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Happy pride to the Brazilian prime time soap opera that just introduced an asexual character!!! And he's a forty-something year old man!!! Who had no idea the word asexual even existed!!! Even though he had always felt like that!!! And it was treated so well!!! His sister said she didn't understand but that she didn't need to understand to love him!!!
Can you tell I'm crying? Prime time soap opera has basically dictated what Brazilian discuss and embrace since the dawn of television!!! I'm so fucking happy
#asexuality#asexual#pride#happy pride month#pride month#brazil#I've always loved soaps#i watched the first gay kiss on a prime time soap live#and that was like 2012 or 2014#than around 2017 there was a trans character#very controversial but they try their best to depict the process of transitioning#then there was the first gay kiss in a 6pm soap which was a pretty big thing too#and now there's an ace character!!!#AN ACE CHARACTER. IN A SOAP OPERA. AHHHHHH#apparently there was another ace character in a soap in 2022#but i didn't watch and dont remember what it was about#only that it wasn't all that good
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Pyramid Steve's favourite treat is pre-1982 pennies
(Ford slooooowly starting to realize his muse of infinite knowledge might, in fact, be a dumbass.)
#non euclidean geometry au#billford#pyramid steve#bill cipher#ford pines#lore dump#gravity falls#pre1982 pennies are 95% or more copper#post1982 pennies are 97% zinc 3% copper#which is not bad but it's just not the same is it#spec bio below#I think Euclideans benefit from the occasional transitional metal nom-nom#it's good for strengthening their exoskeletons through a kind of biomineralization process#Bill eats the odd gold bar#he's not entirely sure why#Humans also need copper to function#it helps maintain the nervous system-immune system- brain development-#and make connective tissue and red blood cells#too much copper is still bad for you#it's a sometimes food for little baby hybrid creatures#my art#they should not be parents#parent au
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I love you, be free
#i saw the tv glow#spoilers#art#isabel pink opaque#owen i saw the tv glow#this is a movie about queer regression and i had to sit and process it the ending killed me#in order to transition whether it's socially or medically#the first step is to love yourself#and accept that it's real
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Start of her medical transition!!
(Use she/her on NM 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️)
I feel like HRT for non-humans would go through the soul when it comes to injections
Capsules work the same tho
#utmv#undertale au#au undertale#nightmare sans#transfem nightmare#trans nightmare#dreamtale nightmare#woah i draw 🤯#been meaning to go more in depth about her transition process#/journey#I think itd be fun and neat character exploration
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college au ?
#quick warm up sketch before i tackle trying to make house party polaroids#bc i know im going to suffer through that process#ewah looks weird but its okay i dont care#do you guys think college au wesker wears those dumb glasses that transition to shades in the sun#😭😭😭😭#resident evil#oc x canon#fengshuioc#resident evil oc#biohazard#oc#re oc#biohazard oc#albert wesker#jordan manalang#jordsker
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your male power fantasy stallion protagonist? yeah sorry we forcefemmed her. she's much happier now. yeah actually there wasn't any forcing involved, the moment it was suggested she just started femming herself with a fervor that was honestly impressive. something about being a housewife? I don't know, it was either that or be a girlboss with a body count, so I guess this was the best option. her wife seems happy about it at least. oh, you thought she had a husband? haha yeah about that
#svsss#i am a t4t lesbingqiu truther#i think transition would fix luo binghe#and it would go so well that it cracks shen qingqiu's egg in the process#actually i don't think it would fix binghe. i think being lesbians would make them more insane actually#but it would certainly make her happier#i am constantly thinking about this like. hypermasculine male power fantasy stallion protagonist#and how the happy ending for that character involves being a housewife#how am i supposed to not read into that in a trans way
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Becoming human 🧜♀️
Does the shrinking hurt, like being squeezed and split in half? Or is it like being hugged all over?
I don’t draw usually shrinking because it freaks me out! What do y’all think??
#giant tiny#size difference#gt#g/t#shrinking#size shifting#size shifter#merman#mermaid#transformation#this is inspired by a Lindsey Ellis take- she likens Ariel’s transformation to a gender euphoric transition and I was like :o#I wanted to give euphoria at the end; that this process was novel and terrifying but he came out the other side something new and beautiful#uncharted territory!!!#body horror?
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Years of effort, of June's brilliant engineering, of careful planning and execution and they'd finally built it. What it is they'd built, Roberts can't be sure. But it's not up to a lowly midshipman to question. The Commodore surely has a plan, one that Roberts would follow without question. Together, they set sail to the Southwest, to turn on the Machine.
#my art#roberts#pre-transition ellie jumpscare#she was about 18 around that point#wrinkle-free#sleeping mostly normal hours#didn't have the beard yet#wild..........#anyway this too way too long but i had a lot of fun with it stylistically#thank you so much everyone who supported me through the process#it's scary not being able to hide my lines
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Life gets so much lighter when you are just allowed to exist. When there's no god in your head listening in on everything you think. When the trees outside are not a sign of anybody's presence, but just beautiful. I think the world, fundamentally, belongs to itself. And we are a part of it. That's all.
#anyway deconverting from christianity is the best thing i ever did#bar none except maybe transitioning or moving out of my parents' house#but it all blends together as a part of one long process of finding myself apart from the people that raised me#apostate#ex-catholic#ex christian
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GUESS WHO MIGHT BE GETTING HRT VERY SOOOOOOOON BABYYYYYYYY
#🧃.txt#today was incredibly nerve wrecking but everything went so much better than i could have expected#for context today i had a doctor's appointment where my goal was to ask the doctor to send me to an endocrinologist#because for some reason i cant go to an endocrinologist directly i need a doctor's note to schedule an appointment#and i was so anxious but as soon as i told the doctor+nurses i was there for transition purposes they immediately asked how i prefer to be#called#and started referring to me with masculine pronouns. i dont come even close to passing but they instantly did it#and then i got the doctor's note. no questions were asked no justifications needed nothing#i just told them i wanted to transition and they gave me the note. it was so much simpler than i ever thought it could be#so now i have an endocrinologist appointment scheduled. its not over yet ill have to talk to them about it and idk how the process works#but hrt might literally be so close to the horizon. so so close. o cant believe ive had times were thought i never would have it#im just. lightheaded now
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My first attempt at making emotional turning head animate of KRONK!✨
#art#art process#artwork#digital art#drawing#cartoon#animation#hand drawn#art practice#artists on tumblr#disney#transition#frame by frame
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Star Wars + Moodboards
Clone Trooper: Sister
"What's your name, trooper?" “Sister. It's how my brothers tell everyone I belong."
#clone trooper sister#the clone wars#sw the clone wars#star wars the clone wars#star wars tcw#tcw#swtcw#sw edit#swedit#star wars#queen's hope#star wars brotherhood#E. K. Johnston#this was tricky to choose images for#it doesn't seem realistic Sister would've had time or resources to access gender affirming cosmetic procedures & stuff if she wanted#i would HOPE that the doctors of the GAR would at least be able and willing to give her hormones if she wanted?#and idk what the timeframe is like for gender transition process a long time ago in a galaxy far far away#so idk ultimately chose to use photo of a model who's femme but whose features that reminded me of the earlier seasons TCW clones
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This feels too short to add to my Trans cal chapters so have a little mini. Trans Cal and medication over time:
The first time Cal fills a prescription (or what passes for one, going to a doctor at a partisan affiliated base and bullying them until they gave him six months supply) on the Mantis he feels like some deep part of him eased that he wasn't aware had snapped. Bracca was broken and fucked in so many ways but it was also home. He'd spent more time there than anywhere other than the temple. But the constant tension in trying to make sure his body fit right, that he had medication that mostly worked, had been ever present. It had grated and stressed in a way he hadn't seen before it was gone. He hadn't thought of anything along the lines of 'gender euphoria' in so long, so sure of who he is, but right now he knows he's beaming, holding his small bag of glass vials.
Cere softens watching him, with that soft sad look she gets sometimes. He knows his joy about some things since Bracca bothers her, that the implications bother her. He sometimes tries to temper the rougher edges he gained near her, but right now he can't bring himself to do more than grin back.
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The first time BD gives him a shot (and isn't it nice to not have to do it himself), it's as much an experiment to see if the ejection mechanism works with a heavier medication than anything. It still makes him smile. When he was young this part of him was both unimportant and tempered by doctors with colourful stickers and lollipops when he needed blood drawn.
On Bracca it had become something else, another aspect of his fight to survive, a wild animal in his chest fighting to keep them both alive.
Its a relief to reclaim this ease.
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When Merrin is on Kobal with him, after. After.
They are both healing and raw and full of grief, and so it misses him initially, the reminder to do his shot. It's the ache in his back finally that pushes him to go, measuring the dosage quietly. It's late, BD is charging, and he can quietly hear the hum of the patrons upstairs winding down for the night.
So, he nearly misses it, in the sad quiet haze he's in, but when he takes out the needle and goes for a bandaid, he pauses. There's a tiny pack of bacta patches with cartoon characters on them the way he remembers from when he was young, that he only mentioned to Merrin once.
It's the first time he's smiled all day.
#teapot posting#star wars#cal kestis#jfo#jedi survivor#star wars jedi fallen order#trans cal#my trans fic has been hitting me more recently#me? processing parts of being trans and seeking medication and social transition through star wars blorbos. mayb
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Jugram Haschwalth 🛡⚔
Young (kid, teen) vs. old (adult) manga panel comparisons
#bleach#bleach tybw#jugram#jugram haschwalth#bleach thousand year blood war#jugram bleach#bleach jugram#tried to find similar panels / poses to his younger self#inspired by the last image which is an official manga panel#the others are my edits. the og black and white bg transition inspired me so added it in with the others#I have more of these edits tbh but I got tired in the process#maybe I'll post them later or make a new compilation
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is this the worst edit i have ever made? sure but HEY AT LEAST ITS NINJADOR!!!
#idk what happened here genuinely#take it as a transition phase because i am still processing burnout#but at the same time i just couldnt wait to edit smth??? like the motivation was there but the inspiration... very absent#still had to edit them to sports car i cant stop thinking abt this combo#NINJADOR COME BACK TO MEEEE#supa strikas#el matador#supa strikas ninja#supablr#xan: edit
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I keep going back and forth on the topic of where I fall on the allo/aro spectrum, partially because I kind of like. Don't wanna be aro (I'm already trans, queer and autistic with depressive tendencies, I don't need to add another thing to the list)
But another part of it is that even if I am capable of romantic love I probably just wouldn't know, because I already don't really know what platonic love feels like? And I'm not saying I can't love anything or anything like that it's just. Like many other emotions, I kind of have to retroingeneer it, sort of
I know I love my cats, not because I feel a surge of Something when I look at them, but because it makes me smile when they do something cute—my face knows what I'm feeling in those moments, I'm not sure I do. I know I love them because when Pouet died I cried every day for a month and I still cry sometimes, when I think about her. I know I love my cats because my brain keeps lighting up with fear signals when they're sleeping and I don't immediately see their chest move as they breathe.
I know what anxiety feels like, I know what anger feels like (when it explodes), I know what depression feels like because I dealt with them for so long I learned to recognize their physical symptoms! If these emotions didn't leave specific signals in my body then I'm not sure I'd know what they are.
And the thing is... I don't really like. Know what love or affection feels like, I think. Yes I can feel myself smile when I speak to certain people, but I also habitually smile at everybody because it makes things easier socially. I know I like people because if they ask me if I want to do an activity I either say yes or I have regrets about saying no.
My point is: I feel like I don't know my emotions so much as I know the buttons they push in my body, so to speak, but the problem about platonic/romantic love is that I can't imagine they make that different a shame, so who's to say which one it is?
It's funny, in a way, that I don't know something like that at my age. It's also really inconvenient, tbh. There's not really a reason for me to think about this rn except sometimes if I meet a cool dude whom I know is gay I wonder for a minute or two what a relationship with him would be like (which I'm going to assume is not that weird a thing to do) and the last time that happened led to, well. Ponderings about romance I guess
Anyway, the tl;Dr is that it took me decades to figure out the emotions I can recognize now, and I've largely approached social interactions with the inner spirit of a wet Chihuahua for most of that time, so how the fuck do I know if I can't identify those because I'm shit at self understanding or because I don't feel them???
Idk, it's complicated
(Tho honestly it would also be a little bit hilarious if after all this shit I landed on nah just aro. Not my preferred option right now but eh xD)
#Matt has a life#Shit from home#BUT ALSO#When I came out as a lesbian it was sort of a logical reasoning#'oh I'm not interested in being in a straight relationship so I mist be a lesbian'#V neutral when you look at it#Whereas figuring out I was trans came with such a wave of like#relief and joy that EVEN I couldn't miss it#it was so strong it's been the cornerstone of getting myself out of anxiety spirals everytime I wondered if I was allowed to identify#as trans despite not starting any official transition process for the past eight years#you would THINK that an accurate label ought to feel like that right?#aro... doesn't#is it prejudice I haven't dealt with? is it bc it's not accurate? is it because my trauma is largely centered on my gender identity#and having suffered less about the romantic spectrum side of things made my reactions less intense?#a mix of all of those? some degree of repression because I'm still not done feeling like if I try to have a presence in people's life I wil#make them uncomfortable and disgusted because I'm some sort of monstrous being?#I sure as shit had no shortage of shame back when I had that coworker of mine that made me blush and stammer and was 5 years younger than m#URGH#Can you tell I don't have a therapist#10n
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