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my fav part of like any scene ghost isnt central in is just him Looming in the background. local tall man doesnt know what to do with his body and looks like hes about to commit various crimes. hes intimidating but hes not even trying to be. hes thinkin abt what hes gonna eat for dinner
#wanna write a fic abt this#bc in my humble opinion his love language is quality time#but like where hes just existing in the same space as an s/o#ure just chilling talking to someone#and hes there in the bg like o(-( slow blinkin at u like a cat#im so obsessed w him#ghost#simon riley#simon ghost riley
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the fandom sees megumi interacting w someone feminine presenting and suddenly it’s an onslaught of thinly veiled misogyny
#jjk leaks#the panel is so harmless like it’s obviously not that serious…….#itfsh shippers are insane and a huge collective and yet so insecure when someone else is brought up like chill#nobody said they were going in that direction#‘don’t they know hes gay’ SHUT UP!!!! THEYRE JUST TALKING#and also the nobara erasure i’ve been seeing is crazy like ppl cropping panels of the three of them just to focus on itfsh 🧍🏻♀️#SHES RIGHT THERE#news flash for the freaks: u shipping mlm doesn’t absolve u of ur misogynistic and fetishized takes#i hate this fandom so bad
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this old dying man is so goddamn scared that HIS OWN HEIR will take over the throne like you made him crown prince bitch……
#i read the wiki on the real king and like rip to the crown prince but godddddds#ive never seen a king be so paranoid about someone who was actually meant to take over after him#my dearest#jordan talks#straight up u should just be surrendering the throne to him bc ur health is waning and just chill before u die but nooooo#maybe ur son should kill u for acting like that. self fulfilling prophecy
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dude i have seen a good few people in the sidlink tag complaining about how all sidlink shippers are batshit crazy misogynists bc apparently hc’ing yona as being a lesbian or as being a wingwoman for sidon and link or as being anything that could even slightly hint at her not being in a relationship with sidon is the absolute most terrible thing one could do on tumblr
shit is actually bonkers rn man. i can't believe we’re being called bigots over personal opinions about fictional characters
the insane fact is not all of us - MOST OF US - don't even hc her in that way (i.e. me bc sidon has two hands!! polycule sidlinkona FTW!!!)
this is a tdlr post btw, how i actually feel about this entire situation is in the tags. im a little irritated about the whole thing, so sorry in advance bc i do get a little mean
#sidonfp#sfp's thoughts#totk#totk spoilers?#tears of the kingdom#totk talk#totk discourse#sidlink#man it is REALLY hard to type with a bandaid on ur thumb. anyway#im about to talk a lot. be warned#you guys actually need to chill tf out#i mean this shit is getting ridonkulous#i haven't even seen the misogyny half of you birdbrains are talking about#the only “hate” ive seen of her wasn't even hate.#it was mild dislike with actual valid reasons#and even THAT was very few#maybe it's just because i haven't actively been searching for people who don't like yona#and to be real with y'all i DO like yona. a lot actually#but someone not liking yona doesn't make them a misogynist#same thing for people who don't see yona in a romantic relationship with sidon#or hc her as lesbian or whatever the hell#but if you're gonna bitch about it anyway do it OUT of the sidlink tag!#don't clutter my feed with your nonsensical nonsense#the misogyny and extreme hate y'all claim to have seen so much i have yet to witness#stop blowing up the situation and for the love of god PLEASE stop throwing these serious words around#we can do better than this friends!!
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#I guess my thing is maybe I should just go on dates I don’t want to to practice? but I also just don’t have any desire to unless it’s#someone I’m at least attracted to and could see something with#but that comes so sparingly so I’m content to just chill and focus on myself#but then there’s the outside pressure to date just cause#if I know I don’t see anything with a guy I’d rather not waste his time just for the outing? like I’d rather go out with a friend or#take myself out Idk#is that crazy#i be feeling like im doin life wrong when I talk to someone about my romantic life whenever I’m not actively dating someone#cause then it’s like ur just ?? doin nothing#and yes exactly lol ugh? sorry?#thoughts
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hiii:33!! friendly reminder that someone can enjoy a character that has done heinous things and not support said heinous things
usually when a character does Bad Things in a narrative (espec if they're not the protagonist) it is Portrayed As Bad so people who enjoy the character Likely Know They Are Bad
& either way harassing people over enjoying a fictional character is just really childish
if you don't like the character, that is perfectly valid. but there's never any reason to characterise everyone who likes said character as Evil, and/or imply they condone the character's negative actions.
also sometimes i look at internet discourse and it's like people want morally grey characters but then turn around when "morally grey" is not always "i have my own rules but i still make all the right choices !!" some of y'all just need to admit you just like good characters that's fine not everyone is into the spice it's ok to like that good protagonist energy
;;;not saying every character i'm referring to fits in that "morally grey" category, some are just evil villains, but even then i'm sorry 90% of ur stories wouldn't exist without them. they drive the plot.
#not really a rant#being in the hazbin hotel rdr2 and genshin fandoms just rlly makes me question people sometimes#maybe tumblr's fine? idk i've only gotten more active on tumblr suuuper recently. but i've definitely seen some rancid stuff on#**other platforms#fandom#there's also definitely gender bias in this let's not lie to ourselves.#there are some things a character can do that they'd forgive in a man but not a woman and vise-versa#generally speaking people who go “i know she did the same thing but He's So Babygirl” or “he did the same thing but She's Just A Girlboss”#rlly annoy me#it's fine to like one character over another even if they're pretty similar and use those terms to describe them#but ive seen soo many people criticise one character but then suddenly forgive the same crimes from another character on the basis of gender#it's seriously annoying#idrc if a character has done bad things but is more complex like dutch van der linde#or is simply evil just because they can be like the three vee's#just stop. no i don't like them to romanticise their crimes. especially if you put it into a realistic context#shocker !! il dottore enjoyers do not want kids to be experimented on#sometimes i'll even just Mention a character i like and someone will just go “i hate them they're so ugly die die” like bro i know.#r u done now. be normal. i know ur being silly but it's annoying that i can't talk abt anything because y'all gotta make VERY clear that#so&so is a bad person like yea no duh!#anyways oop long tags 💀💀💀#maybe this was a rant after all. i've seen this moral purity with characters both online and in personal friend groups & i care abt my eps#but some of y'all gotta chill
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#so tired of my friend's bum ass partner getting in the way of things#dude is hella controlling and makes every room so awkward i cant stand it and acts like their grown ass needs my friend to do anything#we'll be hanging out at his place and hell be like#gotta go my partner wants to go to sleep and he needs me to do it#apparently#he never wants to end the hangout either it's always this person's decision#partner is lame as fuck too i seriously cant fathom what he sees in them#and every time we're chilling you better believe snapchat is open and they're talking#like BROOO LET ME HANG OUT WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD#IM MARRIED AND UR ACTINGLIKE THIS!!! LET THE BOY HAVE FUN OUTSIDE OF YOUR PRESENCE#like you LIVE togther you do not have to be attached at the messaging app like this#and rescheduling to do chores together is wild#it would be cute if this didn't happen every single time#and it's not cute because the partner is still controlling every second of his time#HERES THE THING HES WANTED A PROPOSAL#BUT THIS FUCK WONT PROPOSE#AND DOESNT WANT KIDS#BUT WONT BREAK UP WITH MY FRIEND WHO WANTS CHILDREN AND AND PROPOSAL#LIKE FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFFFFF#and they're open and every time another person joins he's talkig to me about how the partner pays wayyy more attention to the other one#AHHHHHHHHHHHH#BREAK UP#THEY DONT CARE ABOUT YOU#oh my god#hes coming over without partner and staying the night so we can talk without this bum over his shoulder#they're a cheater too#but it was onlyfans so it “isnt as bad”#the onlyfans of someone they both. know.#im pissed bruh#they just renewed their lease together too
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#sorry ranting again but#tw weight#i shouldn't eveb have checked my weight yesterday#i feel so disgusting doing anything today#like everything that i generally donr associate w weight is now reminding me like oh youre doing your daily walking but ur still overweigt#i cannot do anything normally without thinking about it#and its been so long since i hated myself this much this is so annoying#im scared whike filling uni forms because i think oh they will reject you cuz youre fat#even though it has nothing to do w my appearance at all#i didn't feel like cleaning my room today but then i was like oh youre ugly and disgusting at the same time ??? atleast clean your room#im trying to reason w myself but it's just not working#i skipped class today but i have to go tomorrow and im so scared cuz i dont really have friends there#but theres some nice girls i talk to once in a while and they have told me things like 'youre so pretty' 'i love your hair' etc#and i know because i usually do well in mock tests and dont annoy anyone... nobody really hates me#theyre pretty chill#but im still like oh these guys are gonna laugh at me or talk like did you see her today she couldn't have gotten worse#thankfully our break time bw classes is shorter now so i wont be eating during break because i always refuse when someone else offers me#i think the one girl i do share food w and talk to quite often is skipping tomorrow so im extra scared#i dont eveb know anymore#og
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i popped into twitter for a second, saw ppl hating on leliana (out of jealousy) in the replies of a tweet and hopped right out.
#i get it some ppl are big alistair fans but to talk sh*t about leliana bc its rumored that alistair and leli get together in a non-canon dlc#is soooooo stupid#also saw someone else say they haatte seeing alistair w other women except for f!cousland and the dark ritual makes them upset which is....#like calm down alistair isnt real#no one is trying to steal ur man...who doesnt even exist chill OUT#why are you getting upset over something like that???#i just know that person must hate morrigan too#i mean i hate the dark ritual for my own reasons but its not out of jealousy lollll#also the “cousland only” thing is rlly funny#can no other origins romance alistair now??
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nah cos how did the teachers at my elementary school pass off eating lunch in the classroom as a reward for good behavior when ISS is literally. eating lunch in a classroom
#the cafeteria is a place for u to chill with ur friends and it's less pressure than a closed off classroom#literally i'd go to the cafe get my lunch and walk back to the classroom with like. idk 6 other kids and it would be no fun#i felt like i had to do it tho even tho it's just an option cos what if someone thought i was being bad and thats why im in the cafe...#it was so dumb and exclusionist in the stupidest way lmao. ''u didnt raise ur hand b4 talking ur punishment is eating with other kids''#''good job on following classroom rules! eat under my watchful eye and engage in awkward conversation with 4 of your peers''#which isnt to say 9yos who break rules should have to eat with ms. tracy. methinks no one should.#and yeah i never had iss but my sister did cos she skipped gym all the time she said she just ate lunch in there and did hw quietly
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hm. offput by how little cybersafety knowledge kids seem to have
#so i’m in this small discord server for some fangsme concept someone’s cooking up#and this guy was talking about getting a pc soon and just. casually mentioned that he was 12 years old????#told him that he probably shouldn’t be giving that info out and he responed “nah i don’t have a problem [with people knowing]”#like ????? that is not why you shouldn’t give people ur age tf#i did tell him that that’s personal information and that he shouldn’t share it anywhere where strangers can and will see it#but he seemed remarkably chill about it so i feel like he feels like it’s nbd#and yes i do know that discord tos requires i to be at least 13 but it’s 1:27am and i’m not a mod so frankly that’s not my problem#anyways. are kids even being taught cybersafety anymore. cos i definitely was
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#sometimes i feel very normal and then i interact with ppl lol#i had an in person meeting with my boss for the 1st time in ages and i usually talk to ppl while theyre driving or were walking somewhere#so i forgot how much im like obviously not making eye contact when ppl talk to me while hunched over and fidgeting lol#and when im trying to explain ideas to ppl abt like data stuff im like: i dont understand how what im saying doesnt make sense???#also with a healthy dose of wtf is this person trying to say to me? u r saying words and i dont kno what theyre directed at#we had a lab party and im like v awkward at those things. idk how to interact in groups#ppl r interacting and im watching like u r clearly getting something out of this that i am not#i did maybe secure a place as a patient for one of our undergrads who is in the dental school lol#she was like yea i need 8 patients and i was like lol u can look in my mouth and then proceeded to tell her all the weird teeth problems#ive had. maybe that was weird but she seemed interested so 🤷#i hope she follows up bc i havent been to the dentist in like 3 years#and i still habe my wisdome teeth#lol me at any party: i am waiting patiently until i can leave.#like its weird bc those r the time when ppl bond and make memories and all that but everytime someone calls back to events that ive been#there fore it baffles me bc im like. yea that was a thing that happened. i dont really have any feelings abt it so idk y u r recalling it#fondly??? plus my ears r kinda fucked so it was hard to focus on individual conversations#ay im so scatterbrained. thats what happens when u get little sleep and dont allow ur self to chill. ill just crunch myself into a lil ball#at least my boss tried to reassure me that id get accepted somewhere phd wise. but i will not relax until its official so rip#i just really want 2 specific schools to work out bc one is close to home and the other i can prob get good classes and opportunities#ugh i need to sleep. but im not tired :-P#unrelated
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cannot explain how uncomfortable and like. lowkey unsafe it makes me feel to see someone openly express like. "i feel so loved by god!" kinda sentiment. Immediate activation of something in my brain. cultivating your online experience is so important and freeing (i unfollow people without hesitation for that </3). not cause (christian) religion itself is inherently bad (i believe that it is but that's my own business not anyone else's) but like. i Cannot have that in my space. oh my god.
#yeah i talk about religion all the time! and i'm sure some of the poetry/writing i reblog ab religion is made with genuine sentiment#but i Cannot see people talking about the love of god without feeling a little. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.#at the point of 'maybe miffy was right about Babe That Is Religious Trauma' 😭#anyway christians who followed me for the saint quiz. hi. that's fine ig. please do not expect God Loving Content from me dgkfjhs#person who sent in an ask ab talking w/ the inclusion of being catholic.... sorry. i just cannot answer that though.#like i just Can't be friends with christians. not like that.#when it's someone i know and like and i find out they're religious but chill that's still iffy#but when someone makes catholicism like. a Hinge of who they are. that's just no good for my brain. puts a wall up.#nothing that u did i just don't have an answer to ur ask that will be satisfying to either of us + sound sufficiently kind#anyway. rambling. using tumblr as my diary etc. etc. just need to get the thoughts out tonight#saw someone i followed reblog a post about feeling loved and cherished by god or smth and it rattled me 😭#the body will do the silliest things in a Physical Response to religious stimuli#valentine notes
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cracks knuckles. in the face of wanting to drop out of college i remind myself again. hangman adam page would want me to do well on my midterms hangman adam page would believe in me to get this work done hangman adam page would be proud of me for trying so hard hangman adam page would support me even if i ended up failing these tests
#it’s all abt that POSITIVE 👏SELF 👏TALK 👏#never done that before but the soft wrestle cowboy helps#i like to think he’d also support me using him to walk myself through being kinder to myself#like this post totally sounds weird but idk he seems like he’d b chill abt it#seems like the kinda guy that would just be proud that SOMETHING works to help w ur mental health#like yes i reroute positive thoughts abt myself by projecting those thoughts through someone i care abt. and what about it#it’s nice to do w hangman cause like. idk. like i said. he seems like he’d be okay with it. he has the nice vibe of like yeah if it helps!!!#and it does!!!#hangman adam page#so if anyone else is feeling this or anything similar. this goes for u too
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I've been popping pills like they're candy lately. (Also known as I've been in pain a lot and my allergies are horrible bc of all the mold in my room).
#diary#personal#on another note entirely that i didnt want to put it in the main thing. i feel so. different from what ppl know me as sometimes#like. i may talk to you. and you may think you know me. but do you really? ive been thinking. if ppl met me would they even like me?#like. when i have meltdowns or sensory overload or just need time to chill n stim. or just lay down n nap#like. idk if others could tollerate that of me. if i met someone irl and arent heavily masking my personality you can tell im strange#fuck. just today i spent like 5-10 mins just. tapping on my collarbones hard bc it feels nice feeling ur bones vibrate#idk. like. honeslty i cant even put it into words and speaking itself is so ineffective tbh.#it just really sucks tho. cuz i mask so much of myself so much of the time. i mask the pain. i mask my happiness.#heck i even mask everything inbetween.#honestly i sorta just dont believe anyone would like me if i acted how i want to. like. i am very autistic natually. VERY AUTISTIC#i just hide all of that for everyones comfort and it makes things activly less enjoyable for me.#idk. i just. want to go out. cling to someone i care about and make them guide me. wear noise cancelling headphones everywhere#i rly just want to never go anywhere loud or crowded (even tho i like trying new food n things).#i want to jump up and down when im happy. run when i feel. scream if i want. cry if i need.#id like it if someone saw me meltdown or shutdown they wouldnt freak out.#id like to be able to mess up things in social situations and it wouldnt matter. i just wouldnt worry about if id still have a friend.#id like to be able to be heard when i say no i cant have/do that. i really wish that was the case even now.#i. really have just become so much more autistic the more ive focused on myself. my needs and my feelings .#like. today my dad wanted to order something that *admittedly* is the exact same thing i was gonna order.#HOWEVER THERE IS ONE KEY DIFFERENCE. IT IS NOT WHAT I PICKED OUT. so what if its different from what i want????#i cant have that!! so i panicked a lot. and he repeatedly ignored me when i said no i dont want x food.#eventually mom stepped in and made it so i got what i wanted.#yknow? existing hurts so much. just all of the time too. i keep on coming back lately to the same thought.#over and over and over again on repeat. just. idk. its hard to explain.#i keep on thinking how itd be better if i was like replaced with someone else. if someone else was born instead of me.#like. im utterly useless. but maybe if only x sperm was born instead of me they wouldnt be like me. idk.#maybe then everyone would be happy. maybe then theyd be able to work and make my parents and everyone else happy.#theyd be able to fit in. they could lead a much better life than me. i wish i wasnt so utterly useless.#i just want a long break. its exhausting living and im not rly cut out for it. too bad i wont get one anytime soon. god i hate this.
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#food ment#yoooo it's 1am and i really crave pizza#but like specifically pizza when ur in a chill house party just sitting in someone's yard and talking and eating shit#kind of yearning for this vibe rn#but also just some fucken pizza#i didn't really have lunch today because work fucked up my sleep schedule#and now im hungry and yearning. damnit#maybe i'll go drink some milk
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