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golden-gospel-poet · 3 months ago
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Jesus is close to the brokenhearted 💔 ❤️‍🩹🫀
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truths33k3r4 · 1 year ago
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CHAPTER 25 - Grieving Cadence
The room burst with chaotic energy in a matter of milliseconds as Leo ran into the dojo to grab his twin katanas. For a normal person, such a stressful situation would leave the barer with a scrambled mind, floundering through the room and tripping over themselves as they try to process what just happened.
But Leo has never been normal. His eyes remained focused as his feet ran with purpose and will. His expression had gone into full ‘ Leader Mode ‘, leaving behind any traces of ‘ teenager ‘. His ‘oldest brother’ side still shone brightly, but it mirrored the image of a stoplight; Flashing and pulsing with warnings of danger, and no warmth in its vibrant hue.
When Leo sprinted back into the Living Room, Mikey could see the panic shrinking his pupils. The eldest was still very much aware of his surroundings, and was even still forcing a steady heartbeat. But his eyes gave away the facade the leader always carried.
Without thinking, Mikey flung the afghan off his legs and pushed himself off the couch, dropping the bag of frozen broccoli to the floor with a crunch.
He made it about two steps before the adrenaline rushing through his body slightly dissipated, allowing a tightening pressure coiling around his right ankle like a boa constrictor squeezing its prey. With a piercing screech, the youngest fell onto the floor holding his leg tightly to his chest.
Well…. That was stupid. He mentally groaned.
“ MICHELANGELO HANTEN! “ Yelled the leader, whom was quickly rushing up to the side of his once again fallen brother.
Ok…. Now I’m dead.
Leo grabbed Mikey’s shoulders and raised him up off the floor, then slid his arm around the youngest’s waist while leading him back to the couch.
“ Mikey I don’t have time for this- “ the leader rushed, nearly dropping Mikey haphazardly onto the cushions, “Just… Just stay here- I’ll be back as soon as I can- “
“ - No way, dude! You are not leavin’ me here like some cripple- I’m coming with. They’re my brothers too! “
To enforce his statement, Mikey pulled off the afghan Leo just placed back on his legs, and began sliding off the cushions again. This action was met with a silent but DEADLY whack from his brother’s calloused hand to Mikey’s right knee.
“ No, Mikey. “ The oldest solemnly stated as the youngest groaned from the impact, “ You are staying HERE. “
After the brotherly-inflicted pain faded in his knee, Mikey raised his head in defiance at the leader.
“ I’m.. coming.. You can’t stop me, Leo. “ Mikey tried very hard to sound as tough as he could, while still also struggling under the intensifying ache in his ankle. It didn’t come out as a pathetic squeak, so he’ll call it a win in his book.
The eldest’s eyes sparked as a war was fought between feelings of annoyance and respect for his little brother. Mikey watched as Leo sank deep into thought, probably trying to think of a plan to get Mikey off his back so he could go search for their missing brothers.
Leo growled as he reached for the built in power panel and clicked one of its many buttons, finally ending the horrible cacophony of the panic alarm.
“ - I can’t THINK with all this noise.. “ Leo grumbled as he rubbed his fingers into his temples.
As the leader tried to make a plan, Mikey was also attempting to figure a solution to his problem.
How bad does it REALLY hurt-
He tried to wiggle his foot, but abruptly stopped the motion as the ache returned with a vengeance. He was VERY lucky that the only noise that escaped him was a low rumbly hum. Had he shouted, groaned, or yelped again, Leo would have had him in his arms and off to bed in a second.
Alright, maybe I shouldn’t walk just yet… OW.
Mikey let out his own quiet growl as he could hear the grandfather clock tick away in Sensei’s Study.
They were running out of time.
The panic button carried a graven heaviness to it. One of the reasons the alarm’s song was so frightening to Leo and him was the fact that they’d never heard it before. Don had only just installed it on the day that Master Splinter finally allowed the brothers to go to the surface on their own. That was like two weeks ago.
Mikey slowly turned to look at his leader.
Leo’s expression finally revealed the torment running rampant through his mind, as he grew more and more tense with each failed phone call to his lost brothers. Mikey could hear the annoyed sound of Raph’s voice as his message played again and again in Leo’s ear.
‘ “ How does this stupid thing work…….what- what do you mean it’s already recording?! GRRRR DON SHOW ME HOW TO WORK THIS PIECE OF- [ BEEP ] “ ‘
When Raph first recorded his answering machine message, the brothers would all burst into laughter whenever he missed their calls. But now, Leo only grimaced and shrank at the harsh sounds of his fiery brother, almost as if the recording was taunting him.
REMINDING him.
“ Come on.. COME ON. “ The eldest bit his lip as he tried for Don’s cell again. With each failed call his mind became more and more unclear, as his voice was failing to conceal his shame and anger, his sadness… and his regret.
‘ “ Sorry, this is Donatello Hamato, I’m not at the phone right now, please leave a message, and if I have time I might call you back. [ BEEP ] “ ‘
“ - GRRRAHHH!! “
Leo raised his phone as if he were about to throw it into the ground, his arm stretched and taught like a band on a slingshot. Just as he looked like he was about to throw it with all the force he could muster, his arms went limp to his sides as he lost the battle to hold back his tears. The leader in blue, the one with the plan, the one who should never fail his family, fell down on his knees and began….
.. to pray.
Mikey could barely hear his brother as the oldest’s voice clashed and strained from the guilt and shame that swirled in his heart. The youngest could make out a few words through the chokes and sobs, the most used being “ please” and “ help them”… But the rest was grief-stricken gibberish that only God Himself was able to understand.
That’s good..seeing how He can actually do something for our brothers.. Mikey thought to himself, his inner voice tinged with bitterness.
Mikey looked down with hate filled eyes at his swollen ankle. He could feel his own tears now beginning to stream down his face as he gulped down the growing anxiety bubbling up his throat.
I can’t do anything.
His bitter heart added a sting to the tears as they pricked the corners of his eyes.
I can’t do anything for them.
He looked up.
…. But… I know You can.
With a strained voice, Mikey called to his brother, but all that sounded was the same pathetic squeak he was trying to avoid from before.
Dang it.
Mikey tried again, this time clearing his throat the best he could.
“ Leo…”
The oldest’s bowed head slowly rose from the ground to look up at his youngest brother. Tears had stained his royal blue mask, and his eyes were rimmed with a soft red. Choked sobs still weaseled their way out of Leo’s throat, as his gaze met Mikey’s.
“ Come.. *hic*.. Come here, bro. Pl- pl- lease..”
Without a word, Leo walked to his brother’s side. And Mikey, in one smooth motion, leapt off the couch one last time.
“ M- mikey n- no- “
The oldest never finished his sentence as his body was met with a crushing hug from his little brother.
The two stood there for what felt like hours, embracing each other as their shoulders trembled, and nestling their heads deep into the other’s neck. Their arms clung tighter and tighter as their separate sobs melded together into a cadence of fear and grief.
Their fight from earlier had no place in either of the brothers’ thoughts as they continued to try to comfort each other. The two boys’ minds were far too busy being filled with reasons of why Don and Raph sounded the dreaded alarm. What could have happened to them. If they were both alright.
..If they would ever come home.
“ We- we’re run-n-ning out of ti-ime.. “ The oldest whispered as he rubbed the tears from his eyes into Mikey’s shoulder.
The youngest’s chest tightened as he took a sharp inhale.
He knew what he had to do.
And he hated it.
“…G-go…..Go fi- find the- them. “ Mikey whispered back, “ I- I’ll only s-slow you do- down.. “
Leo lifted his head to look his youngest brother in the eyes. The oldest’s expression was filled with child-like fear and nervousness; He looked like a kid again. He had that same look that all kids wear when something scary happens:
WHAT DO I DO?
And with that question, a child would usually go to the closest adult in the room.
Leo is seventeen.
And he’s the closest they had to an adult until Splinter came home from scavenging in Central Park.
But with the call to leadership, Leo’s face and posture changed. His slumped shoulders straightened, and his chest rose and fell with heavy breaths. He gave the weakest of smiles, rubbed his eyes one last time, and then nodded as he gently pushed Mikey back onto the couch.
“ I’ll f- find them, Mikey. “
Leo placed his hand on the back of Mikey’s neck, and lowered his forehead to the youngest’s.
“… I promise. “
As Leo picked up his katanas and began to run to the Lair’s main doorway into the tunnels, Mikey remembered something.
“ W-wait- Leo, hold up! “
The eldest quickly swiveled his head to be in Mikey’s direction, as the youngest leaned over and pulled some kind of secret drawer out of the coffee table. He grabbed something shiny and then threw it to Leo. With a quick flick of his wrist thanks to his ninja skills, the blue clad turtle caught the energy bar with ease. After a slight glance at the snack, he looked back up to Mikey with a “ you know what you did “ grin. Mikey responded with the widest of grins Leo’s ever seen.
“ .. Thanks, Little Brother. “
In a blur of green and blue, Leo had vanished sprinting down the tunnels.
Mikey gave a long, weighted sigh as he wiped away the remaining tears on his face.
… It’s ok….Leo’s got it… He’ll find them….
As he sat on the couch, not sure where to land his eyes, he noticed the wooden picture frame hanging on the wall next to the hallway. The words written inside the glass echoed in Mikey’s mind as his heart finally shattered.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. Acknowledge Him in all your ways and He will direct your paths. “
They’ll be ok…. Mikey thought as he fell deep into the cushions of the couch, once again letting his tears stream freely, Leo will find them.. God will help him find them..
Mikey closed his eyes.
Lord… Keep my brothers safe.. Please, Lord..
PLEASE bring them home.
That's it for this chapter! :) Hope you enjoyed it! ( Or it made you sob your eyes out, either way as a author I win XD )
To God be the glory!
~ Melissa
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vanvietvor · 15 days ago
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I suddenly became horribly tired around 5:30 today
Actually dozed off for a half hour at 7:30
Finally gave up and actually went to bed, falling asleep at 8:40
Woke up at 9:55 and haven't been able to fall back asleep
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gladlyhumbled · 1 month ago
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The Journey of Healing
I am healed. The LORD has confirmed that I am healed. I pray for my growth in faith in the Lord, for He never tells a lie. Even when the physical reality still lags behind the spiritual realm. I just have to believe and cling to His very Words.
I have to be incessantly persistent about my request for healing to manifest in the physical, like the widow who pestered the wicked judge (Luke 18: 1-8).
The judge was dishonorable and ruthless. He didn't fear God and he didn't care about the people he was supposed to protect. However, the widow didn't give up on asking him to grant her justice over her adversaries.
The judge grew tired of her requests and wanted her to go away, so he finally granted her request.
Perseverance won. I, too, have to be persistent in my request for God to heal me; to take away the physical and emotional symptoms of this ravenous disease. So here goes: I am healed, I am healed, I am healed. Lupus has NO PLACE in the body of Christ. Disease and sickness are incompatible with the perfect body of Christ. They just are.
Okay, now excuse my incessant rambling, I am just hopeful for the day when the physical aligns with the spiritual, and me and lupus part ways.
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troubledontlast1 · 15 days ago
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I'm just out here trusting God.
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kdmiller55 · 2 months ago
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Light in the Darkness
A Psalm of David. 1 To you, O LORD, I call;     my rock, be not deaf to me, lest, if you be silent to me,     I become like those who go down to the pit. 2 Hear the voice of my pleas for mercy,     when I cry to you for help, when I lift up my hands     toward your most holy sanctuary. 3 Do not drag me off with the wicked,     with the workers of evil, who speak peace with their…
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goodwriterblog · 4 months ago
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Future Grace: Finding Hope in God's Faithful Promises
Discovering future grace changes how believers see God’s work in their lives. This idea goes beyond old ways of thinking. It shows God’s love and help never stops. Christians often struggle to see how God’s promises affect their everyday lives. Future grace gives a new view. It makes believers trust in God’s promises, no matter what’s happening now. At its heart, future grace shows God’s…
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faithsnippets · 4 months ago
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soapbbox · 4 months ago
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A Quintesson attack leaves Megatron in need of repairs.
Let’s pretend this takes place early where Megatron isn’t incredibly paranoid about back stabbing (Starscream) yet
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luwha · 3 months ago
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Not telling y'all that you should be able to identify AI slop (but it is a valuable skill, you totes should), but if you're to be accusing artists of being AI left and right at least go and do your homework, or at least do the bare minimum and use AI identification tools like Hive Moderation, so you 1- don't ruin someone's lifehood 2- don't make a clown out of yourself maybe
Like, i get it, AI slop and "AI artists" pretending to be genuine is getting harder and harder to identify, but just accusing someone out of the blue and calling it a day doesn't make it any better.
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The AI clowns shifted to styles that have less "tells" and the AI arts are becoming better. Yeah, it sucks ass.
They're also integrating them with memes, so you chuckle and share, like those knights with pink backgrounds, some cool frog and a funny one liner, so you get used to their aesthetic.
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This is an art from the new coming set Final Fantasy for MtG. This is someone on Reddit accusing someone of using AI. From what i can tell, and i fucking hate AI, there is NO AI used on this image.
As far as i can tell and as far as any tool i've used, the Artist didn't use AI. which leads to the next one:
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they accused the artist of this one of using Ai. the name of this artist is Nestor Ossandon.
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He as already been FALSELY ACCUSED of using AI, because he drew a HAND THAT LOOKED A LITTLE WEIRD, which caused a statement from D&D Beyond, confirming that no AI has been used.
Not to repeat mysef, they're accusing the art above, that is by Nestor, to have used Ai.
REAL artists are not machines. And just like the AI slop, we are not perfect and we make mistakes. The hands we draw have wonky fingers sometimes. The folds we draw are weird. But we are REAL. We are real people. And hey, some of our "mistakes" sometimes are CHOICES. Artistic choices are a thing yo.
If you're to accuse someone of using Ai, i know it's getting hard to identify. But come on. At least do your due diligence.
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golden-gospel-poet · 4 months ago
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“I am fearfully & wonderfully made…
My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.” {Psalm 139:13-16}
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beebundt · 3 months ago
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personal stuff made recently 🌼
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tom4jc · 1 year ago
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June 5, 2024 Promise Of God
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tears-that-heal · 1 year ago
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challenging times....
My diabetes are somewhat unhinged at this time. 😣 I had to leave on a trip to visit family in Arkansas without getting my replacement 3rd medication to manage my diabetes. It served to be way more of a challenge then I anticipated. My morning blood sugar readings have been too high, and today has been the most difficult. I ate very little today and I applied my emergency strategy by taking a small extra dose of my current meds. It lowered my numbers by a little bit, and also took a nap. I honestly feel frustrated that I can't be functioning at my best and be able to spend more time with my mother-in-law. I'm simply laying in bed because my crazy blood sugar won't allow me to mentally function properly. Dear Lord help me! This trip didn't turn out to be a vacation, like I hoped. 🥺 I understand it's not the end of the word, but.....yeah.
'Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; '
Proverbs 3:5 NIV
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found on pinterest here
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u3pxx · 3 months ago
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'cause love's such an old-fashioned word and love dares you to care for the people on the edge of the night 🫁🪩
my piece for the @de-fanzine-cpr-pale zine! the premise for the zine was so sweet and i'm glad i got to draw something celebrating the love we all have for disco elysium 🫁💖 you can download the full zine here (it's free!!!)
i chose the song under pressure bc not only was it an earworm i had during the time i was drawing this, but also because of this lovely edit that ignited some very strong emotions in me! go check it out!!!
like this art? it's a print, here! | like what i do? support me on ko-fi!
i also considered choosing a tagalog song, but to be honest, i'm not much of a music listener so i didn't know enough songs that would've reminded me of disco elysium or had the vibes/inspiration i was looking for. but, oh well!
another inspiration for this drawing was that one sculpture with flowers bursting from its head that people were redrawing, i kind of wanted to capture that but a little differently! instead of drawing flowers, i get to draw one billion trillion disco elysium npcs good god why did i do that to myself
it's actually been a while since i've drawn this i'm trying to remember if i have anything else to say hm hm hmmm oh yea accessories harry's got are the eight-eyed teratorn tie and on the side is the hat he gets from annette! (it's not very obvious, it just looks like a very colorful part of the background too but that was what my idea was anyways pftt) i wanted harry to be wearing things that were out of the little acts of kindness you do in the game.
i haven't read thru the full zine yet bc i've been busy orz but from the pages i flipped through i'm just blown away by everyone's works!!! thanks so much for the mods for organizing this!!
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How to Connect with God
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