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@lintubintu and studies you shall recieve!! @puuta-heinaa tagging you as well :D
everything apart from the green and pink is traced from many... many pictures of bojan I had saved in my bojan tag. I like how I started noticing little things about his face like how his left eyebrow (our right) is less filled in than the other one. I'm actually a little bit face blind, I can't picture anyones face in my mind at all, so doing studies of tracing like this helps me out so so much in getting a feel for how someone actually looks :)
#my art studies#I've actually done this for jan and jere as well#though i feel like i need to do jere again because i feel my style drifting into my usual default face again when i draw him#still doing studies like these is really fun for me#even if it took me almost 7 hours 😵💫
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we never go out of style || c.f.
CONTENTS
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
tw: skinny dipping- being naked in an unsafe situation
words: 2.8k
synopsis : things were always rocky for conrad and you. after the whole break up, will everything be the same the year later? or will it all turn to shit.
Ever since that stupid kiss everything has been complicated.
I wore the puffy dress for Susannah. The gorgeous but heavy puffy white dress.
It wasn't super hot out, but it felt like it was with this thing weighing me down. I did try my hardest to sit still for Susannah though.
"Everything okay?" Susannah asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Yes, just warm right now." I smiled.
"Just a little longer." Susannah said before looking back at the portrait and then sighing to look at me, "Don't you just love that dress."
I sighed, "Yep, I love it."
I didn't hate it, no, I just didn't love it either.
"You excited for the volleyball tournament?"
"Yeah, I can't wait! I had a lot of time during the school year with volleyball, so I think I'll do pretty good. My only worry is Belly and Steven."
"And which charity are you representing?" Susannah asked, smiling.
"Oh um, the same one you support." I said nodding, "The homeless women's shelter."
She chuckled softly, "That's sweet of you, Y/N/N. Thank you."
I nodded before messing with my dress again.
"Now sit still, I just need to add some more of those frills." Susannah said.
I began making my water, adding in electrolytes and everything.
My shirt had a "Team Y/N" name on the back and it had purple 3/4 length sleeves. I roughly put my hair in a ponytail.
"Hey, Y/N" Conrad said as he walked into the kitchen.
"Oh hey." I said, giving him a quick smile.
"What's that?" He asked.
I looked up to him. "Drugs." I said jokingly.
"Mm delicious." He responded, laughing a little. "Feeling good about the tournament?"
"Yeah, I'm ready." I said, nodding.
"You know, if you stay ready, you won't have to get ready later."
I laughed softly because of how dumb that had sounded from him. "That was, an interesting statement."
"Yeah." He said, laughing a little as well.
I continued with my water in front of me.
"Y/N" Conrad said, yet his voice dropped to seriousness.
"Mhm?" I hummed.
"I'm sorry."
"For what? Being cheesy?" I asked, raising an eyebrow as I looked up at him.
He sighed, "For being a jerk the other day, and pretending like I didn't remember, when I remember everything. I've been just replaying it over and over again in my head for the last couple of days."
I shook my head, "Conrad, I just don't know what you want me to say"
"I know, Y/N. It's to late, I get it. Um..."
I looked down awkwardly, not really understanding where Conrad was trying to go with this.
"Can I take you to the ball?"
I looked up at him strangely, "What?"
"I mean, I already know all the dances. It's no problem."
The doorbell rang, "Uh, I'll-I'll think about it."
As I opened the door, Taylor stood there.
"Taylor?!" I asked in surprise.
"Y/N?!"
We both hugged each other as Belly came down.
"You guys have some catching up to do." I said as I smiled.
"Y/N, don't think I didn't hear everything!" Belly called out as I walked up the stairs.
"Wait up!" Taylor called as her and Belly followed after me into my room.
Taylor put on her shirt as she asked my multiple questions and Belly answered them how she saw it.
"He was begging." Belly said.
"He was not begging" I said.
"He should be begging." Taylor said. "And this makes things so much more exciting because you get to tell him no."
I didn't answer as I looked through my phone.
Belly turned to me. "You're going to tell him no?"
"Well, I don't know. I don't have a date for the ball-"
"Okay ask Jere. It's not like you guys didn't kiss yesterday.
"You guys kissed?!" Taylor asked.
"No! It's not like that."
"Yes, it's totally like that!" Belly laughed.
Taylor was on my team, and Cameron was on Belly's team. I was pretty happy. But Cameron and Belly were a good duo, it made me more nervous.
The games started and Taylor and I went through the process.
Also with a random hand shake we had somehow made up on the spot.
"Play sharp, play smart." We both stated as we stood in our spots.
The whistle blew and the ball was thrown. The first round we had won, luck?
The second round against this team began again as I dived to get the ball with one hand.
"Nice!" I shouted as Taylor hit it over the net neatly.
Taylor fell hard on the ground as she attempted to get the ball. I ran quickly over to her.
"Oh my god, are you okay?" I asked.
"No, it's just... ugh, my ankle."
"Here, let me help you." I said as I grabbed her arms.
"You okay, Taylor?" Jeremiah called out from the stands.
"Yeah, I just like twisted it."
Taylor turned over to Jeremiah, "Can you sub, please?" She asked, taking off her shirt and throwing it over to him.
And here, the games began again, as I stood playing next to Jeremiah.
I practiced the handshake with him and he immediately got it.
I wouldn't say he was the best at volleyball, but he wasn't the worst. Yet he was better the first couple of rounds that he did play. The more we played, the worst his game got.
I ran into his arms as he gave a good throw. "Yeah!" I shouted.
Because of that, we were able to make it to the second game.
The second game was harder. The girls took it much more seriously than the guys we played against before.
Jeremiah had missed the ball as it went under his arms.
One round, the ball didn't even go over the net and he was flung into it.
I grew a little more frustrated as each round happened. I had to win.
"Okay, don't look at me, watch the ball." I stated.
"You got it." He said as he looked at me and the ball passed right by his face.
"Jere focus!" I yelled.
The score was now 10 to 2. And I wish I could say that we were 10.
I sighed as I looked at the score board. Now 17 to 7. "Ref can we get a time out." I said as the whistle blew.
I looked over, seeing Conrad staring straight at me from the side lines.
"I'm so sorry, Jeremiah, but I have to win this, okay?"
"Yeah, I get it." he said.
"Conrad, can you sub in." I asked.
Jeremiah took off the shirt, tossing it over to Conrad.
"Where do you want me?" Conrad asked.
"The start up." I said.
"All right, let's do this." He patted a hand on my back.
I definitely made the right move. Conrad knew how important this was for me and he definitely helped. I should've picked him as my volleyball partner all along, I justt forgot how could he was.
I smiled and laughed with Conrad as the ball was just inches away from being out when he threw it over. He ran to me and hugged me, lifting me off the ground a little.
The semi finals were hard. We were going up against Cam and Belly. I did a quick handshake with Conrad before getting in the zone. It was a close match. Closer than all the rest that happened today, but Conrad and I still beat them.
It was now left to us versus Shayla and Steven.
The game went back and forth as our scores were always almost tied.
"That was it. You got it." Conrad said as we stood in the middle of the court, doing our small handshake.
I hit the ball and watched as Shayla and Steven were too far, not being able to run after it. It fell to the ground on their side.
"Oh!" Conrad exclaimed as we both started jumping up and down in excitement.
He hugged me and now fully lifted me off the floor as we celebrated our win.
Susannah had made it to the mic quicker than I anticipated as she shouted, "And the winners are Y/N L/N and Conrad Fisher!"
"Nice game." I said to Shayla and Steven as they congratulated us.
Susannah came running at us with the large trophy, giving me a hug.
"You guys were amazing." She said, "Oh, you two make such a great team. Did you ask her yet?"
"Ask me what?" I asked.
"To be your escort." Susannah said, smiling. "I told him he had to ask you, since, you know, you haven't decided yet."
"Congratulations!" Laurel said as she hugged Conrad and I.
I avoided making eye contact with Conrad. He was forced into asking me to be my escort. He didn't want to.
"Nice ankle." I said laughing as I pushed Taylor lightly into Belly.
"Hey, Y/N." I heard Nicole say from behind me.
"Oh, hi Nicole." I said.
"Um, so my dad's boat just came up from Anguilla and I was wondering if you'd like to come and have some pizza and a rosé in a few hours? It's just something fun to end the day. And you all are welcome to come." Nicole said as she motioned to Belly and Taylor besides me.
"Will Kayla be there?" Taylor asked.
"You mean Shayla, and no, she has plans with Liam and everyone." Nicole said.
"Oh yeah, we'll be there." Taylor said, giving her a smile.
"See you later, Nicole!" I said as Belly dragged me with her and Taylor.
We walked n the dock. Taylor wearing a blue cropped tank top with jean shorts and two fishtail braids, Belly wearing her hair curled, with a bright pink top and blue jean shorts, and I was wearing a black and white tube top with a pair of low waisted jean shorts.
The girls were talking about boy drama and school stuff as I walked besides them. On a large boat stood 4 girls and one in a red crew neck.
"Girls."
"What?" They both asked before their eyes lay on the large boat.
"Y/N!" Nicole yelled as she waved from on top of the boat.
"Fuck me." Taylor said as Belly said, "Oh my god."
We did many things before the sunset, but once it got dark, we started saying truths and putting a finger down each time we had done something.
Belly had most of her fingers still up, and I had most of mine as well, not budging for most of them.
"Put a finger down if you've ever made out with Jeremiah Fisher." Taylor said, smirking at me.
I rolled my eyes as I put down one of my fingers.
The girls gasped as Gigi acted as if her heart was just shot.
"Wow, I'm sorry Gigi." I laughed.
"No it's fine, take my man." She said as she laughed as well.
"It wasn't anything. I didn't even mean for it to happen, nor did I really want it."
"I always thought there was something going on with you and Conrad, I guess I had the wrong brother though." Nicole said.
I hummed a 'mhm' to her, not really knowing what to say.
"Put a finger down if you've ever gone skinny-dipping at Hopper's Cove." Nicole said.
"Is that a dare?" Taylor asked.
"Oh absolutely." Nicole responded.
Taylor, Belly, and I were the first to hop in as we all splashed each other with the cold water. Yeah, it was kind of awkward just being naked, but it also felt freeing.
"Hey! Watch out for Jellyfish, I don't want to have to pee on any of you guys." Gigi exclaimed as she ran down the dock.
"The other two girls are missing out." Taylor said as she laughed.
Nicole agreed, "Yeah I was expecting them to come as well.
"Nicole." Gigi called out.
"Yeah?" Nicole asked.
"Conrad's texting you."
"Okay, coming." Nicole said as she swam over.
"I actually like them." Taylor said from beside us, which made us laugh.
The lights of the cars shown brightly before us.
"I knew they were bitches." Taylor spat.
"What's happening." Belly asked.
"Fuck." I mumbled as I swam closer to the dock.
Taylor got to the dock before I could.
"They took everything." She said. "Except for Y/N's phone, which has a really incriminating text from Connie..."
"Wait what? What does it say?" I asked as I swam right beside Taylor.
"My mom did ask me to ask you to the ball, but that's not why I did it. I did it because I wanted to." Taylor read out.
"Oh my god." Belly and I both said in unison.
Belly and Taylor both began questioning what to do, trying to make the best out of the situation which only made me laugh.
"We can not walk home naked." Belly said.
"What about that?" I asked, pointing to a boat cover.
I could see Taylor tense up from beside me.
"No." She whined.
We began our walk home, draped in a boat covering. It was cold, and we smelled like a boat, which didn't make anything any better.
"I don't know what I'm going to do." I said. Taylor seemed to understand.
"Pick Jeremiah duh." She said from beside me.
"But, Susannah told me to give people second chances. We didn't know anything when we first dated. It's different now." I said.
"Y/N, I'll support you, I just don't want you to get hurt." Belly said from beside me.
"I still think about when Conrad and I were still dating. How safe he made me feel." I said.
"But Jeremiah is head over heels for you." Taylor said from beside me.
"Okay? What If I don't know if I like him." I stated, puffing out a sigh.
I don't know when, or how, but we had somehow gave up on walking home as we just prayed and sat on the curb.
Two bright car lights came and all of us sighed.
"God, they're going to lecture us." I mumbled.
"Oh my god, Y/N, are you okay?" Jeremiah asked.
"What are you doing here." Taylor said, venom lacing her voice as she looked at Conrad.
"Nicole... she had told me um..." He motioned to the covering on us.
"I hope you told her to watch her back." Taylor said.
Conrad nodded as we took the plastic bag of our clothes.
We walked to the lights of the cars as we told them to hold the covering up as we began to redress ourselves.
"Are you going with Jeremiah or Conrad?" Belly asked me.
"I don't know. I guess, Conrad." Was all I could say.
"Crazy night." Conrad said as I hopped into the passenger seat of his car.
"Yeah, it didn't have to be though." I said, staring at him, "Quit playing these stupid games with me. I don't know if you want me or not, but I want a clear answer."
He didn't say anything has he drove.
"I'm sorry, but I've made my decision, and I'm asking Jeremiah to be my escort." I said.
Conrad's emotion didn't change much, but I could see the way his hand grew tenser on the wheel and how his other hand was stiff around the gear shift.
I didn't want the drama. And if I brought Conrad as my escort, there would be more drama than I needed.
That night, I slept in Belly's room, having a sleepover with Taylor and her.
I scrolled endlessly on my phone, not being able to fall asleep.
And of course, Conrad just had to text me.
"U up?" was all he asked.
I sighed as I got up quietly from the bed, walking out of the room without waking any of the girls up.
I walked out onto the dock, seeing Conrad's figure.
"Hey." was all he said, his voice deep and raspy.
"What the hell do you want from me? You're so fucking confusing Conrad! I can't figure out what you want or what you don't want. I don't want to deal with your stupid goddamn texts either. Everything bad happens when you text me." I yelled at him.
"I know, I know. I'm sorry, I really am. I feel like I keep doing the wrong things when it's about you." He stumbled over a few of his words before digging into his pocket.
"This is yours. Uh, you don't have to keep it or anything. I just..."
I took out the moon necklace. Which wasn't even mine. It fit him. It was him. I was the sun, he was the moon. I was a hot headed girl and he knew how to calm me down.
"What?" I asked.
"I just..." He moved closer to me. "I just don't want to lose you."
Conrad's hand was touching my arm, and we were inches apart again.
"I've given you chances. I just don't know what to do anymore, Connie." I said.
He nodded.
I didn't have much to say anymore. I left him on the dock. I didn't want to deal with him.
I was the sun, and Conrad was the moon. We were two very different people.
#conrad fisher x reader#jeremiah fisher#the summer i turned pretty#conrad x y/n#tsitp#belly conklin#conrad fisher#steven conklin#taylor jewel#susannah beck#susannah fisher#laurel conklin#summer#tsitp season 1#tsitp season 2
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*sneezes on michael* pls become more sick and die rn
ACT 1
Jeremy: *sobs* NO STOP
Rich: I fEeL iRrEllIveNt iLl jUsT LeAVe *puts gun up to head*
Jeremy: RICH NONONONO *hugs him*
Rich: wth mAn iM trYinG ro leT u aNh mIcheal bE alOne *still has gun up to head*
Jeremy: Rich please stop. I love youuuuuu- PLATONICALLY
Rich: wEll tO bAD *moves gun to stomach and pulls trigger*
Jeremy: Rich-
Rich: sh-shit that w-was a bad idea wasn’t it..*starts bleeding* f-fuck
Michael: omg rich!!! *speed dials 911*
Rich: hah.. *coughs up blood* t-thit
Michael: rICH YOU GOTTA BREATHE PLEASE
Rich: *coughs more* o-ok god well… nice kn-nowin ya…. *tries to breathe*
Michael: uM THINK ABOUT JAKE??
Rich: h-heh *smiles a bit and coughs more*
Jake: oMG RICH??? *sobs* DUDE BRO??
Rich: *hugs* i-its ok… *dies some more* ou-uch…
Jake: omg omg omg ok bro dude you’ll be fine right?? it’s like the fire??? you’ll be fine???
Rich: y-yeah…. *passes out from so much blood loss*
Hospital people: OMG!! QUICK GET HIM IN THE VEHICLE FOR THE HEALTH!!
Heath vehicle people: *throws rich in the heath vehicle*
Jake: *intense sobbing*
Rich: *passes out still*
Heath vehicle people: *gets in front of health vehicle about to drive*
Jake: *stops the health vehicle* let me go with my bf pls
Heath vehicle people: sure why not kid don’t kill him though or else we will lose some money
Jake: *cartwheels into the heath vehicle with rich* babe omg awaken pls
Rich: *tumbles on over to Jake and hugs him still passed out*
Jake: omg rich ily bab *kiss*
All the healthy bros working at that heath place: *fixes rich*
(1 hour later)
Rich: *wakes up*
Jake: *hugs rich* omg babe you almost died I missed you
Rich: *hugs tighter* i-im ok *smiles*
Jake: *all the kisses* please don’t do that again rich
Rich: I won’t d-don’t worry *still shaking a bit*
Jake: *breaks the health place rules and lays next to rich bc he needs all the hugs*
Rich: *hugs* your great
Jake: *kisses our favorite short boy on the nose* so are you
Rich: *cuddles*
Jake: *gently cuddles and whispers v nice things to rich*
Rich: *falls asleep cuddling jake*
Nice classic time skip
Jake: *carries rich to Rich’s house*
Rich’s mom: WHAT’S THIS RICH
Rich: *wakes up* NOTHING MOM
Rich’s dad: I THOUGHT U WERE TO MUCH OF A LOSER TO HAVE FRIENDS
Rich: *sobs a bit* y-yes dad I am..
Jake: rich it’s okay— *plays with Rich’s hair bc our boy* it’ll be okay
Rich’s mom: EXCUSE ME CHILD BUT WHY ARE YOU HARASSING MY SERVANT
Rich: *sobs*
Rich’s dad: QUIT CRYING YOU PIECE OF SHIT
Rich: *holds back tears* yes dad
Rich’s dad: CALL ME SIR
Rich: yes sir…
Jake: *angry Jake pulls a jake* eXCUSE ME SHITHEADS BUT WHY ARE YOU HARRASSING MY BOYFRIEND BC IF YOU DO I WILL SLAP A BITCH OR TWO
ACT 2
Rich: *clings onto jake*
Rich’s dad: SERVANT WHAT IS THIS PEASANT TALKING ABOUT
Rich’s mom: ARE YOU GAY!!!! *pulls out shotgun about to shoot jake*
Rich: *v v v scared* —- MOM NO
Rich’s mom: WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU BITCH
Rich: b-because I love him!!!!
Jake: *shields rich bc oh no*
Rich’s mom: *boom boom tries to shoot rich but oh damn she shoots jake*
Rich’s dad: good job wife you killed it
Rich’s mom: yeah
Jake: *passed out oops*
Rich: WHAT THE FUCK MOM *starts sobbing* YOU ARE ALL FUCKING BATHSTARDS AND IF I COULD YOU WOULD BE DEAD BY NOW *v sob* stay with me Jake… it’s ok….
Rich’s mom: FUCK U *trys to shoot rich but has no bullets* SHIT
Rich’s dad: LET’S GET OUT BEFORE THE COPS COME!!
(Rich’s parents run away)
Rich: s-stay with me… *calls 911*
Jake: *jake wakes up a little* I’m f-fine— rich I’ll be fine— *passes out again*
Rich: *screams to 911* GOD FUCKING DAMNIT HELP ME *starts sobbing over jake*
(Health vehicle people arrive)
Heath vehicle people: ugh u agian. Get him in the heath vehicle u are not coming
Rich: *slowly pulls out gun* do You wanna be the next one in the health vehicle?
Health vehicle people: OK YOU CAN COME JEEZ…
Healthy health people: *fix jake*
29 hours later
Jake: *jake awake* rich-?
Rich: *jumps-ish onto jake* I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD *happy sobs*
Jake: oW- *hugs rich weakly sksksk* I told you I’d be okay— *haha weak laugh*
Rich: *hugs tightly telling Jake jokes*
Jake: you’re so small and perfect… *boops Richard Goranski Bc that’s the tea*
Rich: *crosses eyes for a moment and blushes* your perfect too
Jake: I wanna sleep—- *woah Jake falls asleep*
Wreck it Ralph thanos hobo guy: *fortnite dances in* hey kids want a beverage *gives rich a “perfectly normal” drink* I’m a healthy health bro so you can trust me ok bye
Rich: ooooo drinks *drinks the drink* wait. This is.
Wreck it Ralph thanos hobo guy: MTN DEW >:)
ACT 3
Rich: *starts screaming and rolling around on the ground and overall dying*
Jake: *screams and wakes up to his bf having a seizure omg* rich?? babe??? bro??? are you okay??? *panic panic panic*
Rich: AWUHHDHXNHRNCJDBJSNWKDNEONCIENXLWNDOCNEKCNIENCJDBDJSMLAHHBSHHhHHhHHHhhhhh *rolls around holding head* H-HELP JAKE HELP…!.! A..A.AJHhh d9g xhdhxudnkshJHHJDHDBIDNRIEW
Jake: rich- Richard what’s wrong?? Tell me please- talk to me— what’s wrong-
Wreck it Ralph thanos hobo guy: *yeets himself out the window*
Rich: *stops screaming* hhh….* turns to jake crying and sweating* i-its back jake… it’s back.. *has a panic attack and moves closer to jake* j-jake it’s b-back *keeps crying*
Jake: rich- rich come here- it’s going to be alright- I love you babe- *kisses rich on the top of his head bc our boy*
Rich: *cuddles up to jake still sobbing a bit and shaking*
Squip(dark Kermit): OK first order of buisness. Ditch this goon.
Rich: WH-what!! Never!! *still sobbing and holds onto jake tightly*
Jake: *hugs onto rich tightly* it’ll be okay—- I’m here— you’re okay-
Dark Kermit: disgusting. You seriously want this… thing? Nah- go for… chloe?
Rich: n-no!!! He'th amazing!!!
Dark Kermit: mutters- optic nerve blocking on- fine. We’ll have to do this the hard way.
Rich: j-JAKE!! WHAT DID YOU DO WITH JAKE!!
Jake: Rich? Why’re you yelling- it’s okay-
Dark Kermit: STOP WITH THE LISP! Jesus… you’re such a bad person.
Rich: *sobs* i-im not that bad…
Dark Kermit: why would this hooligan hang around you if you aren’t bad
Rich: HE'TH BEAUTIFUL!!
Dark Kermit: yeah, just like you right?
Rich: … *silently crys* i-im not- not that bad……… im not b-bad..
Dark Kermit: your terrible. The lisp make you worse. And this whippersnapper. He makes you terrible. Cut him off
Jake: rICH? RICH THIS ISN’T FUNNY. TALK TO ME-
Rich: WAIT WHERE DID JAKE GO- JAKE WHERE ARE YOU!! WHAT HAPPENED!! JAKE DON’T LEAVE ME PLEASE….. don’t leave me alone….
Jake: *hugs rich* I’m right here— I’m here-
Dark Kermit: ew push him off you
Rich: I-i can feel you i just can’t thee you… Kermit heth…. I can’t thee you please….. just…. *sobs*
Jake: I’m here- that’s all that matters- I’m here- it’s okay *all the kisses* lemme call up my homie Michael *calls up his homie michael*
Michael: yeah sup
Jake: I need mtn dew red
Michael: yeah come to my house
Jake: why
Michael: I’m comfortable
Jake: fine
Rich: d-don’t leave me!!!!! *moves around trying to find jake* don’t leave me!! *tears up*
Jake: I’m going to pick you up, okay babe? *bOOM picks up rich bridal style bc owo* *runs on over to his homie Michael’s house* MICHAELLLLL
Michael: I’m in my room, bitch
Rich: *clings onto jake*
Dark Kermit: ok I’m back from japan and my spa. What’s been happ- OH MY GOD YOURE IN THHE PRESENCE OF TWO LOSERS! GET OUT OF THERE.
Jake: *runs to our homie michaels room*
Dark Kermit: im done *starts to take control of rich’s legs
Rich: *clings onto jake tighter* he’s gonna t-take control *starts moving legs trying to get up* j-jAKE DON’T LET ME GO WHATEVER YOU DO WHATEVER I SAY DON’T LET GO OF ME *clings tighter*
Jake: *hugs rich tighter sksksk*
Dark kermit: jfc this is boring uh—- *makes rich punch Jake in the nose* thereee
Jake: *gasp-* ow— oW *cries*
Rich: I’M SORRY *sobs* I DIDN’T MEAN TO *sobs a lot and clings onto jake v tightly* PLEASE DON’T LET ME GO…. u-unless I hurt you agian…. I don’t want y-you getting hurt *v sob v sad*
Dark Kermit: *makes rich kick Jake in the ribs bc this is the tea* hah hah hah
Jake: ooWwww *drops rich and doubles over bc ow pain*
Michael’s first mom: Michael your friends are here!
Michael’s second mom: Michael your friends are fighting!
Rich: I-IM SO SORRY I-
Dark Kermit: *makes rich y’all ooo the tea*
“Rich”: I hate you ew you’re gross go die
Jake: rich??? that- that’s mean…
Michael: CAN YOU GUYS KEEP IT DOWN IM TRYNA FIND THE MTN DEW— AND WATCH HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
Rich: i- I didn’t mean it it was the squip I swear!!!!! Please just find the mtn dew.. I can’t hurt you anymore…. *single tear*
Dark Kermit: mmm nahhh
“Rich”: just leave omg I’m lying to you. I’ve always hated you, douche. Go die—
Jake: riCHARD!
Michael’s mom pt. 1: Michael who do you hang out with?!
Michael’s mom pt. 2: Do we need to have a talk??
Michael: CAN EVERYONE SHUT UP?!
Rich: i…. i
Dark Kermit: you’re so bad at this
“Rich”: just leave. Leave!!
Michael’s moms pts 1&2: this is like a soap opera omg
Michael: Jesus why is my room a mess..-
Jake: rich please stop…
Rich: I’M TRYING!! *sobs* HE'TH TAKING OVER…
Michael: bAM FOUND IT *michael makes an entrance dododo* here— *shoves that tasty mtn dew red down Rich’s throat*
Jake: riCH?
Rich: *still sobbing* he- he'th gone…. *hugs jake* I’M SO SORRY… ALL OF THAT WAS NOT TRUE I-I DON’T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME
Jake: it’s okay… it’s okay… I’m here… *hugs rich bc he deserves all the hugs*
Michael: can you guys get out of my house bc jere is coming over—
Jake: jfc *picks up rich and kisses his nose uwu* lets go babe
ACT 4
Rich: *holds onto jake* thanks for that… you know.. getting rid of the squip and all for me *kisses Jake bc he is a hero*
Jenna: *has filmed entire thing from ACT 1 to act 3* heh heh heh heh >:)
Jake: I love you so much babe- *all the kisses sksksksksk*
Jenna: *still filming all this hot tea*
Rich: I love u to :) *so much of the kisses*
Jenna: *stops film* YO GAYS
Rich: *turns around* thit-
Jake: oh- um- *lets go of rich* hiii jennaaaaa———
Jenna: look what i got *holds up camera*
Rich: no no no no no no no it’s not what it looks like…
Jenna: OK so I’ll go tell Madeline Jake is single then ok?
Rich: —————–JAKE IS MINE
Jake: Jenna, what’re you going to do with that recording? *hugs rich bc iconic*
Jenna: oh idk, defiantly NOT show the school… yeah! Because I want to not be cool. Sure…. NO. I am showing EVERYONE!!
Rich: *hides behind Jake scared*
Jake: J-Jenna! You wouldn’t do that- right?? Right??
Jenna: Yes I would! In fact, I already shared it with clohe, Brooke, and Madeline! They will share will share with evreyone else since they are v popular.
Rich: *continues hiding behind jake*
Jake: *hugs rich close to himself*
Chloe: *screeches and jumps outta tree* oH MY GOD!!! THAT IS SO GAY!
Rich: *hugs Jake sobbing* why do we have to c-come out by gossip…
Jake: *rubs Rich’s back* it’ll be okay, babe. I’m here… *kisses Rich’s head bc my sons*
Jenna: this will be the talk of the school tomorrow! I can’t wait!
Rich: i-i don’t wanna be cool anymore… *hugs Jake tighter*
Jake: shhh… it’s okay…
WOW LOOK THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL
Bully McGee: *slides on over to Rich’s dms and life tbh* hey gay. you’re gay. haha dummy
Rich: ……. *moves closer to jake*
Jake: *punches bully mcgee* go away.
Jenna: oh it’s my second favorite gays! How are you two?
Rich:(sarcasm alert) oh you know, bullied here, getting called a faggot there. Good times, good times. *leans on Jake*
Jake: *kisses rich on the nose* Stop being so angry *laughs*
Madeline: *stomps on over to jakey d and rich* jAKE. HOW COULD YOU DATE ME, AND THEN JUST THINK YOU CAN CONVERT TO A FAG? I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU.
Jake: Madeline- calm down-
Madeline: NO. I WILL NOT. YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME. *sLAPS JAKE BC TEA* *sassily walks away*
Jake: *cries* I didnt mean to hurt anyone…
ACT 5
Rich: thes a bitch jake, don’t let that get to you *hugs jake* if it makes you feel any better, you know I love you *smiles*
Jake: mhm… *digs his face into Rich’s hair bc wow*
Hobo’s cousin: hey bitches it’s me 😏 who wants a nice quality tic tac
Rich: no thanks I’m good
Jake: idk gimme one *inhales a tic tac*
Hobos cousin: oh yeah take mtn dew *shoves it down jake’s throat*
Jake: *intense screaming*
Rich: JAKE ARE YOU OK *holds jake*
Jake: rich- babe- th-there’s a man behind you— he’s— scary— *cuddles into rich* rich I’m scared— what happened???
Live action squidward (SQUIP): why the fuck is this short little asshole touching you ew
Jake: uH?
Rich: *holds Jake tighter bc he’s special* i-its ok dude…i think it’s a thquip…
Jake: *sobs into Rich’s shoulder* I want it to be gone- it’s- it’s scary- and mean-
Squidward: ew you make me want to poop
Jake: *screaming*
Jenna: wow this is tea *films Jake literally dying*
Rich: *plays with his hair to calm him down* i-its ok bro it’s fine I got u man… (in his head: THIS IS NOT FINE)
Jake: *sits on the floor with his knees pulled up to his chest* rich— I’m scared—
Squidward: hi I’m a robot beeply booply
Rich: Its ok bb i got u.. *sits next to Jake pulling him closer*
Squidward: what does this fag think he’s doing. Get him away he might give you rabies
Jake: *hugs into rich* go away squidward—
Squidward: *makes Jake push rich away* there you go
“Jake”: what am I doing? I should be with Madeline
Rich: w-what…?
Squidward: hehehheheh
“Jake”: yeah! YOU DO realize no one likes you right? You just a flat out loser. I can’t belive I Dated you
Rich: n-no… it’s the thquip… *starts to cry*
“Jake”: no, this is just me. Plain. Old. Jake.
Squidward: nice job me! Well thank you me
Jake: rich I- *BAM the squip shuts off his vocal chords bc omg tea*
Squidward: I am just so good at this
Rich: you what….
Squidward: heh heh heh
“Jake”: I hate you.
Rich: o-oh yeah cool….. *looks away crying*
Jake: *starts sobbing and hugs rich*
Squidward: hehehe 😎😎
Rich: t-thorry for being alive….
Squidward: look what you did to your friend. You’re such an asshole
Jake: *intense sobbing and shaking*
“Jake”: you should be sorry. you’re the ugliest, stupidest, worst person I’ve ever met. your short and you have a lisp which is ugly af
Rich: F-FINE I N-NEVER LIKED U ANYWAYS… *runs to Jake’s house sobbing and shaking*
Squidward: *BAM wow look Jake can talk again*
Jake: RICH WAIT- *sONIC RUNS AFTER RICH* RICH STOP I DIDN’T MEAN IT- IT WASN’T ME-
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잡아줘 Analysis
this is the analysis for the 3rd track of 회양연화 pt. 1 or The Most Beautiful Moment in Life pt. 1.
i will be analysing 2 components - music and lyrics.
disclaimer: this is just my opinion, feel free to disagree. do let me know your thoughts in my askbox
overall: i think this song is interesting in a way that i could safely say that it definitely is some kind of slow modern pop song because of the choice of synths being used. especially since it is heavily integrated in the verses and choruses as well hence giving the song its distinct colour. yet, this song is also composed by Taehyung who was excited to get his royalty fee lmao. but anyway, from the music that Taehyung has introduced here and currently such as 네시 and his written chorus for spring day, one could tell he is heavily into those slow songs, songs that are able to enhance his vocal tone and colour considering his low timbre. but asides from that, this song definitely fits the theme of youth, the synths used just sound like any youth would be familiar to.
music: so the music starts out with 3 seconds of cars passing by before the piano comes in at 0:04, a lovely melody is being played, balancing between the bass and melodic lines of the piano and at 0:10, the sound of something flickering can be heard it’s very subtle and even at 0:13-0:14, another sound could be heard, something being dragged (?) or opened, the sound is quite diverse. even at 0:16, there are sounds of a phone being vibrated and sampled inside, interesting choice. at 0:19-0:20 one can hear the piano slowing down, only playing crotchets as such. until the snapping of fingers come in at 0:21 just in time with jungkook doing some riffs at the beginning. but the distinct sounds of the snapping in time with jungkook’s riffs and that one synth until at 0:34 when namjoon comes in with his own style of slow rap together with the drum beats as an intro.
during namjoon’s part, the percussion has change slightly, and more into the usage of the distinct synth. interesting that at 0:48, there’s another use of a synth to signal the second part of namjoon’s rap, the kind of style we are more used to listen to. his style here is interesting as he deliberately elongates the last word of each line without making it sound too much. i like how he has used a bit of doubling from 1:00-1:02 though it’s still him, it’s a nice change between the tones of his voice. again with that same synth as the intro before it moves on to yoongi’s part at 1:05.
yoongi’s part here is important as a buildup to the prechorus and chorus. his style of rapping here is slower as well, then again this song doesn’t need fast rapping either. yoongi’s rap here sounds more of him speaking rather than rapping. also, the synths and percussion are gone, leaving the snapping sample inside, this part sounds more calm and reserved. during yoongi’s part, you could also hear jungkook doubling for him just to make the sound more fuller. by this way, it makes the transition better to jungkook who is doing the prechorus at 1:11 and before the beat drops for the chorus at 1:15. it is interesting that during the prechorus, the best still remained as the snapping but what gave it away to be the prechorus was jungkook’s singing that builds up.
then the chorus comes at 1:15 together with taehyung’s dominant vocals with jungkook underlying him. can we appreciate taehyung’s vocals here!!! also the beat change is interesting with some layers of different synths!!! afterwards jungkook becomes the dominant vocal while taehyung underlies him. i feel as though those synths are echoing. and then jimin comes into the picture at 1:34 with jungkook underlying him. i find it interesting that this chorus has a second part which is at 1:45 with jungkook again and then finally, seokjin comes in at 1:51 with jungkook doubling and then at 1:57, jimin comes back in again with jungkook coming back in at 2:03. what is interesting is that this chorus is longer in a way that apart from it having 2 parts in the chorus, a lot of the lines includes the vocal line to stretch their last words of each line to create an effect not to mention their brief ‘oh’s are also extended, yet the beat jere is pretty much driven by synths and percussion.
and at 2:09 we have that same synth that is being used to introduce a new part of the song which is hoseok’s part at 2:09, in which he starts off speaking before his rap comes in at full force at 2:11 with the help of the synth to signal his entrance. what’s cool is that during the brief 5 seconds, in between hoseok’s lines are someone’s hums, to me, it feels as if its yoongi because of the low range and the timbre but i cant be too sure about that, its so subtle but it’s needed to make the song sound not too empty. with hoseok’s rap at full force by 2:17, the same synth synth and a little bit of percussion is being used, there isn't a need to have a full beat since after all its the verse. but later at 2:31 we can hear the synth again to signal hoseok’s 2nd part of his rap just in time with ‘cry cry cry’. i really like hoseok’s kind of rapping here because the frustration can be heard inside together with how he can manipulate the beat in time with his slightly more aggressive rapping here, not to mention he does his own doubling at 2:38 onwards before yoongi’s part at 2:45 together with the synth being used again. interesting to see that hoseok does his doubling this time round but the contrast between his doubling and his lines are so clear.
then we have yoongi again doing his calm rapping as a buildup for jimin to take over at 2:52 again with the snapping of fingers that drives the song!!! and at 2:58 we have the same synth being used as a signal for the chorus again!!! with jungkook blessing us with his vocals, but here his voice itself is filling the whole lines without a need to double. and that at 3:14, seokjin’s vocals are shining with jungkook underlying it towards the end of seokjin’s lines. at 3:21 you can hear jimin’s ad-libs of ‘trust me’ in between seokjin’s lines of ‘can you trust me’. the beat is pretty much similar to the 1st chorus but here, they cut the chorus quite short with yoongi taking over at 3:27. from 3:27 to 3:40, till the end of yoongi’s part, they switched it up by having yoongi’s sounding more muffled than his usual rap style, but here to make it up for the muffled sounds, they paid more attention to the beats being used. from 3:27 to 3:29, a very faint piano melody was used, and someone’s grunts/breaths could be heard at 3:30 and 3:33 and a very faint use of percussion. yet towards the end of yoongi’s part, you could hear the crescendo and the buildup. what was interesting was at 3:41 with yoongi’s ‘girl’ being drawled out more. a synth was used at 3:42 to 3:45 before jimin comes in again at 3:47 to 3:57 with jungkook and him doing some ad-libs, making use of the amount of time they had here.
and then jimin’s high note at 3:58 and if I'm not wrong, jungkook is also singing here but at a lower register. and then the chorus comes again for the last time at 4:00 with jungkook being more dominant yet taehyung’s vocals underlying his. in this chorus, jimin and jungkook are making use to do more adlibs in between to give it an effect to say that this is the last chorus. the beat is pretty much the same as all the choruses, no changes there and then at 4:28, all singing comes to an end, and what is left is a few bits of the synth and silence.
lyrics: i find that the lyrics for the song is for comfort, to comfort oneself and asking that special person to give comfort, for reassurance and to hold him tight.
술잔을 비우니 그리움이 차는구나 그냥 다 지고 볼 걸 왜 난 따지고 봤을까 길가에 버려진 쓰레기봉투까지도 바람에 쓸쓸한 소리를 내 나의 백지에 널 좀 덧칠했을 뿐인데 정신 차려보니 이미 한 폭의 그림이 돼 너와 난 핸드폰 떨어지면 고장 날 걸 너도 알잖아 너의 체취만이 날 온전하게 해 어서 날 안아
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I empty my drink but it gets filled with loneliness I should’ve just given in, why did I argue all the time? Even the trash bag thrown away on the street Makes a lonely sound in the wind All I did was color you in my white, blank paper But then I realized, it already became a finished picture You and I are like cell phones When we’re apart, you know we’ll be broken Only your scent completes me Hurry and hug me
namjoon’s lyrics are so beautifully written, clear scenarios can be formed with this, not to mention, how he chooses his words carefully for that effect, relationship-related etc not to mention, it shows the reliance on the special person.
꽉 잡아줘 날 안아줘 Can you trust me, can you trust me, can you trust me 꽉 끌어안아줘 꽉 잡아줘 날 안아줘 Can you trust me, can you trust me 제발 제발 제발 끌어안아줘
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Hold me tight, hug me Can you trust me, can you trust me can you trust me Pull me in tight Hold me tight, hug me Can you trust me, can you trust me Please, please, please pull me in and hug me
again the chorus, with the lyrics clearly showing how much one wants comfort, to hold him tight.
너의 품, 너의 온기, 너의 마음 다시 보고 싶다고 빌어 지금 이 순간 따스한 꽃 향기 바람도 구름 한 점 없이 맑은 저기 하늘도 다 모든 게 차갑고 저 맑은 하늘도 다 어두워 너 빼면 시체인 내가 무슨 숨을 쉬어 아파 나 항상 cry cry cry 나 미치고, 너 없이 지치고 니 생각 수시로 다 미 미워, 매일이 시 싫어 날 울려, 링딩동 기회가 있다면 널 (잡아) 나 달려, 시작해 (count down) 장미 같은 니 품에 찔릴 각오로 다시 널 안아
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Your arms, your warmth, your heart I want to see it all, I beg you This moment, even the warm flower scented wind Even the sky without a single cloud Everything feels cold and I’m even scared of the clear sky If you’re not here, I’m just a corpse, so how can I breathe? It hurts, I’m always cry cry cry I’m going crazy, exhausted without you I think of you without stopping I hate it all, I hate every single day It makes me cry, ring ding dong If there’s a chance, I’ll catch you I’m running, it’s starting, count down I’m ready to be cut by your rose-like embrace as I hold you again
hoseok’s rap here is also well-written, it shows how much invested he is in the relationship, really putting it out there that without the partner, they are just dead bodies with no soul. but from his rap, one can tell, how toxic this relationship is, it’s more of a one-sided love, when one gives it his all but the other just remains unfazed.
차가워진 니 표정이 말 대신 모든 걸 대변해 이별이 밀물처럼 내게 떠밀려오는 걸 대면해 곧 마지막이란 걸 알지만 널 놓아줄 수는 없는걸 말하지 마 떠나지 마 조용히 나를 안아줘 girl
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Your cold face tells me everything rather than words I can see a break up rising over me like a high tide I know it will soon be our last but I can’t let you go Don’t talk, don’t leave just quietly hold me girl
then yoongi’s rap, his first line already strikes something from deep within to be honest. he is already being blunt as he knows where the relationship will go but all he wants even though it will end, just hug him and let him be even for a little while more.
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last thoughts: i think this is a great song, especially knowing that taehyung had a large part to play in here, not to mention he has this way of making his songs to drag the words more than usual which gives it an entirely different effect from the other songs. also, i really think that the lyrics are well-written and carefully chosen, words that anyone in their youth would be able to relate, anyone in a toxic relationship would be able to relate. this truly captures the unstableness and fragility of a youth’s love life.
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