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canvas-the-florist · 1 year

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being depressed and taking care of other creatures is really difficult

#i drive my brother to and from school #I feed and clean my rabbits #i feed the dogs and let them outside #i have to herd the chickens so they dont get bit by the dogs #i make food for my sister #i listen to my sibling when i drive HER places because she cant drive right now #today sucked on this department #i finally cleaned the rabbit hutch but a chicken got out and my dogs were harrassing her so that was stressful #and i have to break my schedule to bring my brother home from a band thing #it feels like theres no time to do anything but care for others #and i love people! i love animals!#i love supporting people #but i still have to take care of myself do homework and clean my space and body #and theres no time to do all of it #im just… overwhelmed #vent #fake shitpost #y’all can reblog i wont stop you #depression IS relatable i get it #this is not a cry for help or solutions #i just wanted to say something about it #and i think people feel less pressure to respond when its on tumblr rather than discord

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rochenn · 5 months

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another evening spent sweating crying bleeding and pissing over 5 open wookieepedia tabs trying to get solid on how the FUCK the galactic republic gov works

#today's edition: judiciary department #i'm telling myself it's just space weimar to make it go down easier. but how do i do that #without implying that the separatists are the space ussr. because that doesn't work #i am incoherent #political thrillers suck ass to write.... im just a little guy ...........

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altoskh · 1 month

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Imso tired man. I'm so tired. Why do I work this hard I am so FUCKING over this shit

#this other bitch out here like haha woopsie i forgot to clock out for lunch even though ive been out for two hours :)#guess ill leave early today! heehee #YOU DONT DO ANYTHING. YOU FUCKED ME OVER YET AGAIN #i am SO FUCKING SICK of this shit. why do I have to be the one to suffer #why do i have to be the person who doesnt get a say in fuck all even though im doing THE MOST WORK #and then i have to sit here and act like she fucking knows what shes talking about wrt animals #IM THE ANIMAL KEEPER. I KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN THIS DEPARTMENT BETTER THAN YOU #Im going crazy fucking insane right now #my coworker is out sick so ive had to do shit scheduled for three people. me. One person #and then im told shit like its just one class! ITS NOT #i have to break them up into two because its too big of a group #then i say ok we are doing reptiles over here #and shes like oh ummmm someone has it reserved for this time so can you do it in [place that is extremely loud]#and im like yeah ok fucking sure FINE #and then we get there and someone else is like ummmm we were told to est here for lunch by [her name]#and i radio her like UMMMM??????????#and shes like Oh woopsie i did tell them! you can do it at ummmm [3rd place]#im like yeah thanks for fucking wltting me know #Sorry im sorry thus is so extreme and petty but im like DROP DEAD #youve made my work life hell when it doesnt have to be because YOU SUCK AT YOUR JOB #FUCK!!!!!#YOU get to have a social life becaus you do whatever the FUCK YOU WANT #YOU get paid way more than me to do FUCK ALL #YOU dont have 30+ living beings depending on you every day #shut the fuck UP #I am so mad that i work so fucking hard and it doesnt fucking matter #so yeah sorry for starry spam but i think hes nice and right now the only thing keeping me from fucking losing it at work #along with a 1 min video of kookaburras im plahing over and over

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regardingjenmish · 7 months

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While I do believe that famous people should use their platforms because unfortunately sometimes that’s the only way to shine light on stuff. I do wish that certain cw actors would learn that their opinions 90% of the time is wrong and that maybe it’s best to shut up.

#no i will not be accepting asks on this topic #i was so disappointed in him today it actually sucked #that whole essay read like a research paper eritten by a 15 year old #at the beginning i even thought maybe he’ll say what we all are saying aka it’s genocide but turns out he’s a coward in some departments #which is hilarious

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justaweirdonothingtoseehere · 3 months

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Dear grown man who just walked by singing the lyrics to Jessie: Thank you. You have made my day a bit better.

#so basically if you want to know about how much today sucks read on #my best friend is dropping out of uni #two SROs physically assaulted them #basically because they were sleeping in the student counseling department #(they hadn't gotten enough sleep the night before and they know the people in that office)#and like I know they have it worse #but they're my safe place #and it just... sucks #plus I got chewed out by my roommate for waking up too late to take the dog out properly #it's a joint custody thing #she bought the dog #and doesn't have any classes today #she can take the damn dog out herself #and to make it worse she's kind of a mother figure to me #(she's twice my age bc she's getting another degree (she wants to follow her passion for history))#and we were pretty close after about three months of living together #but then #fucking everything went downhill #and i'm so done #anyway basically life fucking sucks today #and a grown man singing the theme song to Jessie made it a bit better #/rant

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readymades2002 · 4 months

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oh. MY god i hate my job

#it was my penance for having a life and living a little last sunday and no call no showing but today fucking SUCKED #love my coworker but she does not work as fast as i do and opening on a sunday in this department that kills us #and by US i mean ME who has to spend seven hours of the day running things on my own #i dont go as fast as i could i know that. but i do feel like i do a good job #there is only so good of a job i can do when i am expected to pick 200 items alone in an hour #pisses me off too I AM SCHEDULED ALONE!!! EVERYONE KNOWS I AM WORKING ALONE OUR METRICS #SHOULD ACCOUNT FOR ME HAVING TO PICK THIS MUCH ALONE AND YET every single sunday #every sunday. we are expected to work like this. it makes me feel less than human #not just inhuman but just not worthy of it not worthy of being a person instead of a machine its so #*PUTS HEAD IN HANDS*#its okay now im doing fine now i got help (i hate asking for help but genuinely working with other people #even in hectic conditions really makes an absurd difference) and i did get to see My Boy. My Favorite Guy. My Silly Goose when he got off #but its still like phwewwwwww i am exhausted my whole body HURTS from running around the store all day with no break #wahhhhh etc etc

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#i say goodbye to my boss tomorrow #not like officially officially bc im still employed into August so we have meetings #and hopefully we'll collaborate in future on projects and i have papers to write with her still #but like this is the last time ill physically see her bc shes not coming back until August and ill b gone by then #so its like. sad. bc shes my science mum. today she was complaining abt some stupid politics stuff #that went on this week in the department and she was like i kno i should b more professional but i feel like since ur leaving now #were more colleagues and friends. and im like 😭 god dammit ur gonna make me fucking cry #i came this this school to work with u and u were so great. i was so lucky to have ended up in her lab #bc i didnt kno wtf i was doing and shes not perfect but i learned a lot from her and ill b really sad to not b working with her so much #but thats how it goes. ill have to make her something cool as a parting gift #god. thatll b a fucking pain but she deserves something that takes a lot of effort #were meeting tomorrow to go over a protocol but im not sure if that's actually what were doing or if theres a surprise involved #bc she likes to do that and it stresses me the fuck out. she's been wanting to get me ice cream for the last 2 months so that might actually #b what's happening. or both could b happening. ugh. anyway. just me crying abt how im gonna miss my boss who im literally seeing tomorrow #im gonna have to giver her a painfully earnest letter abt how great she is and apologize for kinda having a breakdown #i mean i wasnt totally nonfunctional but like. it was not good and im sure i kinda sucked to b around #but whatever. god. the move it finally on the horizon. it finally feels like its getting real #unrelated

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iloveyoumorethansoup · 1 year

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So like technically I’m not dating her but yeah I think I do in fact have a girlfriend

#very fun airport date today #we flew out on the same flight and she didn’t have anyone sitting next to her so I moved to sit with her #and then we got to hang out for a couple hours bc we both had a layover and we got dinner #it’ll be weird not having dinner with her. like. we spent practically every day of the last month together #many of nights we made dinner together #or went out to eat #oh and the fact that I stay at her apartment on weekends #and help her study. which actually has almost made me make time for studying #she definitely had me making time for food tho bc tell u what I straight up barely ate before she and I got close #also. she’s like I mean we’re practically dating #i wouldn’t mind at all. in fact it would be nice to not keep calling her my mug friend. mug friend is now code for whatever she and I are #i would date her so fast but my girl is a little afraid I think of the pressure of that. which I don’t mind. I’m perfectly content #man it’s gonna suck not seeing her all break. Jan 5th! cannot come soon enough #she managed to deal with all of my weird quirks and isms never once made me feel bad about them and just overall has been so very patient #bc our first encounter was us making out and I was like god why does anyone do that ever it feels so weird and bad #well it turns out I am incredibly lacking in the physical affection department and I can’t stand anything I’m remotely unfamiliar with #slow and steady wins the race with me I guess and now I understand why people make out and I have a hickey collection on my neck very often #I’m boutta be so very touch starved this break. i wanna go back to college :/#i literally just got to my house. get me out. i will say it’s nice to be back in the part of the Midwest where people will gladly #hit you with their car if you get a little too in their way. I’m back in the city <3 I prefer when people drive like it’s a blood sport #soup talks

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wanderinthedeep · 1 year

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I wish I could be the bitch who doesn’t care what people think about me but I absolutely do care to an absurd degree and when I have a person I’m around a lot, (like a coworker), who dislikes me, it eats me up inside

#and today I found out the three other people in my department have a group chat without me #which like #yeah we were never gonna be besties outside of work #so I don’t know why I feel left out #it just fucking sucks man #I hate caring this much #I truly wish I could care less #hashtag queer adult still desperate for the acceptance they didn’t get in their formative years #big shocker #rant #okay I’m done

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oh-three · 1 year

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screams in frustration

#today has gone all wrong #like i'm home from work and even now can't catch a break #this week has been exhausting and it's all coming crashing down on me today #i keep doing everything wrong and i just don't know how to not #been confused what department i'm in tomorrow and i think i pissed off the front end supervisor (i'm one of her favorites so this sucks)#dropped a bucket full of water at work- that broke (as well as spilled)#just dropped GrayD and he didn't even land on his feet and god i just feel so fucking awfull #what am i doing wrong?????????????????????#and i still have to work tomorrow before my next day off #every day since wednesday has fucking sucked and now it's hit a new peak #personal #vent #rant

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kittyhazelnut · 1 year

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guess who finally gets to do their teacher evaluation on their shitty clinical professor? :D

#I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT ALL FUCKING SEMESTER #I HAVE SAID AT LEAST HALF A DOZEN TIMES THAT I CANNOT WAIT TO TEAR HER APART IN THE COMMENTS #i had a makeup clinical today with a different professor and it was the best clinical experience of my life #(also we did post conference at barnes and nobles and there was a starbucks there and i got a cupcake which was awesome)#i've been working on this thing for like 45 minutes at this point #i think i've answered all the 'the professor was a dick and a hardass and condescending and unhelpful and didn't seem to give a shit that #she's been a nurse longer than i've even been alive so us first-year nursing students are not nearly as experienced as she is & her job #should be to help us and guide us and not to reprimand us and chastise us for harmless things she doesn't like' questions #now i'm on the 'we've had to do double the amount of paperwork as the other clinical groups because god forbid the school lay out to the #professors and students what we're supposed to do and when we brought it up the head of the department basically went 'fuck you'' questions #i've ranted about this shit so fucking much and it's so nice to finally get to submit it (anonymously) to the school where they can #actually see how much they suck and how shitty an experience this is #god i miss my old school #(i'm glad im not there tho bc if i was living on campus i wouldn't have gotten a second cat and flynneas takes precedence over everything)

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