#uhhhh goodnight

[beeholyshit]

Warm up while I didn't have wifi heheheheh

[pillowspace]

Hi, it's like almost 4 in the morning, but I suddenly had an angsty Time Loop AU realization that was like semi-horrifying and I kept thinking about it, so.

It could be easy to write off Sun and Moon as not really having to face much trauma during the time loops, while just Y/N does. But when you take into account that Y/N's the only one who knows they'll be okay in the end, the loops in which Y/N dies are devestating on Sun and Moon. Because they're not constantly in virus mode. Moon has moments. A lot of moments, but they pass. The virus eases up. And the loops aren't dependant on Y/N, they're dependant on the day of the fire, meaning that they're just kind of in sleep mode until time's up to bring them back. So Sun and Moon just have to deal with the burden of what's happened to Y/N until time resets, and they're not waiting for that reset to happen, because they don't know it's coming. Sometimes it all went wrong early on, and those times were easier. Sometimes it all went wrong much too late when they already loved you, and those times broke them.

Maybe just the faintest phantom memory of what that loss felt like slips through on Y/N's next "first day" of the job (if we're sticking to Eclipse having the memories, then it'd be a fun thought to consider the tiniest of memories slipping through sometimes), and Sun and Moon are both confused by the sudden wave of relief-desperation-anguish-love-guilt-guilt-guilt they randomly feel upon Sun meeting you. The feeling's easy to discard, but they don't understand why it happened. They suspect it to be a bug. Just a quick second of confusion in the programming that runs what emotions they feel.

After the loops, Sun and Moon remember every single day they spent genuinely believing Y/N was gone forever, and that hurts. And honestly, I'm caught between saying "they never let go of Y/N afterwards" and "they're too scared to hold Y/N anymore." Perhaps it's both. Perhaps they want to hold onto Y/N, and Y/N is the one who has to help them learn that's okay. I did put post-loops Y/N down as "very cuddly," after all.

Mm. Anyway. I should sleep

[herorkgk]

taba

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

remember to slow blink at your Foul Legacy today. doing this will show that you trust and love him, and will make him very happy. if he's particularly pleased he'll even slow blink back at you! it is important to slow blink at Foul Legacy at least once a day, if anything just to see him perk up and wiggle his wings.

[repmet]

Red, White & Royal Blue parallels

Scenes that made me go:

[sleepiestpeach]

tulips (and other early spring flowers) commonly symbolize rebirth and new beginnings 🌷 good for her!

[meownotgood]

aki has the prettiest moans.

he's quiet, but oh-so vocal, because you're making him feel so fucking good and he wants you to know it. he groans softly into your ear each time he thrusts in, he says your name with so much adoration, so much desire. his heavy pants and gasps for breath are interchanged with his gentle muttering, his voice deep enough to resonate in the pit of your stomach, but each word threatening to waver as he stammers it out: "fuck, fuck, so tight — god, baby, you feel amazing."

and when he cums... he gets so damn loud. he just can't stop himself from whining again and again, from moaning until his voice is sore and he's burying his face in the sheets to keep from waking the neighbors. "oh, god, I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum, I wanna cum inside you, it feels so- ah! baby, baby, I'm cumming, I'm cumming- love you, I love you..."

[kaijuno]

[jichanxo]

how it started:

how it's going:

[jesenslapetitemort]

ohh to be a little creature in hibernation once the chilly weather blows over my little forest home and I crawl into my cozy warm burrow with a tummy full of cheese and hot chocolate and yummy berries and fall into a deep deep sleep ohhhh

[exsqueezememacaroni]

HEAD ON!

X

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

auughh late night work,,, collapsing,,, dying,, turning to dust,,,

[low-poly-leon]

rich barbie airy

[lugagl]

insert joke about hazbin hotel having a homestuck reference here

ok. starters, ive fallen down the rabbit hole of the other most popular shitstain of a media online aside from homestuck, hazbin hotel. so i fucking pulled up that dumbass pilot from 2019 ok? and i started psychoanalyzing that shit because what else is there to do with free time on a thursday afternoon? right? i fucking guhhhhhhh so i got ot nifty's part again whatever whatever, little pink chick pops out the fireplace starts cleaning shit. she dusts off a clock with the feather duster and im like "haha that clocks purple and yellow in the center, just like doc scratches. just like,, doc scratches.." AND I FUCKING ok first heres the clock

and im like thinking im tripping balls, ok? i fucking google docs just and heroic clock, i pull it up and im like "no.." ITS THE SAME EXACT FUCKING CLOCK.

i mean like down to the fucking detail on the trim. is it a simplified version of his clock? yeah. but dude oh my fuck. homestuck from fucking 2019, the worst part about this (which is probably why this clock is fucking there in the first place) i looked up how long it took the animator to make the pilot, two years. 2019 minus two that sets us at late 2017, which makes it make a hell lot of a load more sense, cause homestuck fucking ended in 2016 a year prior but dude. what the shit. now im looking back at the shitty ass drawing i posted up here of vox as slick and alastor as snowman with horror cause like yeah. fuck all, the chick who made it was a homestuck, of course she was. almost every damn person was online. when i figured this out i promptly ran to my fucking friends and started screaming about it cause theyre all also homestucks and they watched hazbin hotel with me when i pirated it and my boyfriend screamed at me to post it here so yeah. homestuck hazbin hotel shit storm. after that whole thing i was like "pov how they decide wether you get to go to heaven, gotta be heroic or just" and my boyfriend promptly pointed out to me that the one fucking death in the show of the guy going to heaven WAS heroic and now im sat here like what the fuck because this entire fucking AMAZON PRIME SUPPORTED SHOW is just a huge homestuck reference to me now.

[flopbftheo]

life is so diffcult when you like two of the most insane face cards in 4th gen kpop

[flovverworks]

pien