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#That made me laugh out loud wdym FEELS
please stay with me.
please don't leave me. please don't stop talking to me. please don't ignore me. please don't hate me. please don't tire of me. please don't find me annoying. please don't find someone better than me. please don't think i'm a bad person.
please stay please stay please stay please stay please.
it doesn't even look like a word anymore. but does my pleading still mean the same to you, my dear?
i'll never even think of leaving you. i'll never stop talking to you. i'll never ignore you. i'll never hate you. i'll never tire of you. i'll never find you annoying. i'll never find anyone better than you. i'll never think you're a bad person.
please let it be the same for me. please. i'll do anything.
but i'll continue to love you forever either way. my dearest, forever.
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mar-iiposa · 1 year
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prompt: the boys find out that their s/o snorts when they laugh
tag(s)/warnings: GN reader, suggestive comments/themes/jokes, vv fluffy
requests: open
authors note at the end for readers!! stay tuned :D
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Leonardo:
he’s trimming his bonsai (you know how much he treasures them)
he’s slightly humming “boy’s a liar too
you’re reading a book whilst in the dojo
the dojo is quiet except for the calculated snips
you decided to save the next chapter of your book for later, so you quietly go on your phone
until you see a cute couples date idea on your ‘for you’ page
“hey, leo?”
you didn’t expect your voice to come off as wayy louder than intended
and neither did your boyfriend
the blue-masked ninja jumps at the unexpected noise
so much so that he knocks his bonsai over
his heart stops and he swiftly dove to the floor and scrambled to juggle the plant before finally catching it
he wipes his forehead and breathes a loud sigh of relief
however, you’re laughing your literal ass off
never have you seen him so visibly stressed
you were convinced he was gonna have a heart attack
hunched over and gripping your own sides, you’re hollering
and out comes snorts while you laugh
but as soon as you realize you’re snorting, you put a hand to your mouth
as you blink in embarrassment and security,
leo smiles over at you in adoration
with those criminal cute dimples too
“what was tha-?”
“you heard nothing.”
“babe, I know what I heard.”
you look away in pure embarrassment, heavily avoiding eye contact
“I know it’s weird-“
he’s now visibly confused
like wtf??? wdym ‘weird’??
he thought, if anything, that he’s the weird one
considering he’s a mutant turtle
“how is that gorgeous laugh weird?”
you’re about to respond when you pause
your cheeks grow warm
“what-“
“you heard me.”
and he’s giving you that little coy yet sincere smile of his
“you should laugh like that more often, princess.”
your jaw has dropped
he takes a few steps towards you
and he gently holds your chin, lifting it so that you look up at him
eye contact (l o r d)
“I like that raw beauty.”
you sink into your seat, oh my god
he chuckles softly and pecks your lips with a kiss before walking out of the dojo
you’re stunned.
and why are you turned on-
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Raphael:
so we all know raph
and he is the biggest “gym rat”
( no offense to master splinter )
and you guys know those squats that you do with weights???
yeah, well, raph wanted to try those out today
and so he did
but it didn’t go by unnoticed
you were spotting raph (gym term) when mikey passed by
and my god, does mikey always have something to say
right as raph was mid-squat
“nice ass-popping, raph”
you
you LOST IT
in tears laughing
mikey instantly fled from the scene
the look on raphael’s face just made it so much better
and so did it make you laugh much harder
thus, you began to laugh your “real laugh”
snort after snort surrounded your laughter
uncontrollably snort-laughing
“ya got the hiccups there?”
and just as quickly as he mentioned it, you were just as quick to stop it
you stood from your seat and your brows furrowed together
he knew that look
that was when he knew he was screwed
and off you went, grabbing your things and ready to head up go the surface and back home for the night
he strides after you, reaching out for your arm
but you pull it back before he can get the chance
“babe, what’s wro-“
you stop briefly outside of the lair’s entrance, tears pricking at your eyes
you feel the droplets on your lashes, and you can’t look at him
so, he stands in front of you
and his heart stings
“I feel like a pig,” you cough slightly as you begin to cry
raph’s expression instantly softens
“baby… yer speakin’ nonsense.”
he gently takes your hand in his big, rough and calloused one
“everyone always says that when they hear my real laugh.”
your pout quivers as your lips do so, your shoulders shaking slightly as you cry
you move to cover your mouth and half of your face with your other hand as you cry
but he stops you
and he carefully places it on his cheek
and his left hand rests on your cheek too
“raphae-“
“I love ev’rythin’ about ya. sweet cheeks, look at me.”
your gaze flickers to meet his amber eyes
“you could have a million laughs… but this one right here? jesus, that one’s my favorite. now that’s for sure.”
you get on your toes and desperately hug your much-taller boyfriend
now this is one of the reasons he’s the love of your life
“I love you, raphie.”
“I love you too, sweetheart.”
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Donatello:
that’s it
he’s convinced you are 110% his soulmate
and here he thought that he had the worst and dorkiest laugh
this snort-laugh of yours occurred when donnie had accidentally taken a sip of scorchingly-hot coffee
he was sleep deprived
thus, he forgot how hot coffee could be
directly after pouring it
and you weren’t quick enough to stop him
so you snort laugh, stomping a little as you throw your head back in your chair
he used to hate his own laugh that involved tons of snorting sounds
but now you’ve effortlessly convinced him that it’s the best laugh in the entire universe
“what was that?”
donnie’s got the biggest and most goofiest grin on his face
“I can explain-“
his grin expands
“yeah, huh? give me another demonstration, darling.”
you shake your head in disagreement
just as you open your mouth to further reply, he continues
“oh, I bet I can out-snort you, jellybean.”
a wicked grin plastered on his face
and a mirroring grin begins to grow on yours too
“how much are we talkin’?”
“un-licked poptarts.”
“annddd?”
“annddd I’ll have to be out of the lab for a week.”
woah
this dude was serious
“deal. pleasure doing business with you, an-“
“nuh uh, no stalling. let’s hear it, you first.”
donnie gestured towards you to start off the competition
you give a purposely-snarky little laugh, snorting near the end
your boyfriend gives a nod of approval
“very cute, might be hard to beat.”
then he gives it a go
“such a rookie”
he shoots such a devastatingly-cute yet playful grin over at you
he then cracks his knuckles
“game on.”
and so now this just sparks your competitive side
you two spend the next 15 minutes just going back and forth
and those passing by right outside of the lab are so confused
“what the hell’s going on in there-”
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Michelangelo:
thank god he’s a comedian
you’ve giggled countless times around mikey and towards his jokes
he’s a funny one
indefinitely getting giggles and chuckles straight out of you
but your actual laugh???
it had yet to be unleashed
until today
your boyfriend’s trying to show you how to get creative with your art
lately, you’ve been out of the zone
and who better than than the master of creativity himself to help you out of your art block?
so here you are in the sewers, spray painting on the walls
“angelcakes, you’re too stiff! you gotta relax, chillll”
“but I’m trying!”
he moves to stand directly behind you, covering your eyes with the tails of his mask, his hands over them as well
“what’re you doing?”
“just spray with your eyes closed and move, babes.”
you inhale and then exhale
with a few movements here and there, you decide to start off small until you could hopefully gain inspiration from there
instead, all you got was a surprise
“IS THAT A PENIS?”
apparently, you accidentally drew one
mikey yelped, falling to the floor as he banged his fist against it in fits of laughter
he had the humor of a middle-school boy
and so did you
top tier comedy imo
you kneeled down to the floor beside him
clapping your hands, you feel yourself losing control of your body
and that accounts and goes for your laugh too
least expecting it, you begin to snort as you uncontrollably laugh
some squeals in there too as you try to regain your composure
he laughs harder, pointing at you
you nearly feel the insecurity start to seep in
that is until you hear him go “awee!”
and your heart melts
but not as much as his has
“you like my snorting??”
“who wouldn’t?! it’s the cuuutest thing ever, baby!”
you swore that you fell deeper in love with this man
somehow
you both just sit there in those sewers
laughing over an accidental penis drawing
and continuing to laugh like a couple of fools
lovesick fools
author’s note: hello, everyone!! glad to be back! I’ve been on hiatus recently, but I hope to be more active and produce more fanfics and headcanons for you guys :) I am currently open to requests, so please send them my way! and don’t limit yourself, you can send as manyyyy requests as you want!! please leave comments and stuff, they fuel my motivation and validation tbh 🫶 thank you for reading, thrilled to be back!!
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ageikfndnekkwkw · 17 days
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So here’s what I have to say about @radio-silence-fan and what they posted about my friend and I (broken down to the truth) So the first thing they said is
“today I laughed so hard, my ex friends that I had a “falling out” with are in my classes (except gym and all my electives) and they made fuck idiots of themselves. They were late to every class by like 20 to 30 minutes.when they finally went to class they were loud and made a fool of themselves. They know where the fucking classes are they just be skipping and wondering the halls”
(Word for word)
1 - laughed so hard about what? About us? Or what because I remember you laughing in class because of the teachers.
2 - why did you type falling out with quotations? And the falling out was because you blocked all of us and left the group chat and we had enough of everything you did/said (when this happened I was with my other friend (A) we woke up saw it and went back to back to sleep great nap btw)
3 - we made “idiots of ourselves” by being late but who cares it’s the first day. why do you care about what we do with our time?
4 - We did no work (besides math) so I didn’t matter if I skipped
(here’s the next paragraph)
“(IT’S THE FIRST FUCKING DAY 😬) and they started talking to me like we were all good.like??? EWW.apparently they took the “falling out” worse then I fucking did (WOMP TO THE FUCKING WOMP) they have no friends because no one want to associate with them. They have literally became the biggest losers in my whole grade because they can’t get their shit together.”
6 - “started talking to me” but you talked to me in math asking where (s) is (other friend the post was made about) we kept talking so idk what you’re on about
7 - and “took the falling out worse” but right away we made a new friend and basically forgot about you.
8 - we have no friends? But I have more then you (irl online don’t count plus i probably have more online too) but it’s also the first day of school at a new school (freshman year/grade 9 sorry for age doxxing but idrc)
9 - biggest losers? Maybe to you but your opinion on us doesnt matter
10 - wdym can’t get our shit together please tell me what you mean
(Next)
“It makes me feel so much better about myself and my decisions knowing I’m not friends with them anymore”
11 - good for you? I mean we don’t care you’re a negative person and just give off negative energy.
(Extra)
There’s a lot of other things I can say about them but I won’t for now unless I have too
(Both of their accs)
@radio-silence-fan @the-thoughts-in-my-silence
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summercourtship · 5 months
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Hey Kyra! i have re-read this new chapter at least 7 times by now! here are my thoughts about him!
* After thirty minutes of the party, you were both visibly bored. The music was too loud, the people too obnoxious, the lights too bright and yet not bright enough at the same time.
This is what happens when two introverts go out on a party, like seriously, Bruce just wanted a reason to hang out with us without seeming weird about it.
* You knew you were holding on to him incredibly tightly, pressing so hard against him as you watched Gotham speed by that he could probably feel your heart as it beat against your chest. And maybe you were imagining it, but you think you felt him laughing. 
YES! YES! YES! I AM SO HAPPY!!!! (btw i am the anon that sent that ask talking about biker!Bruce LOL) jesus fucking christ i am so happy that you made my dreams come true by putting him and the reader riding the bike together!!!! AND BRUCE LAUGHING???!!! WHAAAAT!!!!!! that’s such a treat!!!!!!! that’s a laugh that he has been holding for a looong time!!! so glad that we could make him feel free and comfortable enough to let it go!!!
* Bruce came to sit right next to you, and after a moment, you placed your head You lifted your head, turning to look at him. His eyes darted down to look at your lips, and suddenly you felt like he was much too close […] Just as he was starting to lean in, you spoke.  “I should get going.”. He pulled back, looking more curious at your rejection than put out.
He’s a yearner, he yearns, he can’t stop yearning and i don’t want him to stop the yearn grind either….. poor Bruce, he probably was so excited that he was FINALLY getting his kiss (like c’mon! Jonathan, Edward and ‘The Batman’ got their kisses!!!) and then BANG! we had to feel guilty about leading him to his (not really) demise 🙄 smh… let the man have some!
* you tried to figure out why you were feeling so apprehensive when you weren’t exactly a blushing virgin. (Maybe it was because you genuinely liked Bruce and didn’t want to hurt him-)
Oh? Does…. she yearns to? (yeah she does)
* “I can’t help you with this.” Your heart sank as he spoke, each word running through you like a bullet.
What. The. Fuck. What the fuck Bruce!!!! WDYM YOU CAN’T HELP MAN???? You have to!!! pretty please we are desperate 🥺 🙏
* It was a collage of three photos of you at the party. One where you were clinging onto Bruce’s arm in a way that couldn’t be interpreted as anything other than what it was, another where you were laughing, and a third where he was looking at you with a softness you don’t think he’s ever displayed in public.
Damn! the man is whipped!!! He is such a puppy in love!! i absolutely adore this trope of when the character looks at his partner with nothing but complete and utter fondness, i bet the Bruce didn’t even noticed that he was doing it!
* You waited for a moment, listening to what you were sure was his muffled breath when you finally broke the tension.  “...Edward?”  “I should have known.”
I have been WAITING for this moment! you have no idea! you did not disappoint trust me! I can’t believe i am saying this but we REALLY SHOULD have listened to the joker’s advice… Edward might seem not threatening but that his biggest strength! he lurks and can be pretty unstable when he wants to! i loved when he said “He’s gets everything else, why wouldn’t he get you too-” he really thinks that Bruce is out to get him in every way possible (well… in a way he is.. but that’s besides the point) I know that you are in a kind of a “break” from doing the POV’s but if one day you feel up to it, please bring this small part to it!
* “Edward?” You whispered, although now that you looked at it, the shadow was smaller than he was- “Not quite.”
Oh…my…god…. I this part of the chapter is… so… fucking good… this smut is DEFINITELY one my top 3 spicy scenes in STBOTDI, thank you for sharing other times they had done it off-screen, that was something i didn’t know i needed…. and him acting so possessive…. God.. i hate that i love Jonathan so much…
* “Why are you doing this to me?”  “I like you.”
I’m…. pretty sure that…. that was pretty hard for Jonathan to admit… so a win is a win i guess….
* “That you’d leave.” Finally, he looked at you, his blue eyes searching your face. “I was selfish. I didn’t want you to leave before-” He stopped himself, shaking his head.  You knew you could press him further on this issue, find out exactly what he was trying to say. But you didn’t, tired of asking questions from him. Instead, you kissed him. 
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES! BRUCE NATION! BRUCEHEADS!!! WE HAVE FINALLY WON!!! OUR PATIENCE HAS BEEN REWARDED!!! THANK YOU KYRA!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!
* “When he pressed against you, returning this kiss, you didn’t pull away. When his hands moved to cup your face and pull it up to him, you didn’t fight him. You placed your arms around his neck, wishing you could run your fingers through his hair. 
When you finally pulled away, needing to breathe, you pressed your forehead against his, allowing yourself to smile for the first time in weeks. His thumb stroked your cheek, and you didn’t even care that it was a rain soaked glove. It was him.”
I ABSOLUTELY LOOOOOVED THIS KISS!!!! i know that if it was up to Bruce, he was going to kiss us until his lips turned blue! him being so delicate (taylor swift TM) by stroking our cheek! you deserved this Bruce congratulations!!!
* “What are you-” You followed his line of sight, blood running cold when you saw a green envelope with your name written in clunky letters. Very familiar letters, handwriting that you’re sure Bruce recognized from his silence.
Hey Edward! could you… like… make it less obvious that you are sending very dangerous letters to people? thanks! (also you kinda ruined the mood so…)
I wish i could say that i am sorry for making this so… erm… long, but thats what happens when you write a chapter that’s so good that i had to read 7 times just bcs everything felt so perfect! thank you so much for listening to my rant!!!! Also if this is formated weird is bcs i am in mobile!!!!
see, you read the chapter seven times and then i read your message seven times so we're even. now to respond to the meat of the message- not every point, just the ones that I actual have things to talk about.
biker bruce has lived rent free in my mind since you sent that message MONTHS ago. that message was the reason this scene has a bike in it- like as soon as I read it, I went into my planning doc and wrote ON A MOTORCYCLE. thank you for your contribution to the STB canon o7
bruce and reader are yearning creatures. they yearn.
The thing about Bruce saying he can't help her- it's not true. He could have totally helped her but he was upset and unsure about her actual motivations in that moment, especially because she wasn't exactly being upfront about her relationship with Edward. like neither of them handled the situation well.
Edward's scene: YES okay- there is so much I could say about Edward and the Reader's conversation and his feelings during it all but it all comes down to the reader really letting herself forget who he was. And he even pushed back against it when she mentioned there being a distinction between Edward and the Riddler- he says "no, it's all me." like he's DANGEROUS and she let herself forget or downplayed until the moment he actually seemed a threat. and then she spends the next month living in fear because of it.
halloween smut scenes will always be top tier. tbh it's one of my favorites and has been something I was looking forward to for months. and some of the scenarios were times they'd done it off screen and others were things she had fantasized, but I'm leaving it up to y'all to decide which actually happened and which are just fantasies (or you could think they all happened, or none of them happened, I don't care lol)
bruce kiss!!!!!!!!!! in the rain!!!!!! (there will be smut, finally, in the next chapter. you all have been very patient.)
edward doesn't think the reader has anyone visiting her. he's only partially correct.
thank you so much for the message! i love long ones, i eat them up and they keep me going lol so never feel bad about them. i am going to finish adding some stuff to the chapter today, but nothing major will change! mwah.
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lizys-stuff · 3 months
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𝙃𝙞𝙨 𝙋𝙖𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙯𝙞
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𝙃𝙞𝙨 𝙋𝙖𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙯𝙯𝙞:         Another day, another Frenzie in the Aoba Johsai highschool. You sigh trying to squeeze through the crowd, you smiled and headed to your classroom.
Sliding the doors that made a loud shut, eyes stared at you as the person you lock eyes with flutters his lashes. "Um.." you run up to him before wrapping your arms around and swinging back and forth behind him while he sits while making friction with the chair.
"Dang- why are you early today??" He raised a brow looking at you as you pulled back and sat beside him. "Wdym?" You ask frowning confuse "um-" he then avert his head and look outside the window before looking back at you "girl Oikawa is still outside?"
You tilted your head but leaned at his table and indeed oikawa was still outside, you back down to your chair "and?" For some reason something stuck like lightning at this boy "Wa!- WAAA!?!!"
You covered your ears and whined "wtf.?? Shigeru!" Before Shigeru could say anything the door flung opened revealing a man in his thirties with a book in his hand and shouted "Kaisie, Shigeru! Detention after school for the mouths!"
You and the boy froze feeling like a rock drop from the sky to your heads. "WA! But she's the one who!-"
"HUSH!"
And with that the room hushed down but there were still Snickers and giggles that mock the both of you in their eyes.
"You own me Ikura Don Y/n." Shigeru gave you a harsh threatening glare, you nodded with hands behind your head with sweats rolled like beans. "But that's expe-" it only made him pierce eyes at you more "okay fine." You pout sulking as he was back to being bubby "YEHEY!"
"Shigeru!"
Lunch time is away from 2 minutes, You and Shigeru is ready to flip out of the classroom getting ahead of the teacher first. You felt a nudge under the table, you look at Shigeru whose chin layed on the table, splotchy down with boredom in his eyes.
"What?" You whispered "what did you bring for me?" You look at him, 'seriously?' "what do you mean?" Shigeru sat up straight "yk the bento box for oikawa???"
You disgusting look at him backing a little "why the heck you want that?" He leans down "what? It's not like he'd accepted it, from you? Really? Hmph" crossing his arms and you gave him a silent treatment for the harsh joke.
"Wait..?"
"?"
"HE ACCEPTED IT?!"
"NO!"
For the love of grace, it was the perfect timing as the teacher already left a minute ahead before the bell. "Then what? You felt hopeless???" He was about to laugh but saw your sulking expression once again and decided that the jokes can be put aside when you're in the mood for his harsh jokes.
"Okay I'm sorry n/n" he called out fooling around with his arms hug you on the neck, "Cough- the fuck- help!" You chock away as he laughs earning a punch from you. "Okay okay sorry sorry" Shigeru backs away laughing and hands in the air surrendering.
You were about to say something when you realized that you needed to feed the cats. "Sorz shigeru! Later!" Before he could grab you back to the chair you dash grabbing the two bentos and left. "Huh..? Isn't that my bento? Hmph.." he sulked playfully before he chuckled "I wonder what made her pomp like that."
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was right I said Oppenheimer was gonna be Nolan 4th -5th best work and it is and tenet is never getting topped that’s for sure, that been said after seeing the movie first of all I was just playing Ariana what are you doing here game because for the first time ever Nolan really truly used American actors except with the exception of Emily and Cillian and idk is Kenneth American it goes back and forth in my brain but he’s to talented or actor to be American but then again he ain’t Cillian/will kinda range or talent, I guess it makes sense as it’s an American scientist whatever I know my guy Nolan loves a yt man but damn I think he truly hired every yt American actor in Hollywood I can confirm that this bc why was screaming seeing Josh from y’all know and trying to guess where I saw every actor from, also so glad people finally recognize how talented of actor RDJ is they think just cuz he’s done marvel he’s on evans level of no acting skills whatsoever also glad people see Matt Damon is great actor because I’ve been saying this since Jason Bourn movies and ofc good will hunting.
I think this is the first time Nolan never used an almost full British cast I know Americans and American actors would’ve been so mad if not only did lead go to an Irish actor but also if British actors got pivotal historic American figures.
I was really think where is the Nolan soundtrack I was missing that and the Nolan sound because untill maybe the first two explosions we ain’t get Nolan sound which was so weird to me a Nolan girl who’s always watched his movies in cinema not hearing loud as fcvk sounds effects etc this movie didn’t have that even tho it was literally movie about a b0’mb it probably gave us the Nolan epic sound maybe twice in the whole movie! Movie was kinda missing that Nolan vibe if only it wasn’t for the script actors cinematography and the acting I would’ve said this isn’t Nolan.
Now about the character what an manipulative frickle hypocrite bc wdym you spent billions and years on building this thing and was advanced by your fellow scientists the impact it would’ve have yet you ignored and pushed forward just to put on some fake cry face agenda after literally laughing about how you beat the Japanese I never wanted to slap Cillian face in my life except in this moment when he was putting on that defenceless puppy eyes please everyone I’m the world was treating him as god if he truly didn’t want it build or used again he could’ve stopped it and the whole time talking about it’s not my invention while literally shaking hands making speeches and being happy for the applause he was getting after the Japan attack’
god I hate yt men, and when he said give back the land to the natives as if he didn’t kick them out so we would think he’s good man oh he is so funny the hypocrisy of that man maybe that was the point to show us how truly American he is because that’s so American do something wrong for years then feel guilty about 5 years later be so fucvking for real and not him wanting forgiveness and thinking he would get it!
I love Nolan but his use of female characters never changes and his lack of poc black people even more i never once seen him have black female character and he only used JDW on tenet because he stood out to him from eveyone that auditioned and his many many complaints from people critics fans of his lack of poc black characters, hes my favorite director he’s been that since I was 12 years old when I watched memento for the first time and that made me love movies and him forever!
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ptergwen · 4 years
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Hey! I was wondering if you could do a fluffy type thing based on the gif of ur navigation page. Ya know the scene in the movie where he can see whos doing what on their phones? and maybe the reader is like talking about their crush on him? i think tht woukd be a rly cool concept. but you dont have to do it if you dont want to :)
this is really cute omg i never would’ve thought of it either :,)
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i couldn’t find the gif in question but close enough
“i have access to the entire stark global security network, including multiple defense satellites,” edith tells peter as he looks around the bus through his glasses. “as well as back doors to all major telecommunication networks,” she adds on. peter’s eyes go wider, images of his classmates’ and teachers’ phones popping up.
“woah,” he mumbles to himself. he can see people’s texts, google searches, everything. peter can’t help but be curious about what you’re up to. you’re sitting alone and kind of hunched over in your seat, so he assumes your phone is out. that gives him an idea.
“um, edith?” peter asks for his new... friend. she responds almost immediately. “yes, peter?” “what’s y/n doing?” your picture, name, and a view of your screen show up in his glasses. “i can’t believe that worked” he mutters and glances over at you again in person. you sit a few rows ahead of him.
he’d wanted to sit with you for the ride, but dimitri wouldn’t let him. something about blowing his cover.
peter focuses in on your screen again. you’re texting mj, in long paragraphs, and her messages back are just as lengthy. it seems like it’s a pretty personal conversation. maybe he shouldn’t be snooping on you. “edith, could you-“ his heart beats a little faster when he sees his name come up. he’s technically not snooping if it’s about him.
“yes, peter?” edith prompts him. “never mind,” he dismisses her, wanting to find out why he was mentioned. he sneaks a quick peek at mj to make sure she hasn’t caught on. she has a habit of always being in his business. she’s across the bus with brad next to her, so she hasn’t picked up on the fact that peter is watching you two.
chewing on your bottom lip, you type out your next message. peter jumps in his seat as it flashes across the screen.
you
i really like him and i thought he liked me too but he’s been kind of like... idk avoiding me the whole trip?
“i’m not avoiding her!” peter whisper yells, biting the inside of his cheek while he waits for mj to reply. it then hits him what you said in the first part. you like him. not just like him, really like him. he could pass out right now and call this a dream. he’s been crushing on you for a while, but he was too scared to say something. this is definitely a confidence booster.
mj
wdym avoiding you? he’s been ditching the whole class y/n/n. kinda sus if u ask me
you
stopppp 😭 maybe he has something going on bc he’s been weird since before we left
mj
uh he’s been weird his whole life
peter purses his lips at that, eyebrows furrowed in offense. he can’t believe nick fury is ruining his love life. or, the potential of him having a love life. you could’ve been cuddled up next to him and listening to music together right now. he’d made a playlist for the trip of both your favorite songs, that specific reason being why.
but, no. nothing that isn’t superhero related can ever go peter’s way. he’s had enough of fury and his team controlling him.
you
i don’t wanna get dramatic or whatever but should i just give up? if peter is busy i don’t wanna overwhelm him
“thanks, edith. you can stop showing me now,” peter decides, getting up from his seat before he loses his nerve to. he makes his way through the aisle and over to you. “i said all kids stay seated!” dimitri scolds him with a stern look through the front mirror. he doesn’t actually care if people get up, he just wants to keep peter away from everyone else. good thing he’s the one driving so he can’t do anything about it.
“sorry!” peter calls back, making you look up from your phone. giving him a lopsided smile, you quickly shut it off. you didn’t expect him to be the rule breaker getting yelled at. “hey,” you greet him. “hey. can i sit with you?” peter smiles back, without the nervousness. he already knows your feelings are mutual.
you scoot closer to the window so there’s more room. “yeah, always.” “thanks,” he breathes out a laugh and takes his seat. “i like your glasses. when did you get those?” you compliment, loving the way the blue frames sit on his face. peter squints at you. “glasses? what glasses- oh.” he’d forgotten to take them off before coming over. great, now he needs an excuse.
“they... they, um, at this store in venice...” that’s all he can come up with. you’re guessing the glasses have something to do with his stress lately, and you’re not far off. you let him leave it at that. “well, they look really good on you. really really good,” you laugh and get a laugh of relief out of peter as well. “thank you, y/n/n.” “you’re welcome.” you’re grinning for real now, and being the cause of it makes peter so happy.
he’s ready to shoot his shot.
“do you wanna, um, listen to music with me?” peter asks softly over the loud rumbling of the bus. “i made a playlist... for us.” for us. him coming over here, thinking of you like that, the doubts you were having earlier are starting to fade away. you nod, a giggle slipping out of you. “yeah, we can share my earbuds. thanks, peter.”
you unzip your backpack and grab them, peter biting back another grin. this is working out exactly how he wanted it to. you hold out an earbud to him and put yours in. peter does the same, adjusting his while both of you move in so the wire doesn’t stretch. yup, that’s why. definitely not so you two can be closer.
“can i plug these in?” peter asks, taking the connecting end of the wire. “mhm,” you hum and watch him put it into his phone. he opens up spotify and goes to his playlist, titled with a smiley face and every pink heart emoji. that brings yet another smile to your face. “aw, that’s cute,” you comment, taking a leap of faith and resting your head on peter’s shoulder.
peter hits shuffle and makes a move of his own by resting his head on yours. he lowers the music a bit so he can say something to you, confess to you what he finally has the courage to you. “hey, y/n?” he mumbles, waiting for you to look at him. you already were. “i like you.” you settle into peter even more and let out a content sigh. “i like you, too.”
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One more time
Summary: Alex regrets ever saying yes. All he wants is a second chance.
Trigger warning: Mentions of cheating, mentions of sex, swearing, angst
Author's note: my first piece off hiatus !! - you're a twitch streamer in this fic but it won't come up too much :) hope u like it <3
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Based on: Break My Heart Again - FINNEAS
you sigh. your ex-boyfriend called again. you've been ignoring your phone for 5 minutes now. was he really this desperate?
you pick up your phone and slide the green button.
"what do you want, alex?"
"___, you picked up!"
he sounded extremely relieved, like he needs you to breathe.
"i did, now what do you want?"
alex sighed and leaned on a wall in his bedroom.
"can i come over? there's some stuff i still need to pick up."
you suck in a breath sharply. the air is thick and tense.
"no."
you clench the phone you were holding and bit your lip.
"i don't want to see you right now."
alex closed his eyes and pushed himself off the wall.
"i understand, you need time."
there was silence for a moment. neither of you wanted to say anything.
"if you want to come over that bad you can get your things tomorrow morning."
"sounds good. i'll be there around 11, okay?"
"fine."
"good-"
you ended the call.
"-bye..."
alex let his arm drop beside him. his eyes were watering, but he wiped it away with the sleeve of his hoodie.
it's his fault, he knew. but why is he still so upset? he shouldn't feel like this - it's is his own doing, after all.
~
you open the door to your home. alex was standing on the porch with a few empty bags in hand. the morning sun blinded you slightly, making you squint at the man in front of you.
"hi ___."
"hello, alex. all your belongings are on the couch.
"great, thank you."
~
he looks over as he's folding a shirt.
"what are you looking at?"
you say without looking away from your laptop.
his face was getting red slightly from embarrassment.
"nothing, you seem busy."
alex directed his eyes back to the clothes in front of him.
"otherwise you would've said something about me."
alex snickered slightly, trying to lighten the mood.
you sigh, holding your face in one of your hands.
don't say it. ___, keep it in. there's no point in fighting him. ___-
"if i wanted to make a comment it'd be about the fact you can't keep your dick in your pants."
god damn it, why did you do that?
he fell quiet. you hated his guts, but even you felt kind of bad for being so blunt with it.
a part of you still loved him. his loud, yet charming laugh. his sweet kisses. his adorable clinginess. his blushing face when you teased him.
you shake your head, trying to physically get rid of your pity for him. he doesn't love you anymore. he shouldn't, and neither should you.
~
after filling the bags with alex's belongings he stood up and wiped his forehead. you waver from your work and look him up and down.
"you done?"
you asked him. he turned around and gave you a weak smile.
"yeah, i think so."
"good, you know the way out."
you turn back to your computer.
"___, wait. can i ask you something?"
you make eye contact with him, fully aware it makes him nervous.
"what do you want?"
alex took a quick breath.
"can we talk sometime?"
you look at him like he spoke an alien tongue.
"why the hell would i?"
"i want to talk about what happened between us. i hate that our relationship is so sour."
he set a step forward.
"i just want this to end peaceful - or at least neutral."
"why the fuck would i want to be peaceful with you of all people?"
"i hate ending things on the wrong foot, you know that."
alex stands his ground, making you livid.
"then we make up, and then what? you'll just break my heart again!"
you stand up, simultaneously pushing the chair away with your legs.
"then i can lay awake and think about why i even let you inside my house again in the first place?!"
if looks could kill, alex would be on the floor.
"fine. if you don't want to, then i guess everything will just stay the way it is."
alex turned around and grabbed his bags. there's no way he's getting through to you right now.
"oh, so now it's my fault?"
you slam your laptop and walk away from the table.
"well, i'm so sorry for being angry at you for cheating on me!"
you don't hold your anger in anymore, he crossed the line.
"i never said that, ___!"
alex yelled to match your energy.
you took a step back. the audacity to yell at you in your house.
"out. now."
alex grabbed the second bag of clothes and without a word walked to the front door.
"goodbye, ___."
alex pushes the door open and steps outside. you go after him but stop at the doorstep.
"fuck you!" you sob out. you grab the doorknob and slam the door shut.
your knees slowly got weaker and you sit against the front door, shutting your eyes.
~
it's been a month since you've seen alex. you've blocked him on everything since then.
you were doing a q&a on your twitch channel and everything was going well. chat was filled with questions and you answered the one's you could.
your thoughts were somewhere else, though.
you still miss him, you really did. alex used to watch your streams all the time. he sent you donations with cheesy pick-up lines, he called you during streams to make fun of you for dying in a game or just to chat while he's bored.
but that didn't happen anymore.
you realize you haven't said anything in a while and you apologize. your chat was spamming purple hearts and 'are you okay?'
"ah, sorry everyone, i'm still tired from yesterday. i think i'm going to end the stream for today, thank you all for coming!"
after saying goodbye you turn off your computer.
why are you still so obsessed over him?! he cheated on you! he even tried to cover it up with a bullshit story about "not being the first to kiss her," and "she forced me to," like someone would believe a lie like that.
yet, you still love him. something inside you wants to believe him, like he really was telling the truth.
~
the next morning you open twitter and scroll for a bit. you made a tweet earlier in which you stated you weren't going to stream today.
you looked at the trending topics and saw your name in bold letters. you clicked on it and read the first tweet that popped up.
'i really hope ___ is doing better, they looked so sad on stream :('
an image was attached to it - a screenshot from the stream you did yesterday where you were mindlessly staring at your computer screen.
you sighed. at least they're not thinking too deep about this.
you scroll further down, replying and liking a couple tweets saying you were alright, thanking them or cracking a joke. this should keep them off your back for a while.
after scrolling for a bit one tweet catches your eye. you clutch your phone as you read the comment.
'kinda obvious they miss quackity :/ it's a good cover-up story tho '
~
alex was staring at his ceiling. he'd seen the tweets about you - about him.
he hates this feeling. he hates the fact that he knows what you're thinking. he hates that he knows it's his fault. he didn't mean to. he didn't.
"come on, alex. you know you want it." the woman said.
"i told you, no! i have a partner!" alex pushed her away for the second time, trying to find a way past the girl and out of this small alleyway. he should've never gone to this stupid bar.
"tch, whatever. but know you'll regret rejecting someone like me!" the girl pushed him to the brick wall and fixed her dress as she walked away.
alex fixed himself for a minute and walked past the bar and into his car. he pulled out his phone and shot you a quick text.
'hey bb i'll be over in a few :)'
'don't come back.'
you responded almost immediately. alex froze as he looked at the screen.
'wdym?'
'you know damn well why'
you sent him a photo of him next to the bar in the alley. the girl was all over him while her lips connected lustfully to his.
'it isn't what it looks like, i didn't start any of this!'
you don't respond. alex tries to send you another text when an error pops up.
'unable to send message. user has blocked you.'
~
you hover your hand over your phone's keyboard. you thought anbout alex's offer to talk, and decided that maybe it was a good idea after all. you couldn't get your mind off him, you thought that hopefully getting some closure could help.
but how were you going to ask him? 'hey, i know i blocked number like a month ago but can you to meet me at some random park? see you there!'
after typing and deleting multiple texts you eventually landed on a message.
'hey alex, i've been thinking about your offer to talk it out, and i wanted to ask if you're still up for it?'
you send it and immediately turn off your phone and place it on the coffeetable in front of you. you did it, finally. you fall back on your couch and pull your knees up to your face, waiting for a notification.
after a nailbiting five minutes a light emits from your phone. you pick it up and read the name calling you. 'alex'. you take a deep breath and answer the phone.
"hi alex."
"hey ___, it's been a while."
you sit up straight, preparing yourself for the conversation you're about to have.
'yeah, you can say that."
the atmosphere was a lot less tense than you expected. it was weirdly... comforting? you can hear alex's raspy voice through the phone. has he been crying?
"i saw your text, you wanted to meet?"
"yes, i did. i wanted to get some closure, at least."
alex chuckled, his laugh making you a little flustered. trying to brush it off, you laugh with him.
"what's so funny?" alex asked.
you rolled your eyes and smile.
"you, dumbass."
he gasps cartoonishly loud. his goofy personality is something you could never get enough of. maybe you were wrong after all.
"ok, but seriously, when do you want to meet?"
he gets back on topic. you snap out of your smile and remember why he called in the first place.
"right, right. i'm free this whole week, you can choose when."
after some planning and back and forth, you decide to meet at a small family-run café in the afternoon. coincidentally, it's the same place you two had your first date.
~
you settle down at a table on the terrace of the café, the sunday sun greeting you warmly. you were a little early, so you decided to think of some questions. it didn't take you long to come to a few, though. your main question was the photo. what was that all about?
as you were handed a menu you saw alex walking on the pavement fidgeting with his fingers.
"hey! sorry if i'm late, i took the bus instead of my car."
he took the seat parallel to yours and exhaled.
"oh no, you're right on time. i was just a little early."
the waitress gave alex a menu and disappeared into the establishment. you both decided to stay quiet before getting on topic. neither of you want to start the conversation.
after both ordering and having surface level conversation for a while silence fell. you both know why you're here, it feels off to talk like nothing ever happened.
"okay-"
"so-"
you both start at the same time. alex awkwardly chuckles while covering his mouth.
"you first."
alex proposes. you nod and like magic lose the somewhat content mood you had prior. you steadily breathe in and pull out your phone.
"so, first things first; my main goal is to get closure and an explanation - there's no point in lying to me."
alex hums in agreement. you could tell he was nervous, you knew him better than anyone. you tap on your screen a few times until you reach the photo that was sent to you.
"now, i want a clear answer. what happened that night?"
you ask him firmly as you put your phone on the table to reveal the image.
"that's my ex-girlfriend."
alex said. you raise an eyebrow - his ex? you've heard some wild things about her and her antics, which is exactly why alex broke up with her in the first place.
"she said she wanted to ask me something in private. my dumbass said yes, because i can't pick up on context clues, apparently."
you cross your arms and lean back on the chair.
"you got that right."
alex looks up from the photo and makes eye contact with you.
"long story short, she pushed me to the wall and kissed me. i tried to push her off but she didn't let me go. after shoving her, like, twice she finally got the hint and left."
~
"so she set you up?"
"she hasn't changed a bit since all those years."
you say with a hint of condescension. his explanation made sense, and from what you heard he wasn't lying. your gut told you to believe him, yet your mind had an itching feeling that there was something else.
"are you sure that's all?"
alex flinched slightly.
"y-yes, ___. i don't know what else to tell you."
you mess with your hair a bit, clearly conflicted. there was nothing else, you knew that. but your brain wouldn't let it go. you decided it's better if you just sleep on it.
"alright, then.-"
you grab your bag and stand up.
"-i think we're done here."
alex stays seated and looks up at you.
"yeah, i think so."
you pick the phone up that's laying on the table. you pull out your wallet and put a $5 bill under your teacup.
"goodbye, alex."
"wait!"
alex stands up and grabs your wrist, the gesture scaring you little bit.
"are you still mad at me?"
those eyes. they're so pretty, almost sparlking. you snap out of it when he lets go, just realizing how weird it is to grab someone's arm out of nowhere.
"sorry, my bad. i wasn't thinking."
alex scratches the back of his neck.
"i'm still deciding if i can trust you, but i appreciate you showing up, at least."
"that's enough for me."
alex smile at you, not trying to pry.
"goodbye, ___."
"goodbye, alex."
~
you heard the chirping of the birds outside your window and groan. why is it already morning? you sit up and grab your phone from the nightstand next to your bed, the phone reading 11:23 - tuesday - xx-xx-xxxx.
you sigh and fall back onto your bed. you've been thinking about alex for a few days now, still not getting him out of your head.
after going downstairs and eating some toast you pull out your phone again, the clock now reading 12:44. you look through your contacts and eventually land on his name.
you hover your hand over the green pixels while sitting down at the dining table. you swallow audibly and click the call button.
it goes once.
it goes twice.
"___?"
'Hey alex, i wanted to ask you if you wanted to meet up again?"
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Getting Creepy on a Friday Night
Chapter 2: Mid Fight-Crashes
You sighed softly as Sarvnete takes her place on the opposite side of the rapping area. Pico and Whitty sit on the speakers. And by that I mean Pico sits on them while Whitty sits next to them. You breathe in and looks towards her, smile crooked.
“I-I’m sorry you have t-to see me l-like this.” Sarvente starts, looking up sadly as majority of her body was corrupted. You smile at her softly.
”It’s ok Sarv. It’s not your fault.” She gives a shaky, half smile.
”I-I wasn’t expecting Bee to come in… and c-cause such a m-mess…”
Bee? Right…. Him and Cherry did cause such a mess, huh? You just nod at her.
”Hey it’s ok. We’ll get through this, together.” She looks at you, nodding and repeating ‘together’ to herself.
”O-Ok.“ Pico starts the music. Sarvente’s voice was so disoriented but also still lovely in a way? It was odd… but you were determined to help her. The first song went off without too many problems, the corruption fading off her body slightly. Despite her unease her smile seems to show relief, if only a little.
”Hey that’s good Sarv. Keep fighting it ok? Let’s keep going!” She dives into the next song, seemingly a tad more upbeat about it. You follow along as Pico and Whitty cheer you on from the sides.
”Damn they’re pretty good” Whitty nods in agreement with the ginger head’s statement. You and Sarv sounded nice together…. Would you and him sound nice in a duet?….. best to wait til this bull shit ended.
At the end of the song most of the black substance coverin her body subsided. She grins at you.
”Y/N it’s working! I-I feel like me again for the most part!” You cheer as well before loud foot steps were heard. O-Oh dear that HAD to be who you think it is….
The large Russian bass man walks into the room. It was even more unsettling to see that lemon’s smile on his face because Ruv n e v e r smiled. His good, non corrupted eye glances around the room.
”Y/N?” Fuck he sounds like he’s in pain. You knew Ruv. He had a high tolerance to pain. So for him to sound the way he does was off putting. “Ruv- they really got to both of you… huh?” He gives what you could only assume was a bitter chuckle.
“You shouldn’t have come here. H e wants you to j o i n us…. And not the church.” He? He who? ”P l e a s e go…..” He seems to bend over in pain, the black substance trying to cover what remained.
”RUV NO-“ Sarvente also nearly collapsed, although since her corruption had begun to disperse she caught herself. Ruv rises to his feet, grinning at you…. With that twisted grin you absolutely despised. He raises the turned off mic to his mouth and the music starts. Fuck you weren’t ready for that. By the beat drop your body gave out. A Yelp of pain. Pico and Whitty spring up to help you. Pico taking you to the speakers as Whitty keeps Ruv from coming closer. You look at your hand…. It’s black. Black as a starless night sky.
Whitty looks at you. “Y/N I got this. You take a break”
”B-But Whitty-“
”I’ll be ok!” He gives you a reassuring smile. You just look at him before sighing and nodding. He turns to Ruv and the rap battle begins.
It was a clash of two of the loudest voices known to man kind but they… blended so well together. You bop your head as Pico holds onto the speakers for dear life.
”Oh yeah his mic isn’t on” Pico knew which male you were referring to immediately.
”he’s shaking the entire goddamn church! WDYM ITS NOT ON??” You give a cryptic smile. The song ended and Ruv falls to a kneeling position, breath heavily. The black substance falling to just below his knees.
”Ruv! Ruv are you ok?” His head snaps up, looking towards your hand… he hurt you…
”Ruv it’s ok. It’s fading now, see?” True to your word it went down to your finger tips. Sarv steps back up.
”I think I know how we can end this” Oh right! ”Woo Sarv show em the sexy beast you are” That got a laugh out of her. Despite the despairing situation the solution and light hearted joke made it less tense. Pico stares, wide eyed at Sarv’s demon form. You nudge him and he looks at you before huffing. The music starts and you hop off the speaker but Whitty already started singing. This song was an endurance battle really. You blink- HE DID NOT JUST-
“D-Did he just add megalovania?” Pico nods, slightly disappointed.
”He did-“ Whitty sounded… really nice. It’s been so long since you heard him sing… it was refreshing??? The song was coming to a close and you quickly join in. When the song ends Sarvente nearly collapsed. You rush over to her as the last of the black substance fades. Ruv breathing in and out. Leaning against a pillar himself.
Sarvente pulls you into a hug and softly sobs. “Th-Thank you, Y/N” You pat her back.
”What are friends for?”
”Yeah…. Thanks” You look at the tall bass man and smile. His mouth twitches, but that’s about it. That was the only thing that could tell you.
If he could he would smile. Pico hops off the speakers as they disappear. Whitty looks between everyone in the room.
”So I hate to be the bringer of reality but… now what? I mean now that we know this shit is reversible, what’s the game plan?” Honestly Whitty was right… what WAS the plan? You weren’t too sure yet.
”I guess right now we should… rest? Figure something out in the morning?” Everyone nods in agreement at your statement.
”With that idea in mind… who are you bunking with?”
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Who are you bunking with? Select 2 (This will NOT impact the story greatly. Just starting relationships)
Whitty
Ruv
Sarvente
Pico
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Aaaaaaaaa I have finished it! Huzzah!! :D this draft has been in the works for a little over 2 months now but it’s here!!! I will be… switching between Keith and Bee it seems. Name wise. So how are y’all? Good?
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Some Scars aren’t Physical: PART 1
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Iida x GN! Reader
TRIGGER WARNINGS: Past abusive relationship (gaslighting, possessiveness, yelling), slight panic attack, swearing
Summery: (Y/N) had a terrible boyfriend in middle school. He was possessive, manipulative, and just plain awful. Since breaking up with Him, (Y/N)’s had pretty bad relationship anxiety. It’s so bad, that it makes them afraid to pursue their new crush: the kind, earnest class rep, Tenya Iida.
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. . .
It only takes one bad experience to ruin something forever.
Take dating, for instance.
You hadn’t had many friends in middle school. You had Izuku, your friend since elementary school, and the people who sat next to you in class who occasionally talked to you. That was about it, but it never mattered. You were still happy.
Then there was Him.
He had been kind. Flattering. He laughed at your jokes and told you His own. You had been happier than you had ever been when you started dating. You spent long nights on the phone with Him, trying to smother your giddy laughter so not to wake the rest of your house. Then you spent hours recounting every moment of the conversation to Izuku, who always rolled his eyes playfully, remarking “As long as you’re happy, (Y/N).”
Then He changed.
It was a gradual shift. You didn’t even realize that something wasn’t right until a month or so into the relationship. It started with Izuku, funnily enough. He didn’t like how close you were with him. You had tried to calmly explain to Him that you were just friends, and had been friends for several years. He wouldn’t have it, though. He never outright asked you to stop spending time with Izuku, but He made it very clear that He didn’t approve of your friendship. 
You didn’t want Him to be angry with you. You didn’t cut Izuku out completely, you couldn’t bear to. You did start to avoid him, though.
It didn’t end with Izuku, though. Next it was the classmates you occasionally hung out with. Next it was anyone He didn’t personally know. Next it was anyone if He wasn’t there.
Then there were the arguments. You were frustrated. You told Him that he couldn’t control you like this. But you couldn’t bring yourself to leave Him. Not when His counterarguments where oh so persuasive.
“Listen, these people don’t really care about you. They’re just going to hurt you. I just want to keep you safe. You trust me, right?”
The hurt look on His face was enough for you to assure Him that yes, of course you trusted Him. You weren’t sure how honest you were being, though.
Four months.
It took four months of loneliness, and anxiety for you to finally end it. It took four months of Izuku pleading with you to leave Him before you actually did it. 
He wouldn’t go down without a fight, unfortunately. He went down in the end, albeit kicking and screaming. He had raised his voice at our before, but never like this. He had never screamed directly in your face. You’d never cried in front of Him before. You’d been good at hiding it, but the all the pent up anxiety and frustrations you were feeling spilt out when He shrieked at you like that.
He’d been suspended for two weeks. They were over all too fast.
He hardly talked to you when He got back, but you always felt His eyes. They seemed to follow you wherever you went.
Izuku stuck to you like glue. He was a nervous kid, and he never said anything directly to Him, but he was always there, offering you his silent support.
“Do you think you’ll want to date anyone else?” Izuku asked one day.
“No one from our class,” You rolled your eyes, surveying the middle school classroom.
“What about when we get to high school?” 
“I don’t know,” You answered after a moment. “I’d like to be in a good relationship, but…”
Izuku frowned. “But?”
You averted your eyes, feeling His gaze burning a hole in the back of your head. “I thought He seemed good at first. Look how well that went.”
. . . 
High school felt like heaven. It might’ve been grueling, and sure, villains showed up every other week, but He wasn’t there. Izuku was, though, plus you both managed to make a few other friends. 
Iida was one such friend. The first thing you had noticed about him was that he was loud. You had never liked loud people, especially after what had happened with Him, but Iida was never loud to you directly. He was just loud in general.
A few weeks into your friendship with him, and you realized that he was incredibly earnest. He was dependable, and seemed to be one of the kindest, if also intense people you’d ever met.
He was also handsome.
You spent lunch periods staring at Iida’s large hands, wondering what they’d feel like in your own. You laid awake at night, hugging your pillow and pretending it was him. 
One night, as you pictured him holding you, his gentle arms suddenly became tight and constrictive. Suddenly, it wasn’t Iida.
It was Him.
Your breathing became sporadic you threw your pillow onto the floor. You folded in on yourself, rubbing your arms to try to rid yourself of His lingering touch.
“I can’t,” You whimpered. “I can’t,”
You wanted to be with Iida, you really did. But He was still poisoning your mind.
. . .
“(L/N), are you doing anything this weekend?” 
You hummed noncommittally at Iida, who was standing at your desk, waiting for you to pack up to go home.
“I don’t think so.” You shrugged. “What about you?”
“Well, a cafe recently opened near my home, I’m thinking of checking it out.” He said casually, eyes darting away. “Perhaps you’d like to come with me?”
“Oh!” You exclaimed, looking up at the boy. “Uh, yeah! That sounds fun. It’d be nice to spend some time with you outside of school.”
“Yes, I-I thought the same thing.” Iida readjusted his glasses, a pink dusting forming on his cheeks. “Is Saturday alright with you?”
About twenty minutes later, when you and Izuku were walking home from the train station, he asked if you wanted to do anything over the weekend.
“On Sunday, maybe.” You kicked an acorn along the sidewalk. “Iida and I are going out on Saturday.”
“Woah, really? Like on a date?”
“I- I don’t- what?” You froze. You replayed the conversation with Iida in your head. “Is it a date? Shit. I can’t go on a date.”
“Why not?” Izuku furrowed his brows in concern. “Iida’s really nice, I think you’d be happy with him. You’d have a good time.”
“Yeah, well we thought I’d be happy with Him too,”
Izuku flinched, understanding flashing in his eyes. “Okay. (Y/N), Iida is lightyears better than Him. Iida’s a super serious guy, but that makes him transparent. If he had ulterior motives, or even if he just seemed like he’d be a dick, you’d know it. Iida isn’t Him. At least go out with him this one time.”
“But I-”
“It’s one date, not marriage.” Izuku reasoned, placing a hand on your shoulder. “There are no obligations. Go out with him. If it goes well, then great! You can do it again, or, don’t. If it goes poorly, then end it there. You don’t have to tie yourself to Iida just because he’s showing interest in you.”
You raised a pointed eyebrow. “What if I’m not interested in him?”
“(Y/N).” Izuku deadpanned. “You and I both know that you are.”
You snickered a little, the sound coming out breathy and broken. “Ok. One date. We’ll see where it goes from there.”
. . .
Izuku knew you and Iida had it bad for each other. The staring longingly when the other wasn’t looking, the flustered laughing, all the goddamn blushing, there was a lot. It was torture watching you both dance around each other, but he knew it wasn’t easy for you. He had left his mark on you, even if it wasn’t a physical one. 
Izuku wasn’t exactly thrilled to push you right back into dating when you obviously were uncomfortable, despite knowing that Iida could be a healing presence in your life if you let him. 
So you were going on a date with him. 
“It’s one date, not marriage.” He had said, trying to convince himself as well as you. “There are no obligations.”
Izuku knew Iida. He trusted him with his life, he just wasn’t sure if he trusted him with you. You, the closest thing to a sibling Izuku had ever had. You, who had stayed his friend even after you had manifested your quirk and he’d been left quirkless. You, who stayed by his side and defended him against Kacchan and his other middle school bullies. 
You, who had been hurt before by someone you had liked.
Izuku groaned, flopping onto his bed. “Iida isn’t Him. Iida isn’t Him. He’s not going to hurt (Y/N). They’re going to be fine.”
It still didn’t stop him from constantly checking his phone, to see if you’d messaged him. Today was your date. He check the time again. 3:21. You should be home by now, or at least on the way. He’d told you to text him when you were home and tell him all about the date, but you might’ve forgotten. Maybe he should text your parents?
No. He was your best friend, not your father. He’d wait to see if you contacted him. If you didn’t, no big deal. He’d see you on Monday at school. Izuku very deliberately placed his phone face down on his bedside table. Deciding to go for a jog to get his mind off it, he began to change into his workout clothes.
Not two minutes later, his phone buzzed. Halfway into his gym shorts, Izuku scrambled back to the table, tripping over his own feet and hitting his head squarely on the bed frame. 
“Shit!” He hissed, rubbing his forehead.
“Izuku?” His mother called. “Is everything all right in there?”
“Yeah, I just tripped. I’m okay.” He replied, feeling around for his phone with the hand not cradling his head. Much to Izuku’s disappointment, the text wasn’t from you.
Much to his surprise though, it was from Iida.
Iida: Is (L/N) afraid of me?
“Uh oh,” He murmured, fingers already flying across the keypad.
Izuku: wdym? Did something happen during your date?
Iida: Kind of? It went well, but (L/N) seemed really nervous.
Izuku: And you weren’t? Lol, it’s your first date
Iida: Well, yes of course I was nervous. (L/N) seems more nervous then would be ordinary in that situation, though.
Izuku: What exactly did they do?
Iida: They were very overly jittery. They looked apprehensive and guilty whenever we talked. At one point I put my hand on their arm and they flinched. 
“Oh shit,” Izuku whispered. Iida wasn’t done, though.
Iida: The night ended well enough, I suppose. They seemed to have a good time, it just looked like they were too frightened to enjoy it to the full extent, though.
Izuku: You didn’t do anything weird, did you?
Iida: Weird how? All I did was talk to them. I offered to pay for their food, but they declined. I touched their arm, but once they flinched away I didn’t try again. We walked back to the train station together, and I offered to accompany them home, but they shot me down again.
Izuku sighed, rubbing his throbbing temples. It was a delicate situation. It wasn’t really Izuku’s place to tell Iida your business. So how was he going to tell Iida that you had relationship trauma without actually telling him?
Izuku: Ok, I don’t think you did anything wrong. (Y/N) gets nervous at the idea of dating, but I promise it’s not you. They’ve had bad experiences with dating, but they seem to really like you and want to try again.
Izuku: (Y/N)’s story isn’t mine to tell. If they feel comfortable giving you all the details, then they will. All you need to know for now is that their anxiety isn’t your fault. It also doesn’t mean that they don’t like you because I don’t think I’ve ever seen them as happy with someone as they are with you  
Iida: I see. Their behavior makes a little more sense now. Thank you for telling me, Midoriya. I’d like to have a relationship with them, so on Monday I’ll talk to them and see if there’s anything I can do or stop doing to make them more comfortable. I don’t think I’ve ever been happier than I am when I’m with them either, in all honesty. I would hate to loose them over a misunderstanding.
Izuku chuckled, smiling warmly at his device. “What was I ever worried about?”
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skzfelixity · 4 years
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Being A Counter | The Uncanny Counter
Just moments and life with the counters because you deserve a non-blood related family like this one💕
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You were the 4th one to join the squad, if you count Cheoljung out.
Your spirit guided you to eonni’s noodles and you were more than confused.
“Do I have to work at a restaurant?”, “Oh wait- you want me to eat, how thoughtful of you!”
“Just go inside!”
Your spirit was annoyed to say the least.
“We’re closed-”
They didn’t expect to see you so soon since their own spirits informed them about a new member an hour ago.
Ms Chu welcomed you with a warm hug, Hana with a nod and Motak kept eyeing you suspiciously.
“Does your spirit need glasses?”
Ms Chu glared at Motak’s remark about your spirit picking you.
Don’t take it personally, it’s literally Motak being Motak at first sight.
After some explaining of what the counters do, you were asked to join them and you didn’t hesitate to immediately accept.
Your instant response startled Ms Chu, earning a chuckle from Motak.
“What are you so surprised for? If she didn’t accept, she would die.”
“She might die doing this job too.”
It was literally a situation of instant death or possible death.
Let’s go with possible death for now.
Oh well, what’s cooler than saving people’s souls anyways?
All four of you grew closer mission after mission.
Even though Hana was still cold and distant, you found yourselves getting along pretty well. Training together almost every day.
Motak became like a father to you.
He no longer had this intimidating aura, from your point of view.
His mean remarks were more like ‘I care for you so I will tease you’
He cares deeply for all of you but he will never admit it out loud.
Ms Chu would always remind you to eat and stuff like that.
She was like a mother to you and it did radiate a sense of comfort.
She definitely acted like a mother but if you asked her, she would deny it saying she doesn’t care about you and then the next minute she will be asking you about your day etc.
Game nights !!!
Just imagine playing monopoly with them:
Motak going to jail for the 14th time, he was used to putting people in jail after all, whining about it until his turn comes again.
Always gets 5 when he rolls somehow.
“The dice is broken.”
Ms Chu with a lot of money, she definitely did not steal it from the bank when y’all weren’t looking, waving it like a fan in front of her face.
“Where did all this money come from?”
“My pocket?”
Hana laughing more frequently than she did before.
Overall spending time together apart from work was fun.
Strong bonds take time.
You did a pretty good job capturing spirits, maybe because of their low levels but still it wasn’t easy.
Like damn, you lost count of how many times Ms Chu treated your injuries.
Using her power also affected her health but she didn’t even let any of you go without treating even minor injuries.
Got to stop her once by saying, “We need a mom for the group.”
She at least knows you see her as a mother and that makes her beyond happy.
She wouldn’t hesitate to reduce her lifespan for all of you<3
One day you were all eating noodles when an idea popped in your head.
“Why don’t we wear matching clothes when we go on missions?”
No one seemed against it, Motak liking it a lot.
You did fight over the colour though:
You wanted red, he wanted grey.
You ended up getting both.
Soon enough, the day that you didn’t manage to catch an evil spirit came, following the death of Jang Cheoljung.
His spirit, Wigen, found another person to become a counter.
Aaaaand your 5th member joined you.
He wasn’t as quick as you to agree but what can you say? It was live or die for him.
So Mun, a high school boy living with his grandparents.
He didn’t seem promising at first but he proved his potential soon afterwards.
You had to save his ass because he was always in trouble. 
Episode 10 can’t happen, you kept him in check.
Time proved that something you missed in your bond was So Mun, the team felt complete with him.
He is the baby of the squad, everyone worries about him 24/7.
Sometimes you would just mess with him for absolutely no reason.
Car rides after a mission always go like:
“Can I rest my head on your shoulder?”
and So Mun falling asleep a few minutes later, with all his weight pressed on you.
You trying to stay comfortable while not touching Hana.
“Touch me and I will kill you.”
You heard it once and you both knew, you didn’t need to hear it again.
The sun is up after a mission? Ice cream.
Eat all you want Jangmul is paying.
The moon is up after a mission? Meat/Noodles.
Missions increased, introducing So Mun to the grey jackets and trousers.
I feel like red would still be his fave ones though.
“Oh Ms Chu, it matches with your hair!”
*smack* poor So Mun.
Working on the restaurant:
You, Hana & Mun serving while Motak and Ms Chu cooked.
Honestly? It was a mess.
Mun constantly dumping into either you or Hana, stepping on your feet from time to time.
Some customers being scared of Hana because of her face, choking on their food every time she passed by.
Zoning out while watching TV was a regular for you and Mun, it happened to Hana too though.
Ms Chu calling you three to take the bowls, no one knew she could yell that loud. Motak often joining you in serving just to not hear her getting ignored.
Whenever high school boys came to eat, you could feel Motak’s glare from inside the kitchen.
“So Mun, tell them to leave.”
Poor Ms Chu had to hear Motak complain about high school boys’ poor mannerisms.
He doesn’t want you around boys, you’re too young for that.
That one time you broke a table, oh man.
“Oops?”
Ms Chu was furious, Motak laughing at the customers’ faces.
Had to clean the huge mess, So Mun offering to help.
You and So Mun? Besties.
You went to school together every morning, same class.
You two, Ungmin and Juyeon spent almost every break together, eating snacks and making fun of each other.
Always made sure to hide you when Hyeoku was around, he just knew this certain bully had a crush on you.
One time, he noticed Hyeoku making his way to your table holding some sort of candy. He immediately dragged you away.
Ended up looking at a wall, Mun claiming he wanted to admire the red and brown bricks with you.
He just doesn’t want you around Hyeoku because he is dangerous, no other reason:)
Having dinner at his house? At least once a week.
His grandparents obviously adored you. His grandma being able to recognise and remember you, well most of the time.
His grandpa’s jokes about you two becoming a couple, never failed to make you smile. His grandma complimenting you with the sweetest grin on her face.
Sleepovers happened a lot, usually falling asleep while discussing about evil spirits and all.
Hana warmed up to the team more. She started seeing you and Mun as her younger siblings, always taking care of you and looking out for you in her own way.
You were all cleaning one day when Jangmul stormed into the store.
“What do you spend all this money on?!”
Long story short: Motak, You and So Mun were guilty for spending too much on your stomach needs.
“All this money for food?!”
He wasn’t that mad, he just thought y’all bought a house and didn’t tell him beforehand. Motak threw him a bag of chips to calm him down.
Yep, Jangmul ate them all.
“You want to eat the bag too?”
A lot of dancing, especially when in a good mood during shifts.
Of course So Mun tripped countless times, wdym.
You had each other’s backs, there was no reason to worry.
You were a family and the restaurant was your home.
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leejungchans · 3 years
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— juliet on kingdom (episode 7).
juliet’s masterlist
from may 13’s episode
note: read the tweets from the bottom up 💕 keep in mind that this contains spoilers in case you want to watch the episode first :3 more under the cut bc this gets LONG ahjdhwjd 😔
— juliet’s outfit;
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disclaimer: the blurring of faces in my outfit collages is in no way meant as a form of disrespect, the sole purpose is to put the focus on the hairstyle and there is absolutely no ill intent. thank you for understanding!!
so everyone really kinda freaked out last episode
bc they didn’t see juliet in the previews for the unit stages
she wasn’t with jongho, eunkwang and seungmin
nor was she with 3racha and joong
so that would leave the performance unit right??
atinys were desperately zooming into screenshots of the performance unit stage for any sign of our girl
and found nothing :(
even in the preview that came after the first one, she was nowhere to be seen 😔
eventually some people started theorising if it was bc mnet didn’t let her participate for whatever reason
and the truth is...drumroll please 🥁
SURPRISE
the boys sent her to be in the rap unit with joong 😋😋
mnet just didn’t show her scenes in the first two previews (like they did with minhyuk)
but she was in the previews where they went to jyp 🥺🥺
she was paired up with jisung for the 120-second interview :3
just two shy besties uwu
“why? why are you laughing?” jisung whines, “and right after you looked at my face too!”
juliet continues to laugh, hiding the lower half of her face behind her hands. “sorry, sorry, i’m not laughing at you, i promise!” she says between giggles, “i just didn’t expect us to be so nervous.”
“ah, i get shy around new people, more than what people would expect. so that’s kinda why i’m a bit awkward right now.”
“i’m like that too, but i thought we became closer friends during the sports day filming! i’m hurt!” she says, placing a hand over her heart.
“no, no, no!” jisung defends, waving his hands frantically, “we did! i’m still shy, i guess.”
“not shy, not me!” juliet sings in response, doing the hand movement in the choreography of itzy’s song.
stunned into silence by the sudden reference of his label-mates, jisung blinks at her owlishly before a loud ‘pft’ sound emits from both of them, and they dissolve into giggles once more.
“okay, okay,” she says, sobering up a little after a few seconds. “we need to do this seriously. no more being awkward! awkward is just a mindset.”
jisung’s eyes widen. “woah, you’re right. we won’t feel awkward if we just tell ourselves that we’re being cool.”
she nods approvingly. “exactly. we are cool.”
“okay then, let’s go!” he shouts enthusiastically, earning muffled snickers from the other members who are sitting off-screen.
juliet and jisung go quiet again from his outburst. she even tried to bite the inside of her cheek to stifle any laughter, but her efforts are futile as they both promptly collapse to the ground in a fit of giggles.
“i-i don’t think we can do this,” juliet wheezes to the cameras, clutching her stomach as tears gather in the corners of her eyes. beside her, jisung isn’t faring any better as he attempts to catch his breath.
off-screen, changbin playfully complains, “yah! what are you two doing? you’re supposed to be doing an interview!”
when she entered the jyp café with joong and minhyuk 3racha was like omg hiiiiiii
no one was happier than chan to see her 🥺
AUSSIE AUSSIE AUSSIE OI OI OI
3racha made her, joong and minhyuk sing their orders 💀💀
minhyuk: juliet your ears are so red lmao
juliet: [quickly untucks her hair so it covers her ears] do i really have to do this? 😭😭
chan: yes you do bestie 🤩
“[sighs] americanoooo~ joha joha~”
hongjoong: [cringes but also uwu bc she’s his baby]
3racha: kqjejwjdnsj awwww
minhyuk: ohhhhh~ cuteeee
smh juliet stop (unintentionally) collecting men 😔
okay but changbin treated them all with his jyp artist points 🥺🥺🥺 changbin best boy
juliet, to chan: i’ll come next time to use up your points 😼
minhyuk: me too!! juliet let’s go together!!!
yeah she malfunctioned for a second bc The™️ lee minhyuk just said that and he was her celebrity crush for the longest time pls
she is the most successful melody 😔
she was so excited when they all went to chan’s studio
“ohhhHhh so this is the famous chan’s room 😼 honoured to be here mate”
pls they named themselves 6racha and were literally just having a blast in the studio 😭😭😭
minhyuk: your voice sounds so different when you rap!!
juliet: really? 😅😅 i didn’t really notice
minhyuk: yeah it’s cool :]
okay but when they went to jypbob for lunch
she was so amazed by all the food
“😮😮😮 THIS ALL LOOKS SO GOOD WTF”
the Jeekies™️ making their debut on national tv
yes both jisung’s and juliet’s 🥰🥰
she was so shy when the others in mayfly came to watch rap unit’s rehearsal 😭😭😭
also everyone in the mayfly vocal and dance units went ❓❓❓ where is juliet????? shouldn’t she be here??????
felix: where’s my bestie :(
no lixliet for the unit stages 💔
wooyoung/jongho: oh she’s in the rap unit :D
“WDYM SHE’S IN THE RAP UNIT??????”
okay but as much of a power move this is, she was also so so so nervous
like, the most nervous she’s ever been on kingdom
bc she’s going to be performing with so many incredible rappers, juliet knows that she really has to give it her all to keep up with them
so she was Big Stressed™️ and not in a fun way
it was more of a “oh god what if i’m way too far behind and the difference in skill is so obvious that i cost our groups points????” way
but in true queen fashion, she definitely killed it during rehearsals and everyone in the unit reassured her that she had nothing to worry about 🥺🥺
move over round 2 juliet bc if you thought that was the last we’d see of rapper juliet, you have a big storm coming 😼😼
she rapped with hongjoong before he joined changbin, then rejoined the performance to rap with chan!!
aussie line stans are well fed ✨✨
girlie was collecting everyone in the audience 😼
pls but ateez was so proud of her bc they knew how stressed she was about this performance 😭😭😭
she was so relieved when mayfly won that she teared up before being pulled into the group hug :(((
“i’m so relieved by the results,” juliet says to the cameras during their backstage interview, the other members in the rap unit nodding in agreement. “we all had a lot of fun preparing for this performance, and i’m just really proud of us.”
“wait,” minhyuk says, tone laced with concern, “are you tearing up? why? we did well!”
hongjoong, sitting in the back row, reaches forward to pat juliet on the shoulder comfortingly as she goes silent to suppress the tears. “she was really stressed preparing for this performance, so she’s a bit overwhelmed right now,” he explains for her.
juliet inhales deeply before saying, “because our unit has so many great rappers, i felt burdened because i was scared that my rapping wouldn’t be up to par with everyone else’s. but everyone was so encouraging and kind, and it really helped me push through the pressure, so i’m very thankful.”
“ey, you did so well,” jisung says enthusiastically. “we never worried about your performance!”
now that their rap unit finished performing she could sit back and enjoy the other performances!!
she was mesmerised by it’s one’s dance unit bc their performance was so beautiful
she said :OOOOOO
then came mayfly’s dance unit!!!!
“MAYFLY LET’S GOOOOOOOO”
pls she was their biggest hypewoman 😭😭😭😭
literally screamed during san and felix’s part
then when wooyoung and felix did the stunt????
she lost her SHIT
the way mnet cut from chan’s worried “felix?” to juliet’s “FELIXXXXXX :D” 😭
“YEAHHHHHHHHH MAYFLYYYYY!!!!”
pls she was so so proud 😭😭😭😭😭😭
in conclusion mayfly are besties now ❤️❤️
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a/n: hello is everyone okay because I AM NOT 💔💔 all the stages from today were so so good and i’m so proud of all the units 🤧🤧💗 i NEED the studio versions of all the songs from today <//3 (and from round 2 too 😭) also lemme know if you’d like to see the full version of jisung and juliet’s 120 sec interview!! 😋 (though i’m prolly gonna write it anyways whdjwhs) your feedback and support means a lot to me so tysm!! 🥺❤️
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night-fallz · 4 years
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XY’s Muse
Based on this prompt
Like I have stated before, this is my first fanfic. Please let me know what you think of it. Any kind of criticism will be welcome.
uploaded on 01/23/21
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Ao3 // Wattpad
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Chapter 2
XY was staring at the ceiling. A week has already passed. And he still couldn't stop thinking about the day he spent with Marinette. It was the most fun he'd had in a while.
Before the whole Silencer fiasco, his father would not stop pressuring him to produce a new song. So when they met up for dinner and his dad came up with the idea of stealing someone else's music, he couldn’t bring himself to decline.
XY knew it was wrong.
But all he wanted was the chance to finally impress his dad. Bob Roth might not have the best attitude towards him, but he was all XY had left.
Xy already lost his mom. He would not lose his dad too.
At least, that's what he believed. He should've known that his father was just using him for money. According to his dad, money was the most valuable thing in life.
XY scoffed. He should've known better. He should've known that all his father thought of hi-
He felt a buzz in his pocket and his face immediately brightened. Marinette just texted him!
Marinette: what's up?
Marinette: have u been inspired yet?
Marinette gave XY the idea to just sit back and let inspiration hit him. It was a common idea but it was one that most people tend to forget in the long run.
XY: nothing much
XY: and nope.
XY: my dad has been pressuring me to come up with something tho
Marinette: ignore him
Marinette: he's just mad cause he can't get any ladies
The three dots popped up on his screen.
Marinette: OH CRAP I'M LATE
Marinette: TTYL.
XY rolled his eyes and smiled.
They've been texting back and forth these past few days. He's learned so many things about her and vice versa.
It was nice. It's been a while since XY has had a friend.
Maybe she'll be even more, XY couldn’t help but think as he ran a hand through his hair.
"Huh," XY said out loud. "Even more"
And just like that, inspiration for his next song hit him.
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Marinette was thinking of a certain blonde-haired, blue-eyed musician when she heard her phone ring.
"Tikki!" she screamed, staring at her phone as if it was Hawkmoth himself.. "He's calling me. XY is calling me."
Tikki sighed and floated next to Marinette, "Maybe you should answer it. It would be pretty rude to keep him waiting."
"Right, right," Marinette answered his call and hoped her voice didn’t sound as squeaky as she thought it did.. "Hey."
"Hey."
There was a moment of awkward silence.
Marinette didn’t know what to do. She glanced at the small goddess.
Tikki rolled her eyes at their awkwardness as she gestured to the phone. Ask him why he called you, she mouthed to Marinette.
Marinette nodded. That was a smart idea. "So," Marinette cleared her throat. "Why did you call me?"
"Right, Uhm." Marinette heard him shuffling around his room. "You know how you've been asking me if I was inspired and stuff?"
Marinette's eyes grew wide and a huge smile took over her face as she started to nod before remembering that he couldn't see her. "Yep." she eagerly said, "Did you find any?"
"Yes!" Marinette could hear the excitement in his voice. "I was actually wondering if you wanted to design the outfits for my music video."
Marinette's eyes looked shocked. "Yes!" she jumped around in excitement before remembering she was still in a call with XY. "Why me though?"
XY’s voice sounded confused.. "What do you mean, why you? You're literally perfect for it. You're talented. Plus, everyone loves your designs."
Marinette’s cheeks resembled a tomato. She has never been more thankful for the fact that he couldn't see her right now.
"Thank you." Marinette managed to mumble. "That really means a lot."
"You're welcome." XY said. Marinette had a feeling he was smiling though. "I have to go and have my dad listen to the demo. But I'll text you later, okay?"
"Yep," Marinette whispered and gave Tikki a cookie. "Good luck. I know that whatever song you came up with is gonna sound good. No matter what he'll say."
Marinette heard a faint "Thanks" from the phone before the call ended.
Marinette screamed into her pillow and looked up and saw Tikki look at her with amusement. “I think I like him.”
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"So, what do you think?" XY asked as his father finished listening to his song. "Is it bad? Do you think people will like it?"
Bob Roth grinned at his son. "This is a Masterpiece. Where did you find this?" He gestured to the video of XY singing the song, "Who did you steal this from?"
XY's proud smile immediately turned into a scowl. "What do you mean, who did I steal this from?" He yelled at his dad, his blue eyes glaring at him as he grabbed the demo from the table. "I made it. I came up with it myself." XY felt his eyes tearing up. "Something you would actually know if you thought of me as something more than a money-making machine."
How could he? XY thought as he climbed up the stairs. Is it that hard to believe that I could come up with something good?
XY slammed his door shut. "All I wanted was to prove to him that I wasn't a talentless son." XY put his hands on his face. "I just wanted to make him proud."
XY felt a buzz in his pocket and immediately knew that it was Marinette. After all, she’s the only one that ever texts him.
Marinette: how did it go?
Marinette: did he like it?
XY wiped away the tears that were starting to come out of his eyes. He couldn't help but smile. Marinette certainly had an effect on him.
XY: he called it a masterpiece
Marinette: yes! I knew he would like it.
XY: yeah
XY: but then he asked me who i stole it from
Marinette: THAT JERK
Marinette: WTF
Marinette: THAT's SO MESSED UP
Marinette: HOW COULD HE-
Marinette: DO YOU WANT ME TO BEAT HIM UP FOR YOU????
XY laughed at her text messages. He only started to text her and he already felt better.
XY: no, it's fine
XY: i actually yelled at him
Marinette: ...
Marinette: do you feel better?
XY: actually, yep.
XY: he's a really sucky father
Marinette: for some reason, a lot of the blondes i know have a toxic parent
Marinette: it's kinda sad
XY: maybe it's a paris thing
They texted back and forth, XY laughing at the memes Marinette sent.
XY: You're definitely a daughter of Athena
Marinette: ( ⚆ _ ⚆ )
Marinette: is that a percy jackson reference i see
XY: yep
XY: have u read the books?
Marinette: duh
Marinette: you haven't lived til you've read the books
Marinette: sadly, the movies sucked tho
XY: I KNOW
XY: ANNABETH WASN'T EVEN BLONDE
Marinette: EXACTLY!!
Marinette: SJSJSJSJSJSJ
 Marinette: THE MOVIES SCARED ME FOR LIFE
XY: oh yeah
XY: before i forget
XY: what's ur insta?
Marinette: which one
XY scrunched his eyebrows up in confusion.
XY: What do you mean by which one?
Marinette: i have two
Marinette: one as my personal one and the other one for commissions and stuff
XY: ohhh
XY: smart
Marinette: i know ;)
Marinette: my personal one is @Mdupaincheng and the one for my commissions one if @MDCdesigns
XY switched his apps and searched up Marinette's personal instagram. He clicked on the first result that came up.
The profile picture was Marinette in a blue, silky dress that went just above her ankle. There was a slit on her left leg that showed her knee. It was nighttime and Marinette was practically glowing under the city lights. She was staring at something on her right side, with one hand running through her silky black hair which was down for once.
She looked hot.
After XY stopped admiring her profile picture, he finally noticed her follower count.
She had 200,000 followers. 200,000.
It wasn't as high as XY's follower count, that was still quite a lot.
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XY: i didn't know u were insta famous
Marinette: wdym?  
Marinette: which acc
XY: ur personal one
XY: u have over 200k followers
Marinette thought that she read his text wrong. There's no way that Marinette had that many followers. 200,000? There was no way.
Marinette: ur lying
XY: I'm not.
XY: check ur acc
It's been a while since Marinette has logged onto her personal account. The hate she got the last time she's been signed in was too much for her and when Alya told her to log out and just focus on her other account, @MDCdesigns, she couldn't bring herself to argue against her.
Marinette hasn't even thought of that account since that day. So when she logged in and saw that XY wasn't lying, she accidentally dropped her phone in shock.
Tikki looked at Marinette with a questioning look.  
Marinette ignored her kwami and texted the blue-eyes boy back.
Marinette: HOLY SHIT
Marinette: I HAVE 200k FOLLOWERS
Marinette: HOW TF DID THAT HAPPEN
XY: when was the last time you checked ur acc
Marinette: about 3 months ago
Marinette: the media thought i was adrien's gf and his fangirls came at me
Marinette: i got a ton of hate and a friend of mine told me to log out and just focus on my @MDCdesigns acc
Marinette: so i did
Marinette: i haven't thought abt that acc since then
XY: the fangirls were probably just jealous
XY: it's been months so they probably calmed down
XY: I'm looking through the comments rn and so far the latest hate comment you've got was about 2 weeks ago
XY: you've got a bit of a fanbase yk
Marinette: WHAT DO I DO
Marinette: DO I JUST CONTINUE NOT TO POST OR SHOULD I POST SOMETHING ON MY STORY ABT HOW THANKFUL I AM FOR 200k
Marinette: HOW COME NONE OF MY FRIENDS TOLD ME ABT THIS
XY: don't post anything rn
XY: post a picture of yourself and the caption it something that shows ur thankful for the number of followers u received
XY: OH
XY: a few hours before u post the picture, make sure u post on ur story abt how ur back from ur break on social media
XY: that way ppl will understand why u haven't been active
XY: it'll also have ppl prepared for ur post and they'll be waiting for u to post it
XY: that'll give u more engagement and stuff
Marinette: thank u
Marinette: that was really helpful
Marinette: when should i post something?
Marinette: AND I STILL DONT KNOW WHY MY FRIENDS DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ABT THIS
XY: u told ur friend that u were taking a break from social media right?
Marinette: yes
XY: then they probably weren't expecting u to post anything so they weren't checking ur insta
XY: u should post something on the weekend
XY: that way ppl wouldn't bother u during school this week
XY: if u want i can help u come up with ideas tomorrow?
Marinette: yes, please!
Marinette: do u wanna come over
Marinette: we can plan it in my room so that ppl won't overhear us
XY: guess I'll see u tomorrow then
XY: just text me the time ur available and I'll be there
Marinette: make sure to wear a disguise tho!
Marinette: we got lucky last time and no tabloids caught us
XY: ur right
XY: we must've been really lucky if no one got a pic of us
XY: but okay
XY: I'll wear my best disguise
XY: goodnight, princess
Marinette blinked a few times, making sure she read the text correctly.
Princess.
Marinette: goodnight ♥
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This is the first chapter of the story. Please let me know what you think
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simpingforsoftboys · 4 years
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Ways They Say “Ily” W/out Actually Saying It
Ft. Iwaoi and UshiTenSemi 
!G/N reader!
So this will definitely be a series! Next up is BokuAka and Kuroken followed by SakuAtsu and SunaOsaKita.
Iwaoi
Hajime always has a supply of yours and Toru’s favorite snacks/foods on hand at any given moment
He knows how much of a hassle it can be to have to purchase your fav. “pick me up” snacks on a bad day- so he takes restocking very seriously
Speaking of food
Every once in a while he’ll make your favorite meal for dinner- just because he has the extra time, he claims- but in actuality making you your favorite food makes him feel closer to you
He’ll also do your laundry and put it away too! As well as perfectly iron your work uniforms and/or dress outfits
He’ll even wash your guy’s shoes and polish them too, but not say anything about it 
If ya’ll don’t thank him, he won’t be sad, but he wants to at least hear that you noticed!
Toru is an Olympic athlete and you’re their lovely s/o- he’ll be damned if you two look anything less than like a model off a magazine
One last thing is how he lets you two cuddle up to him in the morning- after his second alarm has rung- and during his morning run time
It’s the way that he holds you two close and steady in his strong arms, letting you hear the thrum of his heartbeat and/or his calm breathing
Hajime won’t show his love verbally, most of the time it’s shown through little acts of service/skin ship
He’s a quiet but domestic sort of lover
Toru is... pretty lazy in terms of household chores
He’s not really one to care too much about mundane things
His love needs to be shown in big, extravagant ways
Like he’s the type to take you to the beach in summer, just to rent a gigantic lounge float- the type that’s main use is for day drinking- instead of taking you to a bar
Yes it’s relaxing but at this point why not just go to the local pub or something? It’d be cheaper- oh right because he needs to show Instagram that he’s an exceptional lover *cue eyeroll*
Nah, it’s actually because he wants to give you the best of both worlds- that of comfortable luxury and drunkenly passionate intimacy
Sometimes it annoys you and Hajime with how open he is with his love life on social media
But I promise it’s only because he loves you two so much and feels the constant need to brag about you
He does show it in smaller ways too
Like by holding the door open for you two, carrying your bags when shopping and paying for your purchases before you get the chance to even try
He’ll also take note of you and Haji’s current interests and occasionally buy you something *really* nice that he thinks you’ll love
He’s an open guy, but for you two he’ll willing indulge in the quiet moments of life
It’s okay if the rest of the world doesn’t see these moments- the ones where it’s just you three- like when you’re all in a bubble bath sipping that expensive champagne that costs way too much- and enjoying the way the tubs jets massage your back muscles. 
Or when it’s 3 in the morning and he wakes up feeling hot and sweaty, only to find himself trapped between the loves of his life- and not having the heart to wake you up
Not even when Hajime drools on his shoulder, or when your hair tickles him through his shirt
Toru is loud and outspoken but it’s his quiet moments that really show his love for ya’ll
UshiTenSemi
Wakatoshi doesn’t really perceive things like most people
This includes romantic actions
He’ll do something if he feels it needs to be done- not out of love, but because it’s the most logical thing to do- and you three know that
I think his unspoken way of telling you he loves you is when he goes out of his way- logic be damned- to do something specific
Like that one time you wanted to buy the newest gaming console but all the pre orders were sold out, making the only way for you to get one “first come first serve”
This man decided that for you, it was okay if he didn’t follow his routine to a ‘t’
He said goodbye to his sleep schedule and awoke at 2:25 in the morning to make his way to the nearest Yamada Denki to stand in the freezing cold for nearly 6+ hours until the store opened.
He beat majority of the crowd and got you your console, even though he was 51,896 yen poorer, and his sleep schedule would take the rest of the week to get back on track, he decided it was all worth it to see that wide smile on your face
When he’s home he’ll wash some fruits and veggies for you guys and serve them to you on little snack trays to curb your appetite until the next meal 
Speaking of food- he definitely cooks a light breakfast for ya’ll before he leaves for morning practice
Husband material right here-
Toshi’s love is like gravity in a way
There’s set laws of nature that applies to it- unquestionable and unchanging; something you’re perfectly understanding of- but the slightest change of it is so noticeable that it leaves you in a state of surprise, making you appreciate all that he had done before in a new light, and looking forward to seeing more of it during your daily life.
Satori is a sap and for what-
Like he’ll make all of you delicious little chocolate treats (but Wakatoshi’s is made differently so that it’s more healthy... because he’s an athlete and needs to watch his diet)
On that same note Eita can’t have much chocolate either... since it’s actually able to cause phlegm... oh well more for you I guess
When you oversleep he wakes you up by digging his long, w i g g l y fingers into your sides and TICKLES you
It’s a really nice way to wake up actually- laughing your sleepiness away
He loves seeing your laughter induced teary eyed gaze and wide smile in the morning- it fills him with more energy than a triple mocha frappe.
Something else he likes to do is have you lie on top of him and trail his fingers up and down your face
I mean this guy probably has A L L of your facial features memorized- but he really just likes to look at you- and see you gazing back
That last one is something only you and him do- Eita gets too flustered if Satori even tries, and Ushijima would just... kinda smile oddly, stare, and lay really still? Yeah as much as he loves your awkward miracle boy- it’s not as fun when he’s still as a statue and not relaxed
When he’s not being cute, Satori is dragging you three into his random adventures
Like it could be literally 1 am and he is up and raring to go to the beach
Ofc he won’t force anyone to come with him- but it’s not quite as fun without someone accompanying him
Occasionally he can convince Toshi and Eita to join- but for the most part it’s just you and him
Ya’ll always have a blast and make a bunch of fun memories
Did I mention that he comes to you first before your other two partners when he wants to go adventuring? Because he does-
Sometimes you go to watch the sunrise in his car but binge watch anime while waiting for the sunrise
He’s a spontaneous, fun lover- and he has the most fun when it’s with you
Eita is... surprisingly romantic too?
Like damn he writes love songs about your foursome RELIGIOUSLY
Hell over the course of your 5 or so years together he has written nearly 7 full albums dedicated to ya’ll-
Guess you’re an inspiration or smth
Even if you can’t sing WHATSOEVER this mans rose colored glasses effects are so prominent that he could listen to you for hours on end
No but seriously he is so obsessed with everyones voices (not that he’ll say it but like it’s obvious at this point)
I mean ya’lls vocal ranges are just so different!
Obvi Toshi has a bass voice, Satori has more of a baritone one (though he really does try to pass off as a tenor for some reason)- and then there’s you- it’s so interesting to him to hear you guys talk to each other (and sing-) because of how your voices overlap
He’s the type to buy you roses whenever he’s feeling extra appreciative and maybe a new set of lingerie or some silk night wear
I don’t know why but despite his extensive collection of leather EVERYTHING, he really enjoys seeing you in expensive, clothing
And then he won’t shut up about how attractive you are XD
Oh but he’ll also buy all four of you matching silk robes too so you can be comfy together
But don’t be posting about it on social media or anything- these are for your eyes ONLY! No one else should get to see his partners like this but him
Don’t even get me started about date nights
Because he’s insisting that everyone wear something of his
Dude you only have leather clothing wdym-
Unfortunately there’s a slight issue since everyone’s different sizes so he does the next best thing
He commissions custom made leather jackets for ya’ll
They have your initials and everything
Black leather with white and lavender print- reminiscent of Shiratorizawa days long passed
Eita appreciates all of you in his own cute ways, and loves seeing little bits of him on you because it makes him feel connected to you even more
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wenwenbittercake · 3 years
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✨Hanma x reader✨
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(Hii sorry for not posting for a long time. Here's a Hanma x reader fan fiction. All of the characters are all from the time past where hina UK lost her legs. Yea that time past part. So all the characters are all grown up. I got the idea from the let me love u by Ariana Grande our queen. 👑👑👑
Warning-a little bit of spice, cheating, swearing enjoy💕💕✨✨
⚡thunder sounds 💥
The sound of ur heels can be heard through the sound of heavy rain. Black Mascara run downs your cheek not due to the rain but due to the fighting and crying you had with Kisaki.
You both had been dating for a few years now and things didn’t get better. He’s always busy with work and when you both finally have time together. He would fuck you and go back to work. It’s been a circle.
But what he did just this evening really pissed you off bad. You’re fine with him fucking with his assistant, coworkers, even whores he find in clubs, but calling you Hina while in a middle of a make out section really hurts you like a bitch. You had enough with him.
You finally made it in front a familiar building. You ring the bell on the door. “Click” the door knob turned and open to see and tall man with yellow highlights.
“*sigh*What happened now?”
The man asked. You look up with teary eyes to see Hanma looking at you with annoyance mixed with a dash of sadness. To be honest, it ach his heart to see his beloved Y/N crying due to that jerk. He doesn’t know how lucky to have a cute bitch like you.
When Hanma first saw you, you were bratty. He thought you’re the type of girl who only want money and gifts from Kisaki but noo. He was wrong. You’re the type of girl who’s bratty and teasing outside but inside, you’re a soft, carrying person. The more he knows about you, the more he fell for you.
The first time he seen you cry was when you found out Kisaki was cheating on you with his assistant. You were crying outside of his office door. He can fainting hear that bitch moaning. That day he took you outside to a carnival. He bought you a lot of snacks and play many carnival games with you but in the end, all of it turned to waste when you run into Kisaki arms when he come pick you up from the carnival. You look so happy running up to his arms. He doesn’t deserve someone like you.
Now you’re crying on his sofa, explaining what happened. He listens to you as you wipe your mascara stained tears away as you bash your shitty boyfriend.
As for him, he’s drying your hair from the rain. You had changed into his T-shirt that’s too big for you and his shorts that cover your knee.
“There, there stop crying over that jerk. You’re getting snort all over my shirt.” Hanma said as he ruffles your hair.
“You Jerk.”
“Hey I’m not the Jerk here. Your little boyfriend is.” He said as he sits beside you.
“EX- boyfriend.” You correct him.
Hanma just laugh but deep down he knows you still claim that jerk as your boyfriend after you feel better.
“Right right , now come eat dinner before it gets cold.” You nod as you follow him to the kitchen.
There you feast on the food on the plate hungrily. Hanma talks about his day as you eat. If a stranger walk in, they would think you both are lovers due to the warmness you both share. Hanma wish you both were but no. Your still Kisaki’s in the end of the day. He sighs at the thought of it.
“What’s wrong?” you asks with puffy eyes.
“Nothing just thinking about work.”
“Aww, you shouldn’t stress to much about it. Ik it’s tough but u should relax in your free times.”
“Thx princess, I’ll keep that in mind.” You look up in surprise by the nickname. He only gives you a wink in return.
“Cocky bastard.”
“And what was that?”
“Nothing. Oh can we watch a movie?”
“Yea sure, go turn on the TV. I’ll join you in a min.” He said as he washes the dishes.
“Ok!” You said excitingly and hopped to the living room.
“Cute” Hanma whisper under his breath.
Your favorite show is now casting live on television. It’s called friends. A classic. A few minutes later, Hanma sits beside you comfortably.
“This is new.”
“Wdym new? This is Friends. You don’t know Friends?”
“umm Nope.”
“haa you suck.”
Hanma just scoff at the insult. But not long you start to explain the plot and all the character. Your explaining about your favorite character but he can’t focus.
You put your legs on Hanma’s lap and he’s massaging your foot but he wonders what would it take for him to slowly move his hands up from your feet to your thighs. Would you scream? Push him away and run out of his door. Would you cry? The possibilities are countless, but this excites him even more.
With that he slowly starts to move his hand upward massaging your calf to groping your thigh. You seem to realize his advances. You stop talking and look at Hanma’s eyes when his hand moves to your thighs. His right hand moves slowly, groping the fat of your thigh. You look into his eyes with excitement and lust. He has the same look in his eyes too but more like a child trying to steal a treat from his mom.
Your heart starts to beat fast but not out of fear but lust. You want him to touch more. Not just thighs but everywhere. Every inch of you. The air starts to feel hot and your face feel like burning.
Fuck it
You pull Hanma’s collar and kiss him in a deep and rough kiss. Like the desperate one. Hanma kiss you back too. Both of you feeling desperate and wanting to feel more of each other. You shifted on his lap. Not breaking the kiss. Tongue exploring each other’s and roaming on each other’s. You start to tug his shirt he’s wearing. He took that as a sign and picks you up in a swoop. Like you’re a pillow. He carries you to his bedroom without breaking the kiss.
He drops you on his bed making you go oof. He didn’t take much time to undress as his hands quickly goes back to your body. Undressing you and groping you in the same time.
His wildest fantasies have finally come true. Fucking you, making you scream his name after every orgasm you have. Marking you with hickeys and having your nails scratch his back. Making you cry not out of sadness but out of overstimulation. Hanma make you feel like it’s your first time. Making you feel all his love and craving you. Making you feel so special.
Next morning, Hanma expect to wake up with an empty but much to his surprise. He sees his princess still sleep soundly beside him. So peaceful, so adorable. He was going to take a pic but he was interrupted by loud ringing. He got up and put on a jacket and walks to the door to see Kisaki on his door.
“What a surprise seeing you here.”
“Is Y/N here?’’
“Um yes, After what u did last night of cause she’s here.”
“Can you please call her. Tell her I’m here to take her back home.”
“I’m already home.” You shout at Kisaki.
Wearing Hanma���s shirt. The shirt is loose enough to show all the hickeys that he left last night. You hug Hanma’s side and he smiles back with satisfaction.
“Wdym you’re home? Stop playing with me Y/N. I got things to do.” He said as he pulls you hand towards him but you yank him off.
“I said NO!”
“Y/N!”
“GO BACK TO YOUR BITCH HINA IF YOU MISS HER THAT MUCH!’’ you raise your voice to him. Kisaki’s jaw dropped. His once obedient bitch is now yelling back at him.
“Oh right, I forgot, she chose a rat over your ass.”
“I-“
“Now piss off, I got Hanma beside me. I don’t need your shrimp of a dick.” You said as you turn and leave.
“Y/N wait..” Hanma stop Kisaki from entering making him more pissed.
“I think she’s done with you bro.” Kisaki face is now as red as a tomato.
“I’ll talk about this with you in my office.” He said as he left.
Hanma rolls his eye and close the door. He turns around to smell the smell of fresh toast. He walks into the kitchen to see his lovely Y/N making breakfast for him. How sweet. He hugs her from behind and kiss your neck.
“Want some Breakfast?”
“Yes please.”
(Thank you everyone for reading my fanfic. I hope u all enjoy it. I definitely enjoy roasting kisaki and I expect u to enjoy it too. Love u all and have a nice day 💕🤭🤭✨✨✨)
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(Me simping for this magnificent boi💕💕❤✨)
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bella-donna418 · 4 years
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いってらっしゃい
A/N: I'm just not bitter I'm single wdym—
Tiktok vids made me do this (and a goddamn pin on Pinterest I regrettably (not) saved for reference)
ANYWAYS, YOU CHOSE DEATH.
For more details, see endnotes!
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"いってらっしゃい, エレン."
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Loud explosions were heard. Eren is finally forced out of his titan.
Surprisingly, he didn't come out of the nape—but from the head of the huge monster, he was in.
He then opened his eyes, the steam clearing up as he was greeted with a silhouette.
He looked up—his piercing green eyes meeting sad, grey ones.
"Eren..." She muttered softly—trying not to choke a sob.
"Mikasa..." He lets out a small gasp, tears starting to pour down.
She lets out a sigh and looked at him—pain in her eyes as she spoke the same words she told him before.
"Please... come back home..."
He opened his mouth to say what's in his mind.
But what came out instead was;
"I... can't."
She kneeled to reach his level. Her hand shakily going to touch his cheek—caressing it once it was in grasp.
He looked down—indulging in the warmth of her palm as his tears were being dried by her fingers rubbing the tears away.
"Mikasa..."
She perched up, Eren slowly reaching for her hand and putting it down—reaching for the blade of her ODM.
"Kill me..." He said softly, Mikasa's eyes widening in perplexity.
"W-why..."
"Please." He said firmly, his eyes showing something Mikasa could not understand—her grey eyes suddenly shining from the water that's now flowing down her face.
"Can't you see...?"
"This world is cruel..."
Mikasa picked his hand away from her blade... her gaze softening as she looked at him—eyes gleaming with such hope, even if it's a futile one.
"But it's beautiful... Eren..."
He looked at her, sorrow filling his eyes—in all honesty, he's asking why is he seeing her like this?
Just why?
"You're the beauty of this world, Eren—the beauty of my world..."
"Can't you see how much of a monster I am? Is it really because of your own will?"
"Because you're the person who saved me that day... that day I lost all hope—when I surrendered."
He fell silent, unable to think of a reply for it—not even a counter for it. She continued.
"I don't care about what we've done when we were young—when we killed my kidnappers—because, for me, it was out of your kindness to save me."
"That's the moment you showed me how to live... how I have a home to return to..."
He looked at her—the words she said stinging him.
"You are my home, Eren... so please..."
She leaned in and hugged him, her voice breaking.
"Let me save you... let me repay you..."
He didn't refuse her... he only hugged her back.
"Mikasa... no..."
He broke their hug, looking at her in the eyes showing that his decision is certain.
Mikasa felt all hope she was holding onto—disappear like it were only a thought that passed.
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"We... have to kill Eren."
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"Please..."
She stood up and looked down on him, her teary eyes meeting with his—ones pleading for her to do his request.
"Maybe in another life... Mikasa. So please."
She raised her arm—trembling as her grip on her ODM's blade tighten—her heart felt like it sunk to the pits of her stomach.
"Do it."
"I..."
"Mikasa." He said firmly, his face turning into a determined one.
She felt the pressure. Her tears streaming down yet again. He nodded encouragingly at her as he gave off a smile.
Mikasa couldn't bear to look at him—his face was telling her to do it. How she feared he'd say that.
It was all not true to her—but why does she feel like her body was the one gathering its courage? She opened her eyes and muttered;
"See you later... Eren."
Her arm suddenly swung.
It seemed like the world went in slow motion for her. She was then filled with horror, blood—his blood—splattering on her face as she watched his head flew as a glowing centipede-like object was severed along the process.
She felt herself shake as she looked down at her hand that were covered in crimson. She froze.
Silence filled the air as the colossal titans stopped moving, staying completely still. The voices that seem to be calling out to her were all inaudible.
She was completely numb. As if she was sleeping with her eyes open or she saw something that made her soul escape from her body—leaving only a hollow shell.
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I knew it would all come to this. I chose this path.
But if it does come to this... and I am left with this and a darker one...
If this is the choice that could hurt me less...
I'd choose it again.
Because if I was bound to die by your hands.
Then I'll keep doing the events I had done in the past.
To wrap that scarf around you.
To save you.
Even if I was the monster... the devil.
If it meant to be the beauty of your world.
I'll do it all over again...
And again...
Until I see a future so light I'll leave this dark choice behind.
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"It was a terrible idea!" Sasha laughed as she kept eating her french fries with a Mikasa smiling slightly.
They passed by a guy and as if instinct, Mikasa looked behind to see who that person was—a nostalgic feeling filling her suddenly.
The man also looked back, meeting her gaze.
She didn't know what to do so she smiled at him, making the man do the same.
"Oi, let's go!" Sasha clung to her arm making Mikasa jolt a bit—complying to her.
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Because I know that in another life, we won't suffer anymore.
If we were bound to meet, then so be it.
But I'd love it if we do.
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A/N: HAHAHAHAHA *coughs*
Yeah, I kinda cried while making this.
So how do you feel? LOLL
But if you'd like the lighter one, it will be this one.
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