"This person, who not so long ago searched for herbs with me so earnestly....
"It's too sudden. There's so much everyone wants to say, wants to hear.
"If only he could open his eyes one more time..."
If funerals are for the living, what of one's final moments? For whom do they exist? Is it okay to force wakefulness one more time, even if it should cause pain?
EDIT: @keidokusha has translated this to Vietnamese:
Many thanks to them!
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something something a fanfic in which ian has a crush in mickey who works at the alibi and he wants to make a move but he founds out Mickey is married to svetlana who works there too so he gives up but then he sees svetlana idk hooking up with Kevin and Veronica aka their bosses and he don't know what to do but then he founds out svetlana and mickey are not really together so apparently it was not cheating but how could it be they have a children they are very much married but apparently mickey is very much gay? make my boy ian really stressed and make everybody toy with him all the fucking time
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sometimes i wonder how would cass interpret gender. like, she didn't even know how language works and just in gen doesn't know how language works. what more with big societal stuff like gender??? like. technically, would cass be able to understand it???? and how would she understand it??? idk it's so interesting to me
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Thinking about Nymiera again and the Regi quest
i guess the main thing that i feel frustrrated with her is that-
No no no, i'm not being an ass about character writing, i actually love Nymiera after these regi quests. NPCs has always been talking how lovely and self-sacrifice she is and then we start uncover the layers about her, it's just so fascinating. Anyhow-
The thing i feel off about her is that...she sorta being picky with people lives?
Willing let a kid died because it's st that suppose to happen naturally. Nymiera was not suppose to be here thus she cannot interfere. Then saying that kid death is for Hazuki's development.
Compared with the whole recycling souls to make envoys better and better despite the facility is not up to OSHA standard. That is not natural. People suppose to move on and Nymiera know that, understand that and yet she willingly let the envoy program continue, because she fear death will take away the whole living beings.
Like, how do you judge someone and saying their death is beneficial for others. And as for others, they have more potentials so they are allowed to cheat death and continue living?
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🥹 shoutout to my euro bestie moot lina @snowflakenali for easing my genuinely debilitating fomo by not only getting me uk dragcon merch, but also mentioning me to daya who 😭 remembered me by name and Lit Up upon talking about me 😭, AND got a video of willow talking to me and saying my name and saying she’ll see me in april 😭 some public appreciation was necessary for dealing with paypal and crazy lines and for the soon to be hell of international shipping 🥹 and shoutout to my self proclaimed accountant jess @polychromeedge for Also helping me deal with the hell of paypal and always counseling me through my fomo and ridiculous levels of daya induced mental illness and getting excited for me to wake up and see images 🥰 and shoutout to my big sister ashie @dayabot for freaking out about dayasco with me 24/7 for days now and writing endless winding concepts about the vamp wives and coordinating posts with me and letting me send willow n boscy performance videos and endlessly enabling my terminal levels of boscobrain. and an overall shoutout to the gay community and dayasluts working together 😌
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A vent because I'm sad
Nothing beats the feeling of first crying in therapy about how your mom is kind of supportive but there's always the "but" (was talking about my autistic traits). "I have a feeling I seriously don't have enough energy to do that" "it's in the summer! And it's just a few shifts!!" Guess who feels like another burnout is on it's way now🙃
And I saw her after the therapy. We were talking about different things and she tells about this lovely couple (the story of these two married women made me really happy and beam from gay joy). But it made me really sad when I heard how gays like them are doing the queer representation right by living a "normal life" and not "trying to be every gay stereotype and a walking rainbow flag". Hold on, what do you mean by normal?? Who are we excluding here???? We can't take pride in our complex identities and express it openly? How is that inclusive and progressive? What if my queer expression wasn't as feminine and "digestible"(even with all my pride pins)?
I love how I happily said that the place they are working at could even have a rainbow flag somewhere! That'd be amazing! ..But I was answered with silence and then a comment on how the workplace already has an invisible pride flag all around it..
I feel like crying again but that could just be the oncoming *burnout*🤷♀️
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