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figthefruitfaeth · 2 years

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writer specialty: i've told you this 100 times and i will say it AGAIN: you write in such a way that always makes me feel what the characters feel. in mister funny, i was anxious the entire time because STEVE was anxious. also your characterization never misses, especially w steve & nancy like you just GET THEM. anyway yeah queen of making me feel unwell 😩

STOP i'm going to throw up okay why do you have to say things I am so. AGH that's the goal and i'm glad it's coming thru GAH.

steve and nancy are my BOYS okay i love writing them and their breakdowns!!!

thank you so much alex i'm beating you up for now and always and forever GAHHA

anon (or not) what you think my specialty as a fic writer is

#ask game #what if i killed you? hm?

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transmechanicus · 5 months

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The transgender contrast of loving your parents but also for Trust Reasons longing for an additional external authority figure you can count on more unconditionally to support or protect you that totally doesn’t risk becoming a kink

#my stuff #haha yeah i’m so loyal and trusting and will serve you unto death #this in no way is derived from the agony of being misgendered by my parents all my life #which is ongoing btw bc ‘there’s nobody we know that i trust to talk about your transition with’#LIKE HM MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABT WHY THAT IS #MAYBE ITS BC THOSE PPL ARE IGNORANT CUNTS THEN #anyway haha what if you were my superior officer and i killed for you like a dog #what if you were my god and i followed your compulsion to kill and eat until you were satisfied #what if you kept me to yourself and looked after me in private as i do you in public #what if my loyalty was rewarded #what if i had no obligation but duty to you #what if you made it all ok

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edwinisms · 2 months

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on my third rewatch and just got through ep 3 and man. the devlin house is such a strong fucking episode. like quality-wise. acting-wise. plot-wise. etc. that’s not to say the first two episodes weren’t strong, but the devlin house hits noticeably harder and hits different. like it’s the precise turning point episode where you realize oh. this show isn’t just gonna be campy with a dash of angst. we’re addressing some serious heavy ass trauma. and not just magical unreal trauma either like. just straight up abuse. and the boy who’s been unserious and silly this whole time isn’t just like that for shallow comic relief reasons. there is so much more there lurking under the surface. oh man it’s good

#it’s a very very strong episode very good writing very good acting mwah #rambling #dead boy detectives #jayden revri was getting moderately simple parts to act out and then they hit episode 3 and were like okay jayden :)#let’s see what you can fucking do.#boy.#it was interesting to watch it again and actually pay attention to edwin during parts of this episode #where the focus is on charles and he’s sorta in the background or not at the forefront #specifically when the family keeps getting killed and he’s just standing there. hardly reacting. i know now that that was a choice #at least partially? possibly entirely? decided by george and man i love when an actor knows his character that well #as to consider things like hm. yeah. he’s probably really Really desensitized to violence.

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404-art-found · 4 months

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mwah

#my art #lethal company #masked #oc: buddy #who said that. anyways #'are you going to elaborate on this' no all the information here is what you need #'didn't buddy literally kill and eat the first other masked it saw' listen bashing in other masked is mentally taxing #and there are only so many ways to deal with them and if 'killing them' or 'locking them in a room' isn't in the cards. well #'are you going to elaborate on this' no(elaborates on it #I may be unwell. hm!

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puppyeared · 2 years

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I just skimmed through the art part of your blog and holy bajeebus your LMK art is so beautiful and the headcanon ideas you come up with are so good I wanna steal em-

Kinda wanna see like a part 2 of the little angst you did between MK and Macaque a while ago. It's so interesting and I wanna see Macaque's reaction in your art style. (You don't have to of course, it's just a suggestion [idk if i spelled that right])

Thanks for reading and hope you have a good day/night!

Hope this is to your liking ^^

Part one here

#I’m sure there are some character nuances im forgetting but well 🤷🏽#I want their misunderstanding or whatever they have going on between then come to a head. literally just going ‘wait what’#for me I think it’s entirely possible that there was an actual fight and maybe tension leading up to that point #cause I feel like macaque is not just bitter about thinking he died to wukong but maybe some stuff that built up to that #maybe the fight was just the breaking point. maybe they’re idiots who don’t talk about it because they think they’re on the same page idk #chipper-smol wrote a cool theory abt them using macaques ‘you’re nothing’ line in s4ep1. from what I understand it could be a direct parall #parallel to when he said that to MK right before MK regained his nerve and hit macaque in the eye.. since flying bark foreshadowed monkey mk #waaaay back in season 1 (where his shadow is his monkey form in the opening) i think that could be deliberate #and they could have gotten billy to voice an entirely different line for that scene. but they reused his line from s3 #in a very specific scene with wukongs narrative foil. hm #that aside I would have liked to hear billy voice the ‘you abandoned me’ line that would have killed me. but that’s just me lol #also looking at this I should have shaded the last frame to make it look more dramatic and serious but I ran out of time :(#if anything I want to see MK try and help them get back together. poor kid tries so hard to understand people so I think it would be cool to #see that happen. that’s what I like about him.. he asked macaque why he was working for LBD instead of accusing him of dooming everyone bc #he wants to and he tried to comfort spider queen by admitting he was scared of LBD too 😭😭#my art #myart #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk spoilers #Lego Monkie kid spoilers #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #lmk season 4 #Lego Monkie kid s4

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brother-emperors · 2 months

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I was reading a footnote to Themistius' Brotherly Love Oration and ended up doing a quick painting of Seleucus II Callinicus while looking all these people up

⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!

#fun fact! caracalla (and by extension geta) is mentioned in the brotherly love oration itself :)#hey caracalla. do you like that. that you killed geta to get rid of him and now you cant escape the ghost of the brother you hate #OOF. well. anyway. i'm in the middle of making a blog specifically to spiral out about caracalla-geta-valentinian-valens #bc i feel myself 'feeling' spread out too much here and i dislike it. its like fraying at the edges. anyway:#fully intend to just. vomit out all my thoughts and art about it there for about four months and hopefully i'll return to a regular #state of being when i see gladiator 2 because its like. eugh. too much roman empire here. too many tags to keep track of #but also i cant shut up about caracalla right now and quite frankly. i need to lock myself into a room and just get it out of my system #drawing tag #CHRIST. what do i even tag this as. can i technically shove this into my 'it's all greek to me' tag. hm. maybe not. that's stretching it #Seleucus II Callinicus

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itsdefinitely · 10 months

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Ok, OK HEAR ME OUT!-

The Lords in black dating sim/click and point adventure game

I take full destructive criticism. I'm sorry

yeah but it has to be done in the sucker for love way. can you see my vision

#you mention hand holding to wiggly and he almost kills you on the spot #definitely an ask #i was gonna draw something for this but then i thought. hm. maybe body horror isn't what most people think of when they read “dating game”#also a point&click game would be so fun if grace was the protagonist #the lords in black #hatchetfield

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maulfucker · 11 months

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So fucked up that obimaul is a rarepair. What do you mean not everyone is obsessed with enemies to lovers with a Force connection, where one side is completely obsessed with the other who barely acknowledges him (but is just as affected)

#hm i should make an original post tag #obimaul #like. say what you want but obi-wan saw a random dathomirian zabrak and immediately went 'maul?? alive??'#he DOES care about maul he just doesn't actively seek him out like maul does #post prompted by this song that makes me think about Maul in his crime lord era‚ all the luxury of the world within his reach‚#but none of it satisfies him because what he really wants is to find (and kill) kenobi #'another night up in the best suite; everything's gone wrong already‚ my body admits; dreaming so high the floor is the limit;#once again i got lost.. [...] another night i give myself‚ top of a skyscraper; i'm the king of the world‚ dreams for rent;#and when i look at myself i sigh with a low voice‚ 'i don't feel bad i just feel nothing''#(<- song is são paulo‚ 2015 by jão)#it's a song about feeling dissatisfied with the life of fame because there's an emptiness he can't fill with sex drugs or luxuries #and from the context of the album it's likely he's thinking about a past lover he's still not over #so. imagine with me.#i might make something out of this. maybe.#but like. posting about songs that make me think obimaul thoughts. not very productive. almost no audience.#... and while making this post i've been attacked by yet another song with a very obimaul words #'lie to me‚ run from me‚ we swear it doesn't count‚ in this way of ours‚ but it's not because i hate you that i can't kiss you anymore'#<- pilantra by jão and anitta

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stvrmhondss · 1 year

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one of the most fascinating aspects of lestappen to me is that max is everything/has everything charles dreams for: the team, the car, the wins, the titles, the love, the dedication, the trust etc etc he wants to fight max so badly and yet is relegated to watching from the sidelines as max flies while his own wings are being clipped at every opportunity by a team he loves and is faithful to, foolish as he is.

he wants max he wants to be max he wants to beat max

#evening thoughts on race day #god #concerning max charles is soooo co comparison is killing me slowly i had a dream i got everything i wanted when's it gonna be my turn #what was i made for coded #falling into bed with max could be seen as deeply masochistic #i can't be him i can't beat him at least let me be wanted by him #deeply humiliating for max to win race after race and then deign charles with his presence and juicy ass #almost charity if you think about it #hm #may be i should write tha—[SHOT]#lestappen

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peliginspeaks · 8 months

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Listen, I'm sorry to the people who draw Veils in torn/bloody robes because of the whole Vake thing but you're simply wrong. Do you think Veils would Ever go out like that. Do you think it doesn't have fifteen changes of clothes ready immediately, with options depending on the day and occasion, to climb into when it comes back from killing things. Of course it does. Veils is getting home, taking a shower in the Bazaar, putting on a new perfectly clean robe with accent panels and silk trim, and then dabbing 1 (one) tasteful bloodstain on the hem of it with a claw because it's arrogant and it thinks it can get away with it. What is a Veils if it's not serving cunt. Of course it is.

#Fallen London #Mr Veils #BaL spoilers #i do love veils it's awful. i love it as the interpretation of a beast unchained and a wild thing resenting its constraints #and that's the most common interpretation of it i tend to see #but Also it is a politician. so so so clearly. it covers up its crimes with spotless cufflinks and talks the blood away #it's spent hundreds of years swaying who it wants and killing who it wants in kind #the apparent clashing of its domains is funny sometimes but also to me it makes perfect sense #fashion and violence. look elevated enough and anyone will believe you. kill ruthlessly enough and the ones who don't don't matter #it's the perfect cover #it's also why in spite of seeing some relatability in its moments of straining for freedom Hallowrove doesn't regret killing it #if it were just a beast following its instincts out of control that would be one thing #if it were even a consicous thing bringing anything to ruin it could as revenge for being trapped that's another #but it just so clearly enjoys having power over things. and using that power to crush #and the manipulation beforehand #...hm. makes me wonder if the feelings in the early vake dreams were genuine #or if it constructed the rush to lure the player further into hunting it #.... you know what i think it was genuine actually. and i think it still doesn't matter.#sorry for bag a legend rambling on the funny poast i just think about it a lot still #in spite of finishing more than a year ago

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the-way-astray · 2 months

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hi, hello, yes, if you ever use the word "deserve" with regards to romantic relationships between fictional characters (and real people, honestly) then i kindly invite you to go fuck yourself

#kotlc #this is a post about sokeefe #<- i should make that a tag #“keefe deserves sophie because he-” what if i stop you right there. what if i killed that. with fire.#people deserve /rewards/ /not/ people #way to objectify a character by making them out to be a reward #also this isn't just a sokeefe thing i've seen it in the atla fandom/other fandoms too hm should i tag atla too #eh i already did #atla #this post isn't necessarily anti sokeefe i just hate the way people talk about them sometimes #reminder that trauma/bad experiences/your life being shit does /not/ entitle you to a romantic relationship #and also doing a good deed/saving the world/being a hero /also/ does not entitle you to a romantic relationship #and /also/ also worshipping/adoring/loving/caring about a person /also/ doesn't entitle you to a romantic relationship with them either #fandoms love to forget that #even if you have good reasons to ship a ship besides that don't say objectifying shit like that please and thank you #goodbye

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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job applications: this is entry level! anyone can apply!

job applications: ...as long as you've done at least six months of highly specific work, or have this exact degree, or if you kissed a chicken during the last moon of 2012-

#im back in the trenches bois its Not Looking Great #gonna apply to this stupid thing anyway but #it looks like stockin grocery store shelves is the way im gonna go #unless i get Very lucky or manage to bullshit my way into this job #college isn't necessary but Man a lot of places want you to attend. no <3 #but noooo instead i have to like. work. till i die. and never make enough money to live comfortably. sigh #sometimes i think to myself 'i should make video essays on youtube and see if that goes anywhere'#and sometimes i think 'i should scribble up things that people would buy and make a shop'#and sometimes i think 'what if i killed someone with a stick. would that be fucked up or what'#absolutely unprompted #AGHHHHHHHH THE BOXES WE AS HUMANITY HAVE LOCKED OURSELVES INTO IM GONNA LOSE IT #i was born to be a handsome decoration / weird little artist for eccentric wealthy people #i was meant to drape myself across a beautiful philanthropist woman's lap and doodle lil animals for her #while she rambles and feeds me grapes #yk. if i did make a shop i could have an extra section for small crochet things #coasters. small hand warmers. tiny shapes. simple cat toys. that sorta thing. quick and easy stuff #i could make them w/ specific colors so that they're subtle fandom themed #i literally have a coaster in damian's robin colors... a black/red SB square...#hm. thinking #oh shit i gotta work on that new commission sheet #OH NO. I FORGOR SOMETHING I SHOULD NOT HAVE FORGOR. I HAVE MADE A LITTLE FUCKY WUCKY #excuse me everyone i have something to finish

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aerialworms-art · 11 months

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Spocktober + Trektober Day 11 - Animals/Pets

Spock and Data are my absolute favourites. Can't think why ;)

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[Image ID: A black and white drawing of Spock and Data from Star Trek. They are sitting facing each other, covered in cats. One cat is wrapped around and licking Spock's neck, another one is sleeping across Data's lap. Spock is clutching another to his chest, and is reaching out to pet Spot, Data's cat, who Data is proudly holding up. Spock is saying "A magnificent example of the species." Data replies, "Thank you. His name is Spot." They are both smiling slightly.

Above their heads, a banner reads "ENTERPRISE CAT APPRECIATION Soc."

Above the drawing is written "Trektober" and "Day 11 - Animals/Pets" Below it is written "@aerialworms" and "Spocktober"./End ID]

#trektober 2023 #spocktober #star trek #data soong #spock #star trek the original series #star trek the next generation #star trek fanart #cats #this is actually a redraw of an old doodle that i wanted to redo!#little guys appreciating cats omg they're just like me #i would kill to join this meetup #although i wonder what the caitan crewmembers think of this. hm.#m'ress my beloved is this strange for you #or is this like humans petting monkeys? hmmmmm

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mantegato · 18 days

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