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#we were driving somewhere and i said something about how she was going to move away one day
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one of my friends and i were talking about life and where we would be in a few years and it made me a lil bit sad
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blueeyedgirll · 19 days
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cuddles - emily prentiss x bau!reader
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this fic includes: fluff, cuddling, only one bed trope (kind of?), vague descriptions of cm typical violence, no beta or proofread we die like emily’s fake death, penelope garcia being the best person to ever have graced the earth, no use of y/n, f!reader
a/n: guys i’m on season 7 now (^_-) also i don’t know how the fbi works SUE ME
“God, what a mess!” Emily exclaims, setting her bags down in the corner of the hotel room.
Unfortunately, due to the horrendously overcrowded convention going on nearby and your latest unsub’s comfort zone, you, JJ, Penelope, and Emily were forced to share a room.
“I can’t believe they could only give us two rooms. Couldn’t we have just stayed somewhere else?” JJ adds, removing her coat and hanging it in the room’s tiny closet.
“Unfortunately, my friends, our administration seems to love us enough to pay for our hotels, but not enough to move us into a company they don’t have a rapport with,” Penelope explains. She removes her hair accessories and piles them on the bathroom counter, her foot wedged in the bathroom door to stay in the conversation. “But it’s like a sleepover! Us girls get to share a room, and the boys have their own.”
“I haven’t had a sleepover since I was 12,” JJ says.
“Me neither,” you pipe up. “So who’s sleeping where tonight?”
Your eyes scan the room. Four girls, two beds, and eight eyes glancing at each other.
“I’m fine with sharing, but I do need to let you know I tend to steal blankets,” Penelope says, placing her accessories in a small box.
“Yeah, I’m fine with anything.” JJ says.
You and Emily briefly lock eyes. If you said sleeping in the same bed as Emily didn’t sound amazing, you’d be a liar. She’d been distracting you from your work and almost all your thoughts for the last few weeks; something about her demeanor, or her dark, sharp features, or that streak of playfulness she lets show on occasion. Whatever it is, it continues to drive you up a wall.
“Well, if none of you care, I want the bed closer to the AC unit because it is a stupidly warm night here.” Penelope steps over to the bed on the right side of the room, unpacking a fuzzy blanket and an extra pillow — how did she fit that in there? — from her bag.
“True that. If you two don’t mind, I’ll sleep closer to the AC too.” JJ says, looking between the two of you before moving.
“Yeah, go ahead.” You say, just a little bit too happy. You tell Emily to go ahead and get comfortable because you’re going to change. She nods as you shut yourself in the bathroom.
You use the bathroom to take a moment, take a breath. Part of you wonders what it will be like, sleeping in the same bed as Emily. The rest of you wonders how you’re going to keep your cool.
You change into your sleep clothes, a tank top and small shorts. The cool air of the room makes the hair on your body stand up.
You walk back out to a dark, silent room. The only light left on was the one to the left of Emily.
“Ready for bed?” she asks.
“Yeah,” you say, climbing into bed and wrapping the soft covers around you. Emily clicks the light off and slides down in the bed.
Before you can even start relaxing, images of the day flash back into your mind. The things the unsub did to his victims. The distraught loved ones of the deceased. The endless papers, leading you to repeated dead ends.
It only feels like a few minutes, but over the course of time, you grow colder and more restless. You toss and turn, trying to get more comfortable, but to no avail. Sighing, you turn to check the time, trying to find an estimate of how much sleep you would get.
The clock reads 4:24. You start contemplating just waking up extra early, but before you can reach a conclusion, you hear a whisper.
“Hey, you alright?” Emily whispers, turning to face you.
You pause for a moment. How honest should you be?
“Yeah, just… cold,” you say.
Emily takes a moment. You think she’s going to get up to grab a blanket, or lend you a hoodie, or anything else, but she scoots over to where you are and wraps her warm arms around your body. She gives you a firm squeeze. You know she knows you’re not just cold.
She starts to move away like it was just a hug. Before you can make a better decision, your hands stop her.
“Do you want me to stay?” Emily whispers.
You nod. Even though the darkness, Emily understands. She moves back to you, tucking your head into her shoulder. She wraps her arms around your middle and pulls the blanket fully over you.
She smells like lotion and coffee and clean clothes. It’s addictive. You nuzzle your head deeper into her, earning a small laugh and her hand making its way into your hair. She runs her nails over your scalp, brushing the hair off your neck.
“Are you okay?” she asks. You just hum, making her laugh again. “Goodnight. Sleep well for me.”
And with her arms around you, hand in your hair, you drift off into a comforting sleep.
bonus — the next morning, you wake up to giggling, which is quickly hushed. the entire day you and emily are the victims of glances and hushed whispers. on the jet home, you finally decide to ask penelope what was up with it. she doesn’t verbally respond, just shows you a picture of you sleeping like a baby, tucked into emily’s chest. at that moment she comes over, smiles, and walks back to her seat.
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elcvatedhorror · 3 months
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first time
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lorraine day x g!preader
summary: lorraine takes your virginity, that’s it, that’s all.
spending night’s with lorraine was always your favorite.
they would only consist on watching you guys’ favorite movies, or taking a drive somewhere until your truck gave out.
and you weren’t the one to complain.
you and lorraine never took your relationship to the next level, and it wasn’t because you didn’t want to go there, it’s just - you weren’t very experienced with that.
i mean sure, you had your fair share of playboy magazines scattered under your bed, and hidden god knows where in your closet, but -
you never gotten too far with lorraine.
you were a bit nervous to be exact. you didn’t know what you would be like, or - if she would enjoy it, and you couldn’t help but sweat at that thought.
you knew the day would come eventually.
but.. you didn’t expect it to be so soon.
now, you and lorraine were in your bed, cuddled up, you running your hands through her lavender scented hair.
it was silent. not the awkward kind. the comforting of course. but that soon came to a halt.
“y/n?” lorraine said, your fingers paused momentarily at her voice.
“hmm?”
“can we talk?” shit. what did she want to talk about? was it something you said? did? god, did she want to break up—
“stop thinkin’ so loud, it’s nothin’ wrong!” she laughed as she sat up facing you.
phew.
“what’s up then, sweetheart?” your eyes scanned over her figure. it was almost pitch black in the room besides your bedside lamp making it easier to see her.
“i just - y’know i love you, right? and i know you love me, but, i mean… i..” she looked off to the side, trying to find the right words.
“i just can’t help it but, i’ve been noticin’… well you haven’t been too.. intimate with me. and.. i understand if you’re not ready, because i would never want to push you to do that, but.. it’s all the time! are you.. ashamed of me?” lorraine asked, her face filled with sorrow now.
oh.
oh.
now was the time to tell her.
“oh god…” your hands were in your face now, you felt the blood rushing up to your cheeks in embarrassment.
“it’s not that i don’t want to go there with you, raine.. it’s just…”
“i’m.. i’m a virgin.” you blurted out.
silence.
silence was all you heard. then, laughter.
lorraine was laughing at you.
“what’s so funny?” you said.
“you could’ve just told me instead of brushing it off like you were scared to touch me, y/n! god, that’s nothin’ to be embarrassed about, everyone has their first time!” she said.
“really?” you said, “really? it’s, it’s okay?”
“yes! now… how about i change that of you, huh?”
“what do you mean?” you said, lorraine was inching closer to you, eyes drifting down to your lips, then to your eyes, lips again, eyes..
“what i mean is..”
you weren’t prepared for her lips to be captured onto yours, her body swiftly coming on top of you, the kiss becoming heated every second.
you felt her teeth sink into your bottom lip, and you tried to ignore the bulge growing below, and suppressing your moans.
“i wanna hear you, y/n.” she said, a whisper, “i wanna hear all of you.”
“lorraine..” you didn’t mean for her name to come out as a whimper, but god you needed her.
“what? c’mon, what do you need?” she asked.
“you…”
“what?”
“fuck! lorraine, i… i need you.. please…”
“atta girl.” she smiled.
she then trailed her hand down to your pants, unloosening the buckle in a swift move, pulling it off.
“can i?” she asked.
“please..”
she then pulled your pants and underwear off, your cock springing up and hitting your stomach. you felt her lips on the tip at once, then, her whole mouth went next, you were surprised she could take it all in.
“yes.. fuck, right there…” you grabbed her hair and pulled it in a makeshift ponytail, and bobbed her head up and down.
“gonna cum… m’gonna cum..” you felt her mouth vibrate as she hummed.
as you were feeling the release come, the feeling went away, and you opened your eyes, confused.
“what’d you stop for?”
she didn’t say anything as you saw her take her own panties off, the wetness leaking out.
“i wanna feel you inside me, is that okay?” she asked hovering over you.
with pleading eyes, you nodded, not trusting your voice.
she aligned your dick up with her entrance, and went down, both of your eyes rolling back at the same time. you grabbed her hips and guided her through it, even though this was your first time, it just felt so good not to.
skin slapping, and moans was all that could be heard through the room. “oh, y/n! you’re so big…” she moaned out, her head going back, as you grabbed her breast and started toying with her nipples. “you take me so well, ‘raine, like a good slut, fuck.. fuck.”
“i’m about to…” she said, “about to what, hm? hold it.”
“but i…” she tried to finish her sentence, but before she could you flipped her over, now, you hovered over her, as you didn’t give her enough time to think before you rammed inside her again, feeling the spot you hit repeatedly.
“yeah… look at you, all messed up….” you took your thumb and touched her clit, earning a gasp from her as she bit her lip. “y/n, please, let me cum!”
“mhm.. cum f’me, pretty girl.” you felt your own release building up as you sped up your movements.
“fuck..fuck….fuck!” you gasped, hiding your in the crook of lorraine’s neck, you both coming down from your high.
“oh my god…” lorraine managed to muster out. “for your first time you were a fuckin’ stallion…”
you laughed, bringing your head up, “what can i say?”
“you think you have enough energy for another round?” you heard her say.
“fuck yeah i do.”
not proofread. hope u guys liked this😭
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barcaatthemoon · 4 months
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passenger princess || mackenzie arnold x reader ||
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sometimes, you wish that mackenzie would let you drive.
"come on, we're gonna be late!" you shouted at mackenzie. the two of you both had media to do, and mackenzie had taken all morning getting ready. you thought that she looked absolutely stunning, but you didn't want to get yelled at for missing your required media.
"your chariot awaits," mackenzie said as she opened the passenger's side door for you.
"mac, babe, i love you, but i think that i should drive today," you tried to tell her. it was really no use because mackenzie obviously didn't want to listen. she always got like this whenever you suggested driving the two of you somewhere.
you had grown up in the city, and while mackenzie had been there for a good amount of time, she wasn't a local. mackenzie didn't know all of the shortcuts and side roads that would cut your travel time down by a third. and so, the two of you truged into the training facilities about 10 minutes late.
"sorry boss, traffic was horrible." mackenzie was quick to diffuse your coach and the media team's ire towards the two of you. they didn't seem too annoyed with mackenzie, but that same courtesy wasn't extended towards you. mac was their world class goalkeeper, and you were just another midfielder that they had gotten cheap. you had come up with a team that had come up during a relegation swap. whenever they went right back down the next season, you had joined west ham instead.
"we could have gotten here sooner if someone would have let me drive," you said. a few of your teammates started snickering behind you, as did mackenzie. you turned to glare at all of them, but the look that you sent your girlfriend was a bit more hurt.
"don't take it personally babe, but you're just not the driving type. you look too pretty in my passenger's seat." mackenzie was trying to be sweet, but it didn't work. she placed her fingers underneath your chin to tilt it up and kiss you, but you turned your face at the last second. a chorus of 'ooo's rang out from your teammates as you stormed out of the locker room.
the media bit was a little intense after that. mackenzie had only been joking, and her attempt at an apology had been brushed off. she didn't mean to upset you. driving wasn't something that she thought would be such a big deal for the two of you. she just liked doing things for you, and since you were normally very independent, this was one of the few things she had the opportunity to even attempt.
"are you ready to go back home?" mackenzie asked as the two of you made your way towards the parking lot.
"i'm not going home with you tonight," you told her. mackenzie's face fell immediately at the news. you hadn't been back to your apartment in two months, having stayed at mackenzie's. your lease was going to be up soon, and your roommate was in talks with a new transfer about moving in. however, you still had a couple of weeks before that happened.
"no!" mackenzie shouted. you winced at the loudness in such a close proximity. mackenzie's face softened a bit as she grabbed you by the arm and tugged you towards the car. "you don't live there, you live with me. we always go home together, you know this. did what i say really upset you this much?"
"it's not just the passenger princess jokes, mac. it's also not just you. i don't want all the girls and the staff to think that i can't do anything for myself. you don't hear all the jokes and comments. i swear that some of them think i can't do anything for myself." mackenzie's face fell as she saw how genuinely worked up you were getting over this. it went a lot further than she had known, and suddenly, mackenzie felt absolutely terrible that you'd been holding in these feelings for so long by yourself.
"hey, (y/n), look at me." mackenzie grabbed your face and leaned in close enough for you to feel her breath against your cheek. "i am sorry for making you feel bad. i am sorry for letting things get so out of hand. i know that you're independent. hell, you do practically everything for me, and driving you around, it feels like the only thing i can offer to help you out. if you want to drive us back, you can, just please come home with me. i don't want to spend a single night without you if i don't have to."
"mac, baby?"
"yeah?" mackenzie seemed scared, as if you were going to tell her that you still wanted to go back to your own apartment. a night in with mackenzie, even whenever you were mad at her, was better than a night in with your roommate any day.
"take me home," you told her. mackenzie's shoulders sagged down a little with relief. you pressed a quick kiss to her lips and threaded your fingers with hers. the two of you walked through the parking lot together towards mackenzie's car. she got the door for you, absolutely beaming when you kissed her cheek in thanks. "can we stop by tesco's on the way home?"
"of course. i'll take you anywhere you want to go." mackenzie grabbed onto your hand and kissed the back of it. you let out a little giggle and settled back into your seat. there wasn't any tension in the car, which you were beyond grateful for.
mackenzie pushed the cart for you in the store, following as you walked around picking out seemingly random things. some of it was groceries that you had noticed earlier needed to be replenished, but quite a bit of the things you were buying weren't things that you normally bought at all. mackenzie didn't bring it up, assuming that it was for some sort of surprise at home.
"can i get some assistance from my favorite sous chef?" you asked mackenzie. she looked up from the couch to see you standing in the entryway of the kitchen holding an apron that you had bought her as a joke. mackenzie could cook, but she rarely did outside of using the grill every other weekend during the summer months.
"i don't know what you're making," mackenzie told you. you brushed it off and helped her into the apron. you gave very clear directions and within the hour, you had a homemade sauce simmering for a spaghetti night.
"how does it taste?" you watched nervously as mackenzie tasted a bit of the sauce.
"if football doesn't work out, you should open a restaurant," mackenzie told you. you moved to press a kiss to her cheek as thanks, unsurprised when mackenzie turned so your lips landed on hers. her hands grabbed at your waist, squeezing gently as she deepened the kiss. "better yet, i'll keep you on as my personal chef. and i can be your chauffeur if you'd like."
"sounds good to me. now, go set the table, the food is almost ready." you gave mackenzie a gentle shove away from you. mackenzie blew you a kiss as she carried the plates and silverware out to the dining room table. mackenzie sat excitedly at the table when you got out there, right next to the place that she set for you. she spent the whole meal practically just staring at you, often to the point of spilling a bit of her sauce on herself every other bite. it was ridiculous, but another reminder of why it was so easy to love mackenzie sometimes.
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footygirl114 · 14 days
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Fuegos Artificiales (Alexia Putellas X Reader)
So Part #3 to this one, we are getting somewhere with these two but there is sooooo many unanswered questions ;)
Let me know what we think and if we want part 4, and what we want to see next?
Previous Part
As she finishes yelling at you, you can see her body deflate almost like she had been holding that in for awhile. Before your mind has a second to process any of it you watch as she reaches up and wipes a tear that had fallen from her eye. Its like your body is on auto pilot as you move closer to her, place both hands on her cheeks and you use your thumb to wipe another tear as you guide her to look into your eyes. 
“Alexia look at me” you softly start waiting till you know you have her full attention. “I am right here, I am safe and right here in front of you” you continue to softly remind her as you pull her into your arms, guiding her head into your neck. 
The next few minutes you continue to softly whisper reassurances in her ear, while rubbing her back. You finally start to feel the tears slow down on your neck and you can feel her getting her self together. All you can think about is how much you missed her smell, and the feeling of her being in your arms. 
After a moment she pulls back and looks into your eyes and you know whats coming next. She breaks eye contact and whispers a soft “I can’t Y/N” and she turns and gets in her car and you are left standing there watching her drive away. 
The role reversal doesn’t go unnoticed by you and you can understand a bit what she was talking about when you did the same thing 8 years ago and left her standing watching you leave. 
**
The interaction plays on your mind for the following week, you don’t see or hear from her during that time, but both her mom and Alba had checked in on you a few times. You had been picking up a few extra shifts at the station to try and keep your mind occupied, which lead you to today. You were working the front desk, and it must have been a fun moon cause it was busy with the crazies coming in to complain. 
You were currently dealing with an older lady who claimed she had proof of an alien spacecraft landing on the beach and kidnapping people. You had been trying not to laugh and when she tells you she has video proof but tells you to wait a moment while she finds it on her phone, you have to look away. 
You take a moment to look around the room again and when you hear something from the two teenage girls sitting not too far from the counter looking at something on their phone it piques your interest. 
“did you see Alexia Putellas has a girlfriend now?” the one girl asks the other, this sentence is what caught your ears and keeping one eye on the older lady looking for the evidence and the other on the two girls you continue listening in. 
“no way, she’s always so private how do you know?” the other one asks her friend who said the original statement. 
“Look she’s clearly making out with someone in this photo!” the original girl exclaims and moves to show the other girl her phone. 
“holy shit! Isn’t that the singer she’s been rumoured to have been dating?” the other one asks her friend.
You can see the nodded answer and your heart drops, but before you can react the older lady has finally found the video she claims to have. Pulled back in to helping her lodge her complaint, then working for the next hour with multiple other complaints you finally get a second to take a step away from the desk. 
You duck into the locker room, and immediately you open google and search if what the teenagers were saying was true. When you spot the pictures, they are grainy and clearly taken from the paparazzi but you would recognise Alexia anywhere. When you make this realisation you can feel the disappointment flood your body, you were half hoping it wasn’t true but seeing it on a picture you know its true. 
Being gone for 8 years you know that this was a strong possibility, that she would find someone else. You just never really expected it to happen just as you came back, you had seen that she was never photographed or connected to anyone before but now that your back of course she was. When someone else enters the locker room it knocks you out of thought and you move to go back to work, but first you shoot a text to Alba asking to meet her for drinks later. 
When you get off off of work you head towards the place you agreed to meet Alba at and when you walk in you have to laugh when you see her sitting at the bar clearly flirting with the bartender over the bar. You decide to have some fun with this and you walk up to her and slide your hand across her shoulder pulling her into you with a “hi babe.” 
She looks up at you with a smile and says “Hola Hermana” and you can hear the cough from the bartender listening to the exchange. 
You pull back and whack her arm and say “you are a jerk.” 
She winks at you and turns towards the bartender and asks “another round for me and my sister, and when you are off shift I will be here waiting for you” finishing with a wink. 
The bartender smiles and moves off to make the drinks, you settle aside her and state with a smile “you haven’t changed a bit Albs, I missed you.” 
She answers with a smile “I missed you too, we all have.” 
“I am not so sure your sister has though” you smile and nod a thank you to the bartender when a drink is dropped off in front of you. 
You watch as she takes a sip of her drink and then she turns full towards you and says “Y/N, I need you to listen to me okay?” 
Nodding you say “i am listening.” 
“Alexia loves you, she has always loved you and that has never changed. I know what happened 8 years ago, and she was an idiot but she has suffered for all those years living in the what ifs, but the one thing that has never changed was how much she loves you.” she says all this firmly and makes sure she is looking into your eyes the whole time. 
Taking a moment to take it in, you take a sip of your drink and you say softly “I think I will always love her Albs.” 
“I know you will, and she still does too.” 
Before you can chicken out you open your phone and show her the article you still have open and you place it in front of her as you tell her “she’s moved on Albs.”
She looks at the phone with a chuckle and she says “no she hasn’t, they’re friends and sometimes they hook up when they’re both in town. Trust me they are not an item.” 
“oh” you say softly. 
“Y/N she loves you, and I think you both just need to talk” she says to you. 
You shrug and say “I’m just giving her space right now, let her get used to me being back in town.” 
“fuck that Y/N, you need to talk to her” Alba says firmly. 
“Nope, I wont force that on her Albs” You say again, and you finish off your drink and you stand up, pulling out enough cash to cover both your drinks. “I gotta go Albs, I am on shift again in the morning, but thank you for meeting me” You finish and lean over and give her a hug and press a kiss to her temple when you pull away “I appreciate you Albs.”
“Always here for you Y/N, and I mean it when I say I am so glad you are back” She smiles at you. 
“Bye Albs” You say as you walk away, and when you turn at the door you see she’s already back to flirting with the bartender and you cant help but to smile to your self as you head out. 
**
A few days later you were walking into a nightclub after Alba had called you and told you that you had no choice but to come out with her and a few friends to let off some steam. You were never good at saying no to Alba, which is why you were dressed the part and you weren’t too upset about having to be out past your bedtime. 
The desert didn’t allow for much time to let loose and dance, and one thing you loved to do was to get lost in the music and just dance. Walking through the throngs of people you moved towards the VIP area where Alba said she would be and you can feel the spanish beats and you know it should be a fun night to let loose. 
What you should have done was to ask who would be there, but you secretly hoped you would be able to spend more time with Alexia, so you didn’t ask. When you lock eyes with Alexia you cant help but to feel slightly giddy at the chance to spend more time with her.
“Y/N!!!” Alba screams when she sees you and she comes up and pulls you into a hug. 
You smile and squeeze her back and you let her pull you around the group and introduces you to most of her friends there, you settle in the booth across from Alexia when Alba pours you a drink. You sip on it and make small talk and when the music becomes more dance music you meet Albas eyes and you both bee line it for the dance floor. 
You let the music move you, eyes closed dancing with Alba and a few of her friends who came with you to the dance floor. When the music slows down you blink your eyes open and you immediately look towards Alexia, her eyes are dark and locked on your body as she remains seated in the booth. 
Your body heats up and you keep moving to the beat while keeping your eyes locked on Alexia’s. A few songs go by as you keep your eyes locked with hers and you keep dancing, when you finally have enough you move your hand out and gesture for her to come out on the dance floor. When she doesn’t move you gesture again and she stands up and moves towards you. 
When she’s within arms reach you move to grab her and pull her closer but before you can she recoils and basically runs off the dance floor towards the bathrooms. Without thinking you follow her down the hall and you grab her arm before she can get into the bathroom. 
“Alexia wait” you plead with her. 
She shakes her head and says “you cant just come back here and do this Y/N.” 
“do what?” you ask dumfounded.
“this Y/N, it is not fair to me” she says firmly. 
You let her go and take a step back and ask softly “what am I doing Ale?”
“you left Y/N, everything is not the dame.” she says and before you can respond she darts out the hallway and you watch as she disappears into the crowd. You stand there conflicted, unsure what to believe. Alba says she cares, Alexia’s actions prove she doesn’t want you to try. Shaking your head you shoot Alba a text that you were leaving and you head out of the crowded club. 
**
You spend the next week confused and when you are in this state of mind the best thing you can do is throw your self into work and avoid the thoughts swirling in your head. It also means you were avoiding Alba and any of her scheming, wanting to figure out what you want to do first. When Eli calls you and invites you to the families celebration to watch the upcoming fireworks you are left with no choice when she all but tells you that you have to go. 
When you walk into the park you agreed to meet at, you at least are surrounded by people and some of their extended family, you stick close to Alba and try to not make any eye contact with Alexia either. The evening goes pretty smoothly and you settle on the blanket with Alba and Eli to watch the fireworks. Alexia is sitting with a couple of the cousins in front of you, which means you can watch her without her knowing. 
You were so distracted by everything and your thoughts you didn’t think about the fact that there would be live fireworks going off. When the first one goes off you are prepared and you jump slightly but you remain okay, Alba reaches a hand over and rubs your thigh when she feels you jump and you remind yourself where you are. 
When another cluster goes off in succession, you can feel the flashbacks trying to fight their way in, and when you meet Alba’s eyes you smile at her. The next one goes off and you know you need to get out of there. You stumble up and when they look at you with a concerned face you smile and mouth ‘bathroom’ before turning and moving further away. 
When you get past the crowd of people you stand there trying to figure out your next move, so caught up in your head and trying to fight the flashbacks you don’t hear Alexia approach, but just like when you were younger you can feel her. She places a hand on your lower back and when you meet her eyes you can see the concern in them. 
She smiles at you and you get lost in her eyes, but when another round goes off you jump again, and the flashbacks start creeping in. 
Before you can get lost in them, she says “Y/N, here put these in” as she hands you her AirPods.
You look at her with a question and ask “what?” 
“Put the AirPods in and come with me” she says firmly. You place them in and she turns the music up and she pulls your hand to follow her. She takes you behind a wall, where its mostly covered from the flashing lights and she pushes you to slide down the wall and sit. 
She sits beside you and places a hand on the back of your head scratching her scalp, which is something she knows calms you down immediately. Her other hand reaches over and grips your hand squeezing every so often. You keep your eyes closed and listen to the beat in your ears and focus on the feeling of her touch. 
Unsure how much time goes by you come back to it when the music stops and you look over at her and she smiles and says “its over Y/n.” 
“Thank you for doing this Ale, Im so glad you had those AirPods on you.” you chuckle. 
She smiles and says “I brought them in case you needed them Y/N.” 
“You did?” 
Nodding she says “I figured it might be too much for you.” 
Smiling softly you say “you’re very sweet.” 
“I want to help you Y/N” she says softly. 
You realise how close you are and you lean in and you feel her breath on your lips, you go to close the distance when you are startled by kids running by your hiding place screaming. She pulls back with a smile and stands up holding her hands out to help you up. 
“We should go find my family.” she says once you move to follow her. 
You follow her back to her family and all you can think about is how much you want to have that happen again, how that maybe she wants it to happen too. 
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TLT World Building: The Nine Houses and the Logistics of Space Empires
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Building off my earlier post about stele-and-obelisk travel and the River, I wanted to talk about something that's been rattling around my mind for a while, which is subluminary travel and the logistics of the Nine Houses. One of the things that has been brought up as a criticism of Muir's world-building as far back as Gideon the Ninth is that the Empire seems to have very, very fast non-FTL travel, such that Gideon and Harrow travel the 3.3 billion miles from Pluto to Earth in an hour, without using a stele. How, it was asked, does an Empire whose military relies on swords and whose medical knowledge is incredibly uneven at best, accomplish a technological feat of that magnitude?
I think we got an answer for that in Nona the Ninth:
“That ship’s not big enough for a stele. Don’t know if it’s big enough for subluminary travel, even. How did it get here?” Crown leant back in her chair, staring at the projector screen, head balanced in the crook of one golden arm. Nona noticed that her biceps showed even through her shirt, and that there were rubber bandages wrapped around one palm. She said, “Oh, that’s big enough for subluminary travel, Millie. See the double struts, and the massive exhaust? That’s a Ziz-class.” ...Crown continued, “The Ziz isn’t Cohort standard. And it’s not as big on the inside as you think. Look at the windows—see how there’re none on the back end? It’s mostly engine. Not plated either. It’ll get to sublume without many problems … but it definitely doesn’t have room for a stele. Camilla is right. It can’t travel by obelisk anchor.” Pyrrha said suddenly, “Crown. How’s the fuel consumption on a Ziz-class ship?” “Thirsty,” said Crown, brightening up at being asked. “Its cell would be totally drained after a day in subluminary. It only takes the powerful stuff too—thalergy-enriched, not just hydrogen blend. Hydrogen blend stuffs up the engine.”
The answer is necromancy. (Because of course it is.) The Empire infuses shuttle fuel with thalergy - and we know that the necromantic specialty of the Second House is to "drain thalergy from any living source and use it," so the Empire can treat thalergy as a fungible resource that they can extract, store, and then use somewhere else. Moreover, we know that the necromantic specialty of the Fourth House is "exciting thanergy into a state of fission" in order to produce explosions.
Since necromancy can easily convert thalergy into thanergy, I think that the Empire's higher-end shuttles are powered by necromantic pulse propulsion, such that shuttle fuel is burned to produce thrust, but then at the same time the thanergy is turned into a massive fission explosion behind the shuttle, producing even more thrust.
I think this also explains why the Second and Fourth are so disproportionately represented in the Cohort, because in addition to producing soldiers for the front lines, they're heavily involved with making the Cohort Fleets move. (I'm going to further speculate that the Fourth make up a lot of the Fleets' pilots, since that would fit their necromantic specialties, the nature of their planet, and their image as gung-ho "go fast" types.) This leads me to a few conclusions:
it explains why the Empire is so focused on short-term extraction; it's essentially stripping the thalergy for fuel to power subluminary transportation in the Dominicus system and beyond, in the same way that we're burning fossil fuels to power our economies today. There is a profound irony in that Mr. Environmentalist John Gaius has so precisely recreated the dynamics of the carbon economy through necromancy.
it explains how logistics in the Nine Houses work. If you can use necromantic fission drives to get from the outer edge of the Dominicus system to the core that quickly, than most of the logistical complexities of running a multiplanetary economy fall away. All you have to do is get your transport shuttle full of goods from the colonies to a stele at the edge of the Dominicus system, and then necromantic fission solves the "last mile problem" of getting your Necro-Amazon "just-in-time" deliveries to the hungry markets of the Third or the Fifth. You don't need to worry about the fact that you can't produce a lot of organic resources on thanergetic planets (especially ones that are space stations and the like rather than fully terraformed), because you just have everything delivered.
it similarly explains how logistics out in the colonies work. Even if you're at the edge of the stele network, necromantic fission shuttles can transport goods between planets in the same solar system with relative ease. It only becomes an issue when you're a ways out from the edge of the network, because that involves burning more thalergy-enriched fuel. Hence why Corona talks about "the Cohort movements didn’t make sense to her...shepherd planets got more costly the further the Houses extended themselves."
This makes me think of necromancy in a different way than I had before. Rather than just being about magic and warfare, necromancy is essentially the technology of the Nine Houses (aside from some legacy technologies that they have left over from pre-Resurrection), the tool that they use to solve all of their problems and make their society and economy and government function.
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What Was I Made For?
15: There She Goes
childhood enemies, forced proximity, accidental pregnancy, enemies to lovers (👀)
Warnings: Charles POV, 👀🤭, +18 (will be marked), social media. Violet Sinclair cameo
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f1_gossip BREAKING NEWS! This morning, an Italian gossip magazine posted pictures of a pair no one imagined could be together. And that pair is Dafne Morelli and Charles Leclerc! They were seen first in Charles' car, both of them so lovey dovey sharing a few kisses and later they were seen walking out of a medical center. 
We never guessed they could be together. What do you guys think?
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dafneismymom Omfg! There's no way they are dating! They lied to us????
dafnenation I don't think they lied… I bet Ferrari did something, you know how that team is… dafneismymom oooohh yeah, right
ferrari95 But where is she? She disappeared after the last race. She didn't even update her fandom of how she was doing??
f1_gossip the magazine said they were found somewhere in the middle of Tuscany. And that someone anonymous leaked their info
heistupid Paparazzi are so annoying! If they wanted to keep it a secret, it was for something! Why the hell didn't they expose them??
dafnenation Let's hole Dafne is alright, I'm sure she will explain soon.
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The day began with a sense of calm. Waking up next to her without fear of her reaction was a relief, a feeling I hadn't experienced.. Then, I saw my kid for the first time and heard the heartbeat. The sound of the heartbeat filled the room with a resonance as profound and moving as a symphony in a grand auditorium. My baby is healthy and beautiful.
But then, those cameras. Those paparazzi.
The smile full of joy and happiness Dafne had the moment we walked out of the medical center, holding the envelope with the gender of our baby and pictures of it, was erased the moment she saw a flash and heard people calling our names. 
The joy that lit up her face vanished, replaced by a look of sheer terror. Seeing that transformation ignited a fire of anger in my veins.
I guided her quickly to the car, making sure they didn't take more pictures of us, and drive away from the village as fast as I could, not caring about speed limits 
“Are you okay?” I asked gently, barely above a whisper, looking through the rear-view mirror, making sure none of those paparazzi followed us with their cars. “Dafne”
“H-How” I heard her mumble, holding my hand tightly.
“I don't know, Daf. I really don't know” I sighed, shaking my head.
When I saw the fences of her property nearby I looked back again, sighing with relief when I didn't find a car behind us. I got out  and opened the gate, going back into the car and driving in.
“Go inside” I told her, squeezing her hand softly, and she only nodded and walked out.
I took a deep breath, pacing around and immediately feeling my phone buzzing.
Seeing Fred's name flash on my screen made me clench my jaw. I took a deep breath, steeling myself before answering.
“Fred-”
“You know where she is and yet you didn't even think about telling me?!” he screamed into the mic, making me frown and pull the phone away from my ear. 
“I can explain, Fred…”
“And you are dating her? Or what?” he groaned. “There are pictures of you two together, of you two kissing in the car. You know you can't date, there's a contract!”
“She can't drive anymore, Fred!” I exclaimed, closing my eyes immediately. “She…”
“She what, Charles” he groaned. “I know nothing about her. She didn't even call me to say she wasn't coming to the company dinner. Didn't even give me an update of her health”
“It's complicated, Fred, more than you know.” I exhaled sharply. “We'll come to Maranello tomorrow and explain everything. Just...trust me.”
“You? What do you have to do in this?” he scoffed. “This is about Dafne”
“And about me” I groaned. “We will go there tomorrow. And after the meeting you can do whatever you want with her seat. But first, listen to her”
“What are you now, her manager?” he laughed. “If I remember well, you two hated each other”
“Well, not anymore” I sighed.
“Whatever. You better have a good explanation” he said.
I ended the call and groaned, looking at how my phone was going crazy with notifications.
Not now. I can't deal with this now. I need to see her.
I walked inside of the house through the front door, finding Dafne sitting on the couch. She was looking at the pictures the doctor gave us, tracing the lines of it with her finger. I saw how she clenched her jaw a few times, how her knee was bouncing up and down, how she played with the ring on her middle finger. 
All the signs of her being anxious. Of an oncoming anxiety attack.
“Hey” I sighed, sitting next to her and placing my hand on her bouncing knee, squeezing it softly and rubbing circles on her skin. “Talk to me, come on”
“How could they find us” she murmured, her eyes still fixed on the image. “Who sent them? Who told them?”
“I don't know, Daf” I said, again. “If I knew, I would make every single person who sent them regret disturbing us”
“Why can't they leave me alone?” she mumbled. “Everyone is asking where I am. Everyone wants to know what I'm doing with my life, shaky I'm not giving signals…”
“Fred called” I said. “He…”
“Let me guess, he saw the pictures and now he's mad”
“Y-yeah” I sighed, looking down. “He saw us together. He thinks we are dating. I told him we are going tomorrow to the factory to explain everything”
I felt how her body shook with a shiver and how she took a deep breath. She can't stress right now, which is not good for the baby. If only I could take all her pain.
“And what do we tell him now?” she sighed. “Its all my fault, Charles”
“Hey, no” I frowned, placing my hand on her cheek and making her look at me. “It's not, Dafne. None of this is your fault”
“I should have told him that I couldn't race a month ago” she whispered. “The moment the doctor told me that I had to stop racing, I should have called him and told him to find another driver. Now it's too late. It's too late and I'm facing the consequences”
“You are not alone in this” I sighed, leaning closer and pressing my forehead against hers. “We are going tomorrow to the factory. We will tell him that we are going to be parents. Let him think whatever he wants, but I won't let him touch you, not even scream to you”
“Charles...” she murmured, her voice wavering with unspoken emotions."
“We will write a statement” I said, slowly. “We will tell everything. Let's be clear about our story. It's their problem if they believe us or not”
“You want to tell them everything?” she asked, with surprise in her voice.
“Everything” I nodded.
She took a deep breath and nodded slowly, leaning closer to me and wrapping her arms around mez resting her head on my shoulder. I felt her taking deep breaths, and her body started to relax after some seconds.
“We will be okay” I nodded.
She nodded and sighed, her breath hitting my neck softly while she moved closer to me.
“This is our last day in the bubble, hm?” I heard her groan, making me laugh softly.
“It is” I nodded. “But I promise you, Dafne. This is just a little obstacle. We will fix it and then we can go back to our bubble”
I felt her fingers on my nape, burying themselves on my hair, making me close my eyes and lean on her, holding her closer. I took a deep breath, breathing her scent so deeply it nearly made me taste the vanilla of her perfume. 
“What do you think everyone is saying about us?” she whispered.
“Let's not think about it” I sighed. “Give me just some minutes to calm down”
“Mhm, okay” she nodded against my chest.
I closed my eyes, resting my chin on top of her head. We were tangled into each other, hugging and holding the other like our life depended on it.
“Our baby has a beautiful heartbeat” I whispered.
“It has…” she smiled. “The most beautiful heartbeat I ever heard”
“Yeah” I nodded. “I would make a song with it. I would… God, I would write a song only for you and our kid”
“Would you?” she whispered, and somehow I heard a soft giggle.
“I will” I promised. “I will compose so many songs for you and our baby…”
“You have a beautiful heartbeat, too” she whispered, pressing her head closer to my chest.
“It beats for you” I confessed. “It always did and always will do. Only for you, there's no one else, Dafne”
She pulled away and looked up at me, with her hand pressed on my chest. Her eyes, those beautiful blue eyes that once looked at me with hate and anger, now look at me with a completely different feeling. And somehow, that made me melt.
“My heart is yours, it always has been yours, Dafne Morelli” I whispered.
“Charles…” she whispered, meaning closer to me, brushing her lips with mine.
I didn't let her say anything, pressing my lips on hers and holding her face with my hands. 
Kissing her felt intoxicating, a necessary escape. I craved the warmth of her presence, the comfort of her touch.
I felt her moving, standing up just a few seconds before she sat on my lap with her legs on each of my sides. I looked up at her, smiling while I placed my hands on her hips.
“Hi” I smiled, breathless. 
“Hi” she whispered back, placing her hands on my shoulders. 
I smile and place my hands on her belly, rubbing it softly. We are in our bubble, not wanting to know what is happening outside, ignoring our phones and focusing on what we feel right now.
“You are the most beautiful woman I ever saw in my life” I whispered, pressing delicate kisses on her lips, then her nose, then her cheek, then her jaw. “I swear, Dafne. No one compares to you”
“Just shut up and kiss me,” she breathed, her voice low and urgent, as she gently bit my bottom lip.
I chuckled, holding her close to me and slipping my hands under her jumper, pulling her closer, feeling her bump pressed against me. I pressed my lips against hers again, biting her lip softly to make her open her mouth, slipping my tongue and exploring her mouth.
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I heard her moan softly and it made me go crazy. 
“Fuck” I groan, pulling away and looking at her, feeling my heart close to burst.
“W-what?” she mumbled, looking at me surprised.
“I just…” I swallowed thickly. “God, I don't want to do this in the couch”
“Oh… Oh!” she laughed, hugging me.
“Yeah” I sighed.
“Then take me to bed, Leclerc” she whispered in my ear, biting my lobe softly. “Make me yours, hm?”
“Oh fuck” I moan, holding her. 
She got up from my lap, looking down at me with a smile filled with list and desire. I followed her with my eyes, watching how she walked upstairs looking at me over her shoulder. I felt a pull, like a string tied on my heart that pulled me to her, following her close. Dafne walked to her room, leaning on the door frame and looking at me with a smile, waiting for me. I stood in front of her, placing my hand on her neck and kissing her.
I felt her hands on my hips, moving to the button of my jeans and unbuttoning it slowly, making me chuckle.
“Eager, are we?” I chuckled softly against her lips, placing my hands on her hips and walking inside her room, smiling when she started to push down my jeans.
“You have no idea” she mumbled, biting my lip. “You have way too many clothes”
“You too” I groan.
Slowly, clothes started to fall to the floor until both of us were naked in front of the other. I scanned her body with my eyes, stopping in every curve, every beauty mark. 
“You are so fucking beautiful” I whisper, taking a step closer to her. “So God damn beautiful”
She smiled, closing her eyes when I pressed my lips on her neck, wrapping my arms around her body and walking towards the bed and laying her on it.
Her skin tasted so sweet, her smell was intoxicating me, making me need more, more, more. I kissed all the way between her legs, pressing soft kisses on the valley of her chest, on her breasts, on her stomach, on her belly. 
I took a deep breath, rubbing her folds with my finger and paying attention to her reactions, diving into her core and lapping all her juices.
“Fuck, Charles…” she gasped, arching her back.
I smiled, pushing another finger until she came around them, making sure to give her all the pleasure she deserves.
“Please, I need you inside” she moaned. “Please, Charles…”
“You don't need to beg, my love” I whisper. 
She looked at me with shock in her eyes, hearing the way I called her, but her gaze softened and sat on the bed in front of me. I helped her move, holding her thighs and moaning softly when I felt her core rubbing my length, looking into her eyes.
“I think… I think I'm falling in love with you” she whispered, accommodating herself on top of me. 
“Yeah?” I smiled. 
“Mhm” she nodded, moaning softly as I entered her slowly. 
I held her, helping her move and kissing her lips slowly. Her soft moans are music for my ears, making me need more, push deeper and kiss every inch kf her body.
I felt her hard nipples pressed against my chest, and I looked at her fore a few seconds.
There was something magical about Dafne's transformation during her pregnancy. Her skin had a warm, radiant glow, and her eyes sparkled with a new emotion. Her body transformed in gentle ways. Her breasts become fuller, a visible sign of the life growing inside her. Her belly rounded gracefully, a perfect curve that I couldn't help but reach out and touch. 
I leaned on her, looking into her eyes as I kissed her left breast, cupping the other one with my hand. Something inside me was asking me to bite, to suck, to mark. And with my eyes I asked her if I could listen to my needs.
And the moment she nodded, opening her mouth to leave a moan as I rocked my lips to hit a deeper part inside of her, I let my tongue lick the skin of her breast, rubbing the nipple with it and closing my lips around it.
I heard her gasp the moment she came around me, squeezing me in a way that helped me reach the climax too, closing my eyes as I liked away from her breast and kissed her lips.
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“I love you” I moaned, repeating those three words again and again until we both came down from our high. “I love you, I love you”
She looked at me, panting softly, and smiled before kissing my lips deeply.
“I'm yours” she whispered. “Yours, only yours. My heart is yours, too”
And with those words, I felt at home. She's my person. She's my home.
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 I had to hold her hand to make sure she didn't bite her nails. I had to put her favorite music on the car to keep her calm. 
And I made love to her before leaving home, hoping it would ease her nerves.
“What if he gets furious?” she whispered, her voice trembling with anxiety, repeating the question for the third time since we left home.
“Then he can go to hell” I sighed. 
“He's still your boss!” she gasped. “You can't just…”
“Dafne” I sighed, squeezing her knee softly. “It's okay. We can do this”
Oh, boy. This was going to be the hardest meeting of my life with Fred. I have to explain how everything fell apart and how I fell in love with her.
“But he’ll be so disappointed, Charles,” she sighed, her voice heavy with regret. “He trusted me, and I should have been more professional, called him earlier and told him the truth
“Hey, stop blaming yourself” I said, holding her hand tighter. “You wanted privacy, you were in shock with the news. You had every right to take a break”
“But not like this. I wasn't acting as a professional at all” she groaned. 
I sighed and shook my head, taking a deep breath when I saw Maranello nearby. If the rumors were right, Fred showed Lewis Hamilton a contract to take Dafne's seat. Let's hope he's not around, because it would be bad for Dafne.
“Let's go” I sighed, parking the car and getting out of it with her.
I didn't hesitate in holding her hand, having a tight grip and walking inside of the factory, knowing that everyone would be looking at us. Luckily, Dafne was wearing a baggy jumper, making her bump not be too obvious for those who ignore her pregnancy.
“Charles, Dafne” 
We both flinched when we heard him behind us, clearing his throat and walking closer to us. She wanted to let go of my hand, but I gave her a subtle squeeze to let her know that I won't stop taking her hand even if our boss, my boss, was in front of us.
“Good to see you, Dafne” he said, with clear irony in his voice. “I think we have a lot of things to talk about, aren't we?”
“Y-yeah” she nodded, tensing.
I squeezed her hand again, looking at her. She smiled weakly and sighed, looking at Fred. He started walking towards his office and we followed him close behind him. I could feel how nervous she was, how she clenched her jaw and licked her lip as a nervous tic. 
“Sit, please” Fred said, gesturing to the chairs that were placed in front of his office.
The small room seemed to close in around me as I glanced at the photos on the walls, each one a painful reminder of what she’s about to lose.It was like he did it on purpose, putting a picture of the day she won her first race, the same one she had in her private room in the hospitality. And next to that picture, the one where I won with Ferrari for the first time.
What a dirty move.
“Well, you are free to start talking” he said, motioning us. 
“I…” she started talking, biting her lip. “I'm sorry. I did everything wrong. And please, don't blame Charles, it wasn't his fault…”
“Dafne” I frowned. 
“The day I had the crash and was sent to the hospital, I received the news that I am pregnant” she mumbled, looking down at her lap, not daring to see Fred.
“With my baby” I said, looking at Fred, somehow challenging. He knows I would do anything for my family.
“How far are you” he wanted to know, and she flinched, closing her eyes.
“Seventeen weeks” she mumbled. “Nearly five months”
“Five months…” he sighed, staying quiet for a few seconds that felt like hours. “And you two have been together since then?”
“Yes” I said quickly, watching Dafne look at me, frowning. “Not exactly that time, but… after the lawsuit thing passed, we talked about our things…”
He looked at us, scanning us with his eyes. Clearly, not believing what I said.
“You know you have to renounce your seat” Fred sighed. “Right?”
“Yeah” she nodded, and I could hear her voice breaking. “I… We came here because we wanted to make things clear”
“We planned to announce her retirement and issue a statement, hoping to control the narrative before rumors could spiral out of control.” I sighed, holding Dafne's hand and looking at her. “Today the paparazzi invaded our privacy. We didn't tell anyone where we were staying, only her family knew where we were. Someone leaked the info and gave it to them”
“Yeah, I saw the pictures” he sighed, rubbing his face with his hand. “Look… This is a big mess. But I guess you are still in time to announce your retirement. I don't know if you saw the rumors but Lewis is going to take your seat”
I felt her body tense. From her hand to her feet. When she heard it, she swallowed thickly and took a deep trembling breath. 
“Right” she nodded. “So he can bring back the glory of Ferrari? He is going to retire soon, Fred. I don't think that's a good idea”
“If you two didn't share a bed none of this would be happening” he frowned. 
“What we do in our private life is none of your business” she snapped. “It was an accident, yes. But I don't regret it. And never in a million years I would have thought of getting rid of my baby just to stay here”
“I wasn't saying that, Dafne” Fred frowned.
“But I bet you were thinking it” she groaned. “That's why they say this is a sport for men, hm? Less hormones and problems. We are too weak for this”
I felt her anger coming out of the deepest part of her soul, and I had to stop her before she regrets anything. Because I know she would regret it.
“Dafne…” I sighed, squeezing her hand and shaking my head softly. 
“You are free from this team, then” Fred said. “We will announce your retirement after you give that statement you want to post”
She got up slowly, looking at Fred and clenching her jaw. I got up with a jump, looking at her with worry in my eyes.
“You were like a father figure for me in this team, Fred” she mumbled. “But the moment you showed me your back after the Monza incident, I felt betrayed”
I stepped towards her, gently taking her hand in mine, our fingers intertwining as a silent promise that we'd face whatever came next together.
“I hope next season goes like you want it to go” she mumbled. “With a champion on your team. And I'm not talking about Lewis. Soon you'll regret making that move”
I looked at her, feeling so many things. I was proud of her, because she stood up against Fred alone, like she always did whenever something bad happened, even if she hates confronting problems. But at the same time I felt so sad, because I knew she was facing how her dream slipped through her fingers, giving up on it because of a mistake we made, no matter if we now accept it and love it.
“And I hope this new step in your life goes smoothly” he sighed, smiling weakly. “Congratulations, if I can say it”
“Thank you” she nodded, placing her hand on her belly.
I saw Fred smiling weakly, looking at her belly. I wonder if he regrets things he said or did. I wonder if he, somehow, feels bad for not reaching for her during all this time assuming she was only running away. I wonder if he's happy for us.
“I always thought you two would make a beautiful couple” he sighed. “It was too sad watching you fight, you two were clearly so oblivious. But really I'm glad you two are together”
We nodded, looking at him for one last time before walking out of the office.
I felt her tension, her anger, her stress. I tried to calm her, wrapping my arm around her shoulders, but she stayed quiet until we got in the car.
“What the hell was that?” she groaned. “Lewis? Really? Oh my God, he really made a greedy move!”
I took a deep breath and sighed. I knew about that. If course I did. I caught him making a phone call with him, talking about replacing Dafne.
“I gave everything to this team, and that's how they thank me?” she scoffed. “They didn't reach for me! He could have called me, I had my phone!”
“He never did?” I frowned. 
“No” she groaned.
“Fuck…” I sighed. “He told me he did. That he tried to call you and you never answered”
“Well, that was a cheap lie, then” she laughed bitterly. 
“You… Do you want to say everything?” I sighed, holding her hand. “You want to tell them about Ferrari?”
She took a deep breath and bit her lip, looking out of the car at the red factory, her eyes fixed on the horse of the logo.
Her dream, the red team was always her dream. I remember how she always dressed in red when we were kids. How everything she had when she was little was red: her notebooks, her backpack, her water bottle. She always painted her nails with red nail polish, and always wore red lipstick. 
“Everyone will hate me, right?” she mumbled. “The team, they would feel so betrayed if I do that…”
I took a deep breath and nodded. I know she won't do something that would give her problems.
“I don't want them to hate me” she whispered. “I don't want them to hate me, to talk bad about me when I go to support you on the races…”
“Y-you would come to my races?” I said, surprised. 
“Of course, Charles” she smiled sweetly, holding my hand. 
I smile weakly and bring her hand to my lips, pressing a soft kiss on her knuckles while looking into her eyes.
"I'll make you proud," I whispered, my voice thick with determination. "For you and our baby. I promise, I'll make every moment count."
“I know” she smiled. “You are my champion, you'll fight for me, I know it”
I smile softly and place my hand on her neck, leaning closer to her and kissing her lips softly, just how lovers do.
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dafnemorelli Once upon a time, two kids met in Greece. They didn't know it yet, but they were meant to be together, no matter how many times they started a war. They enjoyed each other's company and fell in love, slowly. How innocent.
Years went by and those kids turned into adults. Adults make mistakes and focus on what matters for themselves, sometimes forget the inner child that only wants to have fun and love their loved ones with pure innocence. 
Charles and I were each other's first love. None of you know our true story, but we are here to share it.
We met in Greece when we were kids, and I found something that at that age I thought was love. He understood me and I understood him. But because kids are stubborn, something happened and we broke our friendship, turning it into a childish rivalry.
Now, as adults, we made so many mistakes, started so many fights. And we are tired of it. We got tired of it. So we took the bandage out of our eyes and found again those kids that loved to be together. 
Charles and I want to apologize for everything we did. All the fights that caused problems for the team and for the Tifosi. We want to apologize because we are learning to love each other again.
I want to announce that Charles and I are going to be parents. Our baby and I are healthy, I found out I was pregnant the same day I had the crash in Abu Dhabi. 
And with this pregnancy comes sad news, too.
I want to announce my retirement from Formula 1. I want to focus on this new journey, starting a family with my childhood lover.
I'll see you soon, I promise.
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charles_leclerc Can't wait to start this new journey with you❤️ 
maxverstappen1 really happy for you two
pierregasly I'll be the favorite uncle
oscarpiastri Why are you so sure?  pierregasly Because I'm cool landonorris Everyone knows that the cool uncles will be me and Violet violetsinclair Baby Morelli-Leclerc will be loved, for sure
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charles_leclerc Dear six year old me:
We have her back. We fought so many times with her, but we never gave up. We might make a lot of mistakes, but like people always say: love always wins.
We are now going to have a kid together, just how you dreamed when you first saw her. I still remember those thoughts you had when you saw her with her little sister. 
Dear Dafne, I really can't wait to see our baby. I really can't wait to show how grateful I am. I can't wait to be next to you in this new journey.
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maxverstappen1 Max is a good name, isn't it? And if it's a girl it can me Maxine (internet says it means greatest)
alex_albon  Alex is a good name too, you can use it with a girl and a boy  violetsinclair stop being ridiculous, there are better names landonorris Thank you babe, I know Lando is a good name violetsinclair what? No? I was talking about fictional names… -dafnemorelli violetsinclair Manon or Dorian sounds good? violetsinclair oh pls yes.
carlossainz55 Can't wait to meet baby Morelli-Leclerc
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bteezxyewriter12 · 3 months
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Wild
Pairing- Namjoon x Named Reader
Word count- 4.2k
Includes- Fingering, Oral, pussy eating, blow job, deepthroating, cum eating, Daddy kink, choking, missionary, cock riding, from behind, name calling- slut, whore, cumslut, choking, rough sex, Dom Namjoon, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Namjoon POV
I slide my hand down and grab her ass
She giggles in my mouth as I keep kissing her
“Joonie”, she says softly and keeps kissing me
I slide my tongue back in her mouth and she touches mine with hers
God I fucking love her
She’s has been my girlfriend since we were thirteen
Twelve years
And I’ve never wanted anyone else
Just her
I’m so in love and so fucking whipped for her
She can ask me anything and I’ll do it without hesitation
She’s been my fiancee for a week
I can’t live without her, so I asked her to marry me
And she said yes
I’m aware of how lucky I am to have her
That she stuck with me through everything that comes with being an idol
She never left me, she’s always understanding and she always loved me
I move my hand and start pulling her Koya pj pants down
My girl lives in pjs
She puts them on as soon as she gets home from work
I’ve bough her so many sets and single pieces over the years and she has so many
But her favorite is any of her Koya pjs
She’s so proud that I made up the character and she wants to wear anything with him on it
Shirts, pjs, hoodies, anything
She’s also so proud of me and has so many Namjoon, RM and Rap monster clothes
She proudly wears them and always tells everyone I’m her ultimate bias
No one really knows about her
I convinced BigHit to let me stay with her when I joined if we both promised to keep our relationship a secret
She wasn’t happy about it but she did it anyway
But over the past year, I haven’t been hiding her anymore
I take her out in public with me, hold her hand, kiss her and just be with her openly
Pictures of us have gone viral but BigHit won’t let me make a statement about her
They’ll have to now though
I proposed to her at the place we went on our first date
An amusement park
And there was so many people that saw everything
Pictures of me kneeling and hold the ring to her, her crying and saying yes, us kissing and me putting the ring on her and so much more has flooded the internet
So I’m going to have to say something soon
But for right now, I’m just enjoying kissing and being with her
She lifts her ass up and I pull the pants all the way down and throw them somewhere in the room
Since she’s home, she doesn’t have any panties on
Moving from her lips, I kiss her favorite places on her neck
“Joonie”, she moans, sliding her hand in my hair and pulling it
“Baby girl”, I groan
I love when she pulls my hair
I open her legs and start rubbing her clit
Her body jumps a little but then settles back on the bed while I keep going
“Joonie”
I love making my baby feel good
I love doing anything to her- fingering her, eating her, fucking her
I love making her cum
It’s the best thing in the world
I feel her hand creeping down my body I stop touching her and put her hand and arm around my neck
“Not yet baby. I wanna make you cum”, I whisper in her ear
“Fuck Joonie”, she moans
“Just enjoy baby girl”
I put my hand back on her clit and keep moving my fingers
She whimpers
Her sounds drive me crazy. I love them. I especially love making her scream
Sliding my fingers down, I push them inside her and move them in and out
“Namjoon fuck”
I smile against her neck
Hearing her call my name has to be one of my favorite things in the world
I put my thumb on her clit and rub while I fuck her with my fingers, hitting her spot each thrust in
“God Namjoon”
I lift my head from her neck and watch her
Pleasure is all over her face, her eyes closed and she’s biting her lip, chewing on her side lip ring
I love when she bites her lip
It’s such a turn on
“C'mon baby. I want you to cum so I can eat you out”, I murmur, “You know how much I love how you taste baby”
“Fuck fuck”, she moans
“Gimme it baby”, I ask
Just as I finish talking, her pussy squeezes my fingers and she cums, moaning my name softly, “Namjoon, oh, Namjoon”
“Good girl”, I whisper in her ear
She opens her eyes and looks at me
Taking my fingers out of her, I bring them to my mouth and suck her off them, looking right in her eyes
“My favorite”, I whisper
“Fuck Joonie. You make me so horny”, she groans
“You want me to lick you baby?”, I ask, kissing her lips again
I know how to turn my girl on so much
I know her body so well and I love it
She has a fucking sexy body and I can touch her, lick her and bite her all fucking day and never have enough
“You want my tongue on your pretty pussy baby? You wanna cum in my mouth, on my tongue?”
“Yes Namjoon, fuck yes, yes”, she shouts, so fucking horny
I love getting her this worked up
She’s a fucking animal when she’s this turned on and she fucks me so goddamn good
She always fucks me good but when she’s like this…she’s fucking wild
I pull her shirt off and suck on her nipple
“Uhhh”, she moans
“Baby you gonna watch me eat you out? You know I love when you watch me”
“Yes Namjoon. I love watching you. You eat me out, you're fucking good baby.”
Damn fucking right I do
I kiss her body more, teasing her until she can’t take it
She growls and shoves my head to her pussy, “Lick now Namjoon”
Yes fuck, I love when she’s rough and orders me around
“Namjoon!”, she yells, “Put you’re fucking tongue on me now!”
I listen and attach my tongue to her pussy
Oh god she’s so fucking soaked and her wetness is all over my face
I fucking love it
I moan from how good she tastes
Her skin and her juice tastes good but what I want is her cum
Her cum is so sweet, creamy and I love it
I can’t ever get enough of it
Wrapping my arms around her thighs, I pulling her closer to me
“Fuck Namjoon, I love you’re fucking tongue on my pussy. You’re so good with you’re tongue baby”
“Just for you baby girl”, I answer
I swirl my tongue on her clit and she fucking goes crazy, squirming and screaming
Pleasuring her, sex with her is the most fun I ever have
We both have a high sex drive so we fuck and make love everyday, more than once a day
It’s been this way for years and I wouldn’t have it any other way
I’ll never get tired of her
I suck on her clit and she thrusts her hips up
Yes
I let go of her clit and open my mouth, going back to licking her
“Fuck my mouth baby girl. Do it”, I demand
She moves her hips, thrusting her pussy in my mouth
I glance up and I see her eyes closed, breathing hard
I slap her ass and she looks at me
“I want you to watch me pleasuring you with my tongue baby”
She nods, “Ok. Ok”
Moving my tongue up, I lap at her clit, rubbing the same place over and over
She starts shaking, about to cum
“Cum in my mouth baby girl”, I demand
I lick her clit over and over until she screams and cums in my mouth
“Namjoon!”
I swallow her cum and lick her to get all of it
She relaxes but I want more
I slide my tongue up and down her pussy, enjoying how she feels against my tongue
I want to slide my tongue in her but I want her to tell me to do it
So I keep licking her especially around her hole but not going in
“Joonie”, she cries
“Yeah baby?”, I ask not stopping
“Fuck me baby”
“How Jo? What do you want? Tell me what you want and I’ll do it. You know I’ll always give you what you want”
“Fuck me with your tongue Joonie”, she moans
Thank god
Sliding my hands under her ass, I lift her up and slide my tongue in her
Her pussy instantly tightens on my tongue and I moan from the pleasure it sends through my body
I pull out, then go back in, then pull out and go back in over and over, listening to her screams and I want her cum so much
“Joanne, cum baby”
Sliding my tongue back in, I lick her and she shakes so hard, her cum coating my tongue
Fuck me
So fucking good
Swallowing and licking I make sure I get all of it before pulling away from her
She attacks me, pulling my shirt, pants and boxers off
I get up on my knees and the next thing I know, my cock is in her mouth and she’s going at it like she hasn’t sucked my cock twice already today
I honestly love how much she loves to please me too
It’s not just a one way thing with either of us
We both love getting each other off
We’re both wild, kinky and love trying new things
She deepthroats me and I’m always amazed that she doesn’t have a gag reflex
She can keep all of me in her and be fine
She lets me fuck her mouth hard and she actually likes it
“I love your big cock in my mouth baby”, she says before sliding me all in her mouth
God, she knows how to fucking turn me on too
She knows my body just as much as I know hers
“Fuck my mouth Namjoon. You know you want to baby”
Fuck yes I want to
“Is that what you want Jo? I already fucked your mouth twice today. You want more?”
“I always want your cock Joonie. Don’t you know that by now?”
“Yeah baby I do.”
She gets off me and looks up at me, with puppy eyes
“Please?”, she asks
“Yeah baby”
I pull her hair in a ponytail, wrapping it around my hand
“Open your beautiful mouth baby girl”
She looks up at me, “Ok Daddy”
Fuck me
She knows how much I love it when she calls me that
She’s the best
She smirks at me and leans over to our nightstand
She gets out the collar I got her that says “Daddy’s girl”
She puts it on and gives me the leash that’s attached to the collar
“You wanna tie me up too daddy?”, she asks
Fuck
“Nnn..not today baby. You know where your hands go right?”
She nods then sits on her knees
She puts her hands behind her back, holding them and she opens her mouth
Fuck me, she knows what I want, what I like and always gives it to me
Bringing her head to my cock, I slide her down my shaft until she hits my pelvis
She starts sucking and I love the feeling of her throat closing on me when she swallows
I hook my fingers in her collar, using that to move her head up and down my cock, slow at first, then harder and faster
She moans and sucks the entire time, her tongue licking everywhere
“God baby, you’re mouth and throat are perfect”, I praise her, “You take my cock so well”
She nods and keeps sucking
I don’t know how her mouth and jaw doesn’t get tired but she’s always able to blow me for a long time
I move her off to give her a break but she whines, “More Daddy. Don’t stop. I’m ok, I promise”
“You sure baby?”, I ask
I love her and I don’t want to hurt her
“Yeah daddy. I just want your cum”
“Yeah you naughty girl?”
She looks up at me and licks her lips
Fuck, that’s sexy
“Yea daddy. I’m a bad girl. You’re gonna have to punish me”
“Yeah? Well maybe I won’t give you my cum then”
She smirks at me, “Yes you will daddy. You love coming in your baby’s mouth. And you love punishing me by fucking me hard and stopping before I cum. Over and over”
She knows me so well
“Oh yeah? That’s what you want baby? To deny you your orgasm?”
She nods
“I can do that baby”
“Ok”
“Open your mouth you bad girl. Daddy’s gonna fuck your throat so good”
She looks so excited as she opens her mouth, waiting
Holding her still by her hair, I thrust into her mouth
“Mnmmm”, she moans
“Suck you dirty girl”, I command
She starts sucking while I move my cock almost out of her mouth and thrusting in again
I start moving fast and hard, fucking her mouth like she wants
It feels phenomenal with her sucking and licking me
It doesn’t take long before I’m ready
Slamming her throat again, I scream, coming deep in her throat
She swallows on my cock over and over
I pull out from her mouth
She sucks on my head, getting all the cum off and swallowing again
“You taste yummy daddy. I love your cum”
Pull her up to me I kiss her roughly
“You wanna fuck me daddy?”, she smirks
I do
So much
I’m still hard
After all these years with her I can cum and still be hard for a few times before I can’t do it anymore
But I want to try something else and I want to ask her first
Baby, Jo, I wanna ask you something”
“Yeah Joonie? What’s is it?”, she asks, dropping the daddy kink for now
“Uh I was wondering what you’d think about uh…choking”
She raises her eyebrow, “Choking? You wanna choke me while you fuck me?”
I nod
“Damn Joonie what kind of porn are you watching?”
“C'mon baby, you know I don’t watch porn anymore. Not since we made our own. I just watch our videos all the time instead. I have you anytime I want. I don’t need that”
I thought for sure she was going to say no when I asked her about videotaping us
But she agreed and we’ve made so many
I have them saved on my phone, ipad, computer, her phone, her tablet, her computer
They’re all password protected so no one can get access to them
And we both have them to watch whenever we want, whenever we’re apart and need to get off
Instead of getting off to other people, we do it watching ourselves
She shrugs, “Ok Joonie.”
“Ok?”, I ask
“Yeah Joonie. You can choke me if you want”
“Baby are you sure?”
“Yeah Joonie”, she answers softly, “I trust you baby. I know you won’t hurt me”
She’s the best girl and I’m so lucky to have her
She never says no to anything I ask her, sexual and not
She trusts me with her life
I trust her too
“I won’t hurt you baby. I promise”
She nods, “I know Joonie. I love you”
“I love you Jo”
“I guess I should take of the collar”, she says as she unbuckle it and pulls it off
“You still wanna be daddy?”, she asks
I bite my lip and nod
She smiles her beautiful smile at me
“Come and get me daddy”, she says and her voice is so fucking hot
I growl at her, grab her and slam her on the bed on her back
“Open your legs”, I command
She smirks and slowly opens her legs
I put my hand on her pussy and she’s already so soaked
“My baby’s a little slut huh? Fucking soaking wet and ready for me”
“Yeah daddy. I’m a fucking slut for your cock. I always want you in me, fucking me so good”
I kiss her neck and chest, “My baby likes to fuck huh?”
“Yes daddy. Only you.”
“What do you want baby girl?”
“Fuck me until I can’t walk daddy. I want you to use me anyway you want. Do whatever you want to me. I’ll always like whatever you do daddy”
Jesus, such a turn on
“Good fucking girl”
Gripping her thighs, I bury my cock in her wet pussy
“Yes daddy! Oh fuck”
I start pounding in her mercilessly, listening to her screams of sheer pleasure egging me on
“More Daddy, harder”, she cries
I bend her leg and push until her knee is by her shoulder, slamming my cock inside her tight tight pussy
“Yes oh god yes!”
She’s fucking crazy and I love every minute of it
I move my hand to her throat and she nods
I close my hand around her neck, squeezing
Her moaning cuts off and all I can hear is the sound of me thrusting hard in her
I let go and she breathes
“Fuck daddy, that feels so good”, she cries
“Yeah baby?”
“Yeah daddy. I can feel you’re cock hitting every fucking place and it feels so much better”
I smirk, “So my baby likes to be choked?”
She nods, “Make me cum that way daddy. I want it”
Jesus
I want to so much, but I’m afraid I’ll hurt her
“You won’t hurt me Joonie. I know you won’t. I trust you baby”, she assures me
Seeing the pure trust in her eyes makes me nod
“Ok baby. But if it hurts or it’s too much, pull my arm off or do something and I’ll let go, ok?”
She nods, “I will. Now fuck me hard daddy. I want to cum on your hard cock”
I moan and thrust into her
Grabbing her ankles, I open her legs wide, while I get on my knees and pound her pussy
“Fuck daddy, you feel so good. I love your cock”
“Good baby”
I move my hand back to her neck and squeeze
The pure pleasure on her face amazes me
She really likes it
I slam in her a few times before I let go of her neck
She breathes in and smiles at me
Fuck, I love her
Thrusting again I slam her spot and she screams again
“Yes daddy. There. Fuck me. There!”, she shouts
I listen and fuck my baby girl where she wants it
“Daddy, I’m gonna..”, she yells, “Choke me now!”
She grabs my hand and puts it on her neck
I squeeze right before she cums
I watch her in fucking awe
Her body jumps and arches so high off the bed, her hands twisting the sheets under her, and she’s screaming silently
And her pussy
Oh god, she’s clenching me so goddamn hard and coming so much, a huge creamy mess all over me
I let go of her neck and her scream shatters the silence
“Namjoon! Namjoon!”
“Fuck baby”, I moan, fucking her through her orgasm
After she’s done, she sits up, pulls me out and slams me on my back
Fuck, she’s so strong normally, but she has crazy strength when she’s this wild
Before I know what’s happening, I’m inside her and she’s fucking my cock so hard
My hands on her hips, I watch her ride me so roughly
I love it
When she slams so hard like this, I go in so deep and I feel pure pleasure through my whole body
She’s bouncing so hard on me and so fucking fast
I feel her getting ready to cum
“C'mon baby girl. Cum on daddy’s cock.”
She moans and I wrap my hand around her neck again, squeezing
She doesn’t stop, just keeps going
I’m about to let go to let her breath when she slams her hand on mine and shakes her head
She squeeze her hand over mine telling me what she wants
I’m reluctant because she hasn’t breathed yet but I do it and squeeze
She slams herself down on me and I feel her cum all over me
It feels amazing
Her body shakes and I let go of her neck
She screams in pure ecstasy, her head thrown back and holding onto my arms
“God baby, you’re fucking gorgeous”, I yell
Her pussy has my cock in a vice grip, ecstasy roaring over me as I cum hard inside her
Her screams die down and slowly she lowers her head, looking at me
I suck in a breath at how fucking hot she is
Her hair falls in her face on either side, her beautiful brown eyes full of passion and biting her lower lip, breathing hard
I’m fucking hard again
Fuck I want her now
I move, throwing her back and roughly position her on her hands and knees
I take her, ramming my cock in her and she screams in more pleasure
Slamming in her and wrapping her hair around my hand again I pull hard and her head moves back
“You like how hard I’m fucking you baby girl?”
“Yes, yes”, she moans
“Can’t get enough can you, my little whore”
“No daddy. Not from you”
I pull her hair more, forcing her to get on her knees, her back to my chest
“Well daddy loves being in his slut”, I whisper in her ear
“Yes, yes”
She’s in so much pleasure that she has no clue what’s going on
I love making her like this, love fucking her out, making her my cock slut
I move one hand to her clit and play with her while fucking her
“Oh god, oh”
I feel her close again
“Does my whore want to cum again?”
“Yes, yes, I want to cum again!”
“You came so much already. You’re being a greedy slut now”
“Yes yes I am. I want it. Please daddy give it to me. I’m a good girl, please”
“Oh? I thought you were a bad girl? You said you were before. I thought you wanted me to punish you. Fuck you hard and pull out before you cum remember?”, I remind her, ploughing into her cunt, wrecking her pussy on my length
“No daddy. I’ll be your good girl, your good slut. I promise. I don’t want to be punished anymore. Please”
Letting go of her hair, I put my hand on her neck and push her head against my shoulder
“Then cum, slut”, I whisper and close my hand on her throat
She shudders and I have to hold her against me so she doesn’t fall when she explodes
Her hand is clutching my hip so hard and her nails on her other arm are digging in my arm that’s around her neck
“Yeah, good whore. I make my slut cum so hard. Don’t forget who makes you cum so good”
She shakes her head
When she’s done, I let go of her neck
Then I roughly push her face down on the bed, holding her down
She gets on her knees while I hold her front body down by the back of her neck
“My turn slut. Now I get to cum in you’re pretty pussy again”
“Yes daddy, please, do it”, she cries, voice horse
Shit
Maybe I choked her to hard
Suddenly I feel her slam herself against me
“You stopped moving daddy. Fuck me. Please”, she begs
I snap my hips in her and she screams in the bed
I hit her spot again causing more yelling
I concentrate in that spot, slamming over and over, her cunt squeezing the life from my dick, feeling so fucking amazing
I feel her getting ready for another orgasm
“C'mon you fucking cum slut, I know you want to cum again. Do it”, I egg her on
“Yes yes yes!”, she screams, releasing on me again
Her cum covers my cock and I love watching more and more slide on me
“Again”, I yell, slamming her hard, “Hands behind your back”
Her hands fly behind her back and I grab both wrists in mine, holding tightly, ruthlessly fucking her in the mattress
“Fff…fuck!”, she screams, coming instantly
“Baby I’m…”
“Cum Namjoon. Cum in me baby!”, she yells
I can’t take it
I slam in her once, and hold her on my cock by her hips while I explode inside her, sheer pleasure blinding me
Her pussy pulsates on me, taking all my cum
I pull out and collapse next to her
She immediately snuggles closer to me, putting her head on my shoulder and her arms around me, getting as close as she can
I hold her to me, rubbing her back and giving her kisses anywhere my lips can land
“Sleepy Joonie”, she says
I can’t help but smile
“Ok baby.”
There’s something else I want to say
“Jo, I’m sorry if I went too hard. If I choked you too hard. If I was too harsh with the name calling
She lifts her head and looks at me, “You didn’t baby. It didn’t hurt. I loved it baby. I told you you wouldn’t hurt me. And you know I like when you’re rough. The name calling doesn’t bother me. I like it. I know you don’t mean it”
I know she likes it rough but still
“Are you sure-”
“Yes Namjoonie, I’m sure love. Don’t worry.”, she assures me as she snuggles back to me, “Sleepy time now Joonie?”
"Yeah baby"
“I love you Joonie”
“I love you Jo”, I answer, kissing her forehead
She tightens her arms around me and we both fall asleep, in each others arms
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chaengluva · 6 months
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Massive Deal [2]
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Regina George x Fem!Reader: (includes janis ‘ImI’ke x Fem!Reader)
3.4k words, Part 2: Part 1
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After PE, you decided to meet with Bella, the two of you want to go somewhere before going home. You're waiting for her by her car, annoyed by how long she's taking. She's not even in sight! Finally, what felt like forever, Bella came and she looked happier than usual.
She excitedly came to you and told you she had to tell you something but it needed to be said in the car. You were curious so you opened the door and she came in straight after you. "Dude. I overheard Janis and Damien." Bella starts, leading you to be interested in whatever she was going to say, which you were. "Yeah and..?
"Janis likes you!" Bella said loudly, first your eyes went wide, and you started to panic, "What! No she doesn't.." You said, Bella shook her head, leaning closer to you, "She does. I heard her." You now just had to think of what happened today, you did catch her looking at you, maybe this all makes sense. "Well.. Do you like her?" You hear Bella ask, she was still really close to you.
"I-I don't know I would have to think about it," You say quietly, making your best friend roll her eyes, "This is the perfect way to move on from Regina." You turn to look at her and hit her lightly in the shoulder, "What? No, that's fucked up, I'm not going to play with her feelings." Bella sighs, nodding, she puts her key in the car, turning it on but before she starts driving, she turns to you, "Well try and think about it."
That's exactly what you did when you and Bella went out, you went to get ice cream and walk along the beach and you knew Belle was talking to you but everything she was saying was going in one ear and out the other. You were physically with Bella when she was driving back to your house, but you were mentally somewhere else. "Y/n!" You jump at the loud sound, turning to where you heard the noise come from, you see Bella, she moves her head showing that she was parked outside your house.
"Oh shit, sorry," You said, unbuckling your seat belt, giving her a hug. "Good luck for tonight." Bella says, smirking, you roll your eyes, getting out of the car, waving goodbye to Bella as she drives off.
As soon as you open the door you're surprised to see Gretchen standing there, talking with her two best friends. "Oh hey Y/n." You hear your sister say, you whisper a small "Hi," Quickly walking past to get up the stairs, but before you can make it up there you get a notification on your phone.
You pull your phone out, you see that it's from Oliver, telling you that he will be there to pick you up when you smile slightly, when you put it away you notice all the plastics are standing there, staring at you with smirks on their face. "What..?" You ask, "Someone's happy, is it a boy?" Gretchen asks, slightly teasing you, you giggle, nodding your head. "Yeah It is."
Regina smirks, walking towards you, "Who?" You slightly feel intimidated by her height and how close she is to you, backing up slightly, you whisper, "Oliver, Oliver Kim." The three girls look at each other and jump up and down, "Right, we will get you ready." Gretchen says, dragging you upstairs into her room, she was about to start putting your makeup on but Regina shoves her out of the way.
She begins to add a lot of things and tells you to do things like put your lips a certain way, close your eyes or don't blink, "Done." You hear her say, finally. "Now, we do your hair," You sigh, feeling forced to do this for a guy you don't want to be with, Regina curls your hair and when you look in the mirror you don't look like yourself, you look older and very different.
"I have the perfect outfit for you!" She smiles, running down to get you an outfit, leaving you sitting there with Karen and Gretchen smiling behind you. She came out holding a black dress, it was strapless and looked to be around mid thigh length, throwing it at you, she told you to put it on. You heavily sighed, walking into the change room to put the dress on.
When you came out the three girls were still sitting there, cheering for how good you looked, "You actually look pretty, what time is Oliver getting here?" Regina asks, "Six." You answer, she checks the times smiling when she sees it's almost six. "I have perfect shoes for you!" You hear Gretchen yell, she runs off, coming back with some heels.
They are black heels and they look like they would add a few inches to your height. You put them on, looking at yourself in one of Gretchen's many mirrors, you try to pull the dress down slightly, you hear a knock on the door making the other girls scream. "I'll let him in!" Regina says. She rushes down stairs and opens the door, "Y/n will be right here." Regina says, stepping to the side when she sees you walk down the stairs, he smiles at you, waiting for you to walk down. "You look pretty Y/n."
You smile at him, "You look handsome." He holds your hand, taking you to his car. You may not like him but he is for sure a gentleman. He opened the car door for you, he pulled the chair out for you, it made you slightly feel bad for not wanting to do anything more with him. You were looking through the menu, wondering what looks good, but your mind was elsewhere, you were trying to figure out if you liked Janis or not.
The two of you had a decent time, some parts were awkward but other times were okay, but you felt bad and wanted to tell him the truth. You opened your mouth to speak but he spoke. "I'm going to be honest." He started, you listen to him, "Your sister asked me to ask you out." You smile but not to the point where he notices, "Oh that's fine, I actually have my eyes on someone else." You say.
He smiles, "Well, I'm done eating, do you want me to take you home now." You shake your head, "Could you take me to my friend's house actually." He smiles, nodding his head.
Oliver drops you at Janis’ house, you know where she lives because you went to her house once for a project last year. You slowly walk up, your feet hurt from being in heels for so long. You knock on the door, a smiley Janis opens it and pulls you in for a hug, “You came.” Janis says, pulling away. You nod, walking in the house, taking off your shoes, “Do you want to change into something more comfortable.
Nodding happily, she walks somewhere to get your clothes, you pull out your phone and tell Gretchen you will be staying at a friend's house.
Janis comes out with a oversized top and some track pants, throwing them to you, you thank her and change into them, coming out you see Janis and Damien on the couch, Janis moves over and pats the place next to you, smiling, you sit down, you smile at the movie they a watching, taking some popcorn from the bowl in Janis’ lap, smiling when she looks at you.
She puts her lead on your shoulder, you feel a blush form on your cheeks, watching the movie you don’t realise but Damien has fallen asleep, you look over, wanting more food but you see he’s asleep and Janis is looking into your eyes.
She takes her head off your shoulder, you both look into each others eyes, she looks down at your lips, you look at hers, you notice she is slowly leaning in, you grab her face and lean in, your lips touch and they slowly move against each other, after awhile, you pull away and stare into each other eyes.
Janis felt so happy at this moment and only prayed that you feel the same way, you did but you were scared, “J-Janis.” You whisper, starting to panic slightly, she touches your shoulder, “It’s okay, I won’t tell anyone.” You look at her with happy eyes, “Thanks.” You smile, closing your eyes, shortly falling asleep.
The next day, you wake up to Janis and Damien moving around, you had no Idea what time it was but it looked like it was almost time for school. “Morning sleepyhead! I got you some clothes.” Janis said happily, throwing the clothes at you.
You smile at her, wondering if she was thinking about what happened last night, you get up and walk to the bathroom, changing into the clothes that she gave you, they were a tad small because Janis was slightly shorter than you.
When you came out of the bathroom, Janis was standing right there, you looked into each other's eyes for a few seconds before you got butterflies inside and you had to look away.
You walked past her and made your way to the kitchen, Damien smiled at you, handing you a plate of pancakes. “Thanks.” You smile, sitting down on the table.
The three of you sit down on the table, “So.” Damien started, “How was the date?” You finish the food you were currently chewing, “Shit.” You start, he looks at you sympathetically but you shake your head. “It’s okay, I wasn’t really interested in him.” He nods, “What went wrong? Was he an asshole?” You shake your head, “No he was actually a gentleman.” jhn
Damien gives you a confused look, “Well then what happened?” He asks, you sigh, “I found out that Gretchen made him ask me out.” He gave you an apologetic look but you weren’t bothered by it, the only thing on your mind was what happened with Janis last night but you were way too scared to bring it up.
The three of you finish your breakfast, you thank them for letting you stay the night. You call Gretchen, asking her to bring your stuff to school so you can just go with Janis and Damien. You walk outside, and head over so you can walk to the bus stop.
The three of you wait for the bus in silence, It’s quite cold so you’re hoping it comes quickly. When it finally comes you’re so thankful, you hop on the bus and notice it’s not that crowded, “Where is everyone.” You say, asking Janis, “This is one of the first stops.” You smile, now you just feel dumb.
The three of you sat at the back, the bus was a long trip and you felt like it went on for hours. After what felt like forever, the bus finally pulled up to the North Shore. You all hurried off because it was already slightly after school started.
You awkwardly run into class and sit down after apologising for being late. The whole class you can’t think about what the teacher is saying, the only thing you can think about is Janis, you think about what it would be like to be in a relationship with her, the idea makes you happy.
The thought of rejection makes you want to crumble inside, you have no Idea what she was feeling like and if the kiss was better or worse. You didn’t want to bring it up so hopefully, she will, but what if she didn’t like your kiss? All these thoughts made your insides turn.
In reality, Janis was thinking the exact same things, but she has been thinking this before and knows how she can talk to you but some of the nerves of you not wanting to continue to be with her is making her stomach turn, but she pushes through it and decides to do it.
The bell rings, Janis rushes out to where you and your friends always sit and waits a bit for all of you to sit down. Once all of you were there shae came out from where she was hiding, walking up, making eye contact with you, which made butterflies form inside of you.
“Y/n. I need to talk to you.” You nod, quickly getting up and following her into the bathroom that no one ever goes in. “About last night..” She starts, you nod, “I really liked the kiss.” You nod along to what she’s saying, showing that you’re listening, “And I was wondering if you wanted to go out on a date.” You smile, nodding your head, “Sure! But..” Janis, nodding, finishing your sentence, “We will do it in secret.” You smile, “How did you know?” Janis smiles, “I was closted once too.”
That same day, Janis went home feeling very excited to get ready for the date she had with you, she didn’t expect for you to like her back because if she was being completely honest, she thought you were straight, but you're just very good at hiding it.
She got home, cancelling her plans with Damien which he wasn’t very happy about, but Janis didn’t care, she was just feeling very excited to go out with you, she pulled out her phone, texting you that she can pick you up but she won’t come to the front door.
She put on her makeup, she was staring at herself in the mirror, she felt all the nerves in her body get stronger as the time went on, she sighed deeply, looking away from her reflection then going to her room, heading straight to her closet, Janis let out a massive sigh, she had a suit to wear but she was worried it would be to formal, she decided to where it but not the blazer or tie.
Since it was a date, Janis’ mom let her borrow her car, she walked down stairs and her Mom smiled at her, “You finally have a date!” She smiled, Janis rolled her eyes, “Mom!” She exclaimed as Janis’ Mom tickled her sides. Janis looked down on her wrist, her eyes went wide when she checked the time. “I need to go!” She said loudly, rushing outside, “Be careful! I’ll set everything up!” Her Mom yelled as she ran out.
Meanwhile, you were getting ready but being quiet as possible because you didn’t want Gretchen to hear you, sitting on your bed, waiting for her to get here as you nervously make sure Grtechen won’t see you, a few minutes later you got a text from Janis saying that she was here.
You quietly get off your bed, slowly walking out of your room then sneaking down the stairs, you slowly walk towards the front door, opening it while cringing at the loud sound it made. You thought you had successfully gotten out but you hear your sister's voice which stops you in your tracks. “Y/n!” you nervously turn your head, smiling at your older sister, “Yes?”
Grtechen looks you up and down before saying, “Where are you going?” with a small smirk, you quickly try to think of something to make up, “I’m going out with my friends.” She looks you up and down again, “Okay..” Grtechen said with a suspicious tone, walking upstairs.
You let out a heavy sigh in relief, closing the door she rushed to the car that was parked outside, you open the door and see Janis there with a bright smile on her face. “Hi.” She smiled, you hop in the car, she drove off back to her house, Janis helped you out of the car,and walked you to the backyard of her house. You smiled brightly when you saw that there was a table with candles set up.
You hear Janis let out a heavy sigh, you turn your head to her, “What’s wrong?” You ask, she frowns, “I know it's not much, but i didn’t want to go to a restaurant because I know your closted.” You smiled, grabbing her chin, making her look at your, “Janis. It’s perfect.” Her frown turns into a smile instantly, the two of you walk to the table, she pulls out the chair for you, then sits down on the opposite side.
“My Mom made us some food.” You nod, you were okay with her Mom knowing, she wouldn’t tell anyone. A few minutes later her Mom came out with two plates and two drinks, she didn’t say anything, she just put them on the table and left.
You started eating the food and it was actually really good, it was a massaman beef curry, the two of you were awkward at talking at first, it was as if the past few days didn’t exist and you have never seen each other before, but after a while, the two of you go used to each other's company and started talking about whatever came to mind.
You started to talk about what you did in the summer, Janis noticed so many little features about you, she loved how your eyes sparked and the bright smile you wore when you talked about things that you loved. You did the same thing to her, you stared into her eyes while eating your dinner, making sure to listen closely to everything she was saying.
After talking for what felt like hours, you had both finished your dinner, there was a short moment of silence before Janis spoke up, “This has been nice.” You nod, agreeing to her words, she grabs your hand and strokes her thumb across your palm, “Look I really like you..” She starts, “I would love to do this again.” You smile brightly before saying, “Same!” Her mom then comes out, takes away the dirty dishes, slightly smirks at Janis then disappears back into the house, leaving you confused.
“Right.. We can either watch a movie out here, or I can drop you home.” You pretend to think about it which worries Janis but from the start you knew what you were going to pick, you happily say, “Let’s watch a movie!” Janis jumps up and runs inside the house to grab a few things, she has to make a few trips because she told you to wait outside and close your eyes. “Can I open them now?” You say with a hint of a whine.
“Just a sec..” Janis says, finalising what she needs to set up. “Okay. Now you can open them.” When you open your eyes, your heart melts, you see two bean bags and a few blankets set up facing a white sheet with a projector reflecting towards it. You run towards Janis and give her a massive hug, followed by a quick kiss on the cheek which leaves her in a blushing mess.
The two of you sit down and cuddle up quite close because it is slightly chilly outside, picking a movie you both think looks interesting. You have a few butterflies inside you because janis’ hand is placed on your thigh. You also really want to kiss her but you're not sure if she feels the same way, during the movie you look at her for a few seconds in hope that she will look back and get the hint but she never does.
As the credits are rolling, you decide to try again, so you look at her for a longer time, you don’t look away. She eventually looks back at you and picks up what you’re suggesting instantly, Janis grabs the back of your neck and pulls you in for a rough kiss, your lips move against each other in perfect sync, you feel more butterflies forming as you feel her other arm moving around your body, then eventually resting on your waist.
After a while, the both of you pull away, you’re smiling but you’re also blushing and slightly embarrassed, Janis see’s this and giggles softly before pulling you in for another kiss, soft and short this time. When she pulls away she stares into your eyes and notices how your eyelids are starting to slowly close, Janis sighs loudly, wrapping an arm around you to help you stand up, she whispers in your ear, “I’m taking you home now.”
You nod, slowly walking with her towards the car, you had a really good time tonight, you can only hope you will do it again, on the way home you think to yourself, “how many more dates do you and Janis need to go on before you can ask for her to be your girlfriend”
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luvyeni · 8 months
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10 DAYS TO FALL IN LOVE — chapter 8. jays party !
word count. 0.8k+ content warning. drug usage, mentions of alcohol, angst, jake is lowkey dumb
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You sat in your seat legs folded — jumi in your lap as you typed away at your computer trying to finish the essay. You sighed, stretching as jumi began to meow. “You hungry baby?” you picked her up, sitting her on the floor. “Let’s go get you some food.” You stood up, walking out the room, your cat following behind.
“Here you go girl.” You sat her bowl down, giving her a head pat — your phone began to ring. “Okay baby eat your food.” You made your way back to your room.
You assumed it was heeseung because he was  a supposed to call — and you definitely kept looking at your phone, but you lowkey frown when you realize it was his number. “what do you want sunoo.”
“Now why are you answering the phone like that?” He said before you heard hanni in the back muttering something about it not being the time. “dumbass.” You heard her say much clearer showing that she now had the phone. “we need you to come get us, your car is out the shop right?” Your friend said — you had forgotten all about your car since heeseung started driving you. “yeah.”
“Well then hurry, jungwon was our designated driver, but dumbass went and got himself drunk.” Sunoo shouted over the music. “okay here I come, make sure he’s okay.”
You search for your keys, grabbing your shoes, before making your way to your parking garage to your car to go save your friends.
You knew where jay lived, and the drive wasn’t far so you got there quickly, jumping out of the car to go find them. “yn!” you heard hanni’s voice, you turned and they were running over to you. “we lost him.”
“You what?” you shouted. “we were waiting and he complained about going to the bathroom, so we let him.” The girl explained. “and now he’s somewhere in the house.” you didn’t plan on going into the house, but it looks like you were now. “Im gonna kill him when I find him.”
You all make your way into the house , splitting up to find your friend. Making your way into the kitchen to see if was in there. “yn?” you turned thinking it was jungwon, your face dropping once you saw who it was. “Leave me alone jake.” He looked you up and down at your outfits — you definitely weren’t dressed for a party. “nice sweatpants, your tank top doesn’t match that.”
“Have you seen jungwon?” you asked. “who?” he questioned, you were about to ask him again when you finally saw his eyes — he was high, so there was no way you were getting anything out of him. “nothing move.” You pushed him out the way. “wait , he's over there.” He pointed. “That’s where I seen him with her.”
Thinking he was talking about jungwon you follow his instructions, making your way through the crowd. “jungwon.” You called out — someone bumping into you. “im sorry– yn?” you recognized the voice immediately. “heeseung?”
There he stood, a girl sitting next to him — he immediately dropped her hand. “what are you doing here.” He asked, you looked in between them, and you weren’t stupid. “I could ask the same about you, when jake told me he was over here i thought he was talking about jungwon.” You said. "Jake told you where i was?" he stared at you about to open his mouth when you finally noticed how he was acting and he could barely stand up.
“You’re high.” You scoffed. “aren’t you?” he didn’t say anything. “right, goodbye heeseung.” You went to turn away but he grabbed your hand. “wait yn.” You snatched your hand away. “let me explain.”
“explain what, that you lied to me, told me you weren’t coming here, told me you weren’t gonna get high, that you weren’t hooking up with other girls, made me fall for this bullshit, that you actually changed.” You felt yourself getting upset. “don’t be so dramatic yn.”
“don’t be dramatic?” You questioned. “fucking asshole.” You scoffed. “yeah it’s not a big deal, you knew how I was.” He said. “yeah but you’d promise to change.” He shrugged. “well, who’s fault is that, that you believed me, did I change back then?”
You didn’t even want to fight, he wasn’t even sober so you’d just get no here. “you’re right , that was my mistake.” You said , just as hanni came over. “we found jungwon.” She asset the situation, frowning. “yn?”
“let’s get jungwon and get out of here.” You grabbed her arm , dragging her away. “yn— I don’t want to talk about it.”
You both found jungwon and sunoo outside , jungwon crouched down groaning. “yn!” he shouted once he saw you. “you’re here!” he drunkenly wrapped his arms around you. “oh?” he grabbed your face. “why do you look so upset?” he slurred. “don’t be upset.” He stumbled. “get in the car.” You ignored what he said, helping hum in the car.
The drive to the boys dorm was silent until sunoo spoke up. “what’s wrong yn?” You gripped the steering wheel. “nothing.” You said, he turned to hanni, who just shook her head and it  continued to stay silent until they made it home.
You dropped hanni off at her dorm who sat in the front seat almost scared to say something. “he’s an asshole.” She said as you pulled up. “yeah.” Was all you said. “fuck him.” She opened the door. “yeah.”
She quickly touched your arm comforting you, getting out the car. “drive safely.” She waved you off, as you drove away.
You felt the tears streaming down your face as you drove back to your dorms, you hated him so much right now, you hated the fact that you allowed him back into your life just to hurt you again.
You hated that this time you actually fell in love with him.
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mixelation · 4 months
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so i think the order of events in (a)synchronicity is this. btw this is going to fully lean into shinigami shenanigans incuding...... sexy shenanigans
minato saves tori and she decides she is going to kill him
tori makes minato soup
some other stuff happens including minato tracking her back down and her breaking minato's arm
minato is obsessed with her now
over the course of this tori has been killed a few times to really drive home what happens when she "dies"
jiraiya and kushina both promise minato they will help him get laid
minato is reporting on tori at the beginning but he lapses and fails to communicate adequately to anyone how deadly she is. he's in love, okay, and the only people he respects are egging him on
he kills a bunch of people at her request and tori decides she DOES like him back. this isn't even the "kill one thousand iwa-nin in one go" thing btw
the "kill one thousand iwa-nin in one go" thing happens and it's not even on konoha's orders. minato just does this to get his girlfriend back. he's super happy about it too because now they're together <3
konoha is finally like: wait. wait what the F U C K
hiruzen is like: drop yur girl and take this genin team and minato is like: no i can do both >:(
konoha goes to check out tori but she's just. some. lady????
and so konoha is like. oh my god, the yellow flash has completely lost it. let's wok him to death
and then that DOESN'T WORK
konoha decides the solution is to kill tori. but they want to send minato a lesson because he's actively ignoring direct orders to dump her and they can't let him realize they actually can't stop him from doing whatever he wants.
so the plan is: use jiraiya to distract minato with a mission. kill tori and physically cut the hiraishin marker off her skin. then move her somewhere and mutilate her corpse for the "lesson" part. thy'd prefer to mutilate her FIRST but also they don't know if she has a way to summon minato. so the priority is to kill her and get the marker off
however jiraiya is not stupid and also he's a nice guy who really does want to get minato laid. he realizes something is up after minato says something incongruent with something hiruzen said to him
minato show up just in time to see tori is freshly dead, and then all the konoha-nin still on the scene just. die? he didn't even do anything???
tori flips out bc the shinigami si still possessing her and it gets ~greedier~ every time she dies but she LIKES minato and NOT HIM--!
the shinigami is like: you know what. you're right. even though i'm perpetually starving, this guy is the only one who's ever filled me.
and then the shinigami is like: in want him inside us though, right now
tori: minato. fuck me. right now minato, confused and overjoyed and also sensing something is weird and terrible: you were DEAD??? tori: i'm fine. we want you to. minato: all the grass around you is dead
jiraiya has been completely ignored in this and he's run off to hunt down someone from the konoha team who went off as a messenger. jiraiya takes him captive to come back to tori alive again and doing. whatever the fuck that is
minato instinctively kind of knows what happened and he's freaked out but also. that's his cute girlfriend and someone stabbed a senbon through her neck. :<
they get the full story out of jiraiya's captive
this is some sort of moral turning point. tori decides she does want minato for forever, and to do that she'll have to end the war and maybe konoha itself. minato suddenly finds his faith in his own village tanked. jiraiya is beginning to suspect hooking up with tori is a bad idea
also
tori: please? pleeeease?
minato, in tears: no i'm NOT going to choke you to death in bed to have kinky shinigami sex
tori: i have never been hornier for you though :<
minato: (sobbing)
and maybe
tori: hey if the shinigami kills everything but you while we do it. do you think you're shooting blanks or what
minato: please stop trying to run experiments on my dick
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Hi, hello
This is my first request ever, please ignore my spelling mistakes if there's any, I'm French so...
So how abt the femreader /OC (as you want) has an illness and is destined to die but Tommy pursue her and falls in love with her anyway and then she dies and we see how he copes. I'm a sucker for angst.
Thank youuu
You are welcome 😊
I cried so hard i ran out of tp to clean my snot.
Promise
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Cw: death, illness, grief, suicidal thoughts
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You hoped he’d forget about you while he was in France, but when he stepped down that platform he was as in love with you as when he had left.
You had broken things off with him before he even left and yet he returned to you as if nothing changed.
No matter how much you tried, Tommy never left your side.
Eventually you had to tell him the truth.
You were dying.
You had a year at most, the tumor was not operable, and it wouldn’t be long before you were dead.
“I can’t leave you, love, not when you need me most.” He had said as he held your face in his hands.
And he hadn’t.
Not when the barmaid showed up and made it clear to all that she wanted him, not when he provoked Kimber and certainly not when Campbell threatened to have the hospital deny you care if he didn’t give him the guns.
Campbell hadn’t expected you to laugh and spit at his face, “Do it, do your fucking worst, Inspector. I am dead anyways.”
You were dying, but you were never going to let Tommy and his dreams die with you.
You had a year.
And you had decided that your last wish was to see Tommy get the hell out of here and be the great man you know he is.
This you tell him as the two of you stand as witnesses for Freddie Thorne and his sister, Ada.
He couldn’t say no to you, he said so as you tied his tie for him and told him to drive you and Ada to the courthouse where Freddie was waiting with his cousins and a rabbi.
“It could be us up there,” he said quietly knowing you’d say no.
“Ask me again in a year.” You love him, and that is why you refuse to tie him to you like that.
Time passes slowly, you encourage him to pursue Grace because he needs the distraction. There was something there, on her side at least.
Not that he budged, said he didn’t need anyone else. Not when he had you.
“I’m going to marry you.” He says the words you feared the most. He did never learn to let go, even when death took those he loved most, he stood there refusing to let go.
“Tommy, I do not want to tie you to me like this. Not like this.” You plead for him to move on weeks later when he takes the barmaid to the races.
“I’m gonna marry you, when you go, I want you to go as my wife, y/n.” he vowed just as you vowed to see him succeed.
You supposed that is what had you say yes.
He wants to do things proper, keeping almost every tradition and custom in place that you find to your liking. Whatever you want for your big day, he and Polly make it happen.
Its sweet and thoughtful you think as he gets the two of you on a table at the Garrison and announced to all that the two of you will be getting married.
He had bought you a ring, a Claddagh ring like the one his mum had worn. Only difference was that the other one was lost in the Cut and yours had a red garnet heart to represent his love and devotion to you.
Tommy was a romantic, no matter what he did to hide it.
You dance in the dark of your room nights later to some old record your mama had since she settled here with your father.
“We could always elope, go somewhere just us and come back like our parents did.” He suggests and you nod.
As much as you’d like to do things properly, you’d rather get the things on your list done before you meet your maker.
Besides, that trip to Liverpool before the war had been lovely and you’d like to see the sea again before you go.
“I’d like that.” You say and that next morning the two of you set off to Liverpool like the wild teenagers the two of you used to be.
The wedding is lovely even if it happens in front of strangers, but the weekend the two of you spend as newlyweds is enough to make you forget your time is running out.
Perhaps when your health becomes worse you could return here, die somewhere beautiful away from everything.
“I wish we didn’t have to go back.” He admits as the two of you lie down on a blanket and enjoy the sun on your faces on your last day here.
“Once its over, we should come back here.” You say as if you knew for sure you’d be alive by then.
Zilpha Lee saw your death in the first chills of December. A black star and blood on Tommy’s heart.
It was late July now.
Only five months left in your clock. And you were going to make the most of it.
And you did, you danced at John and Esme’s wedding like there was no tomorrow. You gave the barmaid a good enough thrashing she never even got to call the police on Freddie and when little Karl was born it hurt your heart to know you would never have this with Tommy.
You wept like a baby in his arms as everyone celebrated down at the pub.
“Promise me you will love again.” You dry your tears and make him swear to live for you.
He cannot die with you, you refuse to let him.
“Don’t make me promise that, love, I’ve only ever loved you.” He shook his head, refusing to even think of a life without you in it.
It becomes the first of October that night.
You can’t hide your illness no matter what you do. A girl from the neighborhood is hired to help you and from your bed you play cupid between the sweet but never spineless Linda and the most unlikely dashing knight, Arthur.
When they finally go out ---with Finn to keep things proper--- it is late November.
And as if by magic, you are bursting with energy enough to leave your bed and make sure there is no loose string left by December 1st.
You are laughing with Polly over something when you see it in Tommy’s carefully annotated diary.
A black star on December 3rd.
He plans on having everything done by then, to deal with Kimber and Campbell that same day and spend the rest of your time on earth in a cottage by the sea.
It was supposed to be a surprise until you answered a call back from the woman renting it.
If only you could live long enough to get there.
But you won’t.
Zilpha had said on the day of the Black Star.
On December 3rd your time was up.
And you had fulfilled your mission, on that day Tommy would have reached the first step towards getting the hell away from here.
Only Polly knows what transpired during that meeting with Zilpha Lee and she holds you as your heart breaks all over again.
“Promise me you’ll take care of him.” You ask her as she holds you tight enough to put you back together again.
“Of course I will, sweetheart. Just like I told Martha Strong I’d take care of her boys and John’s Martha as well.” The older woman promised you as she gave you her Black Madonna.
Its is December 3rd when Tommy leaves the house as giddy as a boy on boxing day.
“After this it will be just us in that little cottage by the sea, love.” He had promised kissing you like there was no tomorrow.
And there wouldn’t be.
The moment the bullet strikes his chest, you collapse at his desk and never rise again.
By the time Jeremiah lets him go, you are gone.
That night, after the undertaker has taken you away to prepare you for burial, he takes your ring, a bottle of whiskey and his gun.
When he pulls the trigger, there are no bullets and he curses you for leaving and refusing to let him leave with you.
He wakes up in Charlie’s Yard, with his aunt and uncle wearing black for mourning.
“I promised her I’d take care of you, don’t make break that promise, boy.” Polly said as she helped him back on his feet.
After your funeral he leaves for the seaside, hoping to have the peace and quiet to finish what he started and yet as he sits there in ghe sand looking at the ring he gave you, he remembers your voice making him swear to live for you.
And he does.
On December 3rd 1922, he returns to the beach with May Carlton now wearing your ring on her finger.
“Thank you.” He whispers to the wind.
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thegreatestsandwich · 2 years
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hi! I noticed you were looking for Xavier requests. I come with some ideas instead! (a) jealous or overprotective Xavier
(b) reader gets hurt either by the Hyde or somewhere in the fight at the end of the season
and that’s all my little pea brain can think of! Hope this helped you bc we need more Xavier fics!
Look at this forsaken mess you made me (Xavier Thorpe x f!reader)
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Pairing: Xavier Thorpe x f!reader
Word count: 1.1k
Summary: Xavier has five moods when it comes to you, happy, in love, jealous,  overprotective and worried...It really is an interesting combination
Warning: fluffiness and Xavier is my baby, deal with it, you will have a lot of him coming up soon
A/N: It took me YEARS to be able to learn how to write jealous :D
Coments, Reblogs and Asks are happily received! I love to read your lovely coments :)
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It wasn’t supposed to happened like that. You were supposed to be away this weekend. Jesus, your parents even made the trip to get you, he was there, he helped you and even cried a little when you waved him goodbye from the back window of your dad’s car.
Today, of all of the days…
Why were you here?
Xavier couldn’t think as he grabbed your face and force you to look at him, he didn’t know if he was screaming, maybe he was, his chest felt tight, like a force was forcing his breaths out of his body and you didn’t killed him, he didn't felt bad or at the edge from death for touching you, something was wrong. His hands were red and he painted your face with that color, that color wasn’t supposed to be on your face, on your body. You don’t look good in red.
“Look at me.” He force himself to speak. But there you were, staring at him blinking slowly. “Don’t you dare looking away, you hear me?”
Someone tried to pull him away from you but he didn’t let them, he would not let you go.
“Listen to me,” He cradled your body in his arms. “You listen to me, you hear me? Don’t you dare to close your eyes (Y/N).”
Your name in his mouth sounded so dirty, like it didn’t belong there. Arms surrounded his shoulders and managed to get him away from you, he began screaming and trashing, trying to get himself free and return to your side. He could see you being pulled on a gurney.
“Don’t touch her!” He screamed. “Stop!”
“Pull yourself together man.” Ajax hold him tight. “They’re taking her to the hospital, you’ll see her there.”
Xavier breathed heavily as he watched the -now clear- ambulance drive away. He nodded wordlessly and Ajax helped him get up.
“C’mon, if we go now the faster you’ll see them again.”
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Xavier pushed the hospital’s door opened, crashing against the reception’s counter. “(Y/N) (L/N) was brought here minutes ago, is she alright? Can I go see her?” He spoke quickly.
The recepcionist stared boringly at him before slowly typing your name on her computer. She popped her gum ball before speaking. “What’s your relationship with her?”
Xavier bit her cheek, breathing heavily. “I’m her boyfriend.”
She hummed, watching how a group of teenagers stand next to him, she frowned before realizing where they came from. “Sorry sweetheart but only immediate family can ask about her.”
He huffed, he was getting angrier. “Look, I need to see her.”
“Yeah, but can’t do anything to help you, maybe you should all sit there like good kids and wait for your parents, okey?”
Xavier was about to strangle the lady when Wednesday carefully put a hand on his arm, moving him to de side as she stared at the receptionist. “We want to know how she is doing.”
The receptionist stared at Wednesday, “As I said to your friend, only immediate family can ask about her, kid.”
“Wait for me in the cafeteria.” Wednesday’s eyes didn’t left the receptionist as she told the others. Her eyes slowly drifted downwards to her name tag. “Carol and I will come to an agreement, isn’t that right Carol?”
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Xavier couldn’t stop moving, he needed to do it, his stress was making him nervous and no matter how hard Enid or Ajax tried to calm him down but it wasn’t helpful. Footsteps made him turn to the cafeteria’s door and he saw Wednesday entering calmly, he quickly walked to her.
“How’s she?!” He exclaimed.
Wednesday stared at him before giving him a paper. “Room 204, take the elevator and turn right.” Xavier stared at her, taking the paper before nodding and running to the elevator.
The number 204 stared at him, but he froze, endless questions began appearing on his head, but he entered anyway. You were lying on the bed completely frozen, several tubes were surrounded you and he almost cried at the image. He made his way to you and almost grabbed your hand but saw that you weren’t wearing gloves.
He quickly took off a pair of them (the same pair he bought after your day at the fair) and put them on, grabbing your hand, he kissed his own hand, imagining kissing yours. “You need to wake up (Y/N), you hear me?” He whispered. “I can’t…I can’t do this without you.”
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Xavier didn’t know how long he was sleep, it was uncomfortable, yes. But when the tiny movement of sheets woke him up. He blinked for a moment before your hand carefully grabbing his. “Thank God.” He grasped it tightly. Closing his eyes as tears began forming. “Thank God you’re okey.”
“What…?” You rasped, trying to sit but hissing when the pain caught your body.
“Hey, hey, hey.” He gently pushed you back to the bed. “It’s okey, I’ll explain everything, I swear.”
A knock startled him and he quickly glanced at the door, he was preparing to fight whoever force him to leave. It opened and Wednesday made her way inside, she couldn’t look at you.
“Hey.” You gently greeted her and Xavier gave her a nod.
“Hey.” She responded, “Thank you for coming to help.” She whispered.
You smiled, “We’re friends, aren’t we?” You squeezed Xavier’s hand. “I’m happy I could help.”
Wednesday nodded, “The others are downstairs, they want to come up but if you want a few more minutes of your own, I don’t mind holding them out.”
“Please.” Xavier said, “An hour if you can.” Wednesday nodded before leaving, not before looking at you once again. “She asked you to come back?”
You nodded, “Enid send me a text that Wednesday needed help.”
Xavier closed his eyes, finally feeling al the stress going out. “Are you mad?!” He pushed away from you, began pacing. “Do you have any idea what you did?!”
“I help?” You were confused.
“You almost die! You were bleeding, you understand? I held you on my arms and you almost died!”
“Xavier…”
“No! No.” He tugged at his hair. “You can’t do this, you hear me?”
“Xavier…” You tried again.
“I can’t…I can’t…” He turned, not daring to look at you. “I can’t (Y/N), I can’t.”
“Xavier.” You exclaimed, managing to catch his attention, he was tearing up. You raised your hand and he quickly grabbed it. “I’m sorry.”
“I can’t go through that again (Y/N), I can’t lose you.”
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lodeddiperactivate · 2 months
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Gator talk
A/N: I had this idea of Rafe and someone who comes to OBX because she's obsessed with gators! I did some research on alligators in the Outer Banks to do this but nothing too extensive. I also started avoiding using Y/N as I find it better to not include this? Idk but there are instances when I had to specifically use pronouns instead. Anyway, Rafe is completely smitten and I'm not sure if I should turn this into a series but I really find this dynamic cute. Btw I imagined S2 Rafe in this, his pre-buzzcut era. Enjoy xx
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"So why gators?" Rafe asked curiously as he took a sip of his orange juice.
You had visited the Outer Banks specifically to do research on alligators. There's something about alligators that fueled your lifelong devotion to studying them. You were driving along what is known as the Tannyhill estate when your car broke down. You asked for help from anyone around, and there he was, Rafe Cameron.
"Hey! This is private property!"
"Yeah, sorry, I'm having car trouble," you said as you pop the hood. Smoke was coming out of it and you started to go through your usual diagnosis. You don't really know much about cars. You know a shit ton about alligators but not cars. By this time, Rafe had walked towards you to survey the damage.
"Ah you might have a leak somewhere," he said as he rested his hand on the hood of the car.
"What should I do?" You asked and Rafe smirked at your cluelessness.
"We need to wait until the engine cools before we can check the fluids," he said, slowly turning to face you. You were looking at your watch, it's almost night time so you have no idea how to get to the swamps and set up camp there before it gets dark.
"You gotta be somewhere?"
"Yeah, I have to get to Alligator River and set up camp."
"I don't think you can set up camp there," he said in a know-it-all manner, closing the hood of your car.
"I can if I have a permit," you corrected him as you fished a piece of paper in your pocket to show him.
After reading it for a while, he handed the paper back to you. "Look, I can call AAA for you. In the meantime, why don't you come inside for a minute." He didn't wait for you to respond and proceeded to walk back. You quickly lock your car, grab your belongings, and thank god that the car is already parked beside the road so there's no need to move it.
"So why gators?" Rafe asked curiously as he took a sip of his orange juice.
"I don't know. I've always been fascinated about reptiles. Their sheer strength alone is impressive and did you know that alligators can go through over 3,000 teeth in a lifetime? That's crazy!"
Rafe was looking at you, smiling while his chin is resting on his palm. You thought that he was kinda cute looking at you like that. Of course, you were spitting facts about alligators, that's pretty cool. You took a sip of the orange juice that Rafe had refilled for you and continued, "Also, the Outer Banks is known to be a wildlife refuge for alligators. Gosh, I am so excited to see an actual gator hole," you paused again and took a sip.
"Wow, that seems impressive. Did you know that alligators don't hibernate?" He asked you but he already knew that you know that. He just can't seem to help himself.
"Uhmm hello? of course! Unlike other animals that go through a hibernation period, alligators are only known to go through a dormant period during the colder months," you said, lifting your index finger, trying to prove a point.
By this time, it was already dark. There was a hurricane a few days before you arrived so Rafe had mentioned it would be difficult to get help around this time but you were hopeful.
After a few hours, still no one.
"I don't think they're coming," Rafe said as he eyed you pacing the room. "I'd offer to drive you," he started saying.
"Yes, that would be nice!"
"But, as you can see," he said pointing to the Range Rover outside. A huge tree branch had fallen directly on top of it, "my car's unavailable right now."
"Great, this was supposed to be the first day of a great research program and I'm stuck here," you regretted the last part as soon as you said it. You looked at Rafe who was seated in front of you.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean here here."
"I know what you mean," he stood up and walked towards you. The way he moves and talks is slow but very sure of himself.
"You know, you can stay for the night if you want. And tomorrow, my family would already be back, and I can use their car to drive you, yeah?"
"Yeah," you said mindlessly. Rafe was pretty tall so he was leaning towards you, particularly close too! Your breath hitches as you sucked in air before replying, "Thank you."
"Come on, I'll show you to your room."
The room was just beside Rafe's. It looked like a guest room. Everything was neat and there are towels ready for use in the bathroom.
"This house is huge," you commented as you looked around the room. You had the perfect view of your car outside.
"Welcome to Tannyhill," Rafe said as he sat on the bed.
You sat beside him and looked at him. You couldn't quite put your finger on him. He looks scary, acts as if he's better than you or everyone else, but does something sweet like listening to you yap about alligators and offering you a place to stay the night and offering to drive you tomorrow.
"What are you looking at?" He asked.
"You." That seemed bold of you.
"Yeah? You like what you see?" He flirted. You blushed at his statement but was quick to recover.
"I do, actually," acting as if what he said didn't made you wet.
You squirmed under his gaze. His lips slightly parted and his eyes on your lips. You leaned a bit closer, and he moves even closer. It was a light kiss on the lips at first which evolved into a makeout session with you straddling him.
"Listen, I don't normally do this but-"
"Oh shut up already," as you kissed him, arms wrapped around his neck. His hands on your waist, supporting you so you don't fall over.
He lays you down on the bed before taking his shirt off and lifting your dress above your head. You lie there in just your bra and alligator-printed undies.
"How cute is this," he said as he palmed you through those alligator-printed panties to feel how wet you are for him.
"Hurry up," you pulled him closer by the waistband of his pants, which you helped him get rid of.
"So needy," as he kissed you again, and then proceeded to kiss your neck, collarbone, and then removed your bra to suck on your already erect nipples. Rafe alternated between the two, with his other hand grabbing and squeezing the other. You wrapped your legs around him and ran your fingers through his hair. You hear and feel him moan through your skin. Rafe moved so that the tip of his cock is directly at your entrance. You moved your hips upward so he can enter you but Rafe held you down in place.
"Patience."
"Please."
He grinned and started teasing you by inserting himself in you then completely pulling out. He does this a couple of times before you wrapped your legs tighter around him, pulling him closer.
"Such a pretty little slut," he whispered as he allowed himself to enter you fully, you feel him hit the spot and you gasped for air as you adjust to his size.
"Too...big."
"You can take it baby, there you go, you're doing so well." Rafe then started to move his hips slowly, making sure you feel every inch of him. As he started to pick up speed, your moans became louder.
"Keep going, please, I'm gonna-"
"Shit baby," Rafe said as you cummed all over with him dumping his load in you after a few thrusts. You both collapsed on the bed as he wrapped his arms around you, and you both drifted off to sleep.
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"Rafe?" Ward Cameron's voice pierced through the entire Tannyhill estate as he and the rest of the Camerons started unloading the car.
"Shoot," Rafe shot up and started getting dressed. You were still a bit groggy but quickly threw on your dress that was on the floor and fixed yourself up to look more presentable. "They're here early, come, let's meet everyone," as he smiled and extended a hand."
"Whose car is parked outside?" Sarah had asked.
"Where the hell is Rafe?" Ward asked, more to himself.
"Hey, I'm here," Rafe said as you and him entered the kitchen.
"Rafe," Ward said then looked at you, "Oh hello."
"Hello."
"Oh, she needed help with her car but AAA wasn't available so I thought, we can use your rover to drive to Alligator River?" Rafe explained the situation to everyone as they all eyed you, probably surprised as to why Rafe is so willing to help out.
"Why Alligator River?" Wheezie asked.
"Oh I'm doing my research on alligators."
"Alligators, huh? That's interesting," Ward said. "Well, of course dear, Rafe will drive you up to Alligator River and you can leave your car here until it's fixed." He extended a warm smile just like everyone else did.
"Your family's pretty cool," you said as you walked to the car with Rafe.
"Yeah, I mean, we have our problems."
"Much like all families," you smiled at him as he started the car.
The drive was pretty smooth, with the roads mostly cleared up by now, you can see how the Outer Banks seems idyllic.
"So uhmm, should we talk about last night?" Rafe asked.
"I'm not sure if talking about it is necessary, unless you want to?"
"Nah nah it's fine," Rafe turned a corner. "It's just that I would not want that to be the last time." He said without looking at you, his eyes on the road, the Alligator River now in sight.
"You don't?"
"Nope."
"Well, then," you smiled, "maybe you can visit me here sometimes," you arrived at the destination. "I'll be here all week."
"Yes, ma'am," Rafe said as he parked the car.
"Okay, this is me."
"Research the hell out of those gators, yeah?"
"Yeah," you responded, to him and that boyish grin that seems to be your new favorite thing, before leaning in and giving him a quick kiss on the lips.
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dilemmaontwolegs · 1 year
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Already Gone || MV1 {6}
Pairing: Max Verstappen x spy!fem!reader Summary: The brief moment of quiet comes to an end when Ferrari go on the attack for retribution. Warnings: 18+ only, oral, smut, violence WC: 2.7k
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You had fired the warning shot and there was nothing to be done but wait and see how Ferrari would respond to their stocks plummeting.
With no races for the next two weeks you had too much spare time that it left you itching to do something, anything. After years of living life on a whim, moving from place to place faster than Max with his DRS, all this time at home was taking some getting used to.
The house was tidy, the laundry was done, you even started to log into the dark web to see if there were any jobs waiting before realising that it wasn’t your job anymore. You were part of a small team that worked under the very loose term of security but reported directly to Christian. With Ferrari scrambling for sponsors to finance their team, it had been relatively quiet for you in recent weeks.
After pottering around in the kitchen you decided it was five o’clock somewhere in the world and broke out the blender. Armed with two cocktails, and nothing left to keep you busy while Max streamed, you made your way upstairs and decided to watch his race with the rest of the Redline team.
You saw his smile grow in the small box in the corner of his screen when he spotted you pass through the doorway behind him and he risked crashing as he steered with one hand so the other could pull you onto his lap.
“I wondered when you would get bored,” he commented as he continued leading the race. 
“It seemed the perfect excuse for some day drinking,” you said as you held his glass up to his lips so he could take a sip as he steered.
“Oh fuck, that’s strong,” he said with a cough before taking another drink anyway.
The chat box started to go crazy with the amount of comments coming through and you scanned over them until one caught your eye and you snorted a laugh.
user1: Max, I hacked your computer and have your sex tape. Pay me €1m or I’ll release it.
“No one can get past my firewalls, but nice try!” you said before you leant towards the camera and childishly poked your tongue out. 
“Babe, babe,” Max called as he shifted around trying to see the screen before his car crashed and he threw his hands in the air, nearly sending the drinks flying. “Ah, come on." His head dropped to your shoulder with a groan before he placed a quick kiss in the same spot. "Gianni says thanks.”
user2: Uh-oh! Someone’s in trouble now. user3: Y/N coming and ruining it for the rest of us.
“I was just giving the other guys a chance to win,” you said for the chat before turning to Max and kissing his cheek, “so your friends will still want to play with you.”
user4: such a mommy thing to say user5: Did everyone else miss the fact Y/N just confirmed they made a sex tape!
Since Max no longer needed his arms to drive, they curled around your waist as he read the comments with you, answering some questions along the way. 
“No, we haven't…well, not on purpose,” he said as he saw the last comment. “I forget how many security cameras she has set up around the house and there’s always new ones, so it just happens.”
user3: Sounds like Y/N is keeping Max in prison. Blink twice if you need help.
His laugh teased your skin as he rested his chin on your shoulder and unplugged his headphones so you could hear Gianni and Diogo teasing him.
“Alright,” he cut them off with a roll of his eyes when they took things too far as always happened. “That's enough internet for one day, I’m going to go and get drunk with my lovely warden.”
“That’s sarcasm, for those about to call the police,” you pointed out as you held his bored face up to the camera. “I know it’s hard to tell with this stoic, handsome face.”
Max chuckled as he closed the platform and you shifted on his lap to get more comfortable. “Are there any videos?”
“Oh, without a doubt,” you confirmed after finishing your drink while you thought of all the places in the house you had gotten carried away with each other. “I haven’t actually checked though, but now I just might. Maybe I can make a video for when you’re away.”
“For you or for me?” he asked as his hands ran up your thighs slowly.
“I might share with you if you ask me nicely.”
The sim chair went sliding back before Max stood up with you in his arms and he navigated the hall to cage you beneath him on the bed. You could taste the gin on his tongue before he trailed his lips down your neck and across your collarbone.
“Is this you asking?”
He hummed his answer against your skin and his fingers popped the button on your jeans. “Nicely.”
“You certainly know how to get your way,” you praised, lifting your hips so he could drag them down your legs before you sat up just long enough to pull your shirt off.
“I learned from the best,” he teased with a wink before he tugged your body to the edge of the bed and fell to his knees between your spread legs. His breath was warm on your thighs and the short hairs that shadowed his cheeks left you writhing before his lips even made contact.
“Maxxxxx,” you whined as he kissed everywhere except where you needed it most.
“Yes?”
You pushed yourself up on your elbows so you could see the smirk on his lips. “This is not my definition of ‘nicely’.”
“Patience, liefje.”
“Patience was never my strongest virtue,” you warned before you used a move that was meant for close combat and ended with Max on his back on the carpet and you straddling his chest. “I want you.”
“I can see that,” he chuckled as his hands gripped your thighs and pulled you higher up his body, lining your centre with his lips. “Impatient little minx.”
You moaned as his tongue finally found your sweet spot after all the teasing and your hips rolled as you buried your hands in his hair and rode his face.
You had never had a lover like him, one that was more focused on your pleasure than his own. One orgasm wasn’t enough, he wanted you weak and overstimulated, your arousal running down his chin as he held your hips tightly so you couldn’t escape his tongue.
Your body was more than wet enough to take him when he kicked his shorts away and you sunk down his hard length. But your cunt was tight from the orgasms and the air left your lungs as he filled you so deeply it was almost to the point of pain.
“Need a moment?” he asked as his thumb reached between your legs and found your clit.
You did but, as he said, you were impatient and planted your palms on his chest as you slowly started to ease yourself up and down his cock. The sounds of your breathing changed as pleasure began to build and Max grinned as he gripped your hips knowing you were ready for more. He shifted beneath you, his knees bending so he could have the leverage he needed before he slammed up into you.
You cried his name out as your bodies slapped together and his strong hands bounced you in time to his thrusts. Every stroke dragged him along your walls that fluttered around him and you swore in ecstasy as his head hit your cervix.
Sweat beaded on your forehead, your legs trembled uncontrollably and you could barely open your eyes when his hold finally eased. There was no way you were going to be able to make it to the bed as you rolled off his body and collapsed to the carpet beside him
You were just about to open your mouth and ask him to drag the bedsheet down to the floor when your smartwatch lit up on your wrist. The alert was for the silent alarm that had been triggered on the perimeter of the property and all the oxytocin and dopamine released thanks to Max was replaced with adrenaline. Strength flooded back to you as you rose to your feet and grabbed a white shirt of Max’s that was close by.
“Lock the door behind me,” you ordered Max with a whisper as he noticed the change instantly. “And call Christian.”
“What’s going on?” he asked, pulling his shorts up as he made his way to the door too.
“Someone’s in the house.” You grabbed his shoulder as he went to step out of the room and pushed him aside. “Do not leave the room until I’m back. This is my job.”
“You’re my girlfriend, I’m not going to let you go alone.”
“Right now I’m your security,” you hissed quietly as you watched the camera feed in the small device, “and I will knock you out if it means keeping you safe.”
He held his palms up and took a step back into the room until you nodded in satisfaction. “Be safe.”
The worry in his tone brought a small smile to your face. “Always.” The door clicked shut behind you before the lock slid into place and the smile faded. It was time to go hunting.
You swiped across the device on your arm, flipping through all the cameras to determine there were three men in the house. They were still on the ground floor and making their way around each corner with the ease of a group that was used to working together.
Pulling Max’s shirt over your body, you wished you had time to at least put on a pair of panties. That was the last thought you spared before gripping the handrail of the stairs and shutting out everything but the task ahead of you. These men would not make it to the stairs, they would not make it to your bedroom, they would not make it to Max.
You timed it perfectly.
The billowing shirt caught the air as you leapt over the handrail and crashed feet first onto the man who had stepped into your path. He was lucky he didn’t look up because Max would have probably killed him for what be would have seen. Instead your heel connected with his head and he was a crumpled heap on the floor before you had even got back on your feet.
“She’s in here! You, find Verstappen and break his fucking hands.”
You dropped your hips low as you spun to face the voice behind you, tucking your head behind your forearms as a fist tried to kiss your cheek. The blow glanced off your arm but the crunch on knuckles on plastic rendered your smartwatch broken.
“Dick,” you growled as you lost the camera feed, and the position of the third asshole who had broken into your home. Angered even more so, you took the offensive and attacked.
The man was well trained as he dipped and dodged your 1-2 combo but he wasn’t expecting the furious headbutt you threw when he stepped in for a body shot. Light exploded behind your eyes as the man stumbled back with a groan before he stabilised himself with the wall.
“You’re a scrapper, aren’t you?” he laughed as he wiped the blood from his forehead before it ran into his eyes.
“Raised in the streets, sweetcheeks,” you smirked. If it wasn’t for the gin and adrenaline your head would probably be aching beyond belief but you couldn’t feel it just yet. “Who hired you?”
“I’m not going to tell you.”
“Worth a try,” you said with a shrug. “At least I know there’s no reason to leave any of you conscious.”
This time when the man attacked you didn’t try to stop him, you let him shove his weight into you and took him with you to the floor. Your knees caught his gut and when the momentum shifted, you pushed up with all your strength and sent him barreling into the solid oak front door. The wood cracked under the hit it took and you waited a moment to see if the man would rise.
A sound of annoyance rumbled from your throat as he tried to crawl on his knees and you shook your head. “You have one hard head, sweetcheeks.”
“Fuck. You,” he spat back, using the door handle to pull himself up.
“No, thanks,” you swung your knee up and knocked the air out of him, satisfied he wouldn’t be trying to get up again when he slumped to the floor. “I have taste.”
A shadow crossed the floor from the other end of the hall and you spun around to see the last assailant darting from the kitchen to the living room. Aiming to cut him off, you took the other archway into the large room and found him armed with a very expensive vase.
“We weren’t interrupting something, were we?” he asked as he eyed up the length of skin showing beneath Max’s shirt and you pulled the material back into place as you narrowed your eyes at him.
“Lucky for you we had just finished. If not, your friends would be dead.”
The vase was a gift from Max’s mother no less, and the man threw it at your head. You were torn between trying to catch it and self preservation but self preservation won as you slid out of the trajectory and it shattered across the living room floor. Shards went flying and Achilles hissed as he shot off the couch with the fright.
That’s when you saw red.
A sound akin to a warcry erupted from you as you ran and tackled the man around the waist, shoving your shoulder into his ribs as you both went down.
“You.” Your fist splattered blood across the carpet as it broke his nose. “Scared.” The skin on your knuckles split with a hard punch to the man’s side. “My.” Your nose wrinkled at the sound of his ribs cracking. “Cat!” You fell back on your heels panting as the man struggled to breathe.
The rapid thumping of feet running down the stairs had you rushing back to your feet thinking there was a fourth intruder but it was Max who skidded around the corner.
“You’re meant to wait for me,” you said as the fight left you exhausted and you swayed on your feet.
His arms were there to catch you and he scooped you off your feet and he kissed your sweaty forehead. “I heard you scream.”
“They scared Achilles,” you said with a wince at the touch and he pulled back, his eyes widening as he saw the swelling of the bruise beginning.
“You’re hurt.” The living room gave way to the kitchen and Max placed you on the countertop as he grabbed the first aid kit from under the bench.
“I might have a headache.”
“Stop being so tough,” he warned as he cracked the rapid ice pack open and placed it to your head. “Brett’s on his way, so is Christian.”
You bit your lip as he wiped your knuckles with disinfectant and the alcohol burned the cuts before he gently wrapped them with gauze.
“Does this mean we have to move?” he asked as he stepped between your legs and took over holding the ice pack in place. It was almost hard to imagine that on the other side of the wall there were three men unconscious when he stood in such an intimate position.
Your head snapped back to look him in the eyes. “No, this is my home. I’ll be damned if I let anyone take that away from me again.”
He swallowed before nodding in agreement. “Okay, then teach me to fight.”
Your eyebrows shot up your forehead and you winced as it sparked fresh pain. “What?”
“This is our home. I’m not going to let you defend it alone, again.” He pressed a quick kiss to your lips as the doorbell rang and Brett called out. “This is my fight too.”
“Your fight with Ferrari is out on the track.”
“Not anymore.”
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🌲John Dory🌲
I like you
You were in your pod tending to your flowers. You had a certain Troll on your mind. What you didn't know is that said Troll had snuck into your pod. "Y/N..." He whispered in your ear. You screamed and smacked him over the head with your watering can, not knowing who it was. John went flying into the wall. You both stared at each other in shock. "Oh my god! Are you okay?!" You ran over checking his head. "I'm fine!" He said pushing your hands away. You sighed in relief. Then you hit him. "Why the hell did you sneak in and scare me? Are you insane?!" You said in a stern voice. John laughed pushing you away. "Did you forget we're going for a drive in Rhonda?" He asked standing up, offering you his hand. You gladly took it and brushed your dress off. "No I didn't, I was just quickly watering my indoor flowers. You could've knocked on the door. Weirdo." You huffed.
You and John walked outside your pod to where Rhonda was waiting. You went over and patted her face, saying hello. John watched with a fond smile, he was glad you had a good relationship with her. You both climbed into her. "Where to?" He asked. You thought for a moment. "How about to that river!" You exclaimed sitting on the couch. John nodded typing in the coordinates and Rhonda set off. (I can't remember, she can just go somewhere without having to be driven right?) John sat next to you, after making you a tea. You smiled accepting it. You noticed a lot recently that he had been doing the smallest things for you. Like bringing you lunch, making you your favorite drinks, picking you flowers and taking an interest in the things you love.
You two spoke and joked about the whole journey. Rhonda came to a stop. You looked out the window and saw you were at the river. You scrambled out getting pumped. Your favourite thing was to spend time in a rowing boat. You ran down to the dock waiting for John jumping up and down. He ran after you carrying a picnic basket. You didn't even ask him, another one of the surprises he's been doing recently.
You sat in the back controlling the rudder while John rowed down the river. You smiled. All sorts of animals were out. "Should we stop for food?" He asked looking around for a place to dock. He rowed the the boat up to the bank, quickly jumped up and held the boat in place so you could get out. You grabbed the basket and jumped up. He pulled the boat onto the bank and you guys set up the picnic.
You were eating and laughing. The last few months you and John had really gotten close. You pretty much knew everything about each other. "I don't wanna go back, can we just live here?" He hummed laying on his back, arms behind his head, eyes closed. You looked down at him. You admired his face. He was perfect to you. You thought about the life you wanted with him. To marry, make a new pod big enough for a family and having 3 children. Then your mind went elsewhere. Yes you like him, but what if he only sees you as a friend?
You were too busy in thought that you didn't notice John was speaking to you. "Y/N?" He asked shaking you gently. You looked at him. "You okay?" He asked. You need to know. "John. I want to tell you something..." You muttered looking down. He placed a hand on yours. You looked up and saw the reassuring smile that graced his face.
You moved forward and kissed his lips softly. Before he had a chance to react you pulled away. "I like you." John eyes were wide, mouth slightly agape. You started to fidget. Why wasn't he saying anything? You were about to move away, when he placed a hand on your cheek and kissed you passionately. Your lips moved in sync. They fit together like two puzzle pieces, like they were meant for each other. He pulled away slightly. "I like you too." Before going back in.
A/N: everyday I get even more of a soft spot for this one ✨✨✨✨
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