#went for a walk to the store today
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do u ever think about how good edward teach would smell? like leather and sweet tobacco and soap and salt. dude’s an artisan candle. let me at him.
#walked past a leather store today and went hmmm. inch resting#anyway this is nothing#don’t look at me#ofmd
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i had to put my dog down today 💔💔💔💔💔💔 worst thing i have ever experienced
#he went downhill so fast in the last two days :(((((#couldn’t breathe couldn’t walk wouldn’t eat#he paced from 1pm-1am yesterday without laying down even tho he was so wobbly :(((((#and he was so bad today 😥#he was the best dog he didn’t deserve lung cancer 💔#sweetest cutest dog in the world and i have the credentials to say that as someone who worked at a pet store for six years#and met thousands of dogs#we got three and a half extra months with him after we initially were gonna put him down but he bounced back#and then we almost put him down two more times#he tried so hard for us 💔#living this day four times (with this time being the worst obviously) has been so traumatic#i’m grateful for all the extra time we got but it didn’t make me any more prepared#miss him soooo much already no dog will ever compare 💔💔💔
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my body hurts so bad i think i have a disorder
#text#did some vigorous exercize (walked for . 25 minutes? and went to the store which involves walking also) today#can already feel the pain and exhaustion . yayyy
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brb listening to pool by samia
#logging off for the day mwah kisses hugs etc .!!!#had a good day for the most part :-) felt cute and woke up to these flowers I picked last night while walking around town with R#i was so fucking sleepy like I have no stayed out past 1 in fucking years it was super nice last night !#but got a lot of work stuff done today / have been troubleshooting mono typing on shirts … still haven’t cracked the code#but I’m getting closer lol.!#went to a ‘farmer’s market’ this evening . but it was Nothing of the sort it was just a bunch of food trucks.. no melons .. no cherries ….#walked around did some drawing then caved and got melons at the grocery store lol. home now.#going to clean and go on a walk and then do some river art !!!!#and get high and eat my god damn melons .!!!!!!#have a good night luv u#personal#selfie
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#man i was like y tf am i so tried i didnt do shit today but no i got like 5hrs sleep. walked to the store in thr 12F weather. carried back#all my groceries. walked to the police station to get keys to the autoclave. read 40 slides abt anime. started redoing a tutorial#and spent 45 min on the phone giving my intake info for a new therapist. everytime i give the spiel it gets more exhausting#it feels so dramatic like whatever ill b fine but no im seeking help for a reason bleh#but now im tired and worried abt the semester bc itll b a lot. many plates to juggle with a fragile mind#my old boss was like u have an ambitious plan for the semester and im like oh boy well see how this goes#hopefully itll b fine once i get in the groove. just go one step at a time#currently i just wanna redraw 4lways sunny screenshots but idk what ones to draw#but should sleep. i gotta write a long email tomorrow morning for a class intro bc look at me im a professional who def#does not have underlying emotional problems. ugh. idk if i described my mood stuff right to the lady on the phone but like i got diagnosed#as b1polar for a reason idk i just still feel like its fake. like ill look at the checklists and get mad when i get a positive result#which is weird bc its like. u went to 3 doctors and they said the same thing shut up. ugh whatever. i need to sleepy#unrelated
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you think your life is hard try being an adult sonic fan who wants cool sonic shirts and also prefers modern sonic over classic sonic
#when it comes to sonic shirts for adults and teens its all classic sonic and nobody else. if you can find anything at all that is#but kids getmostly modern sonic shirts and they also get stuff with other characters on them too not just sonic#went to a couple stores today and saw so many modern sonic and movie sonic shirts while walking past kids clothing sections. SAD !#like i know sonic is a kids franchise it makes sense that a lot of the merch is targeted to kids but STILLLL this isnt fairrr </3#well this is what its like in person anyway. i know theres more options online i have some modern sonic shirts + shirts of other characters#that came from online stores but theyre usually more expensive than just buying a shirt in person
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I can’t believe that exercise really does do numbers for your mental health. that’s kinda fucked up omfg 😔
#to think yesterday I wanted to *** so so badly#and today me and my family went on a walk#my nieces picked some flowers and let me hold their sweaty lil hands#I did some yoga and stretched my back and arms#and I just felt so relaxed today especially after how low I had gotten yesterday#I’m also taking some natural meds and I think they’re helping a lot too#that’s so fucked up bc why does exercising and going outisde really work#I wanna start regularly going on walks but i know someone isn’t gonna want to go w me every time#and I get anxious walking outisde by myself after my dog got attacked some years back :(#but on those days I can get on the treadmill and sunbathe maybe!!!!#sorry i’m rambling#okay time to read before the sleep meds take me out ^_^#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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i'm planning next week's picnic like if one thing goes wrong i'll be publicly beheaded. i'm locked in to such an absurd degree.
#also never shopping in my nearest town again maybe#i saw my cousin's ex who lives an hour away and her friend together which is so....... like wow i really thought i'd seen the last of him#very messy situation#started talking to a cashier/stocker i've spoken with on occasion for several years and she showed me some of her art & poetry (???)#got in line in front of one of my former classmate's dads who tried to proposition me right after my mom died#went to the new dollar store which has four self checkouts & one manned‚ tried to use a self checkout and the cashier said#'we don't have self checkouts' i said 'do you mean today or period' she said 'period' and we discussed how badly that's got them fucked up#they're literally running one of the self checkouts as a manned checkout when things get busy like...#and it was JUST built!! like just less than a year ago i think#i always come home from that town wanting to pull my hair out it's sooo strange!! like everything is craaazy#i also got fucking scammed!#i forgot to check until just now but the grocery store likes to run a weekly sale then not update the computers to reflect it#like they've done this for years and years#and i paid $1.99/lb for apples that were marked down to $1.12/lb so i overpaid a damn dollar#during the panini when it was my only source of groceries sometimes the difference would literally be like $50 because of big ticket items#i'd usually walk out‚ unload and read the receipt‚ then walk back in and get my refund. every friday.#and if i didn't i'd be out like $100/month for nothing on top of everything costing double what it did in the city#that place is fucking cursed. like there's just layers and layers of misery covering every surface.#adam yaps
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my brother is such an ASSHOLE
#he fucking LEFT without saying anything to me and he had me freaking out and calling him like 10 times bc like he does this shit often#and its like well clearly hes staying home today its late he either went to the store or to play basketball#either way hes in trouble#and then an hour passes and i still havent gotten any calls back#AND IT TURNS OUT THIS BITCH JUST LEFT FOR SCHOOL#AND DIDNT SAY SHIT JUST WALKED OUT THE DOOR#ISTG YOU BITCH#aethers rants#cw vent#personal posts and stuff idk
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#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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I love weekends together so much!
We did so much and it was so nice to have a weekend like that because they never really happen. We started this car journal thing and are gonna write down everything we do together and all the adventures and stuff we plan to do etc! It’s so cute. He makes me very happy and I love him so much. I am very lucky! I love him dearly and he’s the best thing that has happened to me.
#I went to his show Thursday and fucked up my hand so bad#got bruised to shit but it was fun and great to see him play#Hung out with his friends gf there and made plans to hang out with her eventually which is so nice and cute#then we went to a bunch of home stores looking for shit but also went to pet smart and looked at the animals#we went to bookstore and he got a book#so we could read together#we went to this cute cafe then also visit his parent he started teaching me drums#also hung out with my little brother and his niece who I love#went to his parents for dinner today#the other day we went to his friends place to let his dog out and I fell in love with his sick little cat kuro#we then went with his friend and his gf to walk their dog at the park and hang out at their place#all very nice and just fulfilling things#these were differ friends then the one mentioned before#made me feel like a real person lol#it’s really nice to be doing things and living life#especially around such good people#life has been unbelievably great it’s scary
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wait one more doodle before i go to bed... Frenship :D
#sgt frog#keroro gunso#today was a good day :)#my mom came over to help me do some cleaning and packing before summer break next week#we went out to eat and ended up in the town square area (very pretty) and so we walked around a bit#went to an antique store that had an absurd amount of clunky old cameras#and to a soda and candy store (i did not get anything i was full and there was so much to choose from)#lots of fun :)#i may be a little too cooped up on campus i need to get a fucking bus card#i just wanted to Tag Journal haha#ok nite :)#gem art
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#the water by my house is extra blue-green today#ive had a really good day today tbh#i went to the thrift store and an estate sale and drove home on the coast#and its like the ideal level of sun and clouds rn for the ocean to look extra pretty#might change into a swimsuit and walk down to the beach bc its looking extra inviting rn
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not only can i hear the wind outside, but it is louder than the video im watching. yippee
#sorry every post i make for the next 24 hours is just going to be 'I DONT WANNA GO TO WORKKKK'#its -9 degrees out#ive given up on the idea of sleeping bc i spent most of today sleeping so im kind of just sitting here dreading going outside#my rooommate went to the grocery store today/technically yesterday and said it was fine when she went into the store#but started blizzarding so hard while she was in there that a thick layer of ice had immediately formed on all her windows#im highly considering rooting around my stuff to see if i brought my old cloth covid masks with me to this apartment#they were really nice in the winter to stop my face from hurting when it was cold and windy#would LOVE to have one on when im walking the dogs#simon says
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Hate when bitches at this store try to tell me "Ummm I need you to start the audit already, we're supposed to leave by 11" like damn that's crazy maybe if you left me a better store or did anything to help me out I wouldn't be starting so late after picking up all your bullshit
#literally the first thing i did was walk the entire store to see what all still needed doing and then i told the manager who still had#Several clerks on the clock 'hey the womens bathroom needs to be hit and all the counters need to be wiped down' and she went 'okay!'#then of course. wouldnt you know. when i get back in from my lot sweep (basically picking up excess trash or emptying trash cans#that got full after they took out trash earlier) (of which there were a Lot tonight. very unusual when most nights i can get by#without changing any of them)#none of the things i told her about had been done <3 And the kitchen was a fucking disaster#'you got clerks for that you coulda made them clean it' 'no ill do that later they did a lot today' okay sweetie whatever you say#they always wanna leave Me a shitty store to come into and then get an attitude when they have to stay late because again#I am spending more time fixing things that they should have taken care of already before i got there#wasting Both our time on clerk tasks just to get the store down to manageable levels of filth before i do the audit#and then you wanna complain like its My fault? whores#only One of the managers here ever leaves me a decent store (not Perfect but its still a huge improvement over other days)#and no matter how many times i give the same feedback to every manager i relieve or who relieves me in the morning#shit does not get better#i love it!!!!!!#meh.#mild vent#i guess#its just me bitching about work so whatever#also? you Told me you were gonna stay an hour late already? why are you fucking complaining about me being 'too slow'#to start the audit. bitch
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god gives his hardest battles to his most underpaid soldiers
#i work in a grocery store so u can imagine the type of battles i am fighting on a daily basis#today i walked into work and my coworker looked at me and instantly went Are you okay????#loverboy wordz
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