no adhd meds today so absolutely no focus, but apparently I'm still able to make more eyes??? will be taking some suggestions for this round!
included are all the eyes I've already done so you know what not to suggest
already planned are: pale pink, light brown, dark brown
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ok anyway playign more ultrakill everyone wish me luck ok?
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My Halloween costume this year. Finished him just in time for a party. Gonna wear him to Star Wars Celebration next year too, might change a few bits before that tho
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I've been thinking to myself hey I maybe I should email this breeder, just bring up our potential interest in a future puppy and also I guess ask if they think their dogs could have the potential for assistance work, but first of all I might as well have never written an email in my life bc I have no idea how to go about this!!! And second of all, especially for the latter but I could always leave that out for the first time lol, if they answer negatively in some way I would likely not recover (I am not a well adjusted individual and rsd is a lovely little thing). I know myself well enough to know I would find it very discouraging and the embarrassment would probably also make it harder to contact them in the future 🥲
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fanfic question
do you guys prefer having chapters that come out as they’re made or having everything (for a single work at least) released at once to binge?
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SUDDENLY FEELING VERY BAD. hopefully i’ll feel a bit better soon it’s just kind of like the perfect storm of didn’t really eat enough yet + The Menses + mentioned DID (which sometimes does just make my brain and body want to completely shut down)
i am sort of thinking again about emet. (when am not.) Like his feelings and reactions. i don’t worry about this in the same way with mär bc i always feel like since i knew him Before i found out it’s easier & bc he isn’t phased in the slightest by anything strange or even upsetting and scary, so i think he would be kind & sympathetic but not like, surprised or uncomfortable
i mostly was thinking about it bc of pfeil, like ik emet would be angry about what happened to pfeil but as for in-universe i wonder a lot whether he’d recognize what’s wrong with pfeil & that it’s trauma related & how that’d make him feel. i think it’s confusing bc i normally only socialize with people who don’t react to it at all & who it’s usually not their first “friend with DID” rodeo bc online, but im never sure how a normal person would react if i told them what happened.
not that emets super “normal” or untraumatized or whatever, like he has osdd, but for whatever reason my brain puts him in the “normal person” category so trying to imagine his reaction to a disclosure of abuse or DID is just baffling to me. i can’t possibly imagine how he or anybody would react to that.
i guess the closest i could get is like. Most people I’ve told details to don’t get emotional when I tell them, so maybe he wouldn’t get emotional? idk. it’s difficult for me to wrap my head around bc to me it’s not necessarily normal but just how things are so i feel like having a large reaction wouldn’t make sense
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... okay so i know the hadestown au is well. mostly evo but i am so very tempted to bend the rules a little just to include ren? he would mostly vaguely be based on hecate, an underworld goddess of magic
which really has no connection to the story of orpheus and eurydice but the thing is that. doing some research, she was a friend of persephone and i really like the idea of bigb as persephone and him and ren have been allies in literally every season of the life series so yeah
also, i read a hadestown fic where eurydice and hecate were friends and i got inspired. martyn can have a friendly dog associated god friend. as a treat. (yes hecate is associated with dogs and that is part of why im saying ren and not someone else like lizzie)
also hecate is a goddess of roadways and journeys (including the journey to the afterlife, like hermes is) and with martyn being eurydice, who keeps getting described as "always running away", maybe yeah it makes sense martyn would have been someone a deity like that would have been curious about and maybe befriended
<- mythology nerd
im still not fully sure of this idea, but i am considering it
WAIT NO I LOVE THAT
ren is powerful enough to breach the border between evo and traffic he is simply that important and powerful. I'll need to look into hecate! sounds like hed fit ren a lot though :] its a really sweet idea
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