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So I ordered a custom Comfort Character back in August. It was supposed to be like a really late birthday gift for myself, and it was supposed to come in around the 13-20 of September. It's currently October 15 where I live, so it's already been a month since I was supposed to receive it. Now, I did message the seller and apparently they had a family emergency, so of course they need to put their needs first. But.... It's been literally over a week since I last messaged them and I still haven't seen hide nor hair of my package. But, I don't want to be a jerk and message them again about it. I'm stressed over this, and I feel bad being stressed over this because it's technically just a keychain, but I was looking forward to it. Especially after seeing the reviews on it. I guess I'll wait one more week before contacting the seller again.

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Hall Effect Sensor Market - Forecast 2022-2027

Hall Effect Sensor Market Overview

The Hall Effect Sensor Market size is forecast to reach US$ 2.1 billion by 2027, growing at a CAGR of 8.6% from 2022 to 2027. Hall effect sensors use ‘Hall Effect’ principle to convert magnetically encoded information into electrical signals. The principle of Hall effect sensors depends on the electron mobility. These devices have a range of applications, with Hall effect sensors often used in automotive systems to sense position, distance and speed. They are commonly used in automotive control systems like proximity sensing, speed detection, anti lock braking systems and others, electronics, and measurement devices. The factors such as rise in industrial automation, growing application of hall effect sensor in robotics, increasing use of programmable and fully integrated current sensors and transducers and wide temperature stability in extreme environments in wide range of industry verticals are helping in the growth of this market. However, the factors such as high cost of raw materials for hall effect sensors and technical issues like inconsistent.

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Hall Effect Sensor Market Report Coverage

The report: “Hall Effect Sensor Industry Outlook – Forecast (2022-2027)”, by IndustryARC covers an in-depth analysis of the following segments of the Hall Effect Sensor industry.

By Type of Loop :Open-Loop Sensor, Closed-Loop Sensor By Rotor:Magnetic rotor, Ferrous vane rotor By Magnetic field:Unipolar, Bipolar, Omnipolar By Technology:BiCMOS, CMOS By Material:Gallium Arsenide (GaAs),Indium Arsenide (InAs),Indium Phosphide (InP),Indium Antimonide (InSb),Graphene By Output: Analog ( Linear ), Digital ( Switching ) By Application:Position sensing, Motion sensing, Wireless Communication, Pressure Sensing, Flow rate Sensing, Vibration sensing, Others By End user: Industrial Equipments, Power & Energy, Oil, gas and petrochemical, Automotive, Consumer Electronics, Telecommunication, Healthcare, Aerospace & Defense, Manufacturing, Robotics, Others By Geography: North America (U.S, Canada, Mexico), Europe(U.K, Germany, France, Italy, Spain,Others), APAC (China, Japan, South Korea, India, Australia, Others), South America (Brazil, Argentina, Others), RoW (Middle East, Africa)

Key Takeaways

The open loop sensor segment is predicted to grow at a faster rate than closed loop sensor overthe forecast period of 2002-2027 in the Hall Effect Sensor Market segmented by type of loop. This is owing to more precise results with simple design, cost effective circuit and easy to maintain and tune. The industrial segment held the largest share in Hall Effect Sensor Market by application, in 2021. This is attributed toadvent of industrial automation and need of accurate production lines for safety and efficiency. Asia-Pacific (APAC) market held the largest market share of 35%, in 2021. This is due to growing research in Hall Effect sensor technologies, rise in industrial automation and robotics and government policies to boost the semiconductor sensor industry. The increasing smart grids and robotics in industries, growing use of electric vehicles and smart automotive systems and growing research in Hall Effect sensors for improved performance are the contributing factors in the growth of Hall Effect Sensor Market.

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Hall Effect Sensor Market Segment Analysis - By Type of Loop The Hall Effect Sensor Market by type of loop has been segmented into open loop sensor and closed loop sensor. The open loop segment is predicted to grow at a faster rate with CAGR of 9.8%, over the forecast period 2022-2027. This is owing to growing application of open loop hall effect sensors in industrial equipments, ease of implementation of the mechanism and galvanic isolation effect. Open loop current sensors consist of a Hall sensor mounted in the air gap of a magnetic core. An open-loop Hall-effect sensor uses the Hall voltage directly to produce its output signal making it simpler to implement and exhibits a faster response time. These sensors help improve the overall efficiency and productivity of an automation process due to galvanic isolation effect. It is a major factor in the selection of a open loop hall effect sensor mainly for current measurement applications. Thus, open loop hall sensors have several benefits in industrial applications which are mainly promoting the growth of this open loop hall sensor segment. In July 2021, a customized version of LEM’s HAH1, an open loop hall effect sensor, was developed. It significantly reduces the assembly footprint compared to previously available solutions and allows a higher integration level within the control infrastructure. Thus, growing use of open loop Hall Effect sensor with integrated systems and customized structure as per requirement is fuelling the growth of this market

Hall Effect Sensor Market Segment Analysis - By End User

The Hall Effect Sensor Market by end user has been segmented into industrial equipments, automotive, consumer electronics, telecommunication, healthcare, aerospace & defense, manufacturing, others. The industrial equipment segment held the largest share of 32%, in 2021. This is owing to the increasing need of precision production line processes and wide working temperature range in extreme industrial environments. Current sensor, pressure sensors and rate of flow sensors are some of the extensively used applications of Hall Effect sensors in industrial and manufacturing. In Industrial equipments, Hall Effect sensors are used in security systems, alignment controls, micrometers, machine tools, key switches, linear potentiometers, rotary encoders, and brushless DC motor commutators. Thus, a large scale of equipment and process line requirement of Hall Effect sensor in industrial applications is assisting the industrial equipments segment growth. In October 2021, Texas Instruments has introduced TMAG5170, the first device in a new family of 3D Hall-effect position sensors for real-time control in factory automation and motor-drive applications. The sensor is promoted as providing integrated functions and diagnostics to maximize design flexibility and system safety while saving energy. Such growing advancements in hall effect sensor technologies for industrial requirements and other applications is driving the growth of this market

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Hall Effect Sensor Market Segment Analysis - By Geography

The Hall Effect Sensor Market by geography is segmented into North America, Europe, Asia-Pacific (APAC), South America, and the rest of the world (RoW). Asia Pacific (APAC) held the largest Hall Effect Sensor Market share with 35% of total market size. This is due to increasing government policies supporting industrial automation and growing research in new technological integration in Hall effect sensors such as 3D sensing or bipolar complementary metal-oxide-semiconductor (BiCMOS) technology in countries such as China, India, South Korea, and Japan. The recent developments of graphene-based Hall Effect sensors, programmable hall effect sensors are also boosting the growth in Asian countries. In June 2020, Melexsis announced an automotive grade monolithic sensor that uses Hall Effect to provide contactless sensing in three-dimensional environment. The dual die version of MLX90395 is defined through system processor, rather than hardwires into device. Such, growing innovations in the Hall Effect sensors is accelerating the growth of this market in Asian countries.

Hall Effect Sensor Market Drivers

The rising industrial automation and increasing use of smart grids in production line boosts the growth of Hall Effect Sensor market The Hall Effect Sensor Market is growing due to the rise in demand for sensors with higher accuracy levels, wide working temperature ranges and accurate results. The increasing use of smart grids and rising safety concerns within industrial applications drive the demand of hall effect sensors. The rise in implementation of industry 4.0 technologies such as industrial internet of things (IIoT) and cloud-computing has created high demand for variety of sensors. Another essential part, DC motors, and switches, controls also use Hall Effect sensors for automation which are increasingly used by various industries. Hall effect sensors are also an effective, contactless way to measure DC magnetic flux in current transformers. These sensors dedicated for different kinds of industrial applications are available for example, sealed Hall Effect devices are water-proof and are made in such a way to resist any vibration. Thus, customization of these sensors is assisting in the growth of this market. In January 2022, Allegro MicroSystems, Inc., a global leader in sensing and power solutions for motion control and energy-efficient systems, announced its new A33230 3D sine/cosine Hall-effect position sensor IC. The A33230 is the smallest 3D sine/cosine sensor currently available in the market, and offers system designers a cost-effective solution for automotive and industrial applications with a quick time to market. Thus, growing industrial applications is driving the Hall Effect Sensor Market growth.

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The increasing research in bipolar complementary metal-oxide-semiconductor (BiCMOS) technology, intelligent hall effect sensors and three-dimensional sensors is boosting the hall effect sensors market growth.

There are growing advancements in the Hall Effect sensor technologies such as BiCMOS, three-dimensional and many others. BiCMOS offers a high current drive per unit, low input density, high power dissipation, and low noise compared to conventional or CMOS technology. A BiCMOS chopper stabilization circuit is utilized to reduce signal offset and to stabilize the output of the IC over its operating temperature range. with BiCMOS technology, features fast power-on time and low-noise operation. A family of Hall-effect sensors optimized for automotive and mechatronic applications that demand accuracy and flexibility combined with low cost. It includes a microcontroller, a temperature sensor, advanced on-chip compensation, and a digital interface. The latest automotive designs require smart sensors to deliver the high level of precision and robustness linked with the capability of local pre-processing of the measured data. In May 2022, Synaptics Inc. has launched the FlexSense family of sensor processors that captures and intelligently handles input from up to four sensors in a tiny, ultra-low-power form factor that is up to 80% smaller than existing solutions. Integrating a mix of capacitive, inductive, Hall effect and ambient sensing into a single processor with proprietary algorithms, the FlexSense family brings reliable, low-latency, and context-aware force, proximity, and touch sensing to Internet of things (IoT) devices. Such innovations in integration of hall effect sensors with intelligent technologies is driving the growth of this market.

Hall Effect Sensor Market Challenges

The issue of uneven strength of magnetic fields in Hall Effect sensors is restricting the growth of this market

Hall effect sensors produce an output voltage directly proportional to the strength of the magnetic field generated by the current supplied. It is connected to an analog to digital (A/D) converter, microprocessor, or microcontroller to maintain the voltage. Hall-Effect sensors work on the concept of magnetic field, which makes them more vulnerable to external magnetic fields, leading to inconsistent measurement of the current flow. These sensors are not suitable for measuring the flow of current if the distance between the generated magnetic field and the current-carrying conductor is beyond certain limits which is expected to hinder the market growth. In May 2022, Titan Enterprises Ltd, explains some of the reasons for sensor failures. High quality Hall effect sensors are typically used within Titan’s pulse precision flow measurement devices. The sensors operate between 4.0Vdc and 30Vdc, however, exceeding the maximum 30Vdc to the Hall Effect sensor will damage the unit. A good quality regulated DC power supply is recommended for powering a pulse flow meter. Thus, due to the technical limitations and need to maintain certain distance and current flow restricts the growth of this market.

Hall Effect Sensor Market Landscape

Product launches, acquisitions, and R&D activities are key strategies adopted by players in the Hall Effect Sensor industry. The Hall Effect Sensor top 10 companies include:

ABB Ltd Allegro MicroSystems LLC TE Connectivity Ltd Bartington Instruments Ltd Honeywell International Inc. Analog Devices, Inc. Robert Bosch GmbH NXP Semiconductors N.V. TDK Corporation Infineon Technologies AG

Recent Developments:

In July 2020, Texas Instruments announced the industry’s first zero-drift Hall-effect current sensors. The TMCS1100 and TMCS1101 enable the lowest drift and highest accuracy over time and temperature while providing reliable 3-kVrms isolation, which is especially important for AC or DC high-voltage systems such as industrial motor drives, solar inverters, energy-storage equipment and power. This product with unique feature and varied applications will aquire a significant market share In May 2021, Paragraf continues to push performance boundaries with its graphene Hall Effect sensors. Oxford Instruments, a leading provider of high technology tools and systems for research and industry, have employed a modified version of the Paragraf GHS09CC sensor device to carry out measurements at temperatures and magnetic field strengths far beyond the scope of any other sensing solution. Thus, this breakthrough innovation of using graphene will help in gaining a significant market share. In October 2021, Texas Instruments has introduced TMAG5170, the first device in a new family of 3D Hall-effect position sensors for real-time control in factory automation and motor-drive applications. The sensor is promoted as providing integrated functions and diagnostics to maximize design flexibility and system safety while saving energy. Thus, expanding the integration and advanced features will assist in capturing the market of hall effect sensors. In November 2021, TDK Corporation announced the portfolio expansion of its Micronas direct-angle Hall-effect sensor family with the HAR 3927. This product uses proprietary 3D HAL® pixel-cell technology and addresses the need for ISO 26262-compliant development. Various configuration options of HAR 3927 increase customers’ flexibility during development and enable one sensor to be used in multiple applications, which reduces costs and effort for re-qualification. Thus, compliance with certification and improved results will help in market growth of hall effect sensors.

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So, no news today on what's going on inside my body yet. However, the antibiotics have worn some of the pain away, but I'm still in pain.

Also, I've been sleeping on the couch because its been helping me some.

I hope the storm tomorrow is bad enough to warrant me staying home, so I can take at least two more days off. Even though I know I can't afford that.

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There's nothing like finding out that the city you work in just banned homosexuality in public. Welcome to the land of the fucking free I guess, and the Bible Belt, where sure the Bible says to love your neighbors and to never judge, but fuck what the Bible says you know.

I don't know what I'm going to do, my sister is a lesbian and married to a woman, and this city is where we hang out at the most, because there's nothing where we live and it's easier to access for my sister, and the other bigger city that we could go to, the mayor literally sides with Nazis.

I hope this gets undone quickly, mostly because the county and that city specifically has one of the highest queer populations in this part of the state.

Quick edit: I'm gonna post a few links. The first two are more from news outlets (I mostly trust them, but I still have some apprehension with news anyways) and the third is the HRC (which has not done anything currently on what's going on, but it gives a good general sense as to what is happening in my state in general)

Tennessean. PinkNews. HRC.

As I find out more, I guess I'll try to keep this updated.

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Slightly vent?

My back has been hurting all day, and I'm hoping that it's not my kidneys trying to off themselves.

My UTI has also not cleared up yet, and although it doesn't hurt as bad as it did, it still hurts.

And of all fucking days, after both my Sil and I finally both got approved to come in late to give the apartment people IDs and the applications tomorrow, my sis and sil decide to push off the applications and hide them from me so we could fill them all out together, and then they get into an argument (screaming match) because they put it off, so now I'm laying in bed, in pain and so overwhelmed.

I just want to cry.

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Real negative vent real quick.

RSD has been kicking my ass lately. Sorry if I'm not as active. I'm trying to be, I promise. But finding out that I was the only one without a wedding invite really did a number on me and I'm trying not to have a meltdown over it.

I'm just tired of watching people make plans in front of me for them to all hang out after work, but they always consist of getting high or drunk. I've been invited for exactly two (2) outings by coworkers, and only one (1) of them actually came through. The other one took other coworkers because 'my schedule was too hard to work around'.

Maybe I'm just not good enough. I feel like I make everyone's lives living hell, and they only tolerate me because they have to, not because they want to. Sometimes I just want to share what's on my mind, but then I find that no one cares what I have to say, so I just.... Don't.

This isn't just at work, I feel it in my personal life as well. I feel pointless. Pathetic even. No one owes me anything, yet I feel like most of my relationships are one-sided. I get too attached to others, place too much of my emotional stability into them, and very quickly I get discouraged and disappointed if my interaction isn't how I planned. It's stupid I know. I hate that my brain does this, but I'm trying to get it to stop doing this.

Maybe I've just been disappointed and lied to too many times as a child by the adults in my life.

I don't want to make this a pity party, I just wished I was worth something to the people I know.

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Mmmmmm.....

I feel like I'm just two steps away from a meltdown so bad, it's going to get me sent to a psychiatric ward.

I'm getting snippier towards everyone, I'm getting overwhelmed over the phone, Nothing I do feels like it's enough, and I'm rapidly changing from being happy and enthusiastic, to being upset and finding everything I do worthless. I'm tired constantly and I just want to cry all the time. I've started volunteering to do lunch early at work, I've stopped trying to act like I know what's going on at any moment, because apparently it's not worth telling me anything important. I'm starting to feel like no one at work or home actually likes me, even though they tell me otherwise. I stopped trying. Working only seems to help temporarily, before I get overwhelmed again. But I can't have peace in the house because of My mother. But I can't afford to move out because I can't find anything that pays like my current job. Which is still barely enough to keep up with everything.

I'm so tired. I'm just.... Tired.

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Sometimes I have so much creative and social energy, and all I want to do is talk for hours about my F/Os and fandoms.

Sometimes I just lay in bed all day and contemplate whether or not I exist and if everything around me exists. Maybe I'm not actually here, my home isn't real, and all mutuals are just imaginary, and I've just gotten so lonely that I just have been living a lie of having online friends, because my social needs weren't being met. Maybe I don't actually work and my job of six years doesn't actually exist.

And before anyone says anything, I know I'm real, I know everything around me is real, I just.... I don't know. Things just don't feel real anymore. Everything feels wrong and fake. I just feel numb right now.

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Hey. I saw your vent post, : ( Are things going okay right now?

Ah, well, it depends on which one you're talking about. Things are... Mostly fine in my life at the moment. If it's the one that I just posted about some family drama, everything actually is going better than expected. Our parents are letting us lock the doors to our rooms and locking down anything that is breakable or sellable (my cousin's fiance(?) is known for taking things). I'm taking my sil to work that day, and my sister and I plan on staying out in town until we have to pick her back up, avoiding the whole situation altogether.

If this is about some of my other vent posts, then yes, things are starting to look up a little more in my life, I just needed to let that out. (Except for the one about Tennessee, that still holds true as a problem)

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A small venty thing

I find it so funny that my parents drink mostly clear sodas, while occasionally drinking darker ones. My dad explicitly told me that Dr. Peppers made him sick.

However, Dr. Peppers were my soda of choice.

Now, since my bladder infection, I've been cutting back on sodas (I only drank four Dr. Peppers last week, which is a huge improvement). Eventually, I want to cut them mostly out, and only get them at a fast food or sit down restaurant.

But, my parents have started drinking and bringing more Dr. Peppers in the house since my infection and I don't know how to feel about this 🙃

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If anyone was curious about my day at work

Me going to work this morning: Its Friday, and tomorrow we have a Santa coming by for donations to a local rescue. We need to split tasks up between the three people in this department, because we are going to actually be having Santa in this department. It shouldn't take us more than, at least til 3 to finish.

What actually happened: we were late with closing because of how busy we got. Stock took me almost three hours to put away, the room the people are taking photos in had taken my co worker nearly two hours to thoroughly deep clean, and we changed the old netting over the room that houses our cats, because our old man hates dogs and despite being 14 and mostly blind, he is still athletic enough to escape. Changing the netting took close to two hours as well.

Also, we had a female guinea pig give birth this morning. Issue? There was only SUPPOSED to be female guinea pigs housed with this one. We checked all other guinea pigs with her, and all of them are female as well. So someone in my department possibly sent home a male guinea pig with females. And no one thought to double check, which we're supposed to do before moving pigs around. Currently the other females don't seem pregnant, but no one can go home till we're sure.

Also, one of the store pets got really sick this morning and had to see the emergency vet. She's on pain meds and anti inflammatories right now until her blood work comes back, but she's always been the sickest in her group, so I don't have high hopes that it'll come back good.

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"Oh working in a pet store must be so fun! I bet you play with the animals all day!"

My hands get chemical burned every spring and summer because of how often we disinfect ourselves. I don't get a single work day without getting injured, today it was a hormonal Cockatiel who was upset I had to move her so I could clean her pen. My lungs are probably lined with dust at this point, and I don't get to sit down until lunch, bathroom, or after hours. My lunch hours are sporadic, sometimes I go to lunch at 11:30 am, sometimes I have to wait till 1:58 pm.

It loses its magic after awhile

Edit: Did I mention that I cannot smell certain pet carpet cleaners or I'll be physically sick? Or that I'm nearly nose blind to bleach?

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Dear Tumblr. If you're going to give mobile users the ability to find a tag by using the search bar, then double check to make sure it can actually find the tags in question. I had to do a two hour hunt for my Castlevania/Pokemon crossover posts, that I had under specific tags. It cannot find any of my Toadgushes posts, and I have to search Tumblr itself. It cannot find a tag that has over nearly twenty posts on my page. Not very reliable.

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#toadscreech for my text post, #toadwrites for my writing/drabbles, #snailmail for asks, #toadvent for my vents, #monos f/os for posts specifically about my f/os, #toadimage for any sort of imagery of S/I or me, #toad talks Castlevania for specific Castlevania posts, #C:LoS/Pokemon for my LoS Pokémon au. I will try to update this with my other tags as I remember them. Also, this post will be tagged with all these tags, because I'm on mobile and the blog search bar is not great.

One more thing: I don't mind if you also Self-ship with any of my F/Os, especially with my main one Gabriel. While I do have RSD, it doesn't seem to bother me when others ship themselves or have ships involved with any of my F/Os. If this changes, I'll let you know.

My 18+ blog is here.

My Observation Duty ask blog

Writing Blog!

I mostly gush about Castlevania Lords of Shadow, but I also am in a ton of other fandoms as well. I should also mention that I don't partake in ship discourse and I don't have a DNI on this blog. If I reblog something that does have a dni banner, I will tag it appropriately, usually with #proship dni or #proship dni banner. I try not to get ranty or spread a lot of discourse here, being argumentative is just not my thing and I try to be a neutral party on most things. However, if you do see things like this on this blog, I try to tag it with #discourse, #politics, or #toadvent. I also try to tag trigger warnings where applicable (though I appreciate if someone could also let me know if I missed something.)

Look under the Read More for my f/os! (This list is currently being edited, bear with me)

Romantic F/Os:

🩷Gabriel🩷 (Castlevania Lords of Shadows. Husband!)

🕊️Marie🕊️ (Mine and Gabriel's wife.)

🎃 Drake 🎃 (original character. Also Husband!)

🔔Usiel🔔 (Darksiders. Fiance)

🗡️War🗡️ (Darksiders. Boyfriend, poly with Uriel)

🪽Uriel🪽 (Darksiders. Girlfriend, poly with War)

♨️Red♨️ (NES Godzilla Creepypasta. Demon bf)

💪HUGE MAN💪 (I'm on observation duty. Big bf)

🃏Jester🃏 (Puppet Master. Kinda dating.)

🦝Tom Nook🦝 (Animal Crossing. Partner in business.)

🔗Cyrus🔗 (Pokemon)

QPR F/Os:

🦷Baraka🦷 (Mortal Kombat. All versions)

🦎Reptile/Syzoth🦎 (Mortal Kombat. All versions)

💫Starscream💫 (Transformers, all versions.)

🐐Chupacabra🐐 (C:LoS. Endearing little gremlin.)

🎐Vulgrim🎐 (Darksiders.)

Platonic/Familiar F/Os:

🐺Trevor/Alucard🐺 (not the ship, Gabriel's son is simultaneously Trevor and Alucard, and I might flip flop name used.)

🪡Laura🪡 (C:LoS. My daughter)

🕷️ Myrrh🕷️ (C:LoS Oc and also my child)

🎇Toymaker🎇 (C:LoS. Technically father-in-law, Gabriel's adopted dad.)

💐Dis💐 (Darksiders. Mom)

🔥Alder🔥 (Pokemon. Dad)

👘Valerie👘 (Pokemon. Sister)

🥪Arven🥪 (Pokemon. Brother)

🍜Naruto🍜 (Naruto. Brother)

💲Kakuzu💲(Naruto. My dad)

💉Puppets💉 (Puppet Master. Everyone but Jester)

🐀Six🐀 📺Mono📺🏹Low🏹🔧Alone🔧🎈Raincoat Girl🎈🍖Runaway boy🍖 (All from little nightmares. Also all my kids) I might also use the tag #The kids for pics or stuff that includes all of them!

🐾Nooklings🐾 (Timmy and Tommy. my babies.)

🌼Trey🌼 (N!Trevor. He will be known as Trey on this blog. Reason. My friend.)

Unknown Status F/Os:

🏰Castle🏰 (Gabriel's Castle. It makes my brain go feral.)

🖥️AM🖥️ (Allied Mastercomputer. Mmmm..)

🧬Alex Mercer🧬 (Prototype. I wanna study him, and he probably wants to study me back)

Pet F/Os:

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I feel like shit. I can't keep living where I live, but I can't afford to move out. My Sil and sis are wanting to look into apartments, but I don't. Our plan was to move in together, but my mother is pushing my Sil and sis more and more, and they are trying to plan for the end of June/July, while the original plan was for August.

I don't know what to do anymore. I haven't known what to do to begin with. But everyone looks at me like I have a plan all the time, but I don't. I don't even know what to do to get a house, because everyone I've ever asked either doesn't answer me, or gives me vague answers and refuse to elaborate.

I was going to get a second job, something part time, just to help a little, but I don't know if I can handle it at this time, because I already work forty hours a week, and I get three days off.

My sleeping meds look so fucking tempting right now.

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Things to not do when having a paranoia episode over your physical health:

Googling it.

Talking to your equally paranoid mother and sister about it.

Sit in the silence of your room contemplating everything and spiralling that this might be something life altering and serious.

Finishing your shifts this week, because maybe there's nothing actually wrong, and you're making it up for the attention.