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[star-dust78]

Four :3

[himbopunk]

NEW PLUS SIZED CHOKERS, EARRINGS, ACRYLIC CHARMS IN MY ETSY SHOP

Some of these were already available but hadn't been in promos in awhile (mostly just the earrings, the pentagram choker), but I did add a handful of stuff! Primarily acrylic charms, which I hadn't had up in the shop until now!! They're a bit of a test run, hopefully if folks like them I'll make more in the future :)

ETSY SHOP || KO-FI

[69ywivez]

I WOULDNT NORMALLY POST ART ON HERE BUT IT IS THE WILL OF THE DARK LORD

IM SO SORRY

[mrmosseater]

ive been so tired i cant even make art sorry guys

[lemons-bittersweet]

Dally: Do you take ideas? Because this sucks- Ponyboy: I only take cash, sorry.

[happytyrantsubmarine]

crocodile one piece because i finally got to impel down and hes so cool

[anonbinaryweirdo]

can i get uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fries wait no i want uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh theeee uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....kaedehara special 🥺

[damn-drama-investigator]

Blue hair??? Does this person have pronouns?? Is Adonis anti woke????

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[offorestsongs]

i think making a new OC would fix me actually

[smaeemo]

WHY IS IT 80 FUCKING DEGREES OUTSIDE.

I hate everything, you know what this means????? I can't play sims on my computer, I think the sheer heat would send me into heat stroke,

This is devastating

[krismckrismckris]

made a discord server bc i was bored ;-;

mom said its my turn on the xbox >:(

[zardzart]

day 6 wip

[luna-the-shark4254]

uhjiewxhuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh debating if i should switch my user back to Catgurl4254......... idk

[terezicaptor]

pilizam... pilizam...

[nokmietarchive]

[Leo voice] eugh boy

[murdershaped]

Orin's displeasure was PALPABLE to Minthara, it could feel how painfully aware she was of it. An abcess that had been left to fester beneath the skin and had reared its UGLY HEAD. Sensitive to the touch, it would take a gentle pinch to flow forth all of the puss and blood. Juices of DISAPPOINTMENT, OF SORROW were beading at the skin's irriation. It was happening again. The one Orin placed its adoration and faith was being distracted by such frivolous bodily pleasures. Flesh ought to be STRIPPED AWAY, peeled off so that its repulsive, carnal affinities could be absent. Perhaps it ought to sew the cunt closed, the cavern which had ruled Minthara's actions as of late.

Orin's heart became a prickled thing in their chest, cutting and sawing striations into the surrounding organs. Minthara had LET HER DOWN, had let all of them down. But most definitely Orin was the one which the dagger of betrayal twisted with the most force. Minthara always knew just where to stab, where the most tender of flesh resided. And Orin's flesh was her's as much as Minthara's was their's. They were one in the same, when Orin's hand reached out, Minthara's did the same. Their sinews had twined together and had been fused together through the fire of COUNTLESS MASSACRES AND TRIALS. But she was rejecting their ties, painstakingly snipping and pulling apart all that made up the two of them.

" How do you see yourself WORTHY to serve ??? " Orin spat, the nails of their connection digging into the squishy texture of her gray matter. She had to unspool the brain, find any snags which Vespera had imprinted herself amongst the curves of Minthara's mind. " You are SO EASILY DISTRACTED, " Orin hissed, twisting the dagger of its mind against the spongy brain. What had kept you from me ??? Orin was shoving aside all irrelevant, repulsive memories to find what had blocked their link. Then it finally found it. That prism the lordling had been SO DETERMINED TO LOCATE, to have, to destroy. And suddenly Orin realized its importance. Minthara's pleas to serve became a DISTANT ECHO as Orin's mind raced to piece it all together. She needed to get that prism, hack and stab at it until its innards spilled out.

" There is little you could do to earn back that trust you have WILLINGLY SHATTERED with your own hand. It has nothing to sustain it, no organs to maintain it, no blood to rush through its veins, " Orin's voice was sharp, SPITEFUL. The blade twisted within Minthara's mind again for good measure, Orin's hurt adding to the brutality it was inflicting upon her. " I believed you BETTER than to be so easily distracted. "

the night warden remembers. flashes, sensations - blurred; blood, so much blood - more than she had ever thought possible to see - sometimes her own - her hands - flesh and meat and bone and ash; screams, her own and not - crashing down around her the more she had stayed within that makeshift camp; surrounded by drunkards and blood and oh, how she had burned with it - every kiss and touch that drove her further, an attempt to escape the shattered remains, the sensations, the memories of her mind - to forget the new aches and pains, the scars on limbs she did not recognize. a night of pleasure she'd made for herself. it had worked, for a moment; and only a moment, distracted by vespera until the aftermath - the silence that frightened her beyond all words. the night warden had never heard lolth - but the absolute? oh, it was all she could ever hear.

limbs feel heavy, every shaking step too much as the night warden steps into tall grass, deeper and deeper into the woods; the result of an argument, too many memories and feelings coming all at once. she feels sick; disgusted - blood on her hands from such an early age, but why does this feel -- bile churns in her, twists in her gut - the wine and feast too much; nails digging into the bark of a tree as she doubles over and wretches - what feels like acid comes from her mouth in heaving breaths, eyes blurring with tears. again. again. again. she shudders; spit clinging to her lips, chest heaving -- where was the absolute? where was she, the love - the warmth? there had been a pair of pale, pale eyes - pain. then, nothing.

" elliya lolthu. " the old prayer slips from her lips; a test - had to be a test - she'd screamed for her, hadn't she? there had been nothing. nothing after centuries of service, of obeying her will - nothing until the absolute; the light, the warmth - she winces, a hand wiping the sweat from her brow - more faces, no names; screams, senseless butchery that any other would have been put down for like a rabid dog. " il sends udossa jiv'undus, lu'udos b'luthyrr p'los ilta. " another, shaking breath; eyes squeezing shut. " aphyon zhah gareth, jhal Lolth zhah garethur. "

prayer might have continued, had she been given the chance - but a familiar blade strikes her; searing through her mind hot as coals, prying her open, a garbled noise of pain leaving her as the knife digs, pierces - an attempt at forming some wall of mental resistance only to have it strike down. it burned --- terrible, red hot - and the night warden cries out, knees giving out as she crumbles into her own sick - her entire being laid bare; the past few hours flickering through her, and fear fills the night warden's mind; her hands digging into her scalp, gouging down her cheeks - make it stop, make it stop, stop it, stop it, stop it -- pulled back into the depths of her shattered mind, that dark and shadowy place she remembers drowning in - that pale face she could never escape from; and the taste of fear floods her mouth.

" chosen ---- " comes the rasp; her own body lurching at the overwhelming nausea coming from the absolute's voice. she shudders, that glow of warmth now cold - painful; turning her head away at the assault of words that rains down upon her worse than any arrow. " forgive me. i was distracted, yes - and selfish - " the words fall quick from her; fear and eagerness to please - to be chosen, too; to be accepted as she had been - though futile. the changeling had already seen the truth of the matter, minthara's mind and feeling laid bare before her -- and how warm vespera had been.

" of course i wish to serve, chosen - i only wish to serve, to prove myself - " babbling; her voice pitched -- the once mighty, fearsome night warden reduced to this; a shaking, frightened and desperate mess. " -- i only wish to serve, i do - in the absolute's name - allow me to serve, please. "