Idk Who needs to hear this but changing the time zone on my laptop from 9am to 1 am and resetting it every six hours to 1 am gave me The relaxed non-anxious  vibes that switch on every night and got me through my last university assignment
Sooo idk if I ever mentioned this but seeing Jennie Kims face long before I knew her name or what she did or who BP were, would always fill me with a very strong motivation to keep going in life no matter how down I felt. Literally even when I felt s******l. Very unexplainable but true. The beauty of sunsets etc has done the same, so I guess it’s just an extension of that.
Years ago after I decided to quit, this video about Jennie the villain of Kpop came up on my feed. I was like :0 that’s her! She’s a villain? Why? I didn’t follow Kpop at all and still don’t, but I learnt that a lot of people dislike her for all the reasons she inspired me. For example her ‘lazy’ dancing reminded me of 2000s black video girl dancing where subtle movements were used to create an impression of effortless appeal that I couldn’t stop watching.
Anyway this kept happening to me and I found that songs movies and things that I loved so deeply and that had even helped save my life. had a lot Of hate! And that’s how I learnt that hate comments are meaningless. If not a badge of honor. Things people hate saved my life - others’ lives. Like Jesus.