#this is. basically just a vent but erm

[cardiac-arresting-sweetheart]

please stay with me.

please don't leave me. please don't stop talking to me. please don't ignore me. please don't hate me. please don't tire of me. please don't find me annoying. please don't find someone better than me. please don't think i'm a bad person.

please stay please stay please stay please stay please.

it doesn't even look like a word anymore. but does my pleading still mean the same to you, my dear?

i'll never even think of leaving you. i'll never stop talking to you. i'll never ignore you. i'll never hate you. i'll never tire of you. i'll never find you annoying. i'll never find anyone better than you. i'll never think you're a bad person.

please let it be the same for me. please. i'll do anything.

but i'll continue to love you forever either way. my dearest, forever.

[xgoldenlatiasx]

i genuinely can't understand how people can see all the shit going on and be like "damn. well still vote blue no matter who!"

like. I haven't seen pictures of dead children and hundreds of body bags, gone through several severe mental health spirals back to back throughout the course of the year (none of which is even a fraction as bad as the people actually living it btw), just for YOU to tell me I have to suck it up and vote for the guy who "ermmm is genocide-ing a little less harder than the other one would"

[nyashykyunnie]

˗ˏˋ Jinwoo x Nerd! Fem! Reader: Drabbles ◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡ ˎˊ˗

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・┆✦ Entry : 037 ✦ ┆・

╰┈➤ ❝ [ Moonstruck ] ¡! ❞

Jinwoo can be what you call a jock . Is he not? 6 feet tall, a finey built body fit for the demanding sport he chose, undeniably attractive to the ladies with his looks that of an idol— You get the point.

But to him, he wouldn't have it any other way. Not that he is narcissistic of course.

It's just... Well,...

This life is way better than what he had to go through when the gates were open. Sure, he hasn't completely sealed the gates away, but this peace is still uncomparable.

As he looks up at the grey skies, he finds himself tearing from the clouds and looking at your distant figure from the bleachers busily jotting down something in your little notebook.

He heard of you from his many friends, or should he remain with them with how snarky they are? They often described you in degrading means, openly mocking your appearance, and discussing well... Your interests.

From what he heard, you were quite the eccentric person back then. Almost everyone in this class came from the same elementary school after all. They said you used to be the loudest most obnoxious girl in class, which led you directly into being the figure of mockery for young kids.

It was obvious that history made you into the reclused person that you are today. He never really pays attention to anyone, but Jinwoo somewhat knew of your presence around him— After all, he sat behind you.

Other than that? He never knew anything else about you.

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Jinwoo sighs as he packs up his notebook after the subject has ended. He was feeling deathly bored despite the fact that he needs to think about the research project that the previous teacher had assigned.

"..." He feels two gentle taps on his shoulder.

"U-uhm..." Jinwoo looks back, looking back at your awkward demeanour. "...Erm... We're assigned together for this project?.."

"Ah right," Jinwoo hums, "Wanna talk about it now? It's a free period after all"

"Sure..." You fidget in your fingers, actively avoiding Jinwoo's eyes that he found intriguing but didn't point out.

"The teacher wants us to discuss something about geology something" Jinwoo says boredly. "Any ideas?"

"..."

He watches you shrink to yourself and he clears his throat.

I must have come off as cold, he thought.

"I'm fine with anything," He said. "I'm not too good with these stuff so..."

"Twilight..." Jinwoo hears your small voice.

"Pardon?"

"We can do... The twilight zone." You say.

"???" Jinwoo tilts his head. "What's that?"

"...!" He watches you perk up, a distinctive glimmer in your eyes as you start shaking your fists a little. "I-it's uhm... The twilight zone or the mesopalagic which is underneath the epipelagic and is beneath the ocean surface and erm... Well, it's 1000 meters deep and since it's so deep it's really really dark, the only light you can see are the occasional bioluminescense flickers which is like a small light made by the deepsea creatures. I-it's basically made by a chemical reaction between luciferin and luciferase which are respectively a light-emitting molecule and luciferase is an enzyme. S-since the mesopalagic zone is really dark compared to the epipalagic zone that can still has a bit of light and algae can still have photosynthesis. The mesopalagic zone instead uses chemosynthesis that happens around hydrothermal vents and uhm... Methane seeps. Bacterias on the uhm sea floor, the very very bottom or inside other animals use the energies in err... Energies that are stored in chemical bonds of some stuff. We can use that for our research."

"..." Jinwoo felt like he just died three seconds into your little rant trying to explain what the twilight zone. He can't even recall one or two words from all that talking you did which he in turn felt a little guilty for. "S-sure... Let's go with the mesopela....Thing."

And that was the start of your friendship with Jinwoo.

He didn't really think much of it, the two of you managed to get a perfect score in the research project because of your extensive knowledge of the deep sea.

Jinwoo thought that would be end of his interactions with you, and yet he slowly finds himself looking for your presence. At first, it was just simple goodmornings and hellos whenever you both pass by eachother by the hallways during lunch— To him starting some small talk with you.

It really started so simple, it really did. But slowly, Jinwoo found himself purposely triggering your nerdy side.

At first, it was just him making an excuse to prolong the conversations. But now? He was actively listening to whatever you tell him to. He still had trouble memorizing or processing the many names and chemical, biological stuff you yap on and on about but in the end— He finds himself wanting to know more about it.

He wanted to learn more about you.

The sea really seemed to make you the happiest seeing how you perk up as you start explaining the life cycle of a sperm whale, or how beautiful the cetaceans are in general.

Because of your non-stop obsession with the deep, Jinwoo finds himself listening to whale songs that somehow helped him relax more at night.

He'd always have multiple nightmares whenever he slept, sometimes he dreams of his father's death, most times it's him relieving the agony he had gone through leveling up and the phantom pain of dying multiple times— Despite his age they still haunt him.

And when Jinwoo finds himself in the torturous cycle of death and misery, he hears the distant hum of whales. In his nightmares, he would follow those songs and get pulled out of his hell.

And he swears, that in every nightmare you would be the one to reach your hand out and taking him into paradise. He would wake up with his outstretched palm towards the ceiling, a tear falling down his cheek.

He craved to touch your fingers at that very moment, he wanted to feel the gentle caress of your digits on his face, the warmth of your skin against his, the sound of your tender voice reverberating in his ears as you explained to him all about the things you love.

Jinwoo would never really realize that he himself is growing soft on you. He knows that his friends would never shut up about how gentle he is around you, but he never really believes their words.

What's so wrong about him wanting to bask in you anyway?

He just wants to bask in your presence, drown in the moment just as you are with your love for the ocean.

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"My king" Igris's small head appears, hovering over Jinwoo's shoulder. "The queen, she's"

"Out with it," He says immediately as he had just had just finished changing out of his track suit.

"...She's hyperventilating, a few unruly morons decided to mock her of her unfortunate past and she is unwell," Igris explains. "Your orders, my lo—"

"Shadow Exchange."

Instantly, Jinwoo had transported himself to where you were. He wasn't too worried about you catching him, since you were too distracted pacing back and forth nibbling at the edge of your fingertips.

He shakes his head, knocking on the desk to catch your attention.

To which it did but it startled you.

"A-ah, Jinwoo..." You sputter, not meeting his grey eyes again as you fumble on yourself. "I... Didn't see you there."

"Sorry, didn't mean to scare you" Jinwoo smiles gently, "Wanna go somewhere cool for a bit?"

"But... We're in school?" You tilts your head, watching him offer up a hand, waiting for you to accept his offer.

"It's okay, just trust me in this" He said.

You were hesitant at first, but eventually, you place your palm on Jinwoo's. He pulls you a bit close, his towering figure in front of you. But somehow, you felt completely safe as long as he is here.

The ground beneath you both would shift, from the pristine while tiles of your school to blue water reflecting your images. You throw your head up above your head, and up in the sky you could see fluffy and full white clouds moving ever so slowly.

"H-how?" You asked, baffled, your knees trembling as you feared that you will fall into water since you don't know how to swim.

"It's okay, it's okay" Jinwoo cooes, gently lifting your chin up. "Look at me. Look at me."

His grey eyes were so gentle, full of tenderness as it gazes upon you.

"Don't be scared," Jinwoo smiles, "It's all mine, so there's nothing to be scared of"

He then brings another hand out and flicks his finger, where the lovely sound of whale songs would catch your attention.

Your gaze would befall to your right, where a giant and majestic humpback blue whale would gracefully swim on the air.

More would appear around the both of you, from giant cetaceans to different species of jellyfish as well as sharks would fill the sky— All of them swimming about.

You find yourself so utterly mesmerized, your heart almost drumming out of your chest as you reach your hand up in the air, to which a few fish would come to your direction and nuzzle your fingers.

"It's kissing my fingertips, tickling me..." You say, your gleaming eyes looking at Jinwoo who was just watching you the whole time.

In his mind, Jinwoo would recall the conversations he has with his friends. They would never shut up about how he cant stop himself from hovering around you. How Jinwoo can't stop himself from ghosting his fingers around you. How his eyes cant hide away the adoration in them whenever you are in his sight. It was like he's this lovesick puppy.

And they're right.

He is utterly and completely devoted to you. He wants to give you everything that he has in his person, he wants to give you his paradise. If he can, he would rip his heart out and offer it to you.

He wanted to give you the world.

Everytime he listens to your ramblings, he finds himself lost in your presence. It was as if you yourself was his very own version of a lullaby.

And he wanted nothing more than to protect and love you.

"It's okay," Jinwoo says, intertwining his fingers with yours before bringing the back of your hand up to his lips— Where he would lightly kiss your knuckles. "Everything here, so long as I'm around you— You'll be safe and sound."

"Nothing and no one can ever hurt you, alright? So please, just keep talking like you always did, I like hearing about your love of the ocean. I want to see the prettier things of this world, so won't you tell me more?"

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That was the day that Jinwoo became your boyfriend. Days spend with him are full of love and adoration... Minus the little anxiety you have in your heart as a lot of kids in your grade would disappear. The only similarity with them was that they all used to be your past bullies that you would tell Jinwoo and people who would mock you behind your back. But since you have Jinwoo, you'll be alright. The police will be in charge of that. That is,... If they are even smart enough to figure out who this little serial killer is.

꒰ 🪼A/N: I swear I will make the Jinwoo vs Sylus soon as well as the sequel to the Assassin au. But as of now I'm still stuck in writer's block with those and I am still figuring out what to do with everything else. ꒱

ʚ(੭´͈ ᐜ `͈)੭ .｡✧･ﾟ: ~♡ — All stories written by kyunnie; translations, reposts, plagiarism are strictly forbidden.

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[meanbossart]

I've been loving the DU Drow as a companio asks, so I've got my own. I was wondering what kind of interactions he would have with the other companions.

More specifically, we know Astarion flirts with almost anyone (for his own reasons) and even sleeps with Bae'zel at the tiefling party if you turn him down as a player. So, since the Drow is in the group now, what would his interaction with Astarion be? Would Astarion assume him to be the strongest and best chance of survival if manipulated? Would Astarion try to sleep with the Drow the same way he would with Lae'zel?

(Regarding the companions in general) Oh I can easily see him and Shadowheart having some cute party banter, they'd poke light fun at each other and have a similarly "darkly dramatic" reaction to things. He'd easily be the most talkative with her, often initiating mundane conversations about stuff you find. I can see some dialogue between them triggering upon finding one of the many drink-stashes you come across where they discuss what they like best when it comes to wine - or what they think they like, at least, considering the state of their memories.

Gale would be eager to inquire him about drow and the underdark, and where he got his fighting prowess from, which would visibly annoy DU drow since he can't fucking remember anything LOL he'd comment about how he always thought male drow were supposed to be a little… Flimsier, prompting a response along the lines of "I suppose my mother must have fed me well. I do have quite the appetite for loud-mouths."

Gale's like :U my goodness. Point taken.

He might talk to Karlach about Avernus, being fond of the savage nature of it. He'd also ask her if "something's bothering her" and when she asks why he's asking, he comments on how she can never seem to be still for long LOL

If Jaheira joins the party later she takes an interest in him (I WONDER WHY) and they could also share a little friendly banter. DU drow ends up asking her things about Baldur's Gate and herself to fill the gaps in his memory, as well as her children. He expresses how, if he thought himself more fit for a father, he'd have some of his own. Jaheira tells him it's probably better this way.

The banter with Astarion would be pretty par for the course - a mix between being flirtatious in nature and a little passive-aggressive all at once. At some point he says he can't keep quiet about how he stinks of carrion - DU calmly tells him that it can't be helped, due to their circunstances, and that he has a pretty cadaveric perfume himself. Astarion gets offended and tells him he knows for a fact that he smells lovely - DU drow tells him those statements need not be mutually exclusive.

He'd also ask Wyll about Mizora and what it's like to be in her servitute, claiming that he "wouldn't mind doing her a few favors himself" and Wyll tries his darn best to brush that off.

Lae'zel picks on him about his, erm, unreliable state of mind and accuses DU drow of basically being a ticking-time-bomb. DU responds that he feels less like a bomb and more like a vent releasing a steady flow of noxious fumes - if that helps her sleep better at night.

He also snorts at Minthara's "jokes".

(Onto the second part of this already far-too-long reply:)

And I THINK SO, I think Astarion would take him for being more easily manipulated than Lae'zel and try his luck there instead.

Small detour: you know, I always thought it'd be neat if some of the companions formed relationships with each other if you didn't pursue them. We see friendships form but romances would be fun too - like Karlach and Shadowheart could get together if you didn't pair with either of them, and Ascended Astarion and Minthara if you happened to have that party configuration in act 3. I don't really see many of the others having that kind of chemistry, but I wouldn't want the whole camp to be in love with each other anyway lol just 1 or 2 other couples would make the party feel more autonomous.

So, in a world where that's a part of the game, I obviously would say they get together if you don't romance either (from a mechanic standpoint player still gets first dibs LOL) and that unlocks unique party banter and dialogue where you can ask them about it once per act and reveal the "status" of the relationship. In act 2 you get to comment about how they seem to "steal away" together often. Astarion implies they're obviously having sex, and that he's always wanted to "try a little drow - but a big one is even better". If you ask DU drow about it he keeps details and motivations to himself, but acknowledges that they have something going on. You can then tell him that you believe he's being used, and DU drow very nonchalantly says that "he's well aware", but that he isn't worried about it.

In Act 3, when you ask again, Astarion somewhat bashfully reveals that the drow grew on him, and if you press on about the topic he reveals that they haven't even had sex since act 1, they just do a lot of talking, as he sheepishly puts it. If you ask DU drow about it he's much more upfront in saying that they've become an item, and that he's very happy in Astarion's company.

[kamiversee]

SPILL ON UR LOVELIFE OMG WHAT 👀👀 I want fanfic moments too hsjjssj

Are you ready for a yap sesh…

Okay so do y’all rmb that 6ft tall guy I was talking to & said I MIGHT be in love w? Yeah so erm… He was wayyy to lusty for me, so much so that when we talked and he’d say how much he liked me— it just felt weird because it was like “wtf do you like about me aside from the fact that I’m nice & know how to dirty talk??”

And I thought it was ironic that he was too lusty for me even tho I write literal smut in my free time but y’all I’m not even exaggerating when I say nearly every convo w tht man was about sex. And if it wasn’t about sex then it was just about something pertaining to him in general.

Anything he knew about me was info I had to just throw out there to him yk? It was like he never really asked me anything about myself unless it was something sexual. Which irked my nerves so badly because, again, wth did he like about me? The guy didn’t even know my favorite color like ??

But in the beginning I was pretty blindsided by how good the conversations were and I was just happy to receive attention in all honesty.

Anywho tho, I told my bsf about the guy & he was telling me to stop talking to him because it’s going no where, or at least tell him that I want him to start asking things about me but uh…

I’m not that kinda person y’all. I dont want to have to tell someone to be curious about me if they claim to be interested in me. It was so apparent that he was only interested in the way I gave him a listening ear on his struggles & the way I engaged in sexual convos.

So, although I felt like shit for a while because I didn’t wanna be like his other exes tht just up & left him for no reason, I eventually told him I just couldn’t talk to him romantically anymore. NOW, this was damn there the icing on the cake.

While he was really mature about it ending & basically said he understood and wasn’t going to push me about staying or anything, y’all… he didn’t even ask why I wanted things to end. I wasn’t exactly looking for him to ask why but dude, if u claimed to like me as much as you did & were oh so infatuated with me, shouldn’t you wanna know why I suddenly wanna break things off w you??? 😐

Anyway, that ended & we decided to just stay friends. Our convos got shorter and shorter & nowadays he & I both moved on.

ONTO MY CURRENT LOVE INTEREST 😁

Guys hes so.

We started talking from me giving him advice abt his ex and stuff & I met him literally right after that first guy so he even gave me advice abt him and when I told him I felt so shitty about leaving guy numb 1, he reassured me even tho he didn’t know me tht well at the time ^-^

Then from there we just became friends and would talk a lot bc he noticed my lil sugu obsession and told me he looked like him (He does lowk) which led to him sayin I should be obsessed w him instead of Sugu since he’s actually real… he lowk gagged me there guys

Aaaand we’d just talk every day more and more, all on discord btw bc it’s so silly over there (server coming when??) And like, I dont rmb when exactly he caught feelings for me but at some point I could just kinda tell.

The only thing was that it just felt too soon so when he actually confessed to me or wtv, I told him I still wanted to know more about him as a person and whatnot. AND GUYSGUYSGUYS.

So rmb guy1 right? & how he didn’t even know my fav color? I told guy2 about that and he immediately asked abt it. I KNOW that’s smth so small but pls, it was so sweet…. is the bar in hell? Idk, I swear I have standards 🙏

We even had a whole convo abt colors & it was just super cute! >< Another time, I vented and told him how guy1 didn’t rlly put in any effort to get to know me but claimed to like me and guy2 went out of his way to say how he wants to know everything about me

When I tell y’all his confession was like smth out of a damn fanfic. YALLLLLL. And it’s funny bc MLN is actually based on events tht’s happened in my life soo…

Anywho, guy2 is amazing and ilhsm. He’s so sweet and silly, I wanna eat him yall ☹️

We talk everyday & I’ve ruined my sleep schedule juust a bit for him (it was ruiened beforehand tbh)!

That’s pretty much how things r goin for me rn. Guy1 & guy2 did interact w each other at one point and it was sooo messy yall, I was not feelin it but thats a story for another time frfr

I hope you guys enjoyed my podcast :3

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What’s puzzling to me is why people say Aziraphale’s French is bad, like-

No it’s not. It’s quite good even. Sure he has a thick (no really) accent but that’s about it. Everything he says to Justine is something you can hear in the streets, and it’s correct too-

Az: Euuh.. Bonjour Justine ! Euh, pardonnez-moi ! Euh, mais euhm... [Uuh.. Hello Justine! Uh, excuse me (formal)! Uh, but uum...] J: Mister Fell, I speak fluent English. I’ve been living here for fifteen years.

Az: Excellent. Excellent !.. Uuh, well erm. Bien (alt. Viens) ! Maintenant, j’ai une réunion de l’association de tout les (alt. des) commerçants de la rue, dont (alt. dans) mon magasin de livres — des! — des livres. Uh, je serais honoré si vous pouviez venir. Il y aura des vol-au-vents. [Excellent. Excellent !.. Uuh, well erm. Good(alt. Come!)¹! Now², I have a reunion of the association of all the (alt. of the)³ merchants of the street, of which (alt. in)⁴ my store of books — of the! — of the books.⁵ Uh, I would be honoured if you could come. There will be vol-au-vents.] J: Mister Fell, if it’s about the street traders meeting, I can be there, but only until seven, as we start to get really busy then. Az: Oh, merci bien ! Uuh, il est à six heures trente. [Oh, thank good!⁶ Uuh, it⁷ is at six hours thirty.⁸] J: Yes, six-thirty. See you there. Az: (incomprehensible) Au revoir! [(incomprehensible)⁹ Goodbye!]

¹ "Viens" (Come!) instead of "Bien" (Good, well) would be weird in this situation for a couple of reasons: firstly "Viens" is the informal form of the imperative for "venir" (to come), the form one would use with people one is close to — like friends or family —, which is in contradiction with the formal way he first addresses Justine. Secondly, while it could — emphasis on could — be "Viens" on a purely phonological basis (when I say his accent is thick I mean it), it isn't correct in this context, same as English.

² "Now, " is perfectly correct in English, but it is weird in French. "Maintenant" will most of the time mean "right now" in French, and it is no exception here. Therefore what Aziraphale says is grammatically incorrect, because it would suppose the object of the sentence (the association meeting) is either currently happening or is just about to start. Although don't get me wrong, it's a very minor mistake; the sentence is still entirely comprehensible.

³ "des" (of the; plural) is what I hear instead of "les" (the; plural). If he is indeed saying the former, then it is a grammatical error, because it would be like he is saying "a reunion of all of the traders". "tout" (all) expects a direct object after it (all what?) and "des", here, is an indefinite article, a bit like "some" in English, and induces an indirect object. On the other hand if he is saying "les", then the sentence is correct because it is an (definite) article introducing a direct object. It's slightly confusing to hear, but that's about it.

⁴ I am almost certain he is saying "dans" (in, inside of) but because of his (BLOODY THICK) accent it sounds like "dont" (which, in/of which). If he says "dont" his sentence is missing an indirect object. "Dont" is a relative pronoun (here referring to the subject, aka the association reunion) which induces a new proposition, so like a new part of the sentence, that here is dependent of the first proposition. Basically it needs a verb but it doesn't have one. Which is to say his sentence if he used "dont" should have been "dont mon magasin de livres fait partie" (which my bookshop is a part of). On the other hand, if he said "dans", his sentence is correct.

⁵ "of books — of the! — of the books", just as bad in French as it sounds in English. Aziraphale was right when he said "de" and wrong when he corrected to "des". I could not if my life depended on it explain why it's wrong but it is. Made me wince.

⁶ "Oh, thank good" sounds weird in English but it's quite a common (although slightly fancy and old-fashioned) figure of speech in French. It doesn't have a real equivalent in English and most of the time will be translated to "thank you very much" or "thanks a lot"

⁷ "il" (he, it; masculine, can take on a neutral gender) is referring to the reunion, which is feminine in French. Wrong gender, mate

⁸ "six hours thirty", is a perfectly correct and normal construction. We say "hours" in French, it's usually translated to "o'clock" in English.

⁹ An utterly incomprehensible pile of sound vaguely resembling "(au) revoir", only understandable thanks to context.

Ok I know it's not very flattering but like. This angel speaks great French, especially for someone who learnt the hard way. Like suuuuure her accent is terrible, but in that weirdly endearing way British people speak French (also I have heard WAY WORSE), so really we're giving her a hard time for no real reason

[daszombes]

i have zero idea how this ask thing works but hello !!

🫵you,, you have knowledge...on twisting roads,,,

this question has been bouncing around my head for an entire year now that he's turned 1, so i must ask you. this is very important to me.., (i like concepts like this. i am oddly weird)

in the animation bit of his log, TR is animated falling to the floor and breathing heavily (or doing a motion similar to such) as he looks up at the red holograms. my question is if him being this human/organic is true (i always thought so because it was greenlit by you—erm i mean daszombes). and if so, i've always wondered from where he breathes from. hidden vents near his neck? from the creases inbetween robotic part segments? is his lower face area made of some weird material and there’s a system hooked up behind it?? through his skin—pores even?? another some other way??? some of my ocs have little holes near the bottom of their antennae.,,

TR talks with a speaker ofc (maybe??), but he also sighs. and after the nerves grow out of his antennae the following logs get pained and kinda breathy??? that detail was probably to emphasize the agony but it didn’t seem like he did it before. my brain is doing somersaults thinking about the logic and how and why TR would breathe. how organic is he? golly does he have a little beating heart?? blue or red or some other color of blood?? is his skin silicon or flesh? a nervous system overriding can’t *give* you a respiratory system…???

if he doesn’t breathe then are you open to fan interpretations of him doing so? i understand there could be a whole ‘nother route of him just replicating the sound to just be more human-feeling, though.

sorry,,, i get really obsessed over concepts like this 👉👈💦!! i think its fun to write and i have a ton of ocs who breathe and stuff. makes em feel more human. and its fun to imagine. apologies for the mountain of words aha, i hope ur doin well!! 💛

IMO the iterators were programmed with a lot of basic instinctual behaviors from the ancients, simple things like how to use their hands or how to stand upright were sampled from ancient biology I'd imagine considering iterators are humanoid.

TR displays a lot of human-like mannerisms with the falling to the ground stuff, the way I explain it (besides just the classic "cuz its cool" which is the actual reason) was that the pain responses are rare for an iterator to experience, so they react like a human, clutching their abdomens despite that not helping at all, attempting to breathe despite not being able to, things like that. Of course, there is always the option that iterators do just breathe because they need to breathe, which is entirely possible.

I personally think the former option is cooler so it's what I'm going with, but also like... they could just breathe because they gotta breathe. In which case if they did have to breathe I would give them a small screen or series of holes or spiracles along the neck or jawline. I like iterators being insect-like so spiracles are kickass.

[demvalhaken]

Disclaimer: Self Harm, S-icidal topics, Threats + me unintentionally being salty

Br00me goes by They/Them and has a big following on Tiktok and Gamejolt. They have two accounts on Tiktok, Br00m.e and Mushr00med_beauty.

Why am I coming out about this so suddenly? They cannot commit such heinous acts and go unnoticed.

I will be showing Discord screenshots, and tiktok screenshots.

READ: Yumiiii is also someone I know, they are also a friend of Br00me. Br00me’s will be shortened to Broom/Br

Dem: Me

I only have this screenshot because Broom had sent me a death threat but the server it was sent in had been deleted. The threat was basically “I have weapons in my garage, and will follow you home and kill you.” I am not joking, this seemingly harmless goober scared the shit out of me at the time. I feel like the threat hasn’t even been talked about, its like the worst thing they’ve done

The screenshot Yumi sent was basically just Broom saying “Fuck Dem”

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: This has also been confirmed

Yumi called Broom an “attention seeker.” There’s not much to say other than it probably has underlying motives. All I can say is “Why would you pretend to be drunk?”

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: This has also been confirmed

Guilt tripping. Broom has threatened both me and Yumi with self harm and s-icide. Keep Broom’s SH in mind as it will come up a lot. Why do I say guilt tripping? Because Broom has been known to use this to make someone feel guilty like Yumi

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: This has been confirmed by the big Broom themself.

Maybe guilt tripping? I was having words shoved down my throat. Even I know that me saying malicious things like that is completely crazy. Yeah sure, I’d call someone a bitch, but I wouldn’t say “You deserve to cut yourself”

It’s still a big “wtf” memory for me to this day

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: Apparently I actually did say that… uh… thanks Dem… FUCK MY BRAIN FOR MAKING ME BELIEVE I DIDNT SAY IT WHEN I DID, UGH SOMETIMES I WISH I HAD INFINITE MEMORY… Just know that the lying was unintentionally because my brain is blocking things from me and I can’t remember shit. Damn, I was butthurt back then, it hurts looking back at my old self, I was quite literally a tornado of insecurity, hatred, edginess, and hurt. That doesn’t justify anything cus like I was also a bad person back then, like forget everything, bitch, and just hate things for no reason bad.

I had basically told Broom that making your entire profile another person’s oc was wrong. The oc in question was Sky Heart’s black cat on youtube, a pretty big animator. Instead of doing anything else, I was promptly called a “dipshit” and told to fuck off

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: Uhhhhhh I don’t remember what I was gonna say here, just watch their recent apology cus yk

Let’s talk about Br00me’s TikTok as well

Br00m.e is their TikTok along with Mushr00med_beauty.

They have constantly used their self harm and issues as content, gaining massive amounts of sympathy from people. I understand posting like four videos talking about it but they have MORE THAN 11 videos talking about it.

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: My fingers hurt. Erm… Uh… Embarrassing! That’s just me being bitchy, but still what I was trying to say was there’s a point where the vent post get kinda overwhelming from the sheer amount. Apologies on my part, thank you past Dem for stirring the pot of drama with your salty hatred for someone, WHY TF- Nvm

Their content is mainly about their sans ocs and regretevator ocs

Broom is an offender of using the ai image to create a fursona

The AI image - Their fursona

It’s quite blatantly obvious. Shame on you.

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: Bleep blorp gleep glorp, WTF WAS THAT, anyways they were gonna make change to it, I was being a bitch here and I don’t know why. Damn this post is salty, past Dem was on some hate drug or somethin

Broom also on Gamejolt is no better. This includes the same as their TikTok. On both TikTok and Gamejolt, Broom had said that everyone cancelled on their birthday party and that they were going to kill theirselves. I am probably a part of that group as I couldn’t come due to inconveniences + I didn’t want to go

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: Idk why I interpreted the post like that but, uh, I was not apart of it… Well that’s embarrassing…

Broom also states their mental problems in their gamejolt description. Since they’ve been distrustful in my opinion, I would believe they’re doing it for attention purposes. They supposedly have ADD, BPD, and Autism? Broom is also a therian/fictionkin and has a third TikTok that goes by .Vintage48

FURTHER INFORMATION NOTE: Ugh, I was being a skeptical person, but yes, they do have diagnosed ADD. BPD and Autism are suspected.

But .vintage48 has been deleted/unable to be found

Broom also has another Gamejolt account that goes under the user SatanSavedMe. I have no hate against those who practice this type of religion. The account hasn’t been active since 2024/March 3rd

This is all I have to say but please don’t show any hate to Broom. I’m only coming out with this because it’s really been bothering me for a year and I can’t just stay quiet about. I do not mean any ill intentions with this post and I only wish we can learn from this onward.

This is a hard post, I know, but spread the word if you want to. I love you guys. You can comment if you want to

Edit: On Gamejolt, Broom posted a make me blush chart despite saying they’re asexual

When confronted with “They’re replies are false” Broom went ballistic. It shows that Alex also had a horrible way of dealing with criticism/accusations.

FUTURE INFORMATION NOTE: The post was from 2023 not 2024, Broom was not asexual at that time, I apologise as this was inquired by Purpsie. But this is also my fault for not checking the goddamn date as I was quite literally having a panic attack writing this post in its original state (Unedited version)

Edit 2: The server was deleted, thought I should mention that. Do not show hate to Alex guys, they made dumb decisions and are learning from their past mistakes. Their page has a response post and I suggest you read that before saying anything.

Edit 3: I’m too tired to change this post, I wrote this while I was tired last night and like idk what happened? Even though Alex isn’t their real name, never call them that, apologies. I knew the consequences of making this post and now I feel like an idiot, I will not be making any further drama as to not do something I will regret. Changes to the name have been made

Edit 4: What about the death threat I got sent? Are we just gonna ignore that you completely avoided anything about one of the main problems?

Edit 5: Do not talk to me, I’m eating every potato in the world with ranch

Edit 6: Might leave this in the past and start a new life. More art coming soon, I swear. I wish to be left alone. I didn’t expect for this to be taken to TikTok, the worst place to share stuff

Edit 7: Get help, and also fuck you kindly. YOU LITERALLY USE ALEX AS USERNAME 😭 I’m changing it back lol

Edit 8: Erm what the sigma? Shhhh I’m too tired to talk to you Br00me, I SAW THAT APOLOGY POST IF YOURE READING THIS NEW EDIT. So uh, yeah I was being salty cus I get bitchy sometimes, apologies for being a dick. I’m just hurt cus you know I literally don’t have any friends anymore yay. Ugh, I’m just like tired of this, I regret making this post but the damage is already fucking done. Also I might’ve lied on accident because my brain has blocked most of the memories out, and some of the stuff was said by my partner in crime, Purpsie. I will be making slight changes, If you need to message me Br00me, my alt tiktok is NotAnAnkleBiter, please and thank you.

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

vent augh

i just erm. i just want them 2 treat me w like basic respect .. i’ve been having a rly bad week w irls and it keeps not getting better. i dont think they care like genuinely and i feel so stuck n sad and lost. it doesn’t matter if i’m there or not. they keep saying theyre gonna be all sad when i leave but i dont think they gaf at all w the way they treat me. im not even human to them , all my traits r just jokes they can make or flaws they can point out . im so sick of it :( i dont think they realize i have feelings … it might be selfish but i want to be cared for for once instead of always being the one to pick up the pieces… i dont think im gonna remind them when i go, if they get upset that they didnt get to say bye to me that’s on them. im not gonna text while im gone either, they can reach out. i really don’t think it’s worth always feeling so hurt all the time

[glitchedsoftware]

erm srry 4 venting on here but idk i feel rlly shitty idk i actually cried 4 once today after basiclly finding out that some of my close and only friends dont like me anymore and basically kicked me out of their friend group this sound so dumb im sorry i just feel bored and sad now i hate this

[akut3gaw4kiss6r]

About me!! ⭐

Hello!! The names Ryn.

My blog theme is black and maybe blue?

I am Malaysian, so my grammar might not be allat :(

I'm mentally, physically and emotionally unstable.

I do not feel comfortable sharing my age in this app, I'm sorry. But I can guarantee you that I am now over 18!

I'm just going to let minors read my blogs. Why? because I started reading and watching shits at 5. /srs

So if you are over 10, feel free to read my blogs!!

I write Smut, Comfort, Romance, and any genres!

I am in the BSD fandom, I will maybe write for other fandoms.

Please do know that I do not tolerate hates,as I am very, very oversensitive and would do unnecessary actions.

I love Cats!!

My top three in BSD? Of course it's Akutagawa, Atsushi and Ranpo.

Yea I know,very basic.

Requests open!!

Likes!! 🧠

As I said earlier, I love Akutagawa.

My fav Malaysian food Chicken cooked in red (Ayam masak merah), but most of my faves are Pizzas and Topokki. (I'm sorry I forgot how to spell it..)

Cats!!!

Going out

being fashionable, and I love dressing up!!

my personal space,my privacy and my body.

I LOVE spicy food.

Please marry me if you like Akutagawa.

I mostly kin Dazai, Akutagawa, Atsushi and Ranpo.

I can draw digitally and traditionally!! :33

I love science,making theories and English

I love gore. Sorry not sorry

Dislikes 🫀

Erm I DISLIKE Dazai. Yea, I'm soooo different from others!! 😱😱

Please do not speak to me if you like children's romantically.

DO NOT. interact with my profile if you are under 10.

Please kill yourself if you dislike Akutagawa <\3 /hj

I hate vegetables.

Do not interact with me if you are going to fucking compare me.

Venting to me? No. because I won't give you any comfort or advice, I'm bad at doing those. (But do it if you can't handle it anymore,I'll try my best at giving you advices and comforts <33)

Sorry for being mean,alright? don't take my jokes too seriously.

I dislike people that says shit to other religions. Like wdym "Allah is my bf!!" "Jesus is my husband 🤭🤭" and things? Go kill yourself.

That's all!! 🪻

(please he looks so hot)

[gongedtornado]

updated introduction cuz i’m cool like that.

hiii welcome to my little hidey hole where i post art and scream all the time :3

be sure to scroll to the bottom or at least read the DNI + things i need tagged. thankssss

you can call me any of the following: silas / yarida / goose / kazzy

i use he / it / any + neos. though please try to refrain from using exclusively they/them on me. not that i really mind but i like a bit of variation :3.

20 and mixed filipino babeyyy !!

artist and professional shitposter . you can count on me to start a silly little doodle as a joke and put in wayyy too much effort into it lol. you can usually find these posts under the tag #shartposting

BE WARNED - I MAY POST BODY HORROR FROM TIME TO TIME.

I YELL AND SCREAM AND SWEAR A LOT. ALSO I’M NOT WELL IN THE HEAD. my textposts for when i scream is #kazzy caws. my more vent related tags will be under #kazzy complains. (feel free 2 mute that. no hard feelings)

PRETTY PLEEEEAAASE use tone indicators when talking to me. i can’t read tones past text for the life of me

i’m incredibly socially awkward and typically busy, overwhelmed, or generally burnt out. i promise i’m not ignoring you or hate you or any of that- i’m just trying to get by lol.

IF YOU NEED SOMETHING TAGGED DON’T BE SCARED TO ASK . i’ll obvs tag things like eye contact, g0re, etc.

this is a big one BUT IF I DO SOMETHING WRONG PLEASE TELL ME AND DON’T BE VAGUE ABOUT IT THANKSS. /srs

here’s more of my tags and whatever

#kazzy caws - text posts where i scream my thoughts into the void

#kazzy complains - text posts where i complain about shit

#kazzy scribbles - art posts

#shartposting - shitposts

I LIKE PATAPON A NORMAL AMOUNT. (<- HAS BEEN FIXATED ON THE SERIES FOR OVER 2 YEARS.)

little shop of horrors

paper mario

plant related characters (ie: audrey ii, petey piranha, potbelly from msm, etc)

stone story rpg (PLEASE PLAY IT ITS SO GOOD)

all tomorrows

DND (I FUCKIMG LOVE DND BRO)

just some things i would prefer of they were tagged for the sake of my sanity. just use “silas don’t look.” or “sdl” work fine lmao

roblox doors game (more specifically the visuals pleeeeaase)

generally upsetting or uncanny images. especially ones with heavy eye contact.

knack (playstation game)

posts with transphobia in them

h*zbin/h*lluva content + anything v*vziepop related

i don’t feel like making a specific section for this one but here’s some other things i’d advise you to avoid doing around/to me. thaaanks

do NOT refer to me as “smol”, “smol bean”, a “cinnamon roll”. anything of that at all. (if it’s for a joke go for it, but dont make it repetitive or a habit.)

do not refer to me as a child either- especially if you’re younger than me. i might sound a little whiny here but it genuinely rubs me the wrong way and i actually just hate it all around. 😃 don’t treat me like a child- in fact just avoid infantilizing me. please

please don’t call me “sister” or “mom”. i’m being so serious.

don’t come into my dms if i don’t know you- asking for art requests and such. i’ll just straight up block you.

(trigger warning for s/a mentions here.) if you joke about s/a or find it funny to make fun of such- just block me. i don’t want you here and you disgust me and so many others. thanks

i’ll also include the ask to follow below the dni stuff. dni/dnf will be red while ask to follow will be orange

basic DNI criteria

pr*ship/zo*philes

dream supporters

fetishizes trans/nonbinary people

ai ‘artists’ (lmao imagine not being able to pick up a pencil)

those who continuously use the excuses “it’s just fiction”, “it’s just a drawing”, and “erm it’s the internet. things happen” yall are annoying as fuck

She Who Will Not Be Named (you know who you are.)

He who will not be named (I don’t care if you want to make ammends. I don’t want to waste my time on your stupid loser baby ass.)

YTTD (Your Turn to Die) fandom

those with the intentions of befriending for free art

v*vziepop dickriders.

under 15.

if i generally just get bad vibes from you, i’ll just block. lol

applying this to the he/she who will not be named- if you’re thinking “is it me?” then it’s likely not you. /srs

ASK TO FOLLOW

irls. how and why did you find my tumblr huh? huh? do you wanna fight. do you wanna go to the dennys parking lot and fight there? huh? weenie (/JOKE)

h*zbin/h*lluva enjoyers. current mutuals are fine- i would REALLY REALLY prefer if y’all asked before following first?? i know not everyone in the fandom isn’t awful, but it’s just for my own sake. 🙏🙏

people that primarily go by the names “clyde”, “nadia”, “aspen”, “azzy”, or “marcel”. im sure yall are nice people or whatever but its moreso for the sake of my sanity :3. i also likely wont interact with you much but its whatever

dms are usually open unless i specify not to dm me.

commissions are closed off for now

i don’t do art requests. LOL sorry

art trades are always good! i take a long while on them though. srry

tagging/mentioning in a post is fine. kinda the same rules with the dms.

rp is kinda ehhh. i kinda only do it with closer friends tyyyy

okay cool you made it to the bottom thanksss enjoy ur stay lol

[the-skrunkle]

intro below the cut <3

sideblog of @the-skrunkle so feel free to apply this there too c: stuff abt me!! i use she/her pronouns, they/them is okay too as long as its not used exclusively or for the majority because then it feels like its purposefully avoiding the alternative, obviously for ppl who dont know though that doesnt rly apply c:

im demi aro+ace! i also find relationships very cute in like shows and books and stuff (well um as long as they're done well..) despite finding them kinda gross and weird when they involve irl people (including actors...) sorry,,

um. i would talk about my interests but i feel like they're a bit random sometimes. ill like basically anything if i enjoy their vibes which is so vague that i dont think i can elaborate. i guess i like any creative works, in particular music and art!! (generic i know...) my favourite book series atm is skulduggery pleasant, my favourite show recently is saiki k and my favourite visual novel is starry flowers :3 i dont have any favourite artists though (musicians included). erm . . i like celeste!! i dont play it that often anymore but thats just because ive kind of been losing interest in games in general,, i still play it sometimes though. same with genshin but the main reason i like that is cus i like the characters a lot

idk what else im meant to say tbh- ill block people who's vibe i just dont really like, or sometimes if its just something i dont really wanna see and tumblr keeps showing me for some reason

oh yeah. since this is my blog for like. more personal stuff, there will be vents sometimes. sorry. ill tag them with #vent (or #mini vent if its something less serious!) so feel free to block that tag if you dont want to see them, thats totally ok!! ill also end up deleting them after i feel better so hopefully they wont randomly pop up too much - i might also use #not a vent sometimes for things that might be kinda negative but not actually venting!!

yeah thats kinda it i think-

[soeney]

erm intro post/ pinned post lol

i'm oak :3

19 and a full time student T-T

all pronouns

this is a vent blog so if u find it n don't like it pls just scroll away ty <33

tw subjects: 3at1ng d1sorder, $elf h4rm, su1c1d4l ideation, tr4uma, add1ction, mental 1llness i guess??

im fine w interaction/reposts etc but ig don't expect me to interact really im just here to use this as a diary basically lol

[sanini-panini]

i mentioned i was doing this oc ask game and some friends off tumblr threw questions at me but i thought i’d cross post here for funsies (part 3)

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

this is for all nineteen of them so. it's long.

OLD GUARD

jinal - she is so often asked to be the voice of reason that she doesn't like to appear overly emotional in front of other people. she rarely ever gets angry in public, and up until imprisonment, only a single digit number of people had seen her cry in person (kai, minerva, ridwan, silpa). that said, kai and minerva tend to be her sounding boards when she does need to vent.

haku - do you want the short list? because the long list is at least a thousand pages long. haku wears an assortment of carefully curated masks in public, all with the intent of getting other people to hate them. they play the part of the aloof seer, but no one cares more than them. you will have to pry this truth from their cold, dead body.

minerva - she hates showing any sign of weakness--including her soft spot for cute things. those closest to her know that she likes baby animals and small children, but she puts up a front most of the time. she would never admit that these things reminder her of ven.

ven - ven is all smiles in public. they'll never show when they feel hurt or angry or scared or any of the hundreds of other negative emotions. it's not that they push these emotions down forever--they just save them for later, when they can vent in private.

kai - he does his best to hide his past. he really doesn't need everyone knowing he was raised as a prince. some of this still peeks through in his formal mannerisms, however.

mateen - his anger issues :) or, more accurately, his tendency to jump to extreme courses of action at the slightest provocation. he's pretty good at redirecting himself now, but sometimes when things are bad, his old habits shine through.

ridwan - the chismosa side. they are, for the most part, a very particular individual with a fairly serious demeanor, but they are actually such a gossip like don't even get them started.

silpa - silpa actually doesn't have nearly as much self-confidence as she pretends to have. she knows she's the best there is at making gadgets and gizmos, but she craves reassurance when it comes to other things. luckily, ridwan and jinal have caught onto this.

felix - he spends so much time trying to be self sufficient and not bother the others, but he actually likes being coddled and taken care of. he'd never admit it, but mateen and ridwan are smart enough to see through felix's facade.

NEW GUARD

ilia - she has a bit of a stubborn streak and a hint of rebellion in her, but she's been raised to be straight-laced and reticent, so she hides these things away.

morgan - vulnerability. moving on.

peter - uhhhh. dude. do you want the short list? the long list isn't as long as haku's, if only because it's more situational. he's an open book in terms of his opinions, but he's always hiding his true motives--not because he is ashamed of them, but because he does not trust the others to stay out of his way.

juli - basically identical to the ven problem. he is always smiling in public because he doesn't want to bring others down with his negative emotions.

lian - similar to the kai problem. they were raised as a rich kid, and though they've tried to scrub this away, sometimes it pops out. they hate the elitism tied to their upbringing and prefer to approach everyone on equal footing.

joshua - ahahaha well. we could go with vulnerability. but the real answer is the anger issues. he thinks he's a monster, fueled by murderous fury, and every time he gets angry in public, it's a reminder of this ugly irredeemable piece of him that he cannot leave behind.

rae - erm. also the anger issues. not because his anger is uncontrollable--but because it would be inconvenient for anyone to realize that he is anything more than a mild-mannered novice lawyer with bad music taste.

karyme - the tumblrina side. her media archival work is all on a public blog, but i think if anyone found her personal ao3 account she would pass out. no one needs to know that she was a mod in a superwholock rp server as a teen.

dani - dani spends so much time being a de-facto leader in the group, but he actually... prefers to be silly and have fun. if the fate of the world were not at stake she would be one of the first to vote for hsm sleepovers and homemade sundaes, bc she very much did not get to have that growing up.

auster - hrm... i think auster has a sassy side to him that he just hasn't gotten to show yet. he has wisecracks running in his veins, but he won't use them unless he feels comfortable enough to do so.