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redbullgirly ยท 7 months
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HI BARBIE! HI KEN! [part 2, LH44 smau]
Lewis Hamilton x reader
Masterlist & Hi Barbie! Hi Ken! [part 1, LH44 smau]
Summary: Lewis and his "real life Barbie" girlfriend, Y/N Y/L/N, are enjoying each others company during winter break. February brings unexpected drama when the seven-time World Champion decides to leave his team... though is that the only surprise waiting for the fans?
Warnings: Little cliffhanger at the end, but don't worry, I plan on making part 3 soon enough :).
Author's Note: This is continuation of the Lewis x barbie!fashion!icon!reader request, hope you'll all like it. This time there wasn't so much of "barbie content", but I'm sure you won't mind. I honestly love this series, plus there are still many photos for me to use, so stay tuned and let me know if you want to be added to the taglist! :)
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lewishamilton Happy holidays from our little trip to mountains ๐Ÿ”
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user1 I swear to God this is the first time I see Lewis in snow
user2 ikr? like can he even sky? isn't it dangerous for him as an f1 driver??๐Ÿ˜ญ
yourusername merry christmas everybody, love u!!๐ŸŽ„๐Ÿซถ
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user3 Very happy and merry Christmas to you too Y/N๐Ÿฅฐ
user4 yeah yeah... but where's the usual christmas post y/n?!
user5 that's what I wanna know user5 ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
user6 She always posts the hot pics with their tree... and this year nothing โ˜น๏ธ
yourusername omg sry guys, i didn't think you'd care sm! i was actually sick on the christmas eve and didn't feel like celebrating ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ’–
user4 ohhh that's totally okay y/n!!!!
user7 Thanks for replying, hope you'll get better soon!โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน
charles_leclerc I see you're copying my training now๐Ÿ˜‰
user8 lol charles just try not to fall on your face on ski
user9 no but can you imagine if we got Charles & Lewis training together in the mountains ๐Ÿ˜ฉ
user10 It wouldn't even have to be in the mountains... I'd actually prefer them training somewhere hot so they don't have to wear shirts๐Ÿคญ
user9 i love your way of thinking girly
user11 King ๐Ÿ‘‘
roscoelovescoco Mom's and dad's playing's in's the snow's โ„๏ธ
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user12 they left you home alone Roscoe?
roscoelovescoco Of course's not's... my auntie's watched's me's โ˜บ๏ธ
user13 This is so adorable๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน
user14 y'all don't understand how much I love their little family
user15 ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ–คโœŒ๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐ŸŒŸ
user16 y/n's ski suit looks so cool
fencer Good times man!
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user17 You are my God, Lewis Hamiltonโค๏ธ
mercedesamgf1 Enjoy your holidays and don't break anything please!โ›ท๐Ÿค
yourusername trying!! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐ŸŒจ
user18 lmfao
user19 Imagine if their best driver broke a leg or smth๐Ÿ’€
user20 as a Lewis fan that'd be the last straw of my depression xd
user21 It's enough they couldn't build him a decent car last two years ๐Ÿฅฒ
user21 you & y/n are the best couple ever!๐Ÿฅฐโค๏ธ
user22 Why's Lewis in red tho?
user23 sus ๐Ÿคจ
user24 some of you are truly bored and delusional๐Ÿคฃ
user25 He probably has it so Y/N can see him on the slope and watches over him tbh
user26 idk where the narrative of lewis being bad at skying came from but i love it ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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lewishamilton replied to your story: Love you so much baby!โค๏ธ
yourusername love u too!!!๐Ÿ’ž
lewishamilton You are my brave girl, aren't you?
lewishamilton It's great you share your experience with others Y/N and trust me when I say I'll always be there for you ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿพ
yourusername awww lew, i know and i'll be always so grateful for it ๐Ÿฅฐ
lewishamilton Anything for my Barbie yourusername reacted with โค๏ธ to this message
user1 replied to your story: You and Lewis are just soooo cute omg
alexandrasaintmleux replied to your story: forever y/n!!๐Ÿค๐ŸŒบ
yourusername ofc!!!
yourusername you're probably the only reason i hope the negotiations w ferrari will work out ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿคญ
alexandrasaintmleux oh yeah, it'd be great to have you in the garage next year ๐Ÿ’•
yourusername yeah, let's see what happens in few weeks!
user2 replied to your story: so prettyyyyyy i wanna be u
user3 replied to your story: THE IT GIRL
landonorris replied to your story: The question isn't if you'll be at every gp but if you'll come to McLaren hospitality for one of them๐Ÿ˜
yourusername pretty sure mercedes wouldn't be happy about that ๐Ÿซฃ
landonorris Oh c'mmon Y/NNNN
landonorris You promised me like ten years ago you'd come
yourusername you were a literal baby ten years ago lando...
landonorris But a cute baby who deserves to have you in McLaren hospitality!!!
yourusername okay okay, i'll come for a visit this year ๐Ÿ˜ฝ
landonorris ONE HAMILTON DOWN TWO TO GO๐Ÿ’ช
yourusername what?? ๐Ÿ˜ญ
landonorris I decided my life goal is to get you, Roscoe and Lewis to be my fans ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
landonorris Lewis can wait till retirement ofc ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
yourusername idk if i hate you or love you mr. worldwide
landonorris ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿ˜™
user4 replied to your story: Mommy and daddy fr
user5 replied to your story: ๐Ÿ˜
user6 replied to your story: Hope you'll heal soon if you're still sick!!!
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yourusername my job is beach ๐Ÿฆ€๐Ÿฌ๐Ÿš๐Ÿชธโ˜€๏ธ (btw how many emojis is too much??)
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lewishamilton Isn't that supposed to be Ken's line darling?
yourusername theoretically... but i think i look better on the beach, don't you? ๐Ÿคญ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ
lewishamilton Well of course, your fashion taste when it comes to bikini is hard to beat โœจ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿพ
yourusername damn are you saying i look hot in that bikini mr. hamilton? โ˜บ๏ธ๐Ÿ’ž
lewishamilton It's Sir actually
yourusername oh shut up lew, i knew you're gonna bring it up ๐Ÿ˜ญ
landonorris I just witnessed Lewis openly flirting through instagram comments... the world won't ever be the same. I need to bleach my eyes ๐Ÿ˜“
yourusername yeah u should learn from my bf lando norizz
landonorris Heyyy this is online bullying, someone stop it
yourusername ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜
landonorris ๐Ÿซค
user1 i have no idea what just happened but i loved every second of it
user2 It looks like when Lewis finally interacts with someone on instagram, it can get WILD
user3 not y/n using lando norizz ๐Ÿ’€
user4 she's one of us now
user5 BUT CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW SWEET Y/N & LEWIS ARE PLS?!!๐Ÿฅน
user6 Y/N living her best life and I'm here for it
francisca.cgomes enjoy!๐ŸŒด
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yourusername thx kika, you too!!๐Ÿ’“
user7 On my knees for you๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ›
roscoelovescoco The fruit's on's the plane's was yummy's ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿฅ—
yourusername i definitely agree, let's thank dad for spoiling us!๐Ÿ’–
lewishamilton My favourites deserve only the best ๐Ÿ˜‰
user8 AWWWW so cute
user9 I'll never understand why rich people torture their pets like this... c'mmon, why would you give fruit to a dog? He needs meat and dog food. ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜ค
user10 tf user9 you clearly don't know them at all if you think they're torturing Roscoe... this dog has better life than most of us lol xd
yourusername i'd just like to make it clear to everyone that me and lewis take the best care of our dog we possibly can, give him the food he wants and needs and love him dearly. it feels very offending for someone who doesn't see into our private life to assume we're "torturing" roscoe. you'll be blocked user9 and goodbye
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user11 You know you fucked up when queen Y/N herself writes smth like this to you ๐Ÿซข
user12 tell them girl!!! you & lew are literally the best parents to roscoe ever!!!โฃ๏ธ
user13 ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ˜
user14 THE BODY GIVING
kellypiquet Wow, the dress is so beautiful!๐Ÿ’
yourusername aww kelly thank you sm! definitely have to see each other soon ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿซถ
kellypiquet Can't wait for the girls talk!
user15 omg imagine listening to y/n y/l/n and kelly piquet casually having girls talk w each other ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ
user16 The tea has to be hot between the wags
user17 OMG, gorgeous as always ๐Ÿ’–
user18 this couple has me in a chokehold
user19 RIGHT?! why is nobody talking about the 4th pic
user20 They're so hot fr ๐Ÿฅต
user21 and cute too๐Ÿฅบ
user22 Love you Y/N ๐Ÿ’‹
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lewishamilton It's always important to focus on happy memories and remember the good moments with your loved ones. Couldn't ask for better people around me ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ’ซ
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user1 funny how he talks about positivity and then in the first picture he's holding middle fingers up lmfao XD
user2 Maybe he took Daniel's F.E.A. rule to his heart๐Ÿคฃ
user3 what's that???
user2 Fuck 'em all
yourusername so lucky to have you around me lew! ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’—
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user4 stoppp I love her
user5 I wanna have what they have๐Ÿ˜ฉ
charles_leclerc ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ’ซ
user6 Ariana what are you doing here?!
user7 Beautiful ๐Ÿ™Œโค๏ธ
user8 ohhh lew w his dad it's so cute
user9 His dad and Y/N in the same post... we are getting fed rn
neymarjr Amen brother!๐Ÿ™โค๏ธ
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user10 I love their their friendship
user11 it's so unreal how the world is small and my fav football player is friends with my fav driver๐Ÿคญ
user12 THE MAN
user13 the second pic is adorable ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน
user14 I'm jealous but I don't know if I wanna be him or her
user15 honestly i wanna be the third person in their relationship... imagine dating y/n y/l/n & lewis hamilton all at once๐Ÿ˜ฉ
user16 OMG REAL
user17 boyfriend lewis is my favorite ๐Ÿซก
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yourusername guess it's time to change colours โค๏ธ๐Ÿ“๐ŸŒน๐ŸŽ
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scuderiaferrari Welcome to the team, Y/N!โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ”ฅ๐ŸŽ
user1 you'll make our fav wag depressed next year lol
user2 Ferrari made a master move here ๐Ÿ‘
user3 welcome y/nnnnn ๐Ÿฅฐ
user4 I'm still shocked
user5 me too sis๐Ÿ˜ญ
user6 We all are ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
user7 ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ
user8 when the gf is posting about it, we know it's not just a joke anymore๐Ÿ˜ฅ
user9 FORZA FERRARI
user10 omg me & y/n y/l/n will be fans of the same team!!!!
user11 literally the only good thing about this
alexandrasaintmleux red looks gorgeous on you ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹
yourusername on both of us babe ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹
user12 BESTIES
user11 okay this is another good thing about the whole lewis situation xd
user13 Y/N and Alex will be so iconic next year ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ
user14 literally life goals to be like them๐Ÿ˜
user15 So excited for this๐Ÿคฉ favorite driver and favorite team and favorite wag๐Ÿค
user16 idc about ferrari, but y/n in red slays
user17 omg yessss she's so hot in that dress๐Ÿฅต
charles_leclerc And now you can't make fun of me and my therapist ๐Ÿ˜˜
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user18 LOL
user19 not him admitting he goes to therapy bc of ferrari๐Ÿ’€
user20 What about Carlos?? You said you come as a package ๐Ÿ˜ก๐Ÿ˜ช
user21 so true user20 it's so disrespectful towards carlos
user22 Guys calm down, this is their job and it's known for brutal driver switches. You'll have to deal with it, it's not personal business ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ
user23 yeah i don't think they're such good friends anyway... it was all for pr and marketing lmao
user24 I agree that it's just a sport, but pls don't do this to my charlos heart... their friendship HAS to be real๐Ÿ˜“
user25 Always support u and your boyfriend๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ™Œ
user26 Carlos deserved so much more!
user27 yes but she can't do anything about it girl, she's literally just dating Lewis ๐Ÿ˜
user28 "Everybody is a Ferrari fan. Even if they say they're not, they are Ferrari fans." Vettelโค๏ธ
user29 i did not think it was real
user30 I need Lewis to comment something about this other than his statement pls ๐Ÿ˜ญ
user31 yeah i had high hopes bc he always comments and interacts w y/n's posts...
user32 Guess not this time๐Ÿ˜’
user33 Y/N unleashing more waves of chaos
user34 and we love our barbie for that ๐Ÿคญ
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THE END
Author's Note: Thank you for reading this! I'll appreciate likes, reblogs, comments, follow and any other way of support. Also, I started my taglist, so if you want to be added or removed, let me know! That way you!ll be first to know that another smau or story came out :). Sorry for the cliffhanger at the end, but don't worry, I plan on making another part. Have a great day!
Taglist: @namgification @bloodyymaryyy
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romanestuffsposts ยท 9 months
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Hi....
I have a surgery on Monday an I soooo scared ๐Ÿ˜ข it not bad or anthing just so my sore throat will go 'way.... can you write somefing bout tha? You don't have too
Anway, loveee youuu allll ๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’›โค๏ธ๐Ÿฉท๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’•
Hi there love! ๐Ÿ’œ
Oh sweetie i'm sure it's gonna be okay. Surgeries can be scary but remember that you're in good hands, they know what they have to do and they know how to do it. You'll feel better afterwards I promise you baby
Anyway, if the surgery hadn't happened yet i give you all of my strenght and if it already happened then first of all i'm sorry it didn't came out before to reassure you but I hope it can help you relaxing right after. I pray so that everything will be going well!
If you have the chance or if you want, I would love to have an uptade on you sweetie <3 (no rush andyou don't have to if you don't want to ;)
Have all the rest you can! And take avantage of it, you can be the little princess for as long as you you need it after the surgery โค๏ธ
PS : it's a short one but I really wanted to get it done for the day of your surgery &lt;3
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Warnings : surgery comfort, fear, reassurance, kisses, pet names, love
Pairings : Daddies!Stucky ; Daddy!Bucky x Papa!Steve x Little!Reader
Summary : they gave you all of their attention for your stressful day
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"i scaed, daddy" you say with a trembling voice. Your body is covered by the white sheets of the hospital room and your eyes hurt from the vif color.
The fact that you have to wait is adding to your anxiety and your fear. You learned yesterday that you had to be operate and since then your anxiety couldn't stop growing.
"I know baby, i know. but you remember what we talked about yesterday night ?"
It was almost midnight and you couldn't sleep at all. You got up from bed and went to your Daddies, you were too scared for the next day and needed comfort from them more than ever.
You sneak into their bed and noticed that they were awake too "what are you doing here little one ?" your Daddy asks while sitting down.
Your Papa light up his nighstand lamp and sit down beside your Papa "why aren't you sleeping ? It's really late"
"i scaed"
"oh sweetie"
"baby look at me" your Daddy asks, caressing your knee to calm you down. You look at him with tears in your eyes "you need to do the surgery, i know it's very scary and i understand it but you need it."
"You'll be less in pain afterward and we'll be there for you through it all. You'll never feel alone, not even once. We won't leave your side and you'll feel us beside you at each seconds. I promise you"
You sniff and look at your Papa "do you trust us ?" you nod. "do you believe in us ?" You nod again. "Then for as long as we're standing beside you, nothing bad will happen"
A few tears fall down your cheeks and you crawl toward their open arms. They held you close to them until you fall asleep.
"do you still trust us ?" Your Papa asks. You nod, a scared look on your face "then trust us when we say that it's gonna be alright. We will be right here when you wake up"
"pomise ?"
"we promise princess" he kisses your little hand.
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"hi babydoll" Your Daddy's hand caresses your forehead as your tired eyes finally opened. It's been ten minutes that you're waking up and then falling back asleep because of anesthesia.
"keep it easy, princess" your Papa rushes toward you "you have all the time you need to come back on earth" He kisses your forehead to reassure you.
"everything went well, your surgery is done and nothing bad happened. You're fine now" just like they promised you
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hush-writes-preg ยท 6 months
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iโ€™ve been wanting to say this for a while, and im still not sure iโ€™m gonna say it right, but i really appreciate your blog. iโ€™ve been having issues with my ovaries for a while and itโ€™s still not clear if iโ€™m fertile or even gonna get to Keep my ovaries much longer. itโ€™s been really stressful, because i really want to be able to get pregnant, and i might never be able to. but one of the worst parts is that iโ€™m transmasc, and a lot of people- including my own family- canโ€™t wrap their heads around being a man and wanting to be pregnant. even other transmascs seem to think i canโ€™t actually be trans and genuinely want this. people pity me cus they think Society is what made me feel this way, and they have to โ€œhelpโ€ by convincing me this is something i donโ€™t actually want.
you and all your followers have been the opposite of that. seeing so many other transmascs who openly (and sometimes desperately) want to experience pregnancy has made me feel like so much less of an other. seeing people who arenโ€™t transmasc but have transmasc friends/partners being so encouraging and supportive when this is something they want has felt so validating. itโ€™s such a positive and welcoming environment here, and itโ€™s so comforting.
so i guess the main takeaway is everyone should keep being horny, because thereโ€™s at least one person who really appreciates it.
Hey there, Aster! Thanks for hopping into my inbox with your kind words! ๐Ÿ’–
I've said it before, and I'll continue saying it long into the future for old and new followers alike-- this blog exists because I believe that everyone deserves the opportunity to feel appreciated, validated, and seen in regard to this kink. I don't care what parts anyone was born with, what parts anyone has now, or what anyone's age(18+)/gender/sexuality is. Anyone can feel the desire to be pregnant or to impregnate someone else, and that feeling should be celebrated.
I'm sorry to hear that you've had so much trouble with your original plumbing, Aster, and that you aren't sure if you'll be able to conceive. That's a really shitty situation to be in when you actually want to get pregnant. I've known a few people on Tumblr who are in similar health-related situations, and I just wish I could give all of you a big hug (if it's wanted). It's really not fair. The universe is pretty shit for allowing that to happen in the first place. But you're not alone, okay? I don't know how much comfort that offers you, but there are folks out there who commiserate, understand what you're struggling with, and hope that you'll be able to eventually find happiness regardless of what happens.
And yeah... family and society can suck big time sometimes. OFC you can't be male and want to carry a child, right? /s In my opinion, those people are nothing more than gatekeepers who have no business being involved in your body and business. The knowledge that these kinds of opinions are so commonplace really pisses me off. The desire to procreate is a ridiculously ordinary (though not universal) part of being human, so why shouldn't anyone be allowed to use the parts they have to make a baby if they want to? Or be allowed to find other reasonable ways to make it happen? :throws-table.gif:
Ugh. I'll get off of my soapbox now.
All that said, if the space I'm nurturing and the community we're all building is one of support, encouragement, and affirmation, then that's a dream fulfilled for me. We may be stuck feeling like an Other elsewhere thanks to societal stupidity, but not here. Here we're all as incredible and sexy and fertile as we wish to be, and I refuse to hear otherwise.
You're awesome, Aster. Try to stay positive, do what you can to take care of your troublesome bits, and love yourself the way you are. And if you ever need to vent about this stuff, my DMs are open, okay?
I adore all of you horny, breedable fuckers. ๐Ÿ’– Don't any of you forget it.
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whoreiaki-kakyoin ยท 3 years
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Hey love! Idk if youโ€™ll write this bc I couldnโ€™t seem to find request rules on ur page but
Is it possible to write abt our boy Kak helping with picking habits (I personally have dermatillomania and it rlly sux) if itโ€™s not okay with u itโ€™s totally fine just figured Iโ€™d ask
I hope u have a great day luv๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–
Anon, my dearest... Sorry for such a long wait, but thank you for the ask. I actually struggle with dermatillomania myself and I think this is a cool concept because BFRBs (body focused repetitive behaviors) aren't talked about enough in general, let alone in headcanons or fics. I hope you're doing great, and I hope this brings some comfort!
Headcanons for Kakyoin helping a reader who picks their skin/has dermatillomania:
As we know, Kakyoin is familiar with feeling singled out for being "different." If he finds out that you struggle with something, especially if you've felt alone or misunderstood as a result of it, he's going to have your back.
If you ever have scratches or scrapes or even are bleeding because you were picking, he might ask just to make sure you're not hurt. In all honesty, his first thought is just to make sure it wasn't the work of an enemy stand user. When you then explain to him that you pick your skin compulsively, he nods in understanding, then apologizes if he made you feel uncomfortable or embarrassed.
Otherwise, if you simply choose to tell him yourself in your own time, he thanks you for opening up to him about it and listens attentively while you explain.
He'll never let anyone give you a hard time about your picking habits, number one. While you express to him that it's frustrating and you'd like to get better at handling your derm, he knows that shaming or pressuring you about it won't help you at all.
On that note, if you've been shamed or scolded in the past about picking, Kakyoin will be gentle. You realize how much you've been picking on a worse day or you accidentally scrape yourself up or make yourself bleed? Kakyoin will reassure you if you get embarrassed, ashamed, or flustered. He knows you're frustrated enough having dermatillomania, so he's certainly not going to make you feel worse. He will help you get cleaned up if you need, and he'll let you talk about it if you want to.
If you want other things to occupy your hands so you aren't tempted to pick, he'll let you hold or squeeze his hands or play with his scarf. He might even see if you can both use Heirophant's tendrils for an impromptu game of cat's cradle! He waits for your okay before being more involved, but happily supports you when you ask. If he's honest? He feels touched and almost honored that you trust him so much, and that you consider him a good enough friend that you would ask him for help.
If you're experiencing severe enough dermatillomania that you decide you want to seek treatment, Kakyoin is so proud and supportive when you tell him. He'll gladly help you read up on different clinics or therapists if you'd like, and he'll be there to listen through the entire process.
All in all? Kakyoin appreciates that you confide in him about your struggles. He's been misunderstood and outcast himself, so he'll never judge you or scold you for your picking habits. All he wants is to be as supportive and helpful as he can as you find different ways to handle your derm, and he'll always make sure you know that he's proud of you!
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fairycosmos ยท 5 years
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every time i read one of ur posts i just, lose my got dam mind like! ive never related to anything else more in my life!! u always put it in words! wanting to let love in but feeling like its phisically impossible in this body, as if its just the absolute cosmic truth like i dont even exist! wack!!! ๐Ÿ›
WOW i adore you!! im sorry you relate to my hellish and sad lifestyle but also glad to hear im not alone, it's super reassuring.....i used to be able to word things decently now i just say it......but honestly it sux cos like. i recognize that love is an incredibly important force/experience/practice like literally the pinnacle of humanity but......seeking it as me? in this body with this face being known like THAT by another person? it's just not realistic ๐Ÿ˜” on a very objective level like. it's not even about self hatred at this point it's just Understanding that.....that kind of connection is not meant for me as i am. how could i expect anyone to want my body and my stupidity? i would just feel bad for them. you know what i mean? ANY WATYZ.......yea it all comes back to the terrifying ordeal of being known i guess. it's too difficult, simple as that. :( i do hope love finds you regardless though....maybe it's got nothing to do with what we think about it. maybe it's not controllable in such a way.....๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’Œ
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