The Serpent's Tongue - Part Two: Trust
Fandom: House of the Dragon
Pairing: Rhaenyra Targaryen x Daemon Targaryen
Rating: E (cw dubious consent, implied childhood sexual abuse & grooming)
Summary:Rhaenyra is the only daughter of oil billionaire Viserys Targaryen and loves nothing more than to inspire trashy gossip headlines.
When her beloved uncle returns, she is overjoyed but finds that her father and stepmother (and former best friend) Alicent are reluctant to welcome him home.
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FAMILY MAN? Pictures from Rhaenyra’s Childhood with Daemon that Give Us Pause
Daemon and Rhaenyra’s recent outing has had us looking in the archives for an explanation, and, well, a picture says a thousand words, so here are twelve.
One morning, a few days later, Rhaenyra made her way down to the kitchen to find herself some breakfast. It was past eleven, so she was surprised to not be the only one. Daemon leaned against the island in a shiny loose black button-up.
“Morning,” he said. “Late night?”
“Usually is,” she said with a grin, making a beeline for the coffee pot. “Someone has to keep the tabloids in business.”
“That’s a lot of responsibility to put on yourself.”
“What can I say? I’m an overachiever,” she said, pouring herself a cup. “But I wouldn’t mind your–” She turned around to find Daemon standing right behind her. “–help.”
He held up a single grape.
Rhaenyra smiled. “Avero,” she said, then closed her eyes and opened her mouth.
He placed it gently on her tongue, just like he had done all those years before. She closed her mouth around the grape, broke its skin with her teeth, letting the sweetness flood her mouth.
Before she opened her eyes again, she felt a spoon nudging at her lips. She opened her mouth automatically and the too-sweet honey almost made her make a face. Daemon pulled the spoon from her mouth and Rhaenyra swallowed.
“Alilla,” she said and opened her eyes.
“Sȳres riñus,” Daemon said.
A little honey clung to her lips and Rhaenyra’s tongue darted out to lick it off, but Daemon’s intent gaze stopped her. He reached out a hand, cupping her jaw as his thumb ran over her lips, catching the honey on it. Then he brought his thumb to his own mouth, licking the honey off of it. Rhaenyra stood almost breathless, suddenly very aware that they stood inches apart. When he leaned forward and kissed her cheek, she was almost disappointed.
“Sȳz tubis emilās, dōnys dārilaros,” he whispered in her ear. Have a good day, sweet princess. Then he left the kitchen.
Vujīgon, Rhaenyra thought. To kiss. It was funny, she didn’t remember when she learned that word.
SCHOOLGIRL OR SEDUCTRESS? Former Targaryen Staff Member Spills Sordid Details from Rhaenyra’s Teenage Years
Rhaenyra Targaryen, only child of oil tycoon, Viserys Targaryen, apparently had a childhood that would make Vladimir Nabokov blush. A source, who wishes to remain anonymous, from within the Targaryen household tells stories of teenaged Rhaenyra bringing home much older men, throwing wild parties, and engaging in threesomes, all while her father turned a blind eye.
“She could do basically whatever she wanted to,” says our source. “And he’d let her get away with it.”
One evening, Alicent had roped Rhaenyra into helping with the dessert choices for the dinner – a task Rhaenyra was not opposed to doing. They had narrowed the ten cake types to three when an assistant hurried in to tell Alicent that the catering company had made a mistake with the number of people who would fit per table, meaning that the seating arrangements had to be altered. With Alicent distracted, Rhaenyra slipped away and knocked on Daemon’s door.
“Come in!” Daemon called.
Rhaenyra pushed open the door, finding Daemon shirtless in dark slacks. He held out two shirts – one red and one black. “Thoughts?”
She entered the room, closing the door behind her. “Where are we going?”
“We? Stepmother give you the night off?” he asked.
“There was a crisis to do with seating arrangements.”
“Of course,” he said. “There’s a new club. Skandal – with a k.”
Rhaenyra snorted. “Then definitely the red one.”
Rhaenyra’s bones shuddered with every beat and the strobing lights made everything look like it was happening in stop-motion. She lost herself in the artificial storm of it all – the thunder and the lightning. She had once been told that the way she danced was ‘weirdly alluring,’ which had probably been meant as an insult, but she wholly embraced it. Arms above her head, she moved to the music, just another body in the writhing mass on the dance floor.
There were hands on her now, large and firm on her waist. She moved back, swaying against the body behind her. Even through the smell of spilled beer and sweat, she recognized Daemon’s cologne, so it was no surprise to her when he whispered in her ear.
“What was that you said about keeping the tabloids in business?” His lips brushed her neck and Rhaenyra pressed back into him.
“I thought you weren’t going to cause trouble,” Rhaenyra said over the noise. She tilted her head back, so it rested on his chest, looking up at him.
“How was I to know those photographers were there?” Daemon asked in mock innocence.
Rhaenyra laughed and Daemon used his grip on her hips to turn her around so she faced him. Her breath caught in her throat as he pulled her against him, at the feeling of their bodies pressed together. Then he took her hand and spun her, which made her laugh again, falling against his chest as he pulled her back.
And they danced together, his hands on her waist and her hips and her ass. Her hands on his chest – the deep triangle of his half-unbuttoned shirt – and his shoulders and her fingers tangled in his hair. Every so often Daemon would say some absurd tabloid line – ‘Maybe this Baby Should Stay in the Corner: Daemon Targaryen Spotted Dirty Dancing with Niece, Rhaenyra’ – with a shocked expression and Rhaenyra would laugh and he would exaggeratedly nip at her ear.
“Let’s get a drink!” he said over the music. Rhaenyra was sweaty and giddy and weirdly energized as he led her to the bar.
“I’ll have an Old Fashioned,” said Daemon to the bartender, then looked at Rhaenyra. “And a… Shirley Temple?”
She punched his shoulder. “Moscow Mule, please.”
“Oh, I forgot, you can drink now,” Daemon said in mock surprise.
Rhaenyra rolled her eyes. “Like you weren’t sneaking me drinks at galas when I was like twelve.”
Daemon grinned and sat down on the only free barstool.
Rhaenyra frowned at him. “C’mon, I’m the one wearing heels.”
He looked at her and then patted his knee. “Come on, then.”
She sighed but hiked up her dress slightly and hopped up anyway. “The tabloids’ll love this,” she said. “‘Barstool Babysitter? An Unconventional Family Outing.’”
Daemon laughed and Rhaenyra smiled proudly. The bartender handed them their drinks, clearly trying not to look at them strangely, which Rhaenyra found incredibly funny. She giggled into Daemon’s shirt between sips from her glass, his arm tight around her to keep her from falling off of his lap.
“You know what’d really put them in a frenzy?” Daemon asked finally. He jerked his head over in the direction of the bathrooms.
Rhaenyra smiled, downed her glass, and hopped down. She took Daemon’s hand and he let himself be pulled to his feet. He set his glass on the bar. “Watch that for me, will you?” he asked the bartender, who nodded, still a little confused.
“We shouldn’t be too long,” Rhaenyra called to him, and then began to lead Daemon towards the bathrooms.
“‘Shouldn’t be too long’?” Daemon whispered in her ear once she’d closed the door behind them.
Rhaenyra giggled, feeling a little frenzied as she locked the door. Daemon moved forward, pressing her against it. He towered over her; she had to tip her head up to look him in the eye. His eyes flickered between hers like he was looking for something, like he was figuring something out.
“Aōho laeho lēdēs,” he said, voice low and rumbling. Close your eyes.
Rhaenyra did so, feeling her body relax. Out there had been an act, a game, but High Valyrian meant that this was secret, just for them.
His lips were soft against hers, comforting but gently insistent. His hands gripped her hips, pressing her back against the door. She ran her hands his arms to his shoulders. Her fingers touched his neck and jaw cautiously, exploratorily.
He began to kiss her more demandingly. “Aōho reglo drāmmā,” he murmured against her mouth between kisses – open your mouth – and she immediately parted her lips for him. His tongue slipped into her mouth.
Ēngos, her mind supplied. Tongue. She tasted the sweetness of the bourbon on it. Ēngo Daemo dōno issa. Daemon’s tongue is sweet.
Daemon kissed her like he wanted to consume her. Ipradagon.
His hand moved down her thigh, bunching up her skirt. He pressed between her legs, and she gasped into his mouth.
He touched her like he wanted to possess her. Emagon.
For her to belong to him. Sytilībagon. But she did. She already did.
Yne sytilībā. I belong to you. She almost said it out loud when he pulled away, leaving her mouth empty of him.
But he kept this hand pressed against those sensitive nerves. He looked down at her territorially, watching her shudder when he moved his fingers slightly. She felt immobilized under his touch, unable to even grind down on him.
When Daemon pulled his hand away, she let out a small whimper, legs trembling. She reached out for him as she felt her knees give way, but instead of holding her up, he gently guided her down until she knelt on the tiled floor.
Still she looked up at him and his hand came gently to the side of her face, thumb stroking along her jaw. When the words came, they were unsurprising. Inevitable.
“Aōho laeho lēdēs se reglo drāmmā.” Close your eyes and open your mouth.
Her eyelids grew heavy, and she closed them. Her lips parted for him once more, the taste of his bourbon still on her tongue.
“Sȳres riñus,” he said, voice low. Good girl.
She felt his thumb move across her cheek and slip into her mouth. She closed her lips around it and heard Daemon sigh in satisfaction. She circled her tongue around it. His other hand stroked her hair, tucking it behind her ear as he gently pulled his thumb out of her mouth and then pressed it back in.
“Yne jurnēs,” he said quietly. Look at me.
Rhaenyra’s eyelids were still heavy, but she managed to open them. She looked up at him, at how he looked down at her. It felt right, the height difference. Familiar.
He continued pulling and pressing his thumb between her lips, eyes watching her face intently. When he pulled it out fully, he looked at her expectantly.
She still felt oddly hazy, but the word came out clear. “Tāenis.” Finger.
“Sȳres riñus,” Daemon said. Good girl.
He made no move to help her up, so she made no move to stand. She just knelt there at his feet, looking up at him.
Daemon took a deep breath, then nodded. “You’d better clean yourself up,” he said, stepping around her toward the door. “I’ll have Jasper pull the car around.”
The lock clicked. The door opened, letting the sounds of the club in, then closed, muffling it again.
And Rhaenyra still knelt on the floor. Her shoulders slumped a little. She felt exhausted. She blinked a few times and shook herself. Then she slowly got to her feet, feeling wobbly.
She looked in the mirror. Daemon was right, she looked like a mess. Lipstick was smeared from her nose to her chin. Her hair was a disaster.
She did what she could with damp paper towels. She combed her fingers through her hair a few times until she looked presentable. Before she stepped out of the bathroom again, she remembered: the tabloids. The game.
So she mussed up her hair in a sexily messy way, and then left the bathroom. More than a few heads turned to look at her and then turned back to say something to the person beside them. She smirked, then winked at the bartender as she strode out the door.
The car was out front, but when Rhaenyra got inside, there was only Jasper in the driver’s seat.
“Where’s Daemon?” she asked.
“He said he had something to deal with and that he’d take a taxi there,” Jasper said. “And that you didn’t need to wait for him.”
“Oh.” Rhaenyra sat back against the leather seat. “Right.” She swallowed. “Take me home then.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Jasper said.
Rhaenyra stared out the window as the night’s events turned strangely dreamlike in her head. Part of her questioned if they had even happened, except that she still tasted the bourbon Daemon had drunk. She sort of knew she should be confused or upset at his leaving, but found herself strangely okay with it.
Halfway home her phone buzzed with a text from Daemon.
Sorry, something came up. Dinner tomorrow?
Sounds good! She messaged back.
When Jasper pulled up to the house, Rhaenyra noticed a light on in the garden shed.
The door of the shed was open, spilling warm light out over the grass. She had already taken off her shoes in the car, so she was barefoot, heels dangling from her fingers. She walked over the damp grass and stepped onto the cold concrete floor of the shed. Harwin sat astride on a bench, sharpening a pair of pruning shears with a file.
“Hello, handsome,” Rhaenyra said, coming up behind him.
Harwin didn’t look up from his work. “That’s my name,” he said, and Rhaenyra could hear the smile in his voice.
“Don’t wear it out?” she asked, coming around to sit on the bench in front of him.
“Oh, I don’t mind.” He put the tools down on the bench. “So, you had a good night then?” he asked, noting her appearance.
She shrugged, pulling her feet up so she sat cross-legged in front of him, dropping her shoes on the ground. “It was alright.”
“Will I be reading about it?” he asked.
She snorted. “Probably.”
“It’s a weird hobby you have.”
“What?”
“Orchestrating scandal.”
“I’m afraid it’s one of the few things I’m really good at.”
“You know, if you wanted to try something a little less…”
“Destructive?”
“Unconventional,” he said. “I’d be more than happy to teach you.” He gestured at the shelves of flowerpots and gardening tools around them.
Rhaenyra leaned in closer to him. “I’ll bet there are loads of things you could teach me,” she said suggestively.
“In that department, I highly doubt it.”
“Are you calling me a slut?” she asked curiously.
“No,” he said simply, and she believed him.
“Well, then, I guess I could teach you some things.” She leaned in closer, tipping her head up as her lips neared his.
“Rhaenyra,” he said quietly, and she stopped and looked up at him. “It’s late.”
Rhaenyra sat back. “Y’know, if you weren’t so goddamn nice about it, I’d start to get a little offended every time you brush me off like that,” she said.
He just nodded, then stood and began to put the tools away.
“Is it cause I was with another guy earlier?” she asked, getting up and following him.
“No,” he said, hanging the pruning shears next to the others.
“Is it cause the guy might’ve been my uncle?” she asked, stepping in front of him when he turned, unsure why she was even saying it. She supposed she just kind of wanted to see how he’d react.
He looked down at her. “No,” he said again.
That made her pause. “What, it doesn’t even bother you?”
“It’s none of my business,” he said.
She tilted her head. “Really?”
“Really,” he said. “I’d like to think I know you well enough to know that you can take care of yourself.”
She stared at him. “You don’t think it’s weird.”
He shrugged. “I mean, it’s a little weird, but so is a lot of stuff that isn’t my business.”
She was kind of stumped, unsure if she wanted to keep talking, or maybe try to kiss him again.
“Go to bed, Rhaenyra,” he said gently, as though he could tell what she was thinking. “You look tired.”
Rhaenyra made an exaggeratedly offended sound. “Tired? Oh, Harwin, you should know better than to tell a woman she looks tired.”
Harwin smiled, shepherding her to the door, picking up her shoes and handing them to her along the way. He led her across the grass towards the house.
“Kiss goodnight?” Rhaenyra asked at the door, only half-serious.
He pulled the door open and gently pushed her inside. “Sleep well,” he said, then closed the door behind her.
Rhaenyra felt like a teenager again as she crept through the kitchen, down the hallway, and up the stairs. She was almost at her room when she heard footsteps behind her.
“Rhaenyra?” Alicent asked.
Rhaenyra turned around. Alicent was in her pajamas and a robe, a paperback in her hand.
“You’re back earlier than usual,” she said.
“The club was kinda… boring tonight,” Rhaenyra said with a shrug.
“I thought you were going out with Daemon tonight.”
“He, uh… something came up.”
Alicent nodded, then stepped closer. “Are you alright, Rhaenyra?”
Rhaenyra felt a lump travel up from her gut to lodge in her throat. Her chest heaved and she didn’t know why.
Alicent rushed towards her, dropping the book and grabbing her hands. “What happened?” she asked insistently.
“Nothing,” Rhaenyra said quickly.
Alicent sighed. “Oh, I knew letting Daemon back here was a bad idea. I told Viserys that–” She shook her head. “What did he do? What did Daemon do to you?”
“Nothing,” Rhaenyra insisted, pulling her hands out of Alicent’s grip. “The club was lame, he had to leave on some business thing, and it just kinda sucked.”
When Alicent looked like she didn’t believe her, Rhaenyra snapped, “What have you got against–” She exhaled sharply. “I’m too tired for this. Whatever. I’m going to bed.” She pushed past Alicent into her room and closed the door firmly behind her.
Rhaenyra sank to the floor, back against the door. She didn’t feel upset. Just kind of… lost. Incomplete.
And it was so frustrating because nothing had even happened. Sure, they’d danced and kissed but it was all a game, for the tabloids. It was fun.
It had been fun.
And sure, it was a bit weird; he was her uncle. But nothing had happened. And even if it had, she happened to know that that was not illegal in the state of Illinois. So.
She sighed, swiping her hands over her face even though it was completely dry. She stood and stripped off her clothes, leaving them on the floor to be cleaned up later.
She caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror, not wearing anything except for the necklace that Daemon had given her years ago. Her hand moved up to touch it automatically.
Daemon would apologise tomorrow, at dinner. And then everything would go back to the way it was.
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“Guarded Innocence”, from My Notes
tw: vague mention of csa, sa, abuse
cw: Lolita, by Vladimir Nabokov
How could Ms. Haze not notice?
But I suppose, not even Dolores noticed.
Because no one suspects a man to be a pedophile,
Nobody but me,
Me who has anxiety,
And worries about every man coming onto me.
Me, and every girl like me.
In every conversation with a Y chromosome
I protect an innocence that faded away
Just last May,
With my 18th birthday.
I protect this false innocence with every man,
No matter how young nor old nor married nor gay,
Like I am the most attractive nymphet the world has ever known,
12 years old, in nothing but a pink nightgown and one white sock.
I value my pretend innocence more highly than I’ll ever value a child’s,
Because they, with careful caution on my part,
Will grow up and grow out and will be fine,
Purely prepared for an adult world,
Where they will function normally.
Meanwhile I, on account of my anxiety,
And some unmentioned trauma as a small child and bigger child,
Will never grow past the age of Lolita.
I will never stop being a vulnerable little girl,
Fending off all men, every man, with my own two fists.
Dolores probably felt the same,
In her shoddy little house with her husband and the dog.
She probably lay up nights,
Fearing that her dozing, half-deaf husband,
Might someday morph into the creepy European in the lilac pajamas,
Reaching out with his claws that he promised
Only ever touched her.
I would be scared, too.
Dolores stands in for every girl like her,
Girls traumatized by the thought
That some monstrous old man finds her
More attractive than the adult woman he married
And is willing to seek that little girl out
Even if he has to drain the blood of her much older, much stronger mother,
And the innocence of the girl’s soul.
Dolores brandishes the torch for all us girls
Who are afraid of men simply because they are men.
Dolores stands proudly before men,
With wet eyes and thick glasses and fully grown, womanly legs,
And says to them, firmly,
“You cannot touch. And if you look, I’ll kick you.”
Us girls, girls whose monsters were not under their beds,
But in their houses, shaving their chins and buying them presents,
Us girls are the reason why “Not all men” is still a controversial phrase.
Because not all men they may be -
But to us, it doesn’t matter.
To us, it’s all men.
All men are capable of being that leering, creeping, shadowy Humbert Humbert,
Trailing rainwater across the floor,
Gun-smoke billowing up around him.
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