but I just love the idea of love and unfortunately there’s only so many ways I can make my couples say I love you hehehe

IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!!! That’s so cool you were homeschooled! I’ll have about 10009 more questions for you but I need a moment to think about them and ask but I was NOT homeschooled and I feel the very same way about you. I’m a wicked introvert in an extroverted world so it’s ROUGH and WAS rough all throughout college. I still feel stupid most of the time in social situations.

Not to sound egotistical, but loved the little part in the car about getting her there safely 🥰🥰 and the serial killer part was just something to keep it a little funny 😂 so glad you enjoyed!!!

Thank you SO much for envisioning a life after college because now I have some ideas for follow ups!! 👀👀👀

NEVER apologize for long messages. It’s my entire life! I love it! Hope you’re having a good day too!

Xoxo

[incorrectgallaghergirlsquotes]

Thoughts while rereading CMH:

(Also me exposing myself as Zach/Zammie trash)

Every day I think about how my friend read this book and I was like “Keep on the look out for my favorite character!” Then after Zach’s first line of dialogue my friend was like “It’s him. You love him, don’t you? And he’s baby, and your son, and you want to protect him.” A call out.

The same level of dorky, teenage, awkwardness is here. Cammie is also soooo dramatic. I remember being on her side when I first read these but I still think she feels the way she does for a valid reason. High school and your problems during it literally feel like they’re going to last forever. Then you get out and you’re like that’s it? It’s just over?

At the same time Cammie thinking she’s “immune” to boys because she had Josh is so funny. No one has ever gotten under her skin like Zach has.

Part of the reason for this reread was for my fic about Joe trying to set up Cammie and Zach and scenes like the one where Zach and Joe are just blatantly looking at her and talking makes me want to write more after the events of LYKY. Which was not the plan but…

“I got news for you, Gallagher Girl, if you’re not enjoying this, you’re in the wrong business.” He’s right though. Somehow this phrase made it into my casual vocabulary before I got to this part in the book so my subconscious really retained this series over the years

Zach tells Cammie “they’re playing our song” when he asks her to dance and it’s just a silly throw away line he’s giving her and the song actually playing is never described but I’ve always like to imagine it’s whatever song played in the elevator. Not elevator music obvi but an instrumental version of an actual song

I think this is the first time it’s hit me how BAD it looks that Cammie ran away from the ball, while dancing with Zach, who then found her by a secret passageway. Yikes girl

But also… give me an AU where they did try and go to the party in Roseville. That would be so fun.

Zach lying about being with her and Tina believing him over Cammie makes my blood boil

That being said the way Cammie’s main friends, Bex, Liz, and Macey, support her while being 100% real and honest with her is very important. Hope nothing changes that later

The whole scene in the P&E barn is just *chefs kiss*. Zach wants to be her boyfriend so bad lol

Look I know Cammie thinks her dad went to Blackthorne because of the picture and her mom wearing her dads clothes reminded her of him. But goddamn girl you have it bad for this boy. Like imagine you’re Rachel watching Cam and Zach interact and then she asks if you met her father during the same exchange.

I forgot about him catching her coming out of the fireplace and her hitting her head. They’re so cute

Cammie’s confusion over Zach lying, teasing, insulting, and ignoring her while simultaneously being interested in her is justified and entirely too real.

It’s hilarious to me that both when I was 13 and now at 23 I’m sitting here like “Can we get over Josh please? Pursue Zach” 😂

“It would be okay if you liked him, you know.” That sound? Me screaming.

Their date moves so fast and it’s all over the place I’m getting whiplash PLEASE. I did like them joking around. I need that part to be longer.

The phrase “you organized a war party”

Zach being more upset and off put by her ditching him than the organizing of the war party.

[redlance]

Hi! I have two questions about two different scenes from experimentation if its ok to ask 🥰

1 - I don’t remember the exact chapter / moment it happened but theres a thing about Beca’s weird reaction to Chloe calling her beautiful. Is that because Beca is insecure or is there more to it?

2 - also not able to pinpoint the chapter but if I remember correctly its somewhere during the bella’s-only party after Chloe’s confession to Beca about her singing voice. There was a moment where Beca was distracted and distant like midst make out session and I remember rereading that chapter cause I was a little confused about her behaviour at that moment 😂 again, I don’t know if i’m reading too much into those details and if its just superficial or if the intent is deeper than that?

Thanks in advance!

I'm so sorry, I'm the absolute WORST at remembering my own writing, so I'm not going to be able to give any kind of detailed answer unless I can get specific chapters so I can go and reread the scene. 😅 The beautiful comment and Beca's reaction to it though, I do remember that being more about like... how sincere Chloe was when she said it and how real that started to make things feel for Beca. So it was kind of this moment of self discovery? But it was also about Beca being overwhelmed by the weight of the things Chloe says sometimes. She can say the simplest of things and yet they can land so heavily it takes all the air out of the room.

[unadulteratedkr]

The Locked Tomb!!!

Yessssssss

blorbo (favorite character, character I think about the most)

Okay. So. This has two different answers because my Favorite Character is 100% Gideon Nav, Gideon Nav has my whole heart, and I would go to the ends of the earth for her and then I'd double back to grab her sword because she couldn't carry it AND me. (Okay, yeah. She probably could. Just out of pure stubbornness and dumb focus)

But the character I think about the most is Harrow. Harrow's NOT my favorite character, even though I treasure her SO much. I think I think about her the most because she reminds me a LOT of myself when I was 16, minus the whole "control of the dead" thing. I suffered a pretty severe loss at that time, and it wasn't until YEARS later that I finally was able to acknowledge why the loss had hit me as hard as it did, and there is something about her journey through grieving Gideon without knowing WHY she's grieving Gideon that picks apart my brain and heart like only a necromancer could.

scrunkly (my “baby”, character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped)

NOODLE THE DOG.

NOODLE.

THE.

DOG.

I am obsessed with Noodle. I know exactly two things about him. I know his name, and that he has six legs. Literally don't need any other information to know that I need to SQUISH him until I stopped breathing.

scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappreciated fave)

I think Abigail Pent is my underrated fave? Like, I loved her almost immediately in Gideon the Ninth. On my first read I loved how chill she was, and on the first reread I just completed I loved (even if it meant she and Magnus DIED) that Cytherea 100% saw her as the biggest and most immediate threat in Canaan House. I don't know, I think I'm compelled by her being underrated as a powerful being in her own narrative, and the one moment she's taken seriously by an enemy, it's a fight to the death for her.

Also I just know she'd go apeshit for my ghost tour, and I have to stan an imaginary excellent tour guest 😂

(was VERY happy when she popped up in Harrow. Loved that journey for me)

glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week)

I mean, we have yet to have actually met Alecto, and I am already feral for her. I was back late from a break at work today because I was obsessively pouring over stories about the Furies to get a vibe for just how amazingly batshit she's gonna be. I CAN'T WAIT. (In which Harrow and me are also alike 😂😂)

poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave)

Augustine is probably my most problematic fave. Since the Lyctors and Jod are immortal war criminals, they're very much Not Great Guys, but I'm very much a fan of how Augustine reminds me of a camp counselor that probably should have been fired three summers ago because he thinks it's totally fine to let the 13 year olds drive the camp jeep, he's got a long-standing feud with the counselor who Takes Her Job Way Too Seriously, and he throws a party that borders on illegal with how much fun it is at the end of each summer. I'd probably hate him in real life, but in a story, he's my fave.

horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason)

Crux. Stick the crusty asshat in the plinko, let him get a taste of his own medicine.

eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell)

I want to say John Gaius for this, but I'm much more looking forward to holding Alecto's chains while she does the honors.

[nriacc]

Wheels birthday party was pure 🙀🙀🙀 omfg I was scared for her with both boys going at each other I was internally screaming I can’t keep reading but I NEED too! Then Im fucking crying reading the rest of the chapter & that cliff hanger! iM A MESS 😭😂❤️

Legit Shook after the partyyyyyy😱 the back and forth between then, the lil bitchesssss!!! Hahahaha yes the urge to throw my phone when rereading this chapter is real😂 so sorry for making you cryyyy😭 next one is more fun! I promise! 💜💜💜

[theteapotofdoom]

So, I was rereading Tomura’s backstory and the detail that his dad was a good businessman gave me the amazing imagine of the Shimuras and Todorokis going to the same rich people parties and Kotaro and Enji having a rivalry. Just the pettiest, snarkiest back and forth ever. “Lmfao, that suit is so last season!💅”, etc. 3am me found this to be just the funniest thing ever. 😂

ERBZUGBREZUGBUEIBR OH SHIT PLOT TWIST …

Not going to lie, I kind of love this? This is such a hilarious concept, I want it so badly.

And because I literally on have (1) brain cell and yall know it, watch me make this about shigadabi.

Imagine that in this AU, Kotaro and Enji are just … let’s say just bad dads, without actually being abusive, so that Tenko and Touya still live with their family and everything is kind of okay. Like, just the two of them meeting in that context is hilarious and beautiful. Maybe they meet as children, and their dads are being competitive with their kids so they get a lot of pressure and are always compared to each other. So maybe from age 5 to 12 they don’t really like each other because this rivalry is being pushed on them by their fathers. But as they grow up, they become resentful towards the way their families treat them and they slowly realise that they actually have a lot in common. When they’re around 15 or 16, they basically go through their rebellious phase together, sneaking out at night to meet up and do some (small) crimes, texting and calling each other when their dads yell at them. And maybe … they decided to date … initially just to spite their fathers and fuck with their families … but … oh no … real feelings blossom … 

Did you see what I did here? I gave you forbidden love, childhood friends, from rival to lovers, and fake dating ALL AT ONCE.

Yes, anon. This is a good AU. We love to see it.