I tried to combine my favorite band (DEVO) and my favorite artist (Junko Mizuno) via DALL-E Mini because everyone’s doing it and I love a good AI art program to mess around with when I’m bored. It didn’t come out the way I expected and it barely looks like either entry, but I’m satisfied nonetheless.
if i ever marry someone in the future, i want someone like my dad. and it's funny because i used to think that i don't want to marry anyone like him because he doesn't take my mom on dates unless we insinuate. he doesn't give my mom gifts unless we give him an earful of it. he doesn't initiate romantic stuffs and is kinda lazy at house chores.
but now that i'm getting older, i realized that i don't need those trivial cliches. i don't need flowers on valentine's day. i don't need dates on high-end restaurants. i don't need a perfect man.
i need someone like my dad who didn't give up on my mom even when the world was trying to set them apart. i want someone like my dad who stayed with my mom even when his family was against her. i want someone like my dad who is able to handle my mom despite her tough personality. i want someone like my dad who decided to grow for my mom even if it took him years.
i want a love like they have. even though i see them get into arguments a lot, at the end my dad would try to woe my mom. and even though he gets mad, at the end he would always look for my mom. and after work, even if he's tired, he would always be beside my mom listening to all her stories about her work (even though he ends up falling asleep everytime).
i always tease them about how weird they are, but i actually want that too. their love story isn't ideal but life isn't a movie/book anyway. they're just two people who have each other's back through thick and thin.
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two blogs in a day, will you look at that? don't forget to drink your aguas.
You're seriously panicking over this? Bonten? *sighs* just breathe through it or whatever you're supposed to do.
-South
You would panic if you were me! I'm alone, and I don't want to be and I hate waiting for things and not knowing them and I hate things I can't explain and unexpected things! And I hate being alone. You wouldn't understand. You're not helping right now, I'm scared and you're just....making fun of me!