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chaosordoffl · 15 days

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Crazy how Targ/Valyrian names can sound feminine or masculine because of their association with a character

#like yeah there's linguistic bias like names ending in 'a' seeming more feminine #but sometimes I look at a name and tilt my head #the 'ys' ending isn't gender specific #without Daenerys would we think Daenys was feminine?#it could pass for a fantasy version of Dennis (Daenys sweetie I'm so sorry)#Denys (ugh)#(it sounds fine in Valyrian context)#could you tell if Maelys is feminine or masculine #with Rhaenys now it's just about impossible to imagine it on a man (skill issue)#and fanon names like Laenys have no context so anything is possible!#and then there's names like Aerys and Naerys where a single letter changes the vibe entirely #previous connotations baby!#thoughts #anyway something something DRAGONS HAVE NO GENDER #Valyrian names #asoiaf #house targaryen #house blackfyre #maybe #house velaryon

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plulp · 6 months

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JORDAN PLEASE DONT WEAR SO MANY CLOTHES. PPLEQASE

#my art #dol #jordan the pious #PLEASE TAKE THEM OFF PPLEASE #MONK HABITS AARE SO ......... 😰#i had to LOOK UP THE PIECES OF A MONKS HABIT and MANIPULATE IT to not look like. THAT.#had to look up what a cross looked like too. sorry god #anyways. i think jordan would look cute in a braid and also have a mole #because its cute too #ugh.......... finally able to get this out of my head though #been trying to work on it for the past few days but i just couldnt get it right #for some reason i thought jordan had green eyes? i was wrong though.#its still a little off for me but i genuinely think its because theyre wearing too much clothes #i need to draw jordan without the cowl sometime. i hate the cowl. take that thing off #well. such is the fate of a freak such as i #i might make a poll to ask who you all want me to draw next because ive basically drawn all my favorite characters #besides leighton i really love him <- sicko who does the GET BLACKMAILED thing just so i can cheat save and fuck him repeatedly #anyways hope you all like this one #EDIT: SORRY LOOKED AT IT AND NOTICED A CRITICAL ERROR #UP NOW.

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months

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Pictures that fuel the 007 vettonso au that exists in my head(for now)

Also go listen to "You Know My Name", and think of Vettonso while doing so because I think it is SOOOOOO them coded(but also f1 in general tbh.) And also if you've seen Casino Royale, hey, remember that chair scene? >:)

#anwyays some thoughts on the au:#thinking that seb is Bond of course and Nando is a former 00 agent whos gone rogue 🤭#(<- so basically like Raoul Silva lol)#(also my god basically im weirdly obsessed w the daniel craig bond movies(mostly casino royale) +#(+ bcs my brother and i watched all of them in two days last Christmas so theyre just forever embedded in my consciousness ig)#(SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME YKNOW)#tbf the only reason this au is just in my head is bcs it would require me to draw them more masc handsme #bcs bond is not a twink(😔) and im not good at drawing men like that so UGH #mayne one day itll make its way into art. would you guys be satisifed w chibis? 🥺#i wanna recreate one of those iconic movie poster poses or smth but yeah not my forte ig #but if i was drawinf LESBIAN james bond id be on it instantly(one day. one day...)#<- speaking of that. fucking hilarious how i can only draw fem men and masc women. duality!!!#but gaahhhh yeah this au is sponsored by eternal casino royale brainrot #just imagining vettonso playing cat and mouse is so !!!!!#also side note. all these pics are from various fia galas. waahhhh wouldnt that be an interesting setting for a bond film #i bet bond would like f1 🤭🤭 fast cars!!#also bond au btw literally originally just comes from the fact that they both race for Aston...its just so fitting #the fact that seb actually named his amr21 after a bond girl!!#well dw bcs Fernando in this can be both his bond villain and his bond girl. dualityq #fernando is an mi6 agent(0014) who seb looks up to but he defects and turns evil bcs seb gets promoted above him #as grace said when i told her this: seb would be a great Bond with his cockiness and jokes and confidence etc etc #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #vettonso #catie.rambling.txt

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poems-of-a-lover · 10 months

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i need to make out with a guy so violently right now

#ugh im so. im a wreck. cannot be thinking about boys while in my current situation.#the thought of a boy pinning me to a while and kissing wherever he can like he needs it makes me w e a k #i need this rightttt now #i gotta get my head to shut up and the only way i can think of doing that is by someone making out with me #argh im gonna blow up #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #trans mlm #t4t #mlm thoughts #mlm blog #t4t yearning #sfw #mlm sfw #t4t sfw

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reanimatedgh0ul · 9 months

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i think it'd be so funny for valerie to try decapitating danny only to then realize that it didn't work bc time and again this girl fails to understand that this boy is basically unkillable

so now she's forced to hold the sides of danny's face so that his head can start reattaching itself to his neck and how this is totally not awkward for either of them

#i think she would try to avert her eyes from looking directly @ him only danny to get annoyed #and be like yk looking @ me won't kill yk #she's like well you don't know #danny's ugh rlly how red and then she says smth silly like well given how freaky you are you can laser vision for all ik #he's like rlly that's the best you could up wow that's dumb #she's like hey you're one w a freakish body not me #danny's like oh ok well you're one who thought it'd be a great idea to come chop my head off #as valerie's forced to look @ him some more #she start noticing how freckles look and that they have a slight glow #that it's kinda cute actually only for to realize that's stupid and try to take her mind off it #meanwhile danny can't get over how weirdly nice it feels for valerie to be cupping his face given the circumstances #anyways they're both a mess #danny phantom #gray ghost #things to draw #robi rambles

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cashweasel · 5 months

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Besties rendezvous 🤍

#ocs #fellas is it gay to intertwine your fingers with your best friend while you sit in his lap and he reads to you?#they’re just… so casually in love disksksjdj this is very usual for them #the presence of valen’s lyre here is so significant bc ofc his bf(f) is gonna read to him and they’re gonna talk about the book and laugh #and then he’ll play something for him in return and receive head scratches and they may share a fruit afterwards and hold hands #but they’ll never kiss #anyways I think I did a pretty good job here skskskdkjs I needed to make this bc my babies have very little art together #no they just occupy my brain and bang on the walls every hour of the day #they deserve so much more appreciation amd I also need everyone to hear about them #ugh I miss them so much I can’t believe I haven’t thought about them in two weeks bc I was so busy trying to pass my classes #valen x gideon #my ocs #my art

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blowflyfag · 7 days

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Meeting LA Knight was a mistake I fucking want him more now it’s not even funny.

#like I wanted to have gay sex with him before. but like. now I WANTto have gay sex with him #like I need ittt #we could have something beauitful #aso hi woke up from my nap #it’s all I do lately tbh… I just. sleep a bunch.#:/#and then I have next week off I kinda wish I didn’t take it off cause it’s just me and my thoughts but I’ll cope #eris speaks #BUT THIS FUCKER IS JUST IN MY HEAD #UGH #catching myself thinking about him and yelling into a pillow

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howdoyousleep3 · 1 year

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tonight i’m thinking about a fucked out baby bucky and his daddy that still wants to hear that baby’s praise

there’s nothing sweeter than that blessed filth that comes out of bucky’s mouth when he gets floaty, when he gets messy, when he gets filled up to the brim with cock, and Daddy wants to hear it, even when bucky’s brain gets silly because his little hole is so full

so he’ll say shit like, “Go on, tell Daddy how good it feels,” and “Daddy’s cock is so big, isn’t it?” and bucky has no choice but to moan and whine and uh uh uh and stupidly repeat after Daddy

“It’s so good, Daddy. Feels so good, so fucking good” and “S’big, it’s such a big cock, how does it even fit?”

and Daddy eats that shit up, can get exactly what he wants to hear as long as he helps his baby get there, gives him those little questions and commands to get the hiccups and moans and whimpers and sweet sweet baby talk he wants to hear in return

“That good for you, sugar? You like it when Daddy’s a little rough with you? When it hurts a little?”

“Make it hurt, Daddy! Make it hurt so good, I love it, I love it, more…”

#k is thinking #daddy steve and baby bucky #I’m just so HOT for them tonight #I can’t get Bucky’s baby talk out of my head can you tell uggggh #I’m having filthy stevie thoughts too UGH #😵‍💫🥴😵‍💫🥴😵‍💫🥴😵‍💫#I need to go jerk off or something lol

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todayisafridaynight · 1 month

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tw // suicide

on twitter some ppl were talking about THAT jo scene from iw again and someone commented fucking "you know he was thinking about using that gun on himself" and im not sane anymore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! added something something his faith in ichi kept him hopeful enough in the moment but then when he went to jail oh. ohhh !!!!!!!!!!!

nooo cause if That Jo Scene is the flashback scene with hoshino's death that really had to be SUUUCH a low point if not top five lowest points for him i wanted to throw up watching that <- replays it in my brain constantly

#iw spoilers #snap chats #UGH I WANNA REPLAY IW SO BAD i still wanna see the scenes with english dubbing but i wanna finish lost judgment first #in any case no i love that scene. like you can see the will to live leave jo's body as he goes to sit down #god naw cause i was laughing (read: crying) over how jo really let that dog comment get to him. loved that really ....#i do enjoy the added context to sawashiro and his relationship with ichi even if its sort of one sided #like ichis never really harbored ill will towards him- hes not happy about how sawashiro treated him back then LOL #but it was still clear he respected him #with sawashiro- like once you know the whole locker mix up secret then it contextualizes their relationship (from jo's pov anyway)#but just sawashiro having actually MET akane and speaking with her and listening to her wish .. idk.#its a nice thought that- for as hard as he is on ichi- he is trying to look out for him for akane's sake #emphasis on For As Hard As He Is like my man you dont gotta take his finger off 💀💀 in any case ...#maybe thats just optimistic thinking but its a nice thought. This All In Relation to having faith in ichi to Not game end himself 💀#god but sawashiro in jail .. i really wouldve paid money just to know what was going through his head #how he reacted to aoki's death the moment he was told- like he already knew aoki never valued him but still... fathers love and all #ive rambled long enough vjlLKVEJVLKEJ BYE

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paarthursass · 1 year

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i think it’s funny that death is, technically speaking, the only other person “present” with lucheni as he tells the story. everyone else is just a shadow, an illustration that lucheni is painting. but death is there, too. he shows up in the prologue. but he’s silent, he doesn’t offer commentary (aside from his solo in the opening number) and just plays his role. and i think that’s very funny of him.

luigi’s undoubtedly an unreliable narrator but death does NOT speak up to confirm or deny ANYTHING lucheni’s saying. either death’s had to do this song and dance a few time before an is INCREDIBLY bored with it and doesn’t feel like putting in more effort than he has to, or he’s bored and playing along for the lolz and just nodding his head in agreement. lucheni could say ‘and then elisabeth fought attila the hun’ and death would just be like ‘yep. that happened. what do you mean he died 1400 years prior. he was there i saw him.’

#sophie.txt #elisabeth das musical #biggest clown in elisabeth das musical is death bcs WHATEVER way u look at his character or motives #any option is incredibly funny #does he actually love elisabeth/rudolf? cosmic entity gets feelings for the first time. clown behavior #is he just messing around with them? cosmic entity ignores job to fuck with royals. clown behavior #was he actually not even there in that capacity and lucheni is just embellishing and death isn't even denying it? clown behavior #i say this affectionately btw #when i call him a clown i am giggling and patting his head like a kitten #also when actors playing death choose to glare at lucheni or shoot him a look when he says something. ugh so good #thinking about that moment in the 2004 revival when death clares at lucheni for making fun at elisabeth's expense in the opening #saying 'she loved heinrich heine' and then lucheni turning and FREEZING at the look death is giving him #SO GOOD UGH #SO MUCH to unpack there #rotating that moment in my head 24/7 #also sorry for spamming the elisabeth tag im just having completely normal thoughts about it as u can see

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m-kyunie · 1 year

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elegance.

#dgm #D.Gray-Man #Alma Karma #cw blood #my head is filled w thoughts of Alma as a bride in a huge kitsch 80s dress #okay maybe not 80s more 60s/70s. thinking of my moms dress actually so #lots of lace long gloves puffy sleeves swooping neckline muah smtg guady #UGH or Princess Diana's oh exactly like that #just think about how past!Alma wldve thought abt potentially getting married and starting a family 'after the war'#Her covering Her face as an Akuma saying 'don't look at me' lives in my head forever. her excorcist uni #is quite tradtional and seems unpractical for battle but its def feminine to the MAX #so just. idk how to explain it but the body dysphoria i guess #Alma wanting tofit that echo of pretty but being all wrong for it. hair too dark to unruly adams apple sharp angular broad all wrong #wanting to be soft and slim and pretty pretty pretty.hiding it under layers of clothes and lace and accessories...#or being basicly the same height as Kanda and lamenting over it like nonono this is all wrong #tearing at their hair and picking the skin and scratching and ripping the dress and breathing awful #'not pretty not a woman will never be Her for //Him// never be enough' mentality #evevn tho Kanda literally does not fucking care about any of that like it doesnt even cross his mind hello hes trans duh they all r #idk i interpret them both as slightly diff like Alma seems much more in-tune w Her on an unconscious level its very emotional = turmulious/#VS Kanda who is very mentally inflicted its very physical and obsessive/conious thought near impossible to ignore ie the lotus n Her vision #so they act diff bc the influence of their Other is different. idk what im trying to say anymore actually. lmk if that makes sense T-T #ALL THAT JUST TO SAY I WANTED TO DRAW ALMA IN A WEDDING DRESS LMFAO IM SORRY IM CRAZY

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mattodore · 9 months

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kisses him goodnight

#river dipping #ts4 #theodore doe #echthroi #i took this when i was playing the oc save and taking pics for nene earlier today <3 #loved the way the light of dawn was playing across his sim so i took a little pic and then loved it so much i made it my icon #anyway <3333333 #finished two of the poses !!#actually feeling a little uhhhhh . physically ill so i'm pretty sure my body is telling me i need to force myself to sleep so i'm gonna try #otherwise i would've started on another one that i thought of while in blender #just like this idea in my head of theo pulling matthias closer by the muzzle............ ugh .#like his fingers looped through the cage and his other hand in matthias's hair while matthias is looking up at him. flushed. dazed.#ughhhhh. . .#UGH.#i definitely will make that tomorrow #i was also thinking tho...... that i rlly need to learn how to edit meshes #specifically so i can drag the muzzle down it's so annoying how it clips with matthias's chin kgjfhnfk #maybe next time don't have such a long face . loser #beats him up #anyway........... you can tell i feel sick dfknhjknjh i'm just saying whatever here now #also...... sorry again to the ppl who've left messages in my inbox </3 my avpd is just being so crazy atm i promise when i'm like.#normal again i really will get to them

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 months

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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought #i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy #its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere #bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like #normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes #possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my #reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it #i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything #in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place #i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass #i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired #god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or #read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill #so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating #its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage #bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn #unrelated

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ssreeder · 2 months

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Hey!! I just wanted to say thanks for all your hard work <3<3

I had been a little down when it came to creating more content or being involved in Zukka side of the fandom but seeing your update reminded me to just have fun. And okay this is going to sound bad but I swear I mean this as a compliment; I thought I was wasting my time working for months and years on the stuff I made, but then I realized your fic series brings me so much joy and I'd never, ever judge you for the amount of effort you put into your writing. Seeing it's actually inspiring, to see that someone holds that much passion and creativity and you are sharing it all for FREE. That a person could take all this time to intricately weave together a story, create memorable OCs, breathe new life and make the ATLA world so much bigger than it ever was in canon.

So thanks for accidentally giving me a kick in the butt to stop being judgy about my own work and making me realize you and every fan creator is AWESOME.

I hope you have a wonderful day, your writing is a blessing.

awwww I wanted to say thank you for sending me this ask! I know it’s not easy to put yourself out there, even on anon, so I think it’s cool you felt confident enough to come here and tell me about how you’re feeling.

I don;t think what you’re saying is bad at all haha, because honestly, I feel the same way. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wondered why the fuck am I still doing this? What’s the point? Do people even still care? What if it’s not good enough? What if people discover I have no fucking idea what I’m doing? Why am i spending so much of my time and effort doing this?? I mean… the self doubt is super real, and shiiiiiit let me discover one person that feeds into my self doubt and I’m full on spiraling haha. (Be nice to creators damn it! we are doing our damn best lol)

I’m really glad you think my fic is awesome, and if it weren’t people like you reminding me, I probably would have given up a long time ago haha. I do give my fic a lot of effort, and I hope you continue to give your creations the same amount of love and effort! I’m sure you’re amazing, and seriously don’t give up! I care about your creations and if I don’t get to stop neither do you! WOHOOO!!

Thanks for the ask anon sorry it took me so long to answer