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citree · 5 months

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I just want to start a flame in your heart~ 🔥🧡🔥

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speakviolence · 5 months

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You wanna know how I know your daddy, don't you?

#falloutedit #cooper howard #the ghoul #lucy maclean #vaultghoul #usergif #fallout prime #foedit #fallout #fallout 2024 #epurnelledit #mine: *gif #mine: *fogif #i actually went numb in one eye from staring at these colors for the past 5 days #don't wanna talk about it!#i can now focus on writing....for now.

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coffee-cait · 1 year

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Y'all better be careful out there in the deserts of No Man's Land, there's a Typhoon approachin'.

#fanart #trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #meryl stryfe #roberto de niro #millions knives #legato bluesummers #not tagging the rest bc... well *points at their itty bitty forms* does that really count?#i dont EVER wanna have to go through the mind numbing nightmare that was this gun.. i know it's wrong and way too short #but im so so tired...

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mfjenks · 21 days

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season 4 in nutshell (IT'S BEEN JUST 2 EPISODES HELP)

yes, I know what the show I'm watching and love it for this, BUT HEY PLEASE STOP I WANNA KMS YOU SAID IT WOULD BE FUN

#only murders in the building #omitb #omitb s4 #omitb s4 spoilers #omitb spoilers #PLEASE PROTECT CHARLES I WANNA CRY #I feel numb I feel sick

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klownkoster · 6 months

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He's practically melting but he doesn't have the heart to move them

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introspectivememories · 8 months

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multiple fears actually

#god i hope i didn't jinx anything by accidentally saying this aloud #those last two are my worst fuckin fears #please do not do this dc #bernard becomes a vigilante is my least favorite thing ever #*smacking you with a newspaper* HE'S A CIVILIAN WHO SURVIVED A SCHOOL SHOOTING!#WHY WOULD HE WANT TO GO OUT AND FIGHT GOTHAM CRIMINALS????#the 'dc kills bear' thing is not my favorite but.... i kinda wanna see how tim would react to that....#would he go numb? would he go crazy? would he give up on superheroing all together?#bc what does it matter that he's saved the city when he couldn't save the one person that mattered the most #bernard dowd #tim drake #timber #timbern #dc

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rukafais · 11 months

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Peeking into the drow tag is incredible because people really do just be out here saying shit like BEFORE LARIAN DROW HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SEXY AND EVIL AND NEVER NUANCED EVER

Like damn I don't expect anyone to read an almost 40 book series but if you're going to do big informative rundowns you should at least do your research and look at a couple modules or something

#like even if u dont wanna look at novels... waterdeep dragon heist...jarlaxle's right there.......??#out of the abyss also has drow stuff that isnt Auto Evil?#i'm cursed with knowledge and i dont expect anyone else to page through a mind-numbing amount of sourcebooks #but like idk i bring a 'do some fucking research' vibe that half the ppl on here positing themselves experts dont like

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bunnihearted · 12 days

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being too weird and unlikable and off putting and always being shunned and turned into an outcast everywhere i go and not having felt the connection and healing friendship has on you for so many years has really done a number on me

#irl mostly. but even online. i cannot connect or find communities or support systems the way most of u can #even if i do have found great connections and one connection in particular im more than grateful for #but i have had so much of my humanness torn off for so long that i am awkward and useless in handling it #but yeah idk :/ im just so profoundly jealous of how everyone can just fit into a slot #even online when ppl talk abt being anxious and stuff they still have ppl to talk to #or ppl irl to hang out with and im like.. wow... i cant even do that :/#it is just so lonely in general. and it has made me confused and incapable of knowing how to be a human #and fully realise and actualize the one connection i do have #if i had gotten to learn and now know how to be a human and a person i would've... been a person #but now i feel so removed and far away from that idek how...#like im at a point where i cant even have simple and shallow conversations online bc im like so useless #maybe only other ppl with avpd and who have been socially rejected and isolated and alienated can fully understand what i mean #it is so scary and weird and i feel such deep envy for how people can just like... talk to eo. irl and online. i dont get it #and like the connection i do have that i mention bc it is so important to me.. that does all of those things #but it is like im so not used to anyone even keep wanting to have a connection with me #that i feel like bambi on ice 💀 for lack of a better metaphor #and inside of me idk how to dare to open up to it bc i've been numb and shut off i just dont know #i dont know. but i want to but idk how.#ahhhhhh wanna scream bc just trying to describe it so i can make sense of it is frustrating!!!!#it also sucks bc other ppl really dont seem to get how fkn weird and scary it is to feel so removed from humanness #and not even be able to do most basic human people things most ppl who are mentally ill or anxious do.. i cant even do that idk #talking and communicating is the main thing like ppl do not understand how fkn hard it is for me to even have a simple convo #and i cant explain it bc theres no way someone who doesnt feel the same and have avpd could get it...#but idk. i just hate all of this and i wish i had a normal functioning brain. i just wanna be like everyone else #even ppl w social anxiety are capable of having friends. and im terrified of losing the only connection i've somehow been lucky to get #in my hands??? im so scared of losing that but idk HOW to be a person and idk!!! idk!!#other ppl dont even think abt these things im so fkn jealous lmao #anyway whatever 😔

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pardonmydelays · 2 months

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does anybody else feel the weight of living today or is it just me and the guy who shaved his head in snap back music video

#i'm so numb today idk #i can't really focus on anything i wanna go home please let me go home #i say whatever and whatever that i want*

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tapakah0 · 1 year

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#I wanna do something #Head is numb

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barelyliving-barelybreathing · 10 months

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I'll never be a good enough partner for anyone.

I'll always fuck up

I'll never make it work

I'll never do it right

I should just stay alone

... I'm better off alone

#personal #numb #wanna die #tw #lost #fucked up #i want to disappear #me

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freckleslikestars · 2 years

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We talk about how flirty Mulder is in season one, but we don’t ever talk about how culpable Scully is.

#txf #the x files #x files #msr #my gifs #xf gifs #dana scully #fox mulder #mulder #scully #season 1 #I’m so drunk yo #was gonna post this earlier but tumblr deep fried it #holy shit I wanna eat meat #deep fried chicken sounds so good right now #I haven’t eaten in like…28 hours #and I’m so fucking drunk #my whole body is numbe #I love the. x files so much

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aurosoul · 9 months

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being 30 so far is just like ‘you will go through the most cataclysmic mental anguish of your life but you actually heal from it this time. also you have hip dysplasia. go to the doctor more often.’

#incessant meowing #finding out that since cptsd disconnects u from your body u can have chronic pain and not realize it til you get better #has been one loop of many loops on the rollercoaster i am currently on #like retail jobs always made me wanna donate myself to charity from the pain of standing #and i just thought i was being weak lmaoooo #my coworkers would be like oh it’s normal to feel pain you just go numb after awhile #meanwhile my shift is spent almost in tears and then i’m sleeping 10+ hours to recover #anyways life is fucking wild. how has your week been

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every-thing-is-copacetic · 1 year

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I feel everything way too much and all at once.

#I wanna be numb #I wish I didn’t care #</3

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skyloftian-nutcase · 5 months

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Man, I am like so tired but also exploding with the need to write all the things at once.

#random rambles #I wanna update Blood of the Hero #But I also wanna update Chronicles of the Domain #I really should in honor of Zora May #Speaking of which I wanna write something miphlink too #And I wanna publish the Wars gets a hug fic on AO3 #And make a Sunset series for the fics I wrote around it and ending with Numb #but I also wanna play with my Imprisoning War blorbos #And there’s a slightly angsty forsaken piece I’m working on too #sigh

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natkhat-sa-shyam · 4 months

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The sex was sooooo good

Even the neighbors had the cigarettes

#wanna make u numb underneath me #daddy's good girl #k!nk #rough but passionate #inner thigh kisses #slow kiss #neck kisses #passionate kiss #wild thoughts #intimacy #daddy issues

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