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Will there be gore in the comic? :3
yes so much im sorry
#starting in chapter 4#we’re working up to it tho#gotta get u guys to like them a lil bit before i show The Atrocities#asks#a1/a2
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#she’s a large animal vet tech. technically not even Avery’s step sister anymore#but after her mom and Avery’s dad broke up they were like 🧍♀️🧍 hey we’re still friends tho mr. moreno can fern hang out#Plus she was working on the Morenos’ ranch at the time their parents split. Travelled with Avery while he was a competing bullrider#by the point their parents split they were like damn ok. so anyways#fern#autumn art#should make an original setting tag to keep things organized. granted Fern also exists in fnv au#west of eden#ig worth specifying while vet techs aren’t explicitly a thing in a dystopian setting that is Effectively what she is
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my hag romance murder mystery au turning to magistrate astarion working with executor shri’iia we kind of like that development
#why I never considered their past jobs kinda worked well together LOL#like she technically was her matriarch’s executor with the way she hunted people down and all#and he’d be sending rando and poor people to death for their crimes bc god knows if he was fair and had honor#in this au he does not bc he’s indebted to cazador (he’s not a vamp tho that’ll b too easy for a murder mystery)#like hag romance working together to solve the murders themselves then when they’re done they give the findings to whoever is formally in#charge of solving it then disappearing 👍 I also want a scenario where they’re both using each other for their own means as in#shri’iia needs him to take her back down the underdark bc she dk where to go but then she learns that she wasn’t supposed to survive this#mission anyway so she’s like 🧍♀️ well I’ll figure that out later#astarion wanted to either frame her or use her against cazador so he can be free and run away#mid way he changes her plans bc Uh Oh there’s Feelings Involved#either mid way or later down the line I haven’t decided yet. but whatever they do in the end kind of ‘frees’ them from both their conflicts#they end up running away together 👍 live ur best life queens#I’m also hmm stuck on what exactly astarion is indebted for like it has to be something drastic and he’d be desperate to rely on cazador#(though I’m thinking that cazador set up the whole scheme and he just got played - which parallels shri’iia getting bamboozled too)#when ur charlatans who have 8 int 🧍♀️#but basically astarion when he sentences someone instead of sending them to the gallows he sends them to cazador to be ‘reformed’ but then#they end up disappearing from the plane of existence. so he’s like trafficking people 🧍♀️ but then I’m like idk what would’ve happened for#him to do something so drastic and actually go through with doing It and multiple times Too hmm#we’re still brainstorming …
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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Welcome to „The High Republic“, where everybody is traumatized :D
I couldn’t put everyone on that chart, but we all can clearly see the average trauma
Also if someone has suggestions/ criticism, I’ll gladly take it :)
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#im too tired to draw#so meme instead it is#i could go into detail about why I chose to put who where#this is a weird sentence#English isn’t my mother language#anyways i feel Orla already almost started therapy with elzar#we saw sskeer doing his mental self journey#bell is just one of the writers punchbags#and the firebrands are pretty clear too#tho i do have to say I had some struggle with elzar and avar#you could switch them and it would probably still work#i do think I solved it well#elzar wouldn’t even admit he needs therapy#and avar is such a burned out gifted (and probably neurodivergent) kid#that girls head is fucked up im telling y’all#Phase 3 is soon so we’re probably gonna see her kill lourna#slay#i cant fucking wait#the high republic#elzar mann#avar kriss#stellan gios#keeve trennis#vernestra rwoh#bell zettifar#sskeer#orla jareni#estala maru#(how does he not have a tag?)#:(
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2023 reads // twitter thread
The Sun and The Void
Venezuelan inspired high fantasy
follows a young outcast swordswoman taken in by her grandmother, the dark sorceress for a noble family, who relies on the magic to keep her alive after being attacked by monstrous creatures
and a young noblewoman who’s the shame of her family because of her mixed heritage and desire to use magic
both are manipulated by those with more power than them into a plot to free an ancient evil god
mineral based magic, politics, nonhuman MCs
#The Sun and The Void#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#hm. haha. surface level this is kinda interesting and cool but i am going to follow with so many complaints#though I feel like it didn’t go into the magic or worldbuilding as much as I wanted and it felt irrelevant to the characters#like how does the magic even work? idk man#though I feel like it didn’t go into it as much as I wanted and it felt irrelevant to the characters#very slow to start and the pacing is weird. it would also go ages without having the other POV. very disjointed?#it felt like the first 60% was just context for the group of characters getting together as a group and then it was a bit predisposed with#They’re A Group! even tho. they're barely a group for long#the authors note mentions that the story concept started with a line about the god and ritual and…..yeah I can kind of tell#I feel like everything was built up around it in a way that ultimately that part didn’t fit right#I never bought that any of them were actually like fully committed to the evil dark magic? and also there’s this plot twist#that they have to fully kill the sacrifices & I was like…did we not already know that? girl r you stupid what do you think sacrifice means#also#oh my god at like half way one of the MCs is like. oh finally this guy who I’ve been exchanging letters with for months turned up to get me#away from here! by the way I’ve been exchanging letters with this guy and we’re friends! and like. she’d been doing nothing much for the#last 10% of the book why was that not like….shown as something she was doing? and like build up the friendship for the reader instead of#just dropping it on us - and also that we know the character from the other POV. and hes a racist prick. and we're supposed to believe she'#charmed by him because of this letter writing WE DIDN’T SEE….. why.#and then also that is like. he’s a shitbag and it’s obviously not romantic at all. he’s manipulative and terrible to her#EXCEPT at the end it implies his bad behaviour is because demon and oh uwu he gets all beat up and maybe hes sowwy now#and starts to imply she likes and is attracted to him? and I get the impression the next book is gonna be like evil power couple dynamic?#which. feels like the first concept the author had; and then tried to build up to that but not effectively lmao#for the lesbians:#I DO APPRECIATE having an assumed love interest then realising that that was idealised and actually you have feelings#for this other person you’ve become friends with! nice slow switch up. though quite brief#I do however dislike that when she admitted her feelings to the first LI and she rejected her it was still framed as the other’s fault#for not reciprocating the feelings….worst trope….also like. it kind of conflated her not feeling that way to her having a bit of class disc#which. yikes? oh my god stop villainising people for not reciprocating romantic feelings (ALSO they turn out to be related anyway 🤪)#i just feel like the romance switchover could have been done with more nuance and complexity
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fuck, I hate telehealth, but ya know, I think I’d actually like it if it was in minecraft instead of a video call. Let’s do therapy in roblox or something.
#having a relationship with your therapist is unethical… but what about running a dungeon together in world of warcraft??#today we’re going to talk about my abandonment issues while we build a mountain base in minecraft together#shit… I was just joking but this is actually sounding kinda rad#but wowwee do I hate telehealth#I hate professional video calls#I always feel like I’m saying the wrong things or I’m not talking enough#my last psych appointment was telehealth and it suuuuuuucked#oh man I don’t even know if I ever posted about this#it just felt so awkward and I was always worried someone could hear me on the call through the apartment walls#and he was like basically ‘just try to think positive’#fuck you fuck you fuck you and also think about my butthole and fuck you#thanks for the meds but never say that shit to me again#like… my therapist is a cool guy. I ‘love him. or as much as you can love your doctor in a distant platonic way#he’s always so cool about ‘yeah your chemicals are all messed up’ and he’s doesn’t shut me down at least not without actually understanding#but my psych who works in the same office does telehealth and seems very distant and not great at talking about deeper issues#which is fine. really. I just needed a doc who’d give me a fair shake and help me with the medication side#but I have to do telehealth for him and it feels so awkward and shallow#can’t we just do a 5 minute phone call? ‘hello. can we up the dose of my meds? yes? okay thank you.’#I see you typing on your computer a lot. I’m not saying anything interesting. if you’re on neopets just say so#anyway I only thought about this bc I guess I COULD do telehealth therapy today or something#but like I said. telehealth feels awkward and I wouldn’t be able to open up over it#it’s cool tho for like… I dunno. people who can’t go in person or need quick visits or whatever#I’m not saying it’s not useful or a viable option. I personally just hate phone calls and video calls.#and I love video games bro 😎#and I love you#goodbye forever#text
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did i ever tell y’all about my little cousin who i’m very patiently waiting for her to turn 12 or 13 so i can get her to read city of bones as a long term comedic revenge plot against her father
#she’s only like 8 i think there’s still a ways to go#and thank god for that because i hardly ever see her rn so i still need time to build it up#idek how much of a reader she is at this stage but her parents read so i imagine she’s gonna be a reader too#she’s not an ipad baby like her cousins i have high hopes for her#basically the backstory is that her dad (guy who married my older first cousin when i was 10. he’s basically been around forever tho)#he used to make fun of me for my ya fantasy books (jokingly he was never actually Mean) and when they had a daughter i realized there was a#perfect way to enact some hilarious revenge…#his kids love me i could maybe even pull it off twice with their son#but that’s maybe bordering on evil so i won’t plan that far in advance#he’s five he might not remember he loves me by the next time i see him anyway#the daughter though is at an age where she does remember me and we’re buddies. but she’s too young to read ya fantasy still#anyway. that’s something i’ve got going on. in the works#oh if i ever mentioned the two 5 year old cousins who’s nails i painted at my family reunion last summer. that kid was one of them#just to tie the narrative together for you <3
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hi, I vaguely remember you posting something about Sonic, and I come with a cursed sonic hypmic crossover. I'm sorry if I'm remembering the wrong person. 😭😭 Hear me out. Rei as Dr. Eggman, Ramuda as Shadow, and Hanabi as Maria. The buster bros could work for Sonic, Knuckles, and Tails, but idk who would be Amy and Rouge. Sorry again if I got the wrong person 😭👍
no that’s me lmao the sonic shooter on the side even tho she’s actually very obsessed and is doing her best to spare everyone from a decades long fixation that’s ramped up again recently lmao
bb🟰team sonic is based even if based on colour coding it’d be ichiro➡️knux, jiro➡️sonic and saburo➡️tails (the most accurate one lmao). but i get that you mean ichiro is sonic coded and jiro knuckles lol
as for rouge and amy, if ramuda is shadow (also based btw lol) then i think rogue should be jakurai since rogue’s secondary plot in sa2 was exposing the truth about shadow and that’s kinda what jakurai wanted with ramuda, to get to know his secrets and backstory lol. as for amy, that’s 💯% kuukou LOL. both are kinda crazy, lovers of nature and adventure and amy comes thru at the end of the story which is what kuukou’s character trajectory is set on (hopefully lol)
#vee got an ask#you’re mentioning maria so i assume we’re working with just sa2 which is more than fine adventure era is the games i grew up with lol#amy is my fave so i can list a bunch of reasons why amy and kuukou are lowkey twinsies LOL#the sonic fandom tho is tragically toxic and i managed to stay out of it this long lol#but if i ever get my tuber off the ground before or in june i would like to indulge in sonic in public for once lol#we will see ig lol
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Fuck it, here’s another sneak peak at my vampire au
He’d said he’d release him, and he’d meant it, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t enjoy their new bond while it lasted. He lets it wash over him as he closes his eyes, the desire to protect him, to kill for him and to die for him, to do anything and everything he asks without hesitation overtaking him, hot and ferocious and making his heart pound in his chest. He hasn’t felt like this since Soma had—
He cuts off that line of thinking and shakes Yagami gently, hooking his fingers under the younger man’s chin and lifting his face to gently kiss his lips. Yagami stirs against him, kissing back before he’s even fully awake, mouth opening the moment Kuwana’s tongue slides along his lower lip and letting him in. Kuwana hums softly and deepens the kiss, letting himself have this, even if for just a moment.
#yakuza#lost judgment#yagami takayuki#Kuwana Jin#kuwagami#my writing#this actually isn’t going to be a smut fic believe it or not#we’re gonna go right to the edge and pull back every time#I’m definitely not gonna have this whole thing finished by Halloween BUT#I will post the bite scene#I did do a ton of rewrites because I decided I wanted a Kuwana pov for this one#I’m gonna keep working on it long long after Halloween tho don’t worry#cuz I dig this a lot#and it’s probably gonna end up fuckin novel length I’m not even kidding#one of those kinda deals actually where I could change the names and publish if I really wanted to 😂😂😂#I’ve created an entire universe for this with my own version of vampires and everything#…I should be working#vamp AU
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#okay i read a transcription of most of the nj video#and my main conclusion is that the girls are highly misinformed / being fed false info bcs no adult figure is looking over them#‘mhj is the producer of our music’ that woman has never produced a single song#‘our demands are not being met’ ur demand is to bring back mhj ? i wonder why it is not being met#even the manager not saying hi thing … saying this with all the empathy to them but i get it#imagine ur team boss tries a coup towards the company and u side with them it’s understandable if other employees don’t feel comfortable#and the legal side too like most employees were probably instructed not to interact with them on company grounds#and again i have all the empathy towards them and understand it’s because they’re victims and so on but this is all just bcs they can’t let#mhj go#like if they weren’t fighting tooth and nail for her everything would be different#and they don’t have adult figures telling them this and protecting them from the situation#they just dont know how working environments / company work and they have no one guiding and helping them throughout all of it#this whole thing is just so heartbreaking and frustrating#and they said they found out about the situation from the media — that again proves that mhj doesn’t actually care because she knew about#all of it but she couldn’t pick up the phone to tell them ?#hybe can get fucked and is evil too but if anything this suggests they wanted to leave the girls out of it at first at least#this is not to say i think hybe was nice just to be clear i think they just didn’t think the girls would care this much since it was a#business/legal dispute concerning the company#it’s like if aespa cared when lsm was kicked out .. they didn’t gaf and that’s what it’s supposed to be like !#the leak thing is so heinous tho like i really don’t understand why someone would leak private records of some young girls#after we’re done with mhj we gotta take care of bpd
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WHY are frozen fish sticks and tater tots considered even a remotely acceptable dinner. see i don’t trust ovens and air fryers (or know how to use them) and i barely trust microwaves, so when i’m home alone i usually subsist on whatever tiny processed snacks i can find around. then someone fiiiinally gets home and my options fruitfully expand to shitty frozen or microwaved foods. i’m not usually a neurotic person but a few minutes ago i stress cried a bit because dude. i do not want frozen fucking fish sticks and tater tots at midnight after a day of cheese sticks, reese’s cups (don’t even like them), and arizona tea. wondering why i’m tired and flabby idk maybe because the most sustaining meal i can consistently access in this house is a fucking maruchan cheese yakisoba. for a while that was a food i liked (kinda the shit the first time you try it as an 8 year old), but now it’s just one of the three options i have when my sibling gets home from work. tired as fuck of our little american shitshow fridge
#minxiety#legally we’re middle class functionally we’re working class#we’re only there legally because gpa works two jobs for like 80 hours a week#it doesn’t really affect me that much#but it does mean we end up with shitty frozen food instead of actual meals..#neither of which i know how to make on my own (was never taught).#actually more that i think about it the money thing does affect me kind of#like our heaters don’t stop working in the middle of a blizzard (they did once tho)#but i don’t see doctors or dentists for checkups ever. partially due to his negligence and i guess maybe medical bills#idk man. this is coming from a middle class family so imagine the american working class
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In honour of finishing my exam and being five days away from freedom (for a few days), I bought myself an iced banana matcha and a three pack of kinder eggs. Bc you gotta treat yourself
#summer has been hard but it’s been ages since I had Macha or a kinder eggs so we ball#I have other work to do today so sadly I can’t do my semi planned Star Trek movie marathon like I wanted but#we are going to chill for a bit#truly next week is going to be my one week of actual summer#as opposed to whatever bad brain stress summer the last few months have been#I mean I’m being dramatic. I had fun and spent time with friends and it wasn’t all bad#but also the stress- XHEHE#shut up sarah#also the aforementioned Macha is gunna be a fun game. It’s been awhile. p sure it doesn’t have enough caffeine to make me anxious but. we’re#drinking it slowly just in case- it’s so good tho. it was a good barista there this time. this drink tastes different depending on who makes#it and this person was on point with it
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i finally told my best guy friend that karaoke guy and I have been hooking up for months and as I was describing our relationship he was like “ok so you spend a ton of time together, have sex, do romantic shit, so you guys are dating?” and I was like nah and he said “do you guys cuddle in the morning?” and I was like. hmm. that’s an interesting way of looking at it
#p#that’s gonna stick w me for a while probably lol#also for the record it depends???#if we wake up at the same time and he doesn’t work then yeah#I think that’s a sweet way of looking at it tho#still not gonna say we’re dating tho that’s crazy 🤪#karaoke guy saga
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Shadow the hedgehog cartoon announcement sorry everyone im gonna hermit away four months in advanced so i can be optimally annoying when they talk about it
#not rgg#hes in my pfp this goes here. also because i say so#snap chats#no i AM posting this here idc im gonna throw up crying and screaming#little else can be done to make my week better like first i hang with my bestie and we’re gon hang again later this week#then a buncha shit i ordered a while back finally got shipped and now shadow cartoon announcement#theyre literally talking about it in JULY some may say im too excited too early but have you considered eating my shorts#im scared tho what if its mid#the promo post looks so good … he looks so cute 😭#heard the mates who worked on the rise tmnt cartoon are workin on this …. ouughghh i know im gonna throw up crying#they been doin good things for my boy as of late … ik it his year so No Shit but still …#anyway yeah im putting in my. idk LMAO years notice for rgg posting cause once this is out i will not shut up ever#at least for a week. bossman im scheduling a vacation month once this drops Whenever idk#ok bye i actually have rgg doodles planned but i gotta do comm stuff first fjWWOJDJS#all sega does is rot my brain like all i did yesterday with my bestie was play final fantasy and sonic#what an excellent tuesday i tell you … ok bye
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I only have one week in graphics fuck this shit
#For those who don’t know: I go to a voc tech school with shops#And a cycle is 2 weeks#So for 2 weeks we’re in shop (I’m in Graphics) and 2 weeks in academics#And back and forth for the whole year#But I only got 1 week of shop this time around😡#Then it’s 2 weeks in academics 2 weeks in shop and the last week is academics#I’m glad they did change the schedule tho cuz at one point we’d have 3 weeks of academics#And I honestly think I’d jump out my window by the end of week 1 if that actually happened#My history teacher said on Friday that we only have 14 more days of academics#Which is scary#My schools technical last day is the 17th of June but that’s just a day for people who had make up work so if I got no make up work my last#-days June 14th#Victor Speaks
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