I'm on call this weekend, plus my period started. I usually take a bunch of medicine to forcibly put myself into hibernation mode until it ends, but I can't bc *waves hands* I'm on call :\
when you're doing super good & something happens that launches your nervous system back into hypervigilance mode and your resting heart rate is back to 120 you've gotta be kidding meeeeee 😭😭😭
Literally cannot comprehend that some people just... go places.. I know someone who just got back from a 2 week vacation and then the day they came home they went out to eat at a restaurant (at a busy time mind you, like 7pm on a saturday night!!) and then went to a mall to shop and then woke up early for brunch the next day and were at a bar in the afternoon and so on and so on and it’s like... god don’t you get tired of being places? If I go grocery shopping for 20 minutes on monday and then have a doctor appointment on tuesday, I am SO tired of leaving the house that I want to do nothing for the next two weeks lol... Doing multiple major tasks/trips in one day and ENJOYING it and SEEEKING IT OUT is utterly inconceivable to me.. we are different creatures entirely lol
ive been spending so much time on reading that im hitting my personal limit now and it starts to get boring. in germany we have an expression for that: im in need of tapetenwechsel!
have we talked yet about the possibility that UFOs and every suspected bit of extraterrestrial evidence could actually be originating from the advanced civilizations living in the trenches of the ocean just as bemused and wondering as we are about the world beyond them and reaching out in exploration? because given the fuckoff incomprehensible expanse of ocean floor we've yet to actually study or even really guess at what specifically is down there, I think there's a real possibility there's a complex society of, idk, particularly clever sea slugs and other amalgamations of physical matter like hydrogen and thulium and other shit we've never considered as a viable fundamental building block of life. and the fucking whales are the only living creature with the kind of planet spanning range and intelligence to know there's two complex evolutions of sentient life existing on opposite spheres of reality from each other who would really benefit from learning about the other, but we're both too fucking stupid to understand how whales communicate
Just dropped some cash money on some diamond painting kits while my embroidery and cross stitch stuff gather dust. Wondering if I actually have hobbies or just hypothetically enjoy things while actually enjoying buying new shit
i really enjoy helluva boss so why does the fandom fucking suck? and by that i mean why are they consistently so many people in the tags talking about how bad the show is/how much they hate it? especially the writing?
like bitch don’t watch it then! it’s literally free and so so easy to not watch! it’s even easier to not talk about disliking it!