#toya project sekai

[kalenxe]

never finished this one

they were meant to be covered in blood

you get it. Normal akitoya white day au where toya kills akito, for whatever reason.

[ik62219]

toya wants to become a guitar hero

[yoyo-fei]

[sp3ctrum-int3rn3t]

he's at LEAST five minutes old, in case anyone was wondering

[zgatotoon]

Tsukasa hugs 3/?

If you

can please read the link below and spread it too if you can! It has a lot of information

[project-sekai-archives]

Illustration by Colorful Palette Staff

[collarful-clover]

Happy birthday Toya <3

[j11nko]

it was a very beautiful june

[tom-is-online]

i have no idea if i already gave you a req but like. rockstar..... band...... bassist toya.........

it may have taken me like a month to get to and to finish but here he is, Leo/Need are outa commission for a bit and Saki needs practice so shes brought in her two idiot brothers to play instead

i had another drawing that was meant to go with this but i don't have the time to finish it. so maybe I'll revisit him one day

bonus sketch drawing i may or may not go back to, id rly like to finish it but for some reason its kicking my ass so im gonna like. do smth else but you can have it for now :)

anyway byeeeee

[motsuika]

[stantheworst]

does anyone know how to save and NOT gamble in PJSK thank you💔🥀🥀

[bumblelune]

Akito5/Toya5 are 2 events I might never actually get around to reading. It's disappointing to see how clpl seems to not care about cohesion in their game between units.

Aki5 has been disappointing to me ever since it came out in October last year. The themes were really good; Akito lands in a burnout, and feels now lost after beating RAD WEEKEND.

VBS on its own isn't bad. It's written well! But they've always stood out very awkwardly amongst the other units. They have very specific issues that other units don't have.

Leoni have always had a very clear goal; Go pro, a goal set by shiho. And that goal is now being mirrored by Sakis desire to be closer to the audience.

MMJ was always set up for success as a unit, and now we see that they have production issues.

Wxs has good goals but tsukasa is just getting shafted.

niigo has literally nothing bad going. whatever about kanade being all about mafuyu; their events are anticipated, expected, theorized about & high tension.

And niigo is why im starting to find so many issues with vbs.

niigo drags stories & themes no matter what they are. It took 4 years before the first plotline was wrapped up in some way (Mizukis secret). Mafuyus parents & Kanades savior complex & Enas self doubt (even if thats a lesser thing. Ena never rly had smth specifically set up afaik.) are STILL really actively ongoing.

The ONE thing vbs had ongoing was Ans jealousy. Which, after An5, got tamed as well. it was whipped like a wimp girl 😓 Just what does vbs have running for them other than going to america? what goals do they specifically have jn americs other than the vague idea of "reaching even more people!". Vbs was so nice because they had a very consice idea of what they liked, worked towards, etc. Their gaze shifting to something more vague is by all means, pretty sad.

Now. there comes aki5.

The setup was amazing. Introducing akito. Burnt out after hitting his goal. He reached what he wants. Holy shit this is GOOD! It makes sense as well for his character.... And then it was fixed at the end. what?

So youre already far ahead of every other unit, and then you also have to not drag out a very nice plot point that can cause for tension?

While they couldve made aki5 introduce the issue Akito has. And then, maybe have him announce he's not joining them to America. Old feelings resurfacing; he feels like he'll just hold them back beyond rad weekend. And then the event can end.

Toya5 could pick up on vbs trying to find themselves a reason to go on, to convince Akito to go with them. Toyas "I want you to rely on me" turning into a desperate "I NEED you to rely on me." Because toya can not go ahead without akito. And Akito can get taken along. His new spark being for Toya; for toya and vbs.

he doesn't HAVE to know what's wrong. He doesn't HAVE to know how to fix it. He just has to trust toya that it'll be okay. And that the spark Akito lost will get fueled again by Toya.

Then an6 could've focused on vbs in america. Idk it feels like it'd flow better. Akito experiencing things more as a backseat burner would've been a really great addition.

yeah idk..

anyways I made this card as potential set for this aki5 rewrite. Toyas card for toya5 idea had the idea to be opposite. blooming flowers & very light.

[ik62219]

recording

[toyaslove]

HIII!!

I’m glad I can FINALLY request anything😭

Many writers have closed requests and there was no hurt -> comfort content of PJSK chars. Soooo… I’ll ask something

May I request for Toya and Akito (separate) with a depressed!gn!reader? Like the reader tries to commit suicide but Akito/Toya stops them?

Pretty pls~

A/N: HIIII SO OMG I LOVE UR REQ mainly cuz i already tried that 4 times lol... btw, there IS hurt to comfort pjsk fics, u just gotta search ^^ (I read all Toya fics around tumblr and there are some hurt to comfort :P) SOOO tysm for ur req I love it

Tw!!!!: Suicide, self-harm, cursing, ANGST

Pls look at the tw... (double checking)

Toya Aoyagi & Akito Shinonome (separately) x GN!Reader

Tags: Come get your summer pancake ginger:~ @mccnstruck , @maxident-xx , @miya-akane , @sentientsoil , @akitosheart

Come get your winter coffee addicted~ @sentientsoil , @miya-akane , @akitosheart

S-icide attempt

Writing style: story

(Again, check the tw's)

秋–くん🔥

It was late at night. Everything was spinning. You couldn't feel nothing, but despair, angst, sadness. Actually, did you feel anything? Was there anything in your heart right now? You couldn't cry, you couldn't feel anything. You were doped of medications, such as antidepressants, to not have these stupid thoughts, but whatever they were trying to do, they weren't working. Maybe if you went to a psychiatrist they would double your dose, wouldn't they? You thought of this. But... what if you don't need to spend more money on these? What if... you disappeared. Just. Did it. Why feel more pain? Why make your friends suffer while you're alive? It will be quick... Of course, everyone would be sad with your absence, but it would be less than a life-time, such as you bothering all of them daily... it will be less painful for both sides, won't it?

With this thought, your wrists dripping a red tone liquid, you look down your feet. You're on the 12th floor of a building, you look down with fear, cars and vehicles are passing in the road, but it won't stop you. You're shaking...

Then, the only thing you see is darkness. You close your eyes and you're ready to give a step forward, putting one foot on the air. You flinch when you hear a voice coming from behind you, a despaired and panting voice.

"What the actual fuck are you doing?!" – A familiar voice screams, a ginger figure appears in the rooftop, making you fall behind and gasp. The person was holding a messy piece of paper, the sight is familiar, your suicide letter.

"Are you crazy?! You know you could have died there!!!" – Akito speaks in despair and anger. He looks at you with a painful and worried expression, with a bit of rage. He sits in front of you, taking both of your hands in his.

"I... I just didn't want to... bother you anymore. All of you. I'm sorry" You speak in pain, you break down in tears. Akito, as he sees you in that state, frowns more, but his rage disappears. The only thing he does is wrapping his arms around you, as tight as he can, as if you were about to vanish (well somewhat you were (IM SORRY)

He's not really good at words, so he demonstrates his affection that way. But... maybe today he'll open an exception...

"Dang it... never do that anymore... never again. I don't want to lose you, please... I love you way too much for that to happen."

Akito speaks in the most caring tone he could. You have never seen him this affectionate, around anyone. Never ever. You can hear muffled and quiet whines coming from Akito while you hug him.

"If... if it will make you that way, I won't try it again..."

In the end, Akito didn't leave you for the whole night, focing you to accept him at your place... he can't handle you wanting to do this.

冬弥♥︎ (俺の彼氏) ❄️

You couldn't handle it. Everything was so tough. Everything. You couldn't breathe, it was hard. How are you going to do it with so much pressure? So much stress? You feel unlovable, you feel empty. Who would care if you died? I mean... they would cry for a while, but... later they would forget you. They always do, don't they? Your friends, family, people you care for... they all have a first place, and it was not you. You're just alive to bother, you're just letting people down, your presence was a nuisance, everyone only invited you to go out out of pure obligation. They didn't care at all. So, why would you keep being a weight to them? A pain on the ass? You feel so stupid, so helpless, so miserable. Everything is going wrong to you in your life, you see no future... so, why move forward to suffer more when you could just end it all? The pain would go away, your friends and known people would be happy after a while in the end... it would be less weight to you and to everyone else.

You keep thinking and thinking, all of this. Everything. Everything was so awful. You look at the train rail, waiting for it to come. You see a soft light at the end of the tunnel, it was arriving... you position yourself in the rail, close your eyes and wait. It will be quick, you thought to yourself.

It was arriving... it was closer and closer... your heart was beating fast out of fear and anxiety, but you knew it's going to be ok. Everything... Everything...

Seconds before the train passed in the rail where you were sitting, you felt a strong grip on your wrist, pulling you out of the rails. You could feel the drift from the train passing behind you. You open your eyes, to find a sight of a split-haired boy, looking at you with tears in his eyes, panting.

"W-what were you trying to do..." he speaks with his voice shaking and stuttering. The known sight of Toya, but different... you have never seen him this sad, this despaired, this scared... His eyes were watery, and his cheeks were also wet. He grips onto you and hugs you as tight as he can. You can feel his body shaking. Tears start to form in your eyes when you realise what's going on around you... Toya... what you tried to do... everything... he was holding your suicide letter tightly.

"What... what did you mean by... 'I won't be a bother anymore. It will be one less weight to your life'... What... what made you think that? You were never a weight, never. Did I do something for you to think that way?" – Toya speaks pulling away slightly from the hug, tears roll down his cheeks, he holds both of your hands tightly.

You shake your head, you speak quietly and painfully "I couldn't handle life anymore... I'm sorry... you haven't done anything wrong. It's just me... I think the meds weren't making effect, or my depression just got worse-"

Toya puts a finger in your mouth, he looks at you with empathy and pure care

"You don't have to apologise or explain yourself... just, promise you won't try this again... or this..." – Toya speaks, he takes your wrist in his hand, showing your scars, some of them fresh and some of them old.

"I care about you deeply... I don't want to lose you. I don't... I love you way too much to let you go"

He holds both of your hands tightly, as if you were to vanish within seconds. He wraps his arms around your waist and strokes your backs back and forth, a soothing and gentle motion.

"If... if that's the case... I'll try my best to also show you how much I care about you"

Toya, after that, will try his best to take smiles from you. Whatever if it's giving you gifts, hugging you, using words of affirmation, or making silly jokes, he will try his best. He also bakes a lot for you, your favourite things (and they're really, really good. Toya always think so much about you, he does his best to bake the best desserts and cook the best food for you ♥︎)

Later on that night, Toya brought you to your place and you two stayed in, playing games or doing anything that would make you happy and enjoy yourself. He will ask you if you two can cuddle, he would always ask if he could touch you in any situation~

Always remember... Akito and Toya will always be there to love you and care about you <3

They would never let something like this happen to you, you're too precious to them

Always have this in mind <3 stay safe

A/N: HELP ME I'm sorry if this got a bit too... uhhh... personal... cuz like I started adding some reasons to the reader's attempt of suicide, I had to think of smt and i ended up putting some of my feelings 😭 i hope u like it, stay safe guys <3 ty for sending me reqs and for the last 121 notes :P

[astralagooon]

This was made after I found out KIWI ON PIZZA EXISTS.

[zgatotoon]

"They are just playing around"