#we postin again yall

[burninlovebutler]

GAH i didn't wanna do this bc im a gemini & i talk a lot if im unsupervised lol BUT YALL WERE POSTIN SOME SAPPY SHIT SO I WANTED TO JOIN (so sorry this is gonna be so long i apologize in advance)

this wasn't initially the road i was gonna take while talking about this but ofc if u read any of my writing or know me in any capacity, it shouldn't surprise you that we're getting sad lol

as i stood next to my partner watching the midnight fireworks last night, i had a fleeting thought -

16 year old me didn't think i'd still be here at 26 -

i didn't expect to still be on this earth in 2023

when i was around that age my home life was really shitty and abusive and lonely and my only saving grace at the time was the family i found within the one direction/5sos fandom. there were so many times then that my fandom friends saved me, literally.

i wouldn't be here today without them.

i stopped being in fandoms around 2016 and while i still have MANY long term close friends from that time, we all have gone our separate ways interest wise.

I didn't realize just how much i missed being a part of a community until i joined tumblr again. the austin/elvis fandom welcomed me with open arms & filled me with that same youthful joy and connection as i had when i was 16. and even BETTER bc this fandom has blown me away with how kind and gentle and loving it is

point is - i’m grateful that i AM still here, that i’ve been here long enough to meet you and experience this amazing fandom.

it's insane to me to think i would've never met some of the brightest stars of my days without walking into that theater that day. my year would've been so empty, lonely and sad without you all, so thank you all from the bottom of my cold lil heart - you all showed up in my life when i needed u the most

(something weird about this 1D -> Elvis/Aus pipeline is that when i went back to see the day i saw the movie the first time it was on July 23, aka the 1D anniversary 👀 lil weird)

i initially made this blog solely for my fanfic but i'm glad i branched out - though i still wanted to take the time to anyone who's interacted w my writings, even if it was just help with plot or moodboards. my heart skips a beat when my writing is a point of conversation.

thank you to the beauties who grace my dash everyday, even if we don't talk often 💖

@feverkitten @p-oolshark @pearlparty @avengen @presleys @mrsniallhoran505 @missmaywemeetagain @marooosa @eliseinmemphis @elvisabutler @lovininapinkcadillac @aconflagrationofmyown @austinsmutler @heartbrake-hotel @dre6ming @flwrs4aust @rosaminny @presleysdarling @woundmetender @rainydayz101 @ggwritesstuff @golden-kiwis @lattedreamer @weak-aesthetic @bcofl0ve

and of course to my almost daily babes, my days would be so empty without you all and my heart would be so deflated - i never thought i'd end up with a group like this

@succsessions @lllsaslll @cryingabtab @elvisfatass @loving-elvis @nora-nexus-34 @lavenderelvis @luluthesandgoose @powerofelvis @bisexualwvtson @samfangirls @lindszeppelin @infatuatedharleys @ab4eva @sagesolsticewrites @slowsweetlove @areacodefan @jelliedonut @steph-speaks @star-shard @foreverdolly @purejasmine @oh-my-front-door

and how could i ever forget the two that really roped me in @karamelcoveredolicity @troubleinapinksuit - even though it was through war, violence & lawsuits (lol) that our love was carved from, it is the most magical. i am so honored and so grateful to call you friends

one of my biggest goals for 2022 was to make new friends - ones who are reliable, kind, like-minded, supportive, generous, loving - because i was feeling so lonely & unloved, and to my surprise this goal was met ABUNDANTLY by you all, i really can not stress how much you all mean to me

extra special shout out to @bisexualwvtson for setting up the christmas card exchange, it was probably my favorite part of this holiday season - those cards made my whole christmas and i will cherish them forever

i love you all so much its DISGUSTING how much i love you - i don’t know how i would’ve made it through this year without you all - and it makes me so fucking sad when i think about all the memories that wouldn’t have happened without austin/elvis/you guys - it is because of you all that i have some of the best and happiest memories of this year, thank you ❤️

i hope that we are together for a long long time - i know that i am, i’m here for the long haul 💗 pls be in the nursing home with me breaking hips to Elvis songs

love, mel xx

(I APOLOGIZE IF IVE MISSED ANYONE I TRIED MY BEST TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING MY BRAIN IS TRASH SO IM SO SORRY PLS DONT BE OFFENDED IF I MISSED U I LOVE U)

[ghostfruits]

Hey, glad to see u guys r still creatin and postin again! Me n my friends have been here following yall for almost like 5-6 years now. I remember your planets comic! We still sometimes listen to your audio post (if you can afford it, BUY IT) and we still lose our shit over the beat bc it just slaps and is now like permanent meme living in our brains. Your guys art and collective is a serious inspiration, it makes me wanna make weird art again that makes only sense to myself, if that makes sense. Ur art is infectious in a good way. So thankyou for making it all and still being here! Anyway, hope you guys have a good october!!

thank u

it is like probably the only impact, worth anything, is making someone make something else

i spent like a lot of money to have a insanely fucked up week and this is like validating

it is validing to not exist like in a absent space. it is tight, to have, like, something of value to offer, howev3r limited

i am outrageously grateful in a way it is impossible to measure

i am giving my life to this lol

[cxyotl]

did i tell yall abt that. i forgot. anyway i was in an indian restaurant on my campus ordering the spiciest food for the table that was entirely white folks in utah (my dad and his parents). i checked my phone bc i got a notif from technos yt and at first i was like ????? da hell. whys he postin at this hour. and then the realization happened and i went mute. at the indian restaurant. i texted my dad what’d happened. i literally did not fucking talk the rest of the night. then i went to my tiny sad bedroom and watched winnersduo mcm. my dad let me light a candle so i lit that bitch up but it would NOT fucking light. and then i was sad abt it my entire first week or so of living in utah.

then when we finally moved me into the state, i had gone back to arizona to collect things and whatnot. we were at the indian restaurant again bc its the best fucking food ever i love that fucking family restaurant. and i got the message that tinfoilchef had died and i stg i was like. sad but more so just. what the shit this is the second time in a row.

so anyway im going on a plane tomorrow to fly back from my vacation in arizona. and i will not be eating at that delicious ass indian restaurant.

[koksshhh]

KOKO HERE!

Yeah uuhh I made a "backup" blog in case Tumblr doesn't help me gettin' my old blog back...

If I actually get the "old" one fixed, I'll get back there and leave this one as an backup blog?? Yeah...

BUUUT I've also made a Twitter account for my edits in case even the old one doesn't get fixed up and if this one also gets marked by the third time! 🙂 yall can follow me there; but I'll prob only open requests there if these things happen again here (so yeah we can say that if that happens for the third time I'll just give up postin' edits here at Tumblr n I'll just start posting definitely on Twitter + start accepting request there through Curious Cat)

"Old" Tumblr blog: @kokshhh

Twitter account: @/koksshhh (click to go directly)

As I really can't get stressed I'm just tryin' to go trough all of this by the easiest way possible :'D

[fictionkinfessions]

a shippin' / hc issue ? be warned : i am extremely fuckin pissed off abt this so there might not be some nice things here . again , im sorry for sayin "yall" so much . im talkin about all of those shippers .. no hate towards anyone , ofc , since this is just personal feelins/opinions of mine .

i hate when people ship ME with ANYONE in the phightin cast . for fucks sake . im aroace and not a lesbian ( even though you can be both , thats just not the case for me ) . no hate towards any lesbians out there , i love yall all ( platonic ) . " OHH SHE WOULD DEFINITELY KISS HER !! " no the fuck i wouldnt . at least SOME people know im aroace tho .. i wish i could run up to all of those people shippin me with the fem characters in the phightin cast and blow them all up ( not a genuine threat ) because what the fuck r u thinkin . the only person i love (romantically) is myself . silly autoromantic me !

speaking of platonic / romantic love , i do not like anyone else in the cult that way . we are FAMILY . not HOOKUPS . absolutely disgustin how yall think its ok to ship me and my brother . even if we are not "BLOOD RELATED" , you're still gross n weird for thinkin we even thought about each other that way . and to even assume i like the bitch whos tryna lock me in the slammer is even more nasty . god dammit just thinkin abt all the fanart i saw today made makes me want to punch walls ( exaggeration ) .

i never get this mad . EVER . i usually go nonverbal and isolate myself but this is the one time i dont ? i cant even escape it , either , nor can i prevent it ? i don't wanna go out of my way to block artists since they're just postin what they wanna post ( im not gonna throw a fit / call them out , i just wanna keep these feelings to myself since thats the smarter thing to do ) . but again , its icky . i don't remember kissin HIM . i don't remember tryna flirt with any of the other demons at all . it was just teasin . they took it the wrong way . i shouldn't have been so cocky in the first place ?? whatevr i can just suck it up n move on . maybe . i just wont say anythin about it.

scythe/rifle fictionkin (phighting) ..

x

[charcharcrap]

katie mcgrath rents out space in my heart (tweeter post)

[dnds]

hm okay this isnt like @ing that anon or anything its just some thoughts i want to get out before i go to bed. it kinda bums me out when people treat southern accents as inherently negative and i feel like people, especially people not from the south, should maybe consider how their bias against southern accents perpetuates classism and racism. it just puts a bad taste in my mouth that people just kind of endlessly mock an accent that has historically been associated with poor people and people of color, especially black people. 

[thebuttsmcgee]

I see.

[bowtiestash]

they do crimes together

[meltwonu]

57. “Say it.”

84. “I’m gonna strangle you.”

            “Is that a promise?”

notes; racer/street-racing!au, dom!jihoon, frustrated!jihoon, ‼️ car accidents ‼️, a bit of arguing, dirty talk, degradation, overstimulation, oral(fem receiving), fingering,, choking, jihoon being a tease as always! AAAAAND WE’RE BACK AAAHHH 🥺💕 I can’t believe my account took an extra long unplanned hiatus dkfjhskh I did take the time to just recharge which was good for me tho, I think! 😭💕💕💕 And now I’m ready to tackle drabbles and fics and prep for halloween~~ 😈 hehe also I do be thinkin about jihoon in a leather jacket sooo heh h0e hours are back yall! 🤣🤣 LMAO also this is a little long bc i got carried away oops 😗💕 As always, thank you so much for requesting! Enjoy! 

Edit: NOT JIHOON POSTIN PICS ON WEVERSE AS I’M PROOFREADING THIS DKJHJKSH PLEASE SIR, I’M---I’M SORRY…. 😞🥲

Edit 2: this was in ref to Christmas In August GoSe!! from... last yr.... hahahah... ☠️

*queued post.

Jihoon curses as he shifts gears - car screeching as he drifts around the mountainside.

He’s almost to the end; a whopping $5000 waiting for him at the finish line. 

But more importantly, the bragging rights of finally being able to beat Jeonghan in a race.

“Fuck, fuck fuck…”

His eyes peer into the rearview mirror to see Jeonghan’s car only a breath away from his own; body going rigid when he realizes his turn was too wide and Jeonghan’s car ends up on the inner side of the road just as his car grazes Jihoon’s when they both drift the corner together.

Jeonghan has the upperhand as he zooms past the younger male’s car for the umpteenth time and Jihoon can’t help but feel the dread filling his body. 

“Goddamnit!” Jihoon’s fist bangs against the steering wheel as he does his best to pick his speed back up, but it’s too late as Jeonghan’s car zooms out of sight.

Regardless, he growls under his breath and shifts gears again - except this time, the unexpected slick on the mountain road has his breath stuttering when his car suddenly starts to hydroplane down the winding road.

“Oh fu---”

“Jihoon?”

“Mmnh…”

“Jihoon? Hey, c’mon, talk to me…”

“Ugh…”

His head hurts, and so does his ego; eyes blinking slowly as he adjusts to the light and your face hovering above him.

“Am I dead?” Groaning, he places his arm over his eyes as you scoff and roll your eyes at the male laying on the sofa in front of you.

“If you were, this would be a real shitty place to be right now. You’re laying on the sofa in Seungcheol’s car garage. But more importantly, are you okay? Does it hurt anywhere? Do we need to bring you to the hospital?”

“How bad did I fuck up my car? Is it totaled?”

He moves his arm before sluggishly making an attempt to sit up - eyes on you before he notices his leather jacket slung over the armrest and the bandages littering the coffee table next to you.

“Damn, it’s probably gonna take a lot of money to fix…”

“Ugh, Jihoon… Can you not worry about your fuckin’ car right now? Are you okay? Does it hurt anywhere? You literally slammed into a tree! You’re lucky you weren’t so fucking far from the finish line… They thought it was weird when you weren’t there after a few minutes and found you slumped over the steering wheel!”

Your brows are furrowed as you meet his eyes and he’s quick to sigh and run his fingertips through his hair.

“Cut me some slack - my ego’s fuckin’ shot, right now. I’ve never wiped out that bad. And no, nothing hurts, but the bandages say otherwise, so what’s my damage?”

You move to stand up, picking up the discarded items as you place them back into the first-aide kit.

“You have some scratches on your forehead but that’s it... I’m just worried, okay? That’s never happened before and it could’ve been worse. And on top of that, I wasn’t even there! Do you know how scary it was to get a frantic call from Seungkwan that you were in an accident!?”

Jihoon’s lips purse into a firm line as he watches you put the first-aide kit away.

He typically didn’t like it when you came to his races anyway - he thought you worried too much. But also, he had the exact fear of getting into an accident and somehow harming you when you had no part in paying for the consequences of his hobbies.

“I know, and it’s going to stay that way.” Grumbling, he stands up and stretches - joints cracking as he reaches for his jacket. “It’s fine if I get hurt, but it’s not if you do. I’ll be careful next time, okay? Just got caught a bit off guard, is all. I’m gonna go check the damage on my car now so if--”

You move faster than you anticipate; hand meeting his cheek in a quick motion as his head whips to the side.

“You’re an asshole, Jihoon.”

His fingertips reach up towards his stinging cheek; lips curving into an amused grin as he nods.

“‘Kay, I probably deserved that.”

Jihoon tosses his jacket back onto the armrest before shoving his hands into the pockets of his tight denim.

“So what, then? Hmm? You want me to sit here all annoyed that I not only lost to Jeonghan, but also wrecked my car and probably have to wait months to get parts? Not only that but then spend weeks fixing it... I’m not exactly jazzed right now, doll.”

The drawl in his voice pisses you off more than you anticipate when your body starts to buzz from the arousal from his cocky nature.

“Take your frustrations out on me then.” You whisper back; hands balled up into fists by your sides as he looks you up and down with a growing smirk on his face.

“Oh? That's how you wanna handle it tonight, baby? Say it, then. Tell me exactly what you want me to do instead of what I want to be doing right now.”

“Fuck me and forget about your stupid fucking car!”

Jihoon is still annoyed.

“Mmnh, fu--fuck that feels s-so good…”

Even when you’re moaning his name loudly and his fingers are knuckle deep inside your cunt.

He can’t take his mind off of his losses tonight as he growls and suddenly picks up the pace as he snaps his wrist quicker - scissoring and curling his nimble fingers right into your sweet spot as you clench around the slicked digits.

“Yeah? I’ll make you feel even better, doll.”

Jihoon leans in between your spread legs; tongue on your clit in seconds as you react by tangling your fingers into his blonde locks - tugging harshly as he groans against your wet skin.

“Oh, g-god! Fuck!” You grind against his fingers and tongue - chasing an orgasm that Jihoon won’t give to you anyway.

‘You’re only allowed to cum on my cock,’ he’d said, ‘If you even think about cumming otherwise, I’ll leave you right here, by yourself, while I tend to my car.’

So you do your best to behave; mentally telling yourself to calm down even when Jihoon flicks at your swollen nub with the tip of his tongue. 

“Puh--please... Just f-fuck me... I--I can’t wait, ah, a-any longer... If you k-keep teasing, mmh, m-me, I’m gonna cum...” You whine; head thrashing against the sofa cushion as Jihoon sucks your clit into his mouth to tease you even more. 

He feels your pussy clenching around his fingers even more, a tell-tale sign you were about to cum so he immediately stops - wet fingers sliding from your tight cunt and lips coated in your wetness when he slowly starts to sit up. His blonde hair in his eyes as he smirks and licks his wet fingers. 

“So fuckin’ impatient for my cock, doll~ I thought I was the one that had a rough night? Yet here I am, answering to your every needy request, hmm?” 

“So--sorry...” 

He mockingly pouts at you; hands working to get his jeans off as he tsk’s.

“You're gonna be ‘cause now I’m gonna fuck you how I wanna.” 

Your body jerks against the sofa from Jihoon’s harsh movements - toes curling behind his back as his cock slams into your cervix. 

“Ngh, s-shit, I--fuh--fuck, w-wait--” Your eyes clamp shut as you cum unexpectedly; quiet sobs on your lips as Jihoon makes no efforts to slow down as he fucks you through your high.

He did say you were allowed to cum on his cock, after all. 

“Aww, is my pretty ‘lil doll cumming just from my cock filling her up? Hmm? Such a dirty ‘lil thing - you love it when I fuck you hard and fast like this, don’t you? It always makes you cum so easily~”

He laughs cruelly as you whimper back in return; walls still fluttering around his cock as he slides his hands under your thighs and maneuvers your legs until they’re almost touching your chest. 

“Mmh, l-love it when you, a-ah, forget about your s-stupid car shit and just f-fuck me s-stupid...” You lick your lips at the way the annoyed look on Jihoon’s face returns. 

“I’m gonna strangle you.” He grits out, “Watch your tongue, doll.”

“Ngh... Ís that a promise? Fuck, it’d p-probably make me c-cum even harder... Mmh, my p-pussy is getting so t-tight thinking about it...” You clench around his cock as he groans and doubles his pace as he chases his high. 

“Yeah? You wanna cum again? Is that what you want? Okay.” 

He reaches between your bodies as he pinches and rubs harsh circles on your clit instead - mischievous eyes watching as your face contorts in pleasure when you feel another orgasm starting to build. 

“O-oh, Jihoon, I--” 

“Mm, you’re so fuckin’ wet and tight around me, doll... And you’re gonna feel even better when I cum inside your desperate ‘lil cunt and fuck it deeper into you.” 

Your breathy cries mix in with his soft chuckles and he's quick to throw you into another mind-blowing orgasm as you cry out and clamp down onto his cock in a vice grip. 

“You cum so easily, doll~ How many more do you think I can get out of you, hm? How many more times do you think you can cum before you’re begging me to let you rest~?” 

You can barely hear Jihoon through the ringing in your ears and the blinding pleasure that has you momentarily blacking out; eyelashes wet with tears when you start to come down from your high. 

“So pretty when you’re all ruined and messy under me, doll~ And you're right,” Jihoon licks his lips - eyes twinkling with lust as he stares down at you, “This really was a good stress reliever. We should do this more often~”

Jihoon takes his wet fingertips from your sensitive clit and slowly starts to slide them up your torso; gentle whimpers falling from your lips as your entire body trembles knowing exactly what he was going to do. 

“J--Jihoon... I--hic--’m too sen--sensitive... I d-don’t, ah, know if--if I can c-cum again...” You slur out; head fuzzy and eyes hazy as you try to focus your eyes on his cocky expression. 

“Mm, thought you said that me choking you would only make you cum harder, huh? Suddenly all bark and no bite after all that, doll? Have you had enough? Should I stop?” 

His lithe fingertips wrap around the column of your throat - slowly adding pressure to the sides as you let out a shaky exhale. 

"N-no... Don’t--Don’t stop...” 

He snaps his hips expertly into you  as he keeps his hand around your throat; periodically loosening his grip to let you catch you breath before he's tightening his grip again. 

“I’m gonna cum inside your pretty ‘lil cunt. I wanna see you get messy for me, doll. I gave you everything you wanted tonight so it’s time for you to return the favour~” 

Jihoon’s cock throbs inside your pussy; already having been on the edge of an orgasm after you had your first one. 

“C-cum inside m-me, Jihoon... W--wanna feel your, mmnh, warm c-cum filling me up...” You moan out; body trembling and buzzing underneath him from the overstimulation. 

He doesn't say another word as he works to get himself and you off once more - only your moans and his quiet grunts filling up the otherwise empty garage. 

And it only takes a few more skillful snaps of his hips and his fingertips tightening around your throat once more before the two of you are cumming together; his cock sheathed in your warmth as he throws his head back in absolute bliss. 

“Oh, fuck!”

“H--huh....?” 

“Doll...?”

Your entire body feels like deadweight as you peer up at Jihoon; eyelids heavy as his smug appearance hovers over your face. 

“Well, well, well... Guess we both decided passing out was on the schedule tonight, huh. Who would've thought I’d fuck you that hard.” He quips.

“S-shut up, Jihoon...” 

“Or what? You gonna slap me again? I’d love to see where that gets you, doll~” 

[loudheartsoftmind-blog]

my thoughts on the signs bc i’m bored and i did this on twitter before but like not all of them so here ya go

ARIES: y'all are wild and i love ur personalities but like ….can u chill for a second ?? idk how u guys can have so much energy 25/8 like teach me ur WAYS

TAURUS: my favorite sign!!! i love u guys so much!! and this is probably weird coming from a leo, but it’s true. i love how open-minded 95% of u can be and how u’ll help anyone!! the only down-side i see in tauruses is how stubborn y'all can be. i could message u and not get a reply for a WEEK but when u finally do, i’m still there lmao you guys never change ur mind. u agree with ONE side and will never go back to the other, nope. overall, u guys are sweethearts and u love to have conversations with anyone that u pass by that day.

GEMINI: one of my best friends is a gemini! woo! u guys rock!!! i’ve only known a couple geminis in my life, so i can’t say much, but i know that u guys will fight for anything. whether that’s for the person u love, ur loved ones or just about any social issues and whatever. i normally get along with geminis and i love u all to pieces.

CANCER: why u guys gotta blame all ur problems on someone else. i know ur sign is known for being the most emotional, but like,,… why don’t y'all let anyone in ??? get outta that crab shell of urs!!

LEO: bitch! that is! my! sign! i actually don’t know a lotta leos, but i’ve been told that we’re a lil self-absorbed and maybe a bit too confident BUT THATS A LIE. (or at least for me) IM INSECURE AF BUT IM TRYNA LOVE MYSELF OKAY !!! apparently we also don’t get along bc we’re all fighting for the spotlight but i actually HATE attention. it just turns awkward most of the time.

VIRGO: i feel like y'all hate me for some reason. WHAT. DID. I. DO. TO. YOU. it’s okay tho bc i don’t usually like virgos anyway they usually steal my crushes.

LIBRA: where have u been all of my life. we are basically the same person. TWINS!!1!1!1!1!!!! libras are sweethearts but some can be super super duper ANNOYING. i think y'all are calm and collected but ur emotions can go WACK when something throws u off. or ur mad for no reason and ur giving every1 The Mood like are ya on ur period. either way, y'all are chill, but like…..let me know if i’m stepping on a boundary, k??

SCORPIO: y'all scare me. like, who hurt u???? i’ve learned to never mess with u bc when someone like hurts u, y'all never let go. ur still postin about it A YEAR LATER. i’m just gonna stay over here in my corner okay.

SAGITTARIUS: u guys are weird af. and i love ur guys' goofy personalities. that’s it.

CAPRICORN: OH MY GOD WHERE DO I BEGIN YOU GUYS ARE EVEN MORE STUBBORN THAN TAURUSES AND U DONT LET ANYONE IN!!!! the only cap i’m close to is my aunt and even i don’t really know much about her. like ik guys don’t mean to hurt anyone, BUT STILL!! u will be there for ur loved ones in hard times and will love them no matter what shit ur going through on ur own time and i appreciate that!!!

AQUARIUS: my opposite sign!!! y'all probably think i hate u but that’s false. i know like 6 of u and i only don’t rlly like 2 of them, so we good. two of my good friends are this sign and u guys are wild. ur always like ‘break outta ur shell!’ when i don’t want to but i agree anyway. i don���t really have anything negative to say other than u guys need to calm down sometimes lmao again WHERE DO U GET THE ENERGY.

PISCES: I ALWAYS GET ALONG WITH YOU GUYS IDK WHY. i made a couple friends in spanish to find out they’re pisces and one of my coworkers is a pisces and we get along gr8. the only down-side of working with u guys (work & school) IS THAT YALL ARE DISTRACTED BY THAT BIRD OR THAT FLY OR THAT PIECE OF PAPER FLYING IN THE DISTANCE. it’s a good thing u got ur leo friend to keep u on ground. otherwise, i love u guys. i think y'all are my 2nd fav sign and that’s saying a lot bc i LOVE tauruses (again sometimes)

ANYWAY THATS IT I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAY