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kuroakikitsune · 2 years

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#love it #my so called friends havent noticed a thing #ive been quiet in the gc which is unlike me yet still seeing everything and even making tweets that will #up in their feed because i was curious #to see if they even bothered checking out my profile #and if they do they dont care #not a single one of them has checked on me #yet as soon as one of them is acting different i check to make sure theyre ok #and if i say something in the gc ill get fake sympathy #i thought at least one would check on me #my mental health has been shit enough lately and now i see how easy they forget about me.#and despite all that i am still doing things for them #which they are ungrateful for #i want to not post tomorrow's maybe then theyll realise something is wrong #my birthday is next month and im curious if ill be forgotten #everyone elses bdays were remembered #and one of their birthdays would've been forgotten if i hadnt steped in #and yet the others will probably take all the credit for it #this really is depression season #i feel so lonely #i just want a genuine friend #someone whosl cares back #and not only when it suits them #someone actually puts me before their other friends #if anyone reads all this #you must be really bored #tumblr is like shouting into the void #which ironically is almost comforting #i need to stop caring so much about people and become more heartless #but itd not in my nature

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celluloidbroomcloset · 2 months

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No, y'know what? I love Season 2. I thought there was nothing wrong with Season 2 until I saw folks on here complaining about Season 2. I don't even care about the changes they might or might not have had to make, or the occasional pacing issues (Season 1 has pacing issues too, in places, but it's still great!).

THIS was the season that changed me. THIS was the one that made me go "huh, I need to think more about who I am."

Really tired of all the various caveats of "if only..." and "well, if Max hadn't..." and "this plot would've worked better..."

No. I love it. If it has to end there, I'm glad that's where it ends. I'd love to have more, but this worked so fucking well.

I love Season 2.

#ofmd #ofmd season 2 #edward teach #stede bonnet #gentlebeard #our flag means death #i get that folks are still upset about the cancellation #and so am i #but for now this is what we have and it's REALLY GOOD #too much depressive speculation and “look at what they took from us”#we got so much and that should be celebrated goddammit

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ballad-of-the-lamb · 2 months

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stuff drawn between things

#stream doodles #but not really i'm just using the tag to store my abandoned art #seasonal depression kicking my ass <- hates april #need narilamb motivation.#SAVE ME WHITE BOY (LAMB) SAVE ME

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idolo-mantis · 9 months

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Stede's cabin redecorated but with some signature Ed touches 👀

Heres to hoping we eventually get to see them bicker about interior design choices <3

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #the chair is all patched up and eds still got his skulls and candelabras #but the depression nest empty cabin is no more!#sure you cant really tell much about whats going on with just a bg shot out of context #but I sure will speculate!

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booasaur · 6 months

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Vigil - 1x04 || 2x02

#vigiledit #bbc vigil #amy silva #kirsten longacre #suranne jones #rose leslie #vigil spoilers #vigil 1x04 #vigil 2x02 #amy x kirsten #femslash related stuff #has anybody shotten their shot more successfully than kristen longacre seeing her tall hot boss #maybe for like five seconds aaliyah amrohi seeing a tall hot american :P #but kirsten was really like I'm going to climb that stern depressed lady who doesn't even know she likes women #and she was right!#just worked through all of amy's issues and now they're raising a kid and pregnant with another #season better end with a proposal!

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polin-erospsyche · 3 days

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I know it’s not the point but also this shot has me dying in laughter

Baby Thomas Elliot Bridgerton, Lord Featherington, just looks so unimpressed by his mama’s writing. This baby has just been born and already he’s a literary critic and thinks he can do so much better. He’s going to cause so much mayhem of his own one day to which Pen will just sigh inwardly, wondering what they’ve put out there in the world and Colin will just stand there all proud thinking “that’s my son” 😂

#he will put his parents to shame 😂#polin is not ready for the sheer amount of chaos their son will bring to the ton in 17 years #I suddenly really want to write a fic about Thomas Elliot Bridgerton Lord Featherington literary critic #breaker of hearts and down bad for one secret girl #the stupid jokes are coming back so I think I'm slowly getting over the depression era of post part 2 #lol 😂😂😂#protect that baby at all costs #polin #bridgerton #bridgerton season 3 #thomas bridgerton

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softerhaze · 2 years

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it’s howell-oween! 👻🎃

#ts4 #*ts4gameplay #z #s/o to those 2 days in game during fall where it's actually really pretty #and doesn't give me virtual seasonal depression #*sunday save #*sunday save gen 1

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trainingdummyrabbit · 6 months

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parents are really fascinating creatures. theyll watch this thing they brung into existence Stop eating Stop cleaning Stop going outside Stop doing much of anything Without being able to explain and theyll go Hm. Clearly This Thing Is A Spoiled Brat.

#like boss......read th room #like its really fascinating. would love to study it. but unfortunately ;#piktalk #every so often i think of that poem. or story. abt the little girl who was heavily depressed;#and her dad drove for hours through the night to get her almost out of season plums. because it might give her the hope to keep living.#because they wanted her to feel loved and safe and seen and heard.#i think about it sometimes.#anyway post cancelled once again thinking abt 'dad why do you have beef with me im 4 i love you'

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canisalbus · 10 months

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IDK if I'm phrasing this correctly, but in my brain, Vasco is, like, the personification (caninification?) of an afternoon chilling on a back porch swing.

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#ah #that's adorable #I can totally imagine him doing that #answered #anonymous #Vasco #to me he usually conjures the feeling of being warmed by sunlight #winters in northern Finland where I'm from tend to be pretty rough at least for me they are #they last about six months or so #sun starts to set earlier and earlier until it gets dark before 2 pm #in december the sun barely rises at all it's like this brief moment of twilight at noon between two 22+ hour nights #it gets harder to wake up in the morning and your energy levels plummet you go into battery saving mode #polar night messes up your brain seasonal depression gets really bad #and the cold and dark goes on and on and you feel like you'll never feel warm or happy or properly awake again #but eventually it starts to veer towards spring and on one day you notice that the sun is shining??!?!#not like bleakly and weakly but proper sunlight with warm hue and capability to actually warm the things it touches #you've forgotten what it looks like when it's truly light outside #and it's the craziest feeling to see bright natural light it blinds you and pierces right through into your very core #being kissed by the sun for the first time in months feels unreal it feels SO GOOD #I don't know it's probably not that big of a deal for people around me #but I personally react to things like changes in temperature and the amount of daylight pretty massively #I like to think that Vasco is a first ray of sunlight hitting you after you've spent what feels like an eternity in someplace cold and dark

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orions-beltloops · 6 days

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I mean if I was the doctor I would also want an emotional support girlboss with me at all times

#his addiction to women as a coping mechanism for his trauma is hilarious and depressing l #he’s like medically lonely #but god he really does latch on to nearest interesting woman he can find #also I’m on season 4 no spoilers #doctor who #tenth doctor #the tenth doctor #10th doctor

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madd-nix · 5 months

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Emmet celebrates another birthday alone, without Ingo.

This was also a bit of a vent art cuz my birthday is in a week (2/11) and I'm just not really looking forward to it. Another year where I've gotten nowhere close to any goals, my financial situation sucks, and no job wants me while my dad makes me feel like that's my fault for not trying hard enough.

Anyway, as always, why not impart my problems and depression onto my blorbo! Sorry Emmet.

#my art #vent art #pokemon #submas #emmet #subway boss emmet #subway master kudari #i literally can't tell if my current depression is seasonal winter depression or just cuz ive gone nowhere in life #and my dad is constantly making me feel like a disappointment #and of course i cant afford therapy #i remember months ago i had brought up the idea of counseling/therapy and he just said '#'with what money?'#yeah cool thanks dad you're really helping. not #anyway sorry i just needed to get this all out and of course im gonna give my problems and emotions to the blorbos

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spinetrick · 2 years

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responsible adult role models

#solar opposites spoilers #solar opposites season 3 #solar opposites #terry #korvo #the pupa #little buddy #i actually really loved the finale haha #the family experiences character development and gives up their consequence-free lifestyle all because they love the pupa? sign me up #nowhere near as depressing as s2e8 lol #plus they all look so cute and miserable with their tired eyebags #very excited to see what conflict this springs off next season

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nashvillethotchicken · 5 days

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Louis acting more traditionally masculine, aggressive and angry ways in Paris coinciding with his realization that he hasn't had real control over his life in 77 years because of armand

#hes having an episode #hes purging and engaging in sh like this is his most mentally unwell weve seen him #or at least recognizably unwell cus i dont think louis has ever been well on the show. even during the pilot pre lestat hes going thru it #but louis has lost control #hes distant from claudia he cant show affection to his partner everything with the coven and armand #the numbness he feels after he turns Madeleine like hes really had a manic episode immediately followed by a severe depressive state #louis lost control and whenever he loses control he either tries to get it back thru food restriction or being masculine and guess whos-#sitting with his legs wide open ogling men out it the open #yeah louis is goung thru it!!!! where is my demure young lady hes behaving like a skeeze #interview with the vampire #iwtv spoilers #louis de pointe du lac #interview with the vampire spoilers #iwtv s2 #iwtv season 2 #iwtv #amc iwtv #iwtv 2022 #ldpdl #and it coincides with his realization of how much hes been manipulated by armand

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beanghostprincess · 6 months

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I think Doffy loves Christmas. Fucking loves it. Adores it. It's a holiday focused on families. And he'd try to make everything perfect for the Donquixote family but somehow, after Cora's death, everything always goes wrong and it's so overwhelming and stressful that he cancels the whole thing. And in the end, he just spends Christmas drinking and crying, missing his brother and hating himself.

#merry christmas or something #i mean it's not christmas anymore but holiday season #at least in spain it's still christmas until like the 7th #anyway look at doffy being all pathetic and realizing his actions have consequences #aka ending up all alone and depressed #i love him your honor he's the worst person in the whole world #but have you considered that he's really sad and the only reason why he's obsessed with found families is bc of trauma #but he's also an awful person and would kick kids' presents for fun on the street #he'd also tell them santa isn't real #one piece #donquixote doflamingo #donquixote rosinante #donquixote family #donquixote brothers

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rithmeres · 2 years

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