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Heart Shaped Churros ♡ (x)

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So kawaii! 🥰

くま〜！

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Need some relief…..

I feel so wound-up tight this morning. I think part of it is due to getting up early and doing some much needed cleaning in the house. Which is a huge positive, but I also feel very stressed too. Had some important plans scheduled for yesterday and my calendar had set the wrong appointment time. I honestly was super ticked-off with myself, and had to reschedule for next week. There’s nothing really wrong with that…..I guess I’m just feeling anxious. I’m seriously like a wind-up toy, refreshly wound-up my movements are going fast, but soon my body slows down to a complete stop. It could very much be my bipolar. I only experience being “hypomanic” and not “manic” like in people with type 1 bipolar; there’s a difference. *sigh* My body won’t calm down. I wish I can already see my new therapist again. Well……I must ask for the aid of the best counselor out there. Jesus, please help me rn! Help me release all this tension in both my mind and body. I wish to be calm and at peace. Holy Spirit continue to do your good work in me, and my family and friends. Amen 😪

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Eeveelutions! and their shinies ✨

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Now that’s the Truth. 😮‍💨

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Tomorrowland, June 1968

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my current otp is rose unicorn x sandwich unicorn

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For me, it's a bittersweet love for rice.....cause I'm diabetic and rice spikes my blood sugar. 😣

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I completely agree. 🥰

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Made a bunch of stickers! ✨

AfternoonFika

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I love this creature design version compared to the original. I was not a fav of the original series art direction at all. 😝

semiaquatic secret agent

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Sunday - 04.21.24

9:30AM

I’m Struggling…..

I’m currently at my favorite-est place, which is my home church, but my mind and body are struggling; biologically. This Sunday morning, my son waited last minute to get himself ready for church, so I had to intercede. We arrived at Sunday school not too late, but once I sat down I realized that forgot my morning meds. 😳 Oh Crap! My meds help both with my mental health and my diabetes. On top of that, I had no time to prepare my dark roast ice coffee and eat breakfast. 😣It also doesn’t stop there, Philomena (menstrual cycle) is present for her monthly visit.😖😭 I’m seriously fighting back tears, right now. Also in my skewed reasoning, I ate a doughnut out of hunger. I’m totally not making things better for myself!

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Okie!!!! It’s not the end of the world!

(taking to myself)

Elena, you’ve got through similar situations and it ended just fine. You know you’ll be all Okie. You’re letting Philomena and Agnes (anxiety disorder) get the best of you. Just keep putting your trust in God. You know He’s taking care of you always. Continue to turn to Him, everyday! Amen

11:20AM

Now in main church service, we finished worshiping through song & music. 🎶🎸 That part of the service always uplifts my heart and mind. I simply enjoy to sing, especially to christian worship music. What also helped me became calmer, I took an emergency chill pill that I always carry with me. 💊 Thank the Lord, I had one left on me. *relieved sigh* Now I can better focus on my pastor’s message as he preaches. I’m super bless to have such an alive and maturing church congregation and leaders in my small rural TX town. Truly despite my personal struggles, I’m view myself as great blessed. Thank you Jesus! Taking life one day at a time. ❤️

(Images found on pinterest)

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strawberry swiss snail 🍓

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