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misterbitches · 3 years

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I ship muren and li cheng bc i only saw it through gifs then i watched this episode cos i was like im only starting this show if they kiss im waiting and they did and it was nice and i got so anxious that i was about to fucking vomit. I really like them together. The top/bottom shit is dumb and i hope if they must mention it they all build a bridge and get over it so they can switch cos who gives a shit. I didnt realize how large they all are like most “tall” men on tv are lying. But bc that kid is so thin and tall and the other one (idk the stepbrother) is huge too. Li cheng is shorter than them both but more ~manly~ but still short so why doesnt he take a DICK UP HIS BUTT XD since that’s all that fucking matters and there’s only 2 genders and 2 eays to have sex lmao so nothing else otherwise ur screwed

Hd a terrible past couple of weeks personally and because i keep seeing my peopl eget murdered and things ripped from us ^_____^ anyway here’s Some libertatrian communist dumb bitch discoars so i’ll tag it:

keep in mind these are my opinions’”” when i engage in discourse. I am not the end all be all and I don’t need you to agree. There’s some shit I am non-negotiable on but thsi is just exchanging of information. Any authoratative tone I take on comes from my beliefs, my life, my experiences, and what I choose to cultivate as a person and an artist. I dont have control over your feelings, you do. If it hurts you then either tell me the issue and be PRECISE about it, understand that context matters which is why i type so much in engagement, and do not fucking lie or misconstrue my words. Do not call me western ever in your life either. I am a black-american. I have adhd and bc i am a black woman if ur automatically thinking im brolic i am accepting money in my paypal for ur wellbeing to get me to shut the fuck up.Thanks.

The stepbrothers storyline is stupid and lazy writing. I really want to counter people that say it’s written well and that it’s interesting because it isn’t. Even if it was illicit and fucked we can write a story out about this. Let’s rethink what they could have done shall we:

- become stepbrothers at about 16 and their parents mismanage the relationship and they fail in trying to get an integrated family together (this is what happened in the #iconic transit girls and that was fuckin’ weird but hey dude guess what we watched it and it was weird but not unethical and we know one is like 19 and the other is 21 and a girl so it’s like wow you avoided so much and handled their stepsister story very…….um lightly given the end lmao but it was there and people had AGENCY)

-OR you realize that freak is obsessed with him and then he realizes it and is like “bitch i swear to god” and in typical shtity trope BL fashion they can find a way from obsession, to loss and independence when you lose your obsession, to “love” if they choose

- have the fucked up shit but make it clear what the issues are and you literally cannot write your way out of it so do not try

But why can’t fucked up things be shown? Also this is realistic.

0. Well according to you but no one said that they can’t. So that’s on your interpretation of critique (that is, again, not bullying or harassment.) They can, i just gave plenty of scenarios in which it is affective and not just annoying to witness, trope-y, and frankly ridiculous and offensive. Sorry! They don’t do it well. You can come up with alternatives too. See #2 btw.

1. No it isn’t doing a good job of reflecting life because life has consequences. The exaggeration in drama doesn’t mean the arc shouldn’t be there. Almost always things that aren’t heavy with the message or meant to be sobering in a deep way are COMPELLING. The realism is the basis for art because we are human. This is not the way real humans act.

Someone said Tharn Type was mature and I had to laugh because no, no one acts that way and is “in love” if they act that way that means they fucking hate each other and they’re immature and frankly it’s just not that interesting for many of us to watch because the dramatization of the “realism” is fucking bonkers. That was such poor writing it is unbelievable and someone has the audacityt o say it’s how real adults act. Fucking murder me if I’m with someone for 7 years and we break up over a miscommunication and for some reason I am not as horny as my always horny boyfriend. The fuck? What kind of lives do you lead? Either you are not an adult or you are an adult who needs therapy.

I also hear the “realistic” argument but then people try and temper it with “but also it’s fiction.” What do you think fiction is? Why do you think filmmaking exists? Number one, it’s propaganda in the sense that you want others to buy into your presentation and see what you see. That means that the creators are telling people and influencing them WITH ART BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT IT IS about their feelings around a situation. That’s why it is imperative to be responsible as a filmmaker and artist and underline the deepness of creepiness if that’s what they want. If they want to relay that rape sometimes ok and psychos are crazy so they get boy (??!?!?!? BITCH?) then they achieved it with no innovative information. We know people get raped bc we are human beings and many of us live with that fear. You know, being the target demo and all. And bc BL loves that trope it’s rape fantasy peddled to young people and women. Just like shitty wattpad fics or NYT best sellers. Hooray, what now? Or are you trying to purport that this isn’t glorified fanfiction? Which it literally is

2. This is the issue with these shows. No one is saying that fucked up shit cannot be shown. There’s a film about a woman who is raped and she falls in love with her rapist (because he was masked but i think we find out later that she knows. Binoche is in it.) I have no desire for that film—i think it’s by a man and i extra dont care—but I hear it’s sort of powerful for many. I heard it was a good film. But the act itself is always eschewed and the conflict comes from how fucking ridiculous it is especially finding out that she knows. The power imbalance adn the possibility. They may not have handled it in a way I would have cared for but it was there.

There’s simply no imagination because these people do not care that much and aren’t great writers and filmmakers because they simply do not have to be. Sorry.

The industry doesn’t rely on the best they rely on efficiency (this is everywhere.) You can tell by the camera angles, the editing, the camera itself (idk if it is multicam but the flatness is typical soap flatness without the glowboxes to soften their faces.) Simple constant lighting. Now the surroundings are mostly beautiful. But even to some of the costumes. And those edits are abysmal, some of that camera work.

So with all that said even with the couple I extremely enjoy I see its (H4) faults. Add into that a lazily thrown together “shocking” love and if they are trying to get us to feel a type of way about its sexiness they fail. This is why movies like 50sog, 365 days, etc aren’t enjoyable to people because it’s fucking strange situations that they dont want to entangle or make enjoyable to viewers across the board. They know what people will take. It’s just that bitch what are we here for if even the sexiness isn’t there for ur stupid story.

At least with that teenager and 30 yr old man in MODC (which i do not love but i like them in theory if it wasnt totally repulsive to me and also if it was developed in a way that was good TO ME) they had their, er, “sex appeal” i talk about this as well the main couple in MODC to me, visually, was a miss. Not bc whatshisface was small and stuff but bc he was so sickly and they needed that to propel the story but it was just not appealing given how the story progressed. A missed opportunity in tying the two together besides making him look waif-y and sickly only to have the “did ur mom die in a car crash? No, cancer” type of move in not another teen movie. But the opposite. And not funny. Wayne tho????? GORL. Eggs. Cracked.

fandoms have a very warped sense of harrassment and discourse.

Most fandoms have harassers who are “protecting” the cast and crew who don’t need their protection (or maybe the crew does since they probably dont get paid well but why the fuck would anyone care about that lol) but very few have the people who have concerns or massive critique about the show are not going to be “bullying.”

If people are saying “if you like xyz, u suck” then sure it may suck for you to see but who fucking cares. Either talk to the person or don’t be friends with them. That is not bullying or harrassment. Things that are shitty get criticized. Fuck, things that aren’t shitty don’t. Get away from this idea of cancel culture and people misunderstanding the story. We have the ability to.

Think beyond your noses of personal preference. You don’t have to convince people of what you believe. Discussing it is good but critique is not bullying, harrassment, or hate. Neither is fucking roasting shit because even this shit I like (manner of death lets say) deserves it. Art is meant to be critiqued and if you dont fucking like the bullshit people make then say it. They know stupid stories like this are scandalous and they don’t give a shit in how to present them.

And guess what? You won’t like everybody. Many people can’t stand me i’m sure. Oh well. I mean frankly I don’t like that and I feel very unsettled when I don’t feel understood. That’s ok! I have to temper it. Sometimes calm myself down. I won’t get anything and everything I want. And you won’t like every opinion and sometimes it’s like “man am i a dummy?” But the part of growing up is fucking maanging that and beng honest about “bashing and harrassment” and “bullying” and growing up. Yuo can like what you want the “let people like what they want thing” is so fucking juvenile and THAT is not the real world. Which is probably why so many people feel that way, they dont want to live in the real world. Unfortunately, you do.

Think beyond our noses of personal preference and what we feel emotionally in conjunction with others. You don’t have to convince people of what you believe. And you can say things that you believe to be true but it doesn’t make them so or maybe it isn’t received that way to people. And many times we learn new things in the discussions “oh shit i didn’t see it that way” right? Discussing it is good but critique is not bullying, harrassment, or hate. Neither is fucking roasting shit because even this shit I like (manner of death lets say) deserves it. Art is meant to be critiqued and if you dont fucking like the bullshit people make then say it. They know stupid stories like this are scandalous and they don’t give a shit in how to present them. Usually the “opposition” in these situations aren’t the popular beliefs that permeate through society. Trust me lmao

Antiblackness

Antiblackness is a thing. It permeates everywhere. It permeates in this genre and it permeates in fandom. Get it the fuck together. Also do not conflate cultural relativism with being repsectful. They are not barbarians, they are smart human beings either making work or deciding to. We all have diff cultures but we have fucking sense in what is respectful and not. And if we don’t we fucking learn. You cannot excuse things and say “oh culture” when you have 0 idea of that culture or actual people who are radical etc and are fighting against it. Additionally the word westerner is an ignorant term when referring to people in the US or UK who are black. Because we are not. We extend sympathy to other groups and empathy since we know so there is no inherent power imbalance between a black viewer and their subject. Don’t suggest that because it’s wrong and ahistorical and contextless.

FIRST the fallacy of representation as freedom makes people fucking complacent, individualistic, and doesn’t let them think critically. Consumption and discourse around consumption is not helping material conditions of the marginalized communities in your home, the black ones who are ignored, those intersectionalized in these communities. Groups talk about art and what it means for them outside of just what we see and because we also don’t have access to a bunch of Thai reviews or what movements or going on we are less likely to know if we don’t FUCKING SEARCH for it. Because art is constant...which leads me to....

Representation is difficult. It matters and it doesn’t.

Tthese shows are not meant to overturn the LGBTQ+ community.

There are queer filmmakers and artists in these countries. Deep illustrious film careers or even TV that is moving and deliberate. We can even see it with the dude from “your name engraved” in their short series he was in beforehand. BL is no wa pejorative because it is simply not “qu**r” storytelling whatever that means. But know it has always existed everywhere and there are also out artists or radical artists in all these countries who do no respect mediums that are cash-grabs and poorly made.

ex: As much as “Like in the Movies” sort of isnt for me and is a bit hamfisted you can tell how much love goes into that. Love of the characters, acting, and message. Yes it’s cringey to see some of the lines (like very tbh subtlety wasnt exactly their strong suit) and yea naming them after lenin and marx is just 0ihgoaudgijposkagjihou BUT GUESS WHAT? THEY FUCKING DID IT. THEY TRIED. And class was a large component as well bc u cant fuckin ignore it. The show is aware of the machinations in its world as a show but also in the philippines and for a fuckin reason. And duatarte? Loooooooool so like yea not so sure bl makes him love his ppl but the show isnt trying to do that

It’s not a transgressive genre and it has no reason to be. No ethical anything under the way we live it’s just trying your fucking best to be. That’s it. They serve societal ills and capital’s purposes. Which is fine but it is not revolutionary.

These countries in SEA or even SA do not have as big budget for even mainstream dramas—though things are changing and that’s bc REVENUE like revenue from kpop is fucking huge for SK and again so much about that is bc of what happened in their history from japanese imperialism to WWII to the US—so for “queer” stuff it is sort of now important to make that an export and it sure is one. Not only globally or to the west but a lot of these places make their money within asia (duh!) outside of their countries. OBVIOUSLY. so BL is a way to output and gain money. The thing is, it doesnt seem to be put back into the industry at all. For people in all these countries to make works that aren’t for mainstream or wont reach as many people there’s a difference between trying and just shoving shit in your face and going here it’s gay you like it right? But dont antagonize the inherent patriarchal nature of BL.

Another thing: did you guys know thailand was never colonized? You should look it up. There’s little hints of things in ITSAY to represent french influence still. Isnt that fascinating? Find out why. It’s certainly interesting that the representation, though damaging and dubious many times and also incorrect like any media, is huge in asia and this isnt a commodity here (the US) exactly. A lot of that has to do with colonial ideas of gender of which I am sure. But listen………lmao

Sometimes people dont give a shit. And it very much shows. Here is the thing once again. GOOD TRANSGRESSIVE WORK exists.

Een within the capitalist Bs paradigm or you can see people trying (I can sort of applaud parts of lovely writer) also queer media has always existed everywhere the reason you don’t know about it is because it gets takena nd commodified into a mainstream product. We hvae little incentive, particularly if we are not fans of cinema or art in gen, to search fror others when the output is right here. Being dictated by others and the state and who will give you money. No longer an effort of a cast and crew who want to convey things. But google [any country] independent cinema, radical cinema, queer radical cinema, or even retrospectives on the cinema and rethinking what is queer and radical in film. What if we took that, diluted it, got rid of the creators who put themselves through all the work, ignroe al the nuances and do……………….two actors who are conventionally attractive with no chemistry making out.

It’s the same here lets say daniel kaluuya winning the oscar for the film about the BPP. I heard it was okay and not too offensive but it still isnt’ enough. It still isn’t like hwood isn’t trash, nnati black, misogynistic towards BW and women, and all that other shit. It was pushy but it can’t be enough where we are. Black KKKlansmen i think won an oscar, by circumstance i fuckin hate these award shows they mean nothing, and i like the film a lot but he has his misogynoir still resting in his films even if it is poignant. And it was a film that honestly wasn’t really made for black people. And should all art be a response to direct trauma or trying to make ourselves palatable when we’re just human?

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ and it’s importance (capitalism) but also sorta individual responsibility

Considering a lot of these actors are rich and then just dip that’s another problem. Mainstream isn’t what sustains marginalized art ever. It doesn’t change in the vast ways we think it does. What changes is the people of these groups pushing, fighting, forcing and then capitalism trying to make it work under capitalism. It will not. It cannot.

This is why artists and labels often don’t mix or you see people like Sonic Youth doing whatever they want and pissing off their label but making them give them money. Same with Nirvana. Vince Staples. The thing is they can fight and make good shit but what capitalism helps people….not care? They don’t respect the audience? We’re getting those returns on poor executed product placement, lighting, editing, framing, fucking acting. And you surewon’t see mixed black asians in these shows. WHY R U is the oNLY one i have seen it in and he just disappears (but that was pretty cool.) so who the fuck is this representing? And before you start: asian countries are not homogenous the way we believe them to be. There are marginalized communities outside of even mixed people that are harmed. So you can skrrt cause on that one: you’re wrong buddy. But it gives us the IDEA of a paradise which is what they NEED.With representation and visibility comes consequence and responsibility as artists. What it allows them to do is coast and not think complexly because why should they; it’s mostly the fantasies of some older woman who probably has money and much less interaction with the world. It’s bonkers. And what that allows even further is for them to say YOU ARE THE THING THAT YOU CONSUME and the THING THAT YOU CONSUME IS YOURS. It is not, it is not your identity, form a close bond but figure it the fuck out. Especially for adults who are hellbent on twisting their minds into pretzels and can’t acknowledge what’s just laziness in art and not giving a fucking shit. Truly.

There’s damage that has been done from Parasite as he was supported by CJE&M and the bullshit obsession america had and eveyrone’s poor interpretation of it if they are rich. BJH is a socialist and he is a filmmaker. He has made films that are outstanding and cost a lot of money. But now a fear for indie filmmakers is just not being able to raise that much or have that much attention. Getting funding that helps them instead of expecting the Next Big Thing that is a fad because capitalism is trash. Yes this funneling of money is absolutely harmful to us artists. Even buying in is strategic. Additionally, that film is probs one of the most radical films to have that wide release and accolade (unlike “Sorry to Bother You” which i have a lot of thoughts about. One being that asian exports are acceptable but black ones are not. This is an overall art critique and global media critique. Blackness is removed, not respected.) However, filmmaking isn’t green, it can’t be socialist, and it’s a lot of work. They used tons and tons and TONS of water to do a huge beautiful feat but we still know there is a cost. We have to figure that out because it shouldn’t be. It doesn’t go back into the crew’s pockets the way it should and the work becomes that of the director’s and actors solely. It’s fucking hard. We have to do our part but it doesn’t mean we are doing it perfectly. We just have to try to do better. So does BJH cos he needs to not be a misogynist but anyways i digress.

additionally and this is something some users fail to understand: people in the media sphere generally have fucking money. I went to film school that was international with super fucking rich kids. Taiwanese kids, kids from south asia, china, thailand. They had money. No not upper middle class money, not “rich” money, not some paltry 1m that’s chump change. Fucking money. Fucking RICH-RICH. MILLIONAIRES. BILLIONAIRES. WHICH IS DISGUSTING MIGHT I ADD. The domestic people didn’t have the money for school (in the UK) and i am in a massive amount of debt like every other black student that went there. You do not understand how much money is needed to survive so people who turn to these crew positions even casting etc need this fucking money usually. OKAY. A lot of the people that do well in these dumb shows or even on a larger scale HAVE MONEY. The reason these industries are small and struggling is because of lack of people and lack of resources to independent shit because oh gee it takes money to make things.

Why should I try? Well you don’t have to really if you have money or a name. Yet...

We can tell when like those Tik Tok shows or DCOMs dont give a shit (anymore.) You know how frustrated we get when content for young people is garbage? Well, see, BL is literally that under that system. Occasionally we will get something good now but there is virtually no need in any sector in the world at this point to truly figure out how to make it better and what to do to enhance artistic literacy, outreach, teaching people new things, getting people from these communities there and having true realistic says. Art and culture is IMPERATIVE TO WORLD LIBERATION but not when it is so stiffly trying to bend to capital’s idea of progressiveness. No. Neoliberalism. No.

That’s why in a way ITSAY is a huge feat; it takes from films etc and they clearly had money (the actors rae rich too which….lmaooooo j’aime pas) but it was a respected fucking script, acting was important, blocking, framing. There’s very little to critique as a visual medium for that because I understand what they are trying to do, their market is going to be mostly young girls, but they RESPECT THE FUCKING AUDIENCE. And guess what guys? You can make money from it!!!! WOAH! Since that may be the only goal which is disgusting and repulsive.

HOWEVER AND THIS IS WHAT IS SAD: itsay is an ex of a great show however knowing the actors backgrounds and the pseudo trouble it stirred when they weren’t supporting people protesting against the coup in the summer it really put a damper on my enjoyment. And this is how we can see that:

a) it’s honestly just a show and a good one but b) now what?

These kids (actors, who are like idk 19? 20?) are rich and not saying anything while countless actors, who were filming, did. Even tul who has $$$$ and the thing is the protesting against the coup legitimately attacks the rich. As it should. The protests going on were cries for help, against a dictatorship and fucking coup, asking people to get fucking help for covid, having kids be able to live. There’s a mini on VICE about this and it probably doesnt go too in depth but there’s a kid in there who talks about his friends getting into drugs and how he just wants to make music, have fun, skateboard. And it’s harrowing to see. This is a direct example of what these things do and don’t do. Yea we know a good show is here, we know growing up and slice of life, we know this is a bit of escapism and idealism but the idealism is reflected in the way these actors also choose to live their lives. So what progress? To who? For who? How is this helping me? What purpose does it serve? I say ITSAY serves its purpose as a piece and a glimpse into possibility of growing up but i do not say it antagonizes a broader issue that needs to be relevant in some sense but simply is not. It’s very singleminded and, well, it’s sort of like “besides my sexuality, what do i have to worry about?” But for real humans like....a lot. I do not respect their decision at all.

Why can’t we do our jobs and make something decent and respect our audience? No time, gotta make that sweet sweet sweet cash baybee. Look how progressive we are! Don’t look at history and material conditions. Thanks in advance, management.

History 4 does not have that respect. Many of these shows do not. Sometimes we hit good, sometimes we don’t. But in the end we cannot settle. And I won’t. If I am critiquing something I will not be shy and if I am meant to enjoy something as escapism then these shows NEED to highlight that and it’s rare sometimes (the best twins is a good reminder like that show is bad but man do i Brain Empty when i turn it on and i like that and there’s not much in it that makes me want to kill myself from annoyance but there are transphobic jokes i dont love however the whole show is a comedy about this dude’s crazy homophobic sister and she is constantly positioned as wrong and they talk about the aforementioned trans women as the actor was in drag. Interesting that they can manage that, huh?)

Oh btw.....taiwan has a very complicated history but ignore all the bad stuff it’s good now you can kinda sorta get married and stuff. KMT? You know how i learned that? I care about human beings and read about it lmao. I am not Taiwanese and look at that. So now I have historical and DIALECTICAL~**~*~****~*~*~ context so i can judge it as an artist, a black woman from america, and from the knowledge i have to pick up on their history to see if this fits into a broader picture besides the micro-one of sexuality on an individualized level. And this is kinda where it comes full circle: these shows are not you, you are not them, they do not exist in a vacuum because nothing does. The failure to critique now means continuing on as it has and it will still do so. History and time are not linear in the sense we think it is. Someitmes things are better, sometimes things feel more austere. We are not living under liberation though and these shows are not going to do so. So they are not US nor are they for a nebulous “us” of which the groups are all fractured and have diff opinions anyway (my opinion as a black american is going to vary from an asian woman’s say and that could really clash and i do not feel solidarity with all those in every community i am for several reasons.)

Final thots that have taken up my time and the only thing i actually wanted to write but got distracted:

Anyway my dissertation is that I ilke Muren and LiCheng a lot a lot and i like how cute they are and how truly dumb li cheng is. This is an example of mostly good writing, decent actors, nice chemistry, and sort of a calmness to them. And I super enjoy how Muren is pretty forward with LC in the sense that being together is like very important to truly be together. When he was like “no i didnt forget!” Or when LC asked him something in the office I forget it was 6 am and again i almost threw up and muren nodded and then LC leaned on him. Very cute. I want more of them tho i may have to skip that othre couple (the cameo the ones from MODC) but omfg the younger one HIS HAIR GREW SO MUCH HE LOOKS SO MATURE AND CUTE OMFGIJ0HUG9SAOGIJPKOAGJSIOHUAGIJP hahhaha the one good thing i will say about THEM.idk how old the actor is i figure he was young idk it makes me happy to see him he’s very cute. I hope he’s in something i can watch and not gag at. Is he hot? Who knows but he is a cutie!!

Anyway muren and lc have a good thing going it’s nice to watch ho\pe they dont fuck it up but im truly a sucker for some true finds 2 luvas i think some user on her\e was like i’m not a fan of friends ot lovers bc it doesn’t seem like they’re actually friends and maybe they were referring to this show idk. But it made me think and it was a very good observation. So i think they are friends and also luvrs <3

#history 4 #history 4: close to you #i told sunset about you #a thot #tharntype #lovely writer #bl fandom #idk #lol #long

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skunkes · 3 years

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God im so with you on the job situation. Im in school rn and im looking for jobs at the same time. I absolutely am dreading it especially since I have like no prior experience(lied and said I worked at toys r us since they can't check that anymore🤷🏻). Its miserable but I'm hoping we both get through this! Good luck dude!

im lucky bc ive been a yr out of college and im still chilling here in neetdom at parents place. im fine w it bc i dont have any real need to leave (ESPECIALLY since moving out means...having to have a job to pay bills with lol) and I dont rlly ask for much or take up too many resources + they seem satisfied w the little i make frm comms (bc i also sustain myself w it)

but recently theyve started to apply a bit of pressure + my relearning to drive has em also 👀 looking and its like. Okay. forget how to get a job, what jobs do people even have? lol 😭

ty and good luck as well!

#skunk mail #kaykoko

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forty-whacks · 4 years

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hey so i really want to listen to love in hate nation because it sounds really good but i’m really bad at figuring out the plot of musicals from their soundtracks (i didn’t realize that lizzie had poisoned the milk at their house until like the 6th listen to the soundtrack). could you please explain the plot? i totally understand if you don’t want to spend yr time on this however. ty!

I do happen to have a video lihn boot if you’d like that????

But off the top of my head (this is super quick and inaccurate because I don’t have a functioning memory-

Sussanah who’s our super rad main character get’s sent to Juvie cause she tries to kill herself her adoptive parents are like cba with this shit bye. That’s basically explained in Sussanah’s song which is a tune. Also her annoying bf Francis is all “I’m gonna save you it’ll be chill”

So she gets to Nation and she brings her ukulele cause it’s neat and she meets Miss Asp who’s a bitch and Miss Asp is like no uke for you and she cuts the strings. Also Sussanah has a stutter and that’s a thing. So she meets the squad and here’s an outline of those first impressions:

Judith- A bitch, she’s like the scary top dog who’s ready to fight al the time

Kitty- Legit everyone loves her because she’s just great. She’s in nation cause she’s trans and it’s the 60s and her dad is rich and he was like no thanks.

Ya-Ya- Personal fave. Weird Scifi nerd who just wants to be friend and has a doll that may or may not be possessed.

Dorothy- Fucking QUEEN. She’s a sweet southern belle or so she says because she’s in nation for conning people with scarily good impressions.

Rat- A badass who likes to steeeaaaal

And then she meets Sheila and everyone love’s Sheila cause Sheila’s super cools n also she likes to escape! Cue 3 failed escape attempts

Now here’s where I stop being able to remember shit.

So she has to get changed and sheila is made to like look after her and they share a moment sorta???

At some point Miss Asp is chosen to do a thing for a magazine which she’s excited about until she finds that they want to do it on one of the black girls so she chooses Susannah so now she gotta make Sussanah is like in top shape for this interview.

Francis comes by and tells them he’s sussanah’s brother so he can visit and he’s like “we gotta get you out” and he proposes I think somewhere in act 1??? And they need an escape plan.

There’s another Sussanah/Sheila moment in the bathroom when they sing The Other ONe and it’s cute as shit basically.

So then Miss Asp is out n the girls are like rager time and they have a party and this is when sussanah and Francis are meant to escape. Sussanah and sheila leave the party to go to Miss Asp’s office to get ukulele strings??? I think??? And sussanah teaches sheila some morse code and they sing oh well and it’s gay.

So they get to the office and they nearly kiss but oh no Miss Asp is back and catches them. Then there’s a fight and wait shit I forgot to explain Harriet. So Harriet used to be in Nation and she dated some piano girl and Miss Asp found out and she got electric shock therapy n Miss Asp was like more please and it killed her. Miss Asp is also her mum and I can’t remember if we know that at this point. That’s why Ya-Ya’s doll is Harriet 2. Also piano girl is dead. Anywhooo back to the plot. Sussanah and Sheila are caught and sussanah’s like it’s sheila’s fault and she get’s taken to solitary and Sussanah is like shit and sings I Hope I think and it’s beautiful and that’s end of act 1 I think.

So act 2 starts with Susannah feeling really bad and everyone being like well you should and they sing Solitary and it’s sad. Then sussanah realises sheila can hear the pipes clanging and they do some morse coding and everyone’s like gotta break sheila out.

BAck to me not remembering the order of anything that happens: Kitty sings Masochist at some point which is a queer anthem about being LGBT and loving it essentially also Miss Asp is having a breakdown and she thinks the girls are aliens and also Judith is a traitor who sells out the other girls in hopes of getting a transfer.

They devise a plan to get sheila out called operation sha la la and at this point I realise maybe Francis didn’t propose til act 2 and there was no escape plan in act 1??? God I should watch this again. Anyway the plan essentially involves sheila pretending to be sick and escaping through the bathroom window to where Francis will pick her up. All the girls use their different skills and band together even Judith at this point I think no wait that’s later oh and Sheila took Judith’s eye out for ratting out Harriet I think you should know that by now.

So they distract asp and the other guard dude while sussanah goes to give sheila the package and be like “btw I like you and I’m sorry”

Shit the magazine! Yeah this all happen’s on magazine day and asp is obsessing over everything being perfect. Sheila escapes and is round back but guard dude BUZZ! I think his name’s buzz! Catches is her and is like nah bro. So now I legit can’t remember shit, this is where revolution song goes yeah?? I’m putting it here anyway. So they’re like we gotta take this place down and they sing revolution song and make plans and they burn the place down. Wait shit no does revolution song happen while they’re making plans to bust sheila out?? Or both?? Anyway Judith has joined the squad and they burn the place down.

Now Sussanah and Sheila sing about how in love they are and Sheila rides off to Mexico with Francis cause she gotta get away.

Cut to the 80s and Sussanah’s is a famous singer and she’s playing in a record shop and Sheila happens to stop by and BAM LOOOOOOVE the end.

So uhhhhhhh someone please correct this. Hope it helped like even a little.

#ask #musicals #lihn #iconis #I'm so sorry

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IT’S FINALLY TIME FOR THE POST YOU’VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR (or maybe just that one anon)

there’s a LOT in here, newer questions are generally first so if you asked something a while ago and you’re only interested in that, scroll towards the bottom. also doing wcifs separately (errr i’m gonna try my hardest to ok don’t crucify me)

this mass anons post includes topics ranging from Very Sweet Things Said To Me That I Don’t Deserve, nitpicking stranger things, crying over ramona, lou theories, Cillian Is A Fucking Creep theories (true), and completely unhelpful reshade advice

let’s f0cking do this

You're right, apart from carrying his stupid brain, Santi's head didn't do anything to any of us. I apologize for anon.

I'm pretty sure I said that already but I love Rooney and Santi's relationship so much I literally have no words for it

ME TOO LIKE IT’S JUST SO PURE TWO NOT-KIDS SCARED OF THE ADULT WORLD TRYING TO FIGURE THINGS OUT WITH THEIR WEIRD BRAINS TOGETHER ;__; i love them

YO i didnt know u were a demigirl!! im a demiboy nb Buddies

hell fuckin yeah dude!! we are starting a demi club

Ok but like I really want werewolves. Like I know it sounds stupid but we have vampire and while yes I love my bat babes, I want a giant pupper friend. I have story written out and plans for a cabin to build. Now I’m waiting for EA to give me my big hairy babes.

DUDE i want more supernatural stuff too, mostly witches like I NEED MY WITCHES AGAIN!!! ts3 witches were so good. i didn’t like ts3 werewolves much but i feel like they’d be super cool in ts4, knowing how the vampires came out. i NEED it

hihi! i've been very quietly (??) following your blog for some time now and i just fawn over your characters way too much ?? anywho, i've been wanting to start my own little simblr story but ,, i'm not entirely sure where to even start? i have so many stories that i'd love to get out there, and i have the means.. butt, how did you go about starting out?? so sorry this is so long but i look up to you a whole ton!!! ty ily! :-)

i’m the (??) lmao that’s me always but ahdhghdfkshg thank you so much!!!!! i’m so glad you love them, it means the world to me ;-; and listen, that was me, i had no idea how i was going to do it because i’d only seen ts3 stories up to that point and i thought there was like a set Way to tell stories but i had no idea what i was doing so i was like y’know what...i’m just gonna do it how i feel comfortable doing it and i’m gonna figure it out as i go along. so honestly try to roughly plan out what your stor(ies) will entail and if you get stuck on planning and can’t figure it out, just jump right into it, try to make a few scenes or get the ball rolling somehow, even if it’s just random posts (i mean that’s all my blog was until i decided to commit to santi’s story.) it’s always gonna feel weird and awkward at first, but you’ll get comfortable the more you do it and it’ll figure itself out, trust me!

I read through most of your story posts the other day and now I’m rereading it again just to torture myself some more (and maybe catch up on some posts I may have missed). I honestly don’t think I’ve come across a sims story that’s so beautifully written & includes such evocative pictures as yours. I’m really at a loss for words, it’s all so stunning. & after a nearly two-month long creative block, it’s planted the smallest seed of inspiration in the back of my mind, so thank you for your art.

AHHHH AHSDHKGKDSJG WHAT!!!!! it’s always crazy hearing that 1) people actually care about my stuff, and 2) that it inspires them. like i really cannot believe that, stilL!! thank you so so much, i’m so happy you enjoyed it (as torturous as it was, lmao) it seriously warms my heart that you’re getting your groove back in the creative world, that means more to me than ANYTHING!! good luck with your art or whatever you decide to do with that inspiration!

can i pls have your editing skill please and thank you

i owe most my editing at this point to reshade so honestly get reshade and u will probably become better than me

o added u on animal crossing and when you added me back i was so happy,, your little person is sooo adorable ((:

OMG!! thank you!! everyone’s person on there is adorable i cry i love them all so much i’m so mad tho it won’t let me add any more friends!!! it probably cuts off at like 100 friends or something STUPID

First of all, I love you. Secondly, I love your photos so much. I'm legit about to just ditch sims 3 for 4 now because of your amazing posts. 😖

LMFAO no but really THANK YOU I LOVE YOU!!! if you can manage playing both i admire u, i’ve invested too much time and effort into ts4 to ever fully go back to any other sims games tbh

The new patch made my game unplayable! I'm crying, I miss my doggos...

NOOOOO!!! hopefully by now you’ve found a fix, i’m prayin for u

long time listener, first time caller yoooo. i like everyone love your stories and your sim aesthetic so so so much and just tbh i was offended on your behalf about that ask from that person wanting to novelize your stories. like you were way too nice. this is your intellectual property and it's fucked up that someone would think it'd be okay to duplicate it as long as they used a different medium. this is prob a bad one to repost just wanted to you to know you're an awesome, singular voice

omfg lmao this is a radio show now *z100 voice* tellem why ya mad euhhh first of all i can’t believe someone even ASKED that, i’m in shock because like what this is so foreign to me. people want to write about MY characters WHAT! like that alone...takes a long time to process. and like i know i should say no but then i feel mean but they’re also my creations so like idk. it warms my heart that you feel so strongly and would stand up for me like that i’m cryin thank u for calling in i love u

I JUST FINISHED YOUR ENTIRE STORY AND I'M NOT OK WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE PUTTING ME THROUGH THAT SHIT IT'S AN EMOTIONAL ROLLER COASTER AND I FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE ABUSED MY (NON EXISTENT) INNOCENCE WOW

I’M SO SORRY U HAD TO GO THROUGH THAT ALSO I APOLOGIZE FOR STEALING YOUR INNOCENCE I NEVER MEANT FOR THIS TO HAPPEN OSDAFKJDSK BUT THANK YOU FOR READING I’M GLAD YOU ENJOYED IT EVEN IF IT HURT YOU!!!

I've been up all night and it's now 11am. I'm completely binging on your stories bc I am in LOVE and need a Molly in my game asap. Do you think you'll ever upload her?

omG my freaking story inciting insomnia i’m so sorry for ur sleep schedule first of all, but at least that makes you identify with santi even more omg tho ;___; (how many times will i say ‘omg’ i wonder) i don’t think so because she is so dear to me and makes my heart ache, she is just so special, i dunno if i could ever release her into the wild like that lmao. i haven’t even shared her with my friends (not that i really ever had a reason to) but like yeah. maybe in the future that’ll change but right now, no, i’m sorry <3

To change the topic: Idk if you watch stranger things but I only managed to get to episode 3 of season 2 before I stopped watching lmao it was so bad and Billy (a certified Cunt) ruined the whole show for me

YEAH I DID! omg. i have a LOT of issues with this season (mostly in how badly they tried to retcon nancy and everyone else not caring about barb’s death, how bad the writing was in the realm of nancy and steve breaking up and then her and jonathan getting together...holy fuck it was so uncomfortable with that 40 yr old conspiracy theorist guy i couldn’t even enjoy my ship getting together lmao) also ur right, max and billy honestly did not offer anything to the story...like i loved max too but what was the point...billy acted like their presence and the reason they had to move was so dramatic when it was really nothing...unless they’re saving that for season 3 but like. the whole situation with billy was so anticlimactic. he was like a walmart version of henry from IT. like boohoo ur dad’s an asshole and then he beat up steve. good character arc. i liked max standing up for herself but really...that whole thing was so lackluster, i didn’t care about it at all. ALSO I HATED THAT THEY DIDN’T LET MAX AND ELEVEN BE FRIENDS!! i’m sure it’ll happen in season 3 but like c’mon...that would’ve made the max character feel a little more important to the story. anyway yeah fuck billy and i don’t get why everyone is lusting after him or his actor they’re both ugly! thanks for listening

I just got the sims 4 + city living and I’m so excited! I was really inspired by your stories and style in general... I was wondering what packs do you have and also what are your favourite sims 4 hairs? I’m having trouble finding ones and I love your style!

YAY I’M EXCITED FOR YOU!!! omg aww it warms my heart so much when people say i inspire them because i never anticipated that kind of response, thank you so much <3 hmmm i think i have all of them except glamour stuff and fitness stuff. and pretty much all the hairs i download are here or here. (or the subsequent ‘tf’, ‘cf’, ‘tm’ and ‘cm’ tags as well, according to age)

UHM a 19 year old and a 13 year old? Poor baby Lou... Also youre a brilliant writer i cant

😬😬😬 stay tuned ajasdhjhjsahd thank you so much!!!

My stan levels for you have increased so much? like thanks for being a good ally, clAps for femmesim!

lmao thank you, i don’t really deserve praise tho i’m just passing on the knowledge of those patient enough to teach me. just trying to do what i can with my privilege u know. ily

How do you have teeth showing in so many of your pictures of Lou and Molly, do you PS them in?

i’ve gotten this question before and it’s usually just the poses used! i do have some lipsticks that have teeth on them but i mostly use them for just rooney.

Honestly, a fight between Santi and that new guy (srry, forgot his name while typing this) would be so hot. Like, I hope Santi would win but like just watching Santi fight him for Lou would make me happy!! Also, I live for your stories💞

omG i’m about to call up vince mcmahon they both need to fight on smackdown it’s gonna happen. they’ll both be shirtless too ok and THANK YOU ILY

boi poc can be PREJUDICED against white people but there is no such thing as reverse racIIIIIIiiiiIIIIIiiiIIIIsm

Lemme just say that you must be feeling so stressed rn. I love you and your simblr!!! Your posts light up my day!! <3333

OMg kind of. this week has taken A Lot out of me and i really just want to chill at home and play my freaking GAME but obligations. u know. here’s hoping i get a day off this week. i’m mad i’m probably gonna miss gianni’s birthday too (it’s on tuesday) and i wanted to do something for it!! i’ll probably do it late like i did last year too lmao i’m so sorry baby g ANYWAY u didn’t ask to hear about any of this...thank you for this sweet message i love you <3

why,,,, are people... coming to your blog to discuss race you are a fucking simblr WHAT

the real question is why do people go to you like its your job to educate them lmao like theres so many resources out there

SHAWDY u aint wrong reverse racism is literally a joke i am so sorry you have to go through all of this keep stepping on white feelings we deserve it

I was wondering would u consider Asians to be POC?

yes

I just finished Strange the Dreamer and it was fucking amazing. I cried so much and I laughed and I sat in absolute amazement at the world Laini Taylor has created. 100/10 would recommend

ahhhh i really need to read it apparently!! i’m like 10% away from being done with a dance with dragons (and then i have to wait for the next book like a peasant HURRY UP KING GEORGE) anyway this one is definitely on my list!

omgomg!! I just met this girl in my class who has eyes just like ramona's!!! But like instead of being brown w/ a little bit of blue, they were blue w/ a little bit of brown!!! Dude I was so shook I rlly didn't think ppl had eyes like that!

OMG!!!! that’s amazing! and yes heterochromia is a real thing haha. i’ve only met one person with it and he had the same color combo as ramona too, only his was full heterochromia, not sectoral.

*me in the background screaming* nO yOU LEAVE HER ALoNE baD-DAD-MaN!

ME TF TOO

every time i read some of your stories i get an ache in my heart that doesn't go away until i either cry or sleep so interpret that as you like

OMG ;_____; ok me too tho my heart literally hurts thinking about my characters sometimes...mostly santi...i hate him (no i don’t :{ )

hey uhh idk if you've answered something like this before but do you have a spotify or something bc your music taste is GOLD

THANK YOU!! you were the first person to ask about this haha and hopefully you saw my answer to the other question about it! i just made one and it’s here!

hi hi ! i’m seeing all the drama on da blog and i really want to read the whole story but i can’t get to it on mobile so i was wondering if you could link the beginning and tell me what the best order to read it in is ( i’m so confused because i’ve seen sm people y’all about a parallel story so idk if i’m being dumb !! ) i hope this isn’t any inconvenience also your sims are so beautiful sjajsjajs

hey on mobile the link is just: http://femmesim.tumblr.com/tagged/story/chrono i would honestly just recommend that order haha, it makes things simpler and it encompasses ALL story posts, or posts that give context. there are parallels in my story, lou’s is kind of a parallel of santi’s, only different...well...you’ll see. but yeah sorry this is so late! and thank you!!!

TU HISTORIA ES TAAAAAN BUENA POR DIOOOOS (YOURE STORY IS SOOOOO GOOD OMG) <3 <3 *OO* *cries in spanish*

MUCHAS GRACIAS ENCANTADORA PERSONAAAA <333

lou is wendy right? i mean, a wendy complex is someone who is overly mothering to partners, and lou is already a mother and ik that doesn't really count as foreshadowing but it seems like it could be a link to me. it'd make sense too, considering guys that go after younger girls (ew) are usually immature ie peter pan complex. it'd make the most sense that those two go together then.

heheheheh that is a VERY good observation...that’s all i’m gonna say!!

This has nothing to do with what's happening in the story rn, but whatever. I was wondering if you were going to mention lou's struggles with being a single mom and the stigma surrounding single motherhood? As a single mother myself I'd really enjoy seeing you take on the issue. Personally, my biggest problem was overcoming the generalizations people put on you when you're a single mom. People always assumed that I that I was stupid and uneducated because I had my son when I was 17.

yes! that will definitely come up. i will focus a lot on her struggles as a single mom. so far i’ve mostly just peppered in some stuff about money troubles, and that will come up again, and the issues you mention will be pretty central to her character as well. i’m sorry you have to endure that, it’s not fair. people don’t even realize how strong and dedicated single mothers are.

when you say Peter Pan, do you mean the Disney stuff or the og creepy stuff?

i mean the general themes of the story and how that translates into a peter pan complex: boy who never grows up, feels like he fits in more with younger people (haha...yikes), read the message above because that anon described the other half of the equation better than i could

Wait, hold up. That dude is cute but I feel like he’s coming onto Lou way too strong. I have a bad feeling.. Lou is like 13 there and he is 19 I mean I’ve seen bigger gaps between people, but she is not legal yet.. Where are you going with this? 🤨😅

yyyyyyep that feeling is warranted! i am going a way i don’t think you guys expect me to go...i think you’ll be very confused at the end of this part lmao. that being said, i’m not putting any of this in for shock value or to romanticize inappropriate relationships like this. (i’m probably going to be repeating that a LOT for this story but please just keep that in mind)

Hey mom wanna hear a fun as hell story? I just got back from the ER bc I fell on my razor after showering, and practically cut my nipple in half. (I am in so much pain hELP)

OMFG NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR POOR NIPPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’M SO SORRY I HOPE IT FEELS BETTER PLEASE UPDATE ME ON THE NIPPLE STATUS

U gotta watch sense8!!! Apart from the v awkward sex scenes it's v good, has a lot of representation and shit Just watch that shit show, u won't regret it (And if you do I cut your throat oops)

i’ve heard it’s good! i remember when it first came out and everyone was like Wow The Representation so honestly anything with diversity has already got me hooked pls don’t murder me.

I'm calling it now. He's Fi's dad. and he's a FUCKING CREEP!! Bitch you are 19!! LOU IS 13!! BACK THE FUCK OFF YOU PERV!!

no spoilers or anything but honestly i’m with you @ cillian die

Are they gonna fucc, o no

right now? no. that would be Very Bad

bABY ITS COLD OUTSIDE

oh same

Hi ! Your lastest edit (graveyard girl) is truly amazing, how did you make that bokeh behind her ? 😱😍

thank you so much!!! it’s reshade (with matso DOF)!

You've probably got this question a lot of times but i can't find the answer for it. What reshade do you use?

i gotta add this to my faq, it’s one i created myself but i started out with this one (it totally doesn’t resemble that one anymore but i think it’s a good starting point)

how do you make good looking male sims? mine always look the same and kinda girly..

hmmm longer faces, prominent chins and jaws, smaller eyes, bigger noses...generally yeah

What do you mean 9 + alt?

you gotta turn bb.moveobjects on and then press alt + 9 when an object is selected to move it upward. so what i did with those poses i made was, i selected a teleporter and pressed alt + 9 until it was at a spot i liked on the roof. that’s why releasing those poses would be tricky, ‘cause every build is different so there’s no set way to place them, you just kinda have to play around with them

You mentioned GoT so naturally, I have to chime in and express my love for Jon. Honestly, he won me over ever since the first season? I'm at season 5 now and people have already warned me so now i'm silently weeping, waiting for something to happen to my precious bby help

JONNY BOY!!!!!!!!!!! i loved his emo ass since the beginning but his arc with qorin halfhand (was he in the show??) was probably the best arc in book 2 and then his book 3 arc was just...SO GOOD, SO MUCH happens to him and i just felt like i was watching my son go through it all...i love that boy so much ;-; i’m almost at the end of the last book and i’m scared for him because of the one spoiler i know lmao and you’re at that point too so GET READY we’ll go through it together ok

So there's this game I'm playing where someone talking about another character says 'maybe you can break him from his ouroboros of self-fladulation' (I know I probably butchered those spellings but I'm not a bright egg and autocorrect isn't helping rip) and tbh it made me think of Santi. (Also I'mma scream of you get this reference jsyk)

OMG THE FACT THAT YOU THOUGHT OF HIM ;-; and it’s okay u are the brightest egg in the bunch to me. I’M SORRY I DON’T GET THIS REFERENCE BECAUSE I’M NOT A VIDEO GAME PERSON BUT I’LL PRETEND I DO KNOW WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT anyway yes santi is currently in the process of breaking his self-flagellation and embracing the oneness of the ouroboros (as opposed to letting the cycle repeat itself until he’s worn down to nothing)

do you have any favorite pose creators?

answered

do you have any tips for taking good screenshots in game? like how to get the good angles and good quality? i play on ultra but i think when i zoom in and then use the arrows on my keyboard to move around, the pictures gets less clear and looks kinda blurry. how should i do this?

well if you’re already using ultra, there’s not much you can do lmao. sims 4 is just bad with textures in general. it also depends on the objects as well, some are better quality than others. if i zoom in far on a sim’s face, i generally know there will be some pixelation and i can clean that up in photoshop with topaz clean and the smudge tool. i am very reliant on photoshop sometimes lmao. it sounds like you already have the basics of taking good screenshots, it’s just sometimes you have to fight and work with sims 4′s less-than-hd quality.

burn it down by daughter reminds me of santi & i'm in pain

ouroboros!!! death! birth! death again! birth again rinse repeat! also santi breaking the cycle because third time's the charm

The tattoo is an Ouroboros. It originated in Egyptian iconography, and it symbolizes recreation. My boy's recreating himself, I'm so proud.

ouroboros, the dragon eating its own tail. it's a sign of eternal renewal

i saw the post of child molly and just started BAWLING i miss her what the fuck she's my fave character i'M CRYING

ME TOO BICH!! ME FUCKIN TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just read all of A Serious Case Of The Novembers so far and theres still tears on my face. some of the best stuff ive read in a while, great job on everything

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! ALSO I’M SORRY FOR MAKING YOU CRY

every time you write about molly and her in heaven it makes my heart swell, like the characters were answering asks and someone asked her what heaven was like and even though it was so small short lil answer it still pulls at the heart strings, basically what im trying to say is that your writing is so good! <3

omg ;_______; me too, i feel like she has such a simple way with words and although her descriptions of heaven are brief, they are also complex and beautiful, and even just writing it chokes me up ;-; thank you so much tho i’m so glad you like it!!

Molly: out Molly tatto: also out

why did this remind me of this post:

How did you edit in the fire in the last post? Looks cool

i searched things like “bonfire” and pasted parts of it that i wanted on the pic to make it look more realistic, then put a layer mask on the pasted pic and erased the edges and stuff to make it blend in better. the sparks and stuff i added by pasting it onto a new layer and changing the blending mode to screen!

idk if you have every watched grey anatomy but Lou's backstory is starting to remind me of Jo (Jo is a character from the show) like Jo was in a abusive relationship and she is married to the guy but she cant get divorced or he will come and find her. So like if Lou didn't tell Fiona's dad he was a dad and Lou was married to him and cant escape the marriage (cause abuse), plus it would explain Lou's kink with being choked ;) full circle *god-like heaven music with tiniest violin is playing now*

ooh no i don’t but that’s interesting and i’m excited you even made a connection like that! i will say that it’s not lou who likes to be choked (the very opposite actually lmao) but otherwise the situation does kinda fit. i’m the violin

I have a freakin bio pre ap test tomorrow on photosynthesis and i have no idea what it is im going to fail save me

I’M ANSWERING THIS VERY LATE BUT I HOPE YOUR TEST WENT WELL!!!!!! *spongebob voice* photosynthesis

last time I installed reshade I couldn't get it to open the controls or shaders or anything in game :///// any tips?? I love they way reshade looks too!!

hmmmmm well i know the control panel opens when you press shift + f2, and then you check the boxes of the effects you want on them. i haven’t heard of this problem so i dunno what other advice to give i’m sorry :{ if it’s your first time installing it, you might have to wait a little to get it to load up.

Da puppy is so cute!!!

That dog and Romona are so adorable, I might cry

Ramona's cheeks are so big im in love

NAJKSDJGKJSD THANK YOU i love her and her chubby cheeks ;-;

OMG TOTORO IS SO BEAUTIFUL I LOVE GHIBLI UGH FKSJFJANFB

SAME!!!!!!! if i could only watch ghibli movies for the rest of my life i’d be totally fine with that

THE DOGGIE HAS EYES JUST LIKE RAMONAS IM GONNA FUCKIGN CRY

ME FUCKGN TOO!!!!!!!!!! it was fate (aka me creating the wolf pup to look just like her shh i am fate)

Hope I'm not bothering you but i wondered if you knew how to make Tamo sims eyebags work on a toddler? Do I just click in s4s to work for toddler on the "age and gender flags" when looking in My CC or do I have to do something a little more than that please? Thank you.

for any skin detail or makeup, you have to go into s4s and open the package up, go to one of the tabs (honestly i don’t remember which one because i don’t have it open rn lmao) and you’ll see the different age groups and you check the box for toddler. and then save it of course. (there’s probably a better guide on how to do this somewhere lmao)

Hey :) Sorry to take up your time, I was wondering if you use win7, win8 or win10? I'm trying to decide on one and people seem to have very strong feelings about it. Also what web browser do you use? I've used Firefox, but I had some problems on CC websites. Thanks<3

i use windows 10 because it came with my laptop lmao i honestly don’t know much about windows systems at all!! and i use google chrome because it’s never failed me (even though windows keeps pressuring me to use the new internet explorer called “edge”)

i just finished all of novembers in a sitting and 1. i'm Sobbing, 2. your music taste is bomb

THANK YOU!!! my music taste is like one part indie shit, one part rap and hip-hop, twelve parts emo middle school bands

what is the size of the original unedited screenshot?

1920x1080

For reshade when your first install and select the reshade you want to use do you have to edit the settings? Cause last time I tried to (I didn’t know what most of the things meant lmao) but it kept saying error or something so I couldn’t play the game so I ended up taking out reshade

do you mean the preset you want to use? i mean no you can just play with that preset, you don’t have to change anything about it. i’m not sure what you mean but i followed this guide for setting it up

Will you ever share your preset?? Or maybe a preset made be you??

i’ve answered this before but the answer is Maybe

Hi!!!! How do you make the rays of light you have in your photos?? THANK U BBY <3333

that’s actually in my editing tutorial but here you go <3

is reshade only available on windows + do we need to pay for it

yes and no

Hello love! I was wondering (and maybe it's a dumb question, idk) but what life span setting do you use? I would assume you turned off aging for your story but maybe I'm wrong ;w; Thank you!!

i do actually have aging off ‘cause i’m a coward lmao even in the ts3 days when i wasn’t doing story stuff and literally just playing i had it off for the most part and just aged sims up when i wanted because i like to be in control of Everything (aries)

I really just wanted to say that I’m new I your tumblr but your stories are amazing and I love them so much!!! Keep doing what you’re doing💞👏🏼

hey thank you!!! you are so kind and i’m glad you’re enjoying everything!!

In your reshade settings where have you set it to save your SS's to and which key please? I can't find mine after setting it to desktop/screenshots :(

i just set mine to ts4′s screenshots folder because it’s what i was used to and it works for me haha. hmmmmmm did you copy the exact address or whatever it’s called of your folder’s location and then paste it into the reshade box? try doing that with another location and see if it works. if anything you can do what i did ‘cause it worked for me

ok SO i came across this music video for this like spanish/english speaking indie band called The Marías and the song was déjate llevar and literally everything about the music video reminded me of rooney and gianni

OMMMGGG i love this so much, i cry @ music suggestions and this is so them ;-; i think i’ve heard of this band before actually!!

a little life is going to fucking ruin you,,, just a warning

great! i look forward to it

can a steal ur talent

have it i don’t need it

What app are you using to make them cool edit things??

i tagged it but it was doodle face

omg Strange the Dreamer is so freaking amazing! It’s literally one of my favorite books of all time; You’ll love it. The writing is absolutely delightful

you guys are really singin the praises for this book!! i have so many dang books to read i swear

#nonsims #saviorhide #anonymous #sunny answers #it is done and i never want to see another anon message again #i retire

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wolf-skins · 7 years

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millennial joel headcanons (and other stuff) feat @fabulouslittlefox, part two:

fabulouslittlefox NICE also he loved the original Mummy movie W Brendon Frasier

wolf-skins ok it's so fucking long so i saved it and will edit later UH YES HE DID

fabulouslittlefox sweet! GOOD

wolf-skins but he'd also mutter under his breath about inaccuracies in historyf or ANY movie he'd be a Nathan Drake in that regard

fabulouslittlefox INDIANA JONES TOO bitch same LMAO

wolf-skins YES DEFS INDIANA

fabulouslittlefox Hmmm Jaws?

wolf-skins do u think he'd play the game STRIFE (you can see it in-game, there's a board game that looks like the game Life but is called Strife lmaooo) jaws definitely jaws

fabulouslittlefox I bet he would omg fuckin sick

wolf-skins Sarah would get so mad at him if he watched it around her she loved her sea friends

fabulouslittlefox AWH SARAH I bet he enjoyed the old black and white universal monster movies

wolf-skins probably had a shark graphic tee that joel bought her off some random rack in the street but she loved it + god godzilla he would've fucking be all for the classic godzillas

fabulouslittlefox GOOD ALSO YES

wolf-skins he wouldn't even be bothered when the mouths were off sync bc of the english voice overs

fabulouslittlefox I feel also not a movie but the old dukes of hazzard show He woulda ate that shit up

wolf-skins i've never seen it so i can't agree or disagree

fabulouslittlefox basically a group of rednecks acting all Robin hood-esque with an old souped up car to help them escape their shenanigans lmao

wolf-skins sarah loved vanessa carlton + i saw the movie when i was a kid w what's-her-face but i barely remember it. was taught what a double d meant bc of it though

fabulouslittlefox Oh my god I can just see Sarah and Joel belting out a duet of A Thousand Miles

wolf-skins exactly they would have just jammed while driving somewhere singing it so loud even with the windows rolled down

fabulouslittlefox 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 sometimes on the journey with Ellie she'd catch him humming it and when she'd ask what song it was he'd change the subject

wolf-skins NO do you think after a while tho he would start sharing those same songs with ellie god

fabulouslittlefox After a while, yes

wolf-skins i agree i feel it

fabulouslittlefox At first it'd feel like pouring salt into the wound but as time goes on he realised that it actually helped him move on

wolf-skins he just adores ellie ok

fabulouslittlefox Hhhhhhhh yes

wolf-skins he'd try very hard to help her play a video game since she always wanted to it never worked and it wasn't the same bc it still wasn't riley ouch

fabulouslittlefox damn Liz

wolf-skins ellie would've opened up to joel about riley over time too

fabulouslittlefox Oh definitely

wolf-skins there'd never have to be a coming out though bc that shit got wrecked when society turned into zombies it was just like k

fabulouslittlefox yeah right lmao "idc who u wanna kiss just get this clicker away from me"

wolf-skins lmaooooo fucking clickers man i hate them

fabulouslittlefox bitch same!!!! Bloaters are the worst tho

wolf-skins i actually don't have trouble with them after the first

fabulouslittlefox hmm really? They're still bitches to me but then again, I suck at viddy games lmao so

wolf-skins all you have to do is make lots of nail bombs, lay them around or throw them, but mainly: kill those assholes with fire. and a shotgun. but mostly fire. you get that flamethrower so i mostly only ever use that on bloaters, since it's perfect, and also use looots of molotovs well the ones you have fire gets them most though, nail bombs can help

fabulouslittlefox oh shit nice ty fr yr expertise

wolf-skins the first one is hard so i do my main thing during boss battles which is run around in circles attacking while you can the second is in the basement section of the hotel but honestly get the door card BEFORE tackling the generator trust me it fucking makes a difference to kill the zombies that come for you then so you have less later. anyways lay a nailbomb before you do the gen and run up that slab (which i think you know) and just fucking RUN LIKE A BITCH to the door. don't fight any of them. just run. get to the door and you don't have to worry. after that you have the flamethrower and the molotovs so it's easy peasy for the most part. ellie fighting the bloater isn't too bad either if you save what bombs/molotovs you can. also. running always helps my dude. good tactic in any video game anyways that's all i got

fabulouslittlefox SICK I'm gonna remember this

wolf-skins yeah idr what made me first use the flamethrower on a bloater but ye fire's the key

fabulouslittlefox hell yeah make that bitch toasty 😩😩😩👌👌👌👌🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

wolf-skins oh my GOD

fabulouslittlefox I LOVE EMOJIS SORRY FLDLCKSCKDK

wolf-skins it's okay lmaooo kill them kill them with fire

fabulouslittlefox me, molotoving a bloater: THIS GIRL IS ON FIREEEEEE🎵🎵🎵

wolf-skins NOOOOOOO btw tho it was while playing the game that i thought of the cha cha slide

fabulouslittlefox OMG

wolf-skins at tommy's while they're fixing the turbine someone goes "to the left" and i automatically replied "take it back now y'all"

fabulouslittlefox good KFKSKCKSKCKD

wolf-skins and i thought of that headcanon

fabulouslittlefox god bless I lov

wolf-skins i really hope they made tommy's entire town do it one night people threatened to revolt

fabulouslittlefox PLEA S E

wolf-skins imagine joel teaching ellie it she would only think his time was even stranger than the ice cream truck made her think

fabulouslittlefox LMAONGKDCKSKCKKS at least the breakout happened before the Dab and fidget spinners GOD NOOOO I JSUT THOUGTB ABOHT FIGDE T SPINNER S IN THE APOCALYPSE KCKSKVOSNX

wolf-skins OH MyDOFGH joel dabbing stop it

fabulouslittlefox IF NATE DRAKE CAN DAB THEN SO CAN JOEL

wolf-skins SOPT

fabulouslittlefox NEVER

#joel is a goddamn millennial tag

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queen-schadenfreude · 7 years

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tons of replies under this cut ;w;

@rockitsuu replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

I want to learn roadhog but im on ps4 and I die

hhhgggnnnhgg playing on console sounds like. kinda of a drag but tbh I haven’t owned a console in years so I’ve forgotten what it feels like to hold a controller orz

@theworldofkirby replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

You don't know me, but if you want, we could play overwatch together :D

hmu!! my bnet id is WeakLink#11913

@greyyourwarden replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

This is why I've never been able to play the game with actual people because my anxiety over it is so bad

Honestly it took me ages to get over my anxiety to start playing QP from bots, so I know how it goes :(

@geraltar replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

yeah, i just kinda.... stopped playing because people are so bad. although i've gotten into the habit of mercilessly blocking anyone who is an asshole so i don't have to play with them ever again thank G O D

oh man I didn’t even know that’s how the block feature worked!! I honestly thought it just blocked a player from contacting you. Cool, I might actually use it going forward, ty ♥

@midori16 replied to your post “maybe your just bad at videogames, maybe you shouldn't play at all”

I play Smite, I am only really decent using one god, and occasionally I feel like I HAVE to learn to play more of them, but when I try I'm miserable. So I stick to what I like, screw the haters. It's literally a video GAME.

Yeah, everyone should just play how they wanna play, whether it’s sticking to what you’re comfy with or branching out. Otherwise it’s just not fun, then what’s the point??

@beowulfings replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

idk if you're on pc or not, but i'd be happy to learn other heroes with you if you are! i know we don't know each other but i've also run into this kinda trouble and feel yr frustration real hard :c

Aww yeah! :D my bnet id is WeakLink#11913

@auronei replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

i feel you. my friends and i play the game to have fun! I'd be happy to play with you if you ever want to!

That’s how it should be tbh... play to have fun. If you wanna win so bad, there’s competitive. but yea add me!! i’m WeakLink#11913 on bnet

@peacekandi replied to your post “maybe your just bad at videogames, maybe you shouldn't play at all”

Have you considered playing No Limits in Arcade? There's generally no team pressure there, it's a mode where lots of people goof off. Lately it's the "300% Symmetras" mode, but you can pick anyone you like and no one will complain.

I have considered it, although it’s a bit tough to.. effectively learn when goofing off / stacking is the norm, haha. NOT that that kind of thing isn’t fun. I’ve played a 6v6 Lúcio match that probably went on for thirty minutes and was a blast lmao

@actualanders replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

Git gud is such a gross concept honestly, I play a lot of different heros fairly well and a lot of it was learned through YouTube videos, A.I, and playing mystery heros?? I find mystery heros and brawls refreshing because there's no pressure picking and you'd be surprised at what you can do when given the chance. The practice range sucks, so learning a new hero is hard, blizzard have said they are working on better tutorials and the like so there is hope.

I actually really like the mystery heroes brawl, although after a while I find it a tiny bit frustrating to not have the same hero twice (never gettin that ult charge haha) But also, I don’t really feel like it’s on Blizzard to provide better tutorials (tho that’d be nice), it’s really the community that needs to be more empathetic towards each other. That’s where most of the issues seem to stem from, anyway orz

@sgurrdearg replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

I'm not sure how well my internet can handle being on another server but yes I am game. I'm probably not even that good at the heroes I main so just playing with ppl that are nice and non-judgy would really help me when I'm trying to do better

Yea, having supportive friends/teams is so important to individual players’ enjoyment of the game, especially since it is a team game and not just 1v1 pvp sort of setup. I could always try switchin servers, tho! My bnet is WeakLink#11913

@spacepsychologist replied to your post “I need like, a friendly way to learn heroes I’m not good with in...”

I can't fucking believe someone saw this wholesome, positive post and their response was to anon you "maybe you shouldn't play video games if you suck".

DUDE THIS IS THE ATTITUDE IM TALKIN ABOUT... fucken, HARDCORE gAMERZ thinking that they somehow have the right to dictate who gets to play games based on skill level. Like... listen, this is a game for anyone who wants to play, not just seasoned gaming vets who make careers out of esports/pros/etc. jfc

anyone wanting to add me I’m on PC NA (altho I can try switching to other servers) WeakLink#11913 - altho I am going to bed for the night so I won’t be playing at least until after work tomorrow orz

#replies #lots and... lots of replies lmao #so they are under a cut #dont wanna monopolize anyones dash here

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DopeLoverx: WHATS GOOD MF DanielTheKing whispers: a quiet place is a good thriller KGTF: Happy New Years KGTF: Lmaoo KGTF: And Shii CHiLlin DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i saw it it was kinda like bird box hella random DopeLoverx: how was it it bringing in 2019 KGTF has left the chat DanielTheKing: damn he left quick DanielTheKing whispers: u saw searching? DopeLoverx: lol DopeLoverx: i tild u i was boring DopeLoverx: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: loll yep seen that 1 too DanielTheKing whispers: damn you seen it all DanielTheKing whispers: movie buff ass DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i love watching good movies i use to live at teh theater DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i use to wanna be a actress DanielTheKing whispers: u saw the commuter? 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DanielTheKing whispers: plus your vibe is fun lol you always on sum crazy DanielTheKing whispers: nah with the ppl you come in contact with DanielTheKing whispers: anything can happen a person mite have to leave imvu for some months DanielTheKing whispers: then that energy aint there no more Guest_pabloperp has joined the chat Guest_Kingjay23136 has joined the chat Guest_Kingjay23136 has left the chat Guest_pabloperp has left the chat ThatsTy has left the chat DanielTheKing whispers: that was random af DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: nah its a convo never feel like that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: with me DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: cause i try key word TRY not to hold back with you DanielTheKing whispers: im not expecting you to lay it all on me cause u still gettn to know me DanielTheKing whispers: i just know that as people we go thru so much DanielTheKing whispers: and alot of times we dont have ppl to just express ourselves to or with DanielTheKing whispers: so we carry alot of pain with us and its rough DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: your gonna make me cry that shit is so real DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: the people im around i dont expess myself too DanielTheKing whispers: like you could be a kid who went thru abuse but couldn't say nun or cps would come take u DanielTheKing whispers: that shit don't go away DanielTheKing whispers: or if ya parents was on drugs or u saw someone u was close to commit suicide DanielTheKing whispers: its alot of shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: that happen to you DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DanielTheKing whispers: so i just say ppl need to just be them cause its not guide book to this life shit DanielTheKing whispers: shit alot happen to me lol DanielTheKing whispers: but parental abuse was something yes DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: mom or dad DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DanielTheKing whispers: dad DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: alcohol? DanielTheKing whispers: nah just cause he could DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: beat u woop you verbal? DanielTheKing whispers: beat down with items, fist, verbal all that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im so sorry DanielTheKing whispers: i wasn't even mad bout that abuse cause shit happens DanielTheKing whispers: i was more mad at the adults around who knew and aint do shit DanielTheKing whispers: they just let it happen DanielTheKing whispers: that was my proof to know adults are fucked up DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: not even adults just some peopl DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: people DanielTheKing whispers: that shit drove me insane tho DanielTheKing whispers: couldn't trust nobody forever DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: smh DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: since then ... DanielTheKing whispers: that shit warped my personality for many yrs lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: how DanielTheKing whispers: like i didn't wanna be a victim DanielTheKing whispers: but i couldn't be me without existing with that pain DanielTheKing whispers: so i kinda acted like someone else for a time being DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: what was your safe place like someone else who? DanielTheKing whispers: like i just was trying to hang with otha ppl who were prob bad for me DanielTheKing whispers: just to avoid living with reality DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: do u ever feel like it happen for a reason DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: it being 2019 DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like have you grown into a better you DanielTheKing: hell nah i wouldn't wish that on anyone DanielTheKing whispers: but um DanielTheKing whispers: i've grown alot since then DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: loll DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: got caught slippin DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lmfaoo DanielTheKing whispers: the only thing that came out of it was me being able to know how much pain the world is in DanielTheKing whispers: and how easy it is to hide it cause i hid it very well and i still hide it at times DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: .... DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: the realest shit i was told as a child when i tried to express my feelings like the REAL shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: "sounds like a personal problem" and "Noone cares" DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but i dont feel that way DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i care about people DanielTheKing: your fam tell u they love u DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lmfao DanielTheKing whispers: this damn thing keep fuckn up DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: there u go DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: z DanielTheKing whispers: but my parents never told me that DanielTheKing whispers: nore any of my fam DanielTheKing: i grew up fast af DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my dad died protecting me DanielTheKing whispers: this mf cursor boy DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my mom had been thru some shit b4 that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: when i was in HS she told me everyday just dont come home pregnant DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont even be out like that lol DanielTheKing whispers: man shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: she got preg young with my sister and got married young and then the crack era hit DanielTheKing whispers: i never had one sex talk with my parent DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and their dad my sister and brother DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: their dad was hooked on drugs DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and my mom was taking care of them DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: holding shit down DanielTheKing whispers: i fell into porn at 10 and foul language DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: until my moms mom died then she had to take in her lil sister DanielTheKing whispers: ever since then i felt like an adult lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and her husband the fatehr of her two childer hooked on drugs raped my moms little sister DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and that shit fucked her up DanielTheKing whispers: wtf DanielTheKing whispers: you can unsee shit ya know DanielTheKing whispers: can't DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: then fast forward 4 years later she meets my pops DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: whos a family man supporter all that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: never married has me lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and not even a year after that hes gone DanielTheKing whispers: shit cray DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: so my mom gonna became DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: different ig DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: always over protective controling DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: grumpy DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i hate to say it lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: she didnt like hugging us DanielTheKing whispers: being a parent is hard af and scary DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: or kissing us DanielTheKing whispers: my parents never hugged till i was grown DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ikr DanielTheKing whispers: well my mom at least DanielTheKing whispers: my dad shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol shit cray DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my moms been in and out the hospital DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: she let me kiss her and tell her i love her i had to leav her there 1 night DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: after going thru this break up DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like god knew i needed someone DanielTheKing whispers: the world is fucked up man DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like walking around straght face any dude looking at me getting mugged DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol but inside lol DanielTheKing whispers: and ppl try to act like we all doing well like everything all good DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i just wanted a genuine hug DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: someone i felt like i could trust to tell me they love me DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: all i got is my mama DanielTheKing whispers: ikr DanielTheKing whispers: the i love you words genuinely with a hug touches your soul DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: my brother and sister different dad they blamed my mother for their fater raping our aunt DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and they didnt like me cause i was born outside DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: so just imagine thru the years DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol the saltynesss and shade DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol the fakeness DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol it was sad DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: we just started getting along again but tbh i still dont trust them sometimes DanielTheKing whispers: i bet it was DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont trust their intentions DanielTheKing whispers: i wouldn't honestly some shit just dont go away DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i make more money than they ever and my dad before he died set me and my other brother up really well with money DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: so they use me sometimes DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but because my heart is so giving DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: it hurts hwne i need them in return and they cant deliver i dont want the money i just want my sister ya know DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont want shit you have lol DanielTheKing whispers: like one reason i wouldn't wish this on anyone cause i was paranoid one time DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: just show me you care about me like yall care about each other DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: a little of what i been thru as far as family lol DanielTheKing whispers: the word family don't mean nun to me DanielTheKing whispers: i've seen fam do some dispicable things to each other and its sad DanielTheKing whispers: yall blood DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: thats why i adored my ex he was family oriented Guest_Basseses has joined the chat DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: always with his family or doing something for his family DanielTheKing whispers: i do alot for my fam tho DanielTheKing whispers: thats why my last 5 yrs been hellacious to some degree DanielTheKing whispers: somebody always need sum and i dont ask for nun in return DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: bro ya boy broke my heart lmfao DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im still kinda shell shocked DanielTheKing whispers: my boy? DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ya boy meaning the dude DanielTheKing whispers: oh DanielTheKing: since we scorpios lol DanielTheKing whispers: z DanielTheKing whispers: oh my goddddddd DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lmfao DanielTheKing whispers: this cursor is annoying DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: rofl DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but yeah and then when i see him DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: all i get is Im sorry DanielTheKing whispers: im sorry cause i miss that good pussy DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: 6 mos i went over that shit like where is baby somethings wrong why cant i get in touch Guest_Basseses has left the chat DanielTheKing whispers: they right tho DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: then wehn i did talk to him DanielTheKing whispers: times does heal most things DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he was like we gonna be together again and i love you this and that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and i saw the bitch DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he was with on thanks giving DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i asked him before that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: a few days before cause it was his birthday DanielTheKing whispers: was his new chick looking like nahhhhhhh? DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i wished him a hbd DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i asked him if he had a girl or was talking to anyone DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he straight up lied to me bro DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and said NO DanielTheKing whispers: z DanielTheKing whispers: wtf DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im thinking we gonna be together again and then i saw the bitch DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he sending me pics of us DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: frm the summer before DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and shit DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: AND YOU GOT A WHOLE BITCH! DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he dosnt know i know but after i saw that shit i stopped talking to him DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont ever wanna feel like that again left in the dark DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like i trusted u DanielTheKing whispers: damn love DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: if u need sum and i got it u got it DanielTheKing whispers: that relationship really fucked wit u DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i question my sanity still DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like was i crazy for believeing it was real DanielTheKing whispers: nah DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: like what did i do wrong for him to do that to me DanielTheKing whispers: you wanted it be real cause you were giving it your all DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: he had me thinking it was forever shit lol DanielTheKing whispers: it wasnt u it was him DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i feel so stupid DanielTheKing whispers: u gave ya energy to tha wrong nigga DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i never saw this guy coming DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i use to tell him you never know someone until at least 2 -3 years DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: in a relationship DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: 4 years lateer DanielTheKing whispers: relationships are for adults tho DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: this shit happens DanielTheKing whispers: its hard af if u still learning yourself DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: yeah we were young DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: jhene aiko was our summer song lol DanielTheKing whispers: like if iwas in a relationship when i was younger DanielTheKing whispers: i would've been a savage i swear DanielTheKing whispers: i didn't give no fucks 6horty has joined the chat DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: see that relationship turned me into a savage loll DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i was talking to mad dude DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: not to sound like a hoe DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i was faithful for 4 years even after he ghosted me DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i had a 1 night stand DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: started fucking this dude i met over th esummer lol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: it was crazy DanielTheKing whispers: im still a savage tho DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ive calm down since then DanielTheKing whispers: i just don't act on it DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: u? DanielTheKing whispers: yah DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: really? lol DanielTheKing whispers: i can't make a woman fall in love with me and drop her like a brick cause idc DanielTheKing whispers: z DanielTheKing whispers: but i wouldn't do that DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol i still dont get it DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and then feed me bullshit DanielTheKing: i can't i would feel guilty now DanielTheKing: but catch me some yrs ago DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: smh lol ive never been dirty like that DanielTheKing whispers: i would sell u a dream like a mf DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but its fuck him now DanielTheKing whispers: and have u thinkn all kinda shi DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: where ever he is now i hope he realizes he broke someones heart who rode for them DanielTheKing whispers: i like a woman with a nice body DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: we use to have this thing where we would fall out and be liek nahh we together till the lord says otehrwise DanielTheKing whispers: so she can be my snack lol DanielTheKing whispers: z DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol and the lord sid otehrwise DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: llol DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: u a scorpio i know u a freak DanielTheKing whispers: shit a extra freak DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol i know DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: well DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: i dont know know but im sure DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol youd def keeo me wet DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: but DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: on that note DopeLoverx yawns DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: its about time for me to goto bedddddd DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DanielTheKing whispers: lol DanielTheKing whispers: id be askn can i hit it in tha mornin too DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: lol be good DanielTheKing whispers: i needa hit tha gym soon DanielTheKing whispers: this 6'4ness i going to waste =(( DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: loll DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: well babe DopeLoverx hugs u DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: im headed out DanielTheKing hugs u back DanielTheKing whispers: sweet dreams strawberry DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: you have a wonderful night as always a pleasure DanielTheKing whispers: big factz!! DanielTheKing whispers: nite DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=es3Fm7dLm2o DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: tell me youll listen to it DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: and tell me what u think 6horty has left the chat DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: this is my sleep mood rihgt now DanielTheKing whispers: i got u ima leave a message for u DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: mk hhun DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: good night DanielTheKing whispers: b4 u go DanielTheKing: z DanielTheKing whispers: u know what's tha best DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: << DopeLoverx > DanielTheKing: ?? DanielTheKing whispers: when someone u really vibe with tell u why you mean something to them DanielTheKing whispers: to hear that is priceless it feels like time stopped for a sec

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